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i'm so fucking tired, mentally & physically .
#✧ — kie rantsss#getting the urge to run away from all my problems (my family) before i burst and curse them all out!! :3#all jokes aside i really fucking hate them at the moment.#they're just draining me#plus i have to deal with school??#life is fucking hell right how!!
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What the fuck is up with Hook
Why is he at some random prep school? He’s already got the hook hand, so Peter Pan has already cut it off meaning he’s been to Neverland, also he says he’s a captain so like why the fuck are you here
I hate this movie so fucking much, nothing about it makes sense to me, why is Hades a teenager, why did they make some fankid of a Sofia the first villain instead of using one of the many Disney Villains that exist, why is Maleficent a lackey, why am I devoting so much of my time to try and make sense of this movie
#I can’t believe that Descendants 4 was the movie that finally broke me#Disney I am at your door and I have a knife please explain things to me#descendants the rise of red#Descendants 4#Captain Hook#James Hook#Descendants Hades#morgie le fay#(The fuck kinda name is Morgie btw)#descendants maleficent#The only Villain that I’m okay with being there is Uliana#Like idk why she’s at this school but like I get her deal and I dig it#If you’re reading these tags then congrats you will now here my suggestions for who the villain sidekicks should have been#I think either one or both of the evil stepsisters#Like yeah they’re not that intimidating but with the stepmother as an important character it would make sense#Why were they not in the movie tho like wtf#Hans is another suggestion#I think he’d go to that school plus he’s a modern villain so that’s fun#Facilier could have been cool#Prince John from Robin Hood as like a cat boy#But the one that I think would have been the coolest would have been Adam#Like Pre-Beast when he was all vain and shit#It might have been a lot to unpack but I think it would have been cool as shit#If not then like Gaston#Disney hire me
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Kinda old thing I made for a YHS map but I was really really proud of it at the time so I still wanna share it 😢
#yhs#yandere high school#samgladiator#yuki#animation#animatic#art#digital art#fanart#WAHHhhhhhHHH its never going to see its original use and that makes me so sad#not enough people were going to finish their parts#like not to shame or anything but WE HAD MULTIPLE MONTHS#PLUS EXTENTIONS#Like I get some people are slow at drawing but come on this took me like a week- 2 weeks tops!!#WE HAD MULTIPLE MONTHSSSS#drives me insane like what were you doing#dont sign up to something collaborative like that if you cant finish#I gladly would have taken on another part and im sure a lot of other good artists would have too but noooooo#or if you apply but realize you have irl stuff to deal with TELL SOMEBODY YOU WONT BE ABLE TO FINISH#OGUhghghhhhh#Sorry im salty I was looking forward to this#Snifffffff I was proud of this ok#Youtube
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Masters' Academy AU: Student Extra.
Art by @okkennymay
#masters’ academy au#okkennymay#this guy and the redhead are my favorites#not even close#the junior students could get put to use on a few good ways#I'd planned for Dipper to have skipped a grade coming here going straight to the 8th grade#and he's already mr “look how much smarter I am than the other kids” so he doesn't really want to hang out with the juniors#but the juniors are his age and it's their first year at the school too so he's got a lot to relate with there#plus the 8th graders in his class are intimidating (and tall)#course the dorms have kids from different grades anyways so it won't be some huge deal if Dipper has friends in 7th and 8th#really they're all middle schoolers and none of the high school kids give a shit about them XD#course I've waffled A LOT about their exact ages and grade because it's such an important decision#considered more than once cutting the middle school portion of the school and making it a highschool only move the boys to 9th grade#how do we feel about the name “Elijah”?
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Been thinking about idw1's outliers lately, and how sort of wild the whole concept is from a worldbuilding standpoint, and it struck me that most confirmed outlier abilities tend to be really useful, or flashy, or powerfully dangerous, and few to none tend to be like, really boring, or totally impractical, or even entirely useless? Which, doesn't really make sense when considering the fact that outlier abilities are seemingly random.
Surely not everyone who's born an outlier gets something useful?
And I don't mean like, "good" useful, but any sort of useful, even if that means you can kill people with your voice, or give a power boost by exploding yourself, those are still "useful".
