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daportalpractitioner · 10 months ago

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mommy's moon sign: a thread ☾ part two — libra thru pisces

if you're looking for part one (aries-virgo), then click here

libra moon: if your mom has a libra moon, she could have been more preoccupied with her relationship with your father rather than putting herself in a position to be focused on her pregnancy + preparing a balanced environment for you. libra moon mamas often go through it with the father of the baby if they prematurely decide to have kids outside of wedlock (we don't judge over here). your mom could have been more focused on the aesthetics of motherhood + also on you being able to have both parents under one roof to be able to fit her ideal family picture. this mentality could have led her to distract herself from the bigger picture which is making sure that she is in a healthy, fulfilling relationship with your father. i wouldn't be surprised if you knew more than you should have when it comes to your parents' relationship as a child. with libra being the sign of relationships, the relationship patterns that your mother exhibited when pregnant with you could have been something that you picked up on, whether it be healthy or unhealthy. beware of issues with co-dependency + people pleasing passed down from your mom as those are big themes that must be overcome in the life of a libra moon mama. libra moon mamas hold a lot of resentment due to being so passive about people overstepping their boundaries + could project that pain onto you if it remains undealt with. as her child, she may be triggered by her relationship with you because she sees you as her mirror. encourage her to have strong boundaries. it's okay for her to say no and she won't be hated for it. respect her decisions. be sure not to be the child that coddles her emotions at the end of the day because she is a grown ass woman, but you should affirm her that it is okay to self-validate without trying to over-rationalize however she feels so that she can move through her emotions + not be avoidant.

scorpio moon: the moon is in a debilitating position (fall) when in scorpio, therefore, it isn't uncommon for women to have a painful pregnancy due to all of the trauma being stored in the womb. your scorpio moon mama may have lived in a state of fear or distrust during her pregnancy + i wouldn't be surprised if she felt alone due to not trusting people. this lack of nurture within the womb was definitely passed down to you if she didn't take accountability to heal from the pain that she experienced. scorpio moon mama would kill to make sure that all your needs are met, but when it comes to handling intense emotions, she may have not known how to navigate those with you (similar to capricorn moon mothers). scorpio moons experience a wounded relationship with their own mother + now that it's their turn to be a mom, they want to be better for their children. motherhood is definitely something that transformed them for the better + they really have the make a conscious effort to not display the same patterns that hurt their inner child. be patient with her + even though you are not responsible for her emotions + how she handles them, provide a safe space for her so that she knows that she is not alone. having emotional boundaries with your mother is also important — not having those boundaries with her can manifest into perpetuating a preoccupied/anxious attachment within yourself.

sagittarius moon: sagittarius moon moms usually end up unexpectedly pregnant. i've noticed that a lot of sag moons are not aware of their cycle which can definitely be responsible for unexpected pregnancies. nonetheless, their pregnancy + motherhood is something they ended up being excited about. they could have had a "fuck it, we ball" mentality because realistically speaking, such is life. lack of preparation could have led to instability in your mother's life while she was pregnant + even after giving birth, bouncing around from place to place. sagittarius moon mamas usually have a youthful + humorous personality, being able to relate with their children + make them laugh. it can be hard to take a sagittarius moon mother seriously because they're usually deemed as the "cool moms" that are very lenient with their children. they can often struggle with disciplining their children because of their own free-spirit nature. if your mother didn't prioritize structure + routine while raising you, it's possible that you downloaded that naturally chaotic, fiery, and unpredictable energy that she also has. sagittarius moon mamas need to be able to teach their children that there are consequences to their actions so that their kids don't end up getting in trouble later on in life or even dangerous situations. hold your own mother accountable for her actions + don't be afraid to put her in her place! she has a lot to learn from her experience as a mother, which includes listening to the ones that she birthed.

capricorn moon: capricorn moon mothers usually have children later on in life (not always though) - either way, the universe granted them their babies when they were ready + prepared to take on this mission as a mother. before motherhood, capricorn moon mommies could have performed the motherly role in other ways (eldest sister, nursing/doctor/healer career, etc etc) so this is not their first rodeo. capricorn moons get a reputation for being cold + stern, which is how they may come across but really they are just not about the bullshit + they take their role as a mother very seriously. they recognize how serious motherhood is and therefore you are going to respect the fuck out of your capricorn mother, even if you don't agree with some of the things that she has tried to instill in you. capricorn moon mothers are focused on legacy + will do her best to make sure that she raises well-rounded children, setting them up for success. so if you have the kind of mother that has tried to shove education + career down your throat, it's because she just wants you to be successful. they also may struggle with being in their feminine energy, especially if your mother is the provider in the house so as her child, you should encourage her to do some therapeutic activities with you to ease some of that stress. though she takes her role as a mother very seriously, there is no denying how stressful the role is on her + can really take a toll on her physical body. if she's open to it because i know how traditional capricorn moons can be, i highly recommend going to therapy together in order to unpack + heal some of those deep seated emotional blockages that can really help to improve + strengthen the family unit.

aquarius moon: these are the unorthodox mothers. the mothers that have instilled confidence in their children from a very early age. your mother may have gotten pregnancy at an awkward time in her life, therefore she realized that she had to start getting real strategic around here to ensure success for this nu era in her life. with an aquarius moon mother, there may have been some distance between you two, whether it be physical or emotional distance. i've noticed that people with aquarius moon mothers were raised by their grandparents or were adopted + don't really know their mother like that (along with pisces moon mamas). if your mother was present throughout your entire upbringing, you may have noticed that she was preoccupied with other tasks such as showing up for her tasks in the real world. there could be strain between you and your mother because you may have felt like she could have paid more attention to you. regardless of how your relationship with your mother manifested, you more than likely came out to be very independent + confident enough to march to the beat of your own drum. these are the moms that started cursing in front of their kids since they were babies. because aquarius moon mamas are very independent themselves, you could have felt like your aquarius moon mama robbed you of your childhood because you too had to learn how to become independent + self-reliant from a young age, resulting in inner child wounds. because the relationship that you have with your mother is not like the traditional mother-child relationship, she can come off more like a friend or an older sister, also resulting in mother wounds because of that lack of motherly nurturance that the child craves + needs. learning to become emotionally vulnerable + transparent with your mother is a theme in order to evolve the relationship. validate where you feel like she may have lacked while also respecting the fact that she did the best that she knew how to. she needs you as someone to hold her ego accountable.

pisces moon: similar to the aqua moon mom, your mother may have been there, but also not "there". there could have been a period in your life where your mother was not physically present + you had to be raised by someone other than her (grandparents, foster care, aunts/uncles, etc). your mother may not have been in the most ideal situation when she got pregnant with you + pregnancy could have also been a karmic consequence for not listening to her intuition. regardless, when she knew she was pregnant, there was no way she could give up the opportunity to be a mother. if your mom was physically away from you, she was always there in spirit, praying for you + making sure that you are spiritually protected even if it's just by asking the powers that be to watch over you. like the other water moons, pisces moon mama may have had a traumatic relationship with their mother + may have transferred over that pain into the relationship that you've had with your mom. having a pisces moon mommy is not for the weak, especially if she didn't do her due diligence of karmic clean up, leaving it for you to take responsibility for. pisces moon mamas may also avoid the accountability + the responsibility of being a mother because the weight of motherhood is just too heavy, especially if she has lack of support, which often times they do. regardless of how your relationship is with mom, the energetic bond runs so deep as you are strongly karmically bound in order for certain karmic missions to be completed. definitely not the most reliable mom, but at the end of the day, it will forever be all love when it comes to her children. it's best to just accept her as is - whatever has transpired is not your fault, but it is your responsibility to do better for your own life.

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the-tardis-in-221b-baker-street · 1 year ago

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Lord Flashheart's (Blackadder Goes Forth) Costume

I don't think it comes to many as a surprise that I was going to do some sort of Flashheart costume. I've had people ask me after my last cosplay "So what's next? Oh please say it's Flashheart!". For a character who only appears once a series, he is well loved amongst the Rik Mayall fans and I happen to be one of them. So, strap yourself in, go get yourself a cup of tea and a biscuit because we're in for a long haul flight. We're doing this a bit back to front, usually I'll release a photoshoot all in one go but as I ran out of time to photograph myself before going to the con I'm going to, I thought I would post them after the con. The photoshoot is in the works, keep your eyes peeled!

When deciding which era of Flashheart I wanted to do, I settled with the WWI era as to my knowledge pre research, it was going to be the easiest of the bunch to do. As much as my heart sings out to Elizabethan Flashheart, my sewing skills are nowhere near good enough for that yet. I knew I wanted to get this costume totally right so I gave myself a fairly big budget and indeed the biggest budget so far in my cosplaying journey.

Go big or go home, I researched into actual Royal Flying Corps uniforms people were selling and saw just how difficult they were to find. I visited a local war memorabilia shop armed with a few questions about RFC uniforms. When I explained what I was doing, they smiled and laughed fondly about Blackadder. They very quickly informed me that finding an actual RFC uniform that's not in a museum is extremely slim and they were totally right. I had a back up plan though, I had found a company that did tailormade historical re-enactment uniforms from all sorts of eras and rather perfectly, a RFC tunic and trousers. I got myself measured by my lovely tailor friend and purchased them. I actually purchased the drill trousers instead of the breeches as the colour looked more correct. (not pictured, you'll see those when I take proper photos of me wearing it.)

The breakdown of the costume: The Royal Flying Corps tunic.

The RFC tunic was going to be a huge part of the costume and in my eyes all of the tiny elements of the costume to bring it together had to be properly researched. The base of the jacket only came with the RFC patch on the right side of the jacket so everything else had to be found. For the first part and actually the first purchase I made for this project was the collar pins. These are original WWI RFC collar pins that came in perfect condition. I also went back to the same local war memorabilia shop again and very luckily, they had a full matching set of original WWI captain's shoulder pips, with metal pins. It makes this costume more special to know I have an actual piece of history on my shoulders.

As I was informed, all pips during WWI were as standard and the more pips you have, the higher the rank. As Flashheart is a Wing Commander he technically holds the rank of captain, meaning he has 3 pips on each shoulder. With both the collar pins and the pips, I had to attach these extremely carefully. I was told that either I would need to sew them on (meaning I would have to tack them on and they wouldn't lie flat to the jacket) or I would need to pierce holes and put them in. I opted for piercing. So with an extremely delicate hand (and because this tunic was expensive) I carefully measured each one out and cut slits with a scalpel. The length of the blade was perfect because I could poke the loops through and it be in enough that if a pin slides out, I won't lose the pip. The collar pins didn't come with pins to keep them in place but the lovely gentleman I bought the pips from gave me some to cut down.

The medals:

The medals I struggled to find for a bit of time. I had researched a bit and found that someone had identified a few of Flashheart's many medals which helped but my original plan was to find actual medal bars. However, I came across a gentleman who recreates medals and could do custom medal bars of any medals I wanted. I immediately messaged them and showed them the photo that had all the identified medals on. He said he was able to do it and whether I wanted the medal that someone hadn't identified yet that was just slightly poking out of the jacket in the reference photo. I couldn't believe it! And i'm so glad that medal was identified by him because it turned out to be a good addition to the bar. Now I know Flashheart has a lot more medals than what I've got here, but trying to get all of them would be a nightmare and rather expensive so I got the ones that are visible kind of when he wears his coat.

(top left) OBE, (top middle) Royal Victorian Order, (top right) Distinguished Service Order, (bottom far left) Military Cross, (bottom middle left) Ashanti War Medal, (bottom middle right) India General Service Medal and (bottom far right) 1914 Star medal.

I did research into them and what they all mean but this post will get even longer if I put all the info. I do encourage you to have a look into them if you're interested though! What I find fascinating is the level of detail Blackadder's costume designer went to. I found out that the Distinguished Service Order medal was apparently just short of being awarded a Victoria Cross (which is an extremely prestigious award) and were normally given 'for service under fire or under conditions equivalent to service in actual combat with the enemy'. However between 1914 and 1916, a number of awards were given to individuals, often officers, for circumstances not under fire. This caused a lot of resentment towards those who got it and especially from front line officers. Which to me, makes me think no wonder Blackadder didn't really like Flashheart! That did make me laugh a little bit.

The 1914 Star medal was awarded mainly to officers but approximately 1000 were awarded to members of the RFC which is another really good touch!

The tunic is attached with 5 buttons up the person's right side and attached with two hooks at the top near the shoulders.

The Sam Browne belt and gun holster were another important addition to the tunic. Often officers or higher would have worn a Sam Browne belt and there would be space to hook a gun holster and an ammo pouch could be added too. I didn't get an ammo pouch in the end but the gun holster was a must. Which leads me onto Flashheart's massive weapon (ooer!).

The gun Flashheart uses is a Webley MK VI. Now, I did look into these guns and there was no way on earth I was going to get a real one or an airsoft one for that matter. I looked into 3D printing instead! I had got a guy to 3D print me a gun but his printer unfortunately broke half way through meaning I had to find an alternative quick. A work colleague found me one on Etsy and it was perfect! It came in about 7 pieces that I had to carefully glue together but it was easy enough as I live in a tabletop household. Flashheart's gun has a loop on the bottom to attach a lanyard to. So me using my creative initiative, I salvaged a picture frame hook from an old frame, filed down a section in the middle so the metal part would lie flat, glued it together and bob's your uncle! a loop that looks like it was meant to be there!

