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Food for the Soul
pairing: Bryce Lahela x GN!Reader word count: 2.7k warnings: none, nothing but fluff ao3 link summary: In which Bryce tries his very best to make you a cake.
There are times where you like to believe you're a somewhat patient person. A strong person, even, if you're feeling particularly modest. You've endured countless situationsâcountless patientsâthat have grated at the very cells of your nerves. Have driven you to the brink and back, have made the bitter and acrid taste of anger familiar, and yet, somehow, you have always pulled through. You're just resilient like that.
So this... this should be no different.
The plastic chair you're sitting in is too big, too damned slippery, and with each move you make it feels like you're right on the edge of falling and landing on your ass. No matter how much you try, no matter how much you wriggle and squirm, you can't get comfortable. It only adds to the irritation that's been clogging your veins like viscous motor oil. It's not that you're mad, per se.
You're just... tired.
The exhaustion you feel is all-consuming, like a parasite that's nestled and burrowed its way in your brain. It lingers in your heavy limbs, in your leaden tongue that has you slurring with every word you speak. With every shuddery breath, with every burdensome blink, you feel as if you are one step closer to escaping into the arms of Hypnos.
But he must have other plans for you because a ragged sigh soon escapes you, and you take that moment to focus outward, to focus on the hundreds of people milling about around you. Blips of different conversations are sparking in your ears and dancing in your skull, but the words are muddled, too jumbled by the static that resonates in your head. You're not sure what time it is, probably late in the afternoon if the darkening of the sky is anything to go by, but what you do know is that you are ready to leave.
Like, yesterday.
Today was meant to be a restful one, a rare day off for you to lounge around lazily at Bryce's apartment and do not a damned thing.
It is your birthday, after all.
You're not ashamed to admit that your mind had wandered while you were at work. Would you two go out to dinner? Have another late-night rendezvous at a go-kart track, or perhaps a quiet night in? Maybe even something a bit more salacious, something that would have the night ending with a pleasurable sigh leaving your lips and your name on his. But instead of all those potential wonderful things, you've been... here. At the mall.
At least you're not alone.
Keiki is sitting across from you, watching as you pick forlornly at the pizza you had bought earlier. The grease clings to your fingertips like the hunger that's sticking to your ribs, but you can't find it within yourself to eat. Eating would involve moving, moving would involve expending energy, and you must conserve that energy lest your eyes fall shut.
A low murmur of your name has you looking up, and what you see has a fond smile tugging at your lips.
Keiki's eyes are crinkled as she looks over you, lower lip caught between her teeth. Her arms are crossed like they always are, but this time, you can see the tips of her fingers digging into her biceps. There's a rigidness to her posture, one that's so unlike her, and it doesn't take a diagnostician to deduce what's wrong with her.
She's worried.
Regardless of how she likes to play it off with quick quips or compliments that somehow always border the line of mocking, you've grown close to Keiki.
It's all for everyone to see if they just know where to look. The competitive game nights that end in laughter, the late-night astrology talks, even moments where she shares small tidbits of her home life. Her walls are always up, protected by the barbed wires composed of her scathing wit and sarcasm. But there are times, like now, where you'll find a door with your name on it, unlocked just for you at that particular moment.
One day, you hope she'll give you a key.
Not wanting her to fret anymore than she already has, you smile.
"I'm alright." You placate, pushing the plate of pizza away. "Just a bit tired."
It's an understatement to say the least, but it's not one you're willing to admit aloud. Your night shift had started out relatively normal, the lull in patients a welcome reprieve, but come afternoon, you couldn't tell if the blurring of your eyes was from sheer exhaustion or tears of frustration. Probably both, but she doesn't need to know that.
Keiki only narrows her eyes. You can tell she doesn't believe you, and you can't really find it within yourself to blame her. What she sees in front of her is the epitome of exhaustion: droopy eyes, a slouched posture, a barely concealed yawn escaping from the recesses of your mouth. She stares at you for what you know is only a few moments, but she somehow manages to make it feel like hours under her piercing gaze.
With a quick bob of her head, the plastic chair scrubs against the floor as she stands up. "Come on, we're going home."
That perks you up a bit.
"Waiâwhat?" Perhaps not the most eloquent stringing of words you've put together, but when you're practically running on fumes, who can really blame you?
"Home," she enunciates. "You know, that place where you and Bryce like to act like you haven't seen each other in years, but in reality, it's only been like"âshe checks her watchâ"two minutes at the most?" She shakes her head, looking at you in mock pity as she tries to fight off what you know is a shit-eating grin. "Like lovesick teenagers. I'll never understand it."
You ignore her statement, trying even harder to ignore the heat you feel across your cheeks. You guys aren't that bad. Sure, maybe there was that one time where Bryce serenaded you with the cheesiest love song your ears had ever heard, and it probably doesn't help that you sang along, but does that really count as being 'lovesick teenagers'?
The answer that conjures in your mind doesn't fall in your favor.
"Anways!" you say quickly, averting your gaze, but you don't miss how Keiki preens at your embarrassment. "What about the surprise you guys are planning?"
Keiki snorts. "We're not 'planning' anything." Bending down, she picks up the white bags by her side. "I told you, I wanted to show you the new game store." She even shakes the bags for emphasis.
"Oh, really?" you ask, grinning as you look down at your watch. "We stayed in that store for over an hour! You wouldn't even let me leave!" Her insistence of just one more game, please! left you in the store for hours, and you'd be happy if you never saw another board game for the rest of your life.
She pouts. "I just wanted to spend time with you on your birthday," she counters, her voice barely above a whisper.
Oh, she's good.
The downcast look, the averting of her eyes, the low pitch of her crestfallen tone. She paints the perfect picture of innocence, and you're not ashamed to admit she does it well.
"You're so full of shit!" you accuse, but your voice is soft, fond, the hint of a smile creeping at the edges of your lips.
She only grins, giving a casual shrug at the unveiling of her ploy. "Look, even if we were planning anything, which we're not"âshe winksâ"it's not going to matter if you can't keep your eyes open long enough to enjoy it."
