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Ough... Moby Dick... Moby Dick... I think I have a new favorite book.
#this is so alien to me i'm only at page 60 and i already am so deeply in love with it#i have never loved a book this much this quickly. that i can remember#god i'm so scared that there will be some weird thematic shift at the end that will make me hate it#i've been reading it SO slowly too... like 20 pages a day#i think just because i reread lines so often and stop and write and think because it reminds me of SO many things that are...#ough. god. this is beautiful. i just...#Sea Themes really get me and i've been getting more religious (i'm muslim) recently too so the jonah and the whale passage resonated#and like... ough just the description the sense of place the sense of doom the sense of love...#i don't think i could have enjoyed this book like. a year ago. i think i would get annoyed by the pacing but i am... i am in love with it#dante dicit#moby dick
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ough god, I cried over this
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#davy jones#micky dolenz#keep stickin around kid we all love you#micky will be such a hard one for me guys. paul mccartney will break my mom im sure but ill be in such hardcore denial over micky i know it#and like micky and mike make me emotional but micky and davy do too⦠and he had to include pictures of them in the 70s⦠before their#ābreakupā when i tell you i thought about it a bit too long and then started to cryā¦#the monkees make me way too emotional but good god#cause itās that one picture thatās like i think in the late 70s !! and theyāre buddies !! and then⦠ough poor micky#and he has all these memories#(or maybe not cause they did tell him he had a good time lol)#and i cannot look at anything related to mike and micky in 2021. i will get very distraught. michael is too much for my brain to handle#i need to go to bed now lest i get to sleep too late again but iāve been thinking about this post literally all day#like thinking of both mike and davy on the same day⦠if micky isnāt involved in the relationship i donāt care it seems so this post broke me#okay okay goodnight iāll shut up ill shut up i cant even think too hard about it im just blabbing in the tags so so sorry#also that first picture is gorgeous#like theyāre all so pretty but davy is serving hard and i donāt say that lightly cause im not usually someone who usually favors davy#over micky and mike#but thatās such a beautiful picture of the three of them and i will shut up now goodnight
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SPIDER AND STAG
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#HERE I AM ITāS ME BACK WITH MY POSTS OF EPS THAT GET A LOT OF ENGAGEMENT FOR SOME REASON BUT THATāS COOL#THE HEARTBEATS OPENING IT LIKE THE TITLE BEATING THATāS SO COOL. STAG PLS DONāT MURDER HER#Love the transition. Also unrelated to anything but the font changed??? I liked the old one but ok#Their outfits are so detailed and cool idk how Flynn ever does it#THE SPIDER BIT WAS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE IT WAS FUN TO VOICE#āIāve never been much of a ladyā AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#Ough the like silence that settles in when she asks the question very cool#THE CHOMP OMG THEYāRE EVERYTHING IT WAS ALSO FUN TO VOICE#THE TELL!!!!! SHE DOESNāT LOOK AT HERRRRRRR#LEEEEEESSSSSSBBBBBIIIIIAAAAAANNNNNNSSSSSSSS#God that panel of the stag staring at the reader so scaryyyyyyyyyyyy#I didnāt expect her to talk to it wow I would never Iād just cower in fear#THE RING IS WHAT LENORE GAVE HER AND IT WANTS LENORE AAAAAAAAAAA#ADA ARE YOU CRAZY YOUāRE GONNA GET TRAMPLED OR SQUISHED GET OFF THAT THING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT AN OPENER THANKS RNF FOR THE WORK IT WAS BEAUTIFUL#MUSIC AWESOME TOO I DIDNāT EXPECT THAT EITHER#SO EXCITED TO SEE WHATāS NEEEEXXXTTTTT#HAPPY SEASON TWO DAY EVERYBODY
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I finally finished playing Outer Wilds and I'm like,, this game has completely crushed me
#i love this game so so much#i saw someone play it when it first came out but stopped watching half way through bc i wanted to play it myself#and then i put it off for a few years saving it for a bad day#and then after everything that happened earlier this year i was like fuck it#started playing#i feel like ive changed as a person just playing it#imma take a short break before playing the dlc#i need something less smart lol#but god was this game just amazing#its beautiful and so well crafted#the characters are so fun ever if 90% of them are all through writing#everything is so rewarding once you figure things out and connect clues and information#figuring out what happened to the nomai made me cry for like half an hour alone /pos#and the ending#ough#outer wilds#mine.mebs#why is there more text in my tags than in the actual post
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#god. god. a neverending cycle#this joke is funnier in the context of that old meme abt how being white haired means you're gonna die#but honestly in the content i consume they don't die. I'm just overwhelmed from the abundance of beautiful men. ough.
