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black butler and homestuck are trending on the same day i have to edit my college-necessitated research paper on harry potter. what fucking year even is it anymore.
#personal#and i KNOW i'm sorry i took an accidental harry potter class you guys#if it helps i have not bought any of the books with legal tender and having to actually sit down and read them critically#has actually made me realize that they're Just Not That Good You Guys#sigh#perhaps i will read another percy jackson spin off series as a pallet cleanser post semester#delete later maybe
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I'll never forget when [REDACTED]fandom took [REDACTED], a character that canonically became a radical violent teenager that fell in the slippery slope because of a bruised ego on her patriotism and fell in love with the Evil guy trying to take over and she then became his right hand, then she killed her best friend when she tried to back off from the evil uprising.
She killed her own mother in front of her dad's eyes and in front of two children that her bestfriend adopted (yeah teen mother or something). Then the evil guy died (killed by his own trashy father) and she took his place and led a bunch of angry radicalized teenagers and evil guys, took prisoner her own grandmother and counsin and killed her grandpa (the leader the radicalized teens didn't like).
She was defeated after a fight but still managed to run away and was never caught or seen again.
And the fandom made it so she was manipulated and decieved by the evil guy, if not outright mind-controlled and tormented by his ghost and made her whole family abusive jerks for her to have a reason to murder them all. Which, don't get me wrong would have nice to get more deep in her character besides "i think our leader (grandpa) is a weak pussy and we need to be more violent". And yeah, her dad did held hostage a kid in exchange for supplies from another group because a sickness decimated them, so not that great but i still think of the "No you dont get her! [REDACTED] manipulated and abused her into this" which had, and i swear this on my name, zero basis in canon, fans just wanted her to be in an abusive relationship and make her sad and that was all her personality while the bad guy only got 'evil jerk violent boyfriend' characterization despite the fact his own mother trained him to take revenge against his trashy dad, and it was very weird. I didn't even like these characters and i'm still irked by how mischaracterized they were , it was...so weird.
#rambling#probably gonna delete this later lmao#i have been rambling so much lately haven't i#i just think is craaazy how fandom took [REDACTED] and made her just an abuse victim it was sooo bad and weird#you dont get it it was taken as fact like think of something that ISNT a thing but everyone does in fandom like idkkk Mind Healers in SW#well like that but worse because almost all content was her suffering and being lonely because bad evil boyfriend manipulated her into this#AND HERE'S THE CATCH they didnt even were a couple like she had a crush on evil redacted guy but it was never a relationship lmaooo#maybe is been so long so perhaps im misremembering some little bits that could be interpreted that way (i doubt it)#but no way i'm returning there lmao#rhea's notebook#there was one fanart of HIS GHOST choking her hell naw
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can we talk about how this idea of dany-will-actually-have-a-child-lol-its-totally-true is ableist. like can we acknowledge that denying a character's disability in favor of ur au is ableist. that denying a character's disability period is ableist. just because infertility is an invisible disability does not make it any less so because it still makes the person different, makes them unable to function as expected. dany cannot have a child! just because you cannot see it unlike tyrion's dwarfism or jaime's missing hand doesnt make it any less present. this idea that dany isnt actually infertile because she had a miscarriage has got to stop because thats not what infertility is, its being unable to carry a child to full term and she cant! its a full misunderstanding of something real and actual people go through. imagine how itd look if someone posted about tyrion getting magicked into not having dwarfism anymore because hes so kind (as though disability is some sort of punishment...) people would give them side eyes. but when its about dany then its suddenly fine because its not that serious lol its just a curse from MMD. just a curse. because george is famed for his willingness to handwave disabilities. because thats what makes his disabled characters so great. because ur just being a kill-joy about something harmless. because casual ableism doesnt actually exist and ur just imagining it.
