#peace and love homies

[friday-answers]

the thing about me that i will say though, is that... i've never really thought about my pronouns, nor my gender really, i've just went with what i was referred to as i grew up because it never felt wrong at all, and it still doesn't.

but, with creating universe friday and being this anonymous... blob who could be anyone, look like anyone, sound like anyone, being referred to as the 'creator' and with they/them pronouns...

made me realise in a really weird way that i kinda fuck with that. but not entirely they/them pronouns on me, myself (at least not in a way i would push to be referred to as) but when people don't know me.

when people hear my name or a description of me and automatically call me by a 'gendered' pronoun i kind of hate it. not repulsed by it, but in a way that i almost want to be truly anonymous to anyone before they've met me. or even until i'm a lil closer to them. like i wanna be referred to as 'they' in the way you say, "who are they?" when you ask about someone who's gender you know nothing of. anonymity.

idk. there's just something that just feels so right about not being known and being allowed to pretty much have no gender or appearance. i fear this blog is teaching me more about myself than i ever would've expected Erm...

but also i feel like this happens every time the weather gets colder. does seasonal gender exist??? it does now. i just decided.

[khihi]

debated with myself whether or not to make this post because i'd like to put a pin in it really and i'm sure you're all tired of long posts on it by now, but hey fuck it

i've seen a looot of differences in opinion on what the e-s-c twitter acc posted before the second semi final. but i just wanted to say – at least on our corner of the internet – i'm moved that the conversations about this have been mostly open-minded and respectful, even if they were also very emotional and reactive at times. it's an emotional topic after all, and everything surrounding it has been incredibly tense.

but overwhelmingly from what i've seen, from those of us actually active within the fandom, the conversations have been productive more than reductive. the maturity and critital thinking has been a relief to see.

you're allowed to feel what you feel over this, but i'm glad the majority here hasn't been spewing hatred and is sticking around to hear and enjoy whatever our guy and his crew have in store for us next <33

no war, free palestine, i love you all lots

[un-papas0te]

Let me tell you bout my bessfriend

[touyahoedoroki]

OH CAPTAIN MY CAPTAIN!!!!!

[jils-things]

Person who drew the "idk who mole is. Star Nose" drawing yes that's absolutely what I did, I saw his name and did no further research. Just in and out

i appreciate your honesty so i i will enjoy that random star nosed mole doodle much more now 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥 WKAKAJSHSHAJA

[heymacy]

Hi my love, yes I need to talk to someone about that first kiss in the van and I see you're awake before 7am and losing it over that scene, so here I am. Listen. Mickey decided to be brave. Because he wanted to keep that dorky rotc boy all to himself. So he kissed him. For the first time! His first time kissing him! His first time kissing a boy! Maybe his first time kissing anyone?? Omg. Do you think he planned it, or do you think it was spontaneous? Do you think maybe he was like "I'll feel it out when we get there" or did he have a game plan and know exactly how he was going to have the others distracted so he could do it? Holy shit imagine the butterflies in his stomach? How weak in the knees he must've felt? But he did it! It must have felt so good! And so scary! And then Ian makes the softest, happiest face! Because he caught him by surprise! I need to lie down!

the way i literally had your blog pulled up about to message you something along the lines of "thanks for the OG van kiss brain rot at 7am" BUT HERE YOU ARE comin' at me with EVEN MORE FEELS this fine saturday morning!!

mickey is the bravest boy in the world. he's so courageous in so many ways but in this moment? their first kiss? HIS first kiss?? BEYOND brave 🥺 that's my personal headcanon, that this was his first kiss with anyone. and it makes me fucking sob bc what better first kiss to have than one with someone you're head over fucking heels for?? even if it ends in chaos?? i don't think he ever trusted anyone the way he trusts ian, the way he feels so safe with him in a way that's new and unfamiliar and terrifying and invigorating. it's unlikely, in my mind, that he would ever trust anyone else with anything so intimate and personal. maybe not as he aged, but definitely in this moment.

i think he planned it in the same way someone "plans" for a fight. you know you'll be there, you know they'll be there, and you know what's about to go down but you have no way of knowing exactly what's going to happen. because maybe they'll surprise you. or even better, maybe you'll surprise yourself. and i think that's what he did! surprised himself! because i know he woke up that morning realizing he may have a chance to prove ian wrong - that he isn't afraid to kiss him - and decided to take it if the opportunity presented itself. i don't think he knew the logistics of it. i think he just knew that it was something he needed to do, something he wanted to do, and the next time he saw a chance, he'd take it. and he saw his chance!! and he took it!! and it was beautiful and wonderful and life-changing and earth-tilting and reality-shifting and all the incredible things 😭

and ian's little face? his soft little smile? the way his brain is fully offline in that moment just sparking back to life and realizing that yeah, YEAH, that just fucking happened?!? can you IMAGINE the butterflies both of them felt? i'm imagining it and getting butterflies myself in that nostalgic puppy love kind of way 🥹

thank you. thank you for the brain rot. give me 32 hours and i'll be by your side, on the floor, face in the carpet, wailing. because that's exactly how bonkers these two little fools make me. make US. good lord. i am simply overcome 😭

[hotwifeluigi]

'god didn't give me a dick cause id get hard about poetry' 'god didn't give me a dick cause id get hard about warm paper fresh out of the printer' well god didn't give me a dick cause if i held warm poems fresh out of the printer id cream my fucking pants

[fandomestuff]

[stilin-ski]

the big brother/little sister energy of ben and nat is so important to me

[arkiwii]

sometimes people just like to show they're unpleasant and should be blocked on the spot

[potatoesandsunshine]

the thing about heartache by the number is like... i Get It. i Understand this quest. i have played it probably twenty times and watched it back through like seven thousand more times for the dialogue and i can see through the layers of it. heartache by the number to me is a stained glass installation. i am looking through it at this point.

[neige-leblanche]

beauty of beauties

[cotccotc]

so like why is tumblr ugly now

[rxkuyo]

not so patiently waiting for the sun to set so that I can finally leave the house #vampirecore

[10piecechickenmcnugget]

I figured. He is C!Dream. Cause I love c!Primeboys. (Don’t worry, he’s not going to be shown in a good light at all.)

That was my guess yeah

[rustinsscohles]

and with that i do believe that my run with interstellar in imax has come to an end.