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pirateshelly · 7 months ago
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I think what irks me the most about a lot of the people who vehemently despise Armand is that they talk about him as if he's not even a person, when the show itself has gone to great lengths to make his motives for even his worst actions incredibly human.
It's like. His most genuine and vulnerable moments are just pure manipulation in order to earn Louis' sympathy, actually! No, of COURSE he couldn't possibly just want to, you know, find basic connection and understanding and to be truly seen by another person. Because he's NOT a person obviously, he's just a soulless creature poorly masquerading as a human. He's a tiger. He's a megalodon. If you try to see the human he was before becoming a vampire behind the person we meet in the present you're just naive and also falling for his tricks 🙄
Like there are plenty of reasons to not like him, it's fine, really! But god can people a least allow him some humanity??
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ratsonass · 1 year ago
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i dont hate ai vocal synths (like cevio ai) and of course its the inevitable culmination of vocal synth technology but like. the reason i enjoy listening to vocaloid is BECAUSE they sound like a janky computer program. i love hearing how producers work with the imperfect technology. when voicebanks get updated to ai i dont think its bad, but it completely changes how i interact with the music. utau teto and synthv teto are two completely different styles of music. its fun to hear her old songs updated with her new vb but at the end of the day i will always prefer a robotic utau voice over any ai voice
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heywriters · 8 months ago
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Details That Convey Intimacy
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Developing fictional relationships that feel authentic takes more than dialogue and grand gestures. Every detail below can be used to show platonic, familial, agape, or romantic love depending on context.
cooking a meal for someone, bringing them food, or spontaneously sharing a snack
sharing body heat/warming someone with outerwear like jackets and scarves
fanning them with something if overheated
getting a cold/hot drink for them
offering to carry something, whether it's heavy or just a jacket, to lighten someone's load or free up their hands
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changing the subject of a group conversation that will be personally discomforting to someone in the group
making sure to include someone in a group conversation, especially if it's a topic they have special knowledge of
waiting for someone to catch up when the rest of the group has walked ahead
remembering preferences/allergies ahead of time when preparing/ordering food
planning trips, whether in a pair or as a group, that provide something positive for every individual to enjoy
procuring personal healthcare items like sunscreen, moisturizer, lip balm, pain relievers, or a snack and keeping them on hand for that friend who frequently needs them
making room for someone in a crowded vehicle or on public transit
making room for someone under an awning or in another limited space to help them avoid bad weather
warning or wordlessly covering for someone with a wardrobe/cosmetic malfunction
remembering a small luxury someone mentioned they enjoy, and getting it for them the next time it's convenient
running an errand for someone to make their day easier ('importance of errand : depth of relationship' ratio should be explored)
escorting someone to safety in a sudden unsettling event
escorting someone who is drunk, sick, infirm, injured, or emotionally compromised
asking if light, noise, or other sensory factors are bothering someone and taking steps to make them more comfortable
getting gag gifts for someone to show you reciprocate their sense of humor or quirky self-expression (not everyone does this, not everyone appreciates it, and some people predominantly express love through humor and gag gifts; works well with some characters more than others)
holding someone's hand or arm as reassurance, especially when they are afraid*
using their body to block someone from wind, rain, or heat
picking up a dropped item, or carrying a train or other dragging garment for someone else
returning a recognizable possession to someone who may have lost it
This is an inexhaustible list as humans have many ways of showing love for each other. If you are writing spec fic with non-human characters, you can play with variations on these by remembering three core values the "lover" has to consider:
physical comfort of others
emotional comfort of others
social reputation of others
I'd add "sensory comfort" though I think it's tied to physical and emotional comfort.
Please do not try and force any of these into the mold of the misogyny-based "Love Language" trend. Human emotions and expressions of love are diverse and endless.
*While hand holding can be construed as romantic, in reality it varies. Some cultures do not see this as romantic, and some individuals only mean it as a sign of support or compassion. Same goes for long embraces and kissing, both can be done platonically and of course naturally between close family members or friends.
