#pls this would have me sobbing
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My heart wished to stay here, because it gave me a reason to live ♡
Fukuzawa + The Founding Trio
#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#bsd yosano#bsd ranpo#bsd fukuzawa#bsd kunikida doppo#bsd yosano akiko#bsd ranpo edogawa#bsd fukuzawa yukichi#og ada trio my beloved#I'm insane about them#the matching mayoi cards has me ugly sobbing#and that family picture lives rent free in my head#manifesting next ln about them#PLS ASAGIRI YOU CAN'T JUST DROP THESE LITTLE CRUMBS AND EXPECT ME TO MOVE ON#I NEED TO KNOW MORE ABIUT THEM I CANNOT BE NORMAL ABOUT THEM ANYMORE#THEY WOULD HAVE THE MOST FUN DYNAMICS EVER I KNOW IT#also i made this post cuz I'm mad that people ignore kuni#and also put dazai in his place#like sure dazai definitely gets along with them#but both yosano and ranpo have a soft spot for kuni#and kuni tries to be subtle about it but he respects them sm#like how kuni literally lets ranpo do whatever he likes lol#and yosano is easily able to convince kuni#and don't even get me started on the trust fukuzawa has over kunikida#i can go on talking about them lmaooo#bsd edit#my edit
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“Sometimes I dream about you. I memorize every detail of your face like a prayer. Those moments seem so real that I grieve whenever I wake up and your spot next to me is cold. Why did you beg me to kill you? I would’ve stopped. Even in death I cannot escape you. I’m not sure I want to even if I was begging for it.”
w/ @kashisun !! (happy birthday 😭)
#simblr#sims 4 edit#ts4#the sims community#mysims#lethal devotion#marine yes I did make this for ur birthday pls don’t kill me 😭😭#putting marine and I’s oc’s in the most devastating scenarios possible at all times#i imagined this as nie finally being found out by everyone else that shes an assassin that was paid to murder nadia#nadia would be stuck because how can she explain why this murderer is able to walk free and openly be allowed in her bed#but also how can she betray the one person she truly loves??#nadia's people would demand nie be put to death and instead of begging for her life nie would beg for it to end#'i have known nothing but misery and death until i found you. i trust no one else to cleanse and free me from my own damnation'#'i know i dont deserve it but paint me heaven with my own blood'#'i cant think of anything more godly than dying by your hand"#nadia would have to stand over her holding the sword to her throat barely being able to breathe staring down at nie sobbing at her feet#but nie would never look so peaceful feeling the blade press against her skin#nadia would be screaming inside PLEADING for nie to tell her stop that's all it would take and she would stop in a heartbeat#she'd figure it out later because at least then she'd have the love of her life ALIVE AND BREATHING#but the words never came instead there would be smothering silence while nie's body lay lifeless on the ground#but Nadia knows why nie never stopped her no matter how much it hurts this was an act of love because it’s what nie wanted#NIE YOU BETTER HAUNT HER ASS#knowing nadia she would spend her entire life learning necromancy just to bring nie back to life#probably think about killing her again too for putting her through that 😭
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Im about to get controversial.
Out of chrollo, illumi and hisoka, hisoka is canonically the least likely to flirt to get anything he wants, if at all.
A lot of people think he's a natural flirt but I fear I couldn't have disagreed more. He only "flirted" a single time and that was solely to piss off machi, knowing she'd never agree. Hot take? He would've never asked if he knew she'd agree.
Also, bro's the biggest humanphobe in the anime. He keeps his distance from everyone. The only human physical contact he ever made was through fighting people. (If you're a person thats interested in seeing more evidence, I have an entire long thread about it on twitter that I do plan on posting here soon)
so u cannot give me 1 reason for hisoka to flirt with someone at a random bar but chrollo and illumi? i can think of a few.
chrollo, he already canonically flirts to get what he wants. straight up goes on dates gets a suit and shit. he has no reputation among the general public that hes concerned of that isnt the spider. Illumi? He's a manipulator. I HIGHLY doubt he never flirted to get something in his life from people who are too easy to win over. He's someone that wouldn't care what people think of him. He's also anonymous. People have no idea who tf he is anyways. If it affected the zoldyck reputation? Thats a different story.