But surely there had to be some with abilities that were totally impractical, or nonbeneficial, or at the very least just insignificant or purely aesthetic and pointless?
#mods. enhancements. and artificial outlier abilities are a different thing. with plenty of room for error and drawbacks#but being born inherently an outlier by the sheer whim of. idfk. primus or the planet itself. what's the chances there???#this definitely has to have been discussed before. i'm just too lazy to dig for it rn. but yeah. its a fascinating concept either way#idw transformers#tf idw1#mtmte#lost light#maccadam#maybe thundercracker's sonic booms count. but those have some use. also its funky. so he gets a pass i think#i had more thoughts about this earlier when i first jotted the thought down. but ive forgotten them now >:/#basically its just funny to think of like. shockwaves school and all. going around like ''what can you do?''#and you've got the group we see in the flashback. and then like. some guy whos like ''...i can change the color of energon''#or like. ''i can float! but only like... three inches off the ground''#i cant think of every example. but go down a list of useless superpowers and there ya go#omg. wait. if rewinds whole color changing deal was legitimately a outlier thing. i guess he would count#also. in a similar vein. its really funny to think of outlier abilities as like. stats and stuff? plus 1 to so and so but negative 1 to etc#so abilities had a sort of cost. this is smth ive seen here and there in fics and stuff. and its great.#but its sorta funny to think of working in the opposite way too#take misfire as an example. bcs its funny. negative boost to aiming. but positive boost to evasion#less of a chance to hit smth. but also less of a chance to be hit by smth#idk lol. sorry. ive been doing a lot of gaming lately bcs ✨️stress✨️. so ive got a lot of dumb stats rolling around in my head lmao#also its 4am. so... coherence has long gone to bed before me lol#struggling to sleep again tonight. but more so for anxiety reasons. all these federal job changes are hitting very close to home rn#it'll probably be fine tho. probably. got a lot of other personal shit to worry about anyways. like my fucking medical files being tossed?!#tricare when i get you. when i fucking grt you omg. i didnt even serve. why am i suffering omfg#sorry... thats off-topic. so its probably best i uh. put myself to bed. at 4am. so. goodnight and good morning 🥲👍#tf idw#tf worldbuilding
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moodboard for this past week ❤️
#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane#i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile#this week was just horrible#there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe#even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment#during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll#the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab#AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ?????#then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly#i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window#im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard-#to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner#which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment#where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough#and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful#and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired.#im in so much pain and so stressed out#debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame
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you have a beautiful life ahead of you
I know, and I know it Will get better. It just feels soooo repetitive right now :// sigh. I dunno. All I really know is that I'm looking forward to the day things change. I dunno when that will be, but things Will change. And if it takes until I'm an adult, then so be it. It's only 3 years, really; and these past 15 have absolutely flown by.
#as much as i know everyone always says teen years are the best years#the main thing keeping me going is that im Really looking forward to being an adult#i know taxes and jobs and whatnot suck#but autonomy dude!!#itd be so awesome to just#i dunno#have an outing with my friends? or have them over?#decorate my apartment how i want#buy myself little treats here and there#im sure working sucks but at least you get paid! school doesnt pay shit. school makes ME pay; with my mental health#plus you get to Choose your job (to an extent)#and i guess im looking forward to not having to deal with CPS all the damn time#fuckkkk i hate my cps agent#its like she doesnt even hear me#whatever. not getting into that right now.#dont get me wrong; i do cherish these years#i like being a teen and everything. it is fun#i guess i just want a wee bit more autonomy#i love not having to pay bills or anything#but i also dont think id terribly mind doing that if it meant i got to make more of my own decisions#if this makes any sense#sorry im sure i sound like such a Rebellious Teenager#also sorry i was totally rambling there#askk!!
