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HELLO HANTENGU NATION (5 people)
I'VE MADE AN [unofficial] HEIGHT CHART FOR MYSELF
Hantengu: 5"5 (166cm) Sekido: 5"9 (175cm) Karaku: 5"9 (175cm) Urogi: 5"9 (175cm) Aizetsu: 5"9 (174cm) Zohakuten: 5"3 (160cm) Urami: 8"5 (257cm)
[little aftermath under the cut]
they're so annoying. peace is nonexistent... they're the best ever.
#null rot#cw blood#demon slayer amount of blood??#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#zohakuten#urami#demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#FUCK WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM#DO YOU SEE MY VISION?? THEY'RE SO ANNOYING IN MY MIND BUT ARE SO HOT GUY CODED.........#LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP PRETTY BOY#EVEN THE OLD ONE. i KNOW HE'S MAKING THE ELDERLY AND GILF HUNTERS ACT UP#OH MY GOD I NEED TO KEEP DRAWING THEY'RE LIKE SO FAMILY TO ME#BRO DO YOU KNOW HOW FAST EVERYTHING IS GOING TO GET FUCKED OVER IF YOU ADD YOURSELF TO THE PICTURE??????#OH MY GOD JUST. JUST GIVE ME A FEW DAYS OF MY FUCK#also ignore how i posted on my 'cleaner' blog. that was a fuck up. ill be posting everything here#ANYWAY MY REASONING FOR MAKING AIZETSU SHORTER BUT A CENTIMETER IS CAUSE I BELIEVE HES THE HANTENGU THAT WAS STILL GROWING + ZO#ALSO APPARENTLY YOU LOSE AN INCH EVERY DECADE AFTER FOURTY??? SO HANTENGU IS TINY.... AND HUNCHED IN MY MIND#AND URAMI IS GARGANTUAN DID YOU EVEN SEE HIM NEXT TO TANJIRO BRO? HANTENGU IS TALLER THAN THAT KID BY AN INCH IM P SURE HES IM THE 8FT RANG#the three caballeros are his at prime time height cause they look like theyd be in their prime yk??#i used a converter for the cm so if something is fucked. no its not. trust me bro
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In another world--
That one scene from Pride (tee hee) and Prejudice but its um... Them.
More versions under the cut!
I couldn't decide which frame style I liked so here's a bunch!
#i am not immune to a good p&p moment obviously lol#its about the Mutual Yearning ya know? delicious#im still playing around with what my girl is gonna look like in vg#fun fact - she removed her vallaslin as an act of trust (lmao) and now uses henna to fit in and look Properly Dalish :)#i need a scene of rook showing the inquisitor around the lighthouse - any kind of relationship with solas would be interesting!#even friendship and low approval would have some gems im sure#rant over time to mourn the 'past adventures' that carry over lol#dragon age#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#solas#lavellan#solavellan#fenharel#young solas#dreadwolf#my art#jesus fuck there's a lot of da tags lol#i think i got the main spoiler tags but lemme know if i missed one!
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"Beating so fast, seems like it'll burst..."
#crow's scribbles#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#shinobu inuyose#esora shimizu#yuka jennifer sasago#i finally drew something in ms paint after.... a while.#please dont mind how rusty they look (especially esora's hands)....#this is a follow up to kyoko's one yes this is what the other 3 look like#try to guess which starish members i took inspiration from for each of them hehe#i loooove these designs....#should i post the concept sketches? tell me if you wanna see them lol#each of them are matching w one member in one way but still different i specifically made sure of that#i based them off what i think their 2 charm points are similar to love live kinda#esora is the cute and lovely one of course; shinobu is the quiet and mysterious one; yuka is the strong and beautiful one#and then kyoko is the charismatic and cool one duh.#i dont have a favorite design but the one im proud of the most is esora! i think i managed to get her vibe while also keeping the idol feel#i wanna make these types of outfits for the other units but i think i gotta think of something their unit can be other than DJ unit#this can be an au in it of itself but for now it's gonna be outfits for them so i dont go crazy#like. photon = actresses/or takarazuka revue actresses? towa and saki are musumeyaku while ibuki and noa are otokoyaku... maybe.#hapiara and rondo can be a band bc of rei and nagisa but hapiara is pop while rondo is hard rock/metal bc duhhhh (but idk w hapiara.....)#you cannot separate merm4id from clubbing so they're p much just the same except saori is a regular DJ in rikamarika's club w dalia--#working as a bartender there. yeahhhhh.... lyrilily are p much just choir girls now bc thats all i can think of atm (maybe they act too???)#abyssmare and unichord...... hrmmmm.... idkkkkkkk. v-tubing related for sure w unichord but abyssmare i have nothing#SO. now i'll stop my rambling here byeeeee enjoy my losers (affectionate) and my thoughts on this byeeeee
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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Ppl will say "omg I love chubby/plus sized girls <3" and then they show you the "chubby girl" in question and she looks like this
#like. be fr you are not an ally or body positive for liking skinny girls with like the slightest bit of curves#it's fine if you like girls like that (well. if you're an adult and you like anime uraraka who im p sure is still a minor maybe get help)#[i havent watched mha in a while i have no idea whats goin on over there]#but don't act like it's some kind of accomplishment or move towards diversity. if you saw the fat girls I'm attracted to you'd hurl#fatphobia
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major nabi crumb alert.
