#pining so hard rn
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playhouse-lover · 2 days ago
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"I've fallen stupidly in love, but her loving embrace caught me. Oh how I love her gentle web, how she holds me, how every hugs feels like we're tangled in each other. I wish I could stay like this forever."
VERY self-indulgent, I just love rope nets so so much, they're so wonderful and loving, I want to be able to hold one just as much as it holds me. Their web-like look is soo damn pretty I can't get enough AUGH I want this so so bad.
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hinamie · 2 months ago
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sidelong
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boingopilled69 · 5 months ago
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on my knees begging for sea grunkles media I NEED THOSE OLD MEN TO HEALLLL
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danelamak2 · 2 months ago
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art-question-mark · 11 months ago
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“Jyn was changing. It was evident in her fluid movements and her lucid stare…She'd shed none of her intensity, but it came with what Cassian could only interpret as a confidence bordering on invincibility.
She'd always struck him as a person unafraid to die. Now she seemed like someone who couldn't…
Jyn was changing. And through her, Cassian would do what was required of him.”
-Rogue One Novelization by Alexander Freed
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spineless-lobster · 1 year ago
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Alterous attraction is so wild because it’s like I love you in a way neither of us can comprehend, I love you like the birds love the sun in the morning, I love you like the moon clinging to the night sky, I love you when we’re holding hands or cuddling or just sharing a space, I love you when you laugh or smile, I love you when you are near me and far away from me, I love you without a label, I love you when we go at our own pace, I love you when we express our love in different ways, I love you because you are my person and I am yours, we are friends and we are more and I love you
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feralmankisser · 3 months ago
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I don't CARE if it isn't CANON let him be trans!!!
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flufflecat · 4 months ago
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Super Duper!
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xcerizex · 6 months ago
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"don't look back (but that's impossible)"
Vega, character study (?), fem!summoner, spoilers for the main story, Sirius makes an appearance but it's mainly about Vega, 1.6k words
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Vega has no choice but to follow the Summoner as she holds his hands and leads him away towards a secluded spot. It's at times like this he's glad he wears gloves, otherwise, he would have been far too ashamed of himself on having to bother her with his sweaty palms.
But maybe she still notices it. His nervousness. The way his hands tremble in her hold.
Mainly navigating on impulse, the both of them unexpectedly find themselves on a worn out path leading towards a small garden Vega used to play in when he was a child. The Summoner couldn't possibly have known about this place and it's meaning to him, but there is no one around. That is enough for her.
She continues leading him by hand, and when she finally stops, she looks up at him. And he sees the disappointed expression on her face.
"Why did you do that?"
She is referring to the earlier incident, in which Vega had requested Gianna to seal away the powers of Polaris inside of her.
He keeps his silence, afraid of continuing the conversation, and having to hear the disappointed tone in her voice once more. But when his gaze makes its way to the tree swing in idle, she calls his name gently.
"Vega."
What a sweet sound.
He brings back his gaze towards her.
"I'm not mad at you. It's just..." the Summoner trails off, trying her best to come up with words that she's sure won't hurt him. Won't hurt him too much at least.
"Okay, yes. I'm mad at you, but not that much."
She is still brutally honest however. It's not like he hadn't expected it, still, he feels the sting in his heart.
Her eyes continue searching him the longer he remains quiet, perhaps hoping she could gain her answers by the downturn of his mouth, or the depth in his eyes. She's still doing it, even as she starts speaking again;
"But why didn't you consult me first, before you had made that request? If Gianna had truly fulfilled your ask right then and there, it would have been too late."
"The powers of Polaris might have been lost forever."
She speaks the truth.
"And I would have become as powerless as I was before-"
"You were never powerless."
And Vega no longer remains silent. Like a glass of water tipping over the edge, words begun to spill out uncontrollably.
"Not once, have I ever thought of you as powerless. You can't fight, yes. But regardless of the situation, you've always remained strong in your own way."
She's still holding onto his hand, whose grip tightens on her without either his will or knowledge.
"But once people find out that the powers of the Great Sorcerer has come back, they will use you."
He fears her becoming someone he cannot save.
"They will put you on a pedestal, and revere you the way they did with Polaris. The person that you were before will be of no matter to them, in that situation, you may not be able to hold on to your true self."
He fears her slipping away from his grasp once more. He is afraid of her letting go of him again. But when the thought crosses his mind, he realizes his near death grip on her hand, and quickly lets go.
"F-forgive me, Summoner," he should have controlled himself better. "I had lost my own willpower momentarily and hurt you."
But she simply shakes her head.
"It's alright, Vega. Anyways, I understand now."
Her tone has noticably cheered up a bit, after realizing just how deeply Vega cared for her. But he doesn't notice it just yet, still internally grimacing on the inside from his recent mistake. While she hasn't said anything about it, he knows that the grip of a Kamargo is not at all weak, and has to hold himself back from fretting over her like a mama hen.
"But next time, Vega," she continues on with the original topic. "I hope that you will consult me first, instead of making the decision on your own."
He quickly nods his head, "Yes, Summoner. I apologize for my earlier actions."
And he means it. To get his sincerity across, he adds, "The next time I do anything, I will make sure to consult with you first."
At that, she scrunches her nose up in playful jest, "Maybe not everything," she giggles. "Rather than asking for my permission on the things you do, just inform me before you do anything drastic that concerns me."
Before he can agree, she adds, "And anything that involves Sirius."
She doesn't notice the twitch in his hands when she says that, and moves over away from him to marvel at the swing covered in flowers, unaware of the inner turmoil she had caused.
