#ot pictoris

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Outer Papyri Pictoris, Antares, and Aurigae

as suggested by @rainbowut

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[solardick]

Find in mind.

Cards died. Resurrect in time, perhaps.

How am i supposed to

Too smoking while im serrounded by an rntire army of assholes fucken with my exixtance? Whole reason i started smokign in the forst place.

Why you you all go take a picture of your shit in the toilet anf then you can frame it on the wall and impresses all yo friends with how proud you ste to take such a massive dhit.

Instead of trying tp prove how united spsrklings yurds are. Tou gonna come harrass me with another girl. And then rape me some

More?

Terrible on tarots part. It lost that time. No new cards.

So, i dont know what to write about the cards. Save that for temperance letter R and letter 3. Incrementally. They belong together. Pooring water down from the sky. Water is essential. Same is said upwards.

On the russian side of things here. Letter Я. Not to say a mirrored image. For both belong seperatively. Apart from one another. This chosen as Waites sun card, to designate the hilghly biased Letter Ii. Not to be mistaken as Ll. As i’ve seen the hermit. Here would show as The man toiling the feild. To promote the ideal of one with nature. Or yet, to give it to the blacksmith. The ideal, and toil to forge the tools of productivity. To forging the self. Both belong to dedication.

What card did i give letter Bb? In this system card letter Ff is exchanged for Bv. Foreign system. Bbv all get jumbled. To tarot it was… the high priestess. But i gave her to number 3. As letter Cc. Which has its own foreign connection to letter Cs. Which happens to be the devil.

Chew that one over a while.

There’s no equivalent to a mirrored B. Thats forbidden. Top tier shit. The gamers ot that level. Dont like if things dont run smooth.

The high priestess here, comes from foreign land. It’s once removed, literally. 3C. She pictorially becomes the field he’s plowing.

But it looks like they fosed ne again. May nog go to work tomiriw again. Be out of work and. Ack to suicide. Lije i an right now. Dorry i havevto ho foghg for my life now sgain. For the N-th year in a row

And nobody deserves having their entire lives owned by other people. So they can fuck with it at leasure.

But, i like my cards. Olmost time to veeto my legs again. I also like having hairless legs. Im not a hairy guy. But the legs always bothered me. Saw a guy sitting there waiting for his appoitment. Wearing shorts riding up his thies. I was like “ewe”. One of my favorite parts of being with a girl. All those 20 years ago. Was the legs. Soft, smooth, could go down there hickey up the inner thy. Another part was when their tops were removed and they were standing infront of you and all you could see in your feild of vission. Were their bare shoulders riding below rosy cheeks. Mhn.

But apparently. According to others. Im a gay bashing homophobe who throws cats agaisnt walls for fun. How can you be a homophobe when you spent the first 13 years of your life sucking on cock. While tour family plays dumb. And introduces you to bands like Korn. Before you even know what their singing about. Then you grow out of it. Realise whta the fuck your doing. And stop. But all thise years. Bred addiction to the only positive source of feel good brain chemicals. Then you fall off the wagon a couple times and get your entire life destroyed by stupid fucken retards. And then over 26 years later tour still being raped by assholes.

What you an alchoholophobe. Dont want to deink this vodka?! Lets poor it doen yo throat. Well. Not really. Doesnt really compare. But. You get the jist. But ehat do you expect from a society that sells poison on every street corner. One stop shop of gassoline, ornohraphy, sugar, alchohol and cigarettes, from a society that sell turd toys for young children. ….. every child matters right? Bunch of bs that is.

If i ever have a kid. Not likely. They arent going to know what i tv is until they get to highschool. No no no. You’re not going to be in this pot of spectrum disorder. Might as well remove the segregation completly and have bous and girls share the same public restrooms.

But, try and might to see what i can do with the cards. Firmly imprinting an image of the emperor save that its mostly associated to war and not good feeling things. Hardship and taxes. The alternative becomes better. Empress things. Merged with the priestess and the devil.

I woke up gin his morning. Why?

Wonder if they’re ever going to give Russia their land back. Its theirs. They gave it to ukraine. Umarine turned their back on them. And joined nato. So they want their land back.

And yes im still

Smoking. Cause im

Still

In prison.

But crawl back out. Until i get pushed back down. It just echoes. Repeat the same lines. Over because i want to but. The momentum is gone. And its hard to get started. Even without. And unfortunaelty all thats comingout is this sickly crap. And i wonder what the next phase of the plan is next week. How im going to be worked.

Save but, to continue on. Ss Cc Cs.

Let these three groupings, i would say, rest. In your mind. There is t other pairing to make with these. From two to three. Four still comes before. Whats already there. Doubles.

Four is a multiplication from three. For there is two ways to spell a number.

With out its symbol it has little trace. To speak of it with a foreign name.

Let me show you.

3

_______

Letter three is Cc. Because of the lack of symbols C plays a duel nature. To distinguish, in english Cc varies between Cs And Ck. Whereas C is soft K is sharp. In most cases K is replaced by C. And often K is silent. The letter is weakened by the unspoken and shares time with knowledge.

Letter three is also Bv to distinguish it from english. It isnt Bb. It belongs with two. Theres a little warping involved while pronouncing B and V to their similarity with three. And the letter C.

But Cs is more of a “Ts” sound. And is no where near three as it falls on number eleven. But it does accentuate two separate bodies. And is less divergent than the western counterpart.

Knowledge is power; power corrupts.

As for C and S. stands the virgin priestess. And the devil side by side. Below that perched is the english devil. And above the cartes des dammes etailla death card. A quaternity of feminine sexuality. Innocence tied to will and bondage.

There is also another pairing with the empress card who from the foundation up serves for number three. This also changed position with the qwerty system, from a lack for what to call it, and was given to letter D. Its equivalent is Д, which starts one basic word that forms close to the heart. Дом. Home. Its certainly more comforting written in the russian set than it is in english. It was given to the throne. Domicile. Dominion. Domination. Damnation if its built upon the fool.

The D is set to symbolize the womb. From where life comes. The physicality of presence. Substance, with form. Its a living world. Not mechanical.

And the game is all

About unlocking yo chi.

Had a couple visitors this weekend. A cat and a ferret. Exploring my appartment. Well their about to innitiate another hit on me. We’ll see what it is.

So i may as well go

Get a pack of smokes. Going on 40 consistent ywars of being hit like this. Taking other peoples punishments. That they deserve on top of everything fun dun.

Uh, all that came up was casually mentioning boogus sexyal harrasment charges. No gay dhit. Surprised. Eow.

So in this image of temperance and the land. She has no place as of yet in my deck. Not the one i’m working on. She should belong somewhere in there. Attention is still drawn to card letter Я. The farmer in his field, surrounded by golden wheat. Hat’s off, for more sun. … though, like already before, the blacksmith gives light to the industrial. To strength, and formation. It just doesnt fit well with the above. You want something harmonious to see. Something that brings all the cards together. In a way that surpasses the attention.

Hey the cats back. Male, tiger striped.

Maybe, the man, with his straw hat, holding a hammer. In the feild. “What you doing with a hammer way out here, old man?”

What indeed son….

Something like this. And not to remember that Я stands for I. They mean the same thing. Every letter that has room for an I. Put it. Its fun to consider card letter 3 has no I. B does. D, E, F, H, K, L, M, N, P, R, T, Y is debatable. Not really a full I. M and N are partial. Sometimes slanted. But curios if to use this. On the matter of the Tower card letter Б, and card letter 3. If card letter B isnt present. Another messages speaks out here. A tower in the field. Worth to think about.

So card letter 3 is on number 9. Which also inextricably links card number 3 to card letter 3. Seeing how they share the same symbol. So at wall-value the two are interchangeable. It’s by layer that they differentiate. The interchangeability. Still there, weaker because it’s been diluted. This created 3 separate images but, two separate pathways.

The two three’s are also a single three squared. This number being nine. The midpoint obviously six. Perhaps that why six is an image of lovers. And the letter H. With its similarity to sex. Vowels aren’t counted in tarot. There is no card letter Ii or Ee. Its just SX. Card letter S is the devil. And card letter X is another image of boy meets girl. Or Crowley’s. Rim job. Though also taken with freedom, innocence and exuberance. This is not something taught.

I dint like this feeling? Is it going to go away? And stop calling me jack sparrow. I dont have a compass. Fuck off. The only thing im learning in life is the conditioning tgat degenrates entire populaces. Understanding how it works. And why it works.

Russia invades canda. Im joining their side. And ill sell ouy every mother fucker i know. Well i should say father fucker. Because we need political correctness after all.

Curse words do curse. you are what you speak. Ну, is this course it’s written. The written word is interresting compare to the spoken word. In this instance,

It’s negation to the male figure. Mother, fTher. Odd type O. Turns of phrases make a whole lot more sense. When the symbol what represents the letter carries with it a wonder. At the arrangement. What’s it mean?

Odd. Type. O. Is such a phrase.

….i’m not that high, . Why^

I created love again. It’s out there. A single unity. My effects are powerful. Always were. There’s strength there. Not much of a life. It will grow. Never lasting. On the letter N, here, suits the french strength. As in no is a fundamental word. If i were to create its own separate card. The Гг asian dragon. Will glide a-coiled the empress. For in all affect it is taught to treat with dignity.

https://youtube.com/shorts/eAXGSMARcCk?si=EBmC-QXZiZ9EatnM

But not that i’ve been forced and raped into a queer. I better get hooked up with a guy or two. Cause sex is all i care about now nothing else matters. Im just here to be fucked. Born and bred to be a subordinate punished every moment i stepped out of line to talk with a girl. And all i got to do is take these pills once an evening. For two days everyother couple of days. And ill take a massive shit that will completely empty my bowels and keep me loose. And they’ll weaken my muscles. So i wont be as strong. And people can continue laughing at me, and doing cruel things to me. Its been that way since childhood. Im used to it. My enyire existance has been nothing but people fuckein with me. Somce my forst memories. I even got eiple making fun of me if i stand up straight instead of slouching.

I live in a gay abusive idiocracy and i dont want ot be alive anymore. .

Hey its labour day. Eveything is closed except for the poison dispensaries. Evil never sleeps. You may always have the opertunity to

Smoke amd get drunk. I have no will to live my life anymorw. Choice is removed. At a certain length. Of all the years of set ups and negative relations. Druggings, manipulations, and conditioning. Does t really make it a free will choice. While no one tells you, all play to ulterior motives. Not letting you in on them. And half of them are sexists fucktards. Laughing at you. But you cry a bitch if it was turned on them.