Keiki makes a fine point. You've trudged throughout the mall for what has felt like an eternity, and as much as you like spending time with Keiki, you also like being in the loving arms of your bed. With that thought in mind, you stand up from your chair and stretch. The cracking and popping of your joints feel therapeutic, remedial, and you welcome the slight boost of energy that it gives you. Pushing in your chair, you grab the paper-thin plate that contains your pizza and start walking towards the exit.
"Are you... are you taking that pizza with you?" she asks, frowning. "It's kind of been sitting there for a while."
You feel your cheeks heat. "Hey, I paid like... 4 bucks for this. I'm not letting it go to waste." As if you could on your salary.
Keiki only raises a hand in a placating gesture. "Not judging, just... curious."
Even though you don't particularly believe that, you make no comment, instead just focusing on putting one foot in the front of the other. It's not long before you feel Keiki nudging you with her elbow, and you frown at the slight grimace that mars her face.
"We weren't that obvious, right?"
She startles at the loud snort that escapes you, huffing in offense when a grin forms on your lips. You don't think they could've made it any more obvious.
. . .
When you had arrived earlier at Bryce's apartment, dead set on keeling over in his bed, you were immediately bombarded with pleas to just leave.
Go out and enjoy your birthday. Do you really wanna spend the entire day cooped up here?
The answer to his question was a loud and resounding Yes!, but you couldn't help but notice just how wrong his smile was. It was an easy, carefree thing, but... stilted, strained. There was an edge to his smile, something akin to panic in those brown eyes. It also didn't help that he was slowly inching you closer and closer to the door. Keiki was tugging incessantly at your hand, claiming there was a new store in the mall that was selling a new board game she wanted to try.
Much to their relief but much to your chagrin, you relented.
. . .
The memory makes your steps lighter, the haze around your head just a bit clearer. To love and be loved is a wonderful thing, and there's not a day that goes by where you're not grateful for them being in your life. You pinch your fingers together until there's barely any space left between them. "Just a bit."
She flushes.
You're quick to reassure her, waving away her worries like lingering smoke in the air, "Oh, don't be embarrassed. I'm sure whatever you guys have planned, it'll be great."
After all, what could go wrong in the span of a few hours?
. . .
The first thing you notice is that it most assuredly is not great.
"Keiki, I said at least not for anoâbabe!"
Bryce is standing stock-still in the center of the living room, the very image of a Greek god. But while you may believe that Bryce has an Adonis level of attractiveness, you're pretty sure it's not the cause of why your eyes are beginning to well with tears. The apartment looks foggy, smokey, and you fan the air in front of you as you step closer to him.
That's when you see it.
Balloons.
An alarming amount of balloons in a myriad of colors are pinned to the ceiling, the curtains, all with the Rod of Asclepius printed on them. A banner hangs pitifully on the wall behind the sofa with big, chunky letters screaming HAPPY BIRTHDAY at you, and you notice that your name is written at the bottom in loopy cursive. You're pretty sure that it's Bryce's handwriting, but that's not the worst part.
There's flour. Everywhere. Especially on Bryce. His clothes are saturated with flour, the black apron he wears even more so. When you squint, you make out small specks littered throughout his hair, clinging to his eyelashes like fallen snow. Before you can even sputter out a befuddled What the hell?, Bryce sidles up to you, nearly losing his balance on the wooden floor. He's wringing his hands, a rare nervous energy radiating off of him in waves.
"Babe!" Bryce bellows, cringing at the crack in his voice. He's smiling at you, but it's a shell of his usual megawatt grin, and the chuckle he lets out is strained, like he had to physically drag it out of himself. He lets his gaze drift towards his sister. "Keiki," he says pointedly, to which she only shrugs. There's tension between them, so thick it almost seems palpable, their gazes never wavering.
Until Keiki sighs loudly, rolling her eyes.
"What was I supposed to do?" She tosses her bags on the couch. "Hold them hostage?"
She only smirks at Bryce's sputtering and while you normally find their bickering amusing, you know from experience that if you don't put a stop to it now, it will only continue well into the night.
"Bryce?" you ask, tone light. "What... what happened here?"
"Well..." he trails off, averting his gaze. "Lets just go to the kitchen."
You all walk towards the kitchen, noticing that the closer you get, the pungent smell of smoke intensifies. And the kitchen... well, it's a mess.
There are pots and pans strewn throughout the kitchen, each one dirtier than the last. There's flour on the countertops, batter on the shelves, what you hope is frosting on the floor.
And then you see it.
On the stove top, resting on a glass plate that you know has never seen the light of day, is a cake. The first thing you notice is that it's lopsided, burnt edges peaking out from beneath what you know is your favorite frosting. It's hideous, but there's something oddly charming about it. Is this what it means to 'make something with love'?
"Look," Bryce starts, running a hand through his hair. It causes the flour in his hair to streak, and you don't miss how Keiki tries to stifle a giggle. "I know it's not the best, butâ"
You don't let him finish, instead rushing to throw yourself at him, your apology low and murmured at the oomph he lets out. You two nearly collapse on the floor as you wind your arms around him. Squeezing tight, you bury your face into his neck, and beneath everything that you smellâbeneath the burnt cake, the expensive shampoo he splurges on, you smell home.
You feel at home.
It's the same feeling when you wake up next to him, his face bathed in the early morning light, when your lips meet in a slow dance that only you two know the steps to, when his words are the only thing keeping you afloat as the foundation around you crumbles. You love this man and you wonder if he knows, if he feels the same way you do.
"I knew I did a good job," he beams, his hands a warm weight as they settle on your waist, thumb brushing a small sliver of exposed skin.
"They haven't even tasted it," Keiki mutters.
Bryce sighs loudly, "Why are you still here?"
Untangling yourself from him, you rummage around in the drawers until you find a fork. You tear off a sizeable chunk, popping it in your mouth.
You try to keep a straight face.
It's... it's terrible.
The cake is dry, the frosting gritty, and the overwhelming taste of burnt cake settles heavily on your tongue. You try to school your face into one of neutrality, but if Bryce's wince is anything to go by, you don't think you're doing a very good job.
"Look, I know it's terrible," Bryce whines, a crestfallen look on his face. "I just... wanted to do something special for you. I wanted your birthday to be perfect." His frown upticks into a small smile and he winks, "Like you."