Hisoka? he would fucking NEVER. Him specifically? HE HAS A REPUTATION. And whats that reputation? That hes an absolute disgusting freak that no one should dare to approach. He kills people. He fights live and makes sure the audience is always disgusted and weirded out by his actions and performances. You look at him and you should immediately look away and pray he hasn't seen you.
So riddle me this. If his entire shtick is making sure everyones afraid of him and avoids him, then why the hell would he get himself a reputation that makes him approachable????
Why would he get himself a reputation that makes you, as a person who only ever heard of him picking people up, want to approach him.
On top of that, I just.. don't see him picking random people up..??? random weaklings that dont even know nen????? he literally treats them like trash that inconveniences his time. You're saying he'd EVER give them the privilege of sleeping with him???
And then you'd say, oh so he'd sleep with strong people! HERES THE THING. Why would he sleep with them..... when he can fight them. Him getting off from fighting comes NOWHERE to actual sex. What people don't understand is that he gets off to killing people and seeing them crumble in front of him when they realize theyre going to die. Torturing people to death. What's... that got to do with like. yknow. actual sex bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭
this turned into a huge rant probably but do you know how genuinely depressing it is seeing a unique character like hisoka that gains lust through FIGHTING and KILLING reduced to. sex addict in fics. Like. be so fucking serious right now. He called himself a FIGHT ADDICT in the manga. Can I see more of him actually spending his time killing and fighting people instead of whatever the hell bros doing with a random npc.
Anyways this is also why I hc him as asexual/demisexual NEXTTTT
#When a fic is so good but they make a hisoka a sex god instead of a murderer. like dear god. Ya Allah. Mercy on me.#can i please get more fics where he absolutely fucking murders people in deranged ways like god (Togashi) intended instead of....#(checks notes) .....sex???#sorry to me this is 1 fanon characterization that i just gag from i cannot physically stomach that shit anymore.#also the way he never touched a single human and is not a touchy person yet the musical made disgustingly touchy with everyone including go#i saw red when i saw that one scene.#thats not fucking hisoka morow thats hekosa pedoro#if togashi wanted him to sleep around he would've so simply and easily made him mention that. Like even leorio said he jacks off.#yet togashi didnt. because HE DOESNT.#HISOKA GET BEHIND ME#anyways asexual hisoka morow canon goodnight everyone#also trans hisoka can we get a little more content of that i know its completely unrelated but pls im starving#i would put the “ill do it myself meme” WHICH I DO I HAVE A DEMI HISOILLU FIC but im so slow at writing fics sobs and throws up#hisoillu#hisoka x illumi#illumi#illumi zoldyck#hisoka#hisoka morow#chrollo#chrollo lucilfer#hxh#hunter x hunter#my post#my analysis
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ever since the 5.2 trailer this is all ive been able to think about
once again, the genshin pokemon au thoughts are running wild
excuse the mega long rant in tags bc i geeked out perhaps a lil too much abt pkmn au but ourghghg.... we do not talk abt how i spent at least an hour writing all this out....