Its pure queer for me. There’s no bi, there’s no gay. Its just queer. May as well have tits and a vagina. But, i have a masculine athletic build and the “persona” to match. Always paired to some “superior force” outside of me in the form of another person or an entire community. Bedroom with a spychotic abusive older brother from where ive been beaten on for being beaten on.

A magical golden aura toyroom. Al it takes to reach the bottem is being puched down them so you can roll like a ball and hit the wall at the bottem. That right there. Is all you need to know about me. Because thats all its ever been.

Ill start training myself how to be queer. Start watching japenese anime. Well until rhis shit wears off and i can go back to being me again.

I want to be in the abisive side of life. And rape people into suicide. Then i could feel like im

Part of the comunity. Makinng life a better place for everybody. Maybe i could turn a bunch of eomen into lesbians with my toxic feminity. Then they be willing to fuck me with their metaphorical dick. They already done a miraculous power at degenerating society into based driven pervets.

But society does run off, have its language basis from slavery. Generations of enslavement unti the people developed their own identity and form of communication based of submissive habits.

All these years of conditioning and manipulations to turn me into a queer. All those years list on the defendive insread of growing and learning hhow and building a life for myself. All thet development lost to other people. Obsessed with me.

Maybe go yo the gym. Start working out. See a teainer. See if they can help with certain joints and tissue. Doing posuture and diaphragm exorcizes. And some degen fuck tard was talkign smack behind my back. Like i dont have that extra sense. Not to know. Because i was standing up tall. And my chest wasnt as sunken.

Made fun of and picked on for showing masculine. Get fag bashed and heyerobashed by everyone. Byt thats just me for being born. Get manhaddled and shipeed around like im not a person. Always ben a product of other people projections. And most of them. The majority of it all is negative. And people actually rhink that if they keep their thoughts in their head. No one can hear them. Or that their actually good actors. Cause they suck. And should watch more tv.

Its easy alot of the time to tell if someone is being themselves are not. Aadly to say most of the gay people ive been i troduced to. Are all aliens in their own skin. Cause they live a lie. There a taint looming over them. Passing through them. And its revolting. Because they are not. Save for society and all the conditioning and pressures and the sexualization of symbols. And it mKes me feel bad. Pity. Speaking of which then you have the fully emasculate with the bestie girlfriend filling there intents and motivations with friendly feminine support agaist their own better judgement. Some of these guys are brilliant. Caught listening to the dark externalized feminine sins. Affecting the morality or ethicallity of theire decisions.

I was gaming with such a couple. And he was all like. But i shouldn’t cause it’ll be intrusive or etropic to them. Meanign the girl is like. No, nonits alright. They don’t mind. And i was like. Ih yeah i do. He’s right. Amd your an idiot. And then they mive on away from the friend and the nagotive feminine. Addopt the best of it. Find a dmoninate male and have mind blowing anal sex for the rest of their days. One less good man making the world a better place.

But good job getting my mother into it. Now when ever i see her abusive ugly face,i’ll go watch a family oriented film or something. With a good mother “archetype” and good family values. To help save on the degeneracy of my constant conditioning. She always wanted a girl. No she has one. She should leave me the fuck alone. Too busy living in her fantasy land and her memories to pay any attention to her children. Whoch is what she should hav ebeen doing instead of being present but absent. Or beating on me or throwing a bipolar double fire fit everytime if it involved my person.

Now excuse me in my fantasies of the ideal mother and family while being raped into suicide. And repress the hatred to bury everysingle One of you with out conscience or mercy. Which also means the absnece of cruelty. Whoch is a sing of dovinity in this world.

Purge the fucken demon.

An impossible task in hell.

Fuck love. Born again.

Though i do wonder if the next step, if this one doesnt work. Is to kidnap and rape me everyday until i like it.

Meh, ive came further.

Everytime ive jerked off, which is alot, i hit the wall on the other side of the room.

Damned, that ass. You guys are luvky get to stair at that all day. If it were me. Id take iher in the back every 5 mins and pump her full of baby girls thta look just like her. And the world would be a better place for.

But i aint 8 years ild anymore. Dont have the drive like i used to.

Thats not good hash thats bad hash. But ill smoke it anyway. Maybe it’ll turn me into a queer agajn for a fee hours. Its harsh, burns black and tastes and smells like a dollar street dealer. Ive smoked enough laced weeed in my days. Some

Of the shit they put in it. I som’t even want to know. When you take a small little puff and blackout. You know its good shit. Maybe itll make me unstable and ill get raped again.

I need to kill myself.

Wonder who my boyfriend is gonna be. Hope he’s like 6ft, exercises, hung and wealthy. If im gonna be a bitch than i want to be well off. And not need to work. And do art and study cards game and stuff instead I won’t have to deal with anyone and i wont have to deal with everything on my own. It just be me and him. And anyone else he decided to bring. Cus id be open to that. You take care of all the life stuff because im eas never allowed to learn how to live. An dill take care of the hime stuff. Id hate the world too much to leave the house anyway. As ling as i get my ass fucked into a spasm seizure fit unable to even moan. Because all that matters in life is pleasure. People dont need to feel

Like thye beling anywere and its not like they need people to be able to

Have healthy lives. If all that can be replaced by a dick. Then who am i to argue. I was born to be owned anyway. Always at the mercy of other people and how i get treated. I was never ment to feel human.not like i have a single social connection that doesnt play me this way. All

People have ever dome is fick eoth me. And i dont eant to be alive anymore. 40’urars later i still don’t know what it is to trust somebody.

Ugh. It wore off. I still got some more.

I need a new job. G luvk fimding one. Meet a new group to fuck with me.

So hurry up and send me a guy so i can blow him in my appartment and get it recorded on video for everyone. I have enough experience of it that it destroyed my life. So lets go back and satisfy everyones evil over me. And then you can all smile and laugh and feel superior to me. It’s all ive ever known anyway.

When i asked her for her number, even though, i kmow, after like the 6th time or so being friendly. Ahe started spazzing out. Looking for an excuse but couldnt settle on ine and/or form one on the spot. “Yeah, i can see your uncomfortable. Ya,” walk away.

Too bad they manipulated my physiology into be queer now. The only thing i have to do is unravel all the bs. Oh that what, this that. Its terribly depressing. Im going to go play with my ass now. It kinda feels like massaging your esophagus with a dick. Nothing worth wild. Maybe hurt to swallow for a while.

Well its virgo season so its all about the moon. Some crazy ass far off unavailable, violent and severe moon up in with the fishes of peace and space vibes. If their not a fucken spychopath.

Mothe rplayed with my ass one day. Too focused on my bowels movements then what i was actually doing. Heres a little enema go take a shit. No, no dont force. Let it come out naturally. Like a fountain or some shit. If there wasnt soap going into my mouth, she was popping my pimples. The cakes were good though. Thats pretty much it. But i can go on at quite a length with this. Formulated it all together over thr last few years. I want to beleive that that is the reason why i got raped but, its not. Theres plenty before. Dtop talking jow. Ok. Theres been nothing to hold on to for iver 25 years. Just in the ocean. Being beaten wvery where i go. All these years. Fucken sadistic fucken cocksuckers man.

I glad ive never been able to hold that kind of mentality. Its alien to me. Its way done there pilled all inder less relevant stuff. See? Did i puzzle you? Exactly. Its puzzling. ….” I cry, when angels deserve to die.” Wake up, grab a little makeup….

I hate that words matter. Sentimentality. Spit on it some more. All i do is breed evil. And feed the ines who already are. Its always been that way. Thats just life. Great, your life advice is to shot myself. Fantatic mom. And no i got a while army of women just like you. I dont need you no more.

They all play pretend, they all far away, off in there own little grand worlds of the known, and none of them talk to me either. And they usually have some pre planned thing and nothing is ever organic. No spontaneity, no life. Staring at me at a distince making decisions for my life for me. And, deflect everything. I just font’t know if they own up to it.

My little puppets. Its my power i own it. , never got the what to lead up to this point till now. Tried, failed, fucked with. Doesnt lead much place for development. Always on the defensive on the will. To exorsize evil over being like hey man. Ehats up? Nope. How can i help. Youd figure after all theose hundreds of people. One would. Nope.

I’s hate to say this but, you all suck.

The minute associations from growing up in this retard culture. Interconnectivity. Flow by aspciation. Rippling through your brain. I dont even need to say it cause you already know. Most people say “meh” coincidence or unimportant. Because its dcares them.

I dont think im surviving much longer. Theres no point to life.

Wow, i learn from her. Thise fee short moments of social. Even though its all set up, the back and forth. Ive been a trying to get that for years. Like the feedback loop effect. Ive been deprived of that for so long. Im bately alive anymore.

But im just here to be beaten and manipulated into a belivenrent mess and then raped. Like thats why. Sure ok. Why not.

Ciga and weed. One word i agree with. By association. Pull it! Kill it! Burn!

Sucks to be a four leaf clover.

Go get ipl treatment done on my legs. Their getting patchy. Above the ankles. Ten treatments roughly. 2800$.

Well maybe with all this treatment their eorking over on me. Ill get to go back being a sexually immoral freak that has no bounderies and i can ruin some more lives. And my own while im at it. Ill be back to being a hairless child getting dicked again. While the men im forced to share my life with take pleasure in being superior to me. Oh well so much for the queer life. Somce i was a child. People have always taken pleasure from being over me. Thats just life. Too bad i fomt enjoy it. Id be the happiest person on the planet right now.

But i deserve it. Missing out on my childhood, losing my entire youth and being sexually manipulated in my prime. To never experience anything other than being at the mercy of other people. And never expwrience anything worth living for. 40 years and running. Wonder what a fenuine case of feeling loved feels like. I’ll never know.

Go order some dildos and wait on a guy to make a move on me. It’ll be a set up. Like always.

Throw an anger tantrum. Yell at some people. Boxes are shit, lifys ate shit. Saw is shit. Make a man cry. Igh. Your dad dies last year….(lucky) wow youe sad. You loved your dad. Dint ask for sympathy. Im incapable.

I wont get an inherentance any more than what theyve already goven me. If i do. All that money. Which is gonna be a handfull. Is probably going to. Charity. I dont accept money from strangers and assholes and rapist cocksuckers like he is.

Quit smiking for awhile see if this feeling in my ass ever goes away. If not. Months from now. Ill be ill prabably be a full receptive queer. Agaisnt my own better judgement. And everyone can celebrate.

Hopefully the old testemant is true and god destroys the anericas.

I want to move to russia. Wait till the war os over so i dont get shot by some ltgb rights rapist.

Funny about that while i was getting raped. Was thr forest fires. Worst in years. Hells a burning.