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a lovely photo of Eric at a party. circa late 70s.
#NEW TO ME#AAAHHH my man be lookin so foinneeee oh my goodness šš„°šš„°#I love seeing him in suit jackets and denim jeans. like thatās SOOO him.#he just looks soo beautiful here OUGH!! i just cannot get enough of him#god i love him so much#eric stewart š©µ#love of my life
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HOLY OMEGA MERCH HAUL OF HELL my legs hurt so bad from traveling all day BUT. got me some actual utp merch this time š
#prior to this. i only had like 4 charms max of ren + van. and a cd my friend got me .#we found the mf orenji duet cd š and like a million photocards of a bunch of oshis but thats not the point#AND. i found a rly cute van coaster :] life is beautiful actually#wig talk#SIDE NOTE. THE WAY THERE WERE 3 MILLION MASA CARDS HOLY GOD THE DUPES#my friend being a masa oshi .well. lets just stay we were straight up jonkling#the gasp we let out at the same time finding the first masa card too š just to have an insane pile by the end of it ough
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Listening to zr musical again while working on my thesis,,,, Dont Go Far and Wait For The Light always fills me with hope ššš
#neeks does a talking#neeks rambles about zr#zr:tm#zombies run: the musical#aughh)#i got an earworm today of simonās songs and i decided to listen to the whole thing again#act2 is my easy favorite bc it has Veronica in it#i swear that song is god tier#the last prt#ough#beautiful . beautifully done#also the way that chrisās last verses is on repeat at the end feels like veronica is replaying the tape over and over just to hear him again#ššš
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hi ben maybe this is cheating bc you have a cry counter going but I get the sense you cry when watching other shows or movies as well...like you're deeply struck emotionally by stories in general (btw, I don't think I know your other favorite pieces of media? š)
my other assumption is that you love wearing big ol' boots :)
ooooh yeah big time. there are songs I can't listen to while I'm driving because they'll make me cry too much š I cry all the time at everything not even just media. sometimes I just cry about like. birds in the park. the scene in my fic where wei wuxian meets the little girl with the injured bee is inspired by a video I saw about someone who had found a bee without any wings and brought it home and was taking care of it and it made me burst into tears with my love for humanity
and I DO love a good big boot. I wore big boots today in fact
#my big platform docs that cost an amount of money we don't need to talk about š#I hate driving in big boots tho#hmm other favorite medias š¤#I love lotr both the movies and the books#I have many a beloved d20 seasons#tho I generally don't actually watch a lot of shows because I find them hard to get through even when I like them#ough the girl from the other side is one of my favorite manga series and books in general#if you enjoy fantastic world building and intersting heartbreaking commentary on love. highly recommend#as well as really beautiful art!!#oooh and how could I forget wha#I love a lot of ghibli movies and a lot of cheesy horror#and too much music to list in the tags#in general I wish I read more books and watched more movies#because there are so many I think I'd really live but can just never seem to find the time for#anyway LMAO hii ty for the ask :^)#ask#mewts#oh my god this reminded me that I've had a library book due for like a week oops š
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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok
#we stay strokin#still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure#it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album#yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably#rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable#FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf#like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic#taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate#if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms#cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them#tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful#tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak#if theres a gun adults at the door n ode#kish soup#long post OVER! ok bai
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crying weeping. this book was phenomenal. 100/10 magnificent and soooooo intense and vast and searingly intimate and heartbreaking and swoops of joy and I just. Katherine x Zera 5ever I love them so much
(possible spoilers in the tags even though I redacted the most spoilery bits)
once Iām a bit more coherent I plan to write an actual legible review (a glowing one, of course!) but I had to scream about all my feelings for this book here šā¤ļø
