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Chapter 7 of my text fic is up!! I sort of finished this fic last weekend and I'm actually a little bit proud of it! It has a plot and EVERYTHING (I did not start writing with much of a plot I have to say...)
ANYWAY chapter 7 is where the plot officially starts plotting in a sense so I wanted to share!
I said I'd post weekly but I'm excited so it'll be twice weekly posts at least! I just want someone to read over the rest of the fic first to point out obvious plot holes before I go all gung ho, you know?
#mauraders#james potter#regulus black#jegulus#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar#text fic#uni au#regulus & sirius#background pandalily#background partyvan#background dorlene#THE WHOLE GANG IS THERE!#asexual mary#mary is everything to me#she is me#or the me i aspire to be anyway#ty beta for reading so far!!
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balor 🥰
#fields of mistria#fom#balor#fanart#art#sir...im so in love w you...#if anyone else like me loved the fuck out of stardew but was disappointed in the romance options...please play this game#the characters/interactions/dialouge is top notch#i knew nothing about this game i found out about it 2 days before release#i thought i was gonna go for march#and immedately met this guy and just#his first line is like (im a traveling merchant) and i went (oh no)#i have such a THING for merchant characters#i can finally live out my dream of romancing volo pkmn#sort of#except not evil#i think#love that the romance options in this game are like... adults with jobs/dreams/aspirations#unlike stardew where everyone is supposedly an adult but is like a teenager??#but in this game everyone is a contributing member of society#love that <3333#the dialouge for real is amazing#anyway. it still in uhh...early access? so you cant do everything youll be able to do one day#but thats good for me bc i tend to blast through these games and do 90% of things within a week#fanart???? from my ass???#only because i love this game and him#im so fucked up for him#not me tracking his ass down everyday to talk to him#also what i love about this game is being able to talk to everyone multiple times a day#like every hour or something
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"Frank and Gerard early 2000's stage kisses" this "Frank and Gerard early 2000's stage kisses" that. LISTEN! 2022 Ray and Frank forehead kisses. In conclusion . Frank iero.
#I don't ship any of them btw#Not rlly combative to ppl that do like#I fully think there was some very close very intimate friendships bordering on ? Something more#Going on in the 2000's but that's more a genuine observation of ppl not like “aww kiss now” and anyway. They love they wives#This isn't ship talk hour just btw#I am very very very charmed by middle aged men being able to be sweet and physically affectionate to eachother tho#It is so sweet. So good such a future I aspire to. That actually does mean ... soo much ugh#Mcr#frank iero#ray toro#my chemcial romance#gerard way#the black parade#three cheers for sweet revenge#i brought you my bullets you brought me your love#danger days
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You are everything I aspire to be
If parenting has taught me anything, it is the importance of getting down on your hands and knees and teaching not just facts, but love and enthusiasm for the natural world.
This is my son Q and me. I have dozens of photos like this by now, even though he is just two years old.
Every chance I get, I will kneel down with him and show him the little creatures all around us. Especially when they are frogs. He loves frogs for some reason. No idea why.
It is important that we all see this together. It is beautiful. It is magnificent. We are here. It is improbable to the highest degree. It is fleeting, but it is everything we get. And we can get so, so much of it. If we just get our faces into it and really absorb it.
So that's what l'm trying to do here, I guess. Get all of you to join me in the reeds. And I am so happy to have so many of you along for the journey.
#tumblr#lifestyle#advice#life#nature#animals#answers by mark#anon#anonymous#yes the tumblr scientist named his child Q what of it#also you should not aspire to be me#or like me#at all#I am a hot mess#totally chaotic and extremely stressed#months behind on my emails#and badly overcommitted#but of course when all you see are cute frogs I understand why you would feel that way anon#just letting you know that I am struggling just as much as the next person#though of course as a very privileged person it is substantially different than most#my troubles are largely of my own making#anyway thanks for coming to my TED talk
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One thing I like about Apollo in Hades 2 is that he is usually polite, especially respectful towards his elders, but if they provoke him he will get back at them. But in a subtle manner, and only after a few seconds will you realise that he was throwing shade.
