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Ough... Moby Dick... Moby Dick... I think I have a new favorite book.
#this is so alien to me i'm only at page 60 and i already am so deeply in love with it#i have never loved a book this much this quickly. that i can remember#god i'm so scared that there will be some weird thematic shift at the end that will make me hate it#i've been reading it SO slowly too... like 20 pages a day#i think just because i reread lines so often and stop and write and think because it reminds me of SO many things that are...#ough. god. this is beautiful. i just...#Sea Themes really get me and i've been getting more religious (i'm muslim) recently too so the jonah and the whale passage resonated#and like... ough just the description the sense of place the sense of doom the sense of love...#i don't think i could have enjoyed this book like. a year ago. i think i would get annoyed by the pacing but i am... i am in love with it#dante dicit#moby dick
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ough god, I cried over this
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#davy jones#micky dolenz#keep stickin around kid we all love you#micky will be such a hard one for me guys. paul mccartney will break my mom im sure but ill be in such hardcore denial over micky i know it#and like micky and mike make me emotional but micky and davy do too… and he had to include pictures of them in the 70s… before their#‘breakup’ when i tell you i thought about it a bit too long and then started to cry…#the monkees make me way too emotional but good god#cause it’s that one picture that’s like i think in the late 70s !! and they’re buddies !! and then… ough poor micky#and he has all these memories#(or maybe not cause they did tell him he had a good time lol)#and i cannot look at anything related to mike and micky in 2021. i will get very distraught. michael is too much for my brain to handle#i need to go to bed now lest i get to sleep too late again but i’ve been thinking about this post literally all day#like thinking of both mike and davy on the same day… if micky isn’t involved in the relationship i don’t care it seems so this post broke me#okay okay goodnight i’ll shut up ill shut up i cant even think too hard about it im just blabbing in the tags so so sorry#also that first picture is gorgeous#like they’re all so pretty but davy is serving hard and i don’t say that lightly cause im not usually someone who usually favors davy#over micky and mike#but that’s such a beautiful picture of the three of them and i will shut up now goodnight
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SPIDER AND STAG
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#HERE I AM IT’S ME BACK WITH MY POSTS OF EPS THAT GET A LOT OF ENGAGEMENT FOR SOME REASON BUT THAT’S COOL#THE HEARTBEATS OPENING IT LIKE THE TITLE BEATING THAT’S SO COOL. STAG PLS DON’T MURDER HER#Love the transition. Also unrelated to anything but the font changed??? I liked the old one but ok#Their outfits are so detailed and cool idk how Flynn ever does it#THE SPIDER BIT WAS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE IT WAS FUN TO VOICE#”I’ve never been much of a lady” AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#Ough the like silence that settles in when she asks the question very cool#THE CHOMP OMG THEY’RE EVERYTHING IT WAS ALSO FUN TO VOICE#THE TELL!!!!! SHE DOESN’T LOOK AT HERRRRRRR#LEEEEEESSSSSSBBBBBIIIIIAAAAAANNNNNNSSSSSSSS#God that panel of the stag staring at the reader so scaryyyyyyyyyyyy#I didn’t expect her to talk to it wow I would never I’d just cower in fear#THE RING IS WHAT LENORE GAVE HER AND IT WANTS LENORE AAAAAAAAAAA#ADA ARE YOU CRAZY YOU’RE GONNA GET TRAMPLED OR SQUISHED GET OFF THAT THING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT AN OPENER THANKS RNF FOR THE WORK IT WAS BEAUTIFUL#MUSIC AWESOME TOO I DIDN’T EXPECT THAT EITHER#SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT’S NEEEEXXXTTTTT#HAPPY SEASON TWO DAY EVERYBODY
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I finally finished playing Outer Wilds and I'm like,, this game has completely crushed me
#i love this game so so much#i saw someone play it when it first came out but stopped watching half way through bc i wanted to play it myself#and then i put it off for a few years saving it for a bad day#and then after everything that happened earlier this year i was like fuck it#started playing#i feel like ive changed as a person just playing it#imma take a short break before playing the dlc#i need something less smart lol#but god was this game just amazing#its beautiful and so well crafted#the characters are so fun ever if 90% of them are all through writing#everything is so rewarding once you figure things out and connect clues and information#figuring out what happened to the nomai made me cry for like half an hour alone /pos#and the ending#ough#outer wilds#mine.mebs#why is there more text in my tags than in the actual post
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also i came here to say that. jy girlies n boys. i get it. i get it so much. the most recent animated short has me terribly fucking endeared. his lil sleepy groans??? sleeping in fetal position???? the lil kitty licking his face??????? the satisfied sigh after his dimsum breakfast???????????? oh my GOD
#thinkmin!#im not romantically or sexually attracted to him but a secret third thing (<- wants to cuddle with him just a little)#bashing my head against the wall. i talk big game abt liking evil morally corrupt characters#and then i get captivated by this fucking. 30sec clip of a guy doing domestic things. god.#grits my teeth. i guess. i GUESS. i get why ppl would wanna be his househusband. not me tho. i wouldn't want that. not at all...#OUGH#more importantly tho FEI.XIAO IS SO COOL SHE'S SO JIEJIE!!!!#im flirting with her by asking her to compare hand sizes and she's laughing at me full bellied and grabbing my hand#and telling me that if i wanted to hold her hand then i should just say so bc it's more efficient and she wants it too#hyv..... the one thing abt hyv is that they draw such beautiful women..... fei.xiao jiejie.... please.... let's get food together....