#HUADH I PROOFREAD THE FIRST TWO-THIRDS THAT I FINISHED EARLIER#21k words....might have............might have sweat through my eyes a little.#i still have 1/3 left to write. final act HAHAHAH. havent started writing yet bcs im still outlining some bits.#but im p sure i can release it within the month!!!!!#gosh this fic is tearing my soul apart!!
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I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh
hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]
i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..
#snap chats#//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes#might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍♂️#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking#he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ#oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever#first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway#aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO#though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role#daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot#yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does#if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh#and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing#theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line#masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together#if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack#but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral#im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like#'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal#they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together#like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid#so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/
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Part of me wants to start more liberally using the cherokee tag just so there are posts in there made by someone other than bots, porn blogs, and people who are claiming us seemingly without knowing anything about us. And fucking jeeps.
#and @ the person who posted today using us as an example of ??? people who just layed down and submitted to white supremacy ?????#are you stupid ??#literally was like 'the cherokees [submitted] and it brought about their demise' like. We are still here hello!!#and also . looks at the Fucking Wars.#there was someone in there the other day bragging about being a descendant of nancy ward and it was really funny. phrased it as if theres#like one family that can trace back#like. the facebook group has over 1000 members now. a good chunk of cherokees are descended from her it isnt special. its just so funny#when people act like she was a huge deal when im p sure she isnt well known at all outside of specifically cherokee circles#and yet i still check it every few days on the extreme off chance that there is an actual human person who is an actual documented cherokee
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sometimes i think about the last abusive relationship i was in and realise how actually insane it was. my ex was a “pro” dominatrix and i remember her trying to guilt me into basically being involved with that so that she could make more money. i could not stomach doing it and was willing to just give her the money i had (& struggle financially as a result) but damn, i didn’t see the extent of how fucked up her trying to pressure me into that stuff and her constant guilt-tripping mixed in with her abusive outbursts at the time was bc i loved her and was so convinced that she was just a good person who’s struggling. the struggling part, i think, was true but her being a good person.. not so much
#i remember she said she has this client who will pay her a lot of money to basically have him tied and locked up in the bathroom#while she has sex with me and she spent like 2 weeks trying to pressure me into it despite me repeatedly saying no#a part of me knew it was wrong of her to do that i guess bc i knew i couldn’t tell others about that#but somehow i didn’t see how wrong it was enough to be like ‘you’re literally pressuring me into sex acts for the sake of getting men off’#sometimes i think back and i’m like. was she trying the loverboy method on me? was she doing all that to steal from me?#i still don’t get why she did any of it but when i spoke out about her abusing me she made sure to tell me that she never loved me & that im#an idiot for thinking that she even liked me while also trying to convince me that i was asking for it#p
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me after realizing that 3 boys in my year have a crush on me
#no bc what am i supposed to do.#im p sure my ex still likes me#and then this dude in my class has been acting Odd cus im being nice to him#+ the other guy i got shipper w alot last school year#ermmmmm#not very cash money of u guys tbh :///#me when i cant attract the person i actually want </3#rant
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rereading a book i loved in high school to annotate a copy. remembering why it connected w me so much
