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Anyway no one question the scarring on Liluths wrists you know how I am,,
It doesn't mean anyyyything
(Lies)
Edit: went off in tags lmao
#jays thoughts#look i just#....#what if#what if...#what if a betrayal most dear and falling into the hands of the fae as a result#promise away their shadow#like old school#medieval#myths of fae#pay with your shadow#pay with your name#pay with your memories#your soul is worthless without everything accompanying it that gives it VALUE#you dont need money or power to make a deal with the fae#but in return theyll slowly take every proof that you really exist#until the time comes when neither you or others recognise you#cant remember#almost wiped from existence#for power#for safety#for an escape#count the teeth#check the eyes#check for shadows#the fae walk among us#they walk among us in the people who get lured into the circles#an iron crown wont protect you#you great king of nothing
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Make them a part of your life and they will learn happily. I always tried to find things for my daughters to do with me and they loved it. They even got greasy helping me work on my 1976 Shovelhead but they really enjoyed the interaction with their dad.
In highschool my oldest took physics and had to build a vehicle powered by 3 mousetraps that had to travel 60 feet. That was a fun time! And our creation went 102 feet and lööked like a real car except for the mousetraps on top. I created several model motorcycles out of pipe cleaners so I helped make chrome bumpers, headlights, parking lights, taillights, tinted windows and a radio antenna. The teacher asked if he could keep the one we made.
My Pipe Cleaner Replica of the 1976 AMF Harley Davidson FLH, Shovelhead I had.
Make memories with your children 🤔
#pay attention#educate yourselves#educate yourself#knowledge is power#reeducate yourself#reeducate yourselves#think about it#think for yourselves#think for yourself#do your homework#do some research#do your research#do your own research#ask yourself questions#question everything#save the children#save our children#save humanity#time#kids#learning#growing up#love#memories#create memories#art#skill#talented#it's a gift
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#Percy pay your child support Jackson#Percy no thanks to immortal godhood Jackson#percy jackson#percy jackson show#pjo#pjo fandom#pjo series#meme#percy jackson memes#demigods#the fact that Percy’s beef with ares transcends memory loss sends me#how’s your ankle#it’s Tuesday!!#which still gives me spn Tuesday trauma lol but if I hadddd to wake up and everyday was Tuesday rn it’d be chill cuz pjo airs#it’d be an eternal watch party
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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#my art#this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3#sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants#the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open#on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks#even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it#for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness#and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3#ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues#(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple#(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop#OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot#andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft#OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT#i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing#me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major#me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again#au Good what can i say
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free miracle cure for some of the takes & winning poll options that've been on my dash lately. get well soon
#some of you are basing strong opinions off of inaccurate 18+ month old memories of your last watch and it shows#like if your ship is the main/only part of a show that you care about great. you do you. Ive had shows like that. have fun however it's fun#just. if that's you why are you jumping into arguments about the other stuff#if your perception of the show is built on yt scene packs of your ship spliced together with frog dna to fill in the boring parts#(aka The Actual Plot) where are you getting the confidence to argue dickishly about characters and themes you clearly pay no attention to?#also gesturing vaguely to that post about periodically renewing your license by rewatching the source material#anyway.#don't mind me I'm just an old man grumbling on my porch as I see tourists start to filter back into town as the weather warms up#(resumes whittling)#shitposts
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forever dying on the hill that the og kid gang deserved WAY MORE new art in their kizuna designs like damn toei DO YOUR FRICKIN JOB why do I have to finish it for you always like get a grip!!! 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
SoraMimi reveal in the final version but if you can guess whose heads those belong to, then you know which art is being used 🫣
#ayushitposting#digimon#taichi yagami#yamato ishida#jou kido#koushiro izumi#alexa play twice i got you#currently debating if this should be my odaiba memorial day entry#inlcuding the new art of 02 kids 🙄#i dont wanna so maybe only takehika idk#PAY ME FOR MY HARDWORK TOEI#I LOVE TAICHI AND YAMATO WAY MORE THAN ANY OF YOUR WRITERS EVER COULD
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"Battle of Alberta, right? It was my first game: Calgary, Edmonton. We would play them in the preseason, and you know—trying to make the team I'd always be asking him to fight in preseason, always. I'd be runnin' my mouth—like, tryna fight the biggest, baddest guys, tryna make an impression.
