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âomg, terrifier is a great movie to watch at our halloween get-together!â itâs not. you were terrified of autopsy of jane doe. you were terrified of malignant. terrifier is way gorier than both and also way bleaker than both.
#also one of our friends is terrified of horror movies??? thereâs a reason i was recommending coraline and corpse bride#itâs okay to love horror!! but also be cognizant of other pplâs preferences and boundaries#like i think from beyond is a great horror movie⌠but iâm not showing that to a 14 year old#i love hereditary but iâm not showing that to my friend that was scared reading coraline#and i donât judge ppl that get scared from that sort of thing#it lets me watch a more chill horror-adjacent film. sometimes hardcore horror is fun and other times itâs not#idk i jst think my friendâs sibling sometimes hears that i love horror and leans too far into it#i like horror but iâm not likeâŚ. a Horror Fan â˘ď¸âŚ.. i jst like watching fucked up movies about fucked up things with fucked up ppl#because of the narrative choices and concepts they use#i also think thereâs a difference of taste to be had between the movies we like because i⌠HATE terrifier#itâs so empty and devoid of soul (intentionallyâi think thatâs part of the vision and i appreciate it)#and it doesnât make me feel like iâve left happyâŚ#iâm rambling. but essentially: be aware of your friendsâ limits and donât try to enforce your own upon them#esp not at a friendly get togetherâŚâŚâŚ#in the end that friend watched hereditary and said she couldnât sleep for a while and i was horrified her friends made her watch it#i had so many other horror movies i couldâve shown her first that wouldnât be as jarring#the others for one!!! the conjuring for another!!! like the others isnât frightening so much as it is a mystery#and the conjuring has a very optimistic ending!! like!!!!!#please please please talk to me before other friends convince you to watch a horror movie đ iâll give you a realistic understanding of how#that movie will fuck you up đ#memorie.txt
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Fall for Me
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader Summary: Bucky doesn't think he's good enough for you, but still wishes he could be your guy. Word Count: Over 1.4k Warnings: Longing, insecurities, "just friends" (for now), Steve is a good friend, slight feels (it's me), Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?). A/N: We'll call this a Friday Feels inspired by a nonnie.â¤ď¸ Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
It was a special kind of torture for Bucky to watch the person he loved flirt with someone else.
To be fair, he couldn't say for sure that you were flirting. Being friendly? Yes. You had a warm and welcoming personality, the kind he was drawn to the moment you two crossed paths months ago. One of the things he loved about you was how genuine you were. It was only natural that you pulled others in as well. Your compassion, charm, beauty, everything called to him.
You were the whole package, inside and out.
âWhat the hell am I doing here?â He muttered. He hadn't wanted to go to the bar, but Steve assured him it was a hole-in-the-wall sort of place. Not a lot of patrons on a night like this. Somewhere no one would bother them. He added at the last second that you were going.
Bucky grabbed his leather jacket to go as soon as those words left Steveâs mouth.
Instead of having a drink with you like he wanted or just talking, he simmered in silence in a booth while you stood at the bar. He narrowed his eyes as the guy you were talking to moved an inch closer. A bit too close for his liking.
Steve said his name was Will. They had met each other at some point in passing. Short blonde hair and a trimmed beard. Ex-military, but still built like he had a war to fight. Behind the guyâs blue eyes lurked pain, guilt, and regret that most would miss due to his general stoic demeanor. Bucky could relate all too well to horrors that haunted even the strongest of men.
But when Will looked at you, his eyes lit up. They held a sense of longing. Hope.
Once again, Bucky could relate all too well because that was how he looked at you.
âYouâre doing that staring thing again,â Steve said, grabbing a beer from the bucket and setting it down in front of him. âJust talk to her.â
Bucky took a swig, but didn't take his eyes off you. He was afraid if he looked away that Will might convince you to leave with him. âTalk to her about what?â
His best friend sighed. âYou know what.â
Steve knew how he felt about you. Talking about his feelings wasn't easy, but he had to tell his best friend. And it wasn't the first time Steve encouraged him to speak up. He said you had the right to know so the two of you could figure out how to move forward, whether as a couple or just friends, instead of dancing around it.
But how could Bucky admit how he felt when he didn't deserve someone like you?
âThereâs nothing to talk about,â he said.
âBullshit.â
âWe're friends,â Bucky stated. The words tasted as bitter as the beer he sipped. No, not bitter. He couldn't feel that way just because he had a piece of you when he wanted all of you.
Was he selfish for that?
He nearly shattered the bottle in his hand when you giggled at whatever Will said. Something akin to jealousy settled in his chest and he had no right to feel that way. The two of you weren't together. You were single and didn't owe him a thing.
But he knows if you gave him a chance, heâd treat you well. Better than any other guy before him. He would do his best to make you happy. Maybe that wasn't enough.
âWill is a good guy, but he isn't you, Buck. Youâre still one of the best guys I know,â Steve said.
âYou don't have to kiss my ass, punk,â he muttered, immediately regretting it. He was only trying to help and God knows he had done more than enough for him over the years.
Steve shook his head. âAnd you don't have to feel sorry for yourself, jerk.â
âIâm not,â he whispered. Maybe he was. He was sorry for so many things.
As if you sensed his sadness, you looked over your shoulder and met his gaze. You smiled at him, the kind of smile that stole the very breath from his lungs and made his head spin. He wanted to believe it was a smile you reserved only for him. And the softness in your beautiful eyes, he imagined he could see his future in them.
Could you see the endless love he had for you in his?
His heart ached when you turned away and put your hand on Willâs arm. Of course, you were attracted to the guy. Why wouldnât you be? The thought of you kissing him though, being intimate with him? He felt sick enough to finally look away.
Bucky glanced at his distorted reflection in the beer bottle. A long time ago, he would've called himself handsome. Not because he was full of himself, but because he knew himself then. He knew how to walk the line between confidence and cockiness. He was full of life and wonder once. Now the weight of his sins showed in how he carried himself.
Sins you never judged him for.
âJamie? Are you okay?â
Steve nudged him, snapping him out of his thoughts. He was so lost in his mind that he hadnât heard you call out to him. He shouldâve known since you were the only one who called him Jamie. When he looked up from his seat, he saw that you were no longer standing next to Will as he was still at the bar. And there was nothing but concern in your gaze as you set your drink down on the table.
âWhat? What happened?â He asked, not smooth at all.
Your eyes flickered to Steve and then back at him. âI asked if youâre okay. You donât look too well.â
âNot feeling so great,â he said, which wasnât a lie. âThis placeâŚâ
âOh,â you said, sliding into the booth beside him. He inhaled, your sweet scent soothing the pain in his heart and making it race all at once. âWell, why donât we head out? Thereâs no reason to stay if you donât want to stay.â
He gently smiled. You were always willing to go with the flow and change plans if things ever got too loud or too much for him. âIâm fine. Besides, you just got your drink and you havenât had a chance to play pool with Sam or Natasha,â he argued. He didnât want to spoil your night.
You put your hand on his arm, but it seemed different than when you touched Willâs arm. This was tender, soothing. âIf being here is making you uncomfortable, then I donât feel like sticking around. Theyâll understand. Steve, please, back me up on this.â
âSheâs right. You two should go,â Steve said, conveniently leaving himself and the others out of the equation.
Bucky spared Will a glance, who was now talking to the guys he went into the bar with. He swallowed hard before the next words left his mouth. âWhat about your new friend?â
âYou are my friend, Jamie,â you said. He winced inwardly at the reminder. Friends. You were just friends. âDonât worry about him. Letâs just go. How about a movie at your place? Something low-key so you feel better.â
âYou sure?â He asked, wondering just how eager he looked to leave with you.
âIâm sure,â you smiled, making his heart warm again.
âOkay. You convinced me,â he said. Not that it wouldâve taken much. Your smile could bend the will of just about anyone.
âYou know, I hear healthy conversations are also good to help people feel better,â Steve chimed in, earning an elbow to the side from Bucky.
You raised an eyebrow and slid out of the booth. âYeah. Sure. Jamie and I can have a healthy conversation and you all enjoy the rest of the night.â You offered Bucky a hand to help him out. He didnât want to let go. âCâmon. We have a movie waiting for us.â
âYes, maâam,â Bucky teased, proud of himself when you giggled.
Steve gave him an optimistic smile and he couldnât help but return it. He wasnât sure if Will had given you his number or if you planned to see him, but maybe heâd take a chance and tell you he had fallen for you. Maybe, if he was lucky, you had fallen for him, too.
Just maybe.
And maybe, just maybe, this could be a thing? Did Will give you his number? Will Bucky say how he feels? What's going to happen? Love and thanks for reading! â¤ď¸
Masterlist â Bucky Barnes Masterlist â Ko-Fi
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Until The Break Of Dawn Ch. 3 (Josh Washington x Reader)
Summary: After a terrible Ouija board session, you and Josh go to the shed to turn the lights on and take your mind off things. It turns out to be a terrible idea. (Female Reader) Warnings: Implied Smut at the beginning, Talk about Josh's grief and his mental health issues, Reader having a breakdown about Josh's apparent disappearance, Mentions of her father's death. Specific warnings will be posted in the notes of each chapter. No Y/N, Petnames (Honey) Author's Note: You can find the previous chapter here, although the fanfiction is complete on AO3, I won't post the next chapter until tomorrow because it's just such an ordeal copying it all over to Tumblr. Hang in tight! Crossposted on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49644949/chapters/125303695#workskin
âYou two cannot be serious.â
Josh just shrugged, leaning against the doorway and making sure to keep his body between you and his friends, shielding you from view as you covered yourself up. Ashley looked a little embarrassed at the realization that she and Chris had just interrupted an intimate moment between two of her friends. Chris on the other hand was giving Josh a smug grin, crossing his arms and laughing at you rolling your eyes behind your boyfriend.
âYou two cannot be serious.â You threw back jokingly, pulling Joshâs flannel close around your body, thankful for it being on the longer side. âYou seriously went to get a Ouija board? Where did you even get that?â
âOf course, we got a Ouija board. While you two snuck off to get busy we put so much work into finding the board.â Chris laughed and held it up. âWe want to talk to some ghosts. Donât tell me youâre scared!â
âScared? Please, you are always the one throwing around popcorn and screaming when you watch horror movies together with me and Josh.â You grinned, moving closer to Josh so you could rest your chin on his shoulder. âI remind you of the time we watched The Texas Chainsaw Massacre and you threw the bowl across the room when Leatherface first appeared.â
Josh nodded in agreement, leaning his head against yours. âYou are the scaredy-cat here. My girlfriend and I have been watching horror movies together since Middle School. A little Ouija board session wonât scare us.â
âDepends on who we contact.â Ashley threw in before turning to you with an expecting look. âAre you two up for it?â
âIf you give us five minutes to get dressed.â
Chris and Ashley agreed, stating theyâd wait downstairs before leaving. Josh closed the door and turned back to you, raising an eyebrow at you wearing his flannel. Without another word he came over and took your face into his hand, kissing you deeply. But you pulled back quickly, chuckling at his ministrations.
âDonât get distracted. We have to be downstairs in five minutes.â
âI admit, five minutes might be a bit too short for me to take you to the bone zone.â Josh joked before grabbing onto the fabric of his flannel. âI love seeing you in my clothes but Iâll need this back. Sorry, Honey.â
âItâs fine. Iâd get too cold in that anyway. I prefer my knitted sweater.â You chuckled and took off his flannel before handing it to him. âThat being said, can I snatch one of your shirts to sleep in tonight?â
âSure.â
Josh gave you another kiss on the cheek before he started to get dressed again. You did the same and watched him from where you were standing. He seemed a lot more tense than before and you wondered if the idea of using a spirit board was the reason for that.
âJosh, are you sure youâre fine with using the spirit board?â You asked softly. âI know before you left for the lodge you told me you didnât want me to constantly worry about you and to just have a fun time with everyone else but Iâm a little worried.â
âIâm fine.â Josh said swiftly, a little too quickly for it to sound convincing. âReally, donât worry about me.â
You were quiet for a few seconds before approaching him again. âAre you sure? If you feel uncomfortable with us trying to contact spirits in this place, we can do literally anything else, Sweetheart.â
âHoney, Iâm fine.â He promised you, turning to you and meeting your eyes which immediately helped to calm you down a little because Josh tended to avert eye contact when he was feeling bad and didnât want to let anyone onto his feelings. âIf it gets too much, Iâll let you know.â
âI just hope this is not another attempt at a prank.â
âLetâs get going.â
When the two of you made it downstairs, Sam was waiting for Josh, inquiring about the hot water. The two of them ventured into the basement while you looked around for a place to use the spirit board with Ashley. It didnât take Josh and Sam long to come back, and when they did they did so screaming because Chris had played a prank on them, unbeknownst to either you or Ashley. While she joked around about Chris joining a monastery and taking a vow of silence after seeing him wearing a monkâs robes you made sure Josh was alright.