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tagged by the gorgeous and fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @aprylynn for february's roundup:
tagging the usual music favs: @jiminsproof @thvinyl @jimin-gaon @visionsofgideontheninth @spicyclematis @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @monismochi plus @kimtaegis for the amy macdonald of it all 💜 and also you, dear reader. MWAH
#heads up! here comes the director's commentary:#16 Carriages - now listen. i love texas hold 'em as much as the next daddy lessons supremacist#but holy shit. it doesn't hold so much as a candle to this track.#just unbelievably stunning. i'm begging you to give it another chance if you skipped over it the first time#Don't Forget Me - me and kayla and apryl all having ms rogers in this month's list... i think we might be better than everyone else actuall#End Of Beginning - good GOD we couldn't gatekeep djo any longer but it's worth it if only for all the bear tiktok edits.#and thus i have fallen for this track all over again. yes CHEF#Showtime - now if you've known me long enough you'll know i'm an absolute sucker for british indie rock bands#especially if their frontman looks like they might not make it through another winter#so you can imagine catfish has had an inexplicable hold on me. anyway their comeback single is actually pretty good#This Is The Life - fantastic tune. 2007 if you can believe it?#what a time to be alive and at the school disco and you're singing the songs and thinking this is the life and so on and so forth#Loving You Will Be The Death Of Me - tom odell can do no wrong in my eyes (ears?) anyway. lovely lovely new album#Never Need Me - been loving rachel for a while now and this single is brilliant. highly recommended.#plus the video features florence pugh and if that doesn't sweeten the deal then christ i don't know what will#Baby Now That I've Found You - i didn't even realise this was a cover of the foundations until hearing it again recently#because alison krauss just has an incredible way of making them her own and thus it's been on repeat.#Deeper Well - okay so now i'm seeing the country thread through this month's picks.#this is another lovely new one. hearing it on the radio and the fact that they have to censor “i used to wake and bake” is hilarious to me#shoutout kayla again because great minds..#Stay For Something - CMAT is phenomenal and if you haven't listened to her yet i can't recommend her entire discography enough.#she had her arsecrack out at the brits last night and well. i would die for her#(speaking of the brits. raye... i literally cried for her. go find the recording of her live at the royal albert hall.#-watch it twice and then come back and thank me)#artists-wise - most of these guys are consistently up there.#katie melua is a new feature this time because all my amy macdonald-ing put me back onto nine million bicycles.#used to get that one mixed up with 99 luftballoons but they're really very different. i'm a fool#so tl;dr: fantastic tunes. do listen#tag#receiptify
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Simon's parents have a really strong relationship. they were together for five years before getting married, and Simon was born a little over a year after. theres a lot of love and trust between them and theyre really good at communicating with each other. and like their son, neither of them are quick to temper. thats not to say theyve never fought before- a 23 year relationship is prone to see a little friction occasionally- but never anything.... relationship shaking.
Simon's mom is the principal of Berry High. she is, at least some degree, aware of things that get put up around the school, especially things that get put up in public areas. she's not fully In Charge of things going up on like, say, bulletin boards, but typically to put something up on one you have to get faculty permission to make sure its school appropriate, and as faculty sometimes students go to her to put things up.
including the New Start posters.
she wants to say no, they feel like a mean spirited smear campaign borderlining on bullying. but the Council seat is chosen by the students. Simon was elected because his classmates thought he was the best choice, so if some of his classmates are unhappy, its only fair to let their voices be heard. even if their way of going about it seems a bit excessive. if she denies these posters than the students who are calling for Simon to be removed from the Council will just have more ammunition to use against him: his mother's special treatment.
she doesnt like it, but she allows the posters to be put up.
Simon's dad also works at Berry High; he's the librarian.
the day is winding down when he sees a student putting up some new posters on the bulletin board right outside the library. he startles them when he approaches and calmly- eerily calm- asks who signed off on these posters. the student tells him, then scurries off with the rest of the posters they were supposed to put in the library itself.
he isnt gentle taking the poster down, and it crumples in his grip as he makes his way to his wife's office and slams it onto her desk.
he doesn't say anything.
he doesn't have to.