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cherrypikkins · 2 years ago
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@dimiclaudeblaigan asked for a tutorial on how to begin drawing. Good news! If you can draw a funky looking stick man, you have already started!
I think that stick people are a great starting point for artists because of the things you can learn from them that will be important later on.
If you are able to draw a circle and a couple of lines, you can easily put together a stick person.
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Congratulations! You have started to draw. :)
A stick person is a very minimal artistic representation of a real life person. It is simple yet recognizable, and is widely used in art, media, and signage.
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But what can a stick person teach us about drawing people that look more like
 well, people? Lets have a look!
By simply adding a few more lines, we can add a pair of eyes and a mouth. Maybe even a little triangle nose! Or half circles for ears. We can now draw a face, which provides a basis for all sorts of expressions.
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These simple additions can allow us to explore the wide range of human emotion and individuality.
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This may seem like the basics of the basics. But that is what we want! In order to get to the point where we are able to draw complex, elaborate representations of humans and objects, we will need to start with simple shapes like lines and circles and build our understanding from there.
For instance, lets give our stick person some cool new features, such as hands and feet. I chose little squiggly circles to represent hands, and triangles to represent feet.
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We can go a step further and modify the body of the stick person to include shoulders, hips, elbows and knees. These parts of the human body are quite complex in real life But here, all we need to do is add a few simple lines and dots to our stick person.
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The lines provide some additional structural elements to our stick person's body, which are the shoulders and the hips. The dots indicate the points of articulation - elbows and knees, the places where the arms and legs bend!
Now we can use our stick person to show us an even wider range of human movement, action, and expression.
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Our little drawing of a human being is evolving! All it took was adding a few more lines and shapes here and there.
By elongating some of the existing lines and making the head an oval instead of a circle, we can give our stick person proportions that resemble that of a real life human.
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By this point, we have managed to add more complexity to our stick person simply by using our ability to draw lines, circles, and other basic shapes!
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These basic ideas are the building blocks that will enable us to create more complex shapes.
The next part may be a considerable step up if you are absolutely new to drawing, but I have decided to include it in order to show you how complex objects like the human body can be built from shapes that are a bit more complex than circles and lines.
For example. Two ovals and a rectangle can be combined to create a cylinder.
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Six squares can be combined to create a cube, or a box. Here, each square is distorted slightly depending on which way the cube is facing.
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Note that the back faces of the cube and the bottom of the cylinder are hidden. These shapes allow us to visualize that which should not normally visible.
A sphere from all perspectives can be represented by a circle. But we can make it more like a sphere by adding lighting and shadow if we so desire.
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Cubes, cylinders, and spheres are examples of 'solid shapes' because they consist of 3 dimensions.
Lets see how these solid shapes can be used to compose the human body.
By stacking three cylindrical objects, we can create a torso. Two spheres have been added to form shoulders, while a smaller cylinder forms the neck.
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An arm is an alternating sequence of spheres and cylinders connected together. Note that the hand has been simplified for this example.
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We can apply these solid shapes to the rest of the body to give us a more recognizable representation of the human form. It doesn't even have to be perfect. And just like that, our stick figure now has a silhouette that is unmistakably a person!
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In the above examples, notice that we kept the stick person at the beginning while building up the shapes and solids around it. This is because the stick person serves as a guide for positioning the body and its various parts -> also known as posing.
You can do the same thing to everyday objects! Here, I drew a wine glass by stacking these three dimensional solid shapes.
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The cup and its contents are two ovoid shapes that were cut in half. The stem is a very thin cylinder shape. The base is a cylinder with a slightly wider bottom.
Solid shapes help inform us how objects and parts of the human body may appear from different perspectives.
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For example, a sphere can be used to demonstrate how the human head appears when looking up or down, turned to the side, or tilted at an angle.
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With these examples, I hope I have managed to convinced you that if you can draw a circle and a couple of lines, you can draw a person! You just have to train your eye to recognize the simple shapes within complex objects. Try it with everyday objects as well! Or even your favourite media! A drawing subject can be as simple or as complex as you envision it to be.