The lanyard loop didn't fit in the loop so I used an old keyring loop to attach it.

The next bit after gluing was to sand the gun down slightly, prime it black and then dry brushed the metal part using Citadel's Leadbelcher silver paint. I also then used Citadel's Agrax Earthshade wash to dirty it up on the metal and then once dry, I did a couple of coats both sides of a matt varnish spray just to seal it all together and none of the paint will rub off.

Another fine detail is the hinge where, if it was a working gun, you'd pull the barrel down and load it. (I don't know the correct terminology for guns!) There was just a hole and I wasn't a fan of it. So I used the small screws from the frame I got the fixtures from and screwed one either side before priming black. It worked perfectly and looked effective.

I can't believe how much time I've put into this costume, loads of research and hard work finding and piecing everything together. I just hope I can do him justice when I wear it properly!

WOOF!

#Lord Flashheart #Blackadder #Blackadder Goes Forth #Flashheart #Flashheart Cosplay #Blackadder Cosplay #Rik Mayall #Rik Mayall Cosplay #WWI #History #Comedy #British Comedy

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respectthepetty · 8 months ago

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Hii, i have been occupied and wanted to come back to watch BLS, my last one was naughty babe. So what's are your current obsession!?

Anon, you have missed a lot in the last six months! BL Land has had several shows in that time, and, of course, I've consumed most of them. My capability to become obsessed with a show is unparalleled, and as I mentioned in my last obsession list, I can be obsessed about several things simultaneously. Since you've been out for a minute, let me recap some of the shows I sent a Valentine's Day card too.

Note: These are NOT recommendations.

Shows I liked for color reasons but wasn't obsessed:

Twins

Pit Babe

Middleman's Love

My Dear Gangsta Oppa

Bake Me Please (* I AM obsessed with the lead actor, Guide)

Shows I liked for the colors AND the plot but wasn't always obsessed with:

The Sign

Perfect Propose

I Cannot Reach You

7 Days Before Valentine

I Became a Lead in a BL Drama

Shows I should've been obsessed with if I was normal:

Cooking Crush

Love for Love's Sake

Cherry Magic (Thailand)

So now that we recapped some of the shows I was mildly normal about, it's time for me to reveal the shows I'm currently so obsessed with that I cut off some of their hair while they slept and now I'm attaching it to a cloth doll in hopes of binding us together.

For. Ev. Ah.

Dead Friend Forever (forever, forever, ever, forever, ever?)

Obsession Level - Buying us matching BFF necklaces with vials of our blood attached to them after my therapist tells me my relationship with it is unhealthy, and I need to take a step back from it.

It just ended, and it isn't a BL, but I have no words. If I tried to explain why I'm so obsessed with this show, people would be really worried about my sanity. I can't stop thinking about it. I don't want to stop thinking about it. I hate all the characters. I love all the characters. I want them all dead. I want to raise them from the dead and make them do it all again. I want to heal them. I want to make them worse. I want to be in that house with them.

Unknown

Obsession Level - Holding pictures of it close to my heart while I lay in bed even though it is laying right next to me in the same bed because I need it to fully grasp just how crazy about it I am and have been.

It's Taiwanese. It's color coded. It's about "brothers." And if you looked at my previous obsessed list, you know those three items are a clear path to Obsession City for me (Looking at you, Kiseki: Dear to Me).

Anti Reset

Obsession Level - Baking all its favorite sweet treats and sitting them on its porch early in the morning then running away even though I know the security camera is filming me each time (which is why I wear cute outfits when I do it).

It's Taiwanese. It's color coded. It's about a robot. It doesn't hit all the points on my obsession scale, but it's part of Vidol/VBL's universe, so it has my attention and a little bit of my heart.

Lady Boy Friends

OB. SESSED! Level - Knowing it's expired and toxic, but I can't stop eating it because if ending up in the hospital is the price I have to pay and possible death, then I guess that's the sacrifice I gotta make.

It's a remake of a 2015 series, it dropped with no promo, and only one episode has aired, yet this show is hellbent on being a whole ass problem, so of course my trashy ass loves it. There is transphobia, homophobia, sexual harassment, colorism, elitism, and every other -ism that it could pile in because the entire show is begging to be everyone's trigger warning. There is a love story in there somewhere, but I don't give two shits about it when the skinny femmes and the fat femmes are fighting, and the one pictured above is about to enter her villain origin story. The subtitler is doing the Lord's work, and I feel truly blessed with this hot ass mess.

But please remember, one person's trash taste is not another person's treasure, so THESE ARE NOT RECOMMENDATIONS!

#my current obsessions #dead friend forever and ever and ever ever #unknown #anti reset #lady boy friends #NOT RECOMMENDATIONS #I'm trash and I know it

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kirby-the-gorb · 11 months ago

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reply roundup!

had to put these on hold for a while for personal reasons </3 they're likely to still be infrequent, but in honor of kirb2k!

(my notes would only load back to mid september so I missed a couple weeks sorry :c but be warned that this is a long one! it's 3 entire months' worth!)

also, reminder that kirb2k ends tomorrow!!! preorders, commissions, and auctions will all close at noon pst on sunday december 17th! everything is linked in the pinned post or filed under the tag kirb2k!

first is one more birthday kirb from my friend @sleepy-sheep-wizard:

Realized halfway thru that I don’t know what Kirby looks like off the top of my head, so I got funky with it. Happy birthday, thank you for being a good friend

thank you again friend <3 getting funky with it is truly in the spirit of just drawing a little guy for fun, I love his little hat in particular.

on [mirror] @shapeshifterwithafez said: uuuh is Scherben bringen Glück/ Shards bring luck a universal saying? sounfs clinky as a direct translation. anyways in germany we say that shards of stuff you broke brings luck so I hope the luck finds you or smth sorry for rambling ^^

I'd never heard this saying before, but I think it's very sweet! thank you for sharing it with me :)

on [pipefight] @hauntedppgpaints said: goalies with a skate blade and their stick in hand

big hockey vibes for real yeah lol

on [pink] @gaydiation-poisoning said: ...I wanna eat that pink

honestly same, it's sooo pleasing

on [rain] @hive-heart said: Everything alright, daily kirby guy?

not really but sitting by the window in the rain is a good thing lol thanks for asking <3

(also the person who tagged that same post myhouse.wad made me laugh)

on [photo] @ceylonsilvergirl [added] a picture of their cat and said: get adored idiot!! see the hate in her eyes? I’ll make her love me yet!!

me @ my partner's cat

@violet-dragongirl said: oh! I have been meaning to ask! Have you played Kirby and The Forgotten Lands? I assume you did but just wanted to say that I did about a week ago and I loved it and thought of your art! ^.^ And if you haven't, yes, Carby is super adorable and amazing :3

I have! I got it very shortly after it came out, I had a really good time with it. I've been slowly replaying it recently with my partner, they were kind of fond of kirby just by proxy but since we started playing they adore bandee now and say he never gets enough screen time XD I'm glad you also had fun!

on [mice] @ceylonsilvergirl said: girls like swarms of things, right?

idk bro my wife wasn't so big on it when I got a gig housing 30 mice, but maybe she's weird. I liked them. (sadly one of the best paying jobs I've ever had up until the owner lost it and abandoned them with me, yes I still took care of them for the rest of their little lives) (and yes I also got my wife's okay before I took them on in the first place)

on [covid] @mordantivore said: reading posts from when the era of covid safety was declared anathema and ended is haunting. we were so desperate to find ppl willing to help us stay alive. there are fewer of us now bc “allies” are worthless & more of us have died

yeah. fuck. I'm lucky that the people in closest proximity to me are at least moderately careful, but me and my wife and partner are usually the only ones wearing masks anywhere we go except sometimes the employees and I know they don't always wear them when they're out without me.

on [swim] @northeasternwind said: Jdjdjfkg imagining Kirby being way more bouyant than your average human so them gotta exhale REAL HARD or attach nega-floaties (sinkies?) like weights to dive

lol yeah they probably gotta try So Hard to actually get under the water. (I think diving weights/ballast is a thing that humans use too? I've never gone diving, having my face underwater stresses me out -n- )

on [float] @nickiemoot said: he has to go now. his planet needs him. *slide whistle*

I can only hear this as that one similar part from one of the asdfmovies, it delights me

@vampiricarus said: if you see this just know i love your art so much

aww thank you! <3

anonymous said: just wanted to say I love Kirby and I love your art! I’m always excited to see it on my dash. thank you for bringing a little joy to my life :) I need it once in a while like I’m sure a lot of others do too! Keep up the good work :))

thank you! drawing a little guy brings me a little joy too, I'm glad it can do the same for others <3

on [drain] @ceylonsilvergirl said: I’m sorry you’re having a rough time. Existing is hard work sometimes. A lot of the time

fuck dude it sure is <3 especially when my body keeps trying to shut down lol

on [mud] @why-are-all-the-fun-urls-taken said: Hey man are u doing ok

I am not, thanks for asking <3

on [tummyache] @hobgirl said: :o kirby the gorb why would you do that!!!!! why!!!!!

I didn't want it to go to waste!!! everyone is dumb sometimes!!!

on [wizard] @eau-the-agony said: not enough appreciation in the wizarding world for garlic salt spell. its all kung pow penis tgis and ketamine ape that. not enough of the small joys which carry us through the horrors like a dinky garbage raft

you are so right. the small joys are the most powerful of all.

on [wizard] @beepbeepdespair said: somehow didnt know garlic salt was a thing until this moment. now i really want some. i think i just found a kg of it online for 12 quid??

I am so pleased that you now have the knowledge of Garlic Salt Spell, I hope you got to try it out for yourself :D

on [zelda] @chaos-squared said: Good job!! I’ve had it for longer yet still haven’t completed it ;w;

nothing wrong with that! I only finished it as quickly and thoroughly as I did because I was basically bedridden for all of october, as long as you enjoy the time you do spend with a game it doesn't really matter how much time you spend or how far you get.

on [brave] @gudetamalover said: me tomorrow afternoon when I get all four wisdom teeth out

I'd already had several other oral surgeries on account of Weird Teeth before I got my wisdom teeth out but it still knocked me on my ass for a couple days, I hope your recovery went as smooth as possible! (altho that was also like. 15 years ago. and general anesthesia has gotten a lot better since then.)

on [shiny] @angst-and-fajitas said: Like to slap his bald head reblog to slap his bald head

bald! bald! bald! bald!

on [powerwash] @chronicdilf said: decemberb 16 im goign to walk across the damn stage get my damn diploma folder im going to go home and POWERWASHER SIMULATOR JUST LIKE KIRBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!! you're gonna do it!!! you might be doing it right now even!!!

on [cooked] @hobgirl said: oh mood kirby..... struggling with the very last paper i need to write before i can graduate and its got me feeling this way fr

ough, I hope you made it through your paper! lots of people graduating tho that's so cool, congrats to both of you!

on [bears] @jupiterlandings said: I get so happy every time I see Cake and the name Cake being tagged :)

it's such a good name for a bear, I'm grateful you thought of it!! especially given the best I could do for the other one was "kirbear" lol

@violet-dragongirl said: omg seeing that Fav Grobs Post you recently put up makes me so happy! over a thousand (and then some!) GORBS?! :D I'm not only impressed but so proud ya made it this far and I'm so glad you got possibly more to go of Kirby!! :D!! Really great job 🥰🥰

thank you! I'm gonna hit 2000 days of drawing kirby tomorrow, that's so wild!

on [popular] @timeturner-jay said: Op your Kirby art brings so much utter joy you have no idea <3

yay I'm glad <3 I love to draw a little guy, it's good I'm not the only one having fun lol

I got a lot of "good blaze op" on the [macarena], and you're all correct, thank you for recognizing my great decision making B) (I'd been meaning to add the music and blaze it from basically the moment I drew it, I've just been really sick so it took a while.)

(also even if I don't always gather them in the roundup there are names I recognize showing up repeatedly in the tags, some of whom have been here for years, and I'm always glad to see you're still around!)

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sparklecryptid · 1 year ago

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I've got an idea for a royal bastard that I think you might find interesting.

Basically, Regis learns that one of his flings might have produced a kid, the timing just about matches, and tries to track them down for some paternity tests. The problem is, the last reliable sighting was when the kid was, like, ten and nothing solid since then, because war and Nifs and refuges everywhere.

Not even Cor can seem to find them no matter where he looks.

What happened was that the kid realised that they were trans and might have figured out how to use magic for pseudo-hormone therapy and stuff, and since they already needed to get new papers as a refuge they just put their new name down everywhere, and maybe they fudged their birthday a little and look their surname is the most common one in Lucis it's not their fault.

Also, they don't really care about the royalty thing so they are not coming forth, no siree.

(I leave the gender of the hypothetical kid up to you)

Pan will go ahead and say that hearing his dead-name on the news attached to a photo of him when he was a little girl was not what he planned to witness when he turned on the news after he had spent a long ass day in the archives of the local university; but that is exactly what he saw.

Pan watches for a few more minutes. The news anchor goes on to say that this is 'leaked information' and that 'the little girl in the picture is supposedly related to King Regis somehow'. It is then Pan turns off the TV and is desperately thankful that he no longer goes by Rosalyne and that 'Ardent' is a very common last name.

It's not like his old name is on any of his official documents; the chances of anyone finding him is very slim.

That does nothing to stop the worry in his chest.

Pan is proven right to worry; because the next day his little brother - who is fucking adorable and a teenager - almost gets assassinated on a tour of the library Pan works at.

