#plus sensory shit

[ultraviollettt]

getting very anxious because i have to travel tomorrow but im being so brave

[sensory-hyra]

MTMTE SENSORY BOARD POST!

Cerebros sensory board 🖤

The mental health specialist of luna-1 🖤

Part twenty-four of the MTMTE sensory board "mini" series! Next sensory board/character: Prowl!

[pyrepostings]

whumpee who's only given soft water to drink/bathe with.

[front-facing-pokemon]

[starcrossedjedis]

I see a lot of smack talk from the younglings about the "Sad Beige Millenial Aesthetic" - and while I agree that some Youtube Mums should get prison time for doing their kids' nurseries that way, I cannot stress enough the calming effect this aesthetic has on my "undiagnosed for 39yrs" ADHD brain.

Let me have my stark white Ikea furniture and my muddy coloured accessories, it helps me get the laundry folded before my kids outgrow it 🙈

[saintfromkrypton]

we never talk about the fact that clark literally feels like he is unable to experience his world properly unless he has his powers.

suddenly, things become too silent. no heart beats. no incessant chatter.

he can't see things so vibrantly. he can't touch and connect with the world the same.

many people focus on the fact that clark has super strength and that he can fly . . . but his super senses have always been so intriguing to me.

[curiouscalembour]

you know. considering the Mr Hearts/Apples and Mr Wines, the two singularly most human friendly masters are started to be an ally, and a former friend of Veils, that makes me very curious about how veils used to be around humans (especially pre-second city), and how it currently is when not trying to kill humans. Considering also how vast of a network it has, and how important fashion is in high society, i would imagine it has to have at least some social pleasantry skills, or at least it did

[unbearable-lightness-of-ink]

anyway I started making myself a ghost to glow in the blacklight in my office at work. got just a bit done last night and tested it with the blacklight to be sure it was working since i haven't used this paint before

did more this morning over coffee and did come within 2mm of dipping my paint brush into my coffee instead of my paint water but I caught it in time and narrowly escaped tragedy

[seraphim-soulmate]

so how do I reconcile with just having big baby loser brain that decided I'd be mentally ill and perpetually stuck suffering instead of having just dealt with my shit in a more normal way? or is there some neuroscience that can explains that I don't have a cringefail brain but it's actually something else??

i mean. it's shame. shame I feel for struggling with things i consider i shouldn't struggle with, which i guess is kinda stupid bcs when i take a step back i realize it's understandable that im struggling with certain things ive lived through. being stuck in them doesn't entirely make sense, but I'm willing to accept that my past shaped me. not to mention that I'm also somehow kind of constantly going through really hard situations on top of also dealing with my past? but it also all (mental illness and emotional sensitivity, I mean) started with something, and my early childhood was my parents getting divorced.

but I consider that banal, plenty of parents get divorced and it doesn't mean their kid suffers from treatment-resistant depression and ptsd. I guess divorce is so normalized now that i don't consider it a valid thing to be traumatized over, at least not to the extent to which ive experienced symptoms. but I was separated from one parent, always missing one or the other, without any explanation that could make sense to a child's brain about why any of this happened and why i have to suffer because of it. can I get rid of the shame by validating the struggles I went through? would that make me feel better about having been disabled by my life experiences?

[skrunksthatwunk]

man i don't even wanna get into it that much but i gotta say this week has been TOO MUCH. AGH. but we're cool(er) now it's just been Non Stop Choice Making And Task Doing

[concoulor]

it feels like there's ten billion steps in order to do that though

[kerosene-saint]

kinda wishing I was dead rn

[ourceliumnetwork]

golly, y'all. I think i might have trauma surrounding family gatherings, and it manifests in extreme anxiety with regards to travel, and my adherence to strict dress codes according to Extremely High Standards (which tends to mean i Overdress constantly and that's more embarrassing than under-dressing imo)

[blueskyheadleft010]

Well fuck, what happens if you’re all four??

The four genderz 🙃

[iphigeniacomplex]

just realized i have to get pants for autumn and winter im literally flung across a fainting couch what are we doing to our beautiful queens

[quierd-kitten]

Every time I have to think about the very real possibility of rooming with my crush for almost 2 weeks I start shaking like a small mad dog. Clinging onto my last vestiges of sanity by thinking about how good this will be as reference material for writing.