And he would never fight me. He'd always tell me, like If you make the team, I'll fight ya. You don't have to worry about that, but I'm not fightin' ya preseason. And I totally respect it, I'm not gonna chase him down. It is what it is. He's established—I'm looking for my chance.
So I get called up, we're playing Edmonton in Edmonton: Battle of Alberta. [He's] over there on the other side, and it's like the coolest thing ever... you know, the buildup was crazy 'cuz I knew if the opportunity presented itself—if the game went the way I hoped it would, I would get an opportunity to fight him.
I remembered in warmups tryna skate by the redline initially just kind-of gettin' a feel for it—to see if I have to say something or whatever... He's got no bucket on, his big, bald head is glarin' around, he skates by the redline with the biggest smile on his face, and just gives me the biggest wink...
At that moment I knew Okay, he remembers. It's gonna happen at some point.
We were up 1, I think it was 2-1 going into intermission or whatever—Oh, no, I think it was 1-1 and we had just scored so the position I'm like Yeah, I don't know if I can fight him now because we have the momentum and we're winning the game. I don't want to lose a fight, then we lose a game and now I'm, like, never getting a chance again.
You kind-of gotta play the game within the game like [...] there's an opportunity to fight, and there's an opportunities where you shouldn't fight. Things weren't looking good, then they score and now we need a spark. I'm like Fucking perfect.
I just skate by their bench and I'm like It's time, big boy! He jumps out, we line up, and he goes We squarin' up or we goin' right away?
I'm like I'm not fuckin' squarin' up with you right now! We're goin' right away!
Drop em, we go right away, grab each other. I know he's a lefty so he's gonna let go—let's go of my right arm before he throws one. I threw one. Big boy went down, he jumped back up pretty quick. I don't know, I tell people all the time, I'm like I would've been in the league fuckin' 2 years earlier if there was good footage of this fuckin' fight!
For some reason—For some reason, the cameras cut out. I don't know if [he] had his cousins working the cameras or something that night, or if they're in the video room or what happened.
That was my first NHL game.
It's funny 'cuz Chucky was there—Chucky's there and he knows, he saw, he always laugh when I say that I would've been in the league earlier 'cuz he knows how things like that go. You get a little bit of energy and buzz around ya, and then kind-of momentum takes you a little bit further but unfortunate[ly], I missed that opportunity but I don't regret a thing.
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The opportunity was there, I just—unfortunately, for whatever reason, the Hockey Gods said not yet." (Ryan Lomberg reminiscing over his first NHL game/fight) (x)(x) (please go watch the second link to see lombos giant smile as he tells this story jfc)
and other genuinely bonkers things to say about a hockey player in your first fight... like why did this need to be said like that...what
#ryan lomberg#lombo what the fuck#for the sake of clarity lombo does refer em by name but i think its funnier to obscure it in this case for people who dont know who it is#im sure edm and the bald description gave it away of who it is#but youll never fucking guess who this bitch is waxing poetic about#the wha the huh#HIM??????#WE'RE ROMANTICISNG THAT FUCKIN GUY??? REALLY????#i hate it here#this just in the guy you adore just said the horniest shit about the worst person you know#completely forgot they both were on the flames at the same time its been erased from my memory#(guy who does not pay attention to anything that is not pantr related)#but also matthew giggling about lombos little I WOULDVE BEEN HERE EARLIER IF THE CAMERAS WORKED RIGHT#how dare we lose him to calgary again HOW DARE#hello special little matthew cameo#the homoeroticism of it all#the inherent homoeroticism of hockey fights#why did he describe it like that#do you know what “scrappy ahler tries to make it big by fighting everyone in sight to impress staff and even challenges the enforcer vet#knowing itll make him look good if he does and said enforcer vet does not give him the time of day and goes i promise ill fight you when yo#get called up during the regular season not now and to which said scrappy ahler gets called up during the regular season and doesnt expect#much but gets completely surprised when the vet 1. remembers who he is 2. the promise he made and 3. even gives him a cheeky wink about it.#and the game is chippy from the start the ahler isnt sure theyll be able to fight hin but low and behold the hockey gods bless him#and he does he even gets to decide the rules AND wins it in one punch. the downside? none of it was filmed.#but the memory of that vets wink rings clear“ does to me man?#also. a classic case of hockey gods giveth. hockey gods taketh away.#sweetheart you can be gay AND also want your cool fight filmed honey youre asking for too much#yeah lombo does like calling men bigboy yeah that's a thing