And Pan can't just let that happen. He can't! So if he sort-of on purpose electrocutes all of the would-be assassins in front of an audience then-

He had reason to okay?!

Noctis looks at the charred remains of his assassins, takes a moment to look at Pan, looks at his assassins again.

Finally the prince -amidst all the panic of their surroundings - speaks.

"Don't they train you to take them in alive?"

Pan blinks.

Noctis looks at him confused.

"You are a member of the Crownsguard aren't you?"

Pan barely holds back the panicked laughter that threatens to escape.

"Yes," Pan lies, "I am. I am going to go and phone the Lord Marshal now. Please don't die in the mean time."

And once he is sure he's out of sight and that others are there to protect Noctis Pan does the only reasonable thing.

He books it.

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noodlesnovember · 1 year ago

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Chapter 28: Shadow Moth's Final Attack - Part 2

Vanitas made it out of the Startrain until suddenly the environment shakes, and he is shocked and turns around. He runs to the rooftops and notices Strikeback wandering outside.

"Don't think some risk can take me away to certain fights! Echo Blue Moon Rise!" Vanitas transforms into Sapphire and leaps away.

{~Startrain~}

Félix, posing as Adrien, is looking by the window. Nathalie tries to comfort him.

"Try to make the most out of this trip, Adrien. You're about to discover the world, and then you'll return to all of your friends and your father with fantastic memories to share with them." Nathalie holds Félix's hand.

Félix nodded. "You're right, Nathalie. You have to seize the opportunity when it presents itself to you."

"And we'll end up being the best friends in the world, since we're going to see it all together." Lila grins.

"I hope so with all my heart. Please excuse me for a moment."

Nathalie steps out for a while as Félix walks away from them with a secret intent. In the lavatory, he equips the Peacock Miraculous and finds the Grimoire's written instructions as pictured in Nathalie's tablet. "Ah, here we go. "Attach the brooch." Okay, that's done. "The kwami comes out of the jewel. Say the magic words, Duusu, spread my feathers." Duusu, spread my feathers!"

With no transformation happening, Félix realizes that the jewel is fake. He clenches his fist to crack it and slams his fist after.

"It's a fake!"

{~With Dragon-Phoenix & Sapphire~}

Strikeback is still wandering around, and you chased after the sentimonster. Cat Noir jumps in from behind, joining you before Sapphire and Ladybug showed up running.

"Okay, guys. Let's wrap this one up quickly. I've got... full schedule." Cat Noir said.

Sapphire nodded, "Fine by me, I've got some urgent stuff to attend to." You all leaped up.

On top of the Eiffel Tower. Shadow Moth watches the chaos throughout the city. "My dear akumatized friend, sing as much as you can. We must ensure that Sapphire, Dragon-Phoenix, Ladybug and Cat Noir will take countless risks today."

Risk rides his toy wheel while singing his song. ♪" I'm Froggy, here I come. I'm not afraid of anyone." ♪

"Hey, if we wait a bit, we should see Sapphire and Dragon-Phoenix!"

"I'm gonna get so many likes for this!

"Unleash your power, Strikeback!" Shadow Moth commands the sentimonster.

Strikeback throws the landmark towards the Parisians. You all arrive when you slice off the ferris wheel in pieces from dealing more damage.

"Check that out! I gotta get a video!"

As the ferris wheel stops, it leans towards the buildings beside it. "What's wrong with you? It's dangerous to stay here, shoo!!" The Parisians leave following Ladybug's orders.

"Hey, little buddy old pal! Over here!" Strikeback punches towards Cat Noir a few times, destroying the surroundings.

A few debris fall near Risk, who Ladybug catches and reels back along with his toy wheel. "Don't stay here, otherwise you risk getting hit by the bad guy!" she leaps off.

♪ "I'm Froggy, here I come. I'm not afraid of anyone." ♪ Risk continues cycling.

Cat Noir approaches Strikeback, and upon hearing Risk's song, a risk takes effect. "Come on, no time to waste! Cata—"

Sapphire holds his arm. "Uh Puss, what are you doing?" he swings his knife to catch Strikeback.

"I'll use my power, you get the akuma, and bam. We can both go back to what we were doing!" Cat Noir extends his staff.

"Who knows what your power would do directly on an akumatized person? And if it's a sentimonster, a cataclysm would send it out of control!" Ladybug reels in Strikeback and immediately lets go, making Strikeback trip from the recoil. Strikeback hits a few buildings from the fall.

"Well, brilliant. That's control? What's the difference with what I was saying?" Cat Noir argues with Ladybug.

"No way, it's too risky." Ladybug cross her arms

Cat Noir scoffs. "That's the problem with you. You never want to take any risks."

"Of course, I do! I take risks all the time!"

"Oh yeah? Would you risk knowing who I really am behind my mask?"

"You know very well that—"As soon as they notice a shadow, they look above to see Strikeback punching towards them. You and Sapphire grab Cat Noir and Ladybug and jump off, all four of you landing on the pavements.

"Our identites have to remain secret, I know." Cat Noir roll his eyes and got up. " So why do you and Sapphire know the identities of the other holders? So why not me?"

"I already told you, if I knew who you were, Shadow Moth would only need to akumatize me to get to you. I'm doing this to protect you." Ladybug annoyed.

"Would you both start focusing and look an incoming foot!" You shouted.

Ladybug notices a giant foot about to stomp on them and grabs Cat Noir to swing out to another rooftop. Cat Noir gets up again. " I don't need you to protect me. We'll never get akumatized! Accept for poor (Y/n) who was abused by her own sister and got Vanitas killed!"

Ladybug remembers the events of Cat Blanc and Dark-Wing Dragon-Phoenix that hunts her for the rest of her life, flashing back through her mind. She was still traumatized by you when her nightmares came true that you really did try to kill her by stabbing her legs before you try to sever her neck.

She shook her head trying not to think about that right now. " You don't know what you're talking about!"

"Maybe because you never talk to me about anything!" Cat Noir retorted.

"Both of you stop arguing!" Sapphire headbutts them together making them yelp in pain. "What the hell's wrong with you when we're suppose to be focusing on Titans!"

"Sapphire, watch out!" Rena Furtive alerts Sapphire.

Sapphire looks up to find Strikeback about to crush them. You both jump out, and Ladybug takes a risk. "Nice one, Rena."

Cat Noir surprised. "Huh? Rena Rouge? Where is she?"

"Uh... Rena who?" Ladybug playing dumb.

Sapphire roll his eyes and slap her across the face. "Cut the act Lady-Big-Mouth, you just had to blurt it out anyways! This is why you are the foolish one to take risks!"

"Well you were in on this too!"

"You told me to keep my big mouth shut!"

Cat Noir squints at her in annoyance.

Ladybug gives up and sighs. "Fine, she's hidden. It's best you don't know where, it's—"

"Risky, yeah, right. I think I get it." Cat Noir cuts her off.

♪" I'm Froggy, here I come. I'm not afraid of anyone. "♪ You suddenly heard a child still roaming around the streets.

"Oh, come on, not this again!" Ladybug swings away to chase after Risk.

"Finally! Something more exciting than power or money: the magic of cinema!" André is about to get stomped by Strikeback but Sapphire swiftly saves him a second before Strikeback lands their foot.

They take refuge behind a car. "This is no time for a film shoot, André! Go home!" Sapphire barks.

André shrugs at Sapphire's remark. Meanwhile, the reporters' helicopter takes a risk as they fly near the radius of Strikeback. "Head straight for him! If he attacks us, that'll make for some great footage!"

Strikeback hits the helicopter, sending it flying uncontrollably and about to crash on the streets. Luckily, the helicopter gets saved by you grabbing the object with your full demon streagth and land softly.

You met the three to stand beside Risk without any prior knowledge that you are already standing beside the akumatized victim.

"Do you think this villain is the reason why people are acting unusual?" Cat Noir talking about Strikeback.

"No." Sapphire answered. "But for the reason of knowing is that we won't be able to defeat that Titan if we keep having to save people all the time. Lady Idiot get everyone assembled. Puss and Dragon-Phoenix, stall him while you can!"

You and Cat Noir nodded in agreement and proceeds to distract Strikeback.

"Fighting supervillains isn't fun and games. Go find your parents." Ladybug told Risk and leaps away.

"Keep it up! Taking risks always pays off in the end!" Shadow Moth's butterfly halo appears on Risk.

Risk continues cycling. ♪ "I'm Froggy, here I come. I'm not afraid of anyone." ♪

Ladybug gathers the Miraculous team as she distributes them to Nino, Kagami, Juleka, Zoé, Mylène, Marc and Ivan and the others as they transform to their superhero identities.

Rena Furtive stays hidden at the rooftop of the Montparnasse Tower while she uses her flute as a telescope to check if everyone is in position. She spots Risk cycling freely on the streets. "Ladybug, that froggy kid still isn't getting it."

"Not again! Quick, come with me! Vesperia, immobilize the villain!" The heroes begin their run.

"Venom!" Vesperia leaps on top of Strikeback and activates her power. She pierces her top on Strikeback, causing the monster to stop moving.

Ladybug swings to grab Risk to safety. Unfortunately, Strikeback begins to move again and absorbs the power of Vesperia. "It's not working!"

"Clout!!" Purple Tigress leaps in the air and activates her power as well. She successfully hits Strikeback but the hit only results in it absorbing her powers, too. Strikeback throws her off the streets and Vesperia comes to her rescue. "Impossible!"

Strikeback is about to hit them with another blow just before Polymouse activates her power in front of Vesperia and Purple Tigress. "Multitude!"

She creates three copies of herself, having the two copies save Vesperia and Purple Tigress from Strikeback. The sentimonster throws its fist toward Polymouse as she multiplies into smaller versions of herself, causing Strikeback to copy the powers of another hero. With the newfound powers, Strikeback multiplies into three and activates the powers of the Bee and Tiger Miraculous.

"He can copy our powers!" Rena informs.

"Don't attack them! Don't hit him anymore! Or else it'll make him even more powerful! Retreat to city hall now!" Ladybug swings away with Risk.

On top of the city hall, the heroes gather up. Strikeback takes the ferris wheel and throws it to the direction where the heroes are.

"Wind dragon!" Ryuko successfully prevents the Ferris wheel from hitting them, yet, it flies to the direction where Rena Furtive is.

This causes Carapace to panic. "Rena! Shell-ter!!" Carapace's shield luckily prevents the Ferris wheel from hitting Rena Furtive on top of the Tour Montparnasse. But the information of Rena Furtive's active status shocks the heroes, as well as Shadow Moth.

"Rena??"

"She's still active?" Shadow Moth was shocked.

Ladybug glares at Carapace and Rena Furtive. "I-I'm sorry. I couldn't keep it from him." Rena confessed.

"We'll talk about it later." Ladybug promises to address. "Okay, you, that's enough now. You're putting us all in danger."

♪ "I'm Froggy, here I come. I'm not afraid of anyone." ♪ Risk taunts Ladybug and continues singing

Rena spots the frog mark on Ladybug's nape, as well as on the other heroes', accept for you and Sapphire's napes as realization dawns over her.

♪ "Come shine or come rain, I ain't scared 'cause you're all lame!" ♪ Risk dances in front of them as he continues singing.

Ladybug growls in annoyance as Cat Noir intervenes. "I'm good with kids. I got this."

"Cat Noir get away from that thing!" You activate your demon arm making Risk shiver from you.

"Wow! Dragon-Phoenix stop!" Ladybug stops you. "What's gotten into you?"

You pushed her out of the way and raise your demonic arm at Risk who's too far away. "I said get away from that thing! It's likely inhuman for a child to have such bad taste in fashion!"

Sapphire narrows his eyes on Risk when Rena reports to him. "Sapphire, everyone's got a mark in a shape of a frog's foot on their necks."

"Come again?" Sapphire questions.

"What??" Ladybug gasp.

"You, Cat Noir, the others, all the people of Paris... we've all got that mark accept for Sapphire and Dragon-Phoenix!" Rena said.

Cat Noir is seen flying and gets knocked to the rooftop's edge, which makes Sapphire and Ladybug see the frog mark on his nape. You turn to see Risk standing on another rooftop. ♪" When Froggy's near, there's nothing to fear. Risk is my name and you're all so—"

"Blind!" Cat Noir sneered. " We were blind. We're not just dealing with a sentimonster. There's also an akumatized villain!"

"That's why you're all being so careless. It's him that's making everyone taking all these risks!" Sapphire accused.

Risk stuck his tongue at them while you take the fire shot to burn Risk as he screams in fear running away.

Shadow Moth laughs maniacally. "Now that Sapphire and Ladybug knows they've all been hit, she will doubt everything! And above all, herself!"

"Cat Noir, you need to de-transform!" Ladybug calls to him.

"What??"

"Until I've de-akumatized him, I can't leave you with your cataclysm. It's too risky! Minotaurox, Purple Tigress, Polymouse, with me! We'll never be able to beat the sentimonsters until we defeat Risk! Everyone else, try to limit the damages."

You all agree with the plan as they all leap away to the rooftops. Ladybug, Purple Tigress, Minotaurox and Polymouse chase after Risk as you and Sapphire try to prevent Risk from creating more casualties in the city.

Cat Noir is left on the rooftops per Ladybug's order, leaving him shocked and frustrated. "But I can help..."

The frog mark takes effect as he takes the risk of fighting the sentimonsters, not following Ladybug's orders.