You ignore Keiki's gagging in the background, instead focusing on the heat in your cheeks.
There's a comforting warmth in your heart, and you can't help but to think just how far you've truly fallen for this man, of how far you've come with each other. Even though those 3 words haven't been spoken yet, you've come to realize that with every loving touch, in every heady kiss and whispered affection, Bryce shows his love through his actions.
You take a look around the apartment, at the birthday decorations, at the multiple attempts of cake making. It's perfect, and truthfully? You wouldn't have it any other way.
Keiki steps forward. "So... should we just go buy a cake?"
Bryce doesn't even say a word as he walks to the fridge and opens it, pulling out a single layer cake.
He gives a cheeky grin. "Next year will be better, I promise."
You smile, giddy at the idea.
You can't wait.
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playing open heart after watching house md is so funny to me because dr ramsey just tore mc a new one for annie going into anaphylactic shock because of the treatment but likeâŚthatâs step one of any dr. house case is to almost kill the patient to rule out the initial treatment theoryâŚchill dude sheâll be fine
#i jest obviously theres a reason house is known for medical malpractice#hate crimes md#playchoices open heart#open heart#house md#my posts
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Day 5: After Hours: Romance & Personal
Day 5 - April 5 - After Hours: Romance & Personal Life
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It's Christmastime - and Ethan is thoroughly unimpressed. Luckily, he has Kaycee to turn that around - but can she make it happen?
Book: Open Heart Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x Kaycee MacClennan (F!MC) Rating: Teen Words: 1,411 Summary: See above.
A/N: Participating in @choicesholidays winter event - New Traditions - they have a few in here! :) Also, @choicesdecember2024, I think Miracle is the best match! lol
The line felt like it stretched the entire length of the mall, accompanied by all the annoyances that came with it: frazzled parents, sugared-up kids, and the occasional beleaguered adult questioning their life choices. It didnât take long to determine what group a tall, scowling doctor with his arms crossed in front of his chest belonged to. Ethan Ramsey was firmly in the last group, and Kaycee couldnât have been more amused.
He should have expected this, she thought; after all, this was their second Christmas together, and he had already survived year one at her side. She smiled at him, the picture of holiday cheer in her red sweater adorned with tiny reindeer. That sweater wasnât a split-second decision. No, Kaycee had taken months to find the perfect design and purchased two, one for each of them. Ethan was wearing his, too. It would be visible if he took off his leather jacket, but he had made it clear before they left his condo... he was NOT taking off his leather jacket.
Kayceeâs eyes were full of mischief as she gently nudged him with her elbow. âYouâre awfully quiet today,â she said with a slight smile.
Ethan let out an exasperated sigh. âYou dragged me here against my will. Canât you just enjoy my silent suffering?â
Chuckling, she stepped closer and leaned into his side. âStop it, grumpy! You enjoy this, too! Youâre just too much of a curmudgeonly old man to admit it!â
He arched an eyebrow, looking at her with a frown. âNegative,â he deadpanned.
âYes, you absolutely are!â Kaycee insisted. âYouâre so lucky to have me here to fix all this bah-humbug of yours! Besides... remember what I promised you later... if  youâre a good sport.â
His demeanor seemed to change on a dime, the corners of his mouth twitching upward despite himself. He leaned in close and whispered so only she could hear him. âI seem to remember a promise that involved scanty red lingerie and mistletoe. Can you remind me of the other details again? It might make this whole experience a little more bearable?â
âSorry, babe,â she answered with amusement. âThere will be no reward until we finish the task at hand, and your chances are better if you do it with a smile on your face.â
The line continued to shuffle forward at an excruciatingly slow pace, and though he tried to contain it, Ethanâs grumbling continued. âThis is ridiculous.â âYou realize weâre adults, Kaycee.â âWe really donât belong here.â
She bit her lip to refrain from laughing, her amusement growing with each mumbled complaint. She peeked ahead and saw it wouldnât be much longer; the jolly man in red was getting closer with every step. âStop it, Ethan! You know Iâm right about this.â
âRight? Right about what?â
âThat this is going to be fun. Admit itâdeep down, youâre excited.â
Ethan snorted. âThe only thing Iâm excited about is how youâll be repaying me later.â
She looked up at him with a smirk and playfully punched his arm. âIf you keep torturing me here, I may just renege on my promise!â
Ethan looked stricken. âYou wouldnât!â
Kaycee didnât get a chance to answer as they finally reached the front of the line, where an overly excited elf dressed in green and red tights greeted them with an almost eerie smile. âHi there! Are we going for the basic photo package or the deluxe? The deluxe comes with extra prints, digital downloads, and even a festive frame!â
Before Ethan could say a word, Kaycee jumped in. âDeluxe, please. I want as many prints as possible to send to all our friends and family.â
Ethanâs eyes went wide. âThat was not part of the deal,â he protested.
Kaycee remained the picture of holiday bliss when she smiled at his side. âEthan, but itâs Santa!â
How had he ended up here? He was almost forty. He should be home with a glass of spiked eggnog by the fireplace. He ran a hand down his face and grumbled. âThis is absolutely absurd.â
He was about to complain more when a tiny voice from behind interrupted him. Ethan felt the little hand tugging at his jacket just before the words hit his ear. âMister, are you saying you donât believe in Santa Claus?â
Ethan froze, turning to find a little boy of no more than six staring up at him. His wide eyes were filled with innocence, almost begging Ethan to offer a reassuring response. Ethan glanced at the boy and then at his parents, standing behind him. They watched with an amused expression as they waited for his reply.
Ethan hadnât asked for it, but in that moment, memories from his own childhood rose to the surface. When he was about this boyâs age, he would spend his whole year compiling lists for Santa, three to be exact. One was a compilation of all the good things he had done, and the second was confessions of the not-so-good stuff. That one had an attachment with explanations and how he attempted to atone. Â Â Then, there was his Christmas wish list. Each year, when he wrote it, he was sure he wouldnât receive most of the things he asked for. He might have been young, but he was smart enough to know his family was struggling. He could tell when his Mom put an extra sweater on him instead of turning up the heat, when his dad insisted on taking extra shifts even though he was tired, and when his parents would put a few items back before they checked out at the grocery store. He was young but bright, and he knew.