Too bad i don’t enjoy sex at all.

And all the hedonists. Are all oike what?! I dont understand. You cant bot like sex.

With this ass rot desease theyve given me. Ill probably kiss out on old age too.

I dont know how not to be addicted to something.

I scared myself straight. Cant bypass the life preservation with out killing yourself.

I want to turn as many women as i can jbto lesbians. Just to price how sexy of a woman i am.

Dont think im sleepinvvyo ight the ass is too severe. No work. No money. Want to quit anyway. Wont fine another one. Another countdown till i kill myself.

Not putting in any more effort to do a good job thats for fucken sure.

Course i will i dont knwo how not to try and make life better for everybody. It that ive ever experience it before. Give what you get. Has bever once rung true for me.

I always get ten times worse at everything. Could save your life wounldt mayter.

Im nit even allowed to use health care services or see a shrink without being fucked with. There goes that idea.

They want me to be sick so they can continue torturing me for as ling as they can.

Theres no flames to light and keep in anyones hearts. And none in serrounded to thar im willing to.

I cant even be mysellf in my own appartment by myself

Im gonna have to kill myself to prevent everyone from raping my existance. There nothing quite like vbwing framed inti something your not and raped into suicide. Excuse i have to go to work now. Need to to be fucked with some

More.

I have the entire fucken twonships. Hahhahah fucken raping my life hahhab

I need to

Go

Puke soem more.

Hard being s lesbian in a womans world.

My feet are balding my legs are balding my assis balding and the small of my back. Ehats next? Tits and a fat ass. Man, id look skward with tots my shoulders are too broad.

Womanhood aucks. I feel bad for you. Well not really cuz its worst for me than it would ever be possible for you. Chucks. Buch of pussies.

Because ive always been with nature. In nature. Serrounded. One side. Ivr never been fully present. Half of me is here. There other half over there. Ling bouts of solitude paired to toxic personalities. And silence. Nothing means peace. Nowhere means freedom. Just lacking that part to other people. Cuz they’ve always been all the above. Its never stoped. Always there. Always attcked, or persecuted. Singled out, and smalled.

All these years in this inhavent learnt a thing.

And the world is nothing but faget this and faget that. And expectant sadist pleasure with knowing eyes, and curled lips. Year after year.

Father, strangers, others already awuianted to. Social worker, shrink, dentist. Job job. Job. Job.

Alright my god. Show me what next. Pls. The smokes are gone. Give me grace. Like you have. Give me a wonder. Like you have. Brush my skin with wind and my lips with honey.

Yup. Making sure the dentist appoitmment is done by a super pretty girl on really negative venus mars aspects. Still being manipulated into being a queer. All they do is arrange for me to have negative relations with the oppostire sex.

Noy going to the dentist in the 17th. Cant have it on a day of my chossing. Uh?

Anal sucks. Its gross, its smelly, harzardous, and no happy ending. Here come madsage my earloob eith a Q-tip. Itll be mindblowing. An dim a little confused by whomever personalize this general horascipe app of mine. No passion, no fate, no romance. During a transiting mars square venus aspects. With a moon/saturn conjunction in connunction to natal moon. During a lunar eclipse while. Moving away from a sun trine mars to a sun sextile saturn. Not like i understand astrology at all and neither can i study it. Cause my life isnt my own. And it makes it super convinent form oytside forces to manipulate tour life with.

At work to tries pairing me eith an obnoxious buttlover. And a sissy princess. And a foreign indian who has lost his daddy and is still emotionally vulnerable about it. Im a woman remember im incapable of compassion or sympathy. Because women arent like that. And their even more terrible at pretending like they are then men are. They have lies, deceit, drugs and makeup. Theres nothign real about them. Theres no person behind the mask.

Maybe im just not aueer enough yet. Maybe i need to be brought ot the brink of suicide again. Or maybe i need another hormanal injection so i can fantasize about sucking off menopausal women.

Guess ill never know companionship. Be alone forever. Fighting the erge to kill myself. Peobably wont be around mucj longer. All life has ever sone is fuck me anyway. Therws nothing in it gor me.

Anf there probably somethign else excessivly cruel in store for me.

Hahhaha 40 straight fucken years. Hahha. And everyone thinks its fuckne funny. Maybe if i was as eetard as they are id thinknit be funny too.

She thinks im a badass. Being in the right fighting to entire ficken palbet by myself.

Messing with tbe hormones. Probably did the same when i was a child.

[srbachchan]

DAY 4874

Jalsa, Mumbai                    July 2/3,   2021                  Fri/Sat  9:44 AM

No birthdays today of the Ef .. I believe there are but having no knowledge of them at the  moment .. and if there are some do let me know ..

... and another birthday found .. Ef Neha Srivastava .. greetings to you and the love of the Ef .. 

No no no .. found one birthday .. just now after the post was posted .. courtesy another Ef and many others .. what a family we have .. love you ..

Birthday Ef .. Amit Fuhar ... love from us all ..

Formalities over ... haha .. 🤣🤣 .. back to business and apologies , for the delay .. the Euro went on for long and without seeing the results till the end went off into sleep mode and .. 

... they rest me .. they plan the ending of the schedule and how they wish to celebrate this rather intricate shoot - the huge set , the Studio , the rain the monsoons .. and above all the stoppage due Covid, and then the limited hours of work after .. but all done with the calmness and efficiency  of the Production Unit and a large crew of dedicated workers of which most of them are ladies .. all running about seeing that the work progresses smoothly and time line maintained , artists looked after , et all ..

.. and the Studio .. Chandivali Studios , one of its kind , large open air outdoor shoot facility .. and there has not been a single film of not just mine but of the entire Industry that has not shot in this Studio  ..

My first film ‘Saat Hindustani’ to ‘GOODBYE’ now all in this premise .. 

remembering the moments will be a task .. but the climax action of ‘DON’ that running picture that made it to the poster design of the film done here .. that drive in the car in DEEWAR to reach the temple in the death scene .. the temple itself built here .. the corridor and all .. the interior done in Rajkamal Studio , but all else of the section done here ..  that same driveway decorated as I walk down to the shot in COOLIE after recovering ..and ManMohan Desai making it a festive occasion with band and flowers all over .. so embarrassed I was with all the attention .. but my insistence that the shot that felled me , my action sequence in the film , and the stoppage due to my injury which almost took my life, and my desire to start the shoot again after coming out of Hospital of the film from the same spot where I was injured .. the re setting of the Bangalore location here in Chandivali and me getting up and punching the villain to victory ..

the revolving restaurant of NASEEB .. and oh dear the list just goes on .. but the location , the Studio ever present ever welcoming by its most humble and simple owner, all all these years ..

and today well yesterday the birthday of one of the relatives and an invite ot come to the office .. and then a most humbling surprise .. they have an entire room filled with my posters and a dedication to me .. so moving and so touched by this ..

.. the simplicity and soft traditional values .. the continuance of them so dear and near us all .. the ‘tika’ on the forehead , the gentle ‘diya’ on the ‘thali’ and the ‘arti’ like moving it about the person as a blessing and invitation of welcome .. so many such gentle yet sustaining rituals .. so endearing and filled with great emotion and respect ..

And then back to the body protection and the routine of the gym and those that are so qualified in their profession of the medical, who discuss the finer details and give assurance and advice for a better living .. 

Pictures today .. photographically ..  so ever present and executable with the ease of a hand wave is the ‘player of the day’ so to say, in all respects.

A documented World .. pictorially never before , as detailed and available as today .. before too , but limited and reserved .. now immediate and open within seconds to the rest .. 

SO ..

.. here we go ..

.. the expression of the mood of the shooting ..

.. that wall in the office of Chandivali Studio ..

.. a dedication to Cinema within the premise .. small spaced but large hearted .. 

.. the coverings on top to control the lighting .. the leaves give ans soft feature to the camera frame .. and the one n the side brings a warmth to the aperture ..

.. and when the Assistant is too short to reach up to the point where the clap is required .. a little assistant me self ..

.. Director , DOP in discussion  and how the shot be taken .. DOP , Sudha - Sudhakar Reddy .. was also the DOP on ‘JHUND’ 

.. a wave at the window on adjoining building to some onlookers who wave ..

... out

.. wait ..

.. and Chandivali Studio and their generous gift ...

.. the continuity and costume ladies , to get the position of the zip on the clothing right .. ‘no Sir .. a little higher .. as per our reference on the LapTop ..’

.. the odd one ..

.. out of the vehicle  ..

.. into Vanity ..

.. arriving to Vanity with the green umbrella .. the other Vanities parked alongside .. Vanities never before , we just sat around on set or went for makeup only in the make up rooms at the back .. 

.. the personal film panels in side the dedicated office ..

.. the inviting gate .. now efficiently done , but years before just a simple door and the surrounding area all wild and empty .. now filled with high rises and proper roads and offices and commercial activity .. how time changes .. when I would reach at 7 am for a 7am shift , at times the rest of the cast had not arrived or were late .. so I have watered the area around the gates and the drive in plants .. which have now become huge luscious trees ..

 ... dear dear .. too many pictures and too much talk .. t will be a burden to download all of this and shall be time consuming .. so ..

..  depart .. and before so the Assistant that informs of the next schedule .. gifts some sugar less chocolates as she felt after the Germany v England Euro game and my disappointment at my team support loss , to feel good again .. generous and sweet ..

Amitabh Bachchan

[peremadeleine]

The [pattern] commonly reproduced today has Anne in a French hood with a gold letter ‘B’ hanging from a pearl necklace. Several examples survive. Neither pattern, however, can be regarded as authoritative since neither is earlier than fifty or sixty years after Anne’s death or linked to the portrait medal [struck during Anne’s life], either directly or via a common ancestor.

There is, however, a resolution of this pictorial game of ‘find the lady’. The key is an Elizabethan ring belonging to the Trustees of Chequers, the prime minister’s country residence. The head of the ring is hinged and opens to reveal two enamel portraits, one of Elizabeth circa 1575 and one of a woman in the costume of Henry VIII’s reign. wearing a French hood. [N]ot only is Anne by far the most likely woman of the previous generation to be thus matched with Elizabeth, the face mask is quite clearly that of the sitter in the Hever and National Portrait Gallery paintings. [...] There is thus an authenticated sequence for Anne Boleyn, comprising the medal, the Chequers enamel and the Hever/NPG pattern.