#first Massive argument between a couple! lets hear it for their first Explosive argument!!!!!!!!!!#she stands by her decision to let the posters be put up but he thinks she should have at least made them tone it down#Simon's too busy dealing with his own problems to notice theyre fighting at first. plus they hide it well. but he does eventually realize#also bc of my love of divorce i gotta say: No this Does Not end in divorce. they go to couples therapy about it though#if the New Start student to ask to put the posters up had gone to him instead of her he would have made that same decision tbh#its easy for him to be mad about it when he wasnt put in a situation where he felt like he had to overdo Not giving special treatment#if that makes sense. like both of them dont want to give Simon special treatment to the point they might let things pass that shouldnt#like how Jawbone wasnt great at telling Kipperlily to maybe ease off the Bad Kids bc hes close w them & it might end up as special treatmen#anyway Ace absolutely told the New Start students to ask Principal Klein about the posters bc he knew she would feel trapped about it#high school story prime
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my sister got married yesterday in the chabad shul we grew up in and it was a lovely wedding and i'm excited to have a brother (never had one before) but ALSO i need everyone to know that, after attending this shul for over a decade regularly and another decade intermittently (when i'm back to see my parents) i thought i'd found every picture of the Rebbe they'd hung up but i discovered, at 9pm after a long day full of wedding, while putting the chuppah away, that he does in fact also watch over us from the supply closet
#jewish blogging#ren speaks#it's so sincere on their (rabbi & rebbitzin) part there but i also i lost my mind i was a little overtired#also yesterday one of my new BIL's siblings asked me how many stalls there were in the men's room (for clothes changing purposes)#and i realized in that moment that i had never ever been inside the men's room#obviously chabad shul the entire environment is incredibly gendered and would not have been cool with us using whatever restroom we wanted#even as kids. even when i was in wednesday night hebrew school and there were literally only 7 students there plus the teacher#and i didn't come out until i'd already left my hometown#but i hadn't realized i'd kinda been avoiding using the bathroom there until yesterday#i didn't want to deal with someone starting a problem over it. the rabbi wouldn't (bc his wife wouldn't let him i think she's like a second#aunt to me though she doesn't really understand what being trans is still and she'll still touch me even though she's shomer negiah)#but yeah. weird. wonderful wedding though they're very good together
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well i finished most of what i needed to
and now i know what ill need to do in the morning
#stars why tf did i have to be the leader for this week's study group#and why does 9.3 have a FORTY MINUTE LECTURE 😭#gonna watch as much as i can tomorrow before leaving (and MAYBE on bus) but when i get to class#i may just explain to my prof i had l i t e r a l l y no time this week to work on it#like fr. monday had to deal w new mattress. tried working on it at new apt but no wifi. went to library couldnt focus#cause cramps hit me like a truck + i had like. an hour. cause i had to work at 2 and leave at 1 to get there by bus#i worked 2pm-10pm. had to stay like 20-30 min later. went to sleep around 11:30#and had to wake up at 5 to get to school. at which point i was exhauated then got a headache. and had to do readings for 2 class discussions#and THEN had to go get my weekly allergy shots. all while barely awake. and i got home and not only was i still exhausted#but i needed dinner and to shower. instantly went to bed after. had to get up at 5 again#and after class i had to go to po then home depot for boxes. and had to spend most of my day packing#CAUSE GUESS WHOS MOVING FRIDAY#dinner. and then 2 long assignments that were already late. plus review as much as i could of this week's asl content#this study group is gonna suck but i will give it my best go with how little time ive had to spare this week#amber's shit you can ignore
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screaming crying throwing up because I have had zero time to write this week
sorry yall it'll be a minute before I'm done with anything
#I mean I've been with my family#it's been fine#only a few homophobic comments#not as bad as past years#just been the type of days where you go home and face plant into bed#plus with no school? I've been sleeping every chance I get#and I need to clean my 'I'll deal with it later' pile#I'll get it done#I'll get back to writing#I want to write something holiday related#in a Christmas fluff mood#will I ever get it done while we're still in the holiday season??#probably not tbh#and maybe that's okay#winter lasts until early march where I'm from#we don't get to unthaw until February#I am envious of my relatives in texas#actually no it's hot as hell nvm#I'll take my 6-7 months of winter over summers like those#chow anyways#have a good winter everyone#merry Christmas if you celebrate#happy Yule if you celebrate#happy Hanukkah if you celebrate#uhhhhh#and other holidays#I know I'm forgetting some but I can't think
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Right before Covid I had a couple of coffees with an old high school classmate who lived in my neighborhood, then didn’t get a response when I suggested meeting up a couple years after lockdown lifted. Never heard back so naturally assumed I had committed some horrible social faux pas and they hated me. Recently recieved an email from them asking for people to help with reunion planning and from it learned they’d changed their phone number and so probably never got my text. Noice. I’m not a pathetic creep after all!