I'm paraphrasing here but here are two examples:
Hera: you are just like Zeus (derogatory)
Apollo: did you just compare me to your husband ? How awfully kind of you :)
Poseidon: haha Apollo has finally decided to join the war because he couldn't withstand the pressure from his dear mortals anymore
Apollo: it's because I want to help you, uncle! since I know that you guys cannot handle this situation on your own :)
#there's one between Demeter and Apollo#where Demeter says “oh the reason mortals are so ignoble is because they aspire to be like Apollo”#and Apollo is like “WHOA lady!! what did *I* do?! lets just focus on our dire situation instead of insulting each other yeah?”#i hate that they've turned Demeter into a cynical hateful grandma :/#but if i was in Apollo's place Demeter would have heard some colorful words from me#but anyway i like that they have made Apollo be respectful towards other Olympians#i think that is pretty accurate#I'm actually dying to know more about how they're gonna represent Apollo - Artemis and Apollo - Hermes#hades 2#mine
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Right so what if Danny became a psychologist instead of Jazz?
His friends and family died protecting him. So when he runs away and starts a new life, he adopts traits from all of them (both as a way of grieving and a way to honor them). For Tucker and Sam, Danny splits his free time between being a white hat hacker and a vocal environmental activist. For his parents, he adopts more of their eccentric personality. When he's not in a professional setting, he is loud and in your face about the latest thing he's been working on (he's also just about the most loyal person you can meet).
And for Jazz, his precious big sister, Danny decides to excel in the career path she never got the chance to enter. He resolves to fulfill her goal of helping out those society has deemed irredeemable. The ones nobody else can or wants to help. The first one he starts with, is the Joker.
#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#dcxdp#winter's tales#twisting yourself into a hodge podge of your loved ones personalities and aspirations isn't healthy#in caee i needed to point that out#but danny was in a bad mental state for a while and needed to start a new life anyway so....#he's more well adjusted now but still#i'ma be honest i just kinda wanted danny channeling his inner jazz#as he systematically breaks down the joker's arguments and persona#without ever breaking eye contact#this is the result of that one scene running away from me#just like these tags#but oh well we press on#because i also want to explain#how effing hilarious it is to think about the batfam getting word about a new employee at arkham#which already has them in panic mode#and then they find out he's working with joker!?#double panic#then they talk with him and he sounds like he has a whole box of screws loose with the way he rambles on#alright everybody prepare for a new rogue to hit the streets soon!#until they get their hands on the first session danny had with joker#and he's clearly not the same guy they talked to weeks ago#his personality is just way too different#what the hell is going on?
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(bnha manga ending spoilers)
what was the point
what was the point
what was the point
WHAT WAS THE POINT
WHAT WAS THE POINT
WHAT WAS THE POINT 😭😭
what was the pointtttt
#i don’t have it in me to be more eloquent rn#just feel really disappointed and sad about tenkos arc and apparent death#what was the point of showing us over and over again the he was a victim and that izuku was so intent on saving him#on not killing tomura and rescuing tenko#what was the point of showing us the aspirations of him as a kid and all his tragedy and all the ways he was manipulated and exploited#all for him to say nice try i can never be saved and then deku killing him?????#for none of that to get resolved for society to move on from this war with basically no apparent change#besides civilians saying oh well pull our weight now ☺️ without no resolution to all the problems that created villains in the first place?#and now tomura is gone tenko is gone izuku seems like a husk of himself but i dont think that’ll get resolved either#it’s just. it’s all disappointing. especially when the build up felt really good like we were going somewhere!!!#anyways. no one wins okayyyy#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#tenko shimura#tomura shigaraki#bnha manga spoilers#my stuff#bnha critical
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hey! *drops this and disappears*
rip lily evans, you would’ve loved taylor swift <\3
close upss bc i’m kinda proud of this :d
#what if i wrote a fame au fic with lily as taylor#and like mary as an aspiring musician#i say “what if” but i’m already writing lmao#idk just tell me if you want me to post it and i’ll think abt it#anyways#lily evans#lily evans potter#marauders#marauders era#fanart#marauders era girls
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can we please talk about steph having a bigger body type than the rest of the cast & yet even in a show centred around the theme of bullying it's never so much as pointed out let alone mocked & she's universally regarded by other characters (and a large portion of the audience, from what i've seen including me) as cool and sexy. because it means a lot to me actually