#its the miseducation of cameron post btw#i read it literally 3 times in the space of 2mos almost back to back#i brought it on two trips- that was the year we went to austria and the year i went to national music camp#and like. yeah. yeah i guess that was why#smth abt that book just really cuts to the heart of what it was like for me growing up in the church#my church wasnt the wbc or anything ofc but like. they also werent/arent queer affirming and its hard to explain how it hurt me#bc everyone expects a story where someone sits me down and like. threatens to beat me if im gay or whatever#that didnt happen. its just that i figured out by osmosis from this environment that i was wrong and that i should be ashamed#and nobody ever challenged that assertion so it stuck for years afterwards#its like growing up in a house w mold in it youll never really know that its there until youre told but you know smth is hurting you#and by the time you realize what it is its gonna take fucking forever to remove#and thats how it is w cameron! she knows long before shes sent to the camp#i just keep coming back to how everyone who went to nationals w me came back talking abt this amazing spiritual experience they had#and how much it meant to them to be able to go#and all i was thinking was that i didnt make even 1 friend and everyone treated me like i was fucking diseased the entire time#the guys didnt want me around bc i was a girl and the girls didnt want me around bc i wasnt a girl to them#my roommate acted scared of me from day fucking one and i still dont really know why. wouldnt stay in the room w me#i would sit down somewhere in the common area and people physically turned away from me to have their own conversations#i think they knew. i wasnt out at camp ofc but im p sure they knew smth was up w me#levi.txt#idk. i dont have a Trauma to point to but i feel like calling the effects of what the church did to me religious trauma is appropriate#it fucked me up so so bad. i had to work through so much shit and im still not out of it#today im not ashamed of being queer but im still discovering new issues that living like that gave me all the time#ultimately. im ok rn dw just thinking a lot. its a great book im glad to reread it and really analyze it! its fun
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Like they were so sick and twisted??? And the way adachi said that it was too sappy but he himself also had such a goofily delighted smile plastered onto his face the whole time like you are JUST as bad sir… and omg yeah I would have eaten my arm for more adachi initiated hand holds but that one where he did it at the end of the movie and laced their fingers together so seamlessly? I swear maybe it was a good thing I was unable to watch it in a cinema cause I would have gotten kicked out for excessive sobbing I was Ruined
really funny just how whipped adachi already is even when theyve Barely started dating like hey remember when u used to roll ur eyes at kurosawa and think hes the epitome of coolness on planet earth. remember that. remember when u kept running from him for 2 weeks . Remember
AND MOOD this goes for basically the entire movie but esp their handholding at the end if i saw that in an actual theatre i would Not have stopped crying . and then i wouldve gone back 10 times to do it again
#sometimes i wonder what it wouldve been to actually watch the movie in theatres bc i would Not have acted normal im p sure#but then also i couldve seen them on the big screen ..... several times..... like those jp fans who went 30+ times#and its Still coming back and being shown in some theatres in japan like ????? idk how that works but theyre so lucky#my answer
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Just thinking. Trying to maybe write later...
#Okay so in a decent amount of fic the writers make it that Makoto can read braille#and at the end of the day its a completely understandable little detail#but it always makes me 🤔#because being blind doesn't mean you'd automatically learn to read braille...#my aunty has this thing called stargardts disease which is genetic and she was diagnosed over 20 years agao#and has been legally blind for god probably 18 years#and she's still never learnt to read braille#she got taught to walk with a cane bc australia does have p good healthcare for the visually impaired#she even did a touch typing course back before she got put on the disability pension and was still working#i think they might have even given her a book of braille bc i vaguely remember touching it#but she never learnt#so im just not really sure makoto wpuld have learnt to sufficiently read in braille in the short period she had#theres no reason for Lee to know how to read it either so I imagine in 1988 it would be difficult#i mean Lee could have known someone who came and taught her a bit but idk#i think logically she probably just couldnt read in braille#had the tojo clan not upended her life with Lee and depending if she regained vision anytime soon#she might have learned but i think a lot of people who had vision and then lost it as an adult dontnecessarily#act the same as someone who was born with it or lost it very very young#case in point: my aunty#so yeah one of those things thats genuinely not really an issue#im just a mental case that THINKS and reads into things#and goes Hmm 🤔#lmao#apparently she says she reads in braille in the game which i dont remember but ?#tbh that just reads as the writers not actually properly thinking about how short a time she would have had to learn it tbh#like she might have been learning bit by bit but i highly doubt she was fluid with it#idk these games are bad with disability lmao#Aoki is a prime example just bc he got a lung transplant doesnt mean he would suddenly be fuckin able bodied like ????