âAre you alright, Josh?â
âDonât worry about me.â He promised, giving you an earnest smile. âI thought it was hilarious. If thereâs anyone you should worry about, itâs Sam.â
âChris freaked me out so much!â Sam complained, giving Chris a small glare. âAnd now I gotta go up two flights of stairs in this dark lodge on my own.â
Josh turned to her with a laugh. âIâll escort you to the bathroom like your royal guard.â
âNoble.â You joked and gave him a small peck on the cheek. âWeâll set everything up while youâre gone.â
âGood idea.â
The two of them left and you went with Ashley and Chris to set up the spiritboard. You were still worried that they were planning on playing a prank on Josh because everyone in your friend group simply adored pranks and practical jokes. Chris scaring Josh and Sam didnât help ease your worries, so you decided to simply ask them about their plans. But just as you were about to do so, Ashley spoke and turned to you.
âArenât you a bit jealous?â
âOf who?â
âI mean, Josh seems pretty close to Sam.â
âAsh!â Chris hissed quietly but stopped when he heard you laugh, turning to look at you. âWhatâs so funny?â
You shook your head, sliding your lighter youâd used to light up the candles into your pocket, and waved her off. âTheyâre friends. He can have female friends just the same as I can have male friends. Iâm friends with Matt, Mike, and you, Chris. So why canât he be friends with the girls?â
âThey seem so close, though. Sam was holding onto Joshâs arm when they came out of the cellar and now heâs getting her to the bathroom.â
âAsh, Iâm not jealous.â You promised, smiling at her in earnest. âThey are close but I know they are nothing more than friends. I trust Josh and I trust Sam because he is my boyfriend and she is one of my best friends.â
Ashley was about to say something else when Josh entered, stopping in the door to take in the scene and the candles all around. He gave an impressed laugh and put his hands on his hips.
âWeâre really doing this, huh?â
âIs Sam alright?â You asked, leaning over to look at him. âShe isnât too freaked out, is she?â
âNo, she was just a bit scared of walking through the lodge in the dark.â
âUnderstandable.â Ashley chuckled before sitting down. âAre you going to turn on the lights in here any time soon?â
âAfter this session, Iâll head to the shed to do so.â Josh nodded and moved toward the table. âI thought your prank was funny, Chris.â
Chris grinned at his best friend and clapped him on the back. âGlad at least one person thinks so. Are you ready?â
Josh nodded and walked up next to you, pulling back your chair. âLetâs do this.â
âThanks.â You smiled and sat down. âJosh, if this gets too much--â
âI will tell you. Donât worry.â
âWeâll have fun. Donât worry.â Chris smiled. âOuija board sessions are fun.â
But the session was not fun. No more than ten minutes in, everyone had to agree that this was the polar opposite of fun. Ashley had gotten up and was pacing the room, trying to figure out who had moved the piece to spell out words regarding the twins and their death while Chris was trying to calm her down. You were furious with the two of them, convinced that they had moved the piece to mess with Josh and your boyfriend seemed inconsolable, physically distancing himself from the table and snapping at his friends for how messed up their presumed prank was. It was the tears welling up in Joshâs eyes that made you jump up from your chair.
âWhat the actual fuck is wrong with you two?â You snapped at Chris and Ashley, shaking your head in disbelief. âWho pretends to be someoneâs missing sister in a Ouija board session?â
âI didnât move the piece, I swear! It must have been Chris!â
âIt wasnât me, either!â Chris defended himself, looking back at Josh with wide eyes. âThis is legit. We contacted a real spirit.â
âNo, you guys are trying to mess with--â
Josh interrupted you, voice tight with tears. âItâs not legit and we didnât contact a spirit, Chris! I donât know if you thought this would somehow help me with my grief but this-- this is just messed up!â
With that, he left the room, slamming the door shut behind him. Swearing quietly, you geared up to follow him but Chris grabbed your wrist, making you turn back to him and Ashley.
âMaybe you should give him some space to calm down.â
âLet go of my arm.â You snapped and shook your head. âI need to check on Josh after your fucked up little prank. Let me go.â
âI swear it wasnât us trying to mess with him.â
âI have a hard time believing that.â You pulled your arms from Chrisâ light grasp and marched toward the door. âBut all I care about right now is making sure Josh is alright.â
You quickly ran after Josh and when you caught up with him he was just about to go outside. When he heard you calling out to him, he turned and you felt your heart ache when you saw the tears staining his cheeks.
âHoney, please leave me alone.â He said in a strained voice, pushing open the front door and stalking out into the snow. âI want to be alone right now. Iâll be fine.â
âJosh, I donât think leaving you alone after what just happened is a good idea.â You insisted, following him outside and ignoring how cold it was without your jacket. âI want to help you. Please let me.â
âI said Iâll be fine!â
âJoshua, please, donât just leave.â You quickly approached him now that he had turned toward you, fighting the tears that gathered in your eyes at seeing him so distraught. âIf you really want to be alone, I will go back inside but I need to know that you will be alright, that you took your meds today, and that youâre safe out here in the dark.â
After a few seconds of silence, Josh sighed and shook his head. âIâm sorry for being harsh with you. I appreciate you trying to help but I-- I really donât want to talk about or-- or think about what just happened.â
âThen we wonât talk about it.â You promised and grabbed his hand in both of yours. âAll I want to do is to make sure youâre alright.â
âThis is so messed up.â Josh whispered, a few fresh tears rolling down his cheeks. âI just-- I know itâs a prank or whatever the fuck that was supposed to be but-- but for a second I was almost hopeful. Itâs so stupid, I know.â
Without another word you wrapped your arms around him, leaning your head against his shoulder and squeezing him tightly. âItâs not stupid at all, Sweetheart. Iâm sorry they tricked you like that.â
Josh stilled for a few seconds before wrapping his arms around you and resting his cheek against your head. âThank you for coming after me. Maybe you were right and being alone isnât such a good idea after all.â
âArenât I always right?â
That small joke got a chuckle out of Josh and you smiled at the sound, relishing in the way his chest moved against your body with the laughter. âOf course you are.â
âWant to go back inside?â
âActually, I need to go to the maintenance shed to turn the power on. Do you want to come along?â
âSure.â You nodded before pulling back and nodding your head toward the lodge behind you. âBut we should really put on jackets beforehand.â
âCome on.â
When the two of you got back inside Ashley and Chris had disappeared but you didnât mind because you were still angry at them for tricking Josh -- even if they had denied doing so. Figuring they had wandered off to another room of the lodge you grabbed your jacket and shrugged it on as Josh put on his vest. And within the next ten minutes, you and Josh were on the way to the shed, you holding onto his arm and him shining the flashlight around.
âHow much further is it to the shed?â
Josh looked down at you for a second before looking back at the trail. âNot much further, I promise. Why?â
âIâm freezing.â
To your surprise, Josh stopped in his tracks and you turned to him again, about to urge him to keep going when he pulled his arm from your grip to take the scarf he was wearing. Before you could protest he was already wrapping it around your neck and you felt any objections immediately disappear when you realized the scarf smelled like Josh. With a small smile, you looked up at him and pulled it a bit closer around your neck.
âYouâre the sweetest. But wonât you get cold?â
âAs I said, I tend to run hot. And besides, weâll be back at the lodge in no time.â He said with a smile before holding his arm back out to you. âWant to hang on?â
You nodded and took his arm again, holding onto it as you two once more began to move toward the shed in the distance. âItâs not only cold but also slippery.â
âThe way to the maintenance shed is at least not that long. Mike and Jess arenât that lucky.â Josh joked. âRemember that one winter when you came up here with my family and my parents let us stay at the guest cabin? It took us so long to get there. Iâm like, ninety percent certain Mike and Jess arenât even halfway to the cabin, yet.â
âThatâs on them more than the distance, though.â You chuckled, looking up at Josh with a grin. âThey always mess around so much it really slows them down. I walked from the cable car station to the lodge with them and it took me ten minutes longer than usual because of their fierce snowball fight.â
âDid they throw any at you? If so, Iâll have to get some revenge on them tomorrow and defend your honor!â
âPlease, do so.â
âAlright, thatâs the shed over there. I suggest you hold the flashlight while I try to get the power working. You have steady hands, right?â
âYou know how good I am with my hands, Sweetheart.â
Josh just smirked at that and opened the door to the shed, letting you step inside and then entering after you. He got to fixing the power as soon as he was inside and you stood back, shining the flashlight to illuminate the shed for him. It was then that you heard a twig snap outside and winced, quickly turning your head toward the open door and just about managing to catch a glimpse of something moving back into the treeline. Your wince moved the flashlight and Josh looked up, worry clear on his face.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âI saw something.â You whispered, now fully turning toward the open door and shining your flashlight into the darkness in the hopes of making out whatever you had seen moving around the tree line. âIt disappeared into the woods. Josh, you said weâd be alone up here and that there wasnât anyone else but us around.â
âThere shouldnât be.â Josh said and quickly stood up, taking the flashlight from your hands. He moved around your body so he was between you and the door. âYou stay here and Iâll check it out, alright?â
âWhat if itâs someone dangerous? You shouldnât go alone.â
âIâll be fine, donât worry. Please just stay here and wait for me.â He assured you with a comforting smile. âI will be right back. I promise.â
Despite your uneasy feeling, you nodded and watched him leave the shed. You tried to keep calm, to not let the fears and worries brought on by your past overcome you. But it wasnât more than two minutes later that you heard a blood-curdling scream from the outside and you immediately ran out of the shed to check on Josh. But he was nowhere in sight.
âJosh!â You called out to him, trying to keep your panic at bay. âJoshua, where are you? Say something, please!â
But there was no answer and you were left with the terrible realization that you were alone, left in the middle of the woods with your boyfriend missing. Fear and panic quickly settled in. This couldnât be happening -- not again. You were at a loss of what to do and the tears that rose in your eyes only made it harder to see anything around you properly. Yet, you still set out for the woods and in the direction you had seen the figure vanish in before Josh had left.
âJosh, please answer me!â You called out, voice laced with tears. âSay something -- anything! I canât-- I donât know what to do!â
You kept running through the woods, slapping branches away left and right as they obstructed your path. At some point, you had all but begun sobbing but you didnât care. Finding Josh was all that mattered. Eventually, you got back onto one of the trails and realized you were once again in eyeshot of the lodge. But Josh was still nowhere to be found and the sobs wracking your body only grew more panicked.
âJosh!â You called out once more, supporting your weight on a wooden railing as you cried your eyes out. âJoshua!â
It was all so horribly familiar.
Your father had disappeared on a family camping trip eight years ago when you had been no older than twelve. Like most long weekends, your family had been hiking and camping in the woods near your town but the trip had taken a terrible turn when your father had gone missing while collecting firewood. The search had lasted for hours but no one had found any trace of him and eventually, your family had contacted Mountain Rescue. You had never seen him again.
Now you quickly decided to call for help, knowing that there was little you could do on your own and knowing that you needed the help of mountain rescuers or rangers. But when you reached for your phone in your pocket you realized that you had left it at the lodge. After surveying the area, you decided that making a straight line through the woods would take you back to the lodge much faster and you quickly took off.
But as you made your way through the woods, you suddenly felt the ground underneath you give out. With a panicked scream, you tried to grab onto something to keep you from falling but it was hopeless and you plummeted into the darkness.
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Eeeeeeeeey! It's meeeeeeeee!
Anyway, I hope you don't mind another request, as this popped up in my head just now!
A Whumpee in a hostage situation via bank/store robbery. Caretaker is outside the building Whumpee is in, begging to the hostage negotiators who were at the scene to let them in so they could save Whumpee (and apologize to Whumpee; they had a fight prior to Whumpee leaving).
They could only watch in horror as Whumper, one of the robbers, grabbed Whumpee and threatened them for everyone to stand down.
-- @whumperofworlds
Hello friend! I can definitely do this prompt for you. I hope you enjoy it!
Warnings: hostage situation, gun, threat of death, gun shot, unclear character status, guilt, restraints, gag
"Please," Caretaker begged the hostage negotiator that stood in front of the truck that served as a command post. "Please, I need to go in there. Whumpee needs me. Please, I need to--"
"Caretaker," the negotiator said coolly, cutting off Caretaker, "you don't have the negotiating training."
"Please, I--"
"Caretaker, stop. You and Whumpee are a great team. You're great investigators. But neither you nor Whumpee have the negotiation training. I am in charge of this scene now. Let me and my team do my job."
Before Caretaker could try and beg for another chance, the negotiator walked off to the SWAT tent. Caretaker hung their head in shame. They had failed to convince anyone to let them go in after Whumpee.
Whumpee was in danger and this was all their fault.
They had called Whumpee reckless, called Whumpee an idiot, called Whumpee incompetent only an hour before Whumpee had gone into the bank by themself to interview the bank manager.
"Caretaker, I'm telling you, this bank is going to get hit next!" Whumpee had argued in the car as Caretaker drove through the city.
"You don't know that. Going in there will raise fear! We need to gather the evidence, Whumpee."
"Caretaker, I'm telling you, this bank fits the pattern. This is the next one. Please, believe me," Whumpee had said earnestly, their eyes bright and pleading.
"Whumpee, we need to do our jobs. We can't go off half cocked with no evidence. That's reckless. Don't be an idiot and waste time. We know the suspects are going to strike today, we don't want to waste what time we have left!"
Whumpee's face fell. "I am not going off half cocked. And I'm not an idiot. I know this is the one. I can feel it."
"Well your feelings lead to incompetence. We need evidence. We don't need to raise the alarm for some civilians for nothing."
"Let me out of here," Whumpee said softly, their hand already on the door handle.
"Whumpee, where are you going?" Caretaker shouted as Whumpee opened the door. They slammed on the breaks.