#i also love that in abstinence camp she asks for a size small shirt. this leads me to believe that like#girlie just loves a crop top.#and i love that for her i aspire to be that bitch#steph is so#<3333#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#stephanie lauter#steph lauter#starkid#hatchetfield#i held off on discussing this for a while because i felt like it was weirdly personal to be talking about mariahs body??#but idk like. it is an undeniable part of how the character is seen#for a while i almost convinced myself i was seeing things and i thought it was just her clothes being so shaped#i dunno man#anyway i love her
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mannnnnn now that i've actually started medical transition it seems that i will, hopefully, someday, get through to the other side of the limbo tunnel and can hopefully explore more permanent masculine attire. which is as exciting as it is daunting. like, i'm under no illusions that there's a tangible cutoff point where i will Suddenly be out of the limbo state (though top surgery will certainly help if i can get it), and there's no one thing holding me back from exploring this space *now*, but it's. Difficult ,
the List of challenges i must navigate:
- men's fashion is on a surface level very sad and boring and i crave whimsy :( i know knowledge and experience will help but it's like playing on hard mode compared to being a Weird Girl (tm). i am currently gnc against my will and i desire to be gnc Intentionally and on my own terms
- hashtag short king problems. masculine attire was never made with me in mind. almost every time i observe an aspirational example of Men's Fashion it's on a tall lanky guy and that will never be me and that's okay but throw me a bone pleas
- the Autism Sensibilities. collars too close to the neck depletes me of HP. wearing accessories for too long depletes me of mana. if a button up is made of a slightly too stiff material it will give me rashes. i cannot wear binders because i value my ability to breathe comfortably. i can only do so many layers at once before i hit a game over screen. i MUST be comforble
- the restrictions of my circumstances, such as the safety rules of the watchmaker workshop or the mercy of scandinavian weather gods
i'm sure i will figure things out with time. i'm going to need patience. i'm probably going to have to learn how to tailor trousers. i will need to Observe how others dress. but it's so much!! ahh!!!!
#this post was inspired by ND stevenson's latest substack comic about men's fashion when trans#it was very good and inspiring to read and touched on a lot of things i've been thinking about#and i think my biggest takeaway is that i just need to follow more guys doing aspirational fashion on instagram haha#anyway if you know of any fashionable short kings and especially anyone considered plus size please recommend#like the goal is to dress in a way that's fun and comfy for Me without necessarily having to adhere to societal norms#but i would also like to be ABLE to dress professionally and respectably when necessary#i was never good at feminine fashion either and i think it's been painfully obvious to everyone growing up that i was Autism#but it was very easy to just get weird with feminine clothes and do your own thing as a weird girl highschooler#head of the gender clinic: 'have you tried purchasing men's clothes' HAVE YOU??? HAVE YOU GRAPPPED WITH MEN'S FASHION AND STYLES???
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honestly I feel for the movie version of howl so much. imagine you've presumably been dreaming of meeting this girl again with infinite longing for all of your adult life, looking for her everywhere, and when you finally do find her you manage to make it all of half a week of playing the dream prince before you revert to your real self and suffer a complete and humiliating breakdown in front of her, parading all your silliest neuroses before her age-cleared take-no-shit eyes. I would have to have two days of pathetic bed rest after that too. letting someone see the monster the horrors of wars have started to warp you into is nothing, it takes a real man to suffer the mortifying ordeal of being known in nothing but a towel and a layer of your drama queen goo and still look the woman of your dreams in the eye the next day, nevermind asking her to pretend to be your mother while you do so
#anyway I love him#howl's moving castle#tbf it may say some unflattering things about me that I would much rather be a monster#than an embarrassment to someone I love lol howl is my hero I would quite simply have drowned myself in the bath after that#I aspire to his complete lack of embarrassment and genderfucky rizz#studio ghibli
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Arcane Season 2- No Spoilers
God, I love the writing and everything else in Arcane, but sometimes I wish we had an alternate universe spin off series, because my heart can't handle all of the heartbreak and masterfully woven tragedies. I just want for all (almost all) of the characters to be happy, remain friends with each other, and there to be no nuanced writing aside from the power of friendship and sparkles.