Fortunately, the sequence also has the effect of corroborating a seventeenth-century miniature...Charles I had this copied as ‘Anne Boleyn’ by John Hoskins the elder, and it is endorsed ‘from an ancient original’. How ‘ancient’ it is impossible to say. Although the relationship to examples in the NPG pattern is evident, these works were only thirty years old or perhaps less. It is more likely that Hoskins had access to an earlier image of the kind from which the NPG image originated. A full-length portrait of Anne was owned by Lord Lumley in 1590 and existed as late as 1773.

Speculation aside, the Hoskins is important because it preserves what a highly talented seventeenth-century miniaturist made of the image, and though again further softened, it is the best depiction of Anne we are ever likely to have, failing the discovery of new material. Portrait medal — Chequers ring — Hever/NPG pattern — Hoskins miniature: the chain is complete. We have the real Anne Boleyn.

Eric Ives, The Life and Death of Anne Boleyn

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WEEKEND GRIND

No day off 'to. Deretso grind!

September 25, 2021 - Saturday

Folk dance (Tiktok Style) shoot para sa mga SLS Teachers. Maaga kaming nagising ni Renz for breakfast at para ready since 8am start ng shoot.

4 areas ng SLS ang shinoot namin with different dances. Sa drone part and mini pictorial ako and then si Renz ang main videographer. Grabeng init! Pero okay naman kahit papa'no naha-handle ko si Drone. Very approachable sila and fun to be with. 'Di sila mahirap i-shoot dahil sila mismo nagsa-suggest ng gagawin. Pinakain pa nila kami ng lunch and umuwi kami saglit ng bahay para tumae si Renz. Hahaha. At para kumuha na rin ng gamit since sabi nila sasabak ng bundok.

Around 3pm yata kami nakarating sa Uddiawan area. So dumaan pa kami ng sementeryo to reach the area for hill top view. Ang ganda gandaaa! Super sarap tignan ng landscape view sa taas. Na-timingan kahit papa'no 'yung golden hour. Nagpunta pa kami ng ilog and palayan.

All in all, it was an exhausting yet super fun shoot! 6pm na kami natapos at umuwi. Sumakit ulo ko sa init kaya napainom ako ng meds. Medyo masakit din katawan dahil sa onting akyatan.

Last night while editing, nakaidlip ako while thinking ng ico-color grade ko sa mga photos. Sa sobrang pagod ko na rin kasi. Hahaha. Puyat din ako 'nung isang gabi at may babe time.

September 26, 2021 - Sunday

Nakabawi ako ng pahinga. Sarap!!

Breakfast again around 8:30 para prepared. Medyo late kaming nakarating at sinundo pa si Leo, 10:15am. Siya kasi assist namin for today's shoot. Pagkarating sa Balai Gloria e shoot kaagad for details. Sobrang init, lods!! Naka-polo't pantalon pa kaming lahat. Tagaktak pawis tuloy.

Nae-enjoy ko na gumamit ng flash at natututunan ko na. Hehe. Pero sa switching ng ISO and Shutter speed naga-adjust pa ako for the right timpla on different areas ng shoot ko.

Umabot na kami ng 12:30pm sa mga shoot namin na need namin. 'Di na kaagad nag-lunch dahil deretso kapilya na. Ako nag-drive ng wigo since si Renz pinag-drive ni Niko sa fortuner nila. Siempre bawal muna magsama ang ikakasal before wedding. So hiwalay ng sasakyan siempre.

Ayoko na magkwento dito ng eksena namin sa simbahan. Hahahaha! Mahirap na. But so far, the shoot went well! I have my good shots so does my ading and Leo's. Natutuwa ako kay Leo at kahit ganiyan siya e todo effort. Worth it kasama! Nakapag-drone din ako kahit papa'no.

2pm na kami yata natapos? Pinabalik kami sa Balai para makakain kami ng late lunch. Busog na busog kami. Bawing bawi sa pagod. Hahaha. Puro chikahan pa about anything while waiting. Then after kumain, may onting shoot pa kami with the bride and groom for details. Mga cake cutting ganern. Around 4pm it was all a wrap! Success ang event!

Bago umuwi, nag-drive thru muna kami para makabili ng merienda and coffee. Pahinga agad pagkadating sa bahay.

So that's how my weekend ends. Kaysa mag-OT ako ng walang bayad, tama lang na umattend ako sa mga rakets this weekend at kumita pa. Hehe. 'Di ba? So ayun lang. Editing naaa!

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Shutanginang Huling Weekend ng January!

Shuta talaga! HAHAHAHA! Ganito kasi yan, nung Friday, nanlibre ang Berto at Migs dahil napromote na sila as AM. Manlilibre sila sa all4u u4all bayanihan of the people sa may Century Mall. Medyo late pa nga kami nakaalis kasi shuta ang mga trabaho namin. Hahaha. Wrong timing ang OT. Ang aga aga ko pa naman pumasok para maaga ako rin ako makaalis, pero nganga. Anyways, mga 7pm na yata kami nakapunta dun, pagdating namin ang haba pa ng pila. Shuta naman oh. Haha. Nagpalista pa rin naman kami tapos nagpunta ng Samgyupsalamat at chineck kung konti lang pila dun, pero mahaba pa rin. So balik ulit sa all4u. Napagdesisyunan na lang na maghintay na lang don. Okay lang magkakasama naman kami so kahit matagal maghintay, keri lang. Laban lang! Pero si bins, hindi na niya natiis. Charot. HAHAHA. 8pm yata siya umalis kasi may imple pa siya. Ganyan talaga mga kabatch ko, mga bagani ng BPI. HAHAHAHA! Dyusko day! 10pm na yata kami nakapasok, hindi ko na alam kung anong oras hahahaha. Basta matagal. Dun kasi sa uupuan naming table, ang tagal tagal umalis ng mga chuwariwap, eh hindi naman na sila kumakain at nagsosocial media na lang. Natatawa ako kila Ivan, hahahahah. Gusto na nila sugurin kasi nagugutom na kame. Hanggang sa natapos na sila. Nakapasok na kami sa loob. Unang 45mins, walang nagpapansinan sa amin kasi nga gutom na. HAHAHAHA! So, laban!

Ang saya po ano? Yung tipong hinihiniling mo na sana hindi tumakbo ang oras kasi shutangina ang saya! HAHAHAHA! 

Pitmalo talaga mga ludi! 

Teka, teka. Kailangan may Elevator Shots! HAHAHHAHAHA!

Pagkatapos mag kainan, syempre, inuman naman po ano. HAHAHAH. Rumekta na kami sa chopstop para magwalwal na naman. At leche, walang Smirnoff, buti na lang may Andy Player. Tapos since, minsan lang naman sumama ang Berto sa inuman, siya ang topic ng lahat ng usapan. HAHAHAHA. 

At syempre po ano, ako po ang 7th wheel ano. HAHA! Carol + Rex. Ivan + Jacq, Sinbeh + Oneh. Eh di wow! 

Tapos kila Ivan na naman ako natulog. Wew. Binuo lang talaga namin na lahat ng Fridays ng January, kami ang magkakasama. Hahahahaha! Dyusko. Umuwi ako sa bahay ng Sabado para lang maligo at kumuha ng damit, kasi dadayo naman kami kila Jacq sa Laguna para syempre mag-inom ulit. Hahahaha.

Nauna na sila saken sa Terminal ng Bus. Medj late ako kasi late na rin ako nakauwi. 9pm na yata ako dumating. Hahaha. Dyusko day! Pagod na pagod na ako ng araw na yan! Buti na lang mabilis lang ang biyahe papuntang Laguna. Pagkadating kila Jacq, inom inom na agad. At FYI, wala pong tama ang GSM Pomelo ano. So wag na kayo bumili ng ganon. Hahahahaha. 

At may paportrait nga po pala ang pitmalo naming kaibigan ano! 

Kinabukasan, medyo maaga nagising ang mga tao kasi sasamba sila ng 10am. Hahahaha. Naligo na ang sinbeh, tapos biglang sinabi na 3pm na lang daw sasamba. HAHAHAHA. Umasa besh. So, tumambay na lang muna sa kwarto hanggang nakita ko ang Video ni One at Sinbeh na naghahampasan ng unan. HAHAHAHAHAH. Tapos pucha! sobrang laughtrip nung GIF na nagawa ko from the vid. ETO OH!

SHUTA YAN! HAHAHAHHA! Mga halos 1 hour yata kami tawa ng tawa. Hahahaha. At habang tinatype ko to, tawa na naman ako ng tawa. HAHAHAHHAHAHA! Punyeta! Hanggang sa umalis na talaga sila. So tumambay lang muna kami ni One sa rooftop witha Kayumanggear Hammocks while soundtrippin' witha background of the ulan ulan.

Nung una, kape kape lang kami sa rooftop kasi ang sarap ng feels. Tapos biglang nagsimula nang magkwentuhan ng mga shit sa buhay. Nang biglang, "Tara, inom tayo. Bili tayo Empi sa baba." Ayun. Eh di bumili kami ni One ng Empi nang biglang nagtext sila Ivan na hindi raw sila nakasamba kasi ewan ko basta ganon. Hahahahaha. Pagkabalik nila, naka 3/4 na kami sa Empi. Dyusko! HAHAHHAHA!

Kwentuhan ulit. Nung una, si Jacq lang kakwentuhan namin ni One. Pinag-usapan namin kung paano sila nagka-emehan ni Bulilit. Hahaha! Tong baklang Jacq na to, kilig kilig naman. Hahaha! Pero first time ko kasi yata napakinggan yung kwento na sa side ni Jacq. 

So ayun, hanggang sa dumating na si Ivan. Tapos pinag-uusapan kung paano nga ba kasi malalaman na nakamove-on na eme eme. Actually, hindi ko na maalala mga kinuda ni Ivan. Hahahaha! Pero basta ganon. 

Hanggang sa sumunod na sila Kim at Sinbeh. Tapos inom inom at kwento kwento na ulit. HAHAHA!

Gusto ko talaga yung moment simula bumili kami ng empi hanggang sa may nagsuka eh. HAHAHAHAHA! Nyeta! Hindi ko maexplain kung bakit nagkwekwento na ko ng mga eme eme sa mga tao ngayon. Hahahaha. Dati, never have i ever akong nagkwekwento ng kahit na ano. Haha. So yun, may mga bagong bagay na naman akong nalaman. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Hanggang sa bumili ulit ng pangalawang Empi. Hanggang sa may nag-yayakapan na sa gilid, may nag-aminan na, may nagpapunta ng kaibigan na hindi niya maalalang pinapunta niya pala, may nag-iyakan, may nagsuka, may pictorial na yung photographer lang ang nakakaalala at ang huli, may nagpakape ulit. HAHAHAHAH.