"You may not believe me, but I can't let this go. I'm right. I know I am."
And before Caretaker could shout at Whumpee again, they slammed the door and sprinted off towards the bank. "Whumpee!" Caretaker shouted out their window. But it was no use. Whumpee didn't stop or slow down.
And now Caretaker stared at the live footage the robbers had linked to Caretaker's team of investigators. Stared at the live footage knowing that Whumpee was right. And that Whumpee was in the bank with the other civilians without their gun. They had left the car without getting their service weapon out of the safe in the trunk.
Caretaker's mouth went dry as the lead robber dragged a bound and gag Whumpee in front of the camera. The robber pointed the gun at Whumpee's chest. "I want to talk to the person in charge. Now." The robber's voice was cold.
"HEY!" Caretaker shouted at the lead negotiator. "They know who Whumpee is. They know! Do something!"
The negotiator picked up the phone and called the line they had set up for the robber. "I understand you wanted to speak with me," their voice was calm and soft.
Caretaker couldn't believe the change in their demeanor. Did they think this technique would work? The whole reason the spree had lasted longer than normal was that the lead robber was cruel, calculating, and took no risk. They would just as soon as execute Whumpee on camera as listen to the negotiator. "Please, let me--"
The negotiator silenced Caretaker with a glare. "What can I do for you, my apologies I don't know what to call you."
"Whumper, you can call me Whumper."
"What can I do for you, Whumper? I would like to make sure everyone gets out of this safely."
Whumper shoved the gun into Whumpee's stomach. Whumpee coughed and gasped around their gag. "This one already tried that. Said they just wanted to talk and that they would help me. I don't need their help. I don't need your help."
"Well, it seems like you're stuck in there, so I'd like to help you out."
Whumper fisted Whumpee's hair and pulled them back up to kneeling. "You don't understand. I am in charge here. You will do as I say and maybe some of the hostages will make it out of here."
"I want all of the hostages to make it out of there, Whumper. Could we just--"
"You will stand down in the next five minutes or this one," they pointed the gun at Whumpee's chest once more, "will be leaving here in a body bag."
"Please, if you just let me--" Caretaker tried once more.
"You know it will take us more time to clear the scene. If we could just have--"
Whumper looked at their watch, "You have four minutes now."
Caretaker ran out from the truck. They couldn't listen to the incompetence of the negotiator. If the negotiator wasn't going to get Whumpee out alive, they would.
Two uniformed officers ran forward to bar Caretaker's journey. "You can't go in there, Caretaker."
"Please, Whumpee needs me!" Caretaker had to get in there. Had to save Whumpee. Had to apologize. Had to hold them and never let them go. Had to say all of the things they had longed to say but couldn't.
"Caretaker, we can't let you do that."
One loud gunshot rang out. The world went quiet as Caretaker froze. This wasn't happening. This couldn't be happening. They were right there. Whumpee was right there.
"WHUMPEE!"
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SCREAM, baby! // j. wooyoung
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warningsâą knife play, mean dom! wooyoung, unprotected sex, creampie, pussy n tit slapping, spanking, rough handling. degradation (slut/whore), dumbification, cock-drunk reader, crying during sex n dacryphilia, missionary, cumming inside, cussing.
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a/nâą this is a repost of my day â8 kinktober post on my first blog that i had accidentally deleted (haha). i will eventually repost all of my fics, that me and my girlfriend tried very hard to find screenshots of or finding people who reblogged them(thank you so much if so). so no, this isnât someone copying. look at this to see proof that im the original hyukaslvr, thank you!!
you had your whole halloween night planned, set in stone. you had your smart tv on ready to find scary movies to watch, popcorn and drink in hand, and on the couch instead of going out while there's a mask killer going around.
you got all settled down, remote in hand getting ready to scroll through multiple horror sections before finding the perfect thriller to play. a buzzing coming from your thigh makes you sigh, you know it was gonna be another one of your friends trying to convince you to go out tonight. your best friend was calling.
"wooyoung? what's up?" you say, picking at your salted popcorn before popping a good one in your mouth.
"hello, y/n." a different voice comes from the phone, you proceeded to choke on your previous piece of popcorn.
"who is this??" you resolved your choking by tapping your chest, now concerned who was on the line with you if it wasn't wooyoung.
"i have a better question," the man pauses, leaving you more worried than before. "what's your favorite scary movie?"
you didn't hear the following footsteps before screaming as the man covers your mouth with his gloved hand, knife pressing your throat.
"hi princess."
you found out about a week ago that wooyoung was the one going around, killing people coldly with his hands and knife. you found his bloody suit in his bag at a party you were at last weekend, right after another killing was done in the same house of the party. it was fresh, and stained your hands when you gripped the black cloak between your fingers. you hadn't talked to him since, you had to right to. you were scared, he was killing off your guys friends. you had the right to be scared, especially since you don't know his intentions towards you.
you slowly reached for the gloved hand that was holding your mouth closed, pushing your fingers through his before slowly pulling his hand to your chest. you looking straight ahead, scared to do anything else. it was wooyoung, how could he possibly hurt you?
"wooyoung, please put the knife down."
"and if i don't?" you tense up as he presses slightly harder against your skin. he rests his head on your shoulder, and you know who's looking right at you through the plastic mask.
"i don't know why you're doing this, but we can work things out."he laughs, standing completely up and forcing your chin upwards to look at him. "work things out? how could we possibly when i've gone too far?"
you pause, staring right up at the boy as he tilts his head to the side.
you were always scared to be too close to wooyoung, knowing what your heart would do to your feelings towards him. yeah, you liked him. you just didn't want to accept it. he was your best friend, you didn't want to ruin what you had. you've always found him attractive, but more recently you can't seem to be able to be around him with out heating up. so what did you do? you distanced yourself from him, from your whole friend group. he would constantly ask you what he did or what is wrong but you always just told him and the others that you were too tired to meet up.
you just had a even better excuse to ignore him by what you found about a week ago, and you staring at him makes you realize you definitely knew why he was here. it was definitely because of that.
"if it's because i ignored you, it was nothing you'd done." you flinch when he goes up your face with the sharp blade, tickling your flushed skin.
"is that so? then what was the reason to ignoring me, baby?" you shudder, him calling you names isnât helping the fact that your heat was already sticking to your panties with just his hand on your chin and the angle you were staring at him.
"will you sit? I'll explain everything if you just, remove the knife pressing on me." you slowly let out, feeling the knife that was pressing down on you slowly leaving your neck. you closed your eyes as you hear hustling around you. your eyes opened wide when you feel your legs being forced open. you go to speak but stop when you feel the sharp tip against your stomach.
you gasp as you watch and feel the gloved hand reach for your shorts and yanks them down to your ankles. your cheeks burn when you look at the man sitting between your legs.
"let me taste you as you explain, wanna make my baby feel good" wooyoung speaks again, pushing your panties to the side to look at your pretty pussy. the feeling of his eyes watching you clench on nothing makes you want him so badly. he was testing your limits so much right now, you just wanted to rip that ugly mask off his sexy tan face and watch him eat you slowly.
"let me see you, please wooyoung," you whisper, he grabs your hand and tugs it for you to take it off yourself. your breath gets caught when you slowly raise the mask over his head. he's always so pretty. he doesn't give you much time to drool over him, leaving opened mouth kisses against the warmth of your inner thighs. you just knew you were drenched.
"wooyoung-" you gasp as you feel a gloved hand sliding up and down against your folds. your breath gets caught in your throat when he removes the knife from your stomach to hold you face down towards him.
"watch me."
he gives you swollen bud a peck before sliding his tongue up and down. your body arches off the bed, wooyoung loudly moaning between your thighs. his gloved hands reaching to grip any flesh he can grip on to, being your hips or your breasts. all he can hear are your pants of pleasure spurring him on. His tongue buried in your pussy while his nose nudges at your clit causing you to buck your hips towards his face.
you were almost riding his face at this point and that was how he wanted it. when you let out a loud moan of his name, your hand tugging harshly at his hair as he practically growls against your soft velvet like folds before looking up at you. his pupils blown out from lust like a man drunk because he was. you watch him struggle against your hand before you push his head towards your mouth, and he gladly pushes his lips harshly on yours, kissing you rough and practically eating your mouth.
he pulls away from your now puffy red lips, "fucking ignoring me, but now you're so needy for me?" wooyoung growls, hands reaching your boobs for his thumbs to pinch your nipples meanly. you whimpered softly. "oh, don't try to act pathetic now."
wooyoung moved his freehand down back to your cunt as he shoved two 01 his fingers into your hole, rough and fucking up into you. every single pump was joined by the wet noise of your cunt, your cunt leaking so much that you could feel your juices slide down your thighs and onto the couch.
wooyoung pinched your tit again, your responding whine loud. he punished your whine with a sharp slap to the underside of your tit. "fucking desperate little whore. was fucking ignoring me, but is so wet underneath me, slut desperate for a cock. is that it, baby? you a fucking slut?"
you bit down on your lip, eyes watering at the edges from the roughness of his touch and the harshness of his words. you loved it.
"i'm a slut, wooyoung, 'm sorry-"
he began to thrust three of his fat fingers into your pussy, "you're not fucking sorry," he hissed. his dark eyes were narrowed, their usual bright spark gone.
"i'm sorry-"
"no you're fucking not," wooyoung shot back, voice scratchy.
wooyoung ripped his hand from your cunt. you let out a cry, trying to buck your hips back up to his hand. he laughed meanly, and then he was slapping your thigh. "eager little slut," he said. wooyoung was smiling. "just wanted something in your little cunt, yeah? you're just so goddamn desperate-"
"want you," you sobbed, trying to reach for him. wooyoung pushed you back onto the couch, his hand pressing down on your shoulder and keeping you still. you couldn't help but stare at him, whimpering at the lust in his glaring eyes.
wooyoung moved to grab your hips. you immediately opened your thighs wide, letting him press against you. he lifted your lower half, fingers digging into your thighs. "opening your legs like a little whore in heat," he said, tilting his head, smirking. "that it, baby? you my little whore in heat, desperate for my dick?"
wooyoung released his grip on one of your thighs to run his hand along your cunt. the slide had you groaning, lashes fluttering and hips trying to seek out more friction. instead wooyoung moved his hand to your stomach, there he spread your slick over your skin.
"look at how fucking wet you are," he laughed. "fucking whore. so goddamn wet from me and my knife."
he used his free hand to grab his dick. wooyoung slapped the tip of his cock on your folds, making your legs shake. he moved closer, the tip of his dick rubbing against your pussy lips. you moaned, and then you were moving your hips, seeking more friction, trying to get his cock to slip in to where you needed it most.
"don't know if i should give it to you," he taunted, tongue poking out. his eyes were on your cunt, watching as he dragged the tip of his cock through your cunt, soaking it in your juices.
"what was it, baby? didn't need me? didn't need my dick?"
"need it," you sobbed. and you did. you needed his dick in you, needed him to shove his cock inside of you and fuck you. it was all you wanted needed. you needed him, needed jung wooyoung. then you bursted into tears. you weren't sad, weren't crying from anything bad. you were just so desperate. you wanted wooyoung, you wanted him, you wanted, you wanted, you wanted.
wooyoung sighed, and then he was fucking his cock into you. a loud cry escaped your mouth, and you arched your back up into him. wooyoung kept pressing, pushing his cock further and further. it stung, especially as his cock was fatter than even three of his fingers. you wanted it. you wanted his cock, wanted his dick and any pain that might have come with it.
"take it," he urged, slapping your thigh. "take my cock, baby. gotta take it all. you were so desperate for it, yeah? wanted it so bad? wanted it so bad you were gonna cry like a little fucking slut. so now you gotta take it'
"want it," you gasped. you let your mouth hang wide open, brows furrowed in pleasure from the sting of his cock forcing your walls to squeeze him.
"fuck me," you begged, using your legs to try and force him to fuck back into you. "fuck me, woo, fuck me."
wooyoung laughed, and then he was pressing his mouth to yours. you gasped, hands scrambling along his shoulders. he didn't kiss you as much as he fucked your mouth. then he snapped his hips in your cunt sheathing his dick in one movement. you cried out, teeth nipping at his mouth on accident.
wooyoung pulled away, using one of his hands to wipe at his mouth.
"gonna fuck your stupid cunt so good."
he went to his knees, keeping his lower stomach pressed to your ass. he gripped your thighs and, using them as anchors, began to fuck you. his hips slapped against you harshly, the sharp hits of his fucking making the skin where his hips met your ass sting, though this was drowned out by the pure lust of his cock striking deep within you.
"take it," he growled, pushing your thighs to your chest, eyes dancing over your figure. "take my fat cock in your tight little cunt, fucking take it, take it all."
wooyoung fucked you urgently, desperately. he kept adjusting your thighs and ass, searching for that one gummy spot in your cunt that would bring you pleasure. then, with a hard fuck into your pussy, he found it.
you shouted out, hands shooting out and grabbing at him. one of your hands found his hair and gripped it tight.
he was grabbed your hand and forced it to the bed, keeping you from touching him. "i said to fucking take it," he snapped. "fucking take my cock. you decided to fucking ignore me, decided to go behind my back. now you gotta lay there and take it like a slut."
you sobbed, nodding. wooyoung moaned, hips stuttering for a moment.he managed to control himself and continued, cock slamming against your core in a harsh rhythm. "fucking pretty," wooyoung grunted. "so fucking pretty when you cry, fuck-"
"fuck," he hissed, his hands moving to your hips and gripping you. wooyoung fucked you with earnest, using his strength to bring your cunt back onto his dick again and again. "fuck --"you cried, mouth wide open from pleasure. he was reaching so deep inside of you, dick reaching so fucking deep inside that you swore you could feel it in your throat. he was filling your senses, from his dick to his hands to his voice, and you felt like you were drowning in wooyoung.