#personal#a swift and sudden exit#definitely one of the best books Iāve read this year and probably even broader than that#it is so utterly unique and unlike anything else Iāve ever read and is so incredible and I just#it was so gotdamn INTENSE at times and the whole last bit was a TIME but oh my god#they got their soft epilogue šš that they deserved šš theyāre good people and theyāve suffered enough šš#my heart went on such a wild ride with this one#to have a love that literally spans the decades.. āwith you I remember everythingā⦠āIāve waited a hundred years for you to say thatāā¦#I canāt šā¤ļøā£ļø#they loved each other and gave each other a renewed desire not just to exist but to LIVE that they literally saved the world šš#nico this was brilliant and spectacular and beautiful and magnificent and Iām so glad you wrote this book#itās lovely and I am a changed woman after reading it. my heart. Iām so emotional and in awe of the journey they went on#my god. 10/10#this book was just. I donāt even know it was wonderful#and like you know me poster child of emetophobia!! if I can get past the mentions in this book and still be raving about the book. that spe#ks to how incredibly GOOD this book is. and it is. itās so good. so good ā”#sci fi sapphic bis is such a fantastic genre and Iām so glad this book exists in it#also Iām not over posh (derogatory) to posh (in love) and formal (lying) to formal (trembling with the intensity of their love) ough#Katherine x Zera 5ever x2059953920019493929201#and the SILVER IN [redacted] IN THE FINAL CHAPTER IM WEEPING I LOVE THAT SO MUCH#as we all know I cannot relate to immortality idolization whatsoever and when [redacted] and she was JOYOUS about it#which was made all the more beautiful and poignant by her journey to GET THERE#I JUST. OUGHšš„¹#so beautiful#and to have all of this grandiosity high stakes end of the world post apocalyptic life and death. and to have it end on a picnic in [redact#d] with wine and a sunset. I just. I just. itās so perfect and so right and I just.#i love this book so much#also jenifer prince your beautiful beautiful art is so perfect I adore the illustrations the cover and the Polaroids & bookmark 10/10 so lo#ely#and all plot important beats too šā¤ļø
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Absolutely feral that after getting kicked from heaven and falling down for 9 whole days (and then staying burning in agony in a pit of fire down in hell for another 9 days) s.atan and his army of millions of fallen angels just crawl from the shores of hell, decide to make a hugeass palace for themselves and then discuss what the heck are they going to do now, only to come to the conclusion that the way to hurt god the most would be to destroy his newest creation (men) which from then on they can further take on earth and make it their new kingdom (bc during the council, one of the fallen angels argued that even if they made a new kingdom in hell, at the end of the day they are still essentially 'trapped' in a box, so would that even count as a triumph?)
#;ooc#ooc#;about#about#what i find most interesting is that despite the hatred and all; there are a lot of points during the story where#s.atan laments the current situation in a way;#i wish i could list them but that would take ages of revisiting OUGH#like at one point when he arrives at the garden of eden#and sees just how immensely beautiful it is (mind u he and the rest of the fallen angels have met for the first time the concept of agony#and pain when they fell from heaven) he sorts of goes through a crisis about how he laments things#but then he's like;; no no this isnt what i want what i want is POWER and basically goes like#if i cant have this no one can; and just proceeds with his plan of corruption#anyways i think the title of the universe' first sin to adress him is kinda cool title ngl#its like; as a human it makes u sort of sympathize with him but then u realize that all this guilt and stuff#isn't really coming from a greater good in his heart to want the best; it comes from greed; jealousy; hatred; pride; etc etc#or well; i dunno i found it so troubling that we can sort of understand more his logic than the logic of angels & god#there's s o much philosophy and theological debates stacked that i dont think I can properly put words into it#bc again im a baby in all of this#but it really is very interesting#like i dunno; something something about how they WANT retribution; or better said; vengeance against god#they want to inflic this new found pain back#and finding that the best solution to revindicate themselves would be to destroy his creation#that's like feral man i dunno it makes me just -HANDS ON FACE-#bc supposedly god loves his creation with all his heart so its like; to destroy that;; what would that make him feel?#and also;; if god created all angels; why did he create an angel that could feel these emotions?#that quote that went something like 'why did you create me to be flawed' AGH I CANT REMMEBER IT WELL#i know theres something about free will that is discussed a lot in the story but#its so complicated to put into words im just gonna go OUITRTROI
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THELMA AND LOUISE?? HELLO????