The four heroes taking care of Risk continue to chase after him. Purple Tigress manages to grapple Risk as Ladybug takes his nunchucks and breaks it, with no akuma freed from it. Ladybug proceeds to break everything that Risk owns only to find no akuma flying away.

"Nothing! No akuma!"

"I tricked you! You'll never find my akuma 'cause my object's hidden from you!" Risk smirks.

Ladybug gasps in shock and turns her head to the three sentimonsters wreaking havoc to the city. " Okay, let's split up! Keep looking!"

Cat Noir is pinned on a building by Strikeback. "Cataclysm!" He activates his cataclysm. Strikeback unfortunately touches his ring and mimics his power. "No!"

"Strikeback!" The sentimonster activates the cataclysm and destroys the Tour Montparnasse.

On the rooftops. Ladybug is alerted from the sentimonster's damage. "Cat Noir! No, I told him! This is a nightmare... (gasps) Unless...Lucky Charm!" using her Lucky Charm, she gets a ticket. "A ticket for the Jardin des Plantes? It's from yesterday... (gasps) I know! I've gotta put an end to this madness ASAP!"

She leaps off. " Okay! I need someone who hasn't been hit." Ladybug flashes back to what she sees as 'Adrien's' departure, and her vision zooms in on his nape. "Adrien! But I've been hit by Risk! Maybe my idea's way too risky, or is it a risk not to take this risk? Am I doing this for the love of risk, or the risk of love?"

Doubting herself, decides to travel to the past and retrieve the akumatized object with the help of an ally who she believes hasn't been affected: Adrien. She groans and opens her yo-yo and reaches for the Rabbit Miraculous and Horse Miraculous. She wears the two Miraculouses. "No. It's Adrien, and he doesn't have the mark. It's a good idea! Tikki, Fluff, Kaalki, unify!"

Ladybug transforms into Pennybug. " Voyage!" A portal opens, sending her to the Startrain. Pennybug exits out of the lavatory, while Félix exits out of the adjacent. They are both surprised.

"Who are you?"

"Oh! It's me, Ladybug. Or rather, Ladybug with a few extra powers. Pennybug! Wait!" Pennybug checks Félix's neck immediately, still under the impression that he is Adrien. She sighs in relief. "You're alright. Adrien, I need your help. I have to find an object." She retrieves the Dog Miraculous.

"Y... Your yo-yo gives you direct access to all the Miraculous?" Felix asked.

"The ones in my Miracle Box, yes. It's a magic shortcut." Pennybug nodded.

"Wow!" Felix amazed.

"Adrien Agreste, here is the Miraculous of the dog which will grant you the power to locate and fetch whatever your ball has touched. You will use it for the greater good, then you will return it to me.... Can I trust you?" Ladybug asked.

Félix looks at the Miraculous intensely.

"If you're doubting yourself, then trying is the only way you can gain the confidence you need."

Félix nods and wears the Miraculous, and Barkk appears. "Hi, I'm Barkk! The kwami of adoration! I'm so happy to have a new holder, you and I can play ball! All you have to say is, "Barkk, on the hunt"!"

"With pleasure. Barkk, on the hunt!" Félix transforms into a holder of the Dog Mircaulous

"Thanks to your superpower, you can locate any object that you've touched before."

"Oh! Uh...Like this?" Flairmidable touches her yo-yo.

Pennybug giggles. "No! With the ball. A light touch will be enough."

Félix holds out the ball. "Okay, I get it. What about the object I'm supposed to find? Where is it?"

"In the past. Burrow!" Pennybug enters the portal and Flairmidable follows. "We have to find the little boy before he was akumatized."

"You can travel through time?"

Pennybug reverses a window " Yes. And even though time travel is always risky, today we have to take that risk." She found Froggy was akumatized, touch his stuffed toy. "Found it!" They both enter into the past. "As soon as we know which object is going to be akumatized, you have to hit it with the ball, but without anyone seeing so you don't interfere with the course of events."

The akuma infects Froggy's stuffed toy.

"His fluffy! Of course!" Pennybug realized.

Flairmidable throws his ball to the stuffed toy, and it rolls back to him. "Let's go, come on!" Pennybug and Flairmidable enter back into the burrow.

"But we don't know where he's going to hide his bag!"

"Thanks to your power, we don't need to." They both jump out to the present timeline.

Back at the Present timeline, Paris. Pennybug and Flairmidable step out the Burrow. "Fluff, Kaalki, divide!" Pennybug reverts back to Ladybug

As Ladybug takes off her sunglasses, both her and Flairmidable gasp in shock, seeing the sentimonsters have already caused great chaos in the city. The heroes are down on the pavement as they look at Strikeback in fear.

You and Sapphire panted while he hold you close.

On the rooftops, Cat Noir continues to take risks as he lures Strikeback to his direction. "Come on, bring it! I'm not scared of you!"

"Don't you stupid cat!" Sapphire shouted.

Strikeback throws its fist towards the rooftop where Cat Noir stood and dodged it.

"Hurry! He won't last long!" Ladybug worries.

Flairmidable takes out his ball. "Fetch!"

His ball lights up and flies to where the akumatized object is. As the ball touches the stuffed frog toy, the ball and the akumatized object appear on his hands. Ladybug takes the toy and pulls its arm to break the akuma free.

" No more evil doing for you, megakuma!" She catches the megakuma and proceeds to throw her lucky charm object. "Miraculous Ladybug!"

The magical ladybugs clear up the marks on their necks and frees them from Risk's effects. Cat Noir isback to normal. "Yeah, uh- actually, how about we continue this later? You guys stay right there, okay?"

He flees quickly away from Strikeback who brings yet another blow on where he stood. He proceeds to hide behind a chimney as he sees Ladybug admiring Flairmidable's skills. "Awesome! Well done! You did what's needed to be done on your first try. I knew you were the one I needed! You really are the best, Adri— I mean..."

"Flairmidable. Call me Flairmidable." he addressed.

"It really suits you!" Ladybug gushes and did a fist bump with him. The two heroes leap away, leaving Cat Noir dejected, and he proceeds to follow them.

In the streets, Ladybug and Flairmidable returns the frog plushie to Froggy. "Here you go, little buddy! Even though you're so brave that you're not scared of Shadow Moth." She hands Froggy his plushie with a magical charm already hanged on it. " With this, you'll still remember to always be careful."

Froggy hugs his frog plushie. "Thank you, Ladybug!"

"Let's go recharge before dealing with these sentimonsters!" Sapphire orders as the heroes jump off to their rendezvous points, with Cat Noir being the last one to leave. He simply runs off.

"Risk has been defeated, but Ladybug must have made a mistake of some kind, and I can't wait to see what it is. The battle is not over, Strikeback!" Shadow Moth grins.

In the Sewers, Ladybug and Flairmidable run off to different directions to de-transform.

"Spots off!" Ladybug de-transforms into Marinette.

"Lay down!" Flairmidable de-transforms into Félix.

Tikki munches on a macaron. "Thanks again, Adrien. I'll take you back to the train." Marinette mistakes him as Adrien when he's actually Felix.

"I don't wanna get back on that train. I wanna stay and fight with you."

"What about your trip? Are you going to stand up to your father?"

"Yes. You've given me the courage I need, Ladybug. I feel like from now on, nothing can stop me." Felix chuckles evilly when his plan will finally get revenge on his uncle.

You and the heroes are watching Strikeback wreck more buildings as Ladybug and Flairmidable arrive. "Hey, everyone! Meet Flairmidable, the new holder of the Dog Miraculous."

"What a lame name. I'm going to barf." Sapphire coughs falsely when Ladybug glares at him.

Suddenly Cat Noir climbs up, arriving in time. "Oh, Cat Noir! Miraculous of the dog, Miraculous of the cat! Dog and cat! Funny isn't it?" She laughs.

"Hilarious." Cat Noir unamused.

"Nice working with you, Cat Noir." Flairmidable smiles and reach out with his hand.

"Come on! Shake paws." Ladybug is blind.

"Eww don't!" Sapphire rejected but the just did and shake hands.

Ladybug giggles fangirling. " I knew you two would get along. That's the magic of the Miraculous, even dogs and cats can exist in harmony! You're gonna be spending a lot of time together now that he's joined the team! Ready Miraculous team?"

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"I've got a plan, you just stay out of it." Sapphire pushes Ladybug out which she looks taken a back from him. "We can't attack them, we're gonna trap them. No needless risks. Rooster Bold, use your power that Dragon has shades, give yourself the power to multiply objects. We'll need more pairs of sunglasses."

"Sublimation!" As everyone watches Rooster Bold multiply the sunglasses, not noticing that Flairmidable touches Ladybug's yo-yo including Sapphire's Book of Vanitas.

"I will lure all the sentimonsters to the same place. Carapace, you'll create a shield so that they can't escape." You chimed in. "I'll use The Flame-Wing Dragon-Phoenix's Power to destroy them along with Sapphire's."

"A portal where?" Flairmidable asked you.

"To the Earth's core!" Sapphire grabs your hand. "Let's rock!"

Everyone wore some glasses and you all jump off towards Strikeback for their plan, except for Flairmidable. You use your demon speed and use your sword to heat up with your fire and drove all three sentimonsters fall into the Earth's core with the finishing blow of Sapphire's Arsenius power.

Flairmidable drops his sunglasses, sympathizes with them and leaves to find his uncle. "I'm sorry....Vanitas."

"Light of Cosmos!" You raise your card and the galaxy of stars fix the damage done by the sentimonsters.

"I don't understand! Sapphire and Ladybug should have made a mistake! They should have taken one too many risks, they should have lost!" Shadow Moth is frustrated and jumps off the Eiffel Tower.

In the alleyways, Ladybug and Rena Furtive rendezvous to talk about the early incident at the Tour Montparnasse. Ladybug and Rena Furtive meet up, and the latter de-transforms.

"I'm sorry. I— I couldn't lie to Nino, we share everything, you know?" Alya sadly takes off her necklace and hands it to Ladybug, who closes Alya's fist.

"I get it. I share everything with my best friend, and I wasn't able to lie to her either." Ladybug hugs Alya.

"You shouldn't ever trust me with it again. It's too risky, now that Shadow Moth knows. But I don't need to be a superhero to be your friend. You know that, right? Trixx, I renounce you." Trixx disappears into the Miraculous, and Alya hands it over while wiping her tears. "Go get the other Miraculous back before you de-transform."

Ladybug leaps off and goes to look for "Adrien" in the Sewers but can't find Adrien. "Adrien? Adrien? This can't be possible."

{~Interior, Agreste mansion~}

Gabriel storms in his office while talking to Nathalie on the phone. "How could the plan fail? Ladybug had to make a mistake. There's no point in going on any longer. Come back home with Vanitas and Adrien, cancel everything. This is all futile now."

Nathalie: (on-call) "The thing is..."

"Ladybug did indeed make a mistake... uncle." Felix awaits Gabriel's return, who calls Nathalie to cancel the trip, and interrupts him, revealing his identity and causing Gabriel to drop the phone.

"I've lost Vanitas and Adrien, sir. They're no longer on the train!" Nathalie tries to reach out to him and explain that Adrien is missing but starts coughing uncontrollably. Lila smirks.

"Félix?" Gabriel realized.

{~With Vanitas~}

Vanitas made to his room and washed out all the ash over his hair and massage his back when all of the sudden something seems light. He reached for the grimoire, the familiar weight was comforting but all he felt was emptiness.

And then realization hits him when Ladybug showed the new Dog Miraculous was none other than...

"FELIX!" Everything that happened occurred right under his nose.

Meanwhile, Adrien walks out of his bathroom displeased, while Ladybug swings in. "Phew! There you are. I'm sorry I thought I told you we were supposed to meet up."

"Meet up?" Adrien has know idea what's she's talking about.

"Yes, so you could give it back to me."

"Give what back to you?"

"Well, the Miraculous of the dog."

"But you didn't give me anything."

"Of course, I did! On the train."

"The train?" Adrien was still confused until it hits him "...Félix!"

Suddenlt Vanitas kicks down Adrien's door shouting at Ladybug. "You Crazy ASS Bitch! Where's my BOOK!?"

Ladybug's eyes enlargen as she gasps. Realizing that she's been fooled by her ego and her blind love mistaking Felix as Adrien. How foolish she was.

Just under them, Gabriel interrogates Flairmidable. "What do you want, Félix?"

"I want the real Peacock Miraculous and the real Infinity power. And you're going to give it to me." Flairmidable demands.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Do you want me to tell Vanitas and Adrien about the secret code on the painting? Then, give me what I ask for and I'll give you something better in exchange." Flairmidable threatens.

"Sapphire and Dragon-Phoenix's Miraculous?" Gabriel thoughts.

"No. All the other Miraculous. And this. I won't be needing it anymore. As long as Ladybug hasn't de-transformed, I only have to say one word and her yo-yo, the magic portal to the Miraculous, will be yours. Make up your mind, time is ticking. If you don't make up your mind, I'll tell Vanitas that is was you...who killed his birth parents during the accident."

Gabriel growls that Felix knows his secret about Vanitas' past. "How do I know that you won't use the Peacock Miraculous and the Infinity against us?"

"If I wanted to harm you, uncle, I would've done it a long time ago." Flairmidable places one of the twin rings on the table in trade for the Peacock Miraculous.

Gabriel hesitates and agrees, renouncing Duusu before taking off his ascot tie. "Duusu, I renounce you." he places the Peacock Miraculous on the table.