"good girl," he growled, shifting his position. "am i making you feel good? huh? your woo's dick making your little pussy feel good?"
you sobbed out, wooyoung's hand left your hip, and then he was grabbing your hair. he forced your face to look at him, a loud gasp tearing from your throat at his roughness. "fucking speak," he demanded, hand leaving your hair to slap at your hip. "told you to fucking talk, baby. think you're too good to talk while i'm fucking your pussy?"
"no," you said sobbed. "no-just- woo-â
"what? fucking you so good you can't speak?" he laughed in mean tone, slapping your hip again. "use your words like a good girl. be a good girl, baby."
finally you managed something. your words came out in a slop. "good," you moaned, "fucking me sooo good!"
"fuck yes i am," he laughed, pushing his body and chest against yours. the change in angle had you squealing, driving your hips forward and forcing his cock further. wooyoung let out a strangled groan, nails digging into your skin. "fuck-baby-"
with one more harsh thrust at your gummy spot, you saw stars. your legs started shaking uncontrollably, staring down at the space between your body's and watching his dick drive into your cunt. throwing your head back gave his access to leave harsh kisses on your warm neck. you felt like he was sucking the soul out of you, feeling him so deep inside.
"woo-wooyoung! 'm cumming-!" your legs couldn't stop shaking, he takes your words as a sign to go harder and deeper than he was going before.
"oh fuck-" your world spins. screaming as your whole body shakes in release of your orgasm. wooyoung panting as he struggles against your cunt squeezing him so tightly, he couldn't help but release there and then.
you didn't notice the loud sirens blaring, surrounding your house with red and blue lights. wooyoung lets out a string of cusses, wincing when he pulls out of your dripping hole.
"wooyoung- don't leave me!" you grip his arm, and he looks down at you. a small smile spreads across his face.
"you know you can't get rid of me that easily, im not going anywhere." he leans down, gives your temple a gentle kiss before standing up and reaching for his belongings.
"i love you-" you struggle to stand, failing as you fall flat on the couch again. he giggles, grabbing your shorts and sliding them on you gently.
"i love you too, baby." he says, putting his arms down on the couch, pushing his lips against yours. you wrap your arms around his neck, wanting nothing but him to stay. but you know he can't.
he pulls away, knocking on the door and hollers coming from outside is his signal to leave quickly, walking to the back window. he looks back at your distressed body, smiling to himself before opening the window. he doesn't look at you again as he speaks,
"you know i'll be back."
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Overlooked
Steve Rogers x reader
A/N This fic is about how overlooked Steve's trauma was in the films. It's just my opinion since he definitely would have had struggles but they weren't really seen in the films. Once again this is just my opinion. Idk if I like this though so I might delete it. I'm not sure though. Also, all mistakes are my own so if you see any feel free to comment them and likes, comments and reblogs are appreciated.
18+ MINORS DNI, THERE'S NOTHING EXPLICIT IN THIS FIC BUT IT DEALS WITH HEAVY THEMES
Summary Steve is struggling and you convince him to get help
DO NOT REPOST ON ANY OTHER APPS/SITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.
Warnings Fluff, angst (a lot), allusions to being suicidal kinda (if these things trigger you in any way then please don't read it)
Steve was your everything. He was the reason you woke up with a smile every day. You trusted him with your deepest secrets and he does the same with you. Thatâs how you got into the position you were in.Â
Steve was lying on your chest while you ran your fingers through his soft hair as he sobbed. It broke your heart to see him in such a state but, there was nothing you could do but hold him until the crying stopped.Â
This wasnât an unusual situation for the both of you to be in. This broke your heart when you came to that realisation since it made you think of how much you saw Steve in such a state.
It was because of Steve being misunderstood by everyone. Everyone saw Americaâs golden boy who bravely fought in WWII and continues to fight for justice. They saw his best friend -formerly the winter soldier- fighting his inner demons and PTSD.Â
What they didn't see was the man who was scared to admit he was tortured by memories as well. They didnât see the man who had nightmares almost every night. They didnât see the man who would cry for hours on end thinking about the people he watched die, the people he was too late to save, the people he thought he should have swapped places with.Â
They might not have seen that, but you did. You saw the look of pure horror on Steveâs face after each nightmare, you saw the way his hands trembled and you saw the way Steve would try to fight back the tears. You saw everything.Â
Steve was so thankful to have you in his life. You brightened his day and made life worth living. Especially in moments like these.
His arms were wrapped around you as he snuggled into your chest. The blanket was over his head; a cocoon of safety, protecting him from the outside world.Â
As his sobs turned into whimpers and his breathing evened out, you slightly lifted the blanket so you could look at your boyfriend.
âDo you wanna talk about it baby?â you questioned.
âCould y-you just hold m-me for a bit l-longer?â he replied.
âOf course I can,â
You stayed like that for a while before a thought entered your mind.
âHow about we tell Dr Cho or Banner about this Stevie.â
âW-why?â He stuttered, trying not to panic.
âBecause babe it hurts me to see you in such a state, especially as often as it has been happening lately.â
âItâs not that bad doll. Buckyâs got it worse,â he responded.
âMaybe he has, but that doesnât take away from your struggles.â
âB-but what will everyone think? Iâm supposed to be Captain America, the man with a plan. Their symbol of hope,â he said, starting to hyperventilate.
âLook at me, Steve,â he lifted his arms so he was resting on them and facing you, âBreathe with me,â you took slow, deep breaths in through your nose and let them out through your mouth.
Steve started to copy you and in no time, he was back to breathing normally.
âYou donât have to be strong all the time baby. Nobody is,âÂ
âB-but-â
âItâs okay to have struggles. You have every right to ask for help. You went through a war, lost your best friend and then woke up seventy years into the future. If anyone deserves to get help it's you.â
Steve looked at you with pure admiration and love in his eyes.Â
âI love you so much, doll.â He leaned in to kiss you, it was so gentle and full of love.
âI love you too Stevie, thatâs why I want you to get help. Please. Iâll go with you if you want and Iâll be there for you. Every step of the way.â
âYouâre perfect darling,â Steve replied, laying back down on your chest.
âSo does that mean youâre going to ask Dr Cho or Banner for help then?â you asked hopefully.
âYeah, I will do it tomorrow,â Steve looked up at you and then continued in a voice so small and innocent it almost didn't sound like him, âWill you still come with me?â
âOf course I will babe,â you responded with a smile.
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The next day, you woke up to Steve kissing you on the cheek and smiling at you.Â
âGood morning, doll,â he whispered.
âGâmorning baby,â you replied, kissing him.
âI already booked an appointment with Banner at 1:15pm.â He told you with a smile on his face.
You pulled him down to kiss you, âIâm so proud of you Stevie,â you kissed him again, âso proud.â
Steveâs cheeks had gone red from the praise. Then, he got up and went into the bathroom, leaving you alone in bed with a big smile on your face.Â
Once Steve came out of the bathroom, you went inside while he went into the kitchen to make the both of you some coffee and pancakes.
Maybe Steve was struggling but he had you and thatâs all that mattered. You gave him purpose and someone to love and he would forever be thankful for that.
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Haunted
âOh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go coldâ
Masterlist Pt.Five
Bucky Barnes x F!Reader
Summary: Part 4/6, Buckyâs closer to figuring out the truth, and you havenât thought about whatâs his name in days.
Warnings: Nightmares and fluff.
Bucky watched as soft snores fell from your open mouth. Apparently today drained you, he understands, he feels like he just got hit by a truck. Everything is gone, everyone is gone, he doesnât know how it happened. How did a lifetime disappear?
Bucky had plans, now thereâs no chance theyâll ever happen. Him and Steve were gonna buy houses side by side when the war ended. Raise families together, bring up children together. But he doesnât know if Steve even remembers him; heâll find out tomorrow.
His eyes slowly drift closed, then he hears the front door swinging open. His body jerks, he looks left and right and youâre no where to be seen. Gusts of wind are blowing piles of snow through the door, he jumps up, looking up to the empty loft, the bathroom doors open and the lights off. Youâre gone.
He feels a hand on his shoulder but when he turns around no oneâs there. All of the blood in his body was now pounding through his ears, like a deafening throb. He runs outside, determined to find you. He quickly throws his right arm up, shielding his eyes from the shards of ice falling from the sky. The snow was relentless on the mountain.
Bucky squints into the dark woods, he swears he hears someone, but theyâre too far away to make out what theyâre saying. He bravely steps into the abyss in search. âHelp, please, is anyone out there?â. The persons voice becomes clearer. Bucky is running through the woods, one boot in-front of the other. With the storm coming down it feels like that night he found the cabin.
A familiar pain of cold air stabbed at his lungs. He canât see a thing, the moon bounces off some patches snow but the storm clouds make it an impossible labyrinth of trees. âHello, can you hear me?â He bellows out, hopeful.
Buckyâs breaths sharpen, and for a second he hears someone elseâs deeps breaths. He stops his trekking through the snow, turning his body in a full 360 degrees. Any moment now something would pop out at him. âIs there anyone out there? Where are you?â He tries one more time to make contact with whoever was calling out.
He hold his breath, and stands completely still, keeping the snow from crunching under his feet. Heâs all alone, or so he thought. âBuck.â He whips his head around to see his friend reveal himself from behind a tree. âSteve?â Bucky canât believe it, how did he get here so quick from New York? It couldnât have been more than a few hours since the call with Darcy.
âHow did you get here so fast? What is going on? I met this girl, she tried to convince me you were frozen in ice for 70 years.â Bucky starts rambling. Steve just stoically stands there, face devoid of any emotion. Buckyâs relief starts to fade âSteve? Whatâs wrong?â.
It was as if the man didnât see Bucky. He was looking right at him, but he was unwavering in his stance. âHow could you?â He finally speaks up, but it doesnât sound like him. Buckyâs brows furrow, âHow could I what?â. He takes a step back, distancing himself.
Steve drops his gaze, slowly shaking his head. âAll those innocent people. Brutally killed in their homes, in their cars, in-front of the world, you have no shame.â Buckyâs face contorts in horror. He would never, he has never, and he could never do that. âStop, I have no clue what youâre talking about. Steve, youâre starting to freak me out.â
Steve lunges forward, reaching out. Bucky doesnât let him get close enough before he breaks out in a sprint. âSteve! Please, just tell me whatâs going on.â Bucky runs faster than he ever had before. Steve is right on his heels. His feet stutter under him and it causes him to crash into the thick snow, spitting out chunks on snow and dirt.
He rolls over to his back, his chest rising and falling, causing cloud of fog to emit from his mouth. Steve stands over him, raising his shield above his head, âWhy Buck? Why didnât you just die?â.
Buckyâs eyes widen as he watches Steve release his weapon, letting it fall down to slice him. He feels the ground beneath him start to rumble and then everything goes black. He takes a deep breath, closing his eyes in this dark realm. When he opens them, heâs back in that cozy little cabin, youâre curled up under a heavy blanket. The golden lamplight made your skin glow. It was warm, and the tv quietly played the third Princess Diaries movie.
He reaches up with his right hand to wipe the sleep from his eyes, but heâs met with beads of sweat on his brow. That dream felt real, all of them till now felt like he was floating.
He stares out the window behind the tv. Watching as the snow rapidly falls; as the sun comes up and you start to rise. Heâs in shock, why was Steve talking about innocent people? Why was Steve blaming him? That wasnât the Steve he knows.
If heâs honest with himself, he was terrified. He didnât see a soul behind his friends eyes. It was like Steve was a shark who just smelled blood. His heart continues to race as you rise from the couch, stretching your tired limbs. âHey.â You say awkwardly. You donât know what to say, youâd never had just a sleepover with a guy. Even under these circumstances you feel embarrassed by your puffy faced state.
Bucky looks up to your comforting presence, and he feels his nerves begin to relax. âHey.â He replies. âAre you alright, youâre as pale as a ghost.â You say, waking into the kitchen to boil water for coffee. To you, the cabin was freezing, no golden warmth like how Bucky saw it.
He nods his head at your question. âJust a bad dream.â. Now itâs your turn to nod, âWe still have a while until we hear any news from Darcy, itâs still night there.â You say, emptying left over grounds into the trash.
Bucky stands, holding his left arm close, âAnything I could do for you?â He says yawning. âI wanna earn my keep, I feel like Iâve been intruding too much on your space, the least I could do is make myself useful.â
You stop mid pour, youâd never had a man be so thoughtful. Your ex just knew how to take and never give; it was exhausting. âUm, firstly, would you like a cup of coffee Sargent?â You smile, sliding a blue coffee cup across the counter.
Bucky sips the dark liquid, the roasted flavor reminding him of early mornings with his ma. He sucks on his teeth, âSounds nice coming from you, if Iâm honest.â Bucky liked the way Sargent rolled off your tongue, like it was meant to be patronizing, but it sounded genuine.