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Summer trip mode is: on
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#i find it impressive how you change a sim's hair color or eye color and put glasses on them and they turn into completely different ppl#imagine having eyes that glow in the dark#but if you have to hide in the modern Earth you gotta use magical contacts 24h a day#also there are magical earrings that hide the fact that your ears are in a supernatural shape#imagine all that and now forget it bc there's a war and a whole damn curse so you cannot pay attention to the cool stuff#that's what i write about for 10 years now#also yeah i told you i was OBSESSED with this hat#mandy does not enjoy dyeing her hair tho. poor baby and her bad memories#Mandy#Kang#Lauren#Arthur#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4
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modern au dad askeladd except he's not an actual dad but this random kid shows up to his house every day and tries to have beef over the closed food store askeladd bought and turned into an antiquarian store. turns out the food store used to be run by the kid's father until he passed away which is very sad of course but also askeladd is not gonna cooperate with some brat that borderline harasses him day by day. only that he can't call the cops because he kinda has a turbulent past and if they find out he's filling his store with stolen goods it's gonna become a huge problem. and note to destiny, the stupid kid finding out is not that great either because now he has to hear it out if he doesn't wanna go to prison and also he should probably learn the demon child's name while he's at it. shenanigans ensue.
#askeladd agrees to honor the memory of thorfinn's dad and in return thorfinn won't call the cops on him#then they fight about how the honoring should be done#askeladd doesn't want to change his entire store's image only to make sure people don't forget about the former owner#and thorfinn isn't satisfied with just a sign with his dad's name on it which is as far as askeladd is willing to go#things change when some rich jackass wants to buy every building on the street and turn the whole area into a luxury resort#now thorfinn and askeladd have to work together because thorfinn doesn't want his dad's store to vanish#and askeladd doesn’t want HIS STORE to be torn down because smuggling the stolen stuff out of town would be a pain#(also affordable houses with basements big enough to keep the meth laboratory running are rare these days)#(also also thorfinn learns some kind of martial art in the dojo across the street which is whatever but the coach is really nice)#(like. REALLY nice.)#(with a nice voice and a nice face and nice muscles and as if that wasn't enough he makes a kickass apple pie)#“bjorn is single btw” - “shut up thorfinn” - “i'm trying to help” - “go bother your twink why dontcha”#yeah thorfinn actually manages to make friends with the son of that asshole that tries to get their houses#great for the brat of course but now askeladd has to deal with a snobbish teen criticizing his cooking#not to mention the nosey nanny slash accountant the rich idiot hired to keep his twink son entertained who's very curious about the basement#he also knows a lot about modern art which. not great. well great for him but not for askeladd.#anyway tldr#askeladd has to save a street while trying to raise two boys that aren't his not falling in love and keeping ragnar out of the meth basement#thorkell is the construction worker hanging around and refusing to do his job until sven pays him quadruple the original agreement#vinland saga#bjornskeladd#thornute#ragnar and thorkell are also there#and sven but no one wants him to
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the other beta version of mochi and limes post-timeskip reunion is that he actually does find her on his own. after years of taking witch-related missions, tracking down leads, investigating new developments and hints that came up, etc
where one day, wherever mochi is hiding at the time, pom becomes alert all of a sudden, and goes "...the m34th is here."