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#god. god. a neverending cycle#this joke is funnier in the context of that old meme abt how being white haired means you're gonna die#but honestly in the content i consume they don't die. I'm just overwhelmed from the abundance of beautiful men. ough.
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a lovely photo of Eric at a party. circa late 70s.
#NEW TO ME#AAAHHH my man be lookin so foinneeee oh my goodness 😍🥰😍🥰#I love seeing him in suit jackets and denim jeans. like that’s SOOO him.#he just looks soo beautiful here OUGH!! i just cannot get enough of him#god i love him so much#eric stewart 🩵#love of my life
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honestly I think one of the coolest and hardest moments in the yakuza series that I've seen literally no one talk about is right before the second joongi han boss fight
the first boss fight was just fun and games. he takes you into his ring with a smirk on his face, takes his shirt off and has fun with it. he's doing nothing but putting on a show for the crowd. you're just entertainment for him.
and then he shows up, doesn't even say a word, and just raises his fists. and you realize that this guy means business, that he's actually out to kill this time.
also, his title card used to be "owner of club stardust" and now that he's actually out to fuck kiryu up, it's "leader of the jingweon mafia". it's scary.
#and hot#ahem#ash rambles 💚#idk it's just such a cool moment#and it's a really small detail#but#i always thought it was cool as fuck seeing his title card change#and that with theory of beauty playing in the background???#ough#it's so fucking cool#i know I'm head over heels for the y7/8 version but#the original him was so fucking cool oh my god#this isn't even a selfship gush post#this is a#man y.akuza is so fucking cool#gush post
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HOLY OMEGA MERCH HAUL OF HELL my legs hurt so bad from traveling all day BUT. got me some actual utp merch this time 😏
#prior to this. i only had like 4 charms max of ren + van. and a cd my friend got me .#we found the mf orenji duet cd 😭 and like a million photocards of a bunch of oshis but thats not the point#AND. i found a rly cute van coaster :] life is beautiful actually#wig talk#SIDE NOTE. THE WAY THERE WERE 3 MILLION MASA CARDS HOLY GOD THE DUPES#my friend being a masa oshi .well. lets just stay we were straight up jonkling#the gasp we let out at the same time finding the first masa card too 😭 just to have an insane pile by the end of it ough
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Listening to zr musical again while working on my thesis,,,, Dont Go Far and Wait For The Light always fills me with hope 😔😔😔
#neeks does a talking#neeks rambles about zr#zr:tm#zombies run: the musical#aughh)#i got an earworm today of simon’s songs and i decided to listen to the whole thing again#act2 is my easy favorite bc it has Veronica in it#i swear that song is god tier#the last prt#ough#beautiful . beautifully done#also the way that chris’s last verses is on repeat at the end feels like veronica is replaying the tape over and over just to hear him again#😔😔😔
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hi ben maybe this is cheating bc you have a cry counter going but I get the sense you cry when watching other shows or movies as well...like you're deeply struck emotionally by stories in general (btw, I don't think I know your other favorite pieces of media? 👀)
my other assumption is that you love wearing big ol' boots :)
ooooh yeah big time. there are songs I can't listen to while I'm driving because they'll make me cry too much 😭 I cry all the time at everything not even just media. sometimes I just cry about like. birds in the park. the scene in my fic where wei wuxian meets the little girl with the injured bee is inspired by a video I saw about someone who had found a bee without any wings and brought it home and was taking care of it and it made me burst into tears with my love for humanity
and I DO love a good big boot. I wore big boots today in fact
#my big platform docs that cost an amount of money we don't need to talk about 💖#I hate driving in big boots tho#hmm other favorite medias 🤔#I love lotr both the movies and the books#I have many a beloved d20 seasons#tho I generally don't actually watch a lot of shows because I find them hard to get through even when I like them#ough the girl from the other side is one of my favorite manga series and books in general#if you enjoy fantastic world building and intersting heartbreaking commentary on love. highly recommend#as well as really beautiful art!!#oooh and how could I forget wha#I love a lot of ghibli movies and a lot of cheesy horror#and too much music to list in the tags#in general I wish I read more books and watched more movies#because there are so many I think I'd really live but can just never seem to find the time for#anyway LMAO hii ty for the ask :^)#ask#mewts#oh my god this reminded me that I've had a library book due for like a week oops 😭