#just genshin <3#ororon with noibat and noivern... maybe he has like... a pkmn daycare kinda thing going on and lots of baby pkmn like to follow him around#and citlali with psychic pkmn like espeon espurr and both male and female meowstics...#omg wait citlali with both of the meowstics as her companions would be so funny hold on 😭#and capitano with absol.... and also aegislash bc yes he so would have that stance change... + with it being able to detect#qualities of leadership in ppl and capitano literally having the perfect leadership + justice-like sense of duty is so !!#and corviknight and bisharp.... yeah...#idk but capitano with dark and/or steel types >>>>#OR EVEN A GALLADE OMG WAIT CAPITANO WITH A GALLADE WOULD BE SO COOL TOO?? ESP MEGA GALLADE???#it being the master of courtesy and swordsmanship and has an honourable warrior image... wait thats actually perfect...#ALSO MUALANI WITH A SHARPEDO ANYTHING ELSE IS WRONG !!! but she would also have a buizel/floatzel too...#maybe an alolan raichu too??? that would be pretty cute actually#kinich with a serperior???? i think that could work... or at least a really sassy snivy KJHD#also lk can see him with a tsareena 😭 also a lil baby turtwig would be cute too... sobs...#SCEPTILE TOO OMG#kachina would maybe have a lil gible or wooper or sandshrew... omg wait maybe a rockruff :((#xilonen maybe would have an excadrill?? hmm.. idk bc i can kinda see her with a garchomp... maybe a luxray too?? hmm........#chasca would maybe have a braviary? or a talonflame actually... honestly can see her with a gyarados too 🧍♀️ but also mega pidgeot...#AND MAVUIKA !! can see her with a mienshao... WAIT NO A BLAZIKEN???? + /MEGA/ BLAZIKEN?????? omg infernape and cinderace too...#mavuika with fire + fighting types >>>>#anyway this is too long and it was just the natlan cast haha....#pls no one understands how much i love pkmn and genshin pkmn!au has been rotting the back of my brain for years#pls... i need to actually make this a series or smth bc u can BET reader would have like... a gardevoir companion bc gardevoir <3 ;w;#but also u would have an eevee walking companion alongside gardevoir too !!#man... this actually makes me want to go back to the fic draft holy hell
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This is the worst way to find out I have a favorite kind of character and it is one that is loyal to his people no matter how much others might fear them, being a father and a protector of them, and then dying tragically even as they try to help and protect those they care about.
Brb crying
for the trop girlies (gn) unfamiliar with him - the other character is Hugh from Star Trek and he (spoilers for Star Trek Picard):
got taken by the borg and was modified against his will thereby losing his sense of self while forced to serve them (and needed others to regain his sense of self and empathy)
his name as a borg was Third of Five, but after gaining his freedom he was given a new name, Hugh, which he goes by
became a guardian of the freed former borg (xBs) helping them to heal from their trauma and get better while trying to protect them from those who feared them or wished to exploit them - against a whole galaxy of ppl who saw all borg or former borg as dangerous
him and his people also have no 'home' of their own
ended up getting killed while trying to help his friends and while being unable to protect the very xBs he had devoted himself to
also. facial scars due to experimentation/modification. dark hair. dark clothes. goth vibes but dark does not mean evil.
...does this remind you of anyone?
#this makes sense for like me and 2 other ppl i am afraid but i DO NOT CARE it has to be said#also I am still not over hugh and never will be *gross sobbing*#him and adar have so many parallels and i will NOT change my mind on this#not mentioned in this post is that hugh *definitely* got killed off too early and would have been awesome in later seasons of PIC#because trop technically still has a chance to do something awesome here (i am swimming in the river of denial pls leave me alone)#someone give hugh and adar each their own spin-off series pls#adar#adar trop#adar the rings of power#hugh#hugh of borg#hugh borg#pic#star trek picard#the rings of power#trop#spoilers#trop spoilers#the rings of power spoilers#textpost#meta#mine
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Fernando S2E2 - "Welcome Home"
#theres a lot of other random things i wanna post from this ep but this montage particularly stuck w me#waaahhh he seemed so lonely :((#THEY MADE HIM GO TO ABU DHABI ALONE OKAY :<#he misses his parents and sister so much sob sob#so he had to have a cinematic moment hahaha#like seriosuly just like that random moment w carlos sr from the first season its seriously so cinematic#like pls tell me in the tags what kinda movie this would be from hahaha#so the other stuff i might post is basically him just being puppy sad in his hotel room#...and i also took way too many clips of his hands cause...reasons. so uh yeah lmk if i should in fact make that#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#fernando(show)#fernando s2e2#i love how ive posted other content from this ep(twink montage) but i feel like it got shadowbanned LMFAO#we do a little bit of f1
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okay but how does one write griddlehark.