#did pom know it was him? probably#uniformed-up lime standing at the gate to her little hideaway hat in hand#imagine that sight#i think about this route because one side of me doesnt want all his hard work to be in vain. part of me wants his struggles to pay off#but on the other hand if i go the original route i can lay foundations for a potention subplot of#the m34th(of course we knew where she was. why would we let you in on that when we can use you how we want so long as youre apart from her?#anyway this version would develop as (i know you dont want anyone around but i dont care im not leaving)#and pom being like (actually she just stabilized last week so she should go get her guild again for the new mission(s))#anyway. rambles#bonus points if getting the cat witch was a joint mission and he straight up backstabs all his coworkers once they get to her location#diggity doosh your memory is now mush
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My neurodivergencies and mental illnesses overlap so much that you could diagnose me with about anything at this point
#ocd and autism put together? must tap on things. must tap in specific rythm. or die. my whole life#adhd and autism? oh i cant focus but when i do that's all ill focus on for months or years#i can't pay attention but i have a photographic memory! so that didn't affect me much in school#also w the ocd and autism i constantly have to be picking at my skin in some way#whether it be dandruff my lips scabs or just chewing on the inside of my cheeks#like i can never stop no matter what#oh and another great thing about ocd and autism put together is that you get Echolalia²#this thing is going to repeat in the background of your head for months#and also you must sometimes say/sing it out loud randomly or you will explode#i was diagnosed with bipolar 1 and BPD also#manic and depressive episodes? turned out that was literally just dependent on my pain med prescription#rapid cycling emotions can come from all of those#i also have psychosis episodes and delusions! and hallucinations! wee!#oh and let's put a littlr sprinkle of C-PTSD on top of everything. just for fun#''anxiety disorder'' that was me freaking out about masking and how everyone would judge me#major depressive disorder? yeahhhh there's always that base level of despair#like I'm pretty sure the ocd adhd and autism are like one Whole Thing together#i hear the symptoms of all of those and im like yeah that's me! that's also me! shit! that's also me!#WHY IS THERE SO MUCH WRONGGGG#.bdo
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* * * History Lesson * * *
A 16-year-old Italian boy named Antonio Pasin immigrated to America from Europe at the start of the 20th century. A skilled carpenter, Pasin headed to Chicago and began building little red wagons out of stamped metal. By 1923, he had saved enough money to create the Liberty Coaster Company, and he began mass-producing the wagon for just under $3. He named it the "Radio Flyer" in homage to two of his favorite inventions of the time: the radio and the airplane.
The Original Little Red Wagon became an icon of childhood, used to pull kid siblings, to deliver newspapers, to race down hills with that funky reverse-handle steering. 🤔
#pay attention#educate yourselves#educate yourself#knowledge is power#reeducate yourself#reeducate yourselves#think about it#think for yourselves#think for yourself#do your homework#do your own research#do some research#do your research#ask yourself questions#question everything#radio flyer#red wagon#history lesson#history#childhood memories
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I keep seeing things that say happy Memorial Day. That doesn't make sense to me because this is a solemn day. It's not a day about barbecuing and drinking beer and having a three day weekend. It's a day to remember the sacrifices of men and women who did their part to protect our freedom, to protect our families, and to protect everything that we hold near and dear. It's a day to honor our fallen heroes. It's a day to pray for those still fighting for what is right. It's a day of reflection. It's a day of respect. Hopefully, as we remember, we can find the truth and learn how to live together so that one day, we can all live in peace and harmony. Please, remember our heroes and give them the respect that they have earned and deserve. Please, let's try to find enough love and understanding in our hearts and in our souls to bring peace to this beautiful planet. As we said in the 60s,... make love, not war ✌🏼
#memorial day#our fallen heroes#respect#honor#pay tribute#love#thank you#reflection#peace#make love not war#i pray for a world where everyone counts and is heard#i pray for the fighting to stop#thank you for protecting us#thank you for giving up your freedom so we can have ours#bless you all#i pray for peace
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KINGDOM HEARTS IS ON STEAMMMM LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO IT RUNS LIKE A DREAM ON THE STEAMDECK THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFEEEEEEEEEE
#And holy shit it's on SALE at release???#Square you shouldn't have!! You spoil me baby....#Pro-tip: Buy the bundle with all three collections for an even bigger discount.#The entire Kingdom Hearts series to date (except Melody of Memory lmfao) for only $70??#It's a goddamned steal#If you buy each collection individually it'll run you like. $120 even with the current discounts. So I have no idea why you would do that.#ANYWAY GO PLAY IT#This is not sponsored content.#But like#Square. Hey. Listen. If you WANT to sponsor me?#Hmu babygirl. I've been shilling your products my whole life. If you wanna pay me for that? I'm down. >_>#I know you're on tumblr and I KNOW you're looking at my blog sooooo#*twirls hair flirtatiously*#Anyway this is a beautiful port of a beautiful set of games. Excellent job all around. I'm so thrilled to have them now.
