#perpetually tired as always

[witchedwicked]

Nugget Mic and Nugget Zawa with Kuromi and My Melody hats 😭 gonna draw their normal versions with the hats soon

[twink-remus-lupin]

remus john lupin was not muscular and tanned he was skinny and lanky and pale as a ghost. the fact that his chronic illness is being erased in favor of him being a buff top for his “petite twink” boyfriend is so genuinely upsetting and in this essay i will

[fatmasc]

How to be punk: listen to punk music

How to be goth: listen to goth music

Thats it. These are music subcultures, not fashion subcultures. There are associated styles but the only way to be truly a part of them is to listen to and engage with the music

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

[incorrectmahabharatquotes]

Krishna, visiting their agyatvas hut: You have a very lovely home, Draupadi.

Draupadi: Thank you. Thank you, Krishna.

Krishna: Yudhishthir, you could do better.

Yudhishthir, internally: You motherfucker.

[loserelf]

maybe i do need to go to therapy bc its probably not good that ive been living on autopilot and the last 7 years went by so fast but also bc i was deliberatly Wanting the time to go by to put as much space between me and the events of 2017-2020 as possible all while somewhat knowing my young adulthood was slipping me by and now both my teenage years and my early 20s are gone and i still feel like my 19th birthday was yesterday yeesh!!

[minaa-munch]

Is this blog active or just selective?

I'm trying, anon san.

[lupins-hehim-pussy]

i want top neuvillette who's still femme and a crybaby my god is that so hard

[orcelito]

I think smth that gets me about the way a lot of the fandom woobifies Vash is that like... so many of them erase his anger? They make him a soft and sweet doormat who never gets angry Ever, and that's just objectively not true, EVEN IF we're just talking about tristamp Vash. He's definitely softer spoken in tristamp than the other versions, but we still see him get angry!! We see him Yell!!! And these people ignore that!

Then when you consider 98 Vash and ESPECIALLY trimax Vash. Bro is genuinely furious like Any time he is dealing with #Situations. He gets angry. He yells. And he's genuinely tempted to kill people in anger (as we see with Monev).

It's just plain mischaracterization when people make him so soft and sweet and Never Angry. And we all know exactly why people characterize him like this.

[skitskatdacat63]

I started a "big" drawing of them, but didn't wanna get too into it, so here are some small Hussar Martian :)

[boyczar]

I am very sick of the notion that codependents are empathetic people. Codependents are extremely narcissistic in terms of their goals and behaviors. (Narcissistic, not saying they all have NPD, though some of them certainly do.) You are not an “empath”. You are not even in touch with your own feelings, you are simply hyper-vigilant, and often times your fight, flight, freeze, and especially fawn responses, are extremely off-putting and uncomfortable to even a slightly more well-adjusted person. I believe codependents and even Cluster B’s are capable of (total, not impaired) empathy, but only after reversing toxic patterns of relationship behavior. This, however, is in no way their FAULT. I would not say that being codependent or someone with any Cluster B personality disorder (who all have narcissistic traits) is in any way that person’s FAULT. But it unfortunately is their responsibility now. I do not view this relational style (of codependency or narcissistic) as unfixable or irreversible. I would argue that every single person who is codependent or has a Cluster B PD one hundred percent has C-PTSD. (There are people with C-PTSD who have done more healing work and do not fall into these categories but that’s not who I’m talking about.) If you are codependent or are in Cluster B, you have sustained significant trauma, most likely from your parents, and you now have a warped idea of healthy and acceptable communication. You most likely have sustained a thousand little cuts from them while growing up. Being belittled, shamed, degraded, devalued, discarded, threatened, ignored, neglected, silenced, and deemed completely unworthy of genuine love. That is unacceptable and even unforgivable in some cases. I would never condone that. I wish you healing forever.

But this trauma has created a shame core at the center of your self concept, causing you to set off on a lifelong journey to try to feel good about yourself, rather than actually give or receive love. I am sorry that this is harsh and blunt, I mean it with all compassion and understanding. I have been codependent myself and have struggled to be direct with people in the past out of fear and I became an enabler of some really terrible behavior. I was terrible myself. I was (unintentionally) manipulative, as are all codependents. I was selfish when I should have been brave enough to tell those around me what my intuition was warning me of (that we were all falling down a bad path.) I do not like who I was. It was not my fault but it is my responsibility to continue the forever journey of gathering self-awareness and growing. I am not done and I hope I never tire of learning how to be better. I hope you can take something away from this. I’m sorry I’m all over the place, I have a lot of thoughts and I’m over seeing codependent and narcissistic behavior continuing to be the norm. This is not from a self-righteous place, I most definitely have work to do, truly for the rest of my life, I just wanted to speak about the patterns I have noticed since starting to dismantle my own trauma and toxic patterning. I wish you all well.

[xietydhd]

This might be niche, but there is nothing quite like the pain of hearing someone talk about your dedicated field of study and get the facts so, so, so wrong,,, like please,,,,you arent right at all,,,,please no,,,you just regurgitated something you read somewhere on the internet and its not right

[astral-athame]

((I miss writing...))

[the-niknak]

Benicio del Toro at the “Platino de Honor” Award Press Conference, April 21, 2023, Madrid, Spain

[zo1nkss]

CJ literally called Ed a slur multiple times on-screen to his face, so if you're really going to get upset at BIPOC for feeling vindicated that the white man who's still alive is actually learning to treat Ed like a person, but you don't say shit to ppl who are casual CJ enjoyers about his racism and how he has not unlearned a single lick of it because he died instead, you can actually fuck all the way off.

[1nm8translations]

Hello! Seems like you weren't active since last month but to whenever you see this, I can't wait to hear your opinions about EGOlution! The song MV was sooo pretty 😭❤️❤️

Hello! Thank you for the ask and still following this little blog! I am in fact alive, I WILL be doing everyone's favorite long analysis of EGOlution as well! I should get to it over the Easter break!

I also want to translate the new voice drama - it's just after release as I write this and from what I quickly checked, 1Nm8 appears in parts 3 and 5, so I'll prioritize these.

Now to your actual question - I love EGOlution so much. I teared up when I saw Itsuki blinking. I love the refreshing and hopeful sound it has, and how it makes me think of a soul-searching journey 1Nm8 are embarking on. I love how it uses a lot of themes/imagery from previous MVs (I will so get into this in the analysis) and lastly I love how everyone from our wonderful 1Nm8 cast is improving at rapping with every song. I'm biased as an Itsuki oshi but let me say it, Kitamura Ryo is just amazing. I'm so happy I can finally loop it on streaming.