As they both place their jewels to trade on the table, the two glared at one another and eventually swap. Gabriel wears the ring and Flairmidable grabs the Peacock Miraculous.

"Fetch!" His ball flies towards Adrien's room, coming in contact with Ladybug's yo-yo and absorbs it. The ball returns to Flairmidable along with the yo-yo as Gabriel quickly takes hold of it.

"Ah! You've lost, Sapphire and Ladybug! Finally!!" Gabriel maniacally reaches out all the Miraculouses.

{~With Vanitas~}

Ladybug begins to panic now that she knows Flairmidable, or rather Félix, had already seized the opportunity to steal her yo-yo.

Ladybug has now have a panic attack, realizing that she lost all the Miraculous. "The ball... of the dog... Félix... He has the yo-yo, and that means... he has the Miraculous!"

Gabriel triumphantly grabs every Miraculous inside Ladybug's yo-yo and places them on the table one by one. "My greatest wish will finally come true!!" Gabriel continues to laugh maniacally.

Ladybug starts hyperventilating as her anxiety gets worse and worse. Adrien crouches down and advises her. " Ladybug, try to keep calm. Think. There must be a way to get your yo-yo back."

"Yes, maybe if I transform back and then—"

"Go ahead, you'll be safe here." Adrien opens the door to his bathroom.

"I-I don't know anymore, I— What if this is a trap? What if you're Félix?!" Ladybug went crazy.

"If you're gonna trust me once, please let it be this time!" Adrien closes the door.

Vanitas shook his head in disappointment. All is lost. "Adrien, it's no use....He's already taken them all when she screw up everything....again."

Freaked out and doubting herself, Ladybug pants and falls dejectedly on the floor. "Spots off.. Please hurry, Tikki! We can't let them take all the Miraculous, please let there be some left, there has to be some left!" Marinette cries.

Gabriel continues to marvel at all the Miraculous scattered on the table. "Lay down." Flairmidable de-transforms into Félix. Barkk flies beside him. "Barkk, I renounce you."

Barkk disappears as Félix places the Dog Miraculous alongside the others on the table and leaves the room, leaving a triumphant Gabriel alone.

Tikki finally finishes eating her macaron. "I'm done!"

"Tikki, spots on!" Marinette in panic after just as she transforms, her yo-yo on Gabriel's desk disappears. She quickly opens it and checks if there are still any Miraculous left inside, only to find nothing. "No! There's nothing left!"

Ladybug crestfallen in defeat and continues to cry. "I've lost...!"

"Ladybug...?" Adrien looks down for a while, sympathizing with Ladybug and decides to open the door to look out for her, only to find his bathroom already empty.

Adrien turns to Vanitas and he knew what he needs to do before transforming to Sapphire and call you to his side.

At sunset, on the rooftops of the Jardins du Trocadéro, Ladybug cries over the loss of the Miraculouses. She is sitting all by herself under the rain, crying. Hawk Moth starts to laugh maniacally as he appears with his head shaped with his akumas, alongside with all the powers of the Miraculous. An illusion of the message transmission appears inside with Shell-ter to protect his akumas in case Ladybug purifies them again.

"People of Paris, Ladybug had promised to protect you. Well, she lied to you! Behold, her and Sapphire's defeat! I took all the Miraculous from her! Now I'm more powerful than ever! From now on, I will be attacking you relentlessly. I would be everywhere probing your thoughts, steal your dreams, harnessing your deepest fears! Whatever damage I can cause, I will not stop! Unless... someone brings me Sapphire and Dragon-Phoenix's Miraculous!"

Hawk Moth with all the Miraculouses, now known as Monarch, threatens all the Parisians; including Chloé Bourgeois, promising to attack them more than ever, and that he will not stop until he gets your Miraculouses.

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"I've lost everything!!" Ladybug cries while holding her head down in shame.

"Oh stop crying, we're still here. Don't think you're the one fighting for survival." Sapphire's annoyed voice made Ladybug gasps as she turns her head to look at him, you and Cat Noir who is already standing beside her looking out facing Hawk Moth.

Guilt-ridden, she still crying and she gave up easily. "Why don't you three just give up on me? I've lost all the Miraculous! I'm the worst Guardian ever! I wanted to control everything! I didn't listen to you both! I lied to you! I kept you at a distance! I wanted to be better like Sapphire and Dragon-Phoenix no matter how many times I wanted to catch up! Every time you three offered me a helping hand, I never took it! I really made a mess of everything!!"

Ladybug was expecting to be slapped but what shocked her was just a pat on the head by Sapphire. "Alright, alright. Just shut up and stop crying you big baby and get your ass up, will ya?"

Ladybug looks to him before you and Cat Noir who reached up and pick her up as Sapphire continues. "We're going to get them back and crying like a stupid girl won't solve you're problems. You may fall and tremble and for once, show some humiliation when you admit you are not a good leader too. So might as well put your trust in me....I will put an end to this and get my book back."

You pat her by the shoulder before walking up to your boyfriend holding his hand. "We will never back down, , until the very last. We'll make sure that we will win. So please, Ladybug....put your faith in Sapphire and the rest of us if you do the same."

Ladybug never heard you being soft and she feels a little better. "Sapphire...Dragon-Phoenix...Cat Noir... and me?"

Cat Noir smiles at her before turning to you and Sapphire who stood out in front of them. "Sapphire and Dragon-Phoenix, the best anti-heroes there ever was, them, the people of Paris..." he points at the huge crowd of Parisians below them, cheering for you and Sapphire.

"Sapphire! Sapphire! Sapphire! Sapphire!" the Parisians chanted.

"And us, Sapphire and his maiden... their your loyal partners." Cat Noir determines.

The Parisians continue to cheer for you and Sapphire. Ladybug stands stern side-by-side with You and Sapphire along with Cat Noir, as her tears get taken away by the wind.

Sapphire squeeze your hand in his before he clasp them together looking out over to Hawk Moth, The people of Paris cheer for the heroes, who prepare to face the villain.

"Are you scared, My Luv?" Sapphire asked you.

You shook your head. "As long as I have you, I'm not scared of anything."

Sapphire smiles and hold you by your waist bringing you closer and peck your lips. "And neither will I. I will defeat him by my own hands..."

With the rain and wind by you both sides, you and Sapphire are getting ready to face the villainous Hawk Moth, once and for all.

#memoir of vanitas #les memoires de vanitas #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #vnc vanitas #vnc fanart #vnc #vanitas no shuki #vanitas #vanitas x reader #Youtube

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katilthedog · 2 years ago

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Here's something I was daydreaming about on my way home today.

I was walking home from the gym, I had been running and doing squats so my legs were really tired. After the gym I was too tired to change back to the jeans I had walked there in so I walked back in my booty shorts. These shorts are short enough that if they run up even a little bit you can see my underwear. It wasn't too late for me to be worried about walking home alone. I'm also wearing a long coat so you can't really see that I'm wearing pants from behind. Now to the fantasy:

About halfway through my walk home I hear someone yell.

"Stop right there!"

I turn around and see a cop so I stop and put my hands up. He walks up and cuffs me.

"What did I do wrong?"

"First of all, you call me 'officer' and second of all. Don't you know its a crime to walk around without pants sweetheart?"

"I'm wearing pants tho!"

SLAP

"I told you to refer to me as officer." He stares at my crotch. "And I wouldn't call those pants, they're barely underwear"

"You can't arrest me for wearing short shorts.." He raises his hand "...officer"

He let's out a little laugh. "I can do whatever I want" He says as he pats the gun on his hip. I'm starting to realize that I will be going to jail tonight.

He puts me in the back of the car and starts driving. He calls someone on his phone.

"Yeah I got one, cute little thing thought she could walk around looking like a slut without consequences" I'm shocked. It can't be ok for a cop to call someone they just arrested a slut.

A few minutes later I started to realize that something was wrong. I know for a fact that there is a police station fairly close to where I was walking. So why have we been driving for so long?

We stop to pick up someone else and I figure that's why I've been in the car for so long. The second guy turns around and eyes me up and down. He licks his lips. The disgusting perv. We drive around the city for a while until we park outside a building. A building that is not the police station. I think that maybe we're just picking up another person but no.

They both get out of the car. I start to panic. The second guy grabs my handcuffs and attaches another chain to it.

"Please officers, where are you taking me?"

"We're taking you were you need to be"

I keep pleading for a more specific answer but they just keep tugging at my chain. I stumble along the path, frantically looking around me to try to figure out where I am but all I can see is a dark forest. We finally reach a house and I realize even more people are waiting for us.

"Hey guys, I found this little thing wandering around without any pants on" says the cop who arrested me and I know better than to protest.

"What do you say we teach her a lesson huh?" They all cheer. A few of the guys hold me still while the others start tearing off my clothes.

"You like walking around without pants so much we might as well help you loose the rest of the clothes" says a voice behind me. They all start stroking their crotch watching me try to hide from them. Someone forces me down on my knees and before I know it there's a huge cock in my face.

"Please guys I've never… I.. I don't know how to" I can't even say the words. Somebody grabs my hair and tilts my head back. He looks me in the eyes and says

"Shit are you a virgin slut?"

"No no I just, I.. I like girls" They all laugh and I see how they all get significantly harder at the thought of taking my real virginity.

One guy forces my mouth open while another forces his huge cock in my mouth. It's disgusting. I gag at both the taste and the size. They all take their turns using my mouth until I my throat is all sore and my tits are covered in drool and semen.

At least it's over now. Except some of them have started to get hard again. They shove me onto a table and force my legs open.

Suddenly they all start laughing and taking pictures.

"Look at the little lesbo all wet for cock" They all laugh and to my horror I realize that it's just making me wetter.

"Ok guys listen up. Highest bidder gets to take this tight wet little pussy first" Everyone is yelling out different numbers but all I can focus on is trying to figure out why I'm somehow getting wetter by the second.

And then my worst fear comes true. A huge cock is pressing against the opening of my cunt. He forces himself inside, groaning loudly as he enters. I try to fight but they aren't going to let me go.

Eventually my screams of pain turn into screams of pleasure. I cum over and over again, on what feels like a million different cocks. Eventually they have all had their turns. I'm laying on the table, too exhausted to move and all covered in cum and spit.

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ahc-au · 9 months ago

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I have a couple of questions about this au : 1. Since Cody has been got that living poison or that good for nothing uncle of his out of his life so he doesnt have to face the "dangers" of this world he has created or keeping him inside the penthouse , how would this affect Cody's perspective ?

2. Did the EPF completely removed the dark turtles' failsafe devices (hypnotic induced precautions) they have implanted within them (possibly near the cerebrum or cerebellum) , or did they also found the other things like explosives within them since they are living weapons after all 3. After the trial , where would Darius be sentenced to , somewhere like maximum prison for terrorists or luxury prison for privileged people . Or his business partners that President Bishop had mentioned at the prologue during the interrogation ?

OOOH FUN QUESTIONS

1. This one's pretty complex! Cody is a victim of abuse, but it was the kind of abuse that fostered co-dependency, and that's really hard to deprogram from. Cody may now understand that his Uncle was a bad person who never actually had his best interests in mind, but the behaviors he was taught are still going to take time to unravel. He compulsively feels the need to placate the people around him, because Dunn raised him to be obedient and expected him to essentially put his entire life on hold just for his uncle's convenience. He was raised to believe that what he could do (or build) for others determined his worth, given that was how Dunn determined his worth. He also becomes deeply invested in his attachments, having been allowed so few close relationships outside of home and work. Feeling lonely is scary, so he feels like he has to please the people he's close to especially so they won't want to leave. This leads to him denying his own needs in favor of those around him, even outright refusing to acknowledge when he's not doing well until it gets overwhelming. Thankfully, the Splintersons have left him with some very good influence, and I think as he goes he'll find the things they taught him to be of invaluable help. I don't want to say too much on that, though, since it's the subject of a few chapters off in the future heheh.

2. The EPF has long-since been dissolved, it doesn't exist anymore! And according to records, the leader died mysteriously in such a way that no body could be recovered, and there aren't any records of his name anywhere. Weird! In any case, yes, the authorities are aware of the Dark Turtles' implants. Again, this comes up later on, so I'm not gonna say too much. But! I can also point out that all their weapons and armor were confiscated. I believe it's mentioned once or twice in the first few chapters, but I try to keep it in mind since it means alterations on their usual designs whenever I draw them.

3. There's an episode of Fast Forward that begins with Jammerhead being broken out of prison, and it shows us an island in the middle of the river is where the facility is located (GREAT design choice NNYC city planners. I'm sure the nearby residents love that.) This is where I've been picturing Dunn is being held, he even gets the same prison uniform in the newspaper drawing! From the glimpse we see in the episode, it looks pretty miserable, and I think Bishop is vindictive enough to ensure he doesn't even have a chance of getting moved anywhere nicer. Because of course, in Bishop's utopia future, the prison system is still horrible. The business partners are a plot thread that is going to stay dormant for now, but it's very fortuitous of you to keep them in mind heheh.

Thank you for the questions, I hope this answers to your satisfaction!