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being moved to a different classroom for my last week while the head of the program pretends she's doing me a favor but she's really doing my supervisor a favor 🙃
#she said she wanted me not to feel bad and be in a bad situation#but im p sure she did it bc my supervisor was up in the office talking shit ant me again this morning#she was acting all nice but 🤨#she's not nice soooo#also she didn't even follow up when i mentioned safety concerns for the kids when she asked why i was leaving#and she didn't ask me to stay#she did seem sympathetic but idk my co teacher thinks it was a favor to our supervisor to keep her happy#bc thry still think she walks on water#im so worried for the kids but it should be less stressful in t2#also the teacher i swapped with today saw me two hours later and she was like: girl i get it 💀💀💀#lmao#so sad for the kids tho#but excited abt new opportunities#but i did want to have the time to say goodbye to the kids#its probably better to transition them this way bc they'll still see me a little bit the last week but not all day#and get used to me not always being there#so they won't care as much when i'm completely gone the week after 😭#but they were crying at thebgate between the playgrounds today and it was really hard#i was holding finn's hand over the gate 🥺#then we combined classes for the end of the day on the playground and that was like 10 minutes before i went home#so they got happy for a bit then broke down again when i said goodbye 😭#teddy was screaming at the door the whole time after i left 😭#i watched thru the classroom window while the other teachers were consoling them and it was so sad 💔#i've only had one cry when i went home before but this time it was half of them#bc they barely saw me all day then i left as soon as they thought i was going to stay#anyway#i have a job interview tomorrow and surgery#and maybe a second job interview#trying to focus on that rn#still glad i'm quitting but 💔
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the new season of The Friends Who Smile is great and ive really enjoyed it so far. but i cant help but realize every character that is fatter than charlie is treated like shit
#like. im sure im misremembering Some parts. since i dont remember alot of parts from episodes. but like. first episode#the ceo is represented by a fat fuck who Only eats. even in death he eats. and he cant get around without the help of that guy#second episode. im pretty sure the president is fat. hes constantly shown as unsanitary to the point of eating rotten lamb and having to#wear an adult diaper. he calls himself the fucking r slur. his mouth is covered in food residue.#most recent episode. one of the people in the ufo club is portrayed as Really Fat. the only thing they do is throw up on themselves#from overeating. like. please god tell me someone else sees this shit#i know i shouldnt really. expect much. from a show whos creators were apparently popular on new/grounds(??? i think)#knowing how the site used to be (and probably Still Is.) but like. idk. even though charlie is fat#and p/i/m Isnt Skinny. the other fat characters on the show are still. very. Hm.#the new season exceeded my (Very Very Low) expectations but its still. really really weird. in some areas#and seeing people act like nothing is wrong with it is really weird. im not gonna outright say the show is bigoted because i dont think#it is. but knowing the creators and where they got their humor from. its not gonna surprise me if they pull some stupid shit in later#episodes or s3 (which was announced. btw.)
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all ive thought about for days is respecing ranger wyll, he doesn't need a familiar
#also swapping devotion and life paladin for shadowheart in tivian and sorrels playthru#tiv is already the main healer and we got cleric gale we dont need more heal#sorrels party does tho#paladin still isnt ideal healer since its proximity related#so im gonna give everyone at least one individual heal#like rally thru the feats#making shadow shield focused is a shame since she cant use those plot specific two handed weapons#but she needs to protect#im p sure i gave tiv the feat that doubles charisma checks but i gotta be sure#i wish there was a way to see just feats and not all......things they got going on#gotta look at each one and go ok yea theyre war caster#dove plays bg3#everyone in tydras playthru has a pretty solid outfit EXCEPT lae'zel#i thought she got something from the creche but i guess not#so in shadowlands we're heading straight for the road to BG to fight those gith cops#gonna Not visit isobel as quickly this time#maybe cement me and karlach as lovers first#im mad how much time i wasted carrying around the shadow lantern first game when fairy blessing is so much better#but kar'niss....#im really curious if you can raise him as a spore servant#but not enough to change anyones classes#cant explain why but capes on tydra look weird so wyll gets the deathstalker#but act 2 means a lot more capes and I'll have to pick one or my character wont be as strong as possible
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