#the locked tomb#griddlehark#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#tlt#okay it's not even funny anymore#i NEED to write them but wtf#i cant pull off their dynamic#pls any tips would be appreciated#or just sobbing about it w me idc#if you write griddlehark you have my utmost respect
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“Cal. Look into the fire. It will warm you. Keep you company on dark, lonesome nights, yes? But left unchecked, it will consume everything in its path... until there is only ash. But...”
#star wars#jedi survivor#jedi survivor spoilers#calmerrin#merrincal#cal x merrin#cal kestis#merrin#nightsister merrin#mine#swsjedit#YES I KNOW I USED THE CONTRACTION ON MERRIN'S LINE I DIDN'T NOTICE#AND YES I KNOW THESE GIFS ARE UGLY AF BUT FOR SOME REASON THE SHARPENED VERSION WAS UGLIER SO I LEFT IT THAT WAY#i used some psd for the coloring but it still looks like shit pls don't mind it ;-;#anyway back to the gif (cuz yes i have many things to say)#his smile on the first gif gives me life#i meant third gif*#and the way he whispered that he missed her#*sobs* i want what they have#also i would literally DIE to protect merrin's smile#she is always gorgeous but when she's smiling? gorgeous doesn't even cut it
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ROCKSTARJINROCKSTARJINROCKSTARJINROCKSTARJINROCKSTARJINROCKSTARJINROCKSTAR—
#the band!!!#his voice!!#the lyrics have me sobbing#he sounds so good#a little different too like did his voice get deeper#ughhhhh#this has been my dream ever since he released the astronaut#i just knew this sound would suit him so well#pls scream with me#isi rambles#Spotify
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CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP
#;ooc#ooc#;g.anji#I WANT ITTTTTTT I NEED IT-#THEY COO K ED WITH HIS SKIN HE LOOKS SO PRETTY#it just looks so good GO KINGGGGGGG#thinking that playing a match with survivors wearing their summer skins would be s o cute#thinking of a team with n.orton p.atty d.emi and now g.anji with their summer skins OUUGHHHH#im sobbing in 5k fragments what is this AWFULLLL#just when im getting the ga.nji rabbies (he's really fun to play even after the nerf)#ALSO MATTHAIS SKINS NMATHIAS SKIN i dont even have an opinion on it im just a humble matthias enjoyer even if itsugly im like omg its him-#AND I.THAQUA S TIER!!!!! iadmit i.dv peaked with morning star and this one isn't -as- good in my humble opinion#it kinda reminds me of the w.uwa villain#but i'll wait to see his 3d model until give my full thoughts; but I'm just happy that he isgetting an s skin anywayas#MAYBE... THIS TIME I CAN WIN- MAYBE!!!!#anyways play i.dv pls join me im lonely ITS GOOD I PROMMYYY#(the g.acha s.ucks a. s s)
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sokka really heard his sister say "you didn't love our mother the way i did" and had to live with that
#i'll never get over it#sorry guys currently reading an atla fic and they're lowkey mischarcterized and its driving me crazy#why do so many people brush past this scene the angst potential is right there#me personally this would have fucked me up#alos the way that in the show we kind of just assume katara apolgises buts its never on screen ....#pls i needed it#katara i love you but i need to see the apology scene#sokka angst guys im crying sobbing rn
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nahida bday animatic....
I AM SO UNWELL
#just genshin <3#STOP THE SCENE WITH US AND OUR SIBLING OHH IM GOING TO THROW UP WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ME#but also un in sumeru skins... oh pls.... pls its so pretty.... i need it....#the way its like... the first actual time we have been given a regional outfit change i think???#sobs#AND THE YOIMIYA STORY QUEST THROWBACK TOO BUT I FORGOT TO SCREENSHOT IT ARRGHHH#anyway sniffle sob ahuhu wail
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Are sterek fans just going to pretend that Derek doesn't canonically die and that he and Stiles live happily ever after? Because I am. Cool? Cool.