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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok
#we stay strokin#still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure#it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album#yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably#rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable#FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf#like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic#taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate#if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms#cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them#tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful#tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak#if theres a gun adults at the door n ode#kish soup#long post OVER! ok bai
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crying weeping. this book was phenomenal. 100/10 magnificent and soooooo intense and vast and searingly intimate and heartbreaking and swoops of joy and I just. Katherine x Zera 5ever I love them so much
(possible spoilers in the tags even though I redacted the most spoilery bits)
once I’m a bit more coherent I plan to write an actual legible review (a glowing one, of course!) but I had to scream about all my feelings for this book here 😭❤️
#personal#a swift and sudden exit#definitely one of the best books I’ve read this year and probably even broader than that#it is so utterly unique and unlike anything else I’ve ever read and is so incredible and I just#it was so gotdamn INTENSE at times and the whole last bit was a TIME but oh my god#they got their soft epilogue 😭😭 that they deserved 😭😭 they’re good people and they’ve suffered enough 😭😭#my heart went on such a wild ride with this one#to have a love that literally spans the decades.. ‘with you I remember everything’… ‘I’ve waited a hundred years for you to say that’…#I can’t 😭❤️❣️#they loved each other and gave each other a renewed desire not just to exist but to LIVE that they literally saved the world 😭😭#nico this was brilliant and spectacular and beautiful and magnificent and I’m so glad you wrote this book#it’s lovely and I am a changed woman after reading it. my heart. I’m so emotional and in awe of the journey they went on#my god. 10/10#this book was just. I don’t even know it was wonderful#and like you know me poster child of emetophobia!! if I can get past the mentions in this book and still be raving about the book. that spe#ks to how incredibly GOOD this book is. and it is. it’s so good. so good ♡#sci fi sapphic bis is such a fantastic genre and I’m so glad this book exists in it#also I’m not over posh (derogatory) to posh (in love) and formal (lying) to formal (trembling with the intensity of their love) ough#Katherine x Zera 5ever x2059953920019493929201#and the SILVER IN [redacted] IN THE FINAL CHAPTER IM WEEPING I LOVE THAT SO MUCH#as we all know I cannot relate to immortality idolization whatsoever and when [redacted] and she was JOYOUS about it#which was made all the more beautiful and poignant by her journey to GET THERE#I JUST. OUGH😭🥹#so beautiful#and to have all of this grandiosity high stakes end of the world post apocalyptic life and death. and to have it end on a picnic in [redact#d] with wine and a sunset. I just. I just. it’s so perfect and so right and I just.#i love this book so much#also jenifer prince your beautiful beautiful art is so perfect I adore the illustrations the cover and the Polaroids & bookmark 10/10 so lo#ely#and all plot important beats too 😭❤️
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Absolutely feral that after getting kicked from heaven and falling down for 9 whole days (and then staying burning in agony in a pit of fire down in hell for another 9 days) s.atan and his army of millions of fallen angels just crawl from the shores of hell, decide to make a hugeass palace for themselves and then discuss what the heck are they going to do now, only to come to the conclusion that the way to hurt god the most would be to destroy his newest creation (men) which from then on they can further take on earth and make it their new kingdom (bc during the council, one of the fallen angels argued that even if they made a new kingdom in hell, at the end of the day they are still essentially 'trapped' in a box, so would that even count as a triumph?)