At eto na nga ang papictorial/grouppic na hindi na namin maalala kung paano nagsimula at kung bakit pero basta mashaaaaaya! 

#LoveWins pre! 

SHUTA TALAGA! Ang sarap ng kape kila Jacq! HAHAHAH! Pero grabe talaga yung gabing yon. Hahaha! Daming ganap besh. Although may mga parts na na hindi ko maalalang naganap(unless may magpa-alala), solid pa rin. Hahahaha!  Mga shuta kayo! HAHHAAHA! Ala una na yata kami natapos. Ilang beses pa akong nagtatanong kung may masasakyan pa ba pauwi kasi gabi na nga, at magBabaguio pa ako. Hahahaha! Buti na lang at gising pa si Abdul kaya nagpasundo na lang kami sakanya. Awwww! Grouphug!

At pagkauwi ko na naman ng bahay from Laguna, naligo lang ulit ako para naman mag Baguio for the shutanginang passport. 

At gulong na naman po tayo ano? 3rd wheel besh! HAHAHA! 

HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ang sarap sarap sa Baguio, parang gusto ko na talagang magmigrate don. Huhu. Ang dali lang kasi magprocess ng govt shits kasi malamig! HAHAHA! Hindi nakakairita. Medyo sad nga lang kasi kaya nga sa Baguio ako nagset ng appointment eh dahil sa shutanginang Salisbury Steak sa Ililikha, kaya lang nanganak si Ate, so closed sila. Sad. So, bumili na lang ako ng Bugnay Wine para sa walwalan ulit sa Manila! HAHA! 

Hanggang sa nakauwi na kami ng bahay, SHUTA BESH! NAMISS KO YUNG KAMA KO! HUHUHUHUHU.

Tapos ngayon, eto na, balik na naman sa reyalidad. Solid tong weekend na to! HAHAHA! Feeling ko, 1 week akong nawala. HAHAHA! Eto talaga yung ayokong part after ng mga lakad eh. Nakaka #Sepanx besh. Nakakalungkot. Hahahaha! Tapos pilit mong inaalala ang mga ganap nung lumipas na weekend. Alalahanin lahat ng mga nakakatawang moments, tapos malulungkot ka na naman. Shuta. AHHAHAHA!

Hanggang sa susunod na shutanginang weekend!

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5.0 out of 5 stars Must-have supplemental anatomy text for professional students

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5.0 out of 5 stars An essential anatomy resource! This text is a great resource for students in the medical profession as they go through anatomy in the cadaver labs. The pictures provided are of great quality and the reader is provided with numerous views of the body and the associated anatomical parts/structures. A nice feature of this book is that the tagged structures are usually tagged with the same identification number throughout the course of several photos so that the reader does not have to keep checking the key.As the student goes through the cadaver labs, as compared to studying this book, it is important that students using this text remember that the likelihood of their cadavers ending up as clean and neatly cut as the cadavers in the book pictures is very small. However, the book is still an essential resource in helping the student develop a picture of each structure and its orientation in their mind before they go to find it in the provided cadaver. Also, when the student is studying on their own, away from the cadaver, this text is a useful reminder of how the structure actually looks in the cadaver. As an example, an upperclassman in my program was a commuter and used this book as her study tool since she was unable to stay after class in the lab to study (She spoke quite highly this text in that regard).Definitely an essential reading/resource/tool for anatomy/cadaver labs in professional schools and undergraduate programs alike. Go to Amazon

[capricioussun]

Mhh your space bois?

Space boys!!

⟡ despite being the same age difference as most of the others, Boötes seems older, and tends to act more like an older brother to Antares

⟡ Antares always wanted to be in the guard, he'd heard stories of their heroics from back during the war, and wanted to help protect others as well

⟡ Aurigae is a little bit more of a prankster than Stretch, and tends to get into trouble with the guard despite being a sentry himself

⟡ OS Sans (who still needs a nickname) is actually captain of the guard! He took on the role after their Alphys stepped down and (pretends to) take it very seriously!

⟡ Ara has his Grillby have a very will they won't they type of relationship that has most of the regular patrons making bets (both are aroace-spec and have no idea they give that vibe)

⟡ Pictoris is a very skilled embroiderer! It's not something he'd consider a hobby, since he mostly picked it up to customize his clothes to his liking, but he branches out more post pacifist and loves making all sorts of designs

⟡ Boötes doesn't float around like the other Sanses do, he prefers staying grounded for some reason...

⟡ Antares loves animals, but there aren't many in their sector, so whenever he scavenges and finds books or magazines or videos about them, he does his very best to preserve them

⟡ he may be the judge of his world, but Aurigae and their Toriel...don't really see eye to eye. They have a very tense relationship, though most don't pick up on it around them

⟡ OS Sans actually doesn't really enjoy cooking or baking, so he makes a lot of instant or pre-prepped stuff. His more original ventures...are not very good

⟡ Ara has...a particularly hard time visiting the labs. He still does, to help out Alphys from time to time, but given the option, he'd never set foot in there again

⟡ Pictoris will argue to his dying breath that his jokes aren't puns, they are incredibly witty word play, there's a difference! (<- pretends he doesn't have a sense of humor)

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                                                             By: Dr. P.R.Palodhi

This world of Humans has come after a process of unification between facets of two primal creations: Jinns (created from fire) and Adam (created from clay). Hence, final Revelation in Qur’an is found to address both Jinns and Humans (Insaan). The journey of Humans proceeds on earth via clash and co-existence, rise and fall of different civilizations and syntheses and integrations of divaricated cultures? In this episode God has granted a period of freedom for civilizations to flourish with cherishes of various human choices, but alongside the ‘Tradition of God’ rests abidingly with Prophetic heritage so that every generation vis-à-vis willing individuals may have the access to God’s Message for mankind. In the newer world after Flood, God’s guidance came in recurrent cycles of Revelation in Judaism, Zoroastrianism, Christianity, and Islam. These are found to born incommunicado, un-noticed by the enthralled civilization; and the golden rules have become universal with lasting impact on the humanity. But we find that there are about 2,500 various to and fro religious beliefs in our day world – many of which defy the laws revealed by the God. As regard the appearance of such outspread religious differences, God has pointed in the final Revelation that: the wily men (guided by the evil) repeatedly distort the Prophetic teachings, while these interpolations and errors are rectified via repeated cycles of Revelations from God (Qur’an, 22:52); people do not readily accept the recent most Revelation from God out of deep superstition-like affinity to their earlier belief (Q, 38:6-8); and men get divided into factions by creating difference of opinion within themselves, and they are quite satisfied holding their individual opinions (Q, 23:54).

‘Those who split up their religion, and become mere Sects — each party rejoices in that which is with itself! (Q, 30: 32) ‘Leave them in their confused ignorance for a time’ (Q, 23:53-54).

We know from the final Revelation in Qur’an that: pre-humans (i.e. Jinns in Qur’an) also received guidance from the God; and after creation of Insaan (humankind) revealed knowledge came via line of patriarchal Prophets initiating from Adam, Seth and Idris. Eventually aberrant progenies of pre-Flood world were devastated by the catastrophic Flood. In post-Flood population, while diverse races of mankind were flourishing outwardly with respective civilizations – the Tradition of God remained inwardly restricted within Prophet Noah’s son Shem (Sam in Arabic) and his descendants; thus successive Revelations came to the Prophets chosen from within among this Semitic lineage.Early post-Flood Prophets are from ancient Arabs; and thereafter came Prophet Abraham – the patriarch of new world’s prophetic generation.

As we look back to the world immediately after Flood, Noah’s contemporary generation was plunged into polytheism and those pagan people considered Prophet as some evil possession of their silly pagan gods (Q, 11:53-54). The Qur’an informed about the ancient Arab Prophets (Q, 11): one is Hud belonging to the Arabian tribe of A’ ad, and the other is Salih of the tribe of Thamud – who were near descendants of Noah after the Flood. Amidst rampant paganism, deep down a reshaping of a newer world began especially after arrival of Prophet Abraham; and then religious authority was handed down through his descendants from Sarah, Hagar and Keturah (the three wives of Abraham). Prophets like Ishmael and Adnan (descendants of Hagar) came within the pre-existing Arab community formed by the ‘ancient’ and the ‘descendants of Keturah’). The Qur’an refers (Q, 11) to the sons of Keturah when it mentions Prophet Shu’eyb of Midian (identified with Jethro). If Shu’eyb is indeed Jethro, the Qur’an is explaining further the transfer of authority of the Scriptures to Israel through Moses and Aaron (descendants of Sarah); and the tribe of Midian was used for activating that process through Moses’ sojourn in Midian and the preparation for the Exodus. Both Surahs (Q, 10: 76 & 11: 96) inform that it is only after ancient pagans denied to obeying God and His Prophets like Hud,  Salih and Shu’eyb – God transferred the authority on Moses and Aaron. At this point, Arabs were crossed between paganized Arabs and Christianized Arabs. Religious guidance for humankind that began with Adam, recycled in every age and stage of mankind through succession of innumerable Prophets – finally culminated   in the Revelation to Prophet Muhammad in Arabic Qur’an. A very significant and intriguing mention has come in the Qur’an in particular speaking of the end times when Midian was again referred to (unto Midian We sent Shu’eyb, their brother) – before who were ‘removed from sight’ (Q, 11: 94-95).

‘And look forward to the Last Day, and do not evil, making mischief, in the earth.‘ (Q, 29:36).