--Adelram

#ahc asks #sending his enemies to prison just wouldn't be as fun if Bishop had to make the prisons humane after all #in terms of EPF I suppose the Peacekeepers would be mostly handling that stuff? cuz PGA is Bishop's new body of control but it's not-#-exactly a 1-to-1 replacement. it's genuinely just Space UN #disregard Bishop's private militia. that's totally normal and not something to be concerned about at all #Cody is sooooo interesting cuz like a lot of his unhealthy behaviors lean more towards the self-destructive side #but in such a way that it's hard to notice unless you know him very well #but this also means when too many things go wrong in sequence he's liable to have an anxiety attack and shut down. or even get angry #ahc cody #ahc bishop

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happyk44 · 3 months ago

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1: Cropped picture of a page from a magazine. In a green oval, it says "Love never dies." The header is written in red font and reads, "Special Delivery". The text underneath reads, "My sweet husband, John, and I were married for 46 years. Each Valentine's Day, he'd send me the most beautiful flowers containing a note with five simple words: 'My love for you grows.' Four children, 46 bouquets, and a lifetime of love were his legacy to me when he passed away two years ago.

On my first Valentine's Day alone, 10 months after I lost him, I was shocked to receive a gorgeous bouquet addressed to me... from John. Angry and heartbroken, I called the florist to say there had been a mistake. The florist replied, 'No ma'am. It's not a mistake. Before he passed, your husband prepaid for many years and asked us to guarantee that you'd continue to get flowers for Valentine's Day.' With my heart in my throat, I hung up the phone and read the attached card. It said, 'My love for you is eternal.'

- Sue Johnston, 68, Houston, TX"

2: Digitally illustrated comic. A man with a white beard stands in a dark room reading a piece of paper. "I told you that if there were something beyond the grave I would contact you," the paper reads.

The man looks ahead to a brown cardboard box.

"I ordered this package to be sent in the event of my death," the man continues to read. "If there were a way to reach beyond death, I would've stopped this package for you got it."

The panel turns black, the man illuminated in all white. "I'm sorry."

Colour returns to the comic as he reaches forward and opens the box. "But you see I've set up a win-win for you." The box is filled with chocolates. "Either you get to see me or you get a box of candy."

He picks up a one of the chocolates, smiling soft and sad. "We were both sensations to each other - eyes, ears, nose, hands, mouth." He returns to the note. "So, as long as I can tickle a few of those, I'm only gone from myself. Not you."

"I'm sorry I couldn't stop this package," the note reads as the man cradles the box and the note close to his chest. His brows furrow.

Once more the panel turns black. The man and rhe box are coloured white, drawn small in rhe lower left xorber.

"But I'll try to get the one for next month."

3: An anthropomorphic cat stands sobbing, one hand on a nearby door. The text next them reads, "Wait. Hold on a minute. I think I need a moment. Wait, wait, wait. Hold on. I need a moment. I need to sit down I think wait. Wait. Old honh on, wait, please I am breaking down. Hold on. Wai"

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#reblogged #pics #described images #grief

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ronanlynchbf · 2 years ago

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jesse pinkman blue orbs

#insert hank & cashier girl convo ; his eyes were blue. like really really blue -- yeah yeah i get it. dreamy.#he is y/n in the my mom sold me to 1d fics #pictures to be attached after i've looked for them please hold..#brba #jesse pinkman #am almost finished with breaking bad btw and it only took me like. 2 months. everyone clap and cheer!

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erimeows · 3 years ago

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You said you don't do terminal illnesses, so I'm not sure if my request will count.

But can I have a Prowl comforting and helping y/n mentally prepare because they have to put their dog down? Maybe going with them to the vet for it?

I'm mainly asking cos my dog has cancer and I will be putting him down this weekend. I'm staying anon for this reason. Prowl has been one of my comfort characters and I rly like the way you write him.

If this is too heavy of a subject for you, please don't hesitate to refuse.

Hey! I mostly meant that with humans, and tbh, I feel for you- I've had a dog pass. He was the family dog for a few years and pretty old, but my sister got a new puppy who had parvo, so both had to be put down and it was a pretty earth-shattering experience. I would've killed for some good specific comfort character content during that time, so here's some headcanons, hope they help even a little bit- and always feel free to message me if you need anything, anon!

Upon hearing that your dog was ill, Prowl was heartbroken. Animals on Cybertron are nothing like on earth because they’re infrequent and live a very long time.

Obviously, through dating you, he’s grown very attached to your dog as well; bringing him into the berth to cuddle with and sleep with, buying him toys and presents for every holiday, taking him on walks and to dog parks to play, bathing and grooming him- everything. Basically an adoptive dog dad.

But he knows that it isn’t about him, it’s about you, because it’s your dog who you’ve grown attached to and you’ve done everything within your means to take good care of him but he’s sick and there’s nothing else you can do.

The last couple days, Prowl is with you, helping take care of the dog and giving him the best last few days possible; playing with him if he wants it, petting him constantly, feeding him human food like good meat and his favorite dog treats because they’re the only things he’ll eat right now.

Prowl definitely cries in private a few times, and cries with you when he’s trying to comfort you. A couple of hours are definitely spent with you in his arms and the dog sprawled out across you guys’ laps.

When the time finally comes, you debate on changing your mind but Prowl has to convince you that it’s the best thing to do.

It’s a very sad, solemn drive to the vet with you and the dog alone in the car and Prowl driving in his vehicle mode behind you.

You get there and it takes a while. You’re holding the dog the whole time, and both of you feel pretty guilty; your dog is just laying there, receiving your touch and comfort, hurting but unaware of what’s going on.

Tears are shed when you go into the room where it’s going to be done. Your dog is laid out on the table and you both say your goodbyes before the vet goes ahead and administers the euthanizer, you still holding your dog and petting him through it.

You’re sobbing the whole time. All Prowl can do is pull you into his arms and allow you to muffle the sobs against his chest.

You get your dog (whether that be body or ashes) and make a nice memorial behind the plant; a little headstone and some flowers where you bury him. Lots of hours are spent crying over him sitting out there together.

You and Prowl spend hours at home after that just talking about memories of your dog and looking through pictures of him, laughing, smiling. He’s there for whatever you need, makes you every meal for the next few days and is especially sensitive; does whatever you want and need and will make sure that the memory of your dog is kept alive in the best way possible.

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cherryatiny · 4 years ago

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𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐤 - 𝐂.𝐒

⩥𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭!𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐒𝐚𝐧 (𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳) 𝐱 𝐟!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

⩥𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭, 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐀𝐔, 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬

⩥𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟐,𝟓𝐤

⩥𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧, 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞, 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨.

⩥𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤, 𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐣𝐨𝐛, 𝐮𝐧𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐱 - 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐝, 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐬𝐬-𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫-𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

⩥𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟑𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯, 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝

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Going up the stairs of the old building with high ceilings and cold brickwork walls, the nervous girl was trying to find her way to the tattoo studio, located in the old part of the city centre.

As soon as she saw a poster with the logo of the studio, her eyes lit up, from excitement, but also fear from how the process of getting her first tattoo will go.

Ringing the bell, which was on a doorframe, she nervously gulped and tilted her head to look down on her old Converses. The bell buzzing, signalizing someone opened the door through a system, she hesitantly opened the big, wooden door.

She was met with a hallway of the studio, white walls and wooden parquets topped up with stylish black pouffes. Cabinet with many exhibits such as vintage tattoo guns or diversity of piercings. Walls decorated with photos of tattoos made by the tattoo artist - such a delicate, detailed and minimalistic work.

She didn't know what to expect, as this was her first tattoo she was thinking of getting long ago, but it never really happened. As her friend praised a tattoo artist who did his tattoo, she decided to finally get one herself and book an appointment herself in the said tattoo artist's studio.

„I-Is anyone here? I have an appointment at 2pm. I’m Y/N Y/L/N,“

Soon her ears were met with the sounds of footsteps approaching her. Diverting her eyes from the cabinet, she was met with an extremely strong gaze of a young male.

Y/N couldn't get her eyes off the young male, but at the same time, she couldn't even lock eye contact with him, because he was definitely the most handsome man she has ever seen.

„Ah yeah yeah I know, we talked on the phone and I was actually working on the design you described when we talked. I'm Choi San, the tattoo artist running this place. Follow me, please.”

The young lady shook his hand and followed him to a smaller room in the back, where the whole process will happen.

„I disinfected the whole place already, so we can start right away if you are okay with the design. You said you wanted it to be daisy and lavender underboob tattoo.“

The tattoo artist was showing her the design in his notebook. Y/N was nodding her head in excitement.

„Wau, it's much more better than I've imagined it.“

„That's good to hear. Well, then let's get you to prepare. Umm, h-here's a cloth to use to cover up, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable by being exposed to me. I'll be as gentle as possible since I know getting this type of tattoo is an intimate matter. Sit down and get comfortable, I'll go get ink and some other stuff.“

What a caring man. Y/N pulled the thin shirt over her head and unclipped her lacy bra, her nipples hardening from the breeze of cold air in the room. Sitting down on the massive tattoo armchair, she pulled the cloth San gave her over her exposed upper half, to cover as much as possible.

Soon after San came back with a bottle of black ink, another cloth and a bottle of alcohol, his tattoo gun and stencil already prepared.

„I now need to prepare the area we will tattoo on, it might be a bit cool when we clean it, but when we’ll be transferring the stencil onto your skin, I need you to stay as still as possible.“

Y/N nodded and San poured a bit of alcohol carefully cleaning the area and preventively shaving it with a razor because any hair could cause problems. Cleaning the area again and making sure it’s smooth, he took a stick deodorant to moisten her skin and transfer the stencil. Rubbing a little ointment over the design, to help the needle slide along the skin more smoothly.

Y/N was admiring the purple-ish blue outline on her underboob, meanwhile, San was pouring ink into ink caps, placing needles and tubes in the machine.

„Okay, so first, I’m gonna do the outline, if it hurts or you need a break, just tell me, but try to stay still if possible.“

Y/N’s breath hitched, as San’s soft fingertips caressed her ribs and holding the base of her left breast to keep it up and out of the way, so he can concentrate on the work. San was maybe concentrating, but poor Y/N for sure wasn’t.

His gentle moves of the needle, outlining daisies, lavenders, leaves and haulms on the girl’s soft skin.

His soft caresses slowly turning her on, Y/N crossing her legs to get some friction, the hot young man, the pain and his caresses of her breast easily arousing her after being untouched and without any intercourse for a few months.

Trying hard not to cum under him untouched, she kept repeating in her head to keep professional. After around 30 minutes, San pierced the needle into her skin for the last time, putting down the tattoo gun and letting Y/N finally have her relief.

„So, wanna see your tattoo for the first time, I can bring you a mirror or take a picture of it if you want.“

„The mirror will be enough, thanks San- I mean Mr. Choi.“

San chuckled at how shy and frustrated she was, and honestly, he thought it was really cute, seeing how flustered she got because of him. He searched through a cabinet in which he kept his work stuff, looking for the mirror.

Taking the piece of glass with metal outlining and grip out and handing it over to Y/N. San turned around so she can observe her boobs in the mirrors, although he didn’t want to, he had to, because he didn’t want his client to feel uncomfortable with him.

„Okay so I need to clean it up now, apply a protective layer of ointment and wrap it with a bandage to prevent infection by bacteria.“

San sat down on his previous seat and leaned a little too close to Y/N to do after-tattoo care. His hands rubbing the ointment into Y/N’s skin, the mint scent of the ointment filling the room.

As San was doing the after-tattoo care, Y/N was subconsciously looking at San’s plump lips, this action not going unnoticed by San, lightly smirking at her bold move and leaning a bit closer to her.

Y/N’s breath quickening a bit, as he gained courage and closing the gap between his and her lips. His tongue slipping into her mouth, his body getting closer and closer to her. Y/N breaking the kiss and trying to catch breath, lustful eyes examining his figure.

Black sleeveless top showing off his muscular biceps covered in many small tattoos, droplets of sweat on his forehead and wetting his raven-like hair, making his sculpted face stand out more. San started to get nervous from her silence, a plethora of excuses and apologies already filling his mind.

„I’m- I know this was very unprofession-“

Y/N shushed him with yet another hungry kiss, her hands wrapping around his neck, straightening to get closer to him. The cloth that was supposed to cover her, slipping down, already forgotten as San’s hands caressed her bare upper body.

Pushing her back down on the tattoo armchair, getting on top of her, his legs on both sides of her waist. Groping her velvet breasts carefully, to not dispose the bandage covering her fresh tattoo.

His hand trailing down the soft skin of her tummy, his fingertips getting to contact with a zipper of her shorts, looking up at her to make sure she’s comfortable. Y/N nodded and bucked her hips up to help San take off her denim shorts.

Y/N now only in her basic, old panties with Hello Kitty motive, a puddle of wetness already visible, because who would have thought that she would fuck her tattoo artist. San chuckled as he saw that, thinking it was really cute, she got embarrassed by his smirk and tried to cover her reddened face.

„No covering up princess, I like it, it’s cute, no need to be shy about it.“

San pulled his top off, showing off his solid abs, astonishing Y/N as her hand instinctively went to touch it. San’s long fingers slipping into her panties as his plump lips attached to her jawline, sucking and nibbling on it, continuing to her neck, his actions creating a chain of purplish spots on the soft skin of Y/N’s neck.

His fingers spreading the wetness across her slit, slowly pushing in, to prep her, pulling in and out in a steady, yet delicate movement hitting her G-spot, sending waves of pleasure throughout her body. Thumb flicking and circling her clit.

San enjoyed the effect he had on her, Y/N’s vulnerable state as she arched her back, head throwing back, mouth agape as soft whimpers and moans came out, only adding to San's confidence in his actions, leading Y/N closer and closer to her climax.