Yet, every Christmas morning, it seemed like a miracle took place. He had no idea how it happened, but most, if not all, that he wished for would be wrapped beautifully under the family Christmas tree. Back then, he took that as proof positive that Santa was real. There was no other way. He hadnât thought about that for years, but standing before this little boy, he could feel the emotion welling inside.
There was magic during the holiday season. It didnât come from mythical creatures in red suits or tiny reindeer â but from the people who loved us the most. It came from parents who worked hard to create that magic, including his own parents, who did without themselves just to see the look in his eyes on Christmas day.
It came in the form of the beautiful woman beaming at his side. The one who knew him better than he knew himself and was not about to let him spend the rest of his days thinking wonder and hope were something that had died long ago. She insisted they had a place in his grown-up life, and looking at her now, it was apparent, the message was received.
He knelt down to the childâs level, his voice soft and tender, his eyes warm. âOf course I believe in Santa Claus. Santa is all about the magic of the holiday season. And you know what? That magic is real. One hundred percent real.â
The boyâs eyes sparkled with his reply. âReally? You mean it!â
Ethan nodded, wrapping his arm around Kaycee, who was beaming up at him with so much affection it made his chest tighten. âReally. Itâs all around us â itâs surrounding you and me.â
The boy grinned as he turned and hugged his parentâs knees, and Ethan met the gaze of the woman he loved. âYOU are all the magic I need,â he murmured placing a kiss atop her head. âThank you for reminding me of who I used to be.â
Kayceeâs eyes filled with tears as she held him tight, he didnât know it, but he had just given her the greatest gift of all.
âUhm, so... the pictures?â The now irritated elf asked.
âYou heard the lady,â Ethan stated. âThe deluxe package, in fact, make it two!â
Before they stepped into the winter wonderland that served as a backdrop to Santaâs throne, Ethan turned to Kaycee once more. âMerry Christmas, baby,â he said with a smile sheâd cherish for all time.
âMerry Christmas, Ethan,â she whispered back.
Ethan took her hand and led her down the candy cane-trimmed path toward Santa, knowing precisely what heâd say when the jolly man asked him what he wanted for Christmas. He already had his gift, and she was standing by his side.
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Hello and be welcome to the Choices MC Appreciation Week of 2025! Years ago, user beaumontbash created this wonderful event where we had the opportunity to gush and show off about the wonderful and rich MCs in the fandom, and I have decided to bring back this awesome tradition!
Before I give you the prompts, here's some ground rules and things to have in mind during the event:
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And now, onto the prompts...
Day One: Straight A+ Students
From The Elementalists, to Ride or Die, Roommates with Benefits, High School Story... Any MC who's a student, show them some love on this day!
Day Two: Terrific Heroes
From the It Lives Anthology, Terror Fest, Wake the Dead, Haunting of Braidwood Manor... Any MC who is involved in everything horror, today's your chance to show some love!
Day Three: Iconic Celebrities
From Platinum, Red Carpet Diaries, Hollywood U... Show some love to that MC that made it big!
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From Hero, to Endless Summer, to Blades of Light and Shadow, this is the day to show some love to those brave MCs!
Day Five: Nosy Detectives
From Veil of Secrets, Murder at Homecoming to Crimes of Passion, let us show some love to those MCs who always dig deeper
Day Six: Historic People
From Desire and Decorum to The Royal Masquerade to A Courtesan of Rome, today we show some love to those MCs who made history in the Choicesverse
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The event will be done on February, from the 3rd to the 9th! So start piling your MCs, dust off those WIPs and get ready!
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Celebrate YOUR Top 5 Creations of 2024
It's that time of year again where CFWC give you a chance to highlight your most popular fanworks -- Fanfics, Edits and Fanart -- on Tumblr (by notes) and the ones near and dear to your heart even if they didn't get the love they deserved, aka...
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how ethanmc singlehandedly increase edenbrook admission rates tbh
#took me TWO HOURS. but i wanted to test out the new tablet and i think it looks nice đ davina and ethan i miss u so bad...#im in oph bk2 rn and they literally act like clowns for that professionalism rule. they are so dear to me#ethan ramsey#ethan x mc#open heart#oph#playchoices#ysa.art
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Favorite Ex
Premise: Ethan runs into an old flame, and it brings some much-needed closure for both of them.
Book: Open Heart Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Cassie Valentine) Rating/Category: Teen. Angst. Words: 1,570
A/N: Submission for @choicesmonthlychallengenov2024 prompt day 26: "regret" and @choicesprompts Angstgiving prompt "what could have been"
Ethan Ramsey needed a drink.
The annual National Medical Symposium in Miami, with its focus on cutting-edge medical advancements, had been interesting enough. Still, the obsequious flattery that went hand in hand with his increasingly rare visits to medical conferences got on his nerves. He couldnât care less about what others wanted from him, but after all these years, he knew how to play the game.
Naveen would joke that with age, heâd gained maturity and wisdom. His wife would just snort and proceed to tease him about getting soft until he took her to bed just to prove her wrong.
She pushed him out of his comfort zone. And for her, he was willing to embrace the unknown.
A few years ago, he hadnât been so⌠flexible. He reflected absently, walking into the busy hotel bar and scanning the room for an empty seat.
Or as willing to admit that he needed someone to come home to. Someone who understood him and filled the empty holes in his heart. He couldnât deny it anymore, not even to himself.
Seeing a patron settle his tab and leave, he rushed to grab the padded bar stool. His shoulders dropped at the thought of sipping smooth whiskey while decompressing by exchanging sexy texts with his wife.
Shouldâve insisted she accompany me, Ethan thought wearily, raking one hand through his hair.
He placed his phone on the bar, smiling as he often did at the sight of their wedding picture on the screen. He traced one finger down her laughing face, the photo a reminder of the moment she'd insisted he smileâreally smileâfor once.
He wondered when heâd become such a sap. Maybe she was right, and he was getting soft in his forties.
âWhatâll be, sir?â The bartender asked hurriedly.
âWhiskey, neat.â
Ethan froze at the familiar voice behind him. He hadnât heard it in years, but heâd know it in a dark room with his eyes closed.