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Once you have mastered that, there are many aspects of drawing you can explore from here that may require you to seek additional resources or a fellow artist's advice.
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Last of all, remember that drawing is an iterative process. Even if you draw something correct the first time, you will need to draw it again and again to get it right all times! And by making small changes like the ones we explored in this tutorial, your drawings will gradually transform!
I hope what I've demonstrated here are enough to provide the basics of how to get started with drawing objects and people, and also to help refresh more experienced artists. :) Hopefully I didn't go too off topic with what was requested, and let me know if there are any more questions I can answer.
Cheers :3
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slightly-knot-insane · 5 months ago
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A Little Bit Rusty [ part 3 ]
Monstertober 2024 - day 25 [ Oviposition ] by /@ozzgin
[ m!monster x fem!reader ]
a/n: let's restart the monstertober, shall we? this is part 3, and here you can read [ part 1 ] and [ part 2 ] content: egg insertion, creampie, breeding, belly bulge, praising, pregnancy (?)
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Ever since that little tryst inside the closet, your little 'situationship' stagnated. Not that you wanted that. But your mentor has been sending you some weird signals. The fact that he is a monster didn't help at all. He could definitely blush and strong emotions were recognizable on his scaly skin. But some subtle feelings like amusement, irritation, content very hard to catch. He truly seems interested in you, watching you often and eyeing you with his pupils dilated. You swear you even saw him lick his lips seductively (or was he just hungry?).
On the other hand, he has avoided staying alone in a room with you. As long as topics were professional, you could communicate, but as soon as you would try to talk about something private, he would blush and excuse himself to some 'very important business'. Bull shite.
Very soon you completely lost your patience, so one day, you wait the end of your shift and corner him. "I like you!" you almost shout as you bang your hand at the wall next to his head. He seems quite terrified. Maybe this wasn't the right approach? "Sorry, but yes, I do. And I think you like me? In any case, I would like to talk about us."
He is silent for a while, staring at your face in, what seems like disbelief or shock. "Lets go to my office, then."
As a perfect gentleman he is, he lets you enter first and closes the door behind you. You have only enough time to gasp before he pushes you against his desk and lifts you on the wooden surface. He kisses your neck, scraping his teeth against your skin while his bony hands knead your thighs. "I apologize," he growls. "I didn't want to be pushy. I thought you needed time to think... But I was thinking about you all the time... Imagining us again and again, over and over..."
"You..." Your breath hitches once his hand glides down your skirt and into your panties. "You said we're done thinking. I thought you truly meant that."
He takes a step back, stopping the kissing. "Shit, I did say that, didn't I? But we're coworkers and you're a young human and I thought... maybe... you would change your mind."
You pull him back onto yourself and press your palm against his hard cock hidden under neatly ironed pair of pants. "I am your coworker. I'm young. I'm a human. But I'm also very into you and want to fuck your brains out over and over again."
The growl he lets out was almost frightening. He pushes you down on his desk, his teeth bared. "Nggg..." He can barely talk, his tongue getting stuck and twisting around the human language. "I want to fuck you right here but... I also want... I've been thinking..." His expression changes to a weird one. He moves away from your, apprehensively rubbing his forehead. What a sudden change of mood. "Let's go to my place... I want to ask you something...
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You expected many things - a BDSM dungeon, a collection of dildoes, costumes, maybe even another monster partner- but you didn't expect three eggs.
"Ever since that night, I've been thinking about you and how incredible you are. I would be so honored if you would carry them for me for three months. I never wanted an artificial uterus." He finally notices your flabbergasted expression. "What? I'm sorry, are you okay?"
It takes a glass of water, a glass of wine and a cookie to recover you. You two have a long chat and eventually reach an understanding. His species has had very short period of dating or courtship in general. Also, there are barely any members of his hybrid species left (and most of them are his relatives), so he had to go artificial even though he didn't want to. And then he met you and well... his breeding urges got a hold of him.
