#physical pain lol

[live-like-ghibli]

10.11.24 // this material is almost as dense as me

[qiinamii]

we'll do fine.

[bugblast]

my short film "ELEVATOR DEATH DREAM" is complete!!!! :D also uploaded on youtube

[whumpypepsigal]

Outer Banks s04e08: “It's okay, just breathe.”

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

Haha, idiot. That's what you get for having human emotions :'((((

And a closer shot on this one cause I LIKE THEM TREES!

[adrift-in-thyme]

Time’s primary love language is touch

[gatoburr0]

[n0heart]

it's not a nude nor kinky content but i wanna share this pic because My Boy took it today while we were at central park and it's special to me 🥰

[mirensiart]

poking you about the shared pain au…. wars but with trauma from cia…. emotional pain from certain scenarios like people flirting with him or unexpected touches perhaps 👀

Ooough anon, yes !

I hc that he's not good with people getting into his personal space unless he sees them coming or he's the one getting close first

The others learned early on that patting him on the back, approaching him from behind, or putting a hand on his shoulder suddenly, is not a good idea at all

I do hc that he mostly has this problem with adult sized people or people who're around cia's height, the little ones like wind or four don't trigger him since he subconsciously knows that they're a child/too small to be her

It's also why I hc he's so nightmare pilled, since both the cia and war trauma haunts him still

In the context of the shared pain au, since the others have learned not to upset him with sudden touches, etc, the nightmares he has + the emotional pain from them would be transferred to the others, yeah

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

some Friendly Maintenance scribbles i forgot to post!

[mendokayalways]

Unexpected feelings received from my lady jane. When Jane tells Guildford that there's no cure to Ethianism and there shouldn't be because there's nothing wrong with him and she wants everyone else in England to see that and has the power to "heal England" but Guildford responds with "Fuck England. Heal me!" As someone who struggles with chronic pain and internalized ableism, that really got me. Like there's stuff happening to me that takes me away from the life that I would ideally like to live and there's nothing I can do to change it but the desperation and grief and rage is so fucking real...I just didn't expect those feelings from a fantasy regency tudor rom com.

[pepperpixel]

+ Butch 4 Butch +

(Except neither one of them is rlly that butch but holy fUCKING SHIT THAT SONG IS LITERALLY THEM… the version of them I made up in my mind palace… it’s them.)

Anywayyyy. Yeah! Have a tagr art dump..! aka, those vibes when you, out of a series of moments of temporary insanity, end up finding, taking in, nursing back to health and eventually falling into a tangled messy yearning situationship w the asshole tsundere alien who tried to destroy your entire planet… rlly extremely relatable vibes!!

[ask-the-colony-tree-siblings]

to :saint

artificer thinks it's pathetic that you can hardly pick up a spear and that you trip on every single root in your path, though he is not suspicious of you. i recomend you start spear training and also every once in a while shake your head to see what is in the blind spot so you can, you know

Saint: How am I ever going to get a girlfriend if I can’t lift a spear?

[wlwkiryuu]

you know out of all the bad takes in the james somerton rgu video i think my favorite has to be “we see anthy care about animals so we sympathize and see her as a victim.” he was so close. that’s how the trope is traditionally used to garner sympathy, but rgu does it to show anthy CAN have agency. animals are consistently used in rgu to show people robbed of their agency (nanami as a cow for the slaughter, the butterfly regressing into a caterpillar in black rose arc, etc.), and every time anthy messes with nanami is through animals…of course he doesn’t see nanami as more than a joke character so that makes him lose a lot of credibility in his surface level view of this part of anthy’s character, but i have always seen anthy’s resentment of nanami to be fueled by how similar nanami’s situation could have been to her own.

it’s baked into ohtori’s power structures. the only way to gain some agency yourself is to rob someone of their own. that’s why everyone is a chick inside a shell. an animal is something deserving of pity because it comparatively has a lack of agency to humans within rgu’s narrative (nanami and the cat being a perfect example of this, no matter how much people dislike talking about it). the animals aren’t a “shorthand for sympathizing with anthy” like james says because that suggests we need to see her as a “good victim” deserving to be saved. if anything they show her “bad victim” responses…by initially tricking you into thinking she needs to be this perfect victim to deserve escaping her abuse. seems he just didn’t get past that first half because it fits so perfectly into the Anthy Bad Utena Good narrative he chose to frame his entire video with.

[funsizedcrow]

All i do is draw link. send help.

trying to get myself to stop feeling like i can only post perfect finished pieces so heres some doodles from my current sketchbook

[loganslowdown4]

Roman: Hey, Logan?

Logan: Yes?

Roman: What would happen if Pinocchio said 'my nose will grow now'?

Logan: …

Roman: I NEED TO KNOW!

Logan: Stop— This physically hurts me, give me a moment—