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Take it or Leave? (part 1)
Pairing: Loki x F!Reader (established relationship, sorry he’s not really in this one)
Warnings: toxic/abusive mom/parent person?, mentions of Reader having to take care of her younger sister bc their mom is a piece of shit. Also, my beloved friend, Angst >:) Mentions of past rape and attempted rape.
Summary: You finally let everything out, getting out the anger that’s been boiling for years.
A/N: This has been rolling around in my brain for like a week or two, and I finally decided to write it. Plz don’t get mad at me, bc this may or may not be my way of dreaming how to leave when I get the chance.
PLEASE, DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MENTIONS OF RAPE OR ATTEMPTED SEXUAL ASSULT!
Other works on my Masterlist. :/
You toss your bag on your chair, collapsing onto your bed. You only had a few more months, just had to put up with this for a few more months. “Y/N! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!” You swallow, groaning. Not even half a minute, and the shouting has already started.
“I was at work, like I told you I’d be before I left for school this morning, just like I told you last night, just like I tell you every day.” you say, wincing when you hear the door bang open. “I needed you to be home! I had to stay home because of you, instead of going out with my boyfriend!”
You suck your teeth, mentally cursing. How old was your mother? Oh right, she was 38, and you were 17, turning 18 in a few months. 3 months, 1 week, and 4 days to be exact.
“I HAD TO STAY HOME TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR SISTER! I TOLD YOU I HAD A DATE TONIGHT AND YOU HAD TO STAY HOME!”
You wait for her to finish screaming at you, fiddling with your necklace your boyfriend had given you. “LOOK AT ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU!” You slowly look up, careful to keep emotion off of your face. “DON’T YOU DARE LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!”
“Oh my god, what do you want from me? ��Look at me! Don’t look at me like that! Are you going to say anything? Don’t talk to me like that!’ WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!”
Smack! Your head whips to the side, and you feel your heart skip a beat, a pit forming in your stomach as the sting finally registers. You reach your hand up, then pull it away, seeing blood. Tears started to gather in your eyes, and you stubbornly willed them away.
“You are under my roof, you follow my rules, you eat my food. I put clothes on your back, a roof under your head, and this is how you treat me?” your mother practically growls, and you can feel her glaring at you.
A laugh escapes from your chest, and you throw your head back. “You? You? You put clothes on my back? You feed me? Since when? I want- I want- No I need to know, because, if my calculations are correct, I’ve been taking care of me and Amara since I was 12! I feed her! I buy her clothes! I make sure she has money to eat lunch at school! I make sure she’s done her homework, I’m the one who asks how her day’s been!
“You don’t do shit for me, or her! You haven’t! For years! 5! Years! I’m the one she went to when she got her first period, first boyfriend, first breakup, first anything major! Not you! Never was.” The words tasted sweet, yet bitter, sour from years of not saying them, sweet from finally letting go.
“How. Dare you! YOU LIVE UNDER MY ROOF, YOU RESPECT ME! YOU-”
“SHUT UP!” you scream, getting up from your place on the bed, finally realizing how much taller you were than your mom. “Respect? You want to talk about respect? Then go talk to your boyfriend, who’s tried to fucking rape me! Or maybe your brother! WHO ACTUALLY DID! AND YOU STILL LET HIM AROUND!” You could feel heat radiating around you, but you didn’t really care at the moment, you were finally saying something.
You heard your sister’s footsteps running up the stairs, and you raced to the door, but were beaten by your mother, who slammed the door into your face, making you screech.
“Y/n?” Click! You bang on the door, screaming. “AMARA! GET OUT! GET OUT OF HERE!” you beg, pulling frantically on the door knob.
“Amara honey, don’t take another step. Your sister’s grounded, just ignore her. I’ll take care of you while Y/n learns her lesson, alright?”
“DON’T LISTEN TO HER!” You grab a lamp off your desk, beating on the door.
“I promise, I’ll be better, sweetie. I’m sorry.” your mom’s voice said, and you screamed. “NO! SHE’S LYING! AMARA!”
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Loki played with the necklace he’d gotten to match yours, feeling guilty he hadn’t told you he’d put a tracing spell on it. It’d only activate when you were in trouble, or played with the necklace. He was feeling uncomfortable, his necklace had been getting hotter and hotter-
Loki sat up from his seat, realization hitting him like a truck. “What’s wrong?” Thor asked, and Loki waved him off, even though he was getting up. “It’s none of your business.”
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Welcome tooooooo… MORE CLIFFHANGERS AND DRAMA! What you gon’ do ‘bout it? I don’t know if I want to write a part 2, so let me know in the comments!