'I find you rather pitiful. It's because both you, Vega, and I are the same.'
Sirius's words ring across his mind and he has to fight back the irritation to clench his fists at those words, soundlessly repeating a mantra of peace in his head. Not because he's wrong, but because he's right. It's exactly because he's right.
He may very well be just like Sirius.
To get rid of those annoying thoughts, he places his hand on the rope of the swing, and feels the familiar roughness associated with his childhood. The childhood he had spent in Bound Arlyn.
And as usual, no matter how hard he tries, he can never seem to remember much about the time he'd spent in Mid Earthiem. The clearest thing he can remember is the empty silence of adults walking past him, the smile of his dearest friend and first love, as well as....
The image of him letting go of her hand.
"Vega!"
She's holding onto his arm as an unfamiliar memory rushes to the surface of his mind and pain crackles inside his head, feeling as if his mind might split apart.
'That's not what happened back then.'
He is sure of it. But the memory simply replays itself in his mind without his consent, and is forced to come to terms with the fact that, it was he, who had let go of her hand the day he lost her.
He also sees her looking back at him in fear, tumbling down, down, and down...
"...Forgive me, Summoner," he apologizes again for the second time today. "I have to go."
She gives him a look of concern and offers to take him to Gianna for a checkup. He declines as politely as he can, all the while the pain makes his ears ring, and his heart pounds as loudly as it can, as if to drown out the truth.
It doesn't work.
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The door behind Vega locks with a soft click, with his hands still holding on to the doorknob and his back facing the door.
While his gaze fixes itself on to Sirius.
"Oh, and to what pleasure do I owe on receiving a visit from Vega, of all people?"
Vega ignores the drawl of his words and asks, "...What makes you think that the both of us are similar?"
Sirius laughs. It is not the mocking kind however. He almost sounds...defeated.
"Straight to the point as always, our dear Vega."
Sirius tugs at his restraints which causes the magic to make a slight jangle. Then, his face winces in pain, thanks to the mess of magic tangled inside his body. He can't even get a good night's sleep.
He's given up on most pretences, but as a habit, his expression reverts back into its usual drawl, and Vega hears him sigh in exasperation.
"The fact that you've come here must mean you already have an idea as to why."
"...."
It seems as if staying quiet has become Vega's own habit.
Sirius shifts on his rear so to make himself comfy, and doesn't bother offering Vega a seat.
"Well, I heard about your little tiff with the Summoner earlier, don't you think you're a bit overprotective?"
Sirius likes his dramatics, so instead of rising to his provocation, all Vega can do is answer as calmly as possible.
"You may not be the most compassionate sorcerer in Bound Arlyn, but when it comes to the Summoner, I know you too, would care."
Sirius visibly stiffens and Vega is reminded of a statue he once saw in the ruins of the Tower of Babilli. Worn out, riddled with cracks, as Sirius turns his head to hide his expression.
"The only one I care about is Polaris."
They both know it's a lie, but Sirius gives him no room for protest.
"Tell me, Vega. Isn't the Summoner the only one you really care about?"
What nonsense. "No. Because unlike you, I have other people I cherish too."
Sirius gives him a hollow laugh.
"When the time comes, you will realize how irrelevant those "people" can seem to you, as you quiver in the corner the constellations have pushed you in, for their own amusement," he says with a voice as sweet, and as poisonous, of a belladonna. A flower fitting for his character, something that remains as only Vega's opinion.
"Your words remain as difficult to comprehend as ever."
Silence.
"Vega."
He is slightly startled as Sirius calls out his name seriously for the first time.
"You still haven't let go of that hand have you?"
'What would he know?'
Sirius speaks again, as if reading his thoughts;
"When I said that the both of us were alike, it was not in jest. I meant it."
"Just like me, you're still stuck clinging to a dream long gone - or perhaps it would be more accurate to call it a nightmare - and the ghost of it."
It's laughable. Sirius of all people, the strangest and most capricious out of them, is reprimanding him for being too clingy.
But Vega knows that Sirius isn't playing around.
"You may become just like me, trapped in longing, unable to see the present for what it is. You will always be looking backwards."
Maybe they are similar after all, in the most distant, and yet morbidly intimate way possible.
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"I just hope you won't hurt her like I did."
No one else but Sirius hears these words.
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mista-mystery · 4 months ago
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i think this happened once
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oldwomanyuri123 · 5 months ago
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quietlyblooms · 3 months ago
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pls know if you're my friend, my desire to ship increases tenfold and i'm becoming that mom who tries to set her daughter up with her friend's kid bc wouldn't it be so dang cute if they ended up together uvu
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i-eat-lip-gloss · 1 year ago
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i think a ye old hyperfixation is returning
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mabel-angelo · 3 months ago
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Oh, I did not mean to steal a good-bye. Cy, I shall find a new one. It was coincidence, but if it upsets you I am more than versatile.
Mabel & Cy, I will continue to play “god” as long as necessary, until I deem the effect suitably adjusted. (Note: Not manipulation, guidance.)
totally manipulation!
"in psychology, manipulation is defined as an action designed to influence or control another person, usually in an underhanded or unfair manner which facilitates one's personal aims."
reeeeeeally sounds EXACTLY like what youre doing!
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grasslandgirl · 1 year ago
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noble pining gdoc broke 150k words tonight 🫡 abt 4k of that is notes/planning/formatting and not like. actual prose but uhhh. still!
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helgiafterdark · 3 months ago
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