#I WOULD DIE FOR THEM#I WOULD KILL FOR THEM#GODDAMN THEY WERE COOKING#GOSH the character development!!!#the harlan scene: me: KILL THE FUCKER PLEASE louise: fucking shoots him me: YESS#BUT ALSO BUT ALSO#they deal with the consequences!!!#like especially louise my girl killing someone Does Things to you! even if it was justified!!#and GOD dont even get me started on thelmas character arc????#from a housewife whos never experienced real life ever to someone who robs a store and threatens a cop!!!#THAT MOMENT AFTER SHE LETS THE COWBOY GUY GET AWAY WITH THEIR MONEY AND LOUISE FINALLY VISIBLY BREAKS DOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME AND SHE REALI#ES THAT OH FUCK THIS IS REAL AND SHE NEEDS TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY AND DO SOMETHING OUGH IT WAS SO GOOD#AND THE END!!!!! I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS#i want to cry but also. its them!! theyre together!! they gave each other everything!! theyre finally free!!#i want to cry but to them its one last ultimate triumph - its the best possible outcome!#and we never do see the car land. it ends on a note of ecstasy and freedom and Finally self-determination and its Beautiful#gods its so beautiful. the while thing is. ignore that stuff in my eyes#i have So Many Thoughts#also the way there were basically no sympathetic male characters at all??#jimmy was decent enough. far from good but decent enough. but he didnt actually matter yk#and that one officer was sorta trying. he had some of the right ideas somewhat#and i mean the female characters are all messed up too! theyre also deeply flawed - ESPECIALLY the protagonists - but theyre still sympathe#!!!!#and theres very decidedly NO male saviour or anything even close to it and OUGH THIS FILM#I NEED EVERYONE TO WATCH THELMA AND LOUISE RIGHT NOW PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#gods when they explode that assholes truck i was Cackling its the most beautiful thing ever#AND GOSH THEIR DYNAMIC!!!#THELMA JUST WANTS TO HAVE FUN FOR ONCE!#LOUISE NEEDS CONTROL AT ALL TIMES!#THEY BRUTALLY LOSE BOTH AND THEN SLOWLY REGAIN IT BY STICKING WITH EACH OTHER AND SEEING THIS THROUGH!!!
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quite honestly, the peak of humor will always be a failed backflip
#something about watching the hubris of a person who so confidently attempts a great human feat only to get punched down by the gods of#of gravityā¦#the fact that someone just doing a backflip is inherently kinda funny and that that power when yielded with impeccable comedic timing result#results in unavoidable laughter#like the surrealism of just doing a backflip#and the failure to do one while being so confident#and itās kinda beautiful in a way#one must be confident in their attempt to backflip in order to succeed#i think it really symbolizes the human spirit in a way#because part of the humor is that that get right back up and we celebrate them for that too#iām sorry if yāall have never had the experience in person of standing in a circle with other people all hyping the person in the center up#the crowd tensions are high and everyone believes in this dudes ability in fact the dude even believes in their own ability#and the second they jump the crowd falls silent holding their breaths only to hear the thwunk of a body on the ground and then a synchronous#chorus of oughs of sympathy pain#followed by the immediate cheer regardless with the person hops back up#it is an experience that will bring you to the pissing yourself point of laughter#itās a beautiful experience and quite honestly one of the most humanistic totems i have experienced#sorry iām high and thinking about backflips#but tell me iām wrong?#are there things that are just as as funny as a failed backflip? of course!#however! nothing will ever surpass the failed backflip#it speaks
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god this whole garden scene lives rent free in my brain.
first of all, it is absolutely GORGEOUSLY drawn. genuinely my favorite panels in the entire comic. The encroaching roses, the shadow splotches on their characters! Just OUGH beautiful.