If your cheeks werenât already pink from the cold, Bucky would definitely be able to see the blush that overtook your whole face. âLike I said, I appreciate and respect a man in uniform.â You flirt back, unashamedly.
Bucky chuckles, finishing off his mug. âSeriously though, anything I could do?â. You look past him into the living room. The black stove sat in the corner, unused. âWe need wood if weâre gonna warm this place with something other than space heaters.â
âThat is all you had to say.â Bucky walks back into the living room, and pulls his blue coat over his arms. âI think I seen an axe out there somewhere.â He smiles walking towards the door.
âWait, your arm looks hurt, are you sure you should be chopping wood?â You say in concern. Bucky watches your worried eyes fall to the arm he cradled, he noticed the nervous pitch in your voice. âIf I donât, who will? Canât let you go out and do it, not on my watch.â He says, letting you know heâs too much of a gentleman.
Youâre starting to lose count on how many times this man had surpassed your expectations. You know heâs just being old fashioned, if anything you should be offended. A woman could chop wood just as good as a man. But you just knew Bucky meant it differently, like you shouldnât have to break a sweat, chopping wood was beneath you. Heâll bare the cold for the both of you.
You watch through the kitchen window as Bucky swings the axe with one arm, he doesnât miss once. Youâd be lying if you said you didnât like the way his hair fell in his face, making his perfect appearance look more disheveled.
Maybe you shouldnât be checking him out, itâs not like you should be moving on so quickly. You need to find yourself before you get wrapped up in another person. You donât even know your favorite flavor of ice cream, and thereâs hundreds of flavors you havenât even tried yet.
You want to help Bucky, but youâre putting yourself first, no matter what happens. If it gets too hairy or too serious, youâre out. You just want to be a good person, and good people donât drool over their house guests. On that note, you walk over to the wood burning stove, opening the rusted door, you find a box of matches sitting on top. You light one and burn what dry wood was left from the previous owner. You needed hot coals to keep the fire going on the snow moistened wood Bucky was chopping.
You hold your cold fingers up to the cracking flames, itâs like blood was rushing back to the frost bitten tips. You close your eyes for a second to bask in the warmth youâd created for yourself, and then you hear a distant whooshing, you look out of the window to see the trees thrashing violently; snow blowing everywhere.
Bucky comes bursting through the door, axe in hand. âWhat is a helicopter doing all the way out here?â
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky x reader#bucky x y/n#mcu#avengers fanfiction#bucky barnes x y/n#avengers#fanfiction#fanfic#winter solider x reader#james bucky buchanan barnes#marvel#bucky fanfic#bucky x female reader#bucky x you#cabin#supernatural#the winter soldier
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âáŻ:Magical girl Reader x yami bakura(can be read as either platonic or romantic)
đŞ˝áŻ a whisper is amiss: hello! I'm back y'all đ I'm thinking of writing for FNAF next. What do y'all think? I'll let you decide what kind of magical girl you want to be(main base would be madoka magica or card captor Sakura)
âࡴ: attempted manipulation, using people without a real relationship (yet),
Yami bakura
The name feared by many, including you. The name that was etched into your brain, molded into a spot at the front of it. You knew that when you landed in this place, domino city, you would have to be careful
You remember watching the shows growing up. Magical girl shows. It seemed like a dream when you were nominated as one. What you didn't know, was the horror they went through
Will you find an ally in this lonely place?
Trench coat, long frizzy white hair, brown colored eyes, eyes like the wood we have everywhere, now that is the yami bakura you're used too
When you first met him, it was purely an accident, nothing more and nothing less.
That's how I'd presume you two becoming friends. You were just trying to find an enemy, but instead ended up in that weird place with that weird and cute stranger! At first you thought he had some mental issues. His personality would change, he'd call one of them "yami bakura" and himself bakura. Everytime you saw that trench coat, you thought he was off his meds
Do you realize the gravity of this situation?
Yami bakura is a man who sets his priorities straight and refuses to let something get in the way of him and those priorities
When he once was trapped by the alluring whispers of an enemy
He couldn't resist, they were talking about being able to help him get to his goals and even more
These enemies were like a call of a seductress
They can easily feed off of the rage and envy one has to carry with them. So it's natural that yami was one of their targets
It was a long battle, bruises and bruises were piling onto your skin, it's color being replaced with crimson red and the light pink colour of flesh
After what felt like an eternity, your friend was saved, and your friend knew that he could use you for his own gain. All he had to do was convince you to help him.
His intentions were always clear
He doesn't beat around a non existent bush
So you knew to be careful
You always knew, ever since you saw the show; yugioh duel monsters. It was a great show(even if you don't remember it)
Just not a great show to be in
Yami bakura would not grow a soft spot until later in your guys' -friendship-
Not only am I positive that he would use you, I'm also positive his soft grows when he finds out about you being a magical girl
In his words; "that's just a bad fate, doll"
I'm not even kidding: he let's you brush his hair and style it
Do y'all know those moms who literally disconnect your spine and skull when brushing your hair? That's basically you twođ
You two are like Nicole and jecka
One is a sociopath who uses you, and the other gets the short end of the sticks, but they both try to make it work
You used to fear him, now it's more of a "mess with my ho, I mess with you"
It's basically you two sending each other those "omg ho, who turned you into ___" videos LIKE PLEASE TELL ME Y'ALL KNOW ITđ("oh em gee, ho, who turned you into chocolate?! *shows a video of chocolate called born fruity*)
He tries to keep you away from Marik and the others
It's for the best, he says with that raspy voice
So for now, enjoy your friendship before it escalates
#x reader#xomulti-creatorsxo#reqs open#requests open#x gn!reader#x gn reader#x gn y/n#x gender neutral reader#x gender neutral y/n#x you#x yn#x y/n#yami bakura x reader#yami bakura#yami bakura x yn#yugioh x reader#yu gi oh x reader#yu gi oh#yugioh#đŞ˝áŻyap sessions with Rita
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OHMG HI I love your deh fanart please feed me with some headcanons for my five bbs đđđ
Hello!! Thank you so much, that means a lot <3 /gen
I've made some posts already with hcs of the sillies, you can find them here:
Evan hcs
Connor and Zoe hcs
Jared and Alana hcs
So, HERE'S MORE HEADCANONS THEN đźđź
(ty to my awesome gf for helping me think of hcs cuz my mind was almost blank at the moment of writing this đđŤś)
Connor helps Evan study for math tests, and Ev helps him with literature assignments in return <3
Evan constantly "steals" his boyf's clothes, and jokingly claims that thereâs âan imaginary contract between themâ that states that, the moment they started dating, Connor's clothes also became his
They enjoy watching horror movies together <33 (Connor got him more into horror movies). They'll have sleepovers a lot, and have horror movie marathons past midnight
"Hey, Ev... What if we watched [horror movie] and kissed during the scary parts? đ¤"
Their favorite horror movie to watch together is Scream (1996)
Alana and Evan are besties 𫶠Like, very close friends
Sometimes they'll have sleepovers, and Alana will tell him gossip about the school (which she's got a ton of). Even of people Evan doesn't know of, but he eats it all up đ. But they'll also gossip about their crushes/partners,,
(before Evan and Connor started dating) Alana would sometimes give Connor advice to ask Evan out and stuff
And Zoe would give Evan advice on how to talk to and ask out Connor
Alana and Evan are library buddies, and during college they both got jobs at a Barnes And Noble
Zoe and Jared are one chaotic duo. They'll text and facetime a lot, sending each other memes, and also will plot different pranks to pull on their friends lol
All five have pets:
Evan has his golden retriever, Aspen, which I've talked about before đŤś, Connor has a white ragdoll cat, Winter, which I've also talked about... Alana has a bunny named Cocoa, Zoe has a ball python named after a Greek god (I always forget which one), and Jared has a tortoise named Sheldon (of course (also Sheldon turned out to be a girl lol) )
(more under the cut cuz this post is getting long)
Zoe and Jared will put their pets up against each other and have them race
Jared for some reason can do a near perfect Mickey Mouse impression đ And he likes using it all the time around his friends. For example...
Con: (after Jared said something that annoyed Connor) Kys.
Jar: [Mickey Mouse impression] Ohoh!! That wasn't very nice, pal! âď¸đ
Zoe is also guilty of stealing clothes... She's stolen some of Jared's graphic tees, and is yet to return them đ
The whole gang loves going to Alana's house, because the energy there is just perfect: All cozy, and feels like home. Alana's grandma is very fond of them all too <33 And will give them all delicious food and deserts when they go visit
Murphy twins headcanons!!! Zoe will sometimes read through Connor's diary, which he doesn't know...
The twins will pull pranks on each other a lot (their parents are already used to this)
One time, Connor put fake spiders in Zoe's bed while she was sleeping. That next morning wasn't very pleasant
Connor and Zoe will ALSO constantly steal from each other's closets; Lucky for them, they're very close in size
They love going to the mall together and being goofballs
On family road trips, the twins will always argue over who gets to control the music
Though they won't admit it to anyone or each other, everyone around them can tell they get along very well and love each other <3
Oh yeah... I don't remember if I've said this one before, but they also argue a lot over who was born first (they're both convinced it was themselves), but their parents have never told them because that'd just be fueling the fire more lol
Now for Evan and Zoe... They give each other music recommendations
Zoe will recommend music from Feeltwood Mac or TV Girl, and Evan will recommend Radiohead songs
Zoe treats Evan as if he was her own brother (where Zoe is the older sibling, obviously đ (Evan is literally older))
Zoe will never grasp the concept of Evan and Connor being together. How can such a nice and polite guy like Evan be with such a mean old ogre like.. her BROTHER?? đ
Since Evan is close with Alana, Zoeâs gayass will ask certain questions,, such as, âWhatâs Alanaâs favorite candy?â
Jared and Evan hcs: Jared honestly considers himself to be part of Evan's family. They have a cousin type of relationship, and Jared honestly looks up to him (Heâd never admit that)
They play video games at Jaredâs house, and one of their favorite games to play is Cuphead (you know who is who. Evan's also VERY bad at that game, but he still enjoys playing)
There will be moments where they both geek out over something they both enjoy, like a new comic book series releasing or something
Evan will always be the first person Jared goes to for advice
From when they were younger, Jared had stolen multiple of Evanâs toys and to this day is YET to return them (they both forgot, obviously)
And finally, some more Treebros hcs to finish off:
Evan is often Connorâs âmuseâ, when he draws or paints (he's got MULTIPLE drawings of Evan, and when Connor shows them to him he gets very shy <3 But Evan is always VERY impressed)
Sometimes they go on late night drives and will park in empty parking lots,, and then kiss <3
Connor has convinced Evan to try shotgunning with him, and it was definitely an experience đŚ
Evan is obsessed with doing his boyfriendâs hair and styling it, he'll do ponytails or even braids
#can you tell I'm very normal about all of them#my children fr fr đŤś#i need to draw more of them all#like more Murphy twins more; Alana and Evan; or Evan and Jared#cuz their dynamics fr mean the world to me đđŤś#this post got very long whoops#hope this is enough LOL (I still have a lot more hcs in my mind)#thanks again to my gf for helping me think of hcs though đ#sincerealev rambles#ask sincerealev#send asks#headcanons#dear evan hansen#deh#dear evan hansen musical#treebros#treebros deh#evan hansen#connor murphy#zoe murphy#alana beck#jared kleinman
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Holy sh*t, guys I just had a massive brainwave concerning Izzyâs ring on his necktie and what Con told us/let slip about it the other day ⌠!
A timely TRIGGER-WARNING for violence, gore, heartbreak, dubious consent, and torture, before you move on from here.
In episode 109, when Stede is about to be killed by the firing squad, Izzy has his smaller tirade about it being âquick and humaneâ â on which I have seen multiple takes, usually responding to the fact that it sounds like he is still calling Stede a pet, and referring to him by this animal-coded language. (This was my original take as well. That he was literally comparing 'Stede getting shot by the british' to the humanity of 'putting down your dog, so it doesn't have to suffer'.)
But the brainwave that just hit me is this:
I think â in fact, in spite of this only hitting me like 38 seconds ago, I feel convinced â that these words are not referring to the âpetâ-thing at all.
Izzy is talking about the love that HE lost.
Think about these lines:
âThis is a humane way of ending it. Itâs quick. Itâs clean. Edward you know that!â
The man/person Izzy loved was killed â in an inhumane, slow, non-clean way. It basically sounds like he was tortured to death.
And I think Ed and Izzy both bore witness to this â thatâs why Izzy is saying âEdward you know that!â. He is trying to remind him of the horrors they witnessed when HE lost his one great love. He is trying to protect Ed from going through the agony of what he went through.
(Note: This excuses literally none of Izzyâs actions in s1. I am only talking about how Izzy himself mightâve seen his actions â and what approach Con OâNeill might have had to this specific scene.)
Post-writing edit: The following almost became a very gory one-shot. So please only read on if youâre okay with that. (Same TW as at the beginning â gore, violence, torture, dubious consent, and massive heartbreak.) I wanna be quite clear â this is not entirely what I think happened; this is just what jumped into my head, as I had this brainwave. I am going to be writing a second version of this at some point, where I move A LOT closer to the points already made in canon (especially regarding a named character and a named animal, which does not appear in the one shot underneath here).