#well I mean maybe they did have their old number when I texted them and they ignored it but I’m choosing to believe otherwise#I was very awkward during our lunches and definitely spent a good deal of time afterwards with my face in my pillow cursing out my own#ineptitudes. but I did enjoy talking with them and I wish we’d stayed in contact#we met at the first class reunion. I didn’t know them in school other than them being the class president.#no one recognized me at the reunion them included. Everyone thought I was a plus one 🥲
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hung out w my best friend after moooooooonths and i was in such a good mood but now my mom tells me that we have people coming over????
#NORMALLY i’d be saying hi and going to my room but their daughter.. a little older than me… she talks to me the whole time and i don’t want#her to sit in my bed w outside clothes and i already have to make my bed and clean my phone and ipad and glasses x 2 every day when i get#home or it doesn’t feel right if i don’t i feel like im going crazy and it’s skspegekehekbslxvrldvd#i did better than i had expected in school today in the class that i didn’t attend half the time so i was kind of already on that high plus#i met my best friend today too and i missed her and it was soooo fun but NOW im tired and i wanna get my ocd ritual over w but i can’t do it#w her near me because 1. she’s a stranger 2. i have mentally count everything 3. outside clothes are a huge thing in my head#BUT it probably seems like a bigger deal than it actually is so it’s all good#mehak.exe
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urgh you know that post about "people who weren't abused don't wish they were abused"
I'm having a real fun night wrestling with that
#add these together real quick for me#high expectations plus high capability but executive dysfunction making me fail at school for 17 years 12 grades and one year of college#fucked sleep cycle bc i was recovering from school so late into the night that i rarely got more than 6-7 hours meaning i woke up sleepy#for all of high school needing to run to school to not be late so on top of waking up late I'm also exhausted when i get to school#having friends but no real close friends *in* school plus a bad relationship giving me serious abandonment issues#and dealing with parents and family that constantly Know Better Than Me especially when im being political#plus ADHD making it difficult for me to argue effectively or even converse for a long time bc i lose focus and space out way too easily#i don't. i. i just. urgh. i know i'm a bit of a basket case but i don't have to like it#...can't even cuddle my blahaj right now... hell world hell world hell world#i think i will simply try to cry. i say try bc i spent years suppressing my ability to cry bc i was supposed to Be A Man and Men Don't Cry#so that'll probably fail. but ill try anyway. and put on some music#then fall asleep and hope that i wake up feeling a little better#...i think im an optimist bc pessimism would kill me
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Another day of getting paid to eat fries and read my little gay books
#again thats not the job description#but im allowed to do it and thats whats important#still reading Detransition Baby#its so good its just taking me awhile to finish#i think the next on my list will be The Miseducation of Cameron Post#i just rewatched the movie last night but ive never read the book#im going to knit a book blanket this year#a different color for each genre#i get the feeling my blanket will be saturated with lgbtq books#most of the books on my tbr are queer books and im so excited#plus i plan on rereading at least one book that's lgbtq#called Act Cool#when i bought it the cashier said it was one of their favorite books. i got a good grade in bookstore#but on slow days at my job i tend to just order some food and read on the kindle app#and for the last two days my managers have comped my food cuz im cool#nah last night my manager didnt want to count extra cash and so he comped it#but today a different manager comped it because she said i work hard#and i only had a $100 bill and i dont think she wanted to deal with making the change#but im so excited! eating fries and reading my little trans book#its not little. its almost 400 pages. i feel like im in middle school again
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