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Welp, already started & finished my first book of the year. Not how I thought today would go.
Bite me, productivity gods.
#bookstagram#bookworm#book blog#books and reading#books#bookish#booknerd#reading#reader#reading in bed#i feel gutted#pain by books
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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara
They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them
But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd
The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#book 2 au#my art#i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭#so this is how i think it would go#it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls#she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire#she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko#and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj#even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers#zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her#little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd#n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her#i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful#and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald#in conclusion they are idiots your honor
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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Okay, so, I rewatched A Tale of Two Stans recently, and a little detail stood out to me. In the scene where Stan gets kicked out, he pleads to Ford for some sort of help or reassurance, which Ford responds to by closing the curtains.
THEN we get:
"Stanford? Don't leave me hangin'. High six?" This comes AFTER Ford closes the curtains and presumably turned away, right? But, in one of the lost journal pages in the Book of Bill, what do we see?
A startlingly accurate depiction of Stan's offered high-six.
This implies two possibilities to me. One: Ford couldn't bear to fully look away and peeked through the curtains, and this image of Stan burned itself into his memory to where he can still recreate it ten years later. Two: Ford knows Stan well enough to where he can accurately guess what his twin would have looked like based on what he heard in that moment. Both options are absolutely heartbreaking. Everything about these two fuckers makes me want to cry
#personally I headcanon that Ford has a photographic memory but that doesn't make this any less painful to me#book of bill#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#a tale of two stans
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Petition to add more disabled magical creatures in fantasy
Like picture a mermaid. When they have to be on land their tail turns to legs, but because their body is used to lower gravity their joints tire easily and are chronically in pain.
Also depending on how deep in the ocean they live, it’s likely they have circulation problems because their body is used to the water pressure holding everything where it needs to be and now their blood is always fucking pooling in their legs and they have to wear compression socks everywhere.
Wheelchair user mermaids. Partially/fully blind mermaids because who needs to see when there’s no light at the bottom of the ocean?
Mermaids with sensory issues who have to wear headphones all the time because sound is so much louder up here on land and they are constantly overstimulated. And also the sun is simply Too Bright™.
Mermaids who have POTS because in the water postural changes make no difference and their bodies don’t know how to stabilize with so much gravity.
I’m really fixated on the mermaids rn but PLEASE feel more than welcome to add more!!!! I wanna hear about disabled dragons
#fantasy#high fantasy#disability#mermaids#disability representation#books and reading#fantasy books#dragons#potsie#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#wheelchair users
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pyronicaaaa
in my head she sounds like pony head from svtfoe
#pyronica#pyronica gravity falls#gravity falls#the book of bill#weirdmageddon#she was rlly fun to draw#BUT IDK WHY SHE WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS TO COLOR#FOR SOME FUCKINGGGG REASONN N#it’s fine sighssss#i love her tho she’s so silly#squidflavoredsoup
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This season’s repeat winners!!!!
Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009 @korolrezni-nikolai
#pookie central over here huh#this is really giving those I Spy books from the early 2000s#this one is so overstimulating I apologize LOL#I’m lowkey not happy with this but it’s DONE#and that what matters#this perspective was such a pain#like god I’ve never had to think about what this race suits look like from exactly top down but I guess now I know#might post the speedpaint on insta#f1#f1blr#f1 fanart#annie’s art#f1 art#formulanni#formula one fanart#max verstappen#mv1#mv33#lewis hamilton#lh44#george russell#gr63#lando norris#ln4#oscar piastri#op81#charles leclerc#cl16#carlos sainz#cs55
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GUYS IM CRYING @/Cestrigolol ON TWITTER BOUND PART OF MY FIC AND IT LOOKS SO AMAZING??? this is actually making me so emotional rn like😭😭look at it….the stuff i wrote looks like a book…and the extra little design elements like the silhouette of hogwarts, the unique font for the beginning of each chapter, my art on the front AND the back…ITS SO BEAUTIFUL GAHHH😭 ILL NEVER GET OVER THIS🤸♀️🤸♀️💖💖💖💖 THESE ARE JUST PICS SHE SENT ME BTW I DONT OWN THIS BUT I WANT TO!!!