"I'm so so so sorry for overwhelming you. I've never dated a human and just... in the movies, it all happens so fast so I thought it was normal for you too."
All you can do is start laughing. Movies? This silly hybrid really doesn't have a clue about anything. Still, the idea sounds... good. Interesting, at least. Why not, after all?
You take his scaly hand in yours and guide it to your excited core. "Let's do this. YOLO, right?" You haven't nervously laughed like this since high school.
The shock on his face melts into gratefulness before sharpening his features into a very primal lust. He grabs your blouse and there is clear intent to rip it apart, but the polite part of him tames the wild side and he simply clumsily unbuttons it. You truly appreciate his affection and self control... at the moment.
"I need to prepare you," he says, smirking. His work suit is still on him but you're stark naked. Why do you suddenly feel so much hotter and exposed? And thrilled? He gently places you on a plush little armchair that reminds you of a bean bag, and spreads your legs. "First, lubrication," he explains and dives into your cunt.
His tongue is rough and bumpy, and it's too much for you at first. But his patient licks and flicks soon became a delightful sensation. He can't suck your clit, but he rubs it with his snout. He says he never dated human? Well, he probably watched porn and read some manuals because very quickly you're on verge of an orgasm.
"I'm sorry, doll, but I'll stop now. You are ready to cum - and fuck I want you to so much - but your orgasm will help eggs slide in, trust me."
You're panting and nodding, silently screaming to do whatever he wants quickly and give you the climax you need. He places the egg against your entrance and starts licking your clit again all while pushing the egg in and out. The slight stretching of the smooth eggshell and his rough tongue torturing your clit is completely different but so good.
"Such a good girl," he whispers, his burning eyes looking at your just above your pubes. "You're going to be so full of my eggs. You will carry my offspring for me."
The need builds up in you firing up your nerves with every lick and every stretch until you burst and scream. "Perfect," is all you hear him say as he pushes the first egg inside you.
"Oh my gah..." The egg slides inside your vagina, guided by your spasming muscles, until it nests against your warm womb. "So gah-good," you pant, shaking, and your mentor lovingly caresses your sweaty cheek.
"I'm so glad," he says. "There is more."
The second orgasm comes faster and the second egg slides easily too. "More," you pant still shaking. "This is so good. I feel them inside me. They feel so good."
Your mentor stands up and unbuttons his pants. You notice he's trembling too. "You're so beautiful like that. I can see them inside your stomach, all the beautiful curves. And they are mine. Fuck. I have to have you. I have to fill you."
He kneels in front of you and bites your nipple. His hard cock is rubbing against your anus, needy to enter a hole - any hole! - twitching impatiently. His cock glides against your moist cunt while he grunts into your chest. The next low moan is followed with his thrusting inside your core. Slow but intense. He is constantly cursing under his breath, groaning and grunting as he pounds your pussy. The pleasure erupts inside you and you gush around his cock, and he quickly pulls out. The last egg is inside you.
"Finally. Now I can fuck you all I want." He pushes your legs down with his shoulders and returns to your aching and pulsating hole fucking you and filling you with his seed until you're both exhausted. Before nesting behind you and holding you, he cleans you up and covers you with a blanket.
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Things are a lot less awkward at work, in a way, even though you two can barely control yourselves. Sometimes you end up in storage rooms or offices, too impatient to wait for free time to properly fuck and cuddle. Your 'co-partner' is doting but also surprisingly virile - you have a lot of sleepless nights. You knew there was a proper shiny specimen hiding underneath all that rust.
You happily pat your belly and feel around the eggs. What will you do afterwards - who knows? You work in a museum and helping an extinct species come to life again is something any anthropologist dreams about. Future is just as exciting as the past.
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too-much-tma-stuff · 1 year ago
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Finally Getting Help (prt 6)
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The Wayne family gathered in the family room once Alfred was done setting up the projector, somehow there was also a plate of cookies and a couple pots of tea on the coffee table. How he’d found the time they didn’t know, he always seemed to be doing just a little more than should be possible but they didn’t question it. 
