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Happy Christmas!

@languagelessonswolfstar (MsAlexWP)’s I’ll be Home for Christmas has me in the holiday spirit.

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Theo shuffled his feet as he was being reprimanded by Professor Sprout. 

He knew he had fucked up by not completing his homework but he figured the raging war around them would have given him some sort of reprieve from this sort of interrogation.

He wasn’t planning on becoming a death eater like the rest of his house mates, wasn’t that enough for this woman?

He had a plan, and herbology wasn’t high up on his list of priorities, if he was being honest.

He was going to run.

Sure, it wasn’t the most valiant of plans, but he didn’t have parents breathing down his neck to make him choose sides, so why shouldn’t he save his own skin?

As soon as school was out for the year, Theo would be gone. He would let Draco, Vincent and Greg be the death eaters they were so desperate to be. He would let Harry, Ron and Hermione try to be heroes. He would stay so far out of it.

He wanted nothing to do with any of it.

“Mr. Nott, if you can’t get your Fluxweed to grow larger than a foot then we have a real problem when it comes to your NEWTs,” Sprout prattled on as Theo searched deep within himself to care.

She gave him one more searching look before she left the greenhouse, shaking her head. Theo really thought he was finally alone as he reached down to stroke his plant, as if in an apology for his useless tending when he heard another voice.

“Fluxweed tend to grow faster in the moonlight. Maybe take yours outside for the night, I’m sure it’ll be bigger tomorrow.”

Theo whipped his head up to see Neville Longbottom packing away his things in the corner of the room.

“What?”

“Take it outside,” Neville repeated himself, “It’ll help.”

Theo scoffed and left the room but found himself thinking about Neville’s words later that night when he lay in bed. Draco, Vincent and Greg had never returned to the dorm. Blaise was sound asleep. He tiptoed out of the room and headed to the greenhouses to take Neville’s advice.

He gently placed the Fluxweed outside, near the groundskeeper's hut.

He suddenly heard the screaming and frantically hid himself behind a tree as he saw death eater’s run around the building, casting curses to set the place on fire, followed by a hurried Snape and a furious Harry. He heard, from his hiding place, Harry announce Dumbledore had just fallen.

Fuck.

Tonight. 

He needed to leave Hogwarts and the UK tonight.

He sent a silent thanks to Neville for his advice to take the Fluxwood out that night so he was able to hear exactly what was going on.

That advice might have just saved his life.

This was written as a 'rare pair' as part of a secret santa exchange and I ended up not getting the person requesting rare pairs so imma post it here rather than it sit in my docs! (it's not romantic, just two people who never talked in canon)

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✨️klilyr master list ✨️

The Kings and The Queens of the New Broken Scene

Wolfstar, Jegulus, Text Fic, Uni/Collage AU, Muggle, Found Family, Background Pandalily, Dorlene and Partyvan. MATURE, 45k words.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60410590/chapters/154197877

It'll Never Happen Series

Wolfstar, Omegaverse, A/B/O, Muggle, Background Jegulus. EXPLICIT 18k words.

https://archiveofourown.org/series/4405456

I Feel The Earth Move Series

Pandalily, Magic, Pandora's last year of Hogwarts without Lily, Coming of Age, Two one-shots and a multi chapter fic. Background Wolfstar, Jegulus, Rosekiller, Dorlene, Peter/Emmeline. EXPLICIT 49k words.

https://archiveofourown.org/series/4319848

You Drive Me Crazy

Wolfstar, Muggle, High School AU, Fake Dating, Friends to ?Enemies to Fake Lovers to Lovers, Background ships not tagged because the surprise is fun but I will happily tell anyone if they really want to know before reading. TEEN 24k words.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59100385/chapters/150685549

Good Boys

Partyvan, smut, I honestly have no explanation for this one. Part of Kings and Queens if you want it to be. EXPLICIT 4k words.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61065061

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look, here's the thing. you can come online and you can say that you're protecting women. you can say that your vengance against trans people is some kind of feminist move, but that doesn't erase the fact that YOU are next. when trans people are gone and there is no one left to turn on, you will be next.

you come online and say you support the indefinite ban on puberty blockers in the UK, you come online and erase the fact that only 83 gender non-confirming (GNC) people were on them, that more cis people were on them. you start a war against hrt, about minors taking hormonal medication and we'll watch as america starts clamping down on contraceptives. you cry about the 83 GNC people that were on puberty blockers, but you'll later be worrying about the 58% of 16-17 year olds afab that are on some variation of hrt themselves. you come online and cry about hrt, ignoring the fact that the pill is hrt. it just doesn't have the word trans infront of it.