Thus successive missions of the Abrahamic Prophets began to orient the newer world. Meanwhile from ancient pictorial mode the alphabetic languages were developing as well; and finally the Prophetic scriptures appear before us in the forms of OT from Moses, Zoroaster’s Gatha, NT after Jesus, and at last came the Qur’an revealed in Arabic to Muhammad. All these are called Abrahamic religions because they are inherently based upon ‘monotheistic principles’ revealed earlier to the patriarch Abraham.  Their scriptures have common guidance to orient tradition in the direction of Abraham’s religion and for prayer facing towards the Ka’Ba of Abraham (but sectarian rivalry prevented them from arriving at a common platform). All of them are found to be revelatory, monotheistic, and Prophetic – and with same grounds of religion’s scared ethics, historical orientation, and isolated desert-origin. Thus from the chosen Prophets, humanity in every age has received ‘Holy name of God’ and inherently consonant religious messages that tell about Will of the Creator for His creations. Every new Revelation from God has a fulfilling function in relation to the previous one. Thus Judaism and Zoroastrianism are reformations to dwindling Noah’s religion – which was gradually corrupted by Sumero-Egyptian demigods and their closely affiliated proto-Aryans and the pagan factions within among Semites. Afterward came Christianity which is esoteric re-adaptation to decrepit Judaism; and then the Bible was again defiled by the Institutional hegemony of Council decisions. At the end, final Revelation for mankind came in Qur’an by exacting the misrepresentations of the un-named authors who wrote the Bible from age old oral tradition and not directly from the mouth of the Prophet (as it happened in Qur’an). Thus many ambiguities of Bible and other worn out scriptures become explicit and resolved after grasping the sense of exact revealed words from Qur’an. Tawhidic guidance in the Qur’an appears ‘in space’ as a polyvalent pattern embracing all the religions by retracing their essential positions; ‘in time’ it present itself by unifying what has been before it – implying the eternal continuity of God’s Guidance. The final Revelation for mankind came in Arabic when the languages of our new world gradually had assumed the definite alphabetic forms. Arabic preserves virtually all distinctive features of proto-Semitic – like inflection, systematic dual endings, and full consonantal distinctions which have generally been lost or merged in middle Semitic. Thus exegesis is not hampered by linguistic enigmas or obscurantism like that of other previous scriptures. In any other revealed scriptures, we cannot see complete language of Revelation by our own eyes. While the Qur’an with its each single revealed word has remained accessible to every willing eye vis-à-vis the enquiry of succeeding generations. Thus misrepresentations and wild speculations by ‘obscurantism of revealed truths’ so typical of the Jewish, Hindu, and other traditions – certainly are absent in the case of Qur’an. Archetypal ‘Words of God’ in the Qur’an are clearly attested by the self evident Divine authority of its supraliminal scriptural anthology, the Prophetic authenticity, and the universality of ‘revealed truths’ in its essential completeness.

The profound universality of last two revealed scriptures, the Bible and the Qur’an, could be fathomed by tracing out the cyclic homogeneity of eternal revealed principles – echoes of which are frequently heard amidst distorted pagan versions of the many ancient religions. Let us have a summarized view of the proceedings of successive revealed guidance that came in recurrent cycles of Abrahamic religions.

BIBLICAL REVELATIONS (of Old Testament) came in a post-Flood world when humanity not yet had attained the present state of anthropological homogeneity; various abnormal progenies (races of giants: Anakim, Rafaim, and Nephilim etc) belonging to pre-Adamite races used live by intermingling with the Adamic races. This ancient world was overwhelmed by the pagan enemies against ‘religion of God’; and God chose Semites (i.e. lineage of Noah’s son Shem) as the flag-bearers of God’s religion. Thus successive Semitic Prophets began to receive inspiration from God for removing anti-God paganism from the world. Hence early Biblical Revelations are found to address primarily to ‘the chosen people of God’ (the Semites like Hebrews and early Jews). Bible (from prolonged collection of ‘revealed knowledge’ in Tanakh [OT] and adaptations from Jesus in NT) provides guidance with respect to: (i) Creation in Six Days (in terms of God’s time); creations of mankind (that includes pre-Adamic races), then Adam and Eve in blissful Garden, and their fall from heavenly bliss after Satan seduces them. As a result two lines, the seeds of Satan (nachash) and the seeds of Eve have emerged and whom God has cursed to live by enmity with each other. (ii) how human race from Adam co-exist via miscegenation with pre-humans – producing consequently many generation of anti-God people in the out coming humanity; (iii) origin of the patriarchs of pre-Flood world and then post Flood generations from Noah with special emphasis on the Prophetic lineages of the Hebrews (from Heber) and the sons of Israel; (iv) how and when civilization begins and the language of mankind which was ‘one’ eventually becomes confounded into many tongues; (v) genealogy of diverse human races and geographical details of old and newer world; (vi) on going fights between good and evil i.e. detail narratives of successive Hebrew and Israeli Prophets and kings who fought for the cause of God and cleaned up the ancient world from adversaries of God (pagan demigods, giants, strangers and aliens etc) who overwhelmed this earth with the Paganism of false gods, and used to spoil daughters of humans by the charm of adornments, and established the hegemony of anti-God civilizations by their power of endless chariots and steeds of war and monuments of pagan idols; (vii) against all such odds, how God’s promise continues with Hebrews’ religious war against Paganism; (viii) then decay of Jewish pedigree when God’s hand was stretched out still; (ix) future prophesies regarding how God will intervene again to punish evil and feed the terrible oppressors with their own flesh and blood; (x) the last days of this world when God will redeem and re-establish with judgment – the righteous ones from among people of mixed generations on earth; and (xi) following the heels of Prophet how a blissful life on earth (golden age) shall begin in the humanity’s last age finally bringing an end to this present age of religious darkness.

ZOROASTRIAN GATHA meanwhile highlighted: (i) God’s religion with respect to newly emerged post-Flood generation descending from sage Kasyapa (Brahma’s descendant in Hinduism. Brahma has striking similarity with Abraham in Bible); (ii) a section called themselves as Aryans who were more affiliated to the Paganism and were being drifted more towards the pagan gods called daevas or devas. (iii) To stem this rot Prophet Zoroaster was raised from sage Kasyapa’s (Persian: Kashaf) lineage; who arrived with God’s Message in the name of Supreme God as Ahura (in Vedic tongue Asura). As a result, long religious conflict began between Avestan Persian and Vedic Aryan, whereby the old Aryan religion was separated simultaneously into Mazdaism by the followers of Supreme God, and Vedism by followers of devas (pagan gods). Eventually God believing Zoroastrians were mostly converted into Islam; this however, caused lapses in preservation of archaic Avestan literatures, and we became more dependent on Indic Vedas to know about the early Indo-Aryans. Tradition of Vedas exists now by exposing the Paganism of deva-centric Indo-Aryans in present Hinduism which virtually rejects Prophets and monotheistic principles of successive Abrahamic religions.

QUR’AN & HADITH: God’s Revelation to Prophets of humanity culminated in the Qur’an (6th century AD) – when the humankind finally attained more constancy in terms unification between pre-Adamic and Adamic races. Now the line of distinction between Adamic and pre-Adamic, or Semitic and non-Semitic etc have greatly been faded away. The prime distinguishable religious feature of present humanity remains to be the Believers (of God’s Revelation) and the Non-believers. Hence in Qur’an, Almighty God no more addresses to the Semites (as He did before in Biblical Revelations) but to all those ‘who submit to God’s Will’ i.e. Muslims (in Arabic). Irrespective of caste, creed and custom now anybody can know God’s Will by reading Qur’an, and chooses whether to follow God’s Path and becomes a Believer; or a self-willed path of religion and becomes virtually a Disbeliever of God’s final Revelation. The tradition of Qur’an (via immutable words of God (wahy matlu) to chosen Prophet of God, and received wisdom (wahy ghayr matlu in Hadith that came in response to Prophet’s prayer to God) exists as the most authentic ‘axes of revealed guidance’ conveying the conclusive Will of God in the final age of mankind. This final scripture enlightens the believers by revealing: (i) Six Days creation where every entity exists by submitting their ‘will’ to God – excepting the pre-human (named as Jinns) and the humans (named as Insaan); (ii) God created three different kinds of ‘beings having self-will’; firstly the Angels from light, then pre-human Jinns from fire, and at last humanity’s first Prophet Adam from clay and thereafter a new earthy and earthly race of Human (Insaan) at the end. Angels act only according to God’s Will, but Jinns and humans have been granted a period of freedom of conduct in this earth; (iii) how Satan origins from among the Jinn-kind to defy God’s Will for creation of earthy humans; how Satan spoils Adam’s generation, and God dispels them from blissful Garden and curses these spoiled generations to live on earth with enmity to each other. (iv) before casting Satan to hell-fire, God grants him a period of freedom till the Day of Judgement, and allows his Jinn tribe to share wealth and children with Adamites in order to judge between the races of humankind issuing from intermixing of Jinns and Adamites; (v) how the hands of Satan continue to mislead the people on earth; (vi) eradication of untoward generations by Flood, and then post-Flood Prophetic lineage originating from Noah’s lineage (highlighting their names); (vii) narratives of the righteous followers of Prophets and the fate of wrong doers of the bygone past; (viii) Divine Trial of mankind between the opposites of ‘good’ and ‘evil’; very purpose of living in this world and guidance about how to follow the straight path of God; (ix) second coming of Prophet Jesus in the final days before dissolution of this earth; (x) resurrection of each human soul, the Day of Judgment for reward and punishment in the Hereafter. And (xi) Hadith gives pertinent knowledge about how to orient one’s life according to the guidance of God; and the wisdom which Prophet received from God with respect to various pre-mental heavenly truths including questions on Hereafter and the blissful life in Paradise.

Divine Inspiration which had stopped after the death of Prophet Muhammad shall resume again at the time of descent (i.e. second coming) of Prophet Jesus who will rule according to Islamic Law during the last days of the world (see also Hadith no 425. vol. III – Al-Bukhari). Overwhelming all inflated ‘falsehoods’, again from the ‘spring of water of life’ (Kasava) shall appear miracle par excellence with Kausar i.e. which is ‘mine of truth’ and orient humanity towards the ‘Will of God’.

‘And Jesus shall be a Sign for the coming of the Hour of Judgment: therefore have no doubt about the Hour, but follow Me: this is a Straight Way.’ (Q, 43: 61)

We again come to know from the prophet Zephaniah about the state of religion at the time of re-establishment of Primordial Tradition (return of Krita age) by the Messiah (or Kalki Avatar): ‘For then will I (God) turn to the people a pure language that they may all call upon the name of the Lord, to serve Him with one consent’ (Zeph. 9: iii). Vishnu Purana mentions about Kalki Avatar (4. 24): ‘He will then re-establish righteousness upon earth; and the minds of those who live at the end of Kali age shall be awakened, and shall be as pellucid as crystal. The men who are thus charged by virtue of that peculiar time shall be as the seeds of human beings, and shall give birth to a race who shall follow the laws of Krita age, the age of purity. As it is said, “when the sun and the moon, and the lunar asterism Tishya, and the planet Jupiter, are in one mansion, the Krita age shall return.’