#chaos reads#anti dany stans#i cant stand this part of her fans i cant. its annoying at best and harmful at worst. maybe not wanting dany to get pregnant#isnt some crazy anti take but a reading of her story as the Last targaryen. wouldnt that be nuts#daenerys targaryen#delete later#maybe. when im less annoyed perhaps
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. not snz
on healing and on fear (tags)
#(typed this up at 3am and scheduling for later) no one needs to read this 🙏#today i went back to the site where i got injured back in may to partake in a sport which i haven't touched at all since the injury#and i think what struck me was the realization that#i don't know if i'll ever be able to stop being scared again :')#for a time climbing was very special to me...#it was one of the only ways i could feel myself improving so tangibly when improvement is usually so difficult to track#i liked seeing myself get better at something 😭 i liked going with friends and puzzling over the same problems... i liked having something#to look forward to after work. and perhaps having something to look forward to sounds simple... but for me it meant so much :')#for the first couple months after the injury i couldn't wait to get back into it#and then one day i woke up and i was just afraid#the fear feels so much more tangible now that i know i am not overreacting... it's awful knowing that in a way i was right to be afraid#i always knew there were risks associated; i have always been cautious#but i had just been starting to learn to be braver 😭#and fuck... today i stood there and looked at the wall and thought. how can i ever not be afraid again?#how can i go back to how things were before? when i loved this? when i could tell myself that - despite the fear - it was meaningful to try#i wanted to come away with the takeaway that i could take things slowly and get back into climbing - maybe precisely because#i remember so keenly how i loved it - but how could it ever be the same?#😭 i know this is just part of growing up but#in some ways i am tired of growing up... :') in some ways i just want that joy as it was then#delete later probably#i suppose i haven't lost anything but typing this made me sob for something i couldn't quite name
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#delete later#sigh. still angry. and now its going into sadness. so i guess we're doing this now. its fine. i just dont like it. and ive been doing well#trying to be more positive.maybe ill finally make some more vent art. that tends to help even if it fills me with that horrible sticky guilt#i wanted to get some wood to support the sculpting i want to do for it. my bones itch. i hate it when they feel like this. its the impulse#to self destruct. i won't follow it but it feels awful#in other news i drew Magnus archives art and love that so yay me. i want to make a postcard sized piece for each entity#so far ive sketched 3.5 lol#maybe thr flesh next? or perhaps the stranger. i have some ideas for that#a caliope and tightrope and maybe a spotlight. we'll see.#i tried digitally adapting the lonely one and got so so so frustrated. oh well
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On my way to rizz up the legitimate lord of Dreadfort
Kinda face reveal, also i wanted to show my new corset
#maybe delete later#fine wenches in your area#nothing better than mix of flowery corset and the light testo beard#hello lord bolton#are you looking for a new creature perhaps
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Rising from the depths of my cave to say i have become a script revisionist and story advisor for an indie produced movie, if everything goes well at one point i can openly go "hooooly shit look!!" Tho my hands are tied now.
Looks fun tho, hopefully i can manage to say sth more at one point, if you see me archive this post or delete it its cause im very nervous about work things generally lmao.
The story is very much based on dante's inferno and mythology which is fun, hopefully it gets fully made so i can point and go " my name!!!" When credits come up
Anywho goodnight mwah mwah
#personal#most likely will delete this later just cause i'm cautious to not “owl it”#idk if it works in other language than italian but it means essentially to not call sth on too much cause it could them not happen#might be a bit superstitious maybe perhaps#either way i'm happy about it!#besides that i have started writing again finally and i'm really liking it i missed doing it#but it's nothing related to this
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oomf right honestly drawing faves and ocs like ponies is fun :3. pretty slay for a first attempt i think
#youd think i wouldve drawn a pony at least once in my life since i enjoyed mlp/equestria girls as a kid & yet... <- avoided horses artwise#honestly still very ehhhh abt how much i should share since its a game related chara from my datesim im working on >_< but hey#whatever ig. i can reblog it to the gamedev account later. or delete as well. who cares yknow#pre-game treat ig whatever still need to figure out proportions.. think i will draw more of the dateables n not post those tho#-w- maybe i should add em to my commission options. idk its kinda fun. what its like to be cringe and free ig#my art#ocs#not using anymore tags than that for the reasons listed above heh -w- but i fink he'd be a lil earth pony...#no clue as to a cutiemark yet. perhaps cooking or kindness related. let me go look at the carebears for a minute#but yea... maybe something to do with bravery or being sturdy... or heart related since his name has a valentine pun#-w- he wouldve been such good friends with fluttershy. and perhaps he would like rainbow. shes so similar to his younger sister#so i think in turn he'd view her in the same exasperated but fond vein or whatever. anyways back to the canvas for me#<- one of the few ways i regain my sanity in the midst of solodev work and commissions
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screams . someone in a server im in saying they found someone from their timeline wow that must be real nice to have canonmates or sourcemates in the first place haha . ha . ha . that must be cool . must be nice to know someone who isnt a double . or even people who know anything about your source in the first place
#i dont wanna hear complaining from anyone who has more than 3 posts in the kin tag they didnt make ok#like maybe im being a bitch . ohh youre just jealous YES !!!! I AM !!!!!!!!#also if your canonmates are yelling at you for things u did in a literal different timeline perhaps you should not be friends with them !#delete later#i need to drag other people into this or i fear i may wither away and die hope this helps
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big brother!albedo who doesn’t date anyone all through school because he much prefers his cute little sister <3
#petal.cries#cw incest#maybe i’ll delete later#i’m nervous but#i have been influenced 👀#this is maybe perhaps#the premise of one of my albedo wips right now
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varka and hexenzirkel mentions in mavuika's drip marketing.... hmmm
#personal stuff#delete later#auugh.#i am so excited to see them.#i know varka's model is going to be a disappointment because. like unless they give him npc body there's no way he's buff#but alice and barbeloth mentions.............................. when are we going to see them#i swear we're going to get to snezhnaya and Everything is going to be happening.#the tsaritsa. varka's expedition. the network diluc's a part of. the hexenzirkel maybe.#i need to stop checking hyl comments. tar pit of a website#''the motorcycle is out of place!!'' y'all we've had fatui with Gun from day one. we got mecha in khaenri'ah sumeru and fontaine#this CANNOT be where y'all draw the line. come on#anyway. ''wants to burn a hole in the very fabric of the sky itself'' we haven't seen the last of my natlan has to do with space theory?#perhaps?