#lgbtq#fandom#teen wolf#teen wolf movie#fanfic#sterek#jeff why would you do this to us#im sad now#we just want them to be happy#derek deserved better#it should have been him and eli and stiles happy#pls help#can someone hold me#sobbing#gonna pretend rhe movie doesnt even exist
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i really think lae'zel and kendis could be fun/interesting once lae'zel stops .... talking. i wish tav could just give the finger. once. i mean lae'zel would probably snap it off but it would be worth it.
#shadowheart's PA is already too much for kendis#she's always like @ gale THIS BITCH#bc i've decided gale is her adopted big brother#he reminds her of a much much MUCH more social ben#an awkward bearded nerd#idk if ben exists in this universe but she is fond of gale#listens attentively and tries to give calm suggestions but kendis wants to yeet lae'zel into the nearest river#kendis and the no good faerun day#whenever i have kendis approach her lae'zel opens her mouth and just SAYS SHIT#and i KNOW once they get pass this it could be so good [friendship or sex or idk. idk if i will do a roamnce for kendis] but lae'zel speaks#lae'zel x tav#stop speaking lae'zel#for two seconds#pls#/sobs#lae'zel would be so useful to have for this current quest but kendis is like welp i guess i'll die!#gale: i. me. i do not want to die#oh! maybe that's why she sucks in the pride bc they have a fondness for gale and wyll and karlach. and wyll and karlach have had a few Da#sigh#the things one does for <s>love</s> quick and rapidly increasing fondness#and gale said he TRUSTS them~ /sobs. cant risk his life for anything less than that or wte idk
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the money i would spend if monster high wasn't overhauled.
#the new dolls are. okay. i guess.#mattel sells reproductions of draculara frankie lagoona and clawdeen but BRO#i would drop all of my paycheck on an og style monster high doll if they werent discontinued and expensive to find secondhand#like PLEASE i just got over my fear of spending money on myself bring them BACK so i can DO THAT#i hear some more reproductions are coming in jan next year but i wish theyd make reproductions of ones other than the main outfits#id kill for a sweet 1600 draculara (even tho ive already got so many...) or some more lagoonas abbeys or ghoulias#i could use some more of the boy dolls tho since i lost mine sob#im glad i have what i have but i wish i could drop 20-30 bucks occasionally on a mh doll that doesnt looks so. strange.#they changed the faces too much for me to like them lol idc abt the molds its the faces that do it for me#also clawds hair he looks like a tiktok eboy i hate it :skull:#if i knew how id make my own molds and prints and make the damn dolls myself#the new art style is also terrible im sorry i hate it so much#call me a capitalist bootlicker for this post all you want i just wish i could go and buy dolls from my childhood to make me happy#without looking into the 50+ range for ONE DOLL#mattel pls u already have the molds#why must you make me suffer like this
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me when i saw len's ( @ashbtten ) discord name and verses post: 🥺🥺🥺
#that would be truly wonderful ( ooc. )#don't mind me i'll be sobbing in the corner#🥲🥲🥲#LENA THE FACT THAT YOU??? ARE INTERESTED AND WAS WILLING TO VOLUNTEER UR MUSES FOR MY DEPRESSO VERSE??#has 🥲🥲🥲 pls also know that i also yelled when i saw ur messages....#u: how about these characters?#me: how about ALL of them :'D#i mean...patrick does get booked by multiple ppl sooooooo 🙃🙃🙃#AND MARIA....🥺🥺🥺 *grabby hands at her*#THE WAY I LOVE HER HEADSTRONGNESS + her strong sense of justice :'D#maybe if she's around#patrick will finally get that kick in the butt he needs to like stand up...and actually have the will to live :'D#BUT I WILL YELL MORE ABOUT THAT LATER.....#ANYWAYS JUST A PSA TO WRITE WITH LENA <3 <3 <3#and plot with them too <3#u won't regret it :'D
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