Surprise had him swiveling on the stool to face her. Sparkling green eyes met shocked blue ones.
The years fell away as if no time had passed since that fateful night at Donahueâs when sheâd correctly guessed his drink order on her first day as an intern at Bostonâs Edenbrook Hospital.
âAnd donât be stingy,â Dr. Cassie Valentine said, a smile tugging at her lips. âJudging by the look of him, itâs been a three-finger kind of day.â
âHello, Dr. Ramsey.â
Ethan opened his mouth to speak, but the words caught in his throat, refusing to come. He inclined his head in greeting instead, a poor acknowledgment of the woman whoâd been the first to breach through his walls.
The one whoâd made him break all his rules and not give a damn about the consequences.
His mind flooded with memories. The quiet intimacy of watching the snow fall outside as they cuddled after making love. The warmth of holding hands on their way to Derryâs for coffee and a stolen moment of peace. The thrill of sneaking glances across the diagnostic teamâs office despite their resolve to keep things strictly professional at work.
If it hadnât been for his temporary but all-consuming love affair with Cassie, would he have even given Joanna a chance?
Ethan hoped the answer was yes. He loved his wife, and it would be an incredible disservice to what they meant to each other for him to believe otherwise.
âStill a man of few words, I see,â Cassie teased as she slid into the empty seat beside him, resting her chin lightly on her hand.
âYou know me well,â he said gruffly, swallowing the lump that had lodged in his throat.
âI thought I did,â Cassie cooly inclined her head, but the laughter in her eyes betrayed her. âI still canât believe youâre here. Remember when we attended this conference when I was an intern?â She giggled. âYou hated every minute of it and werenât exactly shy about saying so.â
Ethan hunched his shoulders. âI wasnât that bad.â
He had a very different memory of that time. It had nothing to do with the symposium and everything to do with a moonlit balcony and his morals drowning in the heady scent of her perfume.
She rolled her eyes. âYes, you were!â
The bartender returned with his drink, setting the lone glass in front of Ethan. The man looked questioningly at Cassie, but she shook her head.
âNot in the mood?â Ethan asked as he lifted his glass.
âCanât,â she said, placing one hand on her belly.
Ethan stilled, a mix of complicated emotions he didnât dare examine too closely surging through him.
Whenever he thought of Cassie, which wasnât as often now as it had been in those early years, he still saw the resident who worked side by side with him during the day and slept in his bed at night.
The one heâd fallen in love with but could never confess the words to because there was a timer on their relationship. When her residency ended, sheâd move on, ready to conquer the medical world with her amazing diagnostics instincts. And heâd be left behind. Again.
So, heâd held back and let the words fade into the ether.
It had been for the best, Ethan reasoned. Her eventual departure hadnât lessened the hurt, but it had been cleaner.
He hadnât been looking for love again, but one day, he bumped into a red-haired chef at the farmerâs market, and his life tilted on its axis. Literally, in this case, since he found himself falling to the ground and grabbing her on his way down.
So, he burned his dreams of what couldnât be and allowed himself to believe in a new and permanent love.
In the last few years, heâd heard of Cassieâs accomplishments; her groundbreaking research, the accolades that followed. The diagnostic medical community was small, after all. Heâd felt pride at seeing her star rise, convincing himself that was all it was. Just pride. Nothing more.
Until now.
âCongratulations,â he said softly, the word heavier than it should have been.
He forced a smile, willing himself to ignore the ache that stirred, a reminder of what could never be. He had made peace with it. Or so he thought. Yet here she was, and peace felt like a lie.
âThanks,â Cassie said with a wistful smile. âIâm still in my first trimester, so weâre keeping it on the DL.â
She tilted her head, her gaze dropping briefly to the wedding ring on his left hand. âYouâre married?â
âYes. Two years next month.â
A silence fell between themâheavy, unfamiliar, and uncomfortably awkward. The rowdy laughter of a group of physicians erupted nearby, breaking through the tension like an unwelcome intrusion.
Cassie glanced toward the noise, her lips twitching into a faint, distracted smile before her gaze returned to him.
Ethan fought to keep his gaze steady, trying and failing to ignore the curve of her lips or the way her stylish blonde hair framed her timeless features. He remembered its softness against his skin as she nestled against him before drifting off to sleep, their hands still touching when they woke the next morning.
Joanna wasnât into cuddling. She was often too tired after a long night at the restaurant and preferred sleeping on her side, her back to him.
Until this moment, Ethan had forgotten he enjoyed the intimacy of a lover wrapped around him. Cassie had once called him a world-class snuggler, and heâd cherished the title as if heâd won a Nobel Prize.
They had been happy. So, why couldnât they make it work?
âAre you happy?â she asked eerily, picking up on his ambivalence.
He wanted to say yes. He was happy. Hadnât he been reflecting on just how much a mere ten minutes ago? So, why was he hesitating?
Shame spiraled through him. He adored Joanna, and he loved their life together.
And yet, a part of him still wondered about the road not taken. Maybe it was time he stopped.
He drew in a long breath. âWhat happened to us?â
Cassie slid him a guarded look. Her fingers curled and uncurled in her lap.
Ethan didnât think sheâd respond and opened his mouth to take the words back.
âYou never asked me to stay.â
He sat back, poleaxed.
âWe went from gold rush to cold touch,â Cassie said, sadness clouding her features. âAs my residency was ending, I could feel you slowly pulling away from me. And still, I waited for any word from you, something to give me hope that we had a future together.â
Ethan could hardly move, let alone speak at the confession.
âYou were my best nights and my worst. I cried myself for weeks after, and then I let us go.â
Cassie slid off the stool and smoothed down her dress. âIâm glad I ran into you. Iâve wanted to say these words to you for the longest time but never had the courage.â
Her eyes softened as she took a step back. âYou will always be my favorite ex. Goodbye, Ethan.â
And then she was gone, her scent lingering until that, too, was an ephemeral memory.
âAnd you will always be mine,â he uttered silently, reaching for the phone and the one he had chosen to be his forevermore.
He and Cassie were finally where they belonged. In the past.