Anyways, go watch Arcane season 2, Act 1, maybe write a fix-it-everything-is-fine-fanfiction, marvel at the animation & writing, and go rewatch season 1 to be even more depressed while waiting for Act 2.
#arcane league of legends#arcane textposts#arcane s2#arcane season 2#arcane season two#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#vi x caitlyn#heimerdinger#ambessa medarda#mel medarda#oh my god#Arcane is amazing#The level of writing and depression I aspire to be#Well I already got depression so I am half way there#The animation is astonishing#ekko arcane#Cant forget him too#Anyways gotta go rewatch Act 1 of Arcane and cry#ramblings#I cant this show makes me hyperfixate#No spoilers just aesthetics of my feelings#this is getting out of hand#this is getting ridiculous
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Did I give Gambit chompers and piercings even if he doesn’t have them? Yes, yes I did. And I don’t regret it, it’s part of my artstyle 🧍🖤💖
#gambit#marvel#x men#x men comics#marvel comics#he is who I aspire to be#…jk#or not#anyways#HOTHOTHOTHOT#THOSE CARDS MADE ME LOSE MY MIND#NEVER AGAIN
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well trying to find hellsing community has oddly failed once more. as a result i have the deadly need to write grounded, humans-are-the-threat hellsing prequel fanfic with Daniel Silva vibes and leaning into the 2000s emphasis on hellsing as an actual operative with social repercussions for existing.
#go zero notes go!!#nervous to tag this as hellsing but whatever we live#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#being an aspiring historian and politically minded and trying to handle hellsing fans again was like purposefully stabbing myself with nail#anywways#where are all the hellsing fans who want to explore crew of light and government involvement and secret operations#also I wanna explore if MI5 is involved with hellsing#anyways#I have plans that I cannot share with you because the haters will try to sabotage me#haters (people who hc millennium characters are little meow meows)
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Every time I see arophobia I want to write another fic where Aziraphale and Crowley are aromantic. So I do. I just did it again. Might do this forever actually. Aroace A&C make me very happy.
#i always write them ace but the aromanticism is hella attractive these days#somehow them kissing in canon has made me more interested in them being aro than ever before#(tho I've always liked it)#anyway I'm tired of conventional romance so yall are gonna get a lot of qpr and ambiguous stuff from me in the foreseeable future#not that you're complaining. judging by the comments yall are right here with me#good omens#good omens 2#also about the post itself what i actually did was turn a previous romantic fic (finished and unposted) into an aro one#edited it JUST out of aro spite.#i aspire to my own levels of petty.#aromantic#asexual#queer
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The Golden Son
You call our kind a scattered, dying herd. A flock of rabid, raving sheep, hunted for meat and sport. So, to our mass of flesh, feasting on itself – to you – I present: our Saviour. A ram-headed, snarling guard dog; a righteous shepherd; a rightful heir, bringing to us a future he cannot see.
He may not claim us, but at his heels is a greener pasture, fertilised with blue blood and golden bone, in a culling of his own. Shouldn’t we be glad that one so set in fratricide is blind to half his kin?
And yet, you still ask me why I foster a burning candle. No, a candle burns only itself; it is not a wick that I keep ablaze... It is a fuse.
Claimed not by birth-blood, but birthright-
My forged, golden offspring. My king. My Maxwell.
#recited by of course Albion#i do want to make this a series but#not sure if I'll be able#OUGH the couple lines with triple meanings#i have such a need to explain them to every bystander#thanks to the sexless eating machines for letting me to explain to them tho#anyway!!#thanks for reading!!#writing#prose#monologue#poetic#oc#oc content#my writing#aspiring author#original writing#creative writing#my flesh eating son#yeah albion#signed; fa
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