#pinki3's rambles

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

martin and chris kratt are the definition of adhd and autism brothers. Martin’s adhd shows whenever he gets distracted by other creatures (ocelot episode) or when he pulls his disks out from .. well, everywhere (his shoes, chris’s bag, chris’s shoe, his pocket, etc) while Chris’s autism shows in his hyper organization (getting slightly upset by Martins unorganization) and uneasiness around untrue change (getting upset when martin called the harris hawks the wolf hawks in the harris hawks episode).

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

hm. did not expect this for some reason

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sailor song by Gigi Perez but its Sakuatsu about Sakusa’s germaphobia and atsumu being painted with him. “when we’re getting dirty i forget that all is wrong” “kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor” “[He] took my fingers to [his] mouth” “But nothing can capture the sting of the venom [he’s] gonna spit out right now”

its so sakuatsu coded.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

give me boy-girl twins Osamu and Astumu where Atsumu is trans ftm and was “obnoxiously loud for a girl” as a kid and was considered undesirable, until middle school when he quieted down because he was being bulled, only for him to be hit on by other kids because he was quiet. He was constantly uncomfortable with it, and it never stopped when he came out as trans and just got worse with people saying they could fix him, make him a girl again, so he built up this cocky attitude to keep them away. It never worked, but it stopped all the boys creepy comments about him, so all he had to deal with was the girls comments about how he’s a fake boy, and doing it for attention. But Atsumu doesn’t care. The only person whose opinion he cares about knows who he is, and loves him for him. So Atsumu is perfectly fine being undesirable again, in the words of others.

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“what has life come to..” he thinks, “What life am i living, where i have become ashamed of what i love..?” He unknowingly has stopped talking as much as he used to. Stopped picking petty fights with his twin, stoped responding in a falsely angry tone to teases.

He just took them at face value. Didn’t dignify them with a response. Didn’t stop to think about what they said and just responded with a small “okay”, as if that answered for everything. He even stopped with the nicknames for his friends. Or, what he thought were his friends. He could never gauge who liked him and who didn’t.

Not like it mattered anymore. He’s decided to stop trying. Stop talking about his interests unless he’s asked directly, stopped talking unless he was talked to.

He didn’t think it was all too important.

His volleyball skills held up despite his change, he was still able to communicate to his teammates about what he was doing, and how he was playing, but he stopped smiling. He stopped forcing his emotions to show. He stopped trying to be normal. It never changed anything, so why bother?

He didn’t know it, but this sudden change unnerved his teammates. But they didn’t know how to help him. Or even if he wanted help. No one knew anything, not Osamu, not Suna, not even Sakusa. No one knew anything.

And they never asked him head on.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

guve me atsumu with random ass hobbies growing up, and yanking osamu into it. One of which being cooking, which osamu didnt let go of. Astumu has a box of fake nails he made and pictures of him and osamu wearing his first couple pairs of nails, a bunch of painted landscapes on his walls, glass paintings in the living room, a sweater he knit for Osamu, as well as a crochet onigiri for him as well (osamu made him a bumblebee), and a bunch of other things.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

someone give me sakuatsu thoughts and headcannons and fic recs (one shot preferably) and those haikyuu text video recs, i need sakuatsu injected into my veins

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

thinking about keith kogane as lance sweets again who cant tell anyone that hus regular weeks he takes off from work are so he can fly to outer-fuciing-space and see his mom. who only feels kind of bad about the fact that he sort of white lied about being an orphan (he cant just say he’s half alien). and because he’s part alien he doesn’t die when he’s shot but it totally exposes his excelerated healing, but he isnt totally exposed until their baby comes out with a small tail and the facial markings his mom has.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

im a romantic in theory, not, in practice

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

Klance nails

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

forwards backwards rebound “villain and violent, infant and innocent” but it starts with the miya twins fighting about something small and then pans over to them cuddled up in bed as children with atsumu holding osamu.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

nothing hits harder than the miya twins and the song evelyn evelyn

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

Casual by Chappell Roan is so Iwaoi coded. “Its hard being casual when my favorite [alien toy] lives in your [bed]” “Your mom invites me to her long beach house” “I hate that i dragged this on so long, now i hate myself”

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“i imagine, booth used to be *gesures like she’s shrinking something* smaller” -brennan

“ah,” -sweets

after Booth’s granddad called him shrimp. 🦐

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listening to podfics instead of worrying about an election i cant do anything about >>>

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

im Jeff the killer for halloween!! what are you?