#permanent embrace

[worldbuildingwanderlust]

Azure sea of clouds With crashing waves of stillness Never the same sight

[filmfactors]

Since I'm on the topic, something I think about Turbo is that the nervous giggles he does when stressed/upset, etc isn't faked- I really like to believe he's always had that or adapted it during those years alone.

Or at least it wasn't as intense as a full body reaction, if he's always done that. [gestures at that one King Candy storyboard.]

[kuixotic-arts]

BABY U R MY ANGEEEEELLLL*

(*neon genesis type of angel)

[madbiscuitlady]

Hello!

Yes. In light of the realization RE: Ed is wearing butterflies in his hair in s105. I am proposing someone draw him wearing those late 90's butterfly clips that were absolutely inescapable from late '98-2000.

You know the ones:

[mechieonu]

i need them to try to kill each other and i need them to make the other laugh

[totally-not-an-awkward-okapi]

I’ve doodled ideas for redesigns before, but I’ve never just sat down and done it. By god these designs are so cluttered that there’s so many strings to pull for a redesign!

[uncanny-tranny]

Hello there, I really enjoy scrolling through your blog and I hope you're doing well today. I've noticed a pattern in myself --- every time I get close to going on T, I back off and wait. Been years now, and I'm not sure what I'm waiting for anymore. I was wondering if you had any words for this? Does that feeling of "waiting until it gets bad enough" or "waiting for a sign" ever go away, or do I just have to take the leap of faith?

I think it might help if you see if there's a deeper reason for your hesitation. I'm absolutely not saying I don't believe you, I do, and sometimes, we can feel hesitancy without really... knowing why, until we explore.

When I say "explore," what I mean is see what you aren't so sure about with testosterone. I've seen so many people express that they fear "losing" parts of themself when they go on T, such as a singing voice. I think that the fear of losing something is one of the biggest reasons people tend to shy away from going on testosterone, which is why I definitely want to encourage you to see that exploration as an option. It isn't about forcing you to or away from testosterone but to see where you're at. I've found that people who actively sought out answers to inquiries like that tend to have a firmer desire about their transition because it demystifies the transition process.

Taking a leap of faith can work out, but for some, that's just not how their brains understand, conceptualize, and accept change - and that's okay. If it comes to the point where you do take a leap of faith, what I would like to encourage you to do is both have a good support system and care team and be very vigilant about where you're at, and documenting how you feel and respond to hormones. I think this can help some people because they're still sorting out how they feel, so they aren't bottling it up or feel ashamed about any of the process.

[kimdokjas]

nikiforova → kimdokjas

still tracking #usernikiforova

[ratwars]

Not sleeping enough and having a low grade headache is just who I am as a person apparently.

[ewwis-but-fandom]

thinking about how different nanami looks before he went back into the jujutsu business. sure, he's still wearing corporate wear now, but it's so much more expressive. a cream suit, blue shirt, patterned and brightly colored tie, and eccentric glasses. even his hair — where it was once gelled down and perfectly smooth, is now spiky and pushed back, stray hairs here and there. it's clear that he's so much more content as a jujutsushi than a corporate salaryman

[worldbuildingwanderlust]

Though the horizon

Never truly fades away

It will always change

[theheadlessgroom]

@beatingheart-bride

At least they kept her in the will, Randall thought somewhat bitterly to himself-for all that was raw between the two generations, he supposed it was still good that they still kept her in the proverbial loop, allowing her to use her inheritance to take care of herself, to live a comfortable life, at the very least. He was just sorry that that freedom had to come with such heartbreak.

And what was even worse to him was it seemed as if there was no one she could turn to in her time of need: No other family members, no close friends, no one she could lean on-she had to face all of that alone? He felt his heart break at that notion, and he found himself wishing he could've met her sooner, so that perhaps he could've eased her loneliness, her heartache.

"I...I'm so sorry, Emily," he said, after for a long moment struggling to get the words out, as he squeezed the paintbrush in his hand, before setting it down (out of a fear he may squeeze it too hard and snap it in half). He looked up at her, olive-green eyes gentle, and he wanted dearly to hug her close, to take her into his arms and chase away these painful memories, but he showed hesitance, unsure if it was too forward of him...

[curiouschaosstarlight]

On a lighter, less cranky note, I wonder what kind of "villain fucker" I am

'cause I don't think I line up with anything "typical", admittedly--

[v-iv-rusty]

as much as I never post about it I kind of genuinely am fascinated by the evil cheese grater man

[outeremissary]

It's fun having Limbus Company theory discussions with my friend who knows All Project Moon Deep Lore and has been a fan for years because I'll say something I thought was interesting and he'll tell me "that was actually about [insert five literary references]." Like ohhhh it was the Mark of Cain okay. I don't know what is going on in the greater fan sphere but I am just happy to access my buddy's personal Pepe Silvia board through these conversations