#pinki3's rambles

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

martin and chris kratt are the definition of adhd and autism brothers. Martin’s adhd shows whenever he gets distracted by other creatures (ocelot episode) or when he pulls his disks out from .. well, everywhere (his shoes, chris’s bag, chris’s shoe, his pocket, etc) while Chris’s autism shows in his hyper organization (getting slightly upset by Martins unorganization) and uneasiness around untrue change (getting upset when martin called the harris hawks the wolf hawks in the harris hawks episode).

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

hm. did not expect this for some reason

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

I finally did it, enjoy some Jegulus ideas

Imagine Regulus getting tired of his mothers rants, so he figures out a way to make it look like he was there when he was actually looking for a way to secretly murder his parents so he would be able to be free in the way Sirius was.

Luckily, it didn't take long for Regulus to come up with a plan, and somehow even less for him to go through with it. After their deaths, Regulus had access to all their money, so he bought a new house. A house in the forest, where there were plenty of plants for him to cook and make potions with.

Of Course being the standoffish person he is, he hasn't contacted his brother. He knows, rationally, he should, but he doesn't know what to say or how to say it. It's not like he could just write “Hello Sirius, I know we haven't spoken since you left but mother and father wished for me to take the dark mark, so I hatched a plan to kill them and inherit their money. I have since succeeded and now I reside in a cottage just beyond the forest we would play in.”

How would he even end it?! “Just thought to let you know.” Not only did that sound stupid,but how would he even know if Sirius would so much as look at it seeing as it was from him!

And that's what led him to sending a letter to James Potter, local brother stealer, and one of the hottest chasers of Hogwarts. 

“Hello Potter, I have news pertaining to my (and Sirius’) parents. They have, unfortunately, met their fate and passed away unexpectedly. I have since come into their money, and decided to purchase a house in the forest Sirius and I used to play in as children. If it tickles your fancy, show my brother this letter. I had figured I had a better chance of you seeing this than if I sent this letter to sirius.

Regards,

Regulus A. Black

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

sailor song by Gigi Perez but its Sakuatsu about Sakusa’s germaphobia and atsumu being painted with him. “when we’re getting dirty i forget that all is wrong” “kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor” “[He] took my fingers to [his] mouth” “But nothing can capture the sting of the venom [he’s] gonna spit out right now”

its so sakuatsu coded.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

give me boy-girl twins Osamu and Astumu where Atsumu is trans ftm and was “obnoxiously loud for a girl” as a kid and was considered undesirable, until middle school when he quieted down because he was being bulled, only for him to be hit on by other kids because he was quiet. He was constantly uncomfortable with it, and it never stopped when he came out as trans and just got worse with people saying they could fix him, make him a girl again, so he built up this cocky attitude to keep them away. It never worked, but it stopped all the boys creepy comments about him, so all he had to deal with was the girls comments about how he’s a fake boy, and doing it for attention. But Atsumu doesn’t care. The only person whose opinion he cares about knows who he is, and loves him for him. So Atsumu is perfectly fine being undesirable again, in the words of others.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

Casual by Chappell Roan is so Iwaoi coded. “Its hard being casual when my favorite [alien toy] lives in your [bed]” “Your mom invites me to her long beach house” “I hate that i dragged this on so long, now i hate myself”

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

“what has life come to..” he thinks, “What life am i living, where i have become ashamed of what i love..?” He unknowingly has stopped talking as much as he used to. Stopped picking petty fights with his twin, stoped responding in a falsely angry tone to teases.

He just took them at face value. Didn’t dignify them with a response. Didn’t stop to think about what they said and just responded with a small “okay”, as if that answered for everything. He even stopped with the nicknames for his friends. Or, what he thought were his friends. He could never gauge who liked him and who didn’t.

Not like it mattered anymore. He’s decided to stop trying. Stop talking about his interests unless he’s asked directly, stopped talking unless he was talked to.

He didn’t think it was all too important.

His volleyball skills held up despite his change, he was still able to communicate to his teammates about what he was doing, and how he was playing, but he stopped smiling. He stopped forcing his emotions to show. He stopped trying to be normal. It never changed anything, so why bother?

He didn’t know it, but this sudden change unnerved his teammates. But they didn’t know how to help him. Or even if he wanted help. No one knew anything, not Osamu, not Suna, not even Sakusa. No one knew anything.

And they never asked him head on.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

guve me atsumu with random ass hobbies growing up, and yanking osamu into it. One of which being cooking, which osamu didnt let go of. Astumu has a box of fake nails he made and pictures of him and osamu wearing his first couple pairs of nails, a bunch of painted landscapes on his walls, glass paintings in the living room, a sweater he knit for Osamu, as well as a crochet onigiri for him as well (osamu made him a bumblebee), and a bunch of other things.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

whwres the fics where the leauge has this weird protection ritual thing and thats why dami was so stand offish but while tims in the leauge he larns but doesnt care then when he comes back he accidentally performs the ritual with dami and they become the cutest brothers?

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

someone give me sakuatsu thoughts and headcannons and fic recs (one shot preferably) and those haikyuu text video recs, i need sakuatsu injected into my veins

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

i feel like voltron could have been better if keith was on his period that one time he fought zarkon and won because the comment on “you fight like a galra soldier” reminded keith of when people (James (or whatwver his name was) Griffin) would say “you fight like a girl” so he absolutely Whipped Zarkons ass and won the fight. 👍

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

thinking about keith kogane as lance sweets again who cant tell anyone that hus regular weeks he takes off from work are so he can fly to outer-fuciing-space and see his mom. who only feels kind of bad about the fact that he sort of white lied about being an orphan (he cant just say he’s half alien). and because he’s part alien he doesn’t die when he’s shot but it totally exposes his excelerated healing, but he isnt totally exposed until their baby comes out with a small tail and the facial markings his mom has.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

im a romantic in theory, not, in practice

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

Klance nails

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

forwards backwards rebound “villain and violent, infant and innocent” but it starts with the miya twins fighting about something small and then pans over to them cuddled up in bed as children with atsumu holding osamu.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

nothing hits harder than the miya twins and the song evelyn evelyn