#;ooc#ooc#;about#about#what i find most interesting is that despite the hatred and all; there are a lot of points during the story where#s.atan laments the current situation in a way;#i wish i could list them but that would take ages of revisiting OUGH#like at one point when he arrives at the garden of eden#and sees just how immensely beautiful it is (mind u he and the rest of the fallen angels have met for the first time the concept of agony#and pain when they fell from heaven) he sorts of goes through a crisis about how he laments things#but then he's like;; no no this isnt what i want what i want is POWER and basically goes like#if i cant have this no one can; and just proceeds with his plan of corruption#anyways i think the title of the universe' first sin to adress him is kinda cool title ngl#its like; as a human it makes u sort of sympathize with him but then u realize that all this guilt and stuff#isn't really coming from a greater good in his heart to want the best; it comes from greed; jealousy; hatred; pride; etc etc#or well; i dunno i found it so troubling that we can sort of understand more his logic than the logic of angels & god#there's s o much philosophy and theological debates stacked that i dont think I can properly put words into it#bc again im a baby in all of this#but it really is very interesting#like i dunno; something something about how they WANT retribution; or better said; vengeance against god#they want to inflic this new found pain back#and finding that the best solution to revindicate themselves would be to destroy his creation#that's like feral man i dunno it makes me just -HANDS ON FACE-#bc supposedly god loves his creation with all his heart so its like; to destroy that;; what would that make him feel?#and also;; if god created all angels; why did he create an angel that could feel these emotions?#that quote that went something like 'why did you create me to be flawed' AGH I CANT REMMEBER IT WELL#i know theres something about free will that is discussed a lot in the story but#its so complicated to put into words im just gonna go OUITRTROI
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quite honestly, the peak of humor will always be a failed backflip
#something about watching the hubris of a person who so confidently attempts a great human feat only to get punched down by the gods of#of gravity…#the fact that someone just doing a backflip is inherently kinda funny and that that power when yielded with impeccable comedic timing result#results in unavoidable laughter#like the surrealism of just doing a backflip#and the failure to do one while being so confident#and it’s kinda beautiful in a way#one must be confident in their attempt to backflip in order to succeed#i think it really symbolizes the human spirit in a way#because part of the humor is that that get right back up and we celebrate them for that too#i’m sorry if y’all have never had the experience in person of standing in a circle with other people all hyping the person in the center up#the crowd tensions are high and everyone believes in this dudes ability in fact the dude even believes in their own ability#and the second they jump the crowd falls silent holding their breaths only to hear the thwunk of a body on the ground and then a synchronous#chorus of oughs of sympathy pain#followed by the immediate cheer regardless with the person hops back up#it is an experience that will bring you to the pissing yourself point of laughter#it’s a beautiful experience and quite honestly one of the most humanistic totems i have experienced#sorry i’m high and thinking about backflips#but tell me i’m wrong?#are there things that are just as as funny as a failed backflip? of course!#however! nothing will ever surpass the failed backflip#it speaks
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god this whole garden scene lives rent free in my brain.
first of all, it is absolutely GORGEOUSLY drawn. genuinely my favorite panels in the entire comic. The encroaching roses, the shadow splotches on their characters! Just OUGH beautiful.
second of all, how goddamn theatrical she is. God I love her, I love how much fun she's having. She is gesticulating! She is playfully bowing to Lenore as she's congratulating her on managing to outwit her and rescue Duke somehow! She is placing a finger on her cheek in mock thought! She is flirtatiously leaning in to ask to murder Montresor if Lenore wanted it.
third of all, the comment in this image. I am going to crawl out of my skin, I am, because I NEED "Leo" back in the present so badly. Because Annabel wouldn't be LIKE this, wouldn't be SAYING this, if she wasn't 100% positive Lenore would understand and see it from her perspective and laugh along. Which ONLY MEANS that both she and Lenore in life were scheming little shits together.
hhhHHHGGFDHBHDFGDFJ collapses
#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#annabel lee nevermore#annabel lee whitlock#lenore nevermore#lenore vandernacht
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