Jazz seemed nervous as she plugged in her USB and accessed the power point on Ghosts and Liminality. The tidal page had a picture of Danny in his Phantom form standing with a group of others, a boy with gray skin and blond hair, a girl with green hair and skin, and a goth with purple eyes and a dark skinned boy who looked around Danny’s age, and Jazz with the title “Ghosts and Liminals!” 
The next slide had simple text: “What are they and How are they made?”
With each slide she read the text on the screen allowed and then added any context or anecdotes she thought of, or had prepared. 
(Next slide)
Ghosts:
Made of ectoplasmic energy and obsession
Made either:
when someone dies with strong enough desires
An idea gains enough traction to take on a life of its own
Immutable concepts and gods
Must be allowed to indulge in obsessions or they will cease to exist
All have basic abilities such as flight, intangibility, invisibility, and minor shape shifting
On top of basic abilities most will have additional powers based on their obsessions
Immortal unless killed 
Love to fight
Liminals
Made when a human is exposed to high levels of ectoplasm for prolonged periods of time
Have some ghostly traits 
Ghostly traits vary person to person
Less susceptible to human illness and injury
“The ghosts on the picture are Kitty and Johnny, we’ve had problems with them but would consider them friends now. They’re the ghosts of two humans who died, but there are others, Vortext for instance is the ghost of Storms. Those ghosts who come from ideas are called ‘neverborns’. There seem to be almost an infinite number of ghosts, however not all of them are interested in having anything to do with us so we tend to get the same faces showing up a lot in Amity.
“I don’t know how many liminals there are. I thought they might be new with my parents' research but as I look into it more I think there are more natural sources of ectoplasm then my parents thought.” Jazz explained before going to transition to the next slide.
“I have a question-” Bruce started before Jazz hushed him. 
“Wait till the end please! I might answer it without you having to ask,” She scolded, and he felt very much like a schoolboy again as his children snickered.
(Next slide including a image of the glowing green viles in the Fenton’s lab and a glowing green crystal)
Ghost biology 
Ghosts do not have any recognizable organs or bones
The only solid part of their being is their Core which is the source of their ectoplasm 
Any injury to a ghosts form not done directly to their core is considered minor and will heal
A healthy ghost is fully capable of mending any damage including removed limbs in a matter of hours or days depending on extent of the injury
All injuries not including the Core are considered minor 
Ghosts are considered young for at least the first hundred years of their existence and are often not considered adults until nearly 500
A caveat to this is ghosts are heavily driven by emotion and will often be the age they feel they are allowing ghosts to mature much more quickly, or more slowly
When this is the case ghosts are treated as the age they present and behave
Ghosts reproduce by shaping ectoplasm and Wanting a child badly enough
“Believe me it was incredibly scary the first time I saw Danny in his ghost form have something go right through his stomach. It took him a long time to convince me it wasn’t a big deal and it barely hurt. He does have to make sure he repairs the damage Before turning human again though or the damage can transfer over and I don’t need to tell you a hole in the gut is a lot more serious for humans!
“If I’m honest I only know ghosts that have stayed younger then they really are, for instance Youngblood who’s a few hundred years old and could be well on his way to adulthood if he wanted but has remained a child. I assume it can go the other way though, if a ghost is very mature for their age.”
Ectoplasm 
Ectoplasm is the energy that makes up all ghosts and the Ghost Zone itself. All ghosts can feed on the ectoplasm around them as well as produce their own by indulging in obsessions. The ghosts Cores produce the ectoplasm like a brain produces neurochemicals when exposed to the right stimulation.
Ectoplasm is a powerful source of energy but unstable. When it is stabilized into an ecto-crystal it is more stable and can be used as a power source safely by ghosts and liminals.
“Most ectoplasm is green like you see in the pictures. But it isn’t the only colour, some other ghosts produce different colours and it is highly tied to what emotion drives them. When it’s pure it usually smells like petracore but it can get pretty foul.”