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oh my god i hate adulthood what do you mean “fun” is hosting a dinner party so you have to clean the house to so it looks presentable and make every dish and pan in the kitchen dirty in the process of cooking and make small talk for several hours until they’re ready to leave and then wash all the dishes
#delete later#nothing against the guests but oh my hod that was exhausting#maybe it’s better if you pick the guests. perhaps.
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I'm three interactions away from spreading my Ijichi/Gojo agenda
#The most trusted person of the strongest sorcerer in hundreds of years is the man who drives him places#because he's so weak when it comes to powers that even a first year kid considers irrelevant in a fight#With the implications that has in this world#Wish we had breakfasts in this manga#(scene of Shoko‚ Megumi‚ Yuta‚ Ijichi and perhaps Utahime and Yuji reacting to Gojo's death as his death and not just in a Sukuna context)#But in five chapters I doubt we'll get even the main arcs sufficiently closed#so I don't dare hope for the impact of the loses in a 'normal' sense#But I would give an arm for some breakfast interactions so to speak#The second ending plays with that idea a bit. A pity I don't consider endings and openings canon#So I don't count them. As much as I would like to think somewhere in the time line they painted Megumi's sleeping face jigglypufflike#and went to give a walk by the beach while Yuuji wistfully looked at them#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#With so many tags I forgot what this post was about xD#This is half a joke. Conceptually they're not bad but I'm also not invested at all in anything in a shippy way#I just pointed the Ijichi/Gojo thing out a bit in the context of how I have never seen something with them#while I see a lot of the ships with the other characters#Also not that it's bad the lack of a shippy air. And probably it's for the best considering the lack of breakfast scenes so to speak#I'm loving the potential of the platonic dynamics and it's already messing me up that there's no real depth to them#Megumi and Gojo could have been everything to me. Everything. I can't say it enough haha#Edit: Actively looking for this now and I can't find Ijichi x Gojo stuff here on tumblr. I'll try twitter and ao3 later or something maybe
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I’m on the cloud app now if anyone wants to follow there too :D
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maybe it's just me, but i feel like i'm seeing a lot of posts lately where a reblog complains that the post has been marked with a "mature content" community label, with the implication that this is Unjust, and i'm like.......yeah? that feels reasonable for this post?
"mature content" does not mean "this post is Bad and Wrong," it just means it, like, talks about or depicts sex-related stuff in some detail. if your post is about sex or kink or something and it gets a mature content label, that's not persecution, that's just...a label. so it can be filtered by people who want to filter that stuff (and people who don't can turn the setting off).
i am willing to believe that the community labels are being applied disproportionately, and some things that maybe should have labels are getting by because they're more socially normative while queer stuff/etc is more strongly enforced. and if so, that's a problem. but that's a different problem than "someone put a mature content label on my post that talks about sex, which means they think it's Bad and Wrong"
#stars rambles#this is perhaps a hotter take than i usually share on tumblr dot com#and i Will delete it if it starts getting a lot of notes#because i do not want to deal with that#maybe my bar is in a different place than other peoples? i just keep seeing people complain about the labels and being like...seems fair th#and in a couple cases the reaction truly does seem to be coming from the assumption that a mature content label means Bad#which....feels like it's fueled by exactly the thing it's objecting to#maybe delete later
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have officially lost the plot. i'm 1k deep into the ted lasso f1 au i DIDNT EVEN PLAN ON WRITING
#i am tormented by visions. and perhaps demons.#roy and jamie are teammates at red bull#there are major sebastian vettel/mark webber vibes#but also#jamie annoys the hell out of roy. it's his first season in a top team. and he's teammates with a driver he admired growing up#jamie's a bit reckless/he loses control and crashes but ends up being fine#roy hates him sometimes but he's still worried about him. unfortunately he cares about the prick#keeley is jamie's race engineer and beard is roy's race engineer#rebecca is team prinicipal#they end up securing the constructor's championship (combined points of both teammates)#but then have close battle until the last race to compete for the driver's championship (individual with most points)#something has possessed me to write this. maybe i'll do my first multi chapter fic#ANYWAYS. DELETING LATER. LOGGING OFF.
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