ONE SHOT:
I have this vivid image of Ed and Izzy standing in a crowd of pirates â with their captain front and centre, along with this young man who has done something that displeased the captain. The young man is a friend of Ed & Izzy â and he is also Izzyâs great love (though Izzy hasnât dared to commit to him). Itâs a sort of âtrialâ but thereâs nothing fair about it. The young man is being whipped, tortured and beaten â the crowd is excitedly yelling, egged on by a ruthless captain. Izzy keeps wanting to help the young man, but Ed is restraining him, knowing full well that if Izzy does anything that could let the captain know how he feels for the young man, Izzy will be killed too. Both of them feel like their insides are on fire, being forced to watch this. It escalates and the poor young man is turning unrecognisable â misshapen from the violence enforced on his body.
When the captain finally decides itâs time to disperse, the young man is still breathing, though barely. Other pirates are being warned not to go near him, or theyâll âfeel the captainâs wrathâ. Ed and Izzy are some of the last to leave â their faces dissolved in silent tears and agony for their friend. Ed is holding on to Izzy, to keep him upright on his feet. Izzy has lost all feeling in his body. The deck is covered in blood and water. The air is salty and smells distinctly of iron.
A few hours pass. The captain and the rest of the crew seem merry. Like itâs any other day. A couple of them only half-heartedly so, but theyâre still joining in â not wanting to pull attention towards themselves. Ed and Izzy are there too. Theyâre not joining in, but theyâre not sticking out either. Ed made sure they sat down at the corner end of the table â furthest away from their captain, and mostly in shadows. Close to the door, so they can sneak out when they dare to do so. Izzyâs not speaking. Neither is Ed â though he gives a cursory nod here and there to people handing them food and drink. Ed pours a glass of rum and hands it to Izzy, but Izzy grabs the bottle instead, not looking at Ed â not looking at anybody, in fact, but the captain. Ed drinks the rum in the glass himself, as Izzy takes a swig from the bottle.
At some point the captain â full of food and drunk on rum and spirits â starts nodding asleep at the end of the table. The other pirates are rowdy and donât pay attention to anything other than rum, cards, and drunken singing anymore.
Ed and Izzy take the opportunity to sneak off and see their friend.
Itâs after nightfall. As they move outside, theyâre met by someone claiming to be standing guard (for sh*ts and giggles letâs hc that itâs Calico Jack â and heâs not actually standing guard over anything, he just went outside to take a leak over the side of the boat and now that heâs seen Ed and Izzy, he wants to see if he can convince either of them to âcelebrate the nightâ (barf, sorry guys, I really hate him đ¤˘) with a bitâoâbuggery âŚ) â neither of them is in the mood for CJâs sh*t, but they also know that if anyone on this ship would be able to wake the captain from his slumber now, itâd be Calico Jack.
âNah, man, we just wanted some air ââ Ed says, putting a hand on CJâs shoulder in the hopes of steering him back inside. Calico takes the opportunity to slide underneath Edâs arm and press himself up against him, grinding his groin against Edâs hip. Ed sends Calico a âflirtyâ grin that Jack is too drunk and careless to realise is anything but that. Jack grabs a hold of Edâs arse, and continues to grind up against him. Ed manages to motion to Izzy that heâll distract Jack, so Izzy can go to the young man still lying on the deck. Izzy sends Ed a pained expression â but Ed waves him off, annoyed that heâs wasting the precious time Ed is buying him right now.
Izzy managed to sneaks off undetected, as Calico drunkenly leads Ed below deck.
The moon is showering the deck in misty blue-tinted light. As Izzy reaches the furthest end of the deck, he nearly slides on something, looks down and is stopped in his tracks. He has stepped in a trail of thick blood. He follows the trail with his eyes, and is met by the sight of the young man (Iâm headcanoning here) â Izzyâs great love â lying before him, motionless and covered in blood, his limbs in horribly awkward positions.
Izzyâs legs give out and he falls to his knees. Itâs like the air has been forcibly removed from his lungs.
He tries to take it all in, but everything is clouding his mind. His breath is ragged and the tears are running down his cheeks.
Without thinking about consequences or what would happen if anybody found him, he reaches out, grabbing the nearest part of the young man â his leg. The young man lets out the tiniest whimper of a moan of agony. Izzyâs mind goes into overdrive â
âFelix?? Can you hear me?â he whispers loudly.
The young man stirs and makes a noise in return.
Izzy scrambles â crawling as fast as he can â to reach the part where the young manâs head is lying.
âFelix â Iâm here. Iâm here. Can you hear me??â Izzy strokes the young manâs head â trying to be gentle, but so out of sorts, hyperventilating and shaking all over, that itâs still a little too rough.
âOugh, I - Iz ⌠is ⌠that you?â the young man somehow manages to get the words out, though itâs clear that itâs costing him everything he has.
âYeah â yes. Itâs â Iâm, Iâm here,â Izzy smiles through his tears, âIâm here. Iâm not going anywhere ââ. Moving to cradle him in his arms, Izzyâs hanging onto every bit of the young manâs mangled body that he can.
The young man opens one eye as much as possible â the other is too swollen and bruised. He meets Izzyâs eyes and even through the pain thereâs a clear moment of recognition between them.
âHi ââ he says softly to Izzy, nearly managing a smile.
âHi ââ an exasperated laugh, through uncountable tears, escapes Izzy, before his hyperventilated breath turns the laughter to sobs, âIâm so sorry â Iâm so sorry. I should have done something. I should have been braver. I sh- I should have stood up for you â I-I ââ.
âN-no,â the young manâs voice was coming in ragged breaths, âthere was n-nothing you cou-couldâve done n-now ⌠n-not when it came t-this f-far âŚâ
The young man rested his head against Izzyâs chest.
âWe have to do something, I gotta get you to shore â I gotta ââ Izzy was floundering, trying to force reality to make up a way of saving his love.
âI-Iâm d-dying, Iz ââ
It felt like Izzyâs heart was slowly sliding out of his chest â it only made him act more frantic.
âNo. No, youâre not. I wonât allow it â I-Iâll get someone â Iâll âŚâ
âIz. Itâs over.â Felix said in the softest voice, and Izzy stopped in his tracks. The unwavering finality of those words made the hairs on the back of Izzyâs neck stand on end.
He took a breath, before looking up at Felix again.
âPlease donât leave me.â Izzy pleaded.
âIâll s-see you again âŚâ Felix eyes was starting to slide shut. Izzy was crying in earnest now.
âL-look at me, Israel âŚâ Izzy met Felixâ eye, âI l-love you ââ
Izzyâs eyebrows narrowed and for a brief second he closed his eyes in agony at the words. Those words he had never dared utter. Everyone he loved left him. His dad, his mum â and now Felix ⌠But this was the end. He had to say them now, or Felix would never hear it.
Meeting Felixâ eye again, Izzy gathered all his courage and took in a breath, âI loââ.
But the sentence got quenched on the way out of his mouth, as Felixâ whole body became limp.
âI - Felix?â
Izzyâs brain couldnât compute. It was like someone had just ripped reality away from under him, and he was floating into the limbo of infinite space.
The he realised what had happened.
Izzyâs eyes widened, staring panicky at the young man in his arms, âFelix?â.
He tried shaking him gently, but no response. He shook him again, a little more desperately, but no response.
He shook him again â and again â and again â every time a little more vigorously, calling out his name, his panicked desperation rising with every shake. But no response.
âFelix? â F-Felix ⌠?â
The realisation flushed over Izzy and the overwhelming grief hit him like a tidal wave. Crying, his whole body shaking, and his breath a mess of hyperventilated sobs, he grabbed Felixâ limp body and squeezed him as close to him as he would.
âIâm - Iâm sorryâ, he heaved in a big breath, âI-Iâm s-so sorry, F-Felixâ, he wailed, crying so hard he could hardly get the words out.
âI l- ⌠I lo- âŚâ Izzy swallowed and kissed Felixâ forehead, âI love y-you.â
Finally saying it, but knowing that Felix couldnât hear him, made the words feel hollow, even though Izzy knew it was the truth.
âI l-love you.â
âIâm so sorry. Iâm sorry sorry, Felix ââ
He cradled him closer. He could have sat like this, just holding him, till sunrise if it wouldnât have been too dangerous for him. But he couldnât leave him. Not yet. How was he supposed to get up? How was he supposed to leave him here, lying in a pool of blood, knowing full well what would happen when morning came and everyone else, including the captain, woke up. He needed to get up and out of the way. But he couldnât move. He couldnât â
âIz?â a soft voice spoke rang out clearly behind him.
In a panic, Izzy lifted his head and stared in the direction of the sound.
It was Ed. He looked slightly disheveled, and had a concerned look on his face.
âHow long were you standing there?â Izzy asked, trying to hold in his crying.
âA little bit âŚâ Ed answered gently and knelt down next to Izzy and looked at Felix with deep sorrow in his eyes.
But the gentleness scared Izzy more than anything. Felix had been gentle. Gentle would get you killed on a pirate ship.
Izzy let Felix slip slowly out of his arms and immediately got to his feet. Without a second glance he just said, âIâm gonna go clean upâ and left Ed sitting on the floor next to Felix.
âIz ââ Ed called after him in a whisper. But no response. He turned his head back to Felix.
âI wish this wasnât the end, my friend. Thank you for everything.â He stroked his left hand over Felixâ hair and placed his right hand on Felixâ chest. Ed sat like this for a moment, before deciding that Felixâs hands should be folded on top of each other.
As Ed placed Felixâ right hand on top of his left, Ed noticed something on Felixâs finger â he stopped for a moment, looking back and glancing after Izzy.
âI recon youâd still want him to have it, wouldnât you?â Ed asked the body that used to belong to Felix, âyeah, I thought so.â
â
There was a knock on the door.
âFuck off.â Izzy said annoyed, trying pulling a pair of trousers on his damp legs.
Another knock â and another, slightly more insistent one.
âFuck OFF!â Izzy shouted incensed, âCanât a man get a second of peace to take a bath on this fucking ship??â
âIâm not leaving till you open the door.â Ed said calmly from the other side of the door.
Izzy stopped and looked at the door. For a moment incapable of moving.
Then the door unlocked. And Ed looked at Izzy, no more blood on him, and dressed only in his trousers.
âWhat do you want?â Izzy asked.
âTo give you this.â
Ed held out his hand and uncurled his fingers. Resting in the palm of his hand was a ring with a small, green stone. A ring Izzy knew well, because he had held the hand on which it had resided. Izzyâs eyes shot up to meet Edâs, his expression unreadable.
âWhat the hell is this?â
âYou know what it is.â Ed answered calmly. He knew that this whole situation was too much for Izzy to handle.
âWhy the fuck are you giving it to me?â Izzy couldnât believe that Ed of all people would have dared stealing from Felix like that.
âBecause he wanted you to have it.â Ed answered plainly.
Izzyâs mind went blank.
âIâm sorry, what?â Izzy asked breathlessly.
âHe wanted you to have it. He told me. A while ago.â, Ed was trying to relay the information as non-emotionally as possible, because he knew Izzy didnât want it any other way, but Edâs voice was slightly wobbly, âIt was his mumâs ring, and he wanted you to have it.â
Izzy looked at the ring. Swallowed. Took a breath. Swallowed again. Then looked up at Ed.
âWhat a fucking arsehole.â He said affectionately, quelling the grief that was about to rise to the surface again. He and Ed both chuckled briefly.
Izzy looked back down at the ring in Edâs hand, holding his gaze on it for a moment. Then swallowed. Ran a hand over the bridge of his nose and over his face, before reaching out and quickly grabbing the ring, as though he didnât want Ed to see that he took it. He couldnât even look at Ed.
Izzy reached out his other hand to shut the door again, but stopped it â
âThank you, Eddie.â
Izzy met Edâs eyes for the briefest second. The a sob threatened to escape his mouth, and he let the door swing closed.
When Ed saw Izzy the next day, neither of them said a word about the events of the night before.
But Ed saw that Izzy had placed the ring around the knot of his necktie.
The End.
(Literally sharing this within an hour after writing it. And a second version will follow at some point!)
#Izzy Hands#I'm apparently here to potentially ruin your day. I'm sorry. But also ... I'm really proud of this particular brainwave.#Israel Hands#OFMD#OFMD Izzy#con o'neill#oneshot#ofmd oneshot#cw: gore#tw blood#tw violence#tw dubious consent#our flag means death#david jenkins#actornotes#welcome to the nerd zone#our flag means queer#heartbreak#ofmd heartbreak#actors on tumblr
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what are your thoughts on romulus in general? and specifically on the alien baby
HOHHHHH BOY IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED because i am THE avp universe junkie around these parts and this movie CHANGED ME AS A PERSON!!!!!!!!! i screamed my whole way home from the imax theater. Iâll put my scatterbrained thoughts under the cut so anyone who wants to avoid spoilers can!
First off: itâs immediately top 3 Alien franchise movies for me. Alien, Aliens, Romulus; Thatâs my new top 3 list. I like the story of Rom more than Aliens but Iâm more attached to the characters in Aliens than Rom so in that way theyâre kinda tied for my #2 spot.
Honestly I thought it was the best sci-fi and/or horror thatâs come out in fucking eons!!! I was thoroughly on edge throughout the runtime and even got genuinely scared a few times. I spent the whole movie with my hand over my mouth in shock, no joke. The suspense KILLED ME!!!!!!!! The build up to each event was just phenomenal and just when you thought it was about to get better for the characters NOPE! I went into it completely blind, no notion of the plot whatsoever, and was SO thoroughly pleased with the outcome.
CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE SET DESIGN AND PRACTICAL EFFECTS???? Such a breath of fresh air after TOO MANY movies lately have been relying solely on cgi, including the most recent installments in the Alien franchise. Itâs so nice to watch a character react to a thing thatâs actually physically right next to them. And all the scenes of the space station reminded me of Alien Isolation, which I really enjoyed. It truly brought the game to life and with it that grand, expansive, yet claustrophobically contained sense of dread that comes with being stranded on a Weyland-Yutani space station. It looked SO convincing. And of course Iâm just forever in love with the retrofuture 70âs aesthetic of the franchise and am so glad they keep up with it (almost) every time
I was also delighted we got to see the inclusion of an on-world setting. The mining colony scene in the beginning was really what sold me that the movie was about to be fantastic
HR Giger would have been proud of all the gross imagery. Truly. During the wall womb thing scene I leaned over to my best friend and went âthatâs a PUSSY broâ because I mean DID YOU SEE IT. Rom really returned to its roots, it reminded me SO MUCH of the original in its overall vibe.
The one single thing I did not like was the zombie ai deepfake of Ian Holm (who has been dead since 2020 if you didnât know). That was a little uhhhh ummm yikes. Not to mention the cgi on âhimâ was ROUGH at times. I get the idea of using a time period relevant synthetic (since from what I understand Rom takes place less than a year after the events of Alien, given the whole Nostromo salvage arc) but they could have easily cast someone new as a different model, or even brought in Michael Fassbender as an âolderâ model. Canonically Lance Henriksen (who would have to be de-aged up the wazoo) being brought in as a Bishop model wouldnât have made sense (since Bishopâs model was manufactured shortly before Aliens, according to the Xenopedia) but I mean hey. they retcon canon all the time who cares lol. However as a diehard I do get how his model was canonically relevant to the time period and scenario, so I understand the thought process tbqf. The execution was just⌠questionable.
Iâve seen a lot of people with braindead takes that the references and callbacks to the original movies fell flat or were unnecessary, but I thought they were very well placed and tied the stories together wonderfully. Who could hate a âget away from her you BITCHâ line?????? Clearly these people arenât diehards LOL because everyone in my theater LOVED that
I loved Rain and Andy SO MUCH. They were so sweet, and I love the concept of treating synths like real people/ family members (iâm a sucker and am Blade Runner brainrotted). They were the only characters I really felt anything for, other than Kay as her story progressed. The others felt a little one-dimensional, but admittedly there really wasnât a lot of opportunity to flesh any of them out that much. I am of course a sucker for sweet synths and Andyâs character reminded me of Bishop in a lot of ways, which I think may have been intentional in some aspects (i.e. his desire to be referred to as an artificial person). I wonât really go into analyzing the characters since I donât really care enough about them to do so (I was more into this movie for the story, unlike some others in the franchise), but I did enjoy a couple of them so thatâs good enough for me.
My best friend asked me whose death was my favorite and honestly it was probably Tylerâsâ a truly classic way to go out in an Alien movie (I gasped when the other xenos were revealed during that scene). I also made the point to him that the chestburster that came out of Navarro came out of her upper chest region rather than lower down by the bottom of her ribcage (which is traditionally where they come out of, based off the original writerâs intention for it to represent the pain of a Crohnâs disease flare (which I can attest to)), so Iâm hypothesizing that they removed the facehugger before it was finished implanting the embryo and it grew in her esophagus rather than her stomach. Yes? Yes. Brutal!
AND THE OFFSPRING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I tell you my entire crowded theater bristled and gasped in sheer unadulterated HORROR! I think I was the first one out of 50 people to audibly go âoh god noâ then like 15 others followed LMFAO it was a group trauma experience for all of us; my best friend looked like he was going to fucking sob. I was anticipating something with how Kayâs story progressed, but I did not fucking expect THAT. I thought it was gonna be something with her after that shot of the rat mutating, not her baby. My first thought (after recoiling in horror) was how it fucking LOOKED LIKE AN ENGINEER!!!!! Consider: the engineers made humans in their image, therefore logically evolved humans would begin to look like the engineers. Perhaps if the method had been perfected the offspring would have looked more engineer and less⌠xenomorph-human-engineer-bastard-spawn from the deepest pit of hell. Horrific. I FUCKING LOVED IT AND I WAS LITERALLY PETRIFIED. It was a nice tie in with all the wacky shit we saw in Prom/Cov. I also thought it was somewhat of parallel with Alien Resurrection too, even how the thing looked a little bit.
All in all, I personally would give it a 5/5 stars. Iâm going to see it again sometime this week. I fucking LOVE this franchise.
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âââ ⎠â Chapter 6 - horrors of the night
: ĚĚâ Pairing : Anton Ă OC
Synopsis: When Seunghan, Wonmee, Anton and Gwen go for a movie, the horror movie isn't the only horror they face.
Warnings : swearing, a jerk guy.
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"Oh seriously cmon!! It's the last day of our promotions! It'll be fun!!" Wonmee exclaimed, encouraging Eunryung. "No way in hell am I paying to get heart attacks." The elder refused. "Please it isn't fun with just two people!" Wonmee urged once again.
"Yes, researches have proven that watching films with more people provides a better experience due to the adrenaline boost from the movie being balanced out by the endorphins released due to the presence of your friends." Gwen spoke almost robotically, explaining why Eunryung should join them.
"Wow-uh- you're not wrong now- but! Why me though? Why not Yuri or Miyoung?" Eunryung asked, diverting the target. "Miyoung is going for samgyeopsal with her siblings and Yuri has to choreograph for Taemin Sunbaenim." Gwen said again, very mechanically.
"What are you guys talking about?" Sungchan asked as the boys entered the practice room, pretty late. "We are trying to convince Eunryung to see the new Nun movie with us, on the last day of our promotions, would any of you like to join?" Wonmee offered.
"Horror no way, I'm out!" Wonbin and Sungchan explicitly stated. "Hmm sorry I have plans," Shotaro said. "Oh I can come! I love horror!" Seunghan said. "And based on the timings, I'm free!" Seunghan checked his phone for the show timings on some app.
"Great! So, you, me, Gwen and anyone else?" Wonmee looked around. "I have something with my family that night so probably not," Sohee pouted. "I have a meet up with friends," Eunseok said, checking some kind of calendar-schedule.
"Ah well, that's okay, three people should be fine," Seunghan grinned, going over to discuss the timings with the other two. Anton on the other hand, looked around, of course his hyungs knew that he hated anything to do with horror, and maybe the girls forgot about him (sorry Anton), but if Gwen was going- this was his chance.
"Oh I can go! It'll be great to see a horror movie!" He finally spoke up, his hyungs looking at him judgementally. Seunghan was about to say, "But don't you-" before he looked over to Gwen and a light bulb lit in his head. "Alright so four of us! Great!" The boy began walking over to Sungchan who was about to say something and immediately whispered to him, "Hyung, let the lover boy follow his heart-even if it stops during the movie." He then made Sungchan look towards Gwen.
"Ohh, I see," He laughed.
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"Alright, soldiers, listen up, 9:30's the movie, so they gotta leave by 9:10, we have to make sure Anton looks his best, in precisely 58 minutes- we would have had a whole hour if Anton didn't argue that he was going to a HORROR movie just because he loves Gwen."
"For the last time-"
"Shut up Loverboy! Soldiers Let's get to work!" Shotaro began parading around, as the boys carried a 6 feet tall boy across the dorm. "Listen you are no way in hell wearing that ugly ass hoodie, wear this denim jacket or lose the love of your life." Wonbin began.
"And we gotta do something with your hair cuz you remind me of when my mom used to cut my hair," Eunseok began ruffling the boy's hair.
Finally they dressed him up-giving him an early 2000's teen movie makeover-not that he needed one. "Now, I know it's gonna be scary, and you will want to die, but under no circumstances will you call for your eomma, we can't let her think you have mommy issues." Shotaro gave the first advice.
"Instead, ask if you can hold hands, just make sure they aren't sweaty," Seunghan said. "What if she says no?"
"Then change your name to Amanda Williams, move to Switzerland and never return- also get a buzz cut just in case." Wonbin advised.
"But relax, she isn't like that, she's a caring person okay, she'll know if you're scared besides she helped you with your bullies, she'll help you with ghosts too, don't worry." Sungchan assured.
"How can you say that for sure though?" Eunseok raised a brow. "Because- I don't know man she feels like my sister, we have been talking quite a lot lately and it literally feels liek we're siblings," Sungchan explained.
"As long as you don't commit sweet home Alabama, Anton shouldn't feel jealous, right?" Wonbin looked towards the boy who rolled his eyes at Sungchan. "Ah don't worry Anton, I wouldn't ever think that way... but now that I think about it..." Sungchan took a dramatic pause. "Why am I helping a boy become my sister's boyfriend?!?"
"You better not do anything suspicious," He suddenly warned Anton as him and Seunghan began moving out the home. "It'd be a blessing if he could even talk to her without stuttering, you shouldn't be worried at all," Eunseok teased. "Hyung!" They heard Anton protest before the door closed.
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"Oh Seunghan! You're here, where's Anton?" Wonmee asked as they stood near the snacks counter. "Oh he'll be here any moment," Seunghan smiled.
Anton suddenly appeared out of nowhere, dramatically walking in, making eye contact with Gwen- who was-why was she looking at her phone- goddammit the dramatic entry they planned was useless.
"Oh Hi Anton!" Gwen looked up, shooting a smile. "H-Hey!" Anton tried to look cool. "What's wrong with you today?" Gwen laughed. "Okay, so who's getting the popcorn?"
"Me and Wonmee will take care of it, you both go!" Seunghan quickly ushered the younger two towards the movie hall, a plan being plotted in his mind.
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"Ah so I see, Anton does like her! But you know I think Gwen likes him too," Wonmee said as her and the boy were walking back to the theatre with popcorn and drinks in their hands.
"Wait really? But she person-zoned him right?" Seunghan tilted his head. "Bold of you to assume a girl would tell her feelings straight! Why are you so oblivious, don't you have a girlfriend?"
"Oh well my ex yea, she cheated on me," Seunghan sighed. "You got cheated on? You? No way-"
"Get this, with my best friend," he revealed as Wonmee couldn't believe her ears. "That's well- uh- I don't know what to say, how do you feel?"
"I guess it's just life, stuff works like that," he sighed yet again, opening the door and holding it open. "I mean it shouldn't, like you're probably the hottest guy in our group?? Maybe the hottest person I've ever seen? And not only that, you're a gentleman, you're everything? How could they?"
"Woah woah, did you just call me hot?"
"I'm only saying the truth, besides, if you weren't hot you can't be an idol,"
"Sohee's an exception, he's cute as fuck."
"There's always an exception," she smiled, heading to their seat. "Oh look they're sitting beside each other! Our plan worked letsgo!!" Seunghan smiled.
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Seriously what the fuck. Anton was one more jumpscare away from dying, how could anyone enjoy this? He was holding everything in him to not scream, and it was only 27 minutes until now, oh how would he even manage anymore?
Unbeknownst to him however, the girl beside him could sense the fear lingering in the boy, so almost immediately, she said. "Anton, hold my hand if you're scared, it'll be alright, it's just a movie."
She didn't give him even a second to respond as before he could say anything, his left hand had already been entwined with her left. He could feel the callous on her skin- from her playing her guitar probably, but it was still somehow soft and gentle. Like an assuring feel that nothing would happen to him.
Anton's heart still raced, but now it wasn't because of fear.
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"Please that movie was ass," Wonmee remarked as the group was walking back to the dorm, which was quite close. "I know right, like the jumpscares were cheap as shit."
"I agree, like the cinematography should've been done better to compliment the acting for god's sake."
The three (Anton didn't speak, still reminiscing holding his crush's hand) continued to talk about the movie until they began walking past a 7/11.
"Gyuri Park? Is that you?" Gwen stopped in her tracks, turning back to look at her biggest nightmare. "Ah so it is you," a boy walked over to her, turning her around, getting ahold of her right hand.
"Minjae just leave us be."
"Ah so your hand and your voice both work well now?" He smirked still not letting go. "Let go of her you asshole." Wonmee came in front, shoving him aside.
"Oh Gyuri, you now have other friends and not just that loser boy, hot friends might I add." Minjae said checking out wonmee.
"Just shut up dude," Seunghan said in anger. "Ah you still have guy friends, guess you're still a slut huh?" Minjae only looked at Gwen, who had tears welling up in her eyes.
"Aww jagi, don't cry," he mocked, caressing her cheek. "Don't touch me, you creep," Gwen managed to shout, swatting his hand away.
"Oh feisty, guess you became like this to be more like my type right?" The bully kept laughing as his two other friends joined in, much to the four's despise.
"You know what, just fuck off." Anton pushed the boy, who was shorter than him, alas, Minjae punched him back, almost toppling him to the ground.
"Don't fucking touch him ever again, you jerk," Gwen kicked his shin before taking Anton's hand and running away.
"Guys come quick!"
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"Gwen who was that?"
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Taglist: @seolboba (comment if you wanna be added !!)
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The Buffy Re-watch: S2E6 (part 2)
Halloween
Buffy looks good in her costume, as does Willow.