(next slide)
What are Obsessions
Every ghost has one or more obsessions
They can be very literal things such as boxes, or ideas and emotions such as Love
In rarer cases they may have dual obsessions
Unlike for humans obsessions are very healthy for ghosts
Ghosts need to indulge their obsessions
Sometimes the way ghosts indulge their obsessions might seem evil, however it is almost always just amoral 
Obsessions shape every part of a ghost from their powers to thier physical appearance, to befriend a ghost you Must understand and aid their obsession
In very extreme circumstances a ghosts obsession may shift, sometimes this is healthy, more often it is a result of extreme trauma
“With my interest in psychology this was sort of hard for me to accept. From the outside the way ghosts obsess seems really unhealthy but it’s what gives them life. When not allowed to indulge in their obsessions ghosts will dysregulate and go to extreme lengths to try and get their obsession, if that doesn’t work they either go dormant if their core is still healthy enough or they will melt. 
“Ghosts change their obsessions very rarely, I’ve heard of it happening as they heal. For instance once a ghost has gotten revenge for themselves, if that was their obsession, their obsession might shift to avenging other people, or even protecting them so they don’t need to be avenged.”
(Next Slide)
Ghost Culture
The Ghosts have a monarchy
The title of the Ghost King is not hereditary but passed through trial by combat
Under the monarch is a council of being known as Observants, and powerful and old ghosts called Ancients 
Ghosts respect strength and value power and cunning in combat a lot
Ghosts bond with each other through combat and play fight with family and friends often
“I have down that the ghosts are a monarchy, and technically that is true but the current Ghost King was a tyrant who was locked away thousands of years ago. I’m sure as soon as someone shows up who’s powerful enough to beat him his court will be happy to pick up where they left off with a better King, or queen, though I don’t think the title has to change based on gender.
“I really can’t stress enough how violent ghosts are! Because nothing short of having their cores shattered can kill them, play fighting for them can look Very Much like a murder attempt to a human. A lot of the issues we’ve had with ghosts have come from them just not understanding quite how fragile humans, and for most of them they feel really bad once they know they actually Hurt someone by shooting them. It’s really best for everyone when they’re kept separate and Ghosts can happily tear each other apart in peace.”
Liminals
The result of long term low level exposure to ectoplasm, sudden high doses are almost always deadly
Liminals Can have almost every trait a ghost can, usually having a combination of a few
Commonalities between liminals include
Minor cosmetic changes such as: glowing eyes, pointed ears, and/or sharp teeth 
Increased stamina, strength, and aggression
Increased obsessive behaviour
Liminals sometimes develop powers shaped by the strength and type of obsession 
“Most of the people Danny and I know are liminals. I don’t want to talk about them in case they don’t want to be outed so I’ll talk about myself and my parents. We all had prolonged exposure after all. My ears are pointed,” She said brushing her hair back so they could see them, “And Danny is a little more then liminal but even in human form he has fangs. 
“My parents didn’t realize it but they could to the point they could subsist on their obsession without needing to eat or sleep as often as a regular human would. About a year ago I started developing the ability to tap into and feel other peoples emotions, I can feed on them a little too but I try not to because the Worst ghost we met did that and I don’t want to be anything like her.”
(Next Slide)
In conclusion
Ghosts are not evil even though sometimes their actions are hard to understand
Never get between ghosts when they’re fighting each other but it’s usually safe to yell at them to remind them not to break anything
Never get between a ghost and their obsession
Don’t drink ectoplasm unless you know you’re already liminal
“I have a feeling the section about liminals will be familiar to a bunch of you. I know Damian is liminal though I don’t know how he was exposed to ectoplasm and some of you,” Her eyes skirted across Tim and Bruce. “Are toeing the line. You’ll probably notice Damian and Danny getting really close, and they might get in some really vicious looking fights. I promise Danny is playing at least.”
The family was left silent for a moment, Bruce knew he was thinking about Jason. Who had died, been exposed to.. What certainly seemed to be something like Lazarus water and come back, obsessive, aggressive, and emotional. He wished he’d had this powerpoint a long time ago. It helped understand Damian too but mostly he was thinking about Jason. He needed to reach out again, maybe meeting Danny would be good for Jason?