you come online and blow up a trans persons comment sections. you cry about the fact a trans man is wearing makeup or that a trans woman hasn't shaved. you come online and pinpoint all the ways that we aren't doing "enough", and you erase the decades long fight against gender norms. you say a trans woman isn't trying hard enough when she doesn't have a full face on, and you'll watch as YOU start not being enough. you watch as the gender norms we fought against for so long start coming back into play, where women are told they aren't doing enough and those with PCOS or any other hormonal imbalance watch as you ridicule a trans woman for having hair and therefore not being a woman. you'll watch as you, with your hair not done, your makeup not on, and your legs unshaven start becoming a debate about womanhood and what it really means.

you come online and cry about the fact trans people are "mutilating" themselves with top surgery. you say we rush into this surgery with too little thought, and you watch as a 16 year old online gets a rhinoplasty. you watch as an 18 year old gets filler, as people get boob jobs done and that's okay. that's fine. because your issue was never "if you're unhappy with your body, get therapy", you issue was that it was Trans. you say that trans hrt should start at 25 despite it being mostly reversible (bar bottom growth and voice on T) and you'll let people sign up to the army at 18. you'll let people fight for their country before you'll let them have bodily autonomy. you'll say gender-affirming care is disgusting and ignore the fact that every time you get your hair done, your nails done, lip filler, botox, boob jobs, etc etc - THAT is gender affirming. and you'll watch as the media starts dissecting celebrities appearances and questioning what they've had done.

and you won't be protected even if you're an olympian. even if you're successful.

you say you're protecting women when you talk about single-sex spaces and you listen to the government say that we, trans people, are the issue. you listened to Sunak talk about how trans people are nothing but sexual assaulters and ignored the fact that over 50 MPs of his party, the ones that were making these laws to "protect women", had sexual assault allegations. you'll say that people are pretending to be women to get into your spaces, and you ignore the key word - pretending. not trans people. cis. men.

and you'll listen to those men make the laws. the anti-trans laws, btw. none that are woman-centric, no. just anti-trans laws with a "for women" sticker put on top to hide the fact that they've done nothing beyond that to actually protect women.

you say you're "protecting kids" and you ignore as the suicide rates peak, how LGBTQ+ helplines reached record high call numbers the night of the election. you're "protecting families" and ignore the 1 in 4 trans people that experience homelessness in their lifetime, and the 1 in 2 that are domestically abused. you say you're "protecting women" when you talk about bathrooms and you ignore the fact that 1 in 2 trans people are sexually assaulted, and 10% of those that report are then assaulted AGAIN by the officers meant to help them. and then you'll go online and cry about trans officers.

you'll talk about the "them" and the "us", and you ignore the fact that when you start reducing gender down to an ideal woman or an ideal man, YOU lose too.

you ignore the fact that you are just as at risk, and you will be next. and it's already happening.

and i think the difference is, the really big key difference, is that trans people are going to have your back regardless. trans people will fight alongside you just like they did at stonewall, GNC people will fight alongside you just like they did during the suffragette movement, a movement that fought against the same ideals you are perpetuating all over again.

trans people are going to have your back because whilst you focus on the "trans" part, we focus on the "people". because that's what we are. people.

and i think you're a piece of shit if you use women's rights as a guise for your transphobia whilst perpetuating ideals that have harmed you, are currently harming you, and will continue to harm you, unless you realise the only "them" versus "us" you need to worry about is everyone versus the government.

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Thank you SO much for recc'ing my little fic! It's not a WIP anymore because I went a little insane last week and just dropped the rest all at once 😅 but I'm so so happy you enjoyed it xx I hope you like the ending!!

HP REC FEST dec 9

@hprecfest - day 9: a WIP

The Kings and The Queens of the New Broken Scene by @klilyr

Muggle AU text fic where the Marauders as well as the Slytherin skittles go to the same university. Chaos ensues. It has wolfstar, jegulus, pandalily, dorlene, barty/evan/peter. It deals with the Black brothers home issues. It deals with Sirius and James friendship in relation to jegulus.

Fun and with a strong supportive friend group, even if they have their issues.

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pandalily ₊˚⊹౨ৎ ₊˚⊹

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Pandora has a vision while still at Hogwarts...

Pandora’s vision went white and then she saw pieces of a picture form in her mind. Lily was there, smiling at her fondly. She had a golden ring on her finger and a large swollen belly. She was arguing half-heartedly with James who was bounding around the space with far too much energy. Regulus was lounging on the couch next to her with his feet in her lap, watching the display in front of them with a smile on his face. She didn’t recognise the house but even from the small room she could see, it screamed Lily and Pandora. Lily approached her, leaving James to his theatrics and took her hand and placed it over her stomach. 

“Can you feel him kicking, my love?” 