As her breath quickened, beads of sweat started to drip down her forehead and her legs started shaking, proud smile found its place on San’s face.

When he saw that Y/N got through her climax, his lips attached to hers again, Y/N’s hands groping San’s jeans and unzipping them, San skillfully stripping out of them. His bulge stretching his now uncomfortably tight boxers.

Pulling down his underwear, tossing it on the floor, his cock sprung free, hitting his abs, the tip already leaking of pre-cum.

„Get up princess.“

Y/N hesitantly got up, not knowing what to expect as their naked forms stood in the middle of San's tattoo studio. His hand on her left shoulder pushing her to the wall.

Back hitting the cold brick wall, sending shivers of chill throughout her whole body. Eyes daringly looking up into San's dark ones.

San was trying to control his urge to wrap his arm around her smaller neck as he pounded into her mercilessly, one hand resting on Y/N's collarbones and the second one on the curve of her waist.

„So pretty for me. Seeing your bare skin just sparks a flame of creativity in my head. Imagining all those designs I'll pierce into your skin and then fuck you afterwards... Ready princess?”

Y/N nodded and San connected their lips to distract her from the possible pain she might feel from his penetration.

Succeeding in setting a steady and sensual pace, his lips attacked her collarbones hungrily, hand wrapping around her neck to support her head, San inadvertently choking her, only adding to the pleasure Y/N felt.

The movement of San's hips never failing in brushing against her g-spot, making her moan out melodiously, San groaning out at her pretty sounds as he pulled out and turned Y/N around to thrust into her from behind.

His hand groping her ass, smacking it very softly, not to scare Y/N off, tugging at her hair, to have a better look at her reaction to his actions, enjoyment in her eyes.

„Oh, so you like some good spanking, good to know.”

Although Y/N couldn't see his face, she could sense and hear the smirk on his face from the tone of his voice.

Hand reaching down, to rub the sensitive bundle of nerves in between her legs, and help her reach her climax, spitting on his fingers to lubricate them.

His deep thrusts, hitting her g-spot, his fingers delicately changing the intensity of the rubs only adding to the pleasure she felt, all resulting in a knot forming in her lower belly. Her warm walls slowly starting to shake, around San's girth.

„I know you're gonna cum princess, let it out and milk me.”

And as soon as San finished the sentence a bunch of broken moans came out of Y/N's mouth opened agape, her walls now shaking intensively and uncontrollably around him, as well as her legs leading to San wrapping his arm around her waist to prevent her from falling.

His thrusts getting sloppier and sloppier, feeling himself twitch in her, San pulled out to finish by jerking off, since they didn’t use a condom, but his hand being stopped by Y/N, who got on her knees, ready to finish him herself. San honestly surprised by her actions.

Her hand wrapping around his girth, stroking him and softly squeezing and massaging his balls. Giving kitten licks to the tip with swollen lips from all the kissing. Kissing down his shaft, along the curve and pretty popping vein, she took his whole length into her mouth, letting out almost pornographic-like sounds.

Admiring how her head bobbed on his dick, San collected her hair and held them like a ponytail by instinct, taking over control of her moves. Y/N's hands resting on San’s thigh for a balance, nails scratching it.

San feeling himself getting closer and closer, the tip of his length getting increasingly sensitive, Y/N feeling it too and stimulating him less intensely, to edge him more, teasing him slightly, barely stimulating him and only giving occasional kitten licks to his sensitive tip.

After a while continuing her previous actions, increasing his pleasure and bringing him close to orgasm for the second time, his length twitching in her mouth and spilling his seed on her tongue a few droplets spilling out and dripping down her chin.

San kneeled down next to her, trying to overcome the sensitivity in his lower parts and heavy breathing from the intense and edged orgasm, facing Y/N he licked up her chin, collecting his cum from her chin and kissing her, spitting his cum and saliva into her mouth, the girl swallowing it under his touch.

Both of their bodies collapsing on the ground holding each other for a while and trying to compose themselves as they were complete messes.

As San got up he picked Y/N and seated her on her previous spot on the arm-chair, handing her the clothes that were a long time ago forgotten, trying to get dressed with wobbly arms.

„Should I help you?”

Asked her San with his sweet and caring voice, already in his jeans. Y/N nodded shily and observed as San approached her. She still couldn't believe what has just happened.

His hand taking Y/N's panties, lifting her legs to help him put them on along with her shorts.

„Ah I've probably forgotten to tell you, that you can't wear a bra because of the bandage on your tattoo, um I can handle you my sweatshirt to cover up if you want.”

„That would be nice of you, thanks.”

Soft smile adorning the girl's face, putting on her shirt herself as San went to look after his sweatshirt.

„Here, I hope you come back for another tattoo, and I'll make sure to cum on those tits next time when the tattoo's healed.”

A cocky smile on San's face as he bid goodbye to his new favourite customer Y/N.

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light-the-aconite · 2 years ago

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Borrowed Help

"So pray tell, what is it you most desire out of my services?"

"Proof read these essays."

".......I beg your pardon?"

The demon before you questioned with a tilt of its head, as if your statement was spoken in a forgotten language. Your gaze went from his form to the objects around your apartment as it stared at you, waiting for you to repeat yourself. But you didn't understand why, if it had asked what you desired. Raising the documents and pen in your grip you inched them its way, "I need you to proof read these essays...uh, please?"

The grey demon glanced down at the documents and looked up at you. He slowly took the papers and pen as if you were going to change your mind half way but to his surprise...you were serious.

You awkwardly offered your couch though with his form being so tall, you were starting to think that it might not be such a good idea if his 'unique' feet might be angled weird with the small table that rested in front of it.

You watched as he glanced your way once more before doing as asked.

It was very awkward to say the least but the help was really appreciated and it was all thanks to the witch you saved yesterday. If it wasn't for her and wanting to repay you somehow, you were positive you'd be getting no sleep tonight.

With the essays in decent hands (fingers crossed) you sat in the kitchen, opening up your laptop as you worked on the other half of the work assigned and began editing a presentation for history class.

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Holding back a yawn, you rubbed your eyes as you saved the work you had revised closing the laptop after you saw it was a quarter past eleven.

You rested your cheek against the wooden table as your eyes couldn't help but to glance at your helper, taking in his details. The white garment over his head kept you from seeing what his face looked like though you were thankful for the one he wore around his waist. You honestly had no interest in finding out if demons even had genitals..

Though the most peculiar thing about him wasn't how it was even possible for him to see through the white garment or how the color of its skin resembled grey pebbles or even the tail that laid by its side, but his limbs. They reminded you of those sea creatures that had survived longer than the dinosaurs. The curly ones that seemed to swim backwards...what were they called again..?

Either way, they reminded you of tentacles and weirdly spaghetti too with how they moved to feel its surroundings. It was mesmerizing as each one slowly waggled around, feeling the carpet beneath or the fabric of the couch. Though the longer you stare the more you feel your eyelids droop, his form being the last thing you saw before succumbing to sleep.

This story was inspired by an Anon. who requested Mr.Devil(heartfullofleeches) for a Yandere Demon x GN! Reader. Please check it out if you're into whiny/needy (yandere) demons d=(´▽｀)=b

And for those of you who couldn't quite picture my OC (I'm sorry!), I've attached a picture of him.

His design was brought to you by Kuromitsu (くろみつ) on PiCrew.me

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let-them-read-fics · 4 years ago

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Blackpink Reaction To Their S/O Struggling W/ Drug Addiction

Warnings / Misc. -- ⚠️ Sensitive Topic ⚠️, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff

A/N: Hey everyone! This request covers a sensitive topic that I haven't been personally exposed to, but I hope that I do it justice. I did my best to handle it with care and be as realistic as possible. Let me know what you think!

PS -- I didn't specifically name any substances or describe them in too much detail; I wanted to leave you room to picture whatever you had in mind, especially if you happen to be struggling irl.

👩 Also, I wrote this as Fem!Reader because nothing was specified. I hope that's alright, anon! Thank you for your patience :)

♡ Happy Reading ♡

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Jisoo

Discovered it after a few weeks of dating

She's amazing at reading people, so she had sensed that you were struggling with something; she just didn't know what.

She wanted to wait for you to tell her about whatever it was, but one fateful day she witnessed something that explained it all.

It wasn't meant to happen; she wasn't meant to see you like this. But, as fate would have it, Jisoo stumbled across something she never saw coming.

Her footsteps grow louder as she walks her way through the house, peeking her head into various rooms in search of you. The two of you invited some of your mutual friends over, and they've all been curious as to where you slipped away to earlier.

"Baby, are you in here? Everyone's wonder--"

The sound of the latch clicking out of place makes your heart drop and sets you into motion. Before you have enough time to fully react, though, Jisoo opens the bathroom door to find you sitting on the ground, attempting to shove a foreign substance into a plastic baggy.

Your hands make quick work of moving it out of view and sitting up on your knees, but she picks up on what's going on. Her eyes land on the material as you shift it behind your body, looking up at her with wide eyes.

"Jisoo--" Tears are already beginning to work their way into your eyes, slightly blurring your vision. Too many people have walked out on you after witnessing this, and the thought that she might go too is overwhelming.

She keeps her tone level as she steps into the room and quietly shuts the door behind herself. "Y/N, please explain yourself."

"I-I'm sorry Jisoo, I should've told you sooner." You shakily say, bringing a hand up to swipe away the few tears that've already leaked out. It's not usually like you to get so emotional so quickly, but seeing the pained look on her face is reason enough.

"Come here," she utters, plopping down next to you and pulling you up against her body as she leans back on the side of the tub. Her fingers rub soothing circles on your back while you rest your head on her shoulder, lightly dampening the material of her shirt with your tears. "I'm not mad at you for this, but I need you to tell me about it. I want to help you, my love. I can't watch you hurt yourself like this."

"Okay. Just promise you won't go," you softly say, the syllables of your words breaking here and there from the raw emotion you feel.

"I'm not going anywhere, Y/N." She presses a light kiss to your temple for reassurance, and her heart breaks when she feels your hands grip at her clothes out of habit. How many times have people told you that and still left you in your time of need? She cradles you in her arms, realizing just how fragile you are in your current state, and tells you to take your time.

With a steadying breath, you begin to explain your struggles.

Road To Recovery

Constant check-ins

"Hey honey, we're at the studio now. Are you taking care of yourself for me?"

Helps you deal with the symptoms of withdrawal when they hit

Focuses on distraction and redirection as ways to help you cope

If you're at a party and feel tempted after seeing someone use, she leads you away to distract you from the urge

Helps you find safe alternatives

Celebrates the little victories

"Yes, Y/N, 4 and a half weeks clean is plenty reason to celebrate. Now mark it on the calendar and get over here so I can put this hat on you."

Playdates at your local dog café to keep your mind occupied (and bringing Dalgomie so he can make new friends, of course)

Takes you indoor skydiving. She wanted to find a way to give you an adrenaline rush while still being able to participate with you, so that was a happy medium. She battled her fear of heights to do that with you.

Not letting you lose hope if you relapse

"You're not a burden, and I'm not letting you give up on yourself. Not after all the progress you've made. I believe in you."

Accompanying you to rehab and recovery meetings, if you want her to

Bringing you your favorite snacks and candies when she picks you up

"I got you a little something," she smiles, leaning over the center console of the car to kiss your cheek. "You deserve a treat, baby."

Whenever you decide to tell everyone about your struggles and recovery journey, she's right next to you for support

Spends all the time she can with you

Early on, she would get really worried when you missed her calls or took a while to respond, but eventually she got over her fears to some degree

Still checks up on you when she's away for work

"Sorry for missing your call, Chu. Dalgom tried to kill me when I was giving him a bath and I couldn't get to the phone in time."

Overall, just a very proud girlfriend who sticks by you no matter what

After You've Recovered

Annual "recovery party" to commemorate your sobriety

Sometimes you invite the girls and your other friends, and sometimes you prefer to just spend the day at home with Jisoo

"Look at how far you've come, my love. I'm so proud of you."

♡♡♡♡♡

Jennie

She would be the only one who figured it out on her own. She picked up on the signs fairly quickly and always subtly helped steer you away from any potentially tempting situations

If you two watched a movie that happened to have a triggering scene in it, she always noticed how you'd look away and subconsciously tense up a bit

"Hey, babe. This movie's kinda boring; why don't we watch that new Netflix documentary instead?"

If the two of you were invited to parties that were likely to have a bunch of alcohol and drugs, sometimes she'd try to suggest staying in or doing something else instead

You eventually caught on to her diversion attempts, and sat down with her to have a talk.

"How long have you known?" You ask, pulling your legs up towards your chest as you sit back against the headboard of your California King.

"A few weeks," she starts, running a brush through her hair until it's untangled. Her damp locks stick to her shoulders as she approaches you, some strips slightly drier than others. "Were you ever gonna tell me?" She inquires softly, facing you as she sits down beside you on the bed.

"Of course, Jen. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner, I just… I was on my own with it before you. I didn't have anyone to turn to because everyone left once they found out." Your confession makes her chest ache -- it's a physical, honest pain that she feels as she imagines you battling such an unforgiving foe with no one in your corner. She places a warm hand on your thigh to comfort you, knowing just how much her touch helps when you're upset. "Hey, it's okay. There's no point in worrying about that now. I know it's hard to open up, babe, so thank you for doing this. I'm here to listen, alright?"