Thank you so so much for reading, and I hope you have a wonderful day or night, wherever you are when you read this. If you want to be tagged in any future posts, let me know!
@vbecker10 @silverfire475 @huntress-artemiss @vickie5446 @sheris532 @lokixryss @lokidokieokie @stupidthoughtsinwriting @crimson25 @peaches1958
#loki#loki x you#loki x reader#drama#trauma#bad mothers#abusive relationship#toxic parents#abusive parent#overall not good#loki fan fic#loki angst#marvel fanfic#marvel angst
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A Pragmatic and surprisingly comforting perspective about the Trump 2nd Presidency from the ACLU
***Apologies if this is how you found out the 2024 election results***
Blacked out part is my name.
I’m not going to let this make me give up. It’s disheartening, and today I will wallow, probably tomorrow too
AND
I will continue to do my part in my community to spread the activism and promote change for the world I want to live in. I want to change the world AND help with the dishes.
And I won’t let an orange pit stain be what stops me from trying to be better.
A link to donate to the ACLU if able and inclined. I know I am
#us politics#donald trump#election 2024#aclu#a promise to myself#how is this comforting you May ask#bc we are not fighting alone or uninformed#we have good and strong groups in our corners defending what we believe in#it’s not over yet#we have to try and pushback#added Alt image descriptions since this is leaving containment#happy to see many engaging with this to either donate time or money or both#really warms the cold heart of mine#wow this broke containment#overall it’s been pretty nice seeing people engaging with it ready to roll up their sleeves and get to work#they did the travel ban right at the beginning of the previous presidency too#also every major civil battle in the last century#brown V board of education- the one that desegregated schools#loving V Virginia- legalized interracial marriage#roe V wade- legalized abortion#United States V Nixon- watergate scandal WHICH LIMITED US PRESIDENTAL POWER#Edwards v. Aguillard- helped allow schools to teach evolution#Planned Parenthood v. Casey- another abortion case#ACLU v. NSA- to stop the NSA spying on wikipedia users#Ingersoll v. Arlene's Flowers- fought to stop LGBTQ discrimination from businesses#Obergefell v. Hodges- case that legalized gay marriage#literally WAY MORE GUYS#so don’t fall into dispair! these are literally one of the good ones!
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Vanessa suffered more than Michael in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#vanessa afton#michael afton#fnaf sister location#William Afton#look guys Michael is totally fine#mean he’s still walking and talking that’s good enough right?#Michael would agree Vanessa had it worst#He feels bad for Vanessa though#maybe it reminds him of Elizabeth so it brings him down#though overall nobody suffers like Afton kids suffer
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I feel like Tumblr is a more anonymous social media site compared to others, so I was curious about this. If more than one option is true, pick the one furthest up on the list
#i've been curious about this for a bit#i know a good handful of you know what i look like but i'm curious how high the no response will be overall#my polls
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Cyno sq was so cute he is so loved
#my art#genshin impact#cyno#kaveh#al haitham#tighnari#kavehno#haino#cynonari#i love him so much#thank you for this quest#there were a couple of things i have complains about#but overall i think it was so so good#im just biased#sethos was amazing too
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consumed by the moss
#minecraft#minecraft fanart#minecraft bogged#sopuuart#good soup#all the new mobs are so cool but this guy is quickly becoming one of my overall favs#on another note. the amount of skeleton refs i pulled up for this guy i swear#why do bones twist like that!! why are they so weird!! why so many bones in the human skeleton!!! can we have less
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹
i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuuji#megumi#nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them#even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh#to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited#but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs#gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it#so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again#other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe#megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space#other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu#god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this#these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore
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the feeling of being watched or followed
#REALLY GOOD MENTAL IMAGE FROM TBOB. smiles#gravity falls#ford pines#the book of bill#book of bill spoilers#book of bill#id in alt text#I THOUGHT. the book was pretty good. Really cool read overall.#The um. Some of the fandom reactions to stuff in it is what's making me 😟☹️#ANYWAY . This is from an aggie it's like whatever#if u tag this w anything close 2 b/llford you're on thin fucking ice gtfo
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yk when you see someone share a finished handmade item that they clearly spent a lot of time and money on and it's just. The absolute tackiest thing you have seen in your life. And then you ask yourself why someone would waste all those resources on such an eyesore.
(no, of course you can't relate to that because you're a much nicer person than me)
In any case.
BEHOLD!
A wool coat!
The top fabric is handwoven and handspun, the whole thing is sewn by hand, too.