#EVERYDAY ILL REGRET NOT PUTTING MORE THOUGHT INTO MY USERNAME FOR THIS FANDOM...CHOCCYMILKY WILL HAUNT ME#ESP WHEN I SEE IT ON THIS LEGIT LOOKING BOOK BINDING LMAOO💀#ill just be staring at this for the next 16 hours im so floored that ppl take the time to bind fics bc im too lazy to even bind my own#i suck at this technical graphic kinda stuff and id 1000% need to commission it/pay someone to do it if i ever got it done#i guess bc i find it such a pain to do THATS WHY IM EVEN MORE TOUCHED WHEN I SEE OTHER PPL DO IT!!#BC THEY WANT TO!!#MY FIC IS ON SOMEONES SHELF NOW AND IT LOOKS SO PRETTYYYY😭#she said this is just the first 'volume' so i guess shes gonna do my entire chonker of a fic in volumes and if she does I CANT WAITTT😭#that also makes me curious what the final page count is gonna be at whatever font/font size this is LOL#choccyfanart#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#😭😭😭😭😭😭
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🐙❤️
#may my future riddle and azul book 6 battles be easy and not cause me mental pain#happy new years my children#we made it wooo#🥳🎉🎉🎉👏🎊#time to spend my new years taking a nap#goodnight my loves ❤️#kisses all around#twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#azul ashengrotto#azul has contacts in okay I don’t wanna hear it#ID ONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW GLASSESS#also don’t even question the tentacles bc even idk where they’re coming for#I meant from sad face#we’ll say it’s magic#why are the emojis so bi gtf
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I Saw the TV Glow (2024)
Dir. Jane Schoenbrun
#i saw the tv glow#movie#film#drama#horror#a24#a24 horror#jane schoenbrun#justice smith#brigette lundy paine#ian foreman#helena howard#tv#television#the pink opaque#book#tv show#supernatural#isolation#surreal#ominous#transgender#trans#trans filmmaker#90s#90s tv#nostalgia#2024#2024 films#trans films
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Malleus seeing this scene when he's not allowed to say it because he's not Lilia's son, legally speaking:
LET MY BOY SAY I LOVE YOU LILIA! THANK YOU FOR RAISING ME!
#god damn it#THIS IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SCENE#but the underlying implication that ONE PERSON IS EXCLUDED is so painful#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#ventique rambles#lilia vanrouge#twst silver#twst book 7
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got my ribs tattooed today and i cannot stress enough please do not get them if you value your life
#ramble#i did it for like. research purposes bc i have a sternum and a rib in my books#i wanted to know what it felt like#the answer was Bad#idk if it’s 9/10 tap out pain like everyone says but it’s REAL BAD!!!!!#this isn’t even a ‘DON’T do it wink wink’ DO NOT DO IT#it was a 2 hour session and i nearly threw up twice and that’s NEVER happened to me before#at least now i know how much i need to take care of my rib clients i’m so sorry for doing that to you
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for elise by saint motel
this song is about appreciation of the muse, but to me it feels appropriate for a revenge of the muse as well.
#armand’s adversarial and painful relationship with art and this with the artists and art lovers in his life i could write essays about you..#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand#the vampire armand#the door he breaks down is said to be beautifully painted and so there’s obvious transference from the fucked up painting marius just made#destroying books chopping off violinist’s hands smashing painting. his fear of claudia and daniel recording him. art is very scary to him
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his love has no bounds he just doesn’t realize it yet :’V
#twisted wonderland#twst#lilia vanrouge#THEY MAKE ME SSICKKKK#and cry#vanrouge family u will be the closest to my heart#disney twisted wonderland#artists on tumblr#twst lilia#silver twst#silver vanrouge#SILVER…..VANROUGE!#tacc0yak1art#general lilia#book 7 spoilers#book 7#i got the general lilia ssr at 71 pity but instead of drawing him like i always do#i draw pain and angst
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"You could've have lived forever!" Continuation! Oh boi, this one is angsty
Creator: @honeqq
(4/7)
Pt 1 | Pt 2 | Pt 3 | Pt 4 |
#gravity falls#bill cipher#book of bill#billford#the book of bill#stanford pines#mrbillpines#It gets worse before it gets a little better and then it gets devastating#I tried making Mr Bill in character#I hope I did him justice :3#anyways rate the pain from 1-10#endlesspaint#delicioustarong#Just saw the doodles and the fact that Bill doesn't look at Clifford in the eyes because he reminds him of Ford hurts my soul--
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"They were most thorough. Silly me. To think there was such a thing as a safe place in the world." - Royal Assassin, Ch. 20
#happy sad art saturday!!#mood: pain#realm of the elderlings#rote#rote fanart#fitzchivalry farseer#the fool#royal assassin#the farseer trilogy#book quotes
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