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Reactions Over Text (Ethan x F!MC)
In which Ethan drops BIG news to Sienna over text message. (Text Mesage Edit)
Text exchange between Sienna Trinh (grey) and Ethan Ramsey (blue)
(15 seconds later)
Author's note: Get ready for the most thoroughly planned out proposal plan, Dr. R.
Ah, I missed this! I've been a bad, bad writer but it's only because I've been a good, good working adult (đ). Thank you if you read the whole thing!
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made a tiny character sheet for my open heart mc <3
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Choices Book Bingo Event
Hi everyone! It's @peonyblossom here with a super fun fall event, Choices Book Bingo (fall edition) :D
Rules
Check off a box by completing a Choices book that fits the prompt (current releases can count, as long as you're caught up on the book by the time the event ends, even if the book hasn't finished releasing)
Any book is fair game, but each book can only be used once
The event will run from September 1 - November 30
You can share bingo boards as you check off boxes, or you can wait until you have bingo to do so
I will reblog any bingo boards shared, but if it becomes too much I will switch to only reblogging boards with bingos
Tag @choicescommunityevents and/or @peonyblossom to submit
You can also use #ChoicesBookBingoFall24
If you have questions about any of the prompts, feel free to comment on this post or send an ask to @peonyblossom
#choices book bingo fall 24#playchoices#choices community events#peonyblossom#choices fandom events#the royal romance#the nanny affair#the freshman series#high school story#bloodbound#open heart#blades of light and shadow#the deadliest game
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IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE ETHAN????????????
also like not to mention that its CLEARLY ai
#he looks british (derogatory)#playchoices#open heart#âstubborn ethan must work with stubborn firefighter cheifâ unless they make out sloppy gaystyle that sounds so boring#you know what. ethan looks a little fat here and i love that for him actually <3 that man needs a little more meat on his bones#ethan ramsey
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who could have forseen this
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Happy Birthday to my beautiful Bryce Lahela đ
October 23 is his birthday in my AU so I'm happy to finally have been able to post something. It's not much but it's all I had time for!
A/N: The first post references the fic "Will You?"; The book featured in the second post is a customizable book by Wonderbly.
[Bryce Lahela x Olivia Hadley Masterlist]Â
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Thank you to @snoopdogcone for this prompt for @choicesprompts Angstgiving event. The prompt is highlighted in the text below.
Book: Open Heart (Book 2) Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x Casey MacTavish (F!MC) Rating: Teen Words: 3,363 Summary: Ethan's back from his mission in the Amazon rainforest, and it's time to face the wreckage he left behind.
A/N: Please note, this story is not part of my Ethan x Kaycee headcanon; it's part of my Casey MacTavish world where they are not end game.
@choicesmonthlychallengenov2024 - apology, regret
Casey was laser-focused on her task as she meandered through the packed maze of tables in Donahueâs beer garden. Nothing was going to come between her and her friends celebrating tonightâs victory properly, and securing a table was part of that goal. The place was packed, abuzz with the vibrant energy that seemed to define Boston during the final days of summer when the warm nights carried just a hint of the autumn breeze that would soon usher star-filled nights like this away. It seemed everyone had the same idea as they tried to soak in every last minute.
In the midst of clinking glasses, laughter, and the hum of dozens of conversations, Casey finally claimed victory. She flashed a bright smile when she spotted an empty table, waving furiously at her friends to join her. âHurry up!! Hurry!â she beamed. âItâs almost time!â
Everyone quickly assembled, slipping onto the benches with their drinks in hand; the excitement was palpable. âShould we do a countdown first?â Elijah asked.
âToo late for that!â Casey replied. âItâs midnight!!â
 âYeah! We made it!â Elijah howled with a raised glass. âIntern year is officially over!â
âAnd I say good freaking riddance!â Jackie chimed in. âWe made it, and we did it with our medical licenses intact to boot!â
âJackie!â Sienna frowned. âDonât even joke about that! I was so scared Casey was going to have to leave Edenbrook! Thatâs one part of the intern year I want to forget!â
âI wouldnât mind forgetting that part either,â Casey agreed. âBut despite the low moments, Iâll still look back fondly on this year. After all, itâs when I met all of you!â
âAwww,â Sienna smiled, giving her friend a quick squeeze.
But Jackie wasnât as moved. âHow many of those have you had?â She laughed, motioning toward Caseyâs empty glass.
Casey affectionately embraced her mortified friend. âJust enough to spill my emotions all over this table!â
Bryce arrived at the table and claimed the seat next to Casey, wrapping his arm around her waist as soon as he placed a fresh round of drinks on the table. âWell, it thatâs where you are now, Iâll have you dancing when you finish this one.â
âAs if getting me to dance is a struggle!â Casey chuckled. âBut this is my last drink. I have a big day ahead!â
âSure, rub it in!â Jackie smirked. âNow I can admit that part of me was hoping youâd lose your license because I would have swooped right in and taken your spot on the diagnostic team!â
âNot if I got to it first,â Elijah laughed, but his bright smile faltered when he glanced over Caseyâs shoulder. âSpeaking of the diagnostic team...â He nodded toward the entrance, and everyoneâs heads turned.
Sienna looked like she saw a ghost. âOh my gosh! Heâs back!â
While her response may have been a bit dramatic for Sienna, it didnât begin to express the turmoil stirring in Casey. The average person wouldnât have noticed; she did her best to remain composed even as her body went rigid and her heart pounded in her chest. After two long months of absence, Ethan Ramsey was back, walking toward them like it was any other day, as if he hadnât ripped Caseyâs heart out just months before.
âHe looks... different,â Sienna observed.
âWell, two months fighting an outbreak in the Amazon will do that to a person,â Jackie replied. Her eyes flickered in his direction, attempting to warn Casey that he was near.
But it was too late. He was already standing beside her, nodding a polite greeting to all, before his blue eyes locked on Caseyâs for the first time since he had promised her theyâd find a way to work things out.
âRookie...â he stated, his expression unreadable.