“So uhhh, ya, that’s the end of the powerpoint?” Jazz said, shifting from foot to foot in the awkward silence. “Any questions?”
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simp-ly-writes · 3 months ago
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Lost Souls & Broken Hearts
─────── · ·  For All Time: The Series (pt.1)
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─ · · PAIRING: 10th Doctor x F!Time Lord!Reader, 10th Doctor x Rose Tyler
─ · · SUMMARY: You thought yourself to be the last remaining Time Lord but that all changes when a certain Rose Tyler catches you breaking into your own apartment and is dead set on introducing you to the Doctor, your husband back on Gallifrey.
─ · · TAGS: female pronouns used, second person perspective, canon divergence, soulmate au, emotional angst, depictions of anxiety attacks, coarse language, eventual happy ending (but not yet), not beta read.
─ · · MASTERLIST | TAGLIST REQUEST | WORDCOUNT: 4,223 | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR
─ · · A/N: I'm so excited to finally be writing this, hope you all enjoy!
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It was easy blending in with human life, a bit too easy, you thought to yourself while carrying your shopping bags up the stairs and around the corner down the hall towards your apartment.
Living in the city made it easy to blend into the crowd and not be questioned, chased or judged. You could simply observe as the world spun around you day after day and as the human race followed its canonical historical calendar.
Sure you could skip time to make everyday Christmas or take a turn around the stars and be back for breakfast but the utter domesticity and simplicity of taking a boring human job, studying at a boring human university, and generally performing a boring human life was a pleasant enough change from the usual or what was the usual at least, you often thought. 
Once reaching the oak door, you jiggled the door handle with a huff before remembering the silly little key the landlord gave you, like that would stop anyone from coming in.
Patting down every pocket and starting to lose hope, you take one long look left and then right before quickly pulling out your sonic screwdriver from your jacket pocket and point it at the lock.
"Excuse me Ma'am, but can I ask you-" a young blonde woman halts your motions causing you to take a sharp breath in through your nose before turning swiftly on the heels of your leather boots, long coat sweeping with the dramatic motion to meet the younger woman's sheepish stare and greeting her with a plastered smile on your painted lips.
"It's The Lady actually, or Lady for short, but I also go by (name, last/name) now
 what's your name and how may I assist you?" You tilt your head forwards, eyebrow raised to observe the woman's fashion choices with intrigue as the younger woman appears to do the same to you with squinted eyes.
"Well hello, Lady,” she drags out your old title with a sarcastic tone, “I'm Rose Tyler and I was just about to ask what the hell do you think you're doing breaking into that apartment with that-" she takes a sharp breath inwards, the recognizable type gasp, you thinks to yourself, eyes gone with with pure panic before kicking open your front door and throwing your bags to the floor before starting to rush inside.
Rose grabs your arm, pulling you back into the hall and pinning you against the chipped plaster wall. Blowing a strand of hair from your face, you shake underneath Rose's hold with a huff before managing to shove her off. "You know on this planet I was told they shake hands in greeting- not the whole bloody body!" you exclaim with a huff, adjusting the jacket on your shoulders, sonic screwdriver in hand.
Rose shakes her head, mouth aghast, "how did you get that?" she asks, fingers pointing towards the device in your  hand, taking a step forwards as you take one step back, "Get what?"
"That screwdriver!" Rose reaches out with both hands now, brain half frazzled with her discovery, the other clouded over with worry as to what this woman must have done to the Doctor in order to get that off of him.
"Oh, this?" you dangle the device from between your fingertips before tossing it upwards and catching it with a wink, "got it from the contractor's store on Yonge Street. They were having a sale, I think you may still be able to get the deal, half-off or something like that-"
"Don't lie to me, I know what that is. Now tell me how. did. you. get. that?" Rose demands, hand slipping into her pocket to phone the TARDIS.
"If not a screwdriver then what is it?" you ask, looking over Rose's shoulder and into your apartment, calculating.