REVELATION AND ITS AFTERMATH IN PRESENT AGE BEARERS OF THE SCRIPTURE

The Qur’an was revealed to Prophet Muhammad (13 BH – AH 11 / 610-32 AD) in a world when Jews and Christians of Europe were living in a dark age with decrepit monotheism. Development of scientific reason i.e. burhan (proof based on evidence) had to wait Revelation and application of the Qur’an. God reveals to man only the ‘root ideas‘ – but the grasp of such vertical wisdom demands seeker’s constant striving for Truth by their horizontal mode of investigation. Hence in order to spur the believers’ penchant for Truth Qur’an guides: “read scripture (iqra)”, “see (yaraw)”, “travel (fa-siiruu)” and “observe (fa-anzuru)”. Within about hundred years (800 AD) early Muslims had traveled from Arabia to different parts of the world and kindled the novel ideas in science and learning; and they achieved world ‘intellectual supremacy’ which continued for about 500-600 years. They established educational centers and the Europeans learned much from these early Muslims. After Crusades the Christian Europe awoke and eventually turned out to be the leader of present materialistic civilization where the new role of Europe began to stand against Islam. Islam being the culminating epilogue of Prophetic religions before dissolution of earth – has begun to spread universally as the fastest growing religion on earth. Over 1400 years have past now since birth of Islam; but it is quite evident that present Muslims show clear signs of lapses and sit now just opposite to vitality of early Muslims’ sacred brilliance. And modern Christianity is no more heedful to God, instead is disposed to the paganized Christian brilliance. Thus the last two people of Book (Christians and Muslims) have sundered their Tawhidic religion by Takhsis (reductionism) and Tahrif (deviation); and both are drifting away from holistic Truth. Such spell of religious darkness within God’s tradition can not usurp unless Satan and his hands   gain ascendancy in the very name of God, and are able to hoodwink believers by steering them from within.  

                                                                      CHRISTIANITY: Men without religion

                                                                             ISLAM: Religion without men

It is a serious notice for any earnest believer of Islam, when above remark comes from Dr. Al-Hilali (Professor Islamic University, Medina) [1] who also points that: ‘a Muslim never lacks proofs about the purity and truthfulness of his religion, but what he lacks is the truthful brothers who stand for Allah testifying to the Truth’. Indeed, in this age, Islam is a religion without men who can appropriately utilize Qur’an’s rational-ethical holistic knowledge for the cause of true Islam. And Christianity is men without religion, yet by their endeavour, adventurous spirits, patience and worldly power they are able to falsify truth and make falsehoods appear true.

(i) ‘Obedience’ without ‘knowledge’ is Takhsis, and not Tawhid:

Believer’s ‘obedience‘ to God is lifeless unless there is constant ‘yearning for Truth‘. Dr. Husaini (p. 21) [2] pointed that: in recent centuries, by turning their backs on observable and knowable signs Muslims became like those ‘blinded people of civilization’ (qawmun ‘amin, Q, 7:64), deaf, dumb, and   blind without any rational knowledge (Q, 2:171). Religious leadership has uphill task in orienting the ‘last scripture bearers’ especially because the Guidance of Qur’anic Revelation has twofold dimensions: ‘spiritual’ and ‘rational’. Qur’anic unitary or holistic (Tawhid) knowledge (‘ilm) has a ‘rational’ (‘aqaliyyah) part knowable by all human beings since God has made them accessible through ‘rational reasoning’. The other part of ‘ilm is value oriented or ideological; it is based on a tradition (any shari’ah) that may be a religion or a secular belief system. The integration or unification of these two parts is Tawhid (see Husaini, p. 33); and such integration demands profundity of holistic understanding both vertically and horizontally. Here any short cut or ‘reductionism’ is derogatory because seeker’s vision should not close within ‘words of the Book’, it must extend to view the polyvalent symbolism in Revelation (ta’wil), its aftermath in the human history in terms of linguistics, science, sociology and comparative religions etc. The Huffaz preserve Qur’an in memory, but role of Mufassir and teachers is to serve the cause of ‘ilm that God has made accessible through natural reason in order to remove the snags of spiritual awareness. Here every step demands precaution that ‘the word of God‘ is not manipulated to fulfill one’s self-will; personal interests have no room in Tafsîr (‘to make clear’). In this context, one must not confuse ‘sacred wisdom‘ with profane religiose flairs; the former arouses in believers theinnercalls of holistic Truth, but the later invest knowledge to attract and absorb lesser minds by the pulls of sentimental grounds. Unaware believers tend to count any brilliance as ‘gold’ that exalts in the very name of God and glitters by overly iterating the scripture. Inordinate inclinations for personality cult and bigot sectarianism lead to passive Shirk. Prophet Muhammad has said: “Shirk in Muslim nation is more inconspicuous than the creeping of the black ant on a black rock in the pitch darkness of the night” (Al-Bukhari, Introduction page. L, op.cit). History tells us how the many past traditions have been categorically atrophied by the crafty and solicitous masters who exalt at cost of wanting  believers – without exacting the seeker’s sense of responsibility, commitment, and penchant for Truth.

In the state of decline, God commanded believers (in Surah Al-‘asr) to join together in mutual enjoining of Truth (tawaasaw bil-Haqqi) along with good deeds, patience and constancy (Q, 103:3). In search of religious vision, if the light of Qur’an, in stead of looking through the darkness, is turned back toward own eyes – it only leads to blindness. Divine Light (Missal) comes in essence not for the sake of shining a person or an Institution – but to show the path of Real and remove the snags of Unreal. The Tawhidic sense of the word ‘Muslim’ in Qur’an goes astray for those followers who revolve more around the ‘bigot sectarianism’ rather than evolving in terms of ‘purification of Soul‘ (see Q, 87: 14-15). If ritualism alone was enough to purify then God would not have warned the ardently ritualistic Jews (once chosen people) for their persistent wrong doings: ‘Your new moons and your appointed feasts My Soul hateth: they are a trouble unto Me….when ye make many prayers, I will not hear…’ (Isa, 1: 14-15)

As regard lapses of present Muslims, the most relevant words of wisdom came from Imam al-Ghazali – the greatest of the Islamic scholars of all times and one of the most influential intellectuals in the history of mankind – who profoundly influenced the Christian scholastics, but it was not so in the case of his succeeding Muslims. ‘Within forty years of his death (1111 AD), most of his books had been translated into Latin…His ideas were transmitted to generations of Europeans who studied them in new universities of Europe patterned on Muslim models; and this initiated the renaissance of Europe and the reformation of Christianity’ (Husaini, p. 35, op.cit). Imam al-Ghazali reminded about a thousand years ago that most of the Muslims are not holistic or Tawhidic Muslim; they are reductionist Muslim (Takhsisiyyun). They have restricted Qur’an and Islam to the “five pillars”, personal morality etc and excluded from them Islamic natural sciences, technology, and economics etc. Thus tradition gets categorically depleted of the vitality of ‘ilm. Every valid discipline, vocation, or science is an ‘ilm which has its origin in the Qur’an in a general or in a specific sense. The sciences which are knowable are based upon man’s natural reason (‘aql) and experience; and are called natural or rational (tabi‘iyyah,‘aqaliyyah) sciences. Hence God commanded (Q, 29:19) believers to ‘see’ ‘observe’ and ‘travel’; thus constant striving for knowledge and application of all discipline is an Islamic duty (Fard) and necessity. Dr. Husaini informs: ‘in his book (Kitab al-‘ilm, i.e. Book of knowledge) Imam Ghazali has pointed that reductionism (takhsis) is the one major cause that deviated (tahrif) Muslims from the true knowledge of Qur’an. For example, the word fiqh in Qur’an means understanding, a science, and any or all knowledge in the holistic sense. But fiqh was reduced to mean only Islamic law; and gradually Islamic fiqh or knowledge was confined to only Islamic personal law’.

‘Ulûm al-Qur’an‘ – the Sciences of the Qur’an, is not a new field of study; it began in the very lifetime of Prophet Muhammad which included all aspects related to understanding of the Qur’an. But the later Muslims excluded the duty of ‘holistic truth seeking’ and banked more upon a ritualistic platform; this may have helped them to expand, but only in horizontal sense and not in terms of vertical depth. Thus present Muslims so easily succumb to worldly pleasure and its glitters. Prophet Muhammad has narrated to his companion Sasban (R.A) in Hadith [3] that Muslims with the passage of time shall spread all over, and then they will suffer loss of spiritual vitality due to their leaning for worldly lust and fear for death. Another Hadith mentioned that they will gradually turn into the likes of decrepit Ummat of Jews and Christians. A time will come when Islam would be capsized as a pot is capsized with all its contents. Allah protects believers but does not spare them from being put on trial: “Verily in this are Signs and We put men to test” (Q, 23: 30). From guidance of Qur’an it is conceivable that to prevent such decline, tradition demands believer’s constant striving for Truth by shaking off the desires of worldly gains, pleasures, pomp and glitters that Allah has granted for temporal enjoyment of the ‘sinners’ rather than His true believers (see Q, 11: 15-16; 20: 131). Transcending the apparent lapses, Islam shall reign supreme again following the second wave of Muhammadis [4]. Present Scripture bearers have a call up lesson in the Qur’anic Revelation when it forewarns those spoiled people of the past Scripture bearers – who were abandoned because their wrong doings, yet they went on hoping for too long while their allotted terms had expired.

‘O ye who believe! if any from among you turn back from faith, soon will God produce a people  whom He will love as they will love Him, (these people) humble towards believers, stern towards disbelievers, striving in the way of God, and fearing not the blame of any blamer. Such is the grace of God which He giveth unto whom He will.’ (Q, 5: 54); ‘because God will never change the Grace which He hath bestowed on a people until they change what is in their own souls: and verily God is He Who heareth and knoweth all things.’ (Q, 8: 53)

‘The likeness of those who are entrusted with the Law of Moses, yet apply it not, is as the likeness of the ass carrying books. Wretched is the likeness of folk who deny Revelations of God: and God guides not people who do wrong.’ (Q, 62: 5)

(ii) ‘Knowledge’ without ‘obedience’ is Takhsis, and not Tawhid:

Without obedience God never guides man; and in absence of obedience man’s yearning for Truth continues to wander in the vagueness until it turns lame. Defying Qur’an since 19th century Christian Scholars are especially trying to patronize ‘realm of theology’ exclusively within Bible. Judeo-Christian history revealed how these people of past scriptures had been categorically atrophied by the spells of many ‘master minds’ of the religion. At present there are signs of revivals within Christian world especially after realizing how the present Bible versions mislead Christianity from the implied senses of the original Hebrew words. In this effort of truth-seeking, if their cherishes of ‘self-will’ become more important than the ‘Will of God’ – then all their painstaking works will add another dimension to religious deviations via reductionism with which the early quasi-pagan usurpers of Christianity have already inflicted enough damage to their religion. As regard Christian revival, the question is: does God approve reductionism (takhsis) in exegesis (i.e. loud with Bible’s message by denying Qur’an or vice versa; in other word, heedful about ‘penultimate Revelation‘ but heedless about the ‘ultimate one‘!).Different orthodoxies like Judaism, Christianity, and Islam etc came form God because: whenever the religious vitality of a tradition depletes, God restores it again by creating a newer orthodoxy. After Judeo-Christianity drifted categorically from the sacred Oneness of God, the Qur’an came to restore the religion of God in a world different from that of the Biblical times – and it is the last Revelation before dissolution of the earth. Any effort to gravitate towards God demands attention to God’s final Message in Qur’an. Now if a section tries to find its ‘identity’ via mode of bigot reductionism – it only breaches the universal Oneness of God (Tawhid), rather than it reaches to Yah-El/Yahweh-Elohim/Allah. 