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rambling time
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ive encountered many points of view that imply that the player's feelings over the garth jack scene do not matter, but i can't distract my brain from the possibility that yes, it does
one of these that haunt me severely and i made a doodle reminiscent of this is, the fact that brad does not get to know of this happening. he only checks the mags after but we don't know his impression of them, he might've not thought much about them. this is between garth, jack, and the only other person watching (the player)
the fact that there isn't any mention of the events of this scene after this. this is what initially infuriated me, i didnt know if the intention was to make it matter to us or not, it felt like not. there's no more mention of it, no changes to the characters save for, maybe, your perception of them after this. but that's the thing, and maybe, leaving some stuff up to you is the way to make it connect with you, (this takes me back to there being so much about lisa that was either unexplained or not too developed, and how this served as a way for fans to connect with her more). rather than it being the game distancing from you it's putting this scene in your hands as in 'here, i trust you with this'. it's not going to tell you to care, it's trusting that you will
i keep thinking about how one of the motivating factors for the definitive edition were lisa and buddy, for austin realized the fandom was unsatisfied with how their characters were handled, and he himself admitted to not be proud either. so he knew how much these 2 girls and their circumstances mattered to lisa fans, and a big part of the new content went into humanizing them (better done wit lisa than buddy imo but anyway) part of it also went into expanding brad's character more as well. so i'm thinking, if with this scene austin decided to create another victim, it feels like he's handling us this scene and trusting us with it
that and his words about finding something worthwhile in all the tragedy. finding something worth pointing out, worth caring about in a very uncomfortable 3 minutes scene that's got no more mention of it after it happens.
if this doesnt end up being the case, and he wrote it very carelessly, well it ends up being hilarious that the scene turned out deep on accident. but i've talked about it with friends multiple times, and some of them have commented on the way it's written, it being 'carefully crafted' and after finding the other stuff in the games (stuff that's always been there) that ties perfectly to this interaction i can't get the thought out of my mind that this thang can't be just a joke, that the player is supposed to care at least a little
#i didnt intend for this to be long#its 2 am augggggagaaaa dont pay me too much attnetion#if u need my posts abt this ting tagged pls tell me i just love talking#lisa ramblings#this was going to be a draft but uhhh no post it miguel whatever#going back to point of the post buuuut well i mean its lisa#it's the game about how memories and abuse haunt you your whole life and etc etc#so why not#years ago i noticed jack's most hated thing when i'd see ppl on the wiki putting him in the same place as the grown ass adults#that were going after buddy and i thought#this is a kid whos possibly been wrongly influenced and wants closure of sorts#and then this scene happened and AUUUUUUGGH#i swear i noticed that little detail at like the third day of this thing existing
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me sleeping through 90% of the nier automata tracks after paying probably good money for a flight and a ticket
#listen. why does the official spotify upload not have a song on it that i very clearly remember being in the game#but a song that sounds similar to it is on the shadowbringers album on spotify#im being had here#my memory is a toxic sludge but i swear itsa that song that plays when youre in like#maddie is going to beat my ass for this dogshit description like DID YOU NOT PAY ATTENTION but I PROMISE I DID#but the thing with the back rooms. i see the storage shelves clear in my mind#youre doing insane stuff on the save screen#the little arrows#do we know what song im talking aboutm
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