"Thank you, Jennie. I don't know what I'd do without you."

"You'll never have to know, either, because I'm staying right here."

"I love you," you whisper, leaning forward to press a kiss to her lips.

"I love you, too," she sighs against you, preparing herself for the emotional night you're about to have. For now, she takes a moment to just pull you into her arms and rest her forehead against yours, finding comfort in your steady heartbeat.

"We'll start whenever you're ready."

Road To Recovery

Makes various arrangements to ensure that the media won't know of your struggles

Keeps things on lock, especially if you decide to remain private on the matter and not tell the world

If you make a public statement about it, she still does everything she can to keep you protected from the negativity. She knows first hand how tough it can be to deal with, so she never lets you face it alone

You both help each other work through things

"You're my rock, Y/N/N."

"And you're my world, Jen."

Takes care of you during bouts of withdrawal

Sings to you to calm you down and help you relax

Takes you to theme parks and rides all the big coasters with you so you can get a similar high that you did from the drugs. She gets to be clingy with you and spend the day having fun, so she doesn't mind it, and you enjoy it just the same.

Suggests fun activities for you to do together

"We should visit that pottery place tomorrow! I've heard a lot of good things about it."

You stick close together when you're in public, especially when paparazzi are near

Your presence helps with her anxiety, and you hold her close and tell jokes to keep her attention off of it

Random surprise celebrations waiting for you when you get home

"Hey Jen, I'm home." You announce, shrugging your coat off before hanging it up on the metal rack next to the front door.

"In here," she calls from the kitchen, effectively pulling you in with that sweet voice of hers. When you reach the doorway and peek in, a dumbstruck smile slowly parts your lips as you see the set up she constructed.

"Happy 3 Weeks" a multicolored banner reads, displaying the phrase above your dining room table where Jennie sits. "Surprise, honey," she says softly, glancing down at the cake she made for you as she scoots it closer. You approach the table and examine it, practically feeling your heart grow 10 sizes from the love you hold for your girlfriend.

"Is this why you left practice early?"

"Mhm," she nods, kissing your cheek before she reaches into a small gift bag next to her chair. "I'm so proud of you," she grins, sliding a thin, glittery headband into your hair. It has two springs attached to the top that bounce in every direction possible, surely making you look like a dork.

"God, I love you."

"You'd better keep that same energy after trying the cake. I think I might've added too much baking soda…"

You shake your head and pull her in, pressing kiss after kiss to her lips until she's grinning just as hard as you.

Going on adventures with Kuma and Kai

Especially to dog parks and other national parks

Helps you fill things out for rehab and doesn't let you get too stressed about it

Helps you regain confidence in yourself if you relapse

"This isn't the end, Y/N. You're strong, I know you can beat this."

Is right next to you through it all

After You've Recovered

Go on an annual vacation to get away from everything and celebrate your sobriety. You take the opportunity to escape the media and reconnect with each other

"Where to this year, Y/N? Bora Bora, maybe?"

Intimate celebration between the two of you on vacation, and then the girls throw you a party when you come back

♡♡♡♡♡

Rosé

You were really good at hiding your secret from people -- especially those that you care about most. You're always afraid that once they find out, they'll pack up and leave.

Rosé was one of the first to actually stay

She had been fairly oblivious to your struggles since you masked that side of yourself well, but one day the two of you attended a little get-together at your old friend's house, and your dirty laundry was aired.

"Bro, come on, let's play Truth or Dare!" One of your old friends says, perking up at the fact that he remembered the game even existed. He's already a little tipsy, but so are some of the others.

"I don't know, dude," you hesitantly start, missing the way that Rosé curiously raises a brow beside you.

"Come on, we'll keep it tame." Another person adds from the couch opposite you, their voice low. You recognize her as Cho, a sort of frenemy from your high school years. Something doesn't sit right for you with the hint of mischief that shines in her eyes, but your friends' pleas eventually push the feeling away and you relent.

"Fine, but if Austin gets dared to do some dumb shit like last time I'm dropping out."

"Like what?"

"Like what?" You ask back, disbelief evident in your voice. "Are you forgetting the fact that I had to bail you out after you got arrested for streaking down the neighborhood?"

"Okay, fair point," Austin holds his hands up in surrender. "Just a few rounds."

As everyone's once boisterous laughter finally dies down into quiet chuckles, you turn to Rosé for a quick kiss. She reciprocates and holds you there for a few more seconds, loving the way your lips feel against her own. As you brush your nose against hers and garner a sweet giggle from her, Cho interrupts the moment with a phrase that makes your blood run cold.

"So, Rosé, has Y/N told you about the time she got arrested for drug possession? Word on the street is that she still can't shake her old habit..."

Rosie feels the way you tense up at the question and pull away from her, cringing at the exposure you just received. The room goes silent, enabling a pen to be heard if it were dropped.

"Hey," Austin goes to defend you, about to yell at her for bringing up such a difficult topic.

"It's fine, Austin," you say, sticking your hand out in front of him to keep him from approaching her. The last thing you want right now is a screaming match about your struggles.

Rosie finally speaks up after what feels like an eternity, turning to Cho to say, "No, but that's none of your business. And I strongly advise that you don't speak on her name like that again." She cuts her eyes at the other girl, sending an icy glare at her to show that she's serious before giving her attention to you again.

When a few tense moments pass with no one really saying anything, Jackson, the host, speaks up. "I think you need to go, Cho."

"Ah, what a shame. The fun was just starting," she mockingly pouts, stopping next to you on her way out the door. Rosé strokes the back of your hand to soothe you, tracing mindless patterns with her thumb until your shoulders relax and you look into her eyes. With Cho now gone, your friends decide to go out into the backyard and give the two of you some time to clear things up.

"So, I guess we should talk." You start, pulling your legs up onto the couch to sit criss-cross. She studies the way that you begin to nervously fidget and drop eye contact, and the sight breaks her heart.

"Your past is your past, Y/N, and I won't ever judge you for it. I wish she wouldn't have brought it up like that -- I really wish she didn't," she says, emphasizing the word to remind you of how upset she is with Cho, "But I can tell that you're still struggling. I want to help you get better, and I'll be here with you every step of the way, babe. You mean the world to me." She smiles sadly, trying not to think of how much it would hurt to lose you.

"Okay," you breathe out, accepting the honest help that she's extending to you. You've been burned and lied to in the past, but you trust Rosé to stay true to her word and assist you on the hard journey laid out before you. "Let's start from the beginning," you say, preparing yourself to retell your struggles from the moment they began all those years ago.

Road To Recovery

Takes care of you when withdrawal hits hard

Isn't afraid to take the day off if it's bad enough and she needs to

"Hey, Teddy. Tell everyone that I'll be staying home today, okay? I've already let the girls know, too."

Reassurance to the max

"You're doing amazing."

Is your shoulder to cry on when times get tough

On a weekend trip, the two of you snuck away to the beach to go cliff diving. It was a thrilling experience, and you'll always remember that day with her

Helps you find healthier alternatives to your addiction that can make the transition easier until you fully recover

"Baby, look at this." She says, repositioning her laptop so that you can see what she's looking at. The two of you are sitting on the bed, and her legs are stretched out over yours. "These herbs are safe to smoke and they can help with a lot of your troubles. These over here," she says, pointing to a section of the screen, "help with stress and anxiety. They make it easier to relax." You nod, logging the information in your brain as you run a hand over her smooth skin to keep yourself calm. It's a habit that both of you love. "Thank you, Rosie. Nobody's ever done anything like this for me." You say, keeping your head down as you remember all the people that have left you behind in your time of need.

"You'd do the same for me, and I'm happy to be here for you." She declares, holding one of your hands within both of her own. She cradles it delicately, just like she does your heart. "I'll do whatever it takes to make you feel my love. I'm not going anywhere, babe." She leans in, connecting your lips in a sweet kiss.

Keeps your spirits up if you relapse

"You're not a failure, Y/N/N. This is just a setback, and we're going to get through it together."

One of her friends told her about a fun art class that's supposed to help people in recovery let go of some of their resentment and negative feelings, so she brought it up and you agreed to go

It was structured in two parts:

Part 1: Everyone went out to an old car lot that had various old vehicles, electronics, and other things to smash up. Once you let loose and relieved some of your tension, you collected scraps of the things you destroyed.

Part 2: With the scraps you brought back, you were told to create any type of artwork you wanted -- whatever felt right. Collage, graffiti, scrapbook, etc. At the end of the class, you were informed of the driving message behind it: Though the negative feelings and aversions you dealt with in the past may have left you feeling broken, you never really were -- you've always had the power to piece yourself back together and continue on.

After You've Recovered

Taking a month off work every year to travel and experience new things together. Usually consists of going to another city (or even country) and exploring their art museums and other artistics outlets

The new experiences help remind you off all the reasons you want to stay sober, and they help her have new material for her songs

Lots of pictures and drawings to remember all of your adventures

Collect trinkets to hang up / display, especially around the holidays

The girls have a special celebration waiting for you when you return

♡♡♡♡♡

Lisa

She could tell something was wrong when your behavior started to change over the course of a couple weeks

She suspected other things, but after finding a substance in your bag while on a vacation trip, she was blind sided by the reality of the situation

"Hey Lis, have you seen my swimsuit?" You casually ask, strolling into your hotel bedroom in search of the item. "I thought I left it--"

Your words catch harshly in your throat, nearly making you choke from how quickly you cut yourself off. She's sitting on the edge of the bed with the baggy in her hands, and tears brim in her eyes.

"Fuck," you wince, closing your eyes as you put your face in your hands. "You weren't supposed to find out like this."

"Why didn't you tell me?" She asks, staring straight ahead, though her eyes don't focus on anything in particular. Knowing you hurt her is bad enough, but seeing her like this makes the pain even more evident.

"I was going to, I promise. But I've been trying to wean myself off of it," you begin to explain, slowly walking across the room until you're in front of her. You squat down and put your hands on her thighs, staying quiet until she meets your gaze. "I've tried to quit cold turkey in the past but it didn't go down well. I figured I could handle this on my own and not get you involved."

"Baby, I want to be involved. You've been different lately, and having you shut me out didn't help ease my fears. I want to be a part of this, okay? You can turn to me when you feel alone," she says through the occasional tears that roll down her cheeks, "It's my job to help you and keep you safe. So let me," she crouches down next to you as she says the last part, wrapping her arms around you when she notices your lip tremble. "I'm not gonna let this get between us," she says against your shoulder, reminding you of how strong her love for you is.

"I'm sorry I waited so long," your words are muffled against her shirt, but she can hear how the emotion in them changes your voice slightly.

"We have to start somewhere, and this is just as good a time as any. I'm right here, Y/N/N."

Road To Recovery

Sweet texts and reminders throughout the day

"Hey baby, have you eaten today? The girls and I miss you like crazy."

"Don't forget about your check-up tomorrow. I already told my manager that I'll be taking the day off, so I'm all yours 😉"

"*image attachment* Question: Do you think Lego would look cute in this or do you think Lego would look cute in this? Because he WOULD."

Stargazing trips to talk about how far you've come

Making treats for the cats together if you have a bad day

Sometimes your withdrawal leaves you with weird cravings, but she never hesitates to race to the store at any hour and snatch up your favorite treats

Learning how to cook together to keep you occupied and give you a hobby (plus she's always wanted to get better at it)

“If you fling that at me, I swear to God I'll--”

"Oops!"

"LISA!"

Day trips to random parks and open locations to have little photoshoots when she has free days

Once took you bungee jumping for the experience and adrenaline rush

Bringing you into the studio if you're having a hard time and don't want to be alone

Always listens to you and shows how much she cares

Opts out of events if she suspects that drugs will be there to tempt you (considering you're always her plus one)

You still send her to enjoy herself at the events without you sometimes, though it does take a lot to convince her to leave you at home

"Okay, okay! But we're binging that new show when I get back."

Makes you laugh often and cheers you up when you need it most

She's your sunshine

After You've Recovered

Considering that you're her muse and she's the artist that she is, she hatched a plan early on to document your journey to recovery

"One more, babe. Just like that." She instructs, holding the camera up to her eye one final time. "Perfect."

"Alright, close your eyes and turn around." She commands while returning to the coffee table that sits in the middle of your living room. Her hands make quick work of putting the finishing touches on her gift for you while you patiently sway and hum to whatever song is stuck in your head at the moment.

"Annnnnd done!" She shouts, approaching you with a wide smile tugging at her lips as she holds the book out in front of herself. "It's a photo album. I started it the day you told me you wanted to try and get better," she says, smiling softly as she slowly walks you through the beginning pages of the book. "I thought it would be nice to see how far you've come," her eyes remain glued to the pictures she took as she continues flipping, and she fails to realize that you're staring at her now.

"I'm so in love with you. I can't thank you enough, Lis. This is beautiful." You shake your head in quiet disbelief, genuinely surprised that someone would work so hard on something for you. It shouldn't be a surprise with her though, considering how much she loves you, but it still baffles you sometimes.

"This gift only shows a fraction of my love for you, but I'm happy you like it. This is nothing, baby; there's so much more where this came from. Thank you for letting me in." She captures your lips in a meaningful kiss, and finds it hard to pull away. You seem to be her drug of choice, but neither of you care to end that sweet addiction.

Annual trips to photoshoots and fashion shows

Being her favorite model (seriously, she could look at you for hours on end)

Always feeling so loved and cherished, no matter what the two of you are doing

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