Correct reaction Xander on both counts.
Cordy is confusing, Oz thinks so too.
Who gives toothbrushes to kids on Halloween? And how many did they buy to be able to give out to kids? Like did they buy a few shop's stock of them? Are they dentists so they are able to get them in bulk, if that's a thing? Just get candy, it would be easier and cheaper.
What was the point of Ethan's plan? Just complete chaos with no actual goal? Just doing it for shits and giggles. Not judging, just curious.
Willow is a ghosty, Xander is an army man, and Buffy is an 18th century noble woman. This is going to be fun.
To someone from the 18th century a car would seem like a demon. Sort of reminds me of the Star Trek: TNG episode where Picard had to convince a group of proto Vulcans that he wasn't a god. Specifically, the conversation he has with one of the villagers about how technology has advanced and how it might appear to others from the past. To an 18th century woman, a car could be seen as something horrible and evil because she can not comprehend the technology, just like in Star trek where Picard was believed to be a god because his crew saved someone's life. Does that make sense? Because it does to me, but I know that not everyone might follow what I'm saying.
And after only a few seconds of 18th century Buffy, Willow is already done with her shit.
'Who died and made her the boss?' Well, Willow technically died and since she was the only one who remembered her own name when she got turned into a ghosty, she got to be the boss.
Spike loves the chaos.
Has Giles been oblivious to the chaos this whole time?
Cordelia is good at recaps, Very succinct. Hey maybe she should do the intro recaps.
How and when did someone get in to the Summer's house basement? That made no sense to me. They just hide in there until someone happened to be around for them to come out and kill them? I know it's a fantasy, horror show, but come on. Because there's no way Angel would have left the door open when he walked in and he would never have let anyone follow him in. And before Angel got there, they locked the place down. So, someone give me a realistic answer to this, please. I'm struggling for one.
Giles is curious as to how Willow's costume makes her a ghosty. It's a fair question since he probably never saw her before the trick or treating started.
Giles goes quite at the name Ethan. He has good reasons to.
Spike rounding up mini demons to hunt Buffy.
Larry the Pirate from earlier is now an actual gross pirate.
Janus- the Roman God with 2 faces. In season 1 episode 3 of Sherlock, this particular god was used as the name of the hire car company that Sherlock and John investigate.
'Hello Ripper.' Damn, Giles has a dark past we don't know about. We'll find out in 2 episodes time.
Xander gets revenge on Larry the Pirate. Okay, but still needs to work on his issue of feeling inadequate.
Cordy still doesn't believe hat Angel is a vampire?
Angel just picks up Buffy, sweet.
Giles has been hiding a lot of himself from Buffy and friends.
Spike, if you're going to kill someone do it quickly, because at any second the tables could turn and you will get your ass handed to you.
'Hi honey, I'm home.' See, I get that you want to savour the moment but if your goal is to kill someone, don't talk, just do. Think of all the heroes who would have died if the villains didn't monologue. But also slight parallel here as Spike will being saying this to Buffy in season 7 episode 21.
Ethan disappears and Spike knows when to get the hell out of Dodge. Self preservation skills.
I like that after this entire night Willow feels confident to wear her outfit without the ghosty costume. It's a great look for her and Oz likes it too. It's the second time he notices her.
Angel hated women from his time. We could have saved so much trouble if we knew this earlier. The scene between Angel and Buffy is cute, I won't deny that. And Buffy is just as pretty in a tank top and sweatpants as she was in her costume.
Ethan is gone for now, but the look on Giles' face, damn that's dark. He really doesn't want people finding out about his past. I mean, you really wouldn't want anyone to find out if your secret was as bad as his is. Which we will find out about in 2 episodes time. I seriously thought that gap between these was bigger for some reason.
Okay, that's it for this episode. Tomorrow, Buffy has an unexpected visitor with some shady shit going on.
#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers#rupert giles#willow rosenberg#xander harris#angel#cordelia chase#spike#btvs s2#buffy rewatch#tv show thoughts
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15 Questions!~
1. Are you named after anyone?
Yes! My mother named both me and my sister after Very Popular Characters on her Very Popular Late 1980s Daytime Soap Opera. Then she named my brother after MacGyver.
2. When was the last time you cried?
bachelor party mushroom trip bath time last weekend (it was a joyous cry)
3. Do you have kids?
No, and no interest personally. I have two nieces and a nephew. My partner and I are considering fostering older kids/teens when we're in our 40s/50s but that remains to be seen.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Not often, and when I do it's almost exclusively purposely meant to fall Very Flat (I have been told I have some sort of sense of humor by my friends but none of us can figure it out).
5. What sports do you play/have you played?
My grandfather was convinced that since I was tall for a preschooler that I would end up as a basketball player and tried to encourage me and my sister to take up basketball as children (taking us to college games, playing with us at the local park, etc) but I ended up more of a 'scrambling through creeks before spending hours being weird at the library' kind of kid. In high school, I did enjoy dance, badminton, and field hockey when forced to do so through p.e. classes, but I'm. not sports.
6. Whatâs the first thing you notice about other people?
Oh yikes, it depends on the circumstances? If I'm meeting someone new at a familiar place among familiar people, usually how they interact with people that I know? What their body language conveys about a relationship or acquaintanceship, I guess. If it's an entirely new person in a neutral environment, like at work, probably still body language, but I'd be checking more for like, how nervous they are to determine what kind of tone to take with them (I worked in a government office for Official Technical Stuff and there's a lot of people who are Very Unsure about what they ~should be doing).
7. Scary movies or happy endings?
Oh, scary movies. Happy endings are great but I tend to prefer media that just coincidentally doesn't have them? (so when I *am* enjoying something that *does* have a happy ending, it's so much sweeter). However, I love being spooked and I am *very* easily spooked so like, you can find me watching horror movies from a distance in my kitchen with all the lights on, and the sound turned off during the really scary bits and I'll be like, making food to combat the terrors - having a fucking fantastic time actually.
8. Any special talents?
Good memory for things I have written down.
9. Where were you born?
California, baby!
10. What are your hobbies?
playing barbies and falling into research holes
11. Do you have any pets?
I have two cats :) They are Very Neurotic.
12. How tall are you?
13. Fave subject in school?
I mean, I really enjoyed majoring in community development (focus on urban planning, but the public engagement bits of that were really fun), but if we're talking like, high school, definitely drama. Like, yes, it was mostly just my friends and I fucking around for an hour during school and however many hours after school, but I genuinely enjoyed the academic bits of it when my teacher still pretended to give at least somewhat of a fuck before she checked out entirely in my last two years in it. Language and literature classes were usually pretty fun, especially in community college (shout out to my Russian lit course for being Wild and to that time that I took a required English class that was taught by a teacher whose background was poetry). OH AND THIS INSTITUTIONAL ECON CLASS I TOOK-
14. Dream job?
Don't believe in 'dream' jobs but in a situation where I was still forced to rely on working to survive but I could do whatever I wanted, I'd love to like just wear a bright vest and hang out on public transportation and give people information on transit routes and destinations. Please let me help the tourists. They need help.
15. Eye colour?
that fucky 'grey' color which means I can't fucking see shit when it's bright out because i'm squinting too much
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i mentioned in the tags of my last post that I watched bride of frankenstein (1935) for my horror film class this past week, and iâve been thinking a lot about it, specifically through a queer reading lens, as preparation for when we talk about it in class⌠and this morning, it led me to notice something neat on a kind of meta level that the movie does. spoilers ahead if you care.
the basic plot is that henry frankensteinâs old disgraced college professor, dr. pretorius, wants to partner up with him to create a mate for the monster. henry keeps turning him down, so Dr. P starts working on it on his own, planning to eventually force henryâs hand. meanwhile, the monster is trying to just live in the world and find a place in it, but everyone only sees him as, well, a monster, something evil to be destroyed (except for a blind man whom he forms a cute friendship with before having to leave him behind).
but then, when the monster goes to hide in a crypt, he finds Dr. P, chilling there having a meal after doing some grave-robbing, as ya do. and Dr. Pâs like, âah hey, itâs you! come eat with me, friend :) you know, you seem lonely. you know what you need? a partner, made from the same stuff as you. letâs see what we can do about that.â
so, the thing happening here that caught my eye is that Dr. P is actively doubling himself with the monster. Dr. P enters this film seeking a partner who will understand him and work with him, someone whoâs gone down the same road, someone (metaphorically) made of the same stuff. now, in this meeting with the monster, he uses the monsterâs loneliness for his own ends by projecting that same desire for an equal partner onto the monster. (and the fact that itâs specifically a romantic relationship bolsters the queer reading but thatâs for another discussion)
and this in itself is interesting, that Dr. P does this doubling himself (kind of like when the villain says âweâre not so different, you and iâ, but not as directly stated, at least in this instance, and to different ends). but itâs especially interesting in the context of how the film ends.
in short, the attempt to create a bride for frankenstein(âs monster) who will love and understand him fails, arguably framed as an inevitability. this convinces the monster that there is no place in the world for him, so he pulls the switch in the lab that blows the whole place up (because of course they have that).
he lets henry, his creator, leave with his fiancĂŠ elizabeth. but he makes Dr. P stay. he says, âwe belong dead.â
in other words, the monster sees himself in Dr. P, just as Dr. P primed him to for the sake of bonding with and using him. and therefore, when the monster decides âi must dieâ, by the same logic, he declares Dr. P must too.
in other other words, Dr P. doubling himself with the monster tied their fates together. when the monster became marked as doomed, he was marked as well, indirectly by his own hand.
and i think thatâs a fascinating concept. and i feel like there have to be other examples - character a goes âhey, character b, youâre like me :)â only for character b to later decide âi have to die - and you, you who share my flaw(s), you have to die as wellâ; or for some third party to come to that conclusion about character b and then apply the same logic to character a who, if not for the connection they declared and fostered, otherwise would have been spared⌠but iâm struggling to come up with examples right now, so if other people have any, please share!
#bride of frankenstein#narrative nonsense#the closest example i can think of rn is flowey in no mercy#who believes the returned chara has come to the same worldview as him (with the player pushing them further and further toward that point)#only to realize right at the end what that actually means and be doomed because of it#the only thing is that chara doesnât die as well#though they do kind of resign themself to being a demon and existing in an empty void. so#close enough?#moral of the story: be careful when youâre a character in a story who you recognize/declare as a foil#always be on the lookout for those ânot making it out of this storyâ red flags
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Let me remind you of one canonical moment before we finally meet SeĂąor Zorro.
"There goes a man!" Gonzales cried, flourishing his arms. "He is my friend, that caballero, and I would have all men know it! He seldom wears a blade, and I doubt whether he can use oneâbut he is my friend! The flashing dark eyes of lovely seĂąoritas do not disturb him, yet I swear he is a pattern of a man!
Music and the poets, eh? Ha! Has he not the right, if such is his pleasure? Is he not Don Diego Vega? Has he not blue blood and broad acres and great storehouses filled with goods? Is he not liberal? He may stand on his head or wear petticoats, if it please himâyet I swear he is a pattern of a man!"
Š "The Curse of Capistrano" (1919) by Johnston McCulley, Chapter Two
Ladies and gentlemen, if the director intended to film McCulley's novel (and then it was a film adaptation we were talking about), then he needed an actor who would look both convincing in the role of a bandit and in the role of young man who would look beautiful in petticoats :) Good film adaptation, in my humble opinion, should convey spirit of the novel, even if a book plot is somewhat different from a movie one.
(I really want to make jokes about this photoshoot, but I wonât. Probably, the shoot replaced that remark about petticoats ;)
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For the first time, Zorro appears unexpectedly for viewers, and the first three scenes with him are short and without background (we are not told how Diego came up with the image of Zorro, where his lair is located, etc.). This can be explained by the lack of screen time, but, on the other hand, it emphasizes the "ghostly" nature of Zorro.
This Zorro comes upon you like a graveyard ghost and like a ghost he disappears.
First appearance. I would like to note the elegance of the rider and the successful choice of a black stallion. Of course, this is a matter of taste, but this Zorro looks daring and, more importantly, he looks more like a vengeful spirit than a man. It's midday, hot in a village-like pueblo, dusty soldiersâand suddenly, out of nowhere, a man in black appears, an elusive man in a mask.
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Second appearance. This time, Zorro looks exactly like a bandit and acts like a bandit: his face is hidden by a scarf, he intimidates the Alcalde and his wife, robs them (even takes Inezâs necklace), after which, grinning, he rides away. It is unlikely that Diego could have acted really ignoblely, but, be that as it may, in this scene he doesn't spare the corrupt Alcalde and his depraved wife. El Zorro is dangerous, ironic, vicious.
Third appearance. Zorro (again in a mask) appears in the Alcalde's office to tell him that he must leave for Spain, and Don Alejandro Vega must take his previous position.
In addition to the beautiful candlesticks and nice embroidery on the Alcalde's suit (ha-ha), I'd like to note the excellent operator's work. The beginning of this scene is reminiscent of films of the suspense genre or even mystic horror movies: a candle is extinguished, a man in black appears from the shadows, and then disappears into them. (For the first time, I'm glad that I'm watching the original black and white version, and I am able to fully appreciate the creepy impression that Zorro produces when he wants to. Perhaps this kind of suspense was irrevocably gone along with the Golden Age of Hollywood...)
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