second of all, how goddamn theatrical she is. God I love her, I love how much fun she's having. She is gesticulating! She is playfully bowing to Lenore as she's congratulating her on managing to outwit her and rescue Duke somehow! She is placing a finger on her cheek in mock thought! She is flirtatiously leaning in to ask to murder Montresor if Lenore wanted it.
third of all, the comment in this image. I am going to crawl out of my skin, I am, because I NEED "Leo" back in the present so badly. Because Annabel wouldn't be LIKE this, wouldn't be SAYING this, if she wasn't 100% positive Lenore would understand and see it from her perspective and laugh along. Which ONLY MEANS that both she and Lenore in life were scheming little shits together.
hhhHHHGGFDHBHDFGDFJ collapses
#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#annabel lee nevermore#annabel lee whitlock#lenore nevermore#lenore vandernacht
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OUGH FINALLY FINISHED MY FIRST PROPER FANART FOR THE @omorithedreamermod PRELUDE⦠AT LAST!!!! Had this done for a while but kept putting off doing the background. Not the biggest fan of how it turned out in the end but we BALL!!!!!
Anyways. Below is a sappy little ramble about how much this mod means to me so. šš
Iām not sure how to begin this without sounding REALLY corny, but this mod means the absolute world to me. It is my genuine opinion that it is equal in quality, effort, passion, talent and impact to the base game so far.
Iāve been in the modding community for omori for a while (since late 2021 I believe?) and Iāve never been actually active in it, but as I watched more mods being developed I always wanted to see something like the dreamer- a faithful continuation that both felt like omori, but had its own identity too. When I first played the demo back in December, I felt genuinely overjoyed at what I was playing, because the dreamer achieves what it sets out to do so so perfectly- it is extremely faithful to the game.
Every little detail, dialogue and secret brought me back to experiencing omori for the first time all the way back in 2021. Feeling for these characters in the same raw way I did back when I experienced their story for the first time years ago, in a way I never thought I could again. Seeing the game I loved, the characters I loved, the world I had fixated on being given the promise of rejuvenation in that demo brought me indescribable excitement- and then the prelude came out.
And the prelude was even BETTER. Iāve mentioned it a few times, but for the prelude, I actually decided to record my play through, something Iād never done before! It was mainly for note-taking purposes for analysis (expect a big one on stranger at some pointā¦), but Iāve found that for the past couple weeks when Iāve been listening back to those recordings, listening to my commentary, I canāt help but notice the pure emotion and joy in each thing I said. This mod made me SO happy I canāt even put it into words.
Otomerson, and everyone else that worked on this masterpiece, I actually cannot express how amazing and brilliant each and every one of you are. You brought this game which I didnāt know I could love and appreciate any more than I already did new life for me, and you let me, and so many others, play it for the first time again, experience the story and observe these wonderful characters for the first time again, cry for the first time again. It was so moving, so fun, so beautiful- like GOD I sound SO CORNY but itās the truth. You are so AWESOME. Be SO proud of what youāve made!!!!!
Iām not sure how to end this- I donāt want it to be too long and too weird and sappy hehe but I havenāt felt like this since I first completed omori. The dreamer is a masterpiece and if you havenāt played it yet I HIGHLY recommend you do- you wonāt regret it! Iām UNFATHOMABLY excited for December- I canāt wait to see what otomerson and the team make, and to finish this familiar yet new experience. Remember to pace yourself, everyone!!!! Youāre all amazing!!!! :D
Anyways⦠this is DEFINITELY not gonna be the last the dreamer art I make so hopefully the next few will be better SHSJSJSJ I just didnāt want this simmering for too long⦠also hereās the lads without the background and lighting!!! Since I actually really like how they turned outā¦
Look at them!!! The sillies!!!!!!!
Anyways. Long post. Sorry HEJDJSJ. Iāll make more stupid doodles of these guys in the near future but for now here they are!!! Woo hoo!!!! Go play the dreamer!!!!!
#omori#omori au#omori mod#omori the dreamer#omori sunny#omori stranger#omori basil#god this modā¦. oughhh#I tried to make sunny and basil look kind of. I donāt know hazy on purpose but it looks a little strange⦠ough#thatās okay thiugh!!! Iām still proud of this :))) even if the background is rushedā¦#my art
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