“Yes,” she responded. She really could feel the movement beneath her palm. Her voice didn’t sound quite right. It echoed like it would in a distant memory but the Lily in front of her didn’t seem to notice. 

“He’s so excited to meet you, aren’t you Harry?”

It was the best vision she had ever had and she hoped to Merlin it would come true.

[klilyr]

URL Song Game!!

Write down your url only using songs from your Top Songs of 2024 and tag as many people as the letters in your url

Thanks @houndsinhades I love tag games! They keep me entertained when I have struggled to leave my bed yet today (It's midday but we won't talk about that)

K ids - Pup

L iability - Lorde

I Can Do It With a Broken Heart - Taylor Swift

L ike Real People Do - Hozier

Y uck - Charli xcx

R e: Stacks - Bon Iver

Laughing in my lil short url!! NP tags: @moggetbright @brandileigh2003 @juleswhatjules @abz-coralsunset @greyfavorite @pandalilslover

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you were a full time job I thought I'd never miss

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wish I can wipe my memory after season finale

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Opening lines tag game

Thanks @shoopsthereitis for the tag 😂

I found a Gilmore Girls AU I started before I started writing anything else that I pulled deep from the docs and literally started working on again last night!!

Sirius was vibrating with excitement as Harry went to his room to change into his new uniform. Sure, he hated Hogwarts School of Excellence when he attended, but this was Harry's dream and they had both worked so hard to get him a place there this year.

"Jesus Christ Sirius, calm down. You'll freak the kid out."

Sirius turned around to glare at his brother who was sitting in the armchair by the fire.

"You could always leave, you know."

"What? And miss this momentous occasion of seeing Harry all cute in his Hogwarts uniform for the first time? Not a chance."

Regulus smirked at him and Sirius couldn't help but smirk back.

"He's really going, Reggie. He got in based on his grades alone. No outside help. He's going to blow them all away, then the next stop is Oxford."

Regulus' smirk morphed into a soft smile as Harry called out,

"Are you ready? You can't laugh!"

Both men turned back to the door as Harry walked out, fitted in the posh, stiff attire of their former school.

"God, he looks like James", Regulus mumbled under his breath, voice a little breathless and eyes misty.

"Well?" Harry demanded, doing a little half spin to check himself out in the floor length mirror in the hallway.

"You look great, kid!", Sirius exclaimed before rushing to embrace him, 'are you ready to start next week?'

If it's not clear... Remus Lupin is 100% Luke Danes in this situation 😂

NP tags: @greyfavorite @abz-coralsunset @under-pink-skys

[klilyr]

as a pandalily shipper... I can't help but fixate on the 8 years in canon between their deaths. Yes, they might not have been together as they went on and married their respective partners (James and Xeno) but you can't tell me Panda didn't feel Lily's death intrinsically. It would've almost destroyed her. It definitely might have made her more bold, trying to come up with more experimental spells to help take the wizard who killed her first love down (she didn't believe he was really gone for a second)

I dunno... does this plague anyone else's mind? Or are you normal?

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i may cry 😭 thank you brandi

Regulus and his friends start at the same uni as Sirius and his. The two groups mix with some interesting developments...

We have Wolfstar! We have Jegulus! We have Pandalily and Partyvan and Dorlene! We have the Black brothers working their shit out!!

I have posted the entire fic! It's finished! It's done!!

I'm a little proud of this one too!! I hope people enjoy it as much as I did writing it!

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lol the excitement i got from seeing an email come through at 10pm thinking it could only be from ao3 only it for it to be from ubereats thanking me for ordering from McDonald's is a new level of disappointment I was not prepared for tbh.

[klilyr]

Regulus and his friends start at the same uni as Sirius and his. The two groups mix with some interesting developments...

We have Wolfstar! We have Jegulus! We have Pandalily and Partyvan and Dorlene! We have the Black brothers working their shit out!!

I have posted the entire fic! It's finished! It's done!!

I'm a little proud of this one too!! I hope people enjoy it as much as I did writing it!

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[klilyr]

Fanfic should be allowed (and encouraged) to be bad!!!!!

It's a hobby!!

I read over my first fanfic (which was literally only posted 4 months ago) and was amazed at how bad it was compared to my writing now (which still isn't great but even I could see a massive improvement)

I would have stopped trying if it wasn't for amazing friends and strangers who kept encouraging me and I can only think how much better I might be in a year, 2 years, 5 years time!

So thank you fanfic for making me happy (both reading and writing).

Thank you fanfic authors for sharing your thoughts, feelings and stories.

Thank you Fandom for letting us all be absolute nerds and imagine and create!

Not every adult knows how to be this silly, creative and free and I'm so happy I found this outlet xx

[klilyr]

#wow wow wow #just break my heart why don't you?

i had this dream where you were different…