Leftovers. Barely anything, all things considered, which is very satisfying.
This thing took me well over 3 years to make, on and off. And now I'm done.
Thank you for your attention.
#carry on XD#i hope y'all realize that when I say tacky it's with nothing but love in my heart#yes it's ugly. that's the whole point.#everyone should have an item in their wardrobe that will get Looks and raised eyebrows#it's good for you#anyway can't believe I'm done! this is a huge boost to my crafting hubris I CAN DO ANYTHING#wizard bathrobe adventures#handweaving#handspinning#hand sewing#look what i made#crafts#overall I'm happy with it even though there's. things that aren't ideal#the pockets are set a bit too low#and i should have made it a tiny bit longer not much but maybe like 5cm#anyway#overall it's a nice coat i think#Now That's What I Call Slow Fashion
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Heh...Literally nothing personal, kid.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#sect leader yao#This episode has a lot of scenes I know people are excited for and starting here seems odd but here me out:#The sheer hilarity of this opening scene was too good to not give a highlight to.#Dare I say it? I think this is THE most underrated scene in the whole series.#You have one guy flashing WWX his prosthetic leg. Another complains about his dead parents.#And the third guy? He has no personal grievances at all. He's just here to be included.#You cannot get better comedic timing than that. Sect leader Yao you will always be famous to me.#There is also something to be said about how this scene is about shifting blame and holding a false trial.#And we also have the main theme about rumours vs truth in how Sect leader Yao is only here based on what he's been told to beleive.#And WWX is so exhausted by the blame! He was one breath away from saying 'form a queue and I'll take your complaints one by one'#WWX (overall) didn't do those things directly but he's the one the responsibility falls on.#Despite the fact that the first siege was *not* incited by him. It's like hitting someone and getting mad your fist got hurt.#What a brilliantly frustrating scene!#Anyways next up are the long awaited pheonix mountain flashabck scenes. We finally made it.#and AHH Season 3!!! The last stretch! Thank you all for rooting me on up until this point!
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Take it or Leave? (finale!)
Pairing: Loki x F!Reader (established relationship)
Warnings: toxic/abusive mom/parent person?, mentions of Reader having to take care of her younger sister bc their mom is a piece of shit. Angst, abuse and violence, some fluff bc even i need it after that much angst.
Summary: You finally escape, and Loki gets to hold you in his arms once more.
If you liked this, maybe check out my Masterlist? :)
BANG! You scream, picking your head up, feeling something dripping down from your nose. You try to breathe through it, but it felt like it was full of snot. You breathe through your mouth, feeling something trickle slowly into your mouth. You tasted blood.
Oh- Did she just break my nose, you think. You push yourself up, until you get knocked back down, a crushing weight on your back. You couldn’t even breathe, you were seeing double, and- who was yelling outside?
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Loki watches as a girl gets shoved out of a house up the street from where he was standing, yelling coming from inside. He watches as the girl rushes to the door, yanking on it, banging on it with her fist, shouting.
Loki rushes up, the necklace charm growing hotter with each step. Were you inside? Was- Was- Were-
“LET ME IN!” the girl begs, and Loki walks faster towards her, the house, and hopefully you.
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You reached out, the hilt of the knife just out of reach on the floor. You could feel yourself dying, the blood flow to your brain having been cut off, the oxygen levels in your body dwindling as your vision turned black.
You finally manage to grab the knife, and stab behind you, feeling the weight lift off of your back. You gasp, taking air into your chest as you roll over, making sure you could see.
Derek was freaking out, a knife in his side, and you smirk. That’s what he deserved, being a dick to you and Amara, for even stepping foot in this house.
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Loki stood next to Amara, having learned her name, watching through the window. He watched as you shakily stood up, your face swelling. Loki runs to the door, reaching for the doorknob as it opens, and you walk out, limping.
“Are you alright?” Loki asks, and your eyes widen before your arms wrap around him. Loki feels tears soaking through his shirt, and smiles, knowing you were safe in his arms.
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You winced, getting looked over by Banner. He’d already confirmed you had a broken nose, which you weren’t too happy about, and you had 3 bruised ribs. Amara was fine except for a small scratch you’d caused pushing her outside, which you still felt bad about.
“How- Ow- How’d you even find me?” you say, gripping the table harder as Banner softly pokes at your ribs. You knew you needed to make sure nothing else was broken, but it still hurt so much!
“I may have, uhm, put a tracing spell on your necklace in case something like this happened, or you felt unsafe.” Loki says, looking at the ground, his hand slipping from yours. “I- I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before, I didn’t want you to think badly of me.”