References:

*   See: Al-Ghazali, 1995. ‘Tahafut al-Filasafah‘ (Incoherence of the Philosophers).Trans. by

    Sabih A. Kamali.

1. In introductory part of (p. liv) “The Translation of the Meanings of Sahih Al-Bukhari” Vol.I,

    Trans. by Dr. Muhammad Muhsin Khan, Islamic University, Madina Al-Munawwara, (Kitab

    Bhavan, New Delhi)    

2. Husaini, S Waqar Ahmed, 2005. The Qur’an for Astronomy and Earth Exploration from Space. (Goodward Press, New Delhi). Author (Ph.D, Engineering-Economic System Planning., Stanford Univ. California) is the Founder-President, Institute of Islamic Sciences, Technology & Development since 1986.

3. Abu – Daus, Miscat from Baihaki, Babe Tagyarunnas; Miscat of Allahma Kutubuddin Khan Dehlavi (R.A)

4. ‘Sabhatul marjan fi tariqi Hindustan‘,Chapt. I, Risala ma-arif, p. 88, 1975(Feb), Babu Kurbus Shah.

5. ‘The Holy Qur’an’ – with original ‘Arabic Text, English translation by Abdullah Yusuf Ali. Islamic Book Service, India. 2000.

    And also ‘The Meanings of the Glorious Qur’an‘ by Muhammad Marmaduke Pickthall, trans., Mecca and New York: Muslim World League. 1977.  

6. ‘The Holy Bible‘, Revised Standard Version (New York: National Council of the Churches of Christ in the USA, 1946, 1971); Holy Bible, B & FBS, Printed in Great Britain by Eyre and Spottiswoode Limited His Majesty’s Printers, London.

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The one with the bum day (June 17, 2017)

The third day of the ID pictorial was moved to Monday since the office will not be available today. Due to that, my schedule for today took a turn.

I started the day by administering a test to two applicants. While waiting for them to finish, I continue with the two layout I was doing. While I was doing it, Ms. Charlene told me stories as to how my previous publication materials helped encouraged the employees to do better in their work. She told me that the employees, specifically the nurses, snaps a picture of my layout and posts it on Facebook. I am really glad that I am able to contribute to motivating the employees to do better in their work. 

We were also faced with a problem today at the department. A resigned applicant, accompanied by her mother, were complaining about why its taking too long for them to receive the employee’s last pay. During this situation, the company’s new customer service outlook really came handy. The company promotes CPR (courtesy, professionalism, respect) , HEAT (hear them out, empathize, acknowledge/apologize, taking responsibility with action)  and MEDS (managing your own emotions, establishing common ground, de-escalating anger, setting your limits).

After the applicants have finished taking the test, I scored and interpreted the test. There was nothing much to do in the office today so after that, I helped the HR Clerk to monitor the OTs, UTs, leave with pay, and absences of the employees. [171]

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Research Date: 18-02-2017

Publish Date: 07-08-2008

Owner: Walter Benjamin

Important Quotes:

“In principle, the work of art has always been reproducible.”

“With lithography, reproductive technology reaches a radically new stage.”

“Since the eye perceives faster than the hand can draw, the process of pictorial reproduction was so enormously speeded up that it was able to keep pace with speech.”

“Just as water, gas and electric power come to us from afar and enter our homes with almost no effort on our part, there serving own needs, so we shall be supplied with pictures or sound sequences that, at the touch of a button, almost a wave of the hand, arrive and likewise depart.” - Paul Valéry

“The genuineness of a thing is the quintessence of everything about it since its creation that can be handed down from its material duration to the historical witness that it bears. The latter (material duration and historical witness) being grounded in the former (the thing’s genuineness) what happens in the reproduction, where the former has been removed from human perception is that the latter also stars its wobble. Nothing else, admittedly, however, what starts to wobble this is the authority of the thing.”

“What shrinks in an age where the work of art can be reproduced by technological means is its aura.”

“Shakespeare, Rembrandt, Beethoven will make films [...] All legends, all mythologies and all myths, all founders of religions - all religions, indeed [...] await their filmed resurrection, and the heroes are pressing at the gates.” - Abel Gance

“’Aura’ of natural objects. The latter we define as a unique manifestation of a remoteness, however close it may be.”

“’Getting closer to things’ in both spatial and human terms is every bit as passionate a concern of today’s masses as their tendency to surmount the uniqueness of each circumstance by seeing it in reproduction.”

“A classical statue of Venus, for example, occupied a different traditional context for the Greeks, who made it an object of worship, then for medieval clerics, who saw it as a threatening idol.”

“But what both were equally struck by was its singularity or, to use another word, its aura.”

“The reproduced work of art is to an ever-increasing extent the reproduction of a work of art designed for reproducibility.”

“Artistic production begins with images that serve cultic purposes.”

“The elk depicted by the stone age man on the walls of his case is an instrument of magic. yes, he shows it to his fellows, but it’s chiefly targeted at spirits.”

“As individual instances of artistic production become emancipated from the context of religious rituals opportunity for displaying the products increase.”

“The ‘displayability’ of a portrait bust, which is capable of being dispatched hither and thither exceeds that of a god statue, whose fixed place is inside the temple.”

“However cultic value does not give ground without resistance. It occupies one last ditch, and that is the human face.”

“This has then brought us, in the wake of a remarkable return of the past, back to the level of expression of the Egyptians [...] Pictography has not reached full maturity for the reason that our eyes are not get up to it.” - Abel Gance comparing film to hieroglyphs. 

“All the bold descriptions. We have made use of here - ought they not without exception to add up to how we define prayer.” - Alexandre Arnoux

“The audience empathizes with the performer only by empathizing the camera.”

“For the first time (and it is film that has done this) a person is placed in the position, while operating with his whole being, of having to dispense with the aura that goes with it.” For that aura is bound to his here and now, it has no replica.”

“An actor working in the theater enters into a part. Very often, the screen actor is not allowed to.”

“The actor’s alienation in front of the film camera, as Pirandello describes it, is inherently of the same sort as a person’s feeling of surprise and displeasure when confronted with his mirror image.”

“All persons today can stake a claim to being filmed.”

“For centuries the situation in literature was such that a small number of writers faced thousands of times that number of readers. Then, towards the end of the last century, there came a change. As the press grew in volume, making every-increasing numbers of new political, religious, scientific, professional and local organs available to its readership, larger and larger sections of that readership (gradually, at first) turned into writers. It began with the daily newspapers opening their  ‘correspondence columns’ to such people, and it has now repelled a point where few Europeans involved in the labour process could fail basically, to find some opportunity or other to publish an experience at work, a complaint, a piece of reporting, or something similar. The distinction between writer and readership is thus in the process of losing its fundamental character.”

“The reader is constantly ready to become a writer.”

“Some of the actors encountered in Russian films are not actors in our sense, but people who portray themselves.”

“In fact, the more the social significance of an  art diminished, the greater the extent (as is clearly turning out to e the case with painting) to which the critical and pleasure-seeking stances of the public diverge.”

“The conventional is enjoyed without criticism, the truly new is criticised with aversion.”

“The distinguishing features of film lie not only in the way which man presents himself to the camera but in how, using the camera, he presents his surroundings to himself.”

“And if we have a rough idea of how we pick up a cigarette lighter or a spoon we know little of what actually happens between hand and metal when we do so, not to mention how this will vary according to our current mood.”

“Only the camera can show us the optical unconscour as it is only thorugh psychoanalysis that we learn of the compulsive unconsious.”

“The history of every art form has cirtical periods in which that form strives for effects that are able to find expression without effort, only when technology has reached a new level - that is to say, in a new art form.”

“Dadaist demonstrations did indeed constitute a very violent diversion in that they placed the work of art at the centre of a scandal. That work had above all to meet one requirement: it MUST provoke public irritation.”

“I can no longer think what I wish to think. The moving images have ousted my thoughts.” - Georges Duhamel

“The chain of associations of the person viewing those images is indeed instantly interrupted by their changing.”

“Humanity, which in Homer’s day provided a spectacle for the Gods of Olympus has now become one for itself.”

“It is for aeons that the man painting must endure.”

“All that is not the wretched condition of mankind without God, but the actual wretchedness of mankind stuck with a God he does not know, not knowing Christ.” - Denis de Rougement

People:

Paul Valéry, Poet

Abel Gance, Film director

Alois Riegl, Art Historian

Franz Wickhoff, Art Historian

Stéphane Mallarmé, Poet

Eugène Atget, Photographer

Séverin-Mars, Actor

Alexandre Arnoux, Screenwriter

Luigi Pirandello, Dramatist and Writer

Dziga Vertov, Film director

Georges Duhamel, Author

Wu Daozi, Painter

Franz Kafka, Novelist

Hermann Cohen, Philosopher

Max Brod, Author

Knut Hamsun, Writer

Denis de Rougemont, Writer

Franz Rosenzweig, Philosopher

Marcel Proust, Novelist

Jean Cocteau, Writer

Related Links:

http://www.businessdictionary.com/definition/mutatis-mutandis.html

http://www.newworldencyclopedia.org/entry/Art_for_art's_sake

https://www.nga.gov/feature/atget/works_art.shtm

https://books.google.co.uk/books?id=8u-MAwAAQBAJ&pg=PA117&lpg=PA117&dq=Pirandello+Shoot&source=bl&ots=DD2wPxFlrz&sig=xr-k-OVWCHc1dzucAB2RGUIxQPU&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjz_ff9yqjSAhVqAcAKHVH-A-0Q6AEIRTAH#v=onepage&q=Pirandello%20Shoot&f=false

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeWK5iRp0BE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1feCFWK_wI

http://www.reasoned.org/dir/lit/PEL_freud.pdf

http://www.shanghaidaily.com/sunday/now-and-then/%E5%90%B4%E9%81%93%E5%AD%90-Wu-Daozi-AD-680759-Painters-death-a-tall-tale/shdaily.shtml

http://gnosis.org/gnintro.htm

http://www.newworldencyclopedia.org/entry/Gandharva

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Involuntary_memory

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