If his presence flustered Casey, she hid it well. âYouâre a bit too late for that, Dr. Ramsey,â she replied with a bravado she didnât know she had. âAs of sixty seconds ago, Iâm not a rookie anymore. Iâm officially a resident now.â
âIs that so?â he replied with a hint of a smile. âThen I take it you wonât be making any more rookie mistakes.â
âWell, Iâm not sure about that,â she shrugged as her irritation began to crack her unaffected veneer. âIf Iâve learned anything recently, itâs that everyone makes mistakes, world-renowned attendings included.â
The table went silent, the friends exchanging nervous looks as Sienna bit her lip. But if they were surprised by her candor, Ethan was not; it was one of the things he had come to admire in her. Clearing his throat, he replied calmly.
âI see,â he mumbled. âWell, Iâll let you and your friends get back to celebrating.â
A hush fell over the table when he turned and made his way toward the bar. Caseyâs eyes followed him as her friends remained in a state of shock. Jackie was the first to break the silence. âWell, that wasnât awkward or anything.â
Bryce tightened his grip around Casey. He knew this had to impact her more than anyone. After all, he was the one who had sat beside her night after night, listening to her cry and wiping away the tears that never seemed to stop. âHey, are you OK?â He whispered.
Casey looked at him with a forced smile and patted his knee. âYeah. Iâm... fine.â
Sensing her friendâs discomfort, Sienna quickly steered the conversation, and the friends continued chatting as if nothing happened. But Casey couldnât forget. Her eyes kept wandering back to the bar where Ethan sat in his usual spot â a seat so synonymous with him that it had remained conspicuously empty during his absence.
His expression was distant, and there was a heaviness to him that wasnât there before. Even Reggieâs lively banter didnât seem to impact his mood. He looked older... tired, as though the mission had taken more from him than anyone knew. Thatâs what Casey assumed it was as she looked his way. She may have been a brilliant diagnostician, but right now, her assessment couldnât have been further from the truth.Â
The night went on, and before they knew it, Reggieâs voice rang out. âAlright people! Last call. You ainât gotta go home, but you canât stay here!â
âAlready?â Casey groaned, her voice tightening. âNo! It just hit me... Iâm starting on the diagnostic team tomorrow!â
âRub it in, why donât you?â Elijah laughed as Bryce offered Casey words of reassurance.Â
âWell, Iâm not starting on the diagnostic team, but I still need some sustenance to get through,â Jackie announced. âYou guys want to hit the diner on the way home?â
âWhy donât you go ahead,â Casey replied. âI think Iâm going stay behind and touch base with Ethan about tomorrow.â
She stepped inside the bar cautiously, so quiet that Ethan didnât notice her until she took the stool beside him. âSo... that last call thing doesnât apply to you, huh?â she asked.
He turned to her, his eyes heavy with emotion, though his voice remained light. âReggie and I go way back. We have... an arrangement.â
âAn arrangement?â She half-laughed, her arm crossed protectively before her. âIs that what most people would call friendship?â
âI donât have friends, Casey,â he stated flatly before downing the remains of his drink. âBut I wouldnât mind you joining me if youâre so inclined.â
Casey sat in stunned silence. She had pictured the moment when he would return in her head all summer long. Through the heartbreak and tears, she had practiced the words she planned to say like a mantra. She had perfected them. Each word a unique piece of ammunition designed to pierce his heart the way his silent departure had shattered hers. She had dreamed about finally having the chance to unleash her fury. Letting him know just how much damage he had done, but now, sitting beside him, the words that were in her heart and mind refused to travel to her lips.
With an inaudible sigh, she diverted her eyes. âSure,â was all she could manage to say.
Ethan nodded with a look of both relief and fear in his eyes. He reached over the bar and grabbed a half-empty bottle of the barâs finest Scotch and two glasses. âHey, Reggie,â he yelled. âWeâre going to borrow this.â
âWhy donât we take this outside?â He said. âWinter will be here before you know it; we might as well enjoy it while we can.â
âSure,â she said again, angry at herself for her inability to say more. He hurt so badly and ran off to avoid the fallout left in its wake. He deserved to hear them. Yet, here she was, rendered silent, following him like a loyal pet shadowing its master.
They settled into two chairs beside the fire pit, its flickering light casting a warm glow between them. Ethan poured two drinks, handing one to Casey. When his fingers brushed hers, the simple touch sent a jolt through both of them. Casey wanted to down her drink in one gulp. But, if she wanted to be sober for this conversation, a sip would have to do.
âYou look great,â he said with a tentative smile.
âThank you. You look... different,â she replied, taking him in.
âDifferent?â he asked, his smile morphing into a full grin. âDifferent good, or different bad?â
âJust... different.â
âWell,â he admitted with a faint chuckle. âIâve been through quite a bit.â
âIâm sure,â she said, swirling her glass nervously. âWe all have. But, it was brave of you to go on that mission.â
Ethan choked on his drink, reflecting silently for a moment. âThat... that wasnât bravery, Casey.â
The look in his eyes launched a swell of emotions in Casey: anger, sympathy, fear, pain, and mingled with something else - something she thought she already buried. No wonder she couldnât lash out at him. She didnât want to feel it; she didnât want it to be there, but love was never something Casey MacTavish let go of easily. At that moment she knew, despite the anger and hurt, she knew the truth: she couldnât pull the trigger on him if she tried.
Eventually, the reality of the situation hit her like a wave. After all this time, he was here â sitting in front of her - and she deserved answers. Her voice shook as she spoke, each word filled with pain she had been carrying.
âYou left,â she said, her voice barely a whisper. âYou left without telling me. Ethan, you didnât say a single word.â
His expression crumbled, the weight of her accusation hitting him. He knew this confrontation was inevitable, but that did nothing to lessen its sting. Leaning forward, he braced himself; it was time to face the reckoning he always knew would come.
âCasey,â he started, his voice filled with regret. âI have no excuse to offer. I was... a coward. I didnât know what to do, so I ran... I had to. I knew that if I saw you... if we had talked...I...â His words trailed as he turned away, unable to face the look in her eyes.
âIf you came to me, you knew I wouldnât have let you go with so much unresolved between us,â she replied. âI would have supported your choice if you wanted to go, but I wouldnât let you use it as an excuse. I wouldnât have let you run away. You would have had to face things... face me.â
âYes,â he smiled sadly, âand thatâs why I just... left.â
His words felt like a slap on the face. Insult added to injury. Casey was done shielding him from the damage his actions had caused. It was time for him to see it all. A bitter laugh escaped her, echoing through the empty space.