You smile, your hand reaching up reflexively to play with the charm on the necklace. “I may be upset, but I’d never think badly of you just because you took precautions to keep me safe, Loki. Ow, what the fuck?” you say, turning to look at where Banner was just barely poking you. Then you saw it. Blood, slowly dripping down your side.
And you’d been wearing a red shirt.
“Darling? Are you alright?” Loki asks, and you nod, squeezing his hand when you feel him grab onto yours. “Y/n?” Amara says, and you hear the fear in her voice. “I’ll be alright, Amy.” You smile, grabbing her hand and kissing the top of her head.
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Loki watched from outside the room as you smiled at him one last time before you laid down, a mask getting slipped over your face. Apparently, there had been broken glass on the floor, and you’d rolled onto it, lodging it deep in your side.
Loki sat with your sister, waiting, talking to her, finding out more about you and her. The more Loki heard, the more desperately he wanted to murder that woman. How dare she call herself your mother when she wasn’t even motherly?
But everything was going to be fine, she and her boyfriend had been arrested for abuse and neglect, and you were pressing charges for everything they’d put you and your sister through.
Everything would be fine.
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Loki sat by your side while you rested, still asleep after the surgery. He was getting used to the incessant beeping of the machines around him, even though it still annoyed him. They were making sure you were alive, and would alert people if that were to change.
“Loki?” He picked up his head from where he’d laid next to you, still sitting in the chair. “Where’s Amara?” Loki smiles, stroking your face with his thumb. “She’s out in the waiting room, sleeping. Would you like me to go get her?”
You shook your head, pulling on his hand. “She’ll be cranky. Trust me, I’ve had to wake her up for school too many times. You look uncomfortable, come here.” You reached for the sheet, wincing.
“Are you alright? Do-” You laughed, and Loki relaxed. “Just forgot I got stitches, is all. It’ll take time, but I’ll be fine. Now come here, I’m cold, and I know you’re uncomfy.”
Loki laughs lightly, kissing your forehead before slowly climbing into the hospital bed with you, his head above your heart. Everything was going to be okay.
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Thank you so much for reading, I very much hope you enjoyed the rollercoaster that was this small series! Let me know if I should write a prologue, because I kinda want to add a little more to it, but not as an official part, more like an extra, so you can stop here if you like this ending!
Okay, I realize I’m rambling, so I’ll shut up in a minute! Again, thank you so much for all the likes and comments I’ve been getting on this series, and I very much hope you enjoyed, and hope you know that each comment and like made me smile. 🙂
Love you, and have a wonderful next 24 hours please! Let me know if you’d like to be tagged in any future posts, and I’ll add you to the list!
And a very special thank you to everyone who commented, liked, or reblogged! (especially these peeps! ⬇️)
@vbecker10 @silverfire475 @huntress-artemiss @vickie5446 @sheris532 @lokixryss @lokidokieokie @stupidthoughtsinwriting @crimson25 @peaches1958 @iamlokisgloriouspurpose H
#loki#loki x you#loki x reader#drama#trauma#bad mothers#abusive relationship#toxic parents#abusive parent#overall not good#loki fan fic#loki angst#marvel fanfic#marvel angst#thank you for reading#the end
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andrew scott for interview mag, interviewed by olivia colman (x)
#andrew scott#these are so good.#got a little wet when they mentioned the jeans were his in the photo caption ngl. who said that#also the article is just overall so delightful 😭
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RIP Michael Afton, you would of LOVED Foxy’s log ride
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#micheal afton#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#fnaf foxy#foxy the pirate#security breach#help wanted 2#fnaf fanart#Michael would of been so hyped that foxy finally has a ride/area dedicated to him#foxy overall have been sidelined in most pizzerias#so the Pizzaplex having a log ride for foxy is huge#Michael would need to ride it instantly#he wants to go with someone too to get the full experience#Vanessa isn’t that interested at first#to her it’s kinda just a standard boat ride#but tbh I think she’d get convinced#after seeing how much it means to Michael#WHICH was a good choice seeing now he’s having a blast BAHA#Michael doesn’t get hyped on many things anymore so this is huge#good for him he deserves it 💜#love drawing these two as well they are so silly
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"No more. I can't bear it."
#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3edit#bg3 spoilers#gamingedit#videogameedit#lae'zel#gamingladiesedit#videogamewomen#*#she <3333333333#i'm so in love with her it's embarrassing i'm going insane#i don't know which version of this scene i like more overall they're both so good
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#senart#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering
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