âYes!â She shot back, her body trembling and her voice filled with rage. âYou just... left. Left me! I stood in a conference room with all the other interns when Naveen announced your departure. I got to hear it like I was just anyone else... like I meant absolutely nothing to you!â She shook her head, eyes burning. âYou told me weâd figure things out! You insisted weâd find a way to make it work, and I believed you! Then you were just... gone, without so much as a goodbye! Do you have any idea how much that hurt me, Ethan?â
âCasey, Iâm sorry,â he repeated, his voice and eyes filled with regret. âI know that was wrong. There is no excuse I can offer to make it right.â
âYou knew it was wrong?â she seethed. âYou knew! But then you remained silent the whole time you were gone? Two months, Ethan. Two whole months! I left you dozens of voicemails... I stopped counting how many texts I sent! Did you even listen to them? Did you hear the pain in my voice and choose to ignore me? Or did they mean so little that you just deleted them without a second thought?â
âCasey, donât say that,â he pleaded. âNothing you say could ever be meaningless to me.â
âThen why?â she demanded, her voice breaking as she fought back tears. âWhy didnât you contact me? You reached out to Naveen. You reached out to Harper. But me? Nothing!â She took a trembling breath. âYou just ghosted me... after everything weâve been through?â
âItâs precisely because of everything weâve been through that I didnât contact you,â he replied. âYou know the stakes, Casey! Weâre going to be working together - youâre reporting to me. Your professional development and reputation... theyâre too important. Youâve worked too hard to get where you are to let it all blow up because of me. I couldnât let whatever we had between us put you at risk.â
 âWhatever we had...â she snickered. âPast tense?â
âYes,â he said firmly. âAnd the past is where it needs to stay.â
Casey felt the resolve that his presence had softened returning to life inside her. It was all coming together: the sleepless nights, the heartache, hearing the whispers in Edenbrookâs halls, enduring the pitiful stares, the loneliness she felt as she picked up the shattered pieces of herself one by one without so much as a word from the man who had caused it. He owed her... he owed her better than this. She steadied herself before speaking again, her voice defiant.
âOh, donât worry about that,â she scoffed. âThe past is exactly where it will remain. But do me one favor,â she asked, her vulnerability peeking through once more. âAdmit what it was that weâre losing. Tell me what âitâ was, Ethan! Can you at least give me that?â
He leaned back, an exasperating sigh escaping him as he focused on the bright stars sparking in the dark sky. âCasey,â he murmured, trying to find the words. âWhat do you want me to say?â
âThe truth!â she yelled. âI want you to tell me the truth! You shattered my heart, Ethan, and left me to cope with it alone. If you ever cared for me at all, then at least have the decency to admit what it was. Donât leave me believing I was just some... mistake... tell me! Did you... did you ever love me at all?â
Ethan turned to her, his eyes filled with a sadness he couldnât bring himself to admit. Gently raising a hand, he tilted her chin toward him, relishing the feel of her skin against his, knowing in his heart that heâd never touch her like this again.
She couldnât see his internal battle - a battle between the part of him that knew she deserved the truth and the part that needed to protect her... protect himself. She deserved to know that she wasnât the only one who had spent the summer heartbroken. She deserved to know about the dozens of letters he penned, each one confessing the feelings he couldnât bring himself to say aloud â letters he knew heâd never send.
But what if he told her? Knowing Casey, sheâd forgive him and do everything in her power to make them work, even if it meant sacrificing herself. Would she quit the diagnostic team? Leave Edenbrook? Go to a lesser program? Knowing her, she just might. Sheâd fought tooth and nail to get to this place in her career, and he couldnât... he wouldnât let her sacrifice it, not for him, and not for something as fleeting as love.
âCasey,â he finally said, his voice shaking. âLove is nothing more than proximity paired with a rush of neurochemical responses triggered by heightened stress.â
She pushed his hand away, his words cutting deeper than a knife ever could. The memory of the first time he said those words to her came rushing back. At that time, she thought it was just his cynicism talking. It was almost comical. But now? After all, they had been through... he still believed that? Had their time together taught him... nothing.
She took a deep breath as she rose to her feet; this was it, this was the end, and she could feel the sadness giving way to relief.
âMaybe thatâs all love is to you,â she replied. âBut thatâs not all it is to me. I spent the past couple of months so hurt, so angry at you, but right now... all I can feel for you is pity. You want a reset? Ethan... thereâs nothing to reset. We were over the day you stepped on that plane. I know my worth, Ethan, and I deserve so much better than this.â
She let the words hang in the air for a moment, then, standing tall, she met his eyes. âIâll see you at work tomorrow, Dr. Ramsey. I look forward to working with you this year.â
And just like that, she was his colleague and nothing more. He watched her go, her silhouette framed in the soft light of the doorway, and his chest ached with the overwhelming urge to stop her, to say something, anything to pull her back. But as the door clicked shut behind her, he sank back into his chair, knowing she was right. This was the end. They were over.
He closed his eyes for a long moment, the weight of regret crushing his soul. With a deep breath, he reached into the pocket of his leather jacket and pulled a weathered piece of paper, the latest in a long line of the unsent letters he wrote, and his eyes skimmed over the closing lines:
Youâll never know how much youâve changed me, Casey. If only I had the courage to be a better man. You deserve someone who will meet you in the light instead of hiding in the shadows. I wanted to be that man for you, I did, but itâs not in me. Iâll always carry you in my heart, even though I have to let you go. I love you, Casey. Always - Â Ethan.â
The paper shook in his trembling hands as he watched the flames dancing. Then, with a sharp exhale, he tossed it into the fire, watching as the edges curled and blackened before his words disintegrating into ash.
It was over. This chapter was closed.
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PB in 2016: Sorry we failed you. Here's better skin tones for The Freshman MC.
PB in 2020: Sorry we became complacent, we promise to do better with representation.
PB in 2024: It's time to get offensive! Here's a black LI that looks like a purple alien race from Across the Void!
#as if pale vampires and sickly zombies weren't enough#the new CEO has some interesting plans apparently#playchoices#hearts on fire#open hearts on fire#shea phoenix#pixelberry
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