"Just answer my question!" Rose yells, phone starting to ring. 
“What is going on out here?!” You both look towards an older blonde woman who steps out from across the hall in what looks to be a dull yellow bathrobe, “and who the hell are- you’ve got to be kidding me, you’ve found another one? Fucking ‘ell Rose Tyler, I’m starting to think danger follows you better then your own shadow!” 
“Mum! Now is not the time please and you-” Rose begins to speak before realizing you had taken down the hall and slammed the apartment door shut with a heavy BANG! Echoing down the hall. 
“Now look at what you’ve done!” Rose huffs, fingers balling up into fists as she walks past her mother to stand in front of your door, knocking repeatedly. 
“And what have I done?” Rose’s mom stands back, arms crossed as she watches her daughter switch between ringing your doorbell and banging on your door. “I know you’re in there! I’ve got words for you!”
Meanwhile inside the apartment, you are rushing around, tripping over the various groceries that have spilled out onto the wooden floors and knocking into the picture frames across the walls. You were not expecting to have to move so soon and to say you were disappointed to have to leave so soon would be an understatement.
Your features hold a frown as you rip open the closet doors and throw every article of clothing out onto your bed in search of a specific piece of luggage. I know I left you here somewhere girl. C’mon I know you must be just dying to get out there again so now’s your chance! Just have to show me where you- your thoughts are cut off by Rose’s relentless pleas as she yells in through the mail slot now. 
Gods that girl is really getting on my nerves now, is this really any way to introduce yourself? You scoff. Turing back out of your room and down the hall to the guest room and closet in search, nearly tipping over a tangerine on your way there with a curse. 
Never liked those fruits either, clementines are superior in every way, why do I torture myself with these things- why do I- oh! There you are, you look at the red luggage with a smile before unzipping it to find the uncovered stairs within and throwing down various papers and gadgets, anything that could link to her identity within the apartment. 
Textbooks, tea, pictures
 you felt yourself pausing on the last one of that list, your fingers hovering over the some dozen faces you saw right through that all contained the same hearts and those hearts that you willingly connected yourself to all those centuries ago

Shaking your head of those distant thoughts you throw the frames down into the luggage before taking one last look towards your
 open front door? Shit. You spin on your heel, darting off towards the guest room and falling into your luggage, tumbling down the stairs and finding yourself at the console. 
The machine stirs to life with a joyous tune, Hello! Hello! Welcome back, I have missed you so! You laugh at the voice in your head, I’ve missed you too, girl. Now who’s ready for an adventure? You watch as the room comes to life, every bulb shining to full illumination, switches and dials spinning without your hands to command them and that familiar buzz underneath your feet has you giddy in your shoes- it had been quite awhile since you’ve had a frill
 since
 you remind yourself not to have such memories before inputting a time and destination and lean back against the rails waiting for the vworp sound to commence. 
But before you can begin to enjoy the sound, a voice calls out to you and not the two you had accounted for in your brain. Grabbing the edge of the console and poking your head around you look to see
 Rose?! 
“Do explain yourself,” you cross your arms with squinted eyes. 
“How’re you alive?” Rose rebuttals. 
“Answering a question with another question again?” you tease a smile, biting your lip to hide its spread across your cheeks as you try and maintain a straight face. 
“What are you smiling about? Gods you are just as worse as him! And you started the question-answer thing!” Rose exclaims before taking in a deep breath and meeting your eyes once more, “Okay. I decided to follow you. I was
 curious. I’ve travelled with your kind before but had never seen another one of
 well you unless you’re the Doctor and decided to regenerate again
 but then again we’d be in a blue box not some luggage.”
“The Doctor?” you question in a raised tone, you feel your hearts skip a beat in your chest, no
 that couldn’t be
 
“Yeah, the Doctor. Do you know him?... Them? They? I don’t know how you refer to each other in the past,” Rose explains, starting to walk around the console, picking up on the various differences between the two machines she’s travelled inside. 
“I don’t know them,” you lie, turning back to the console and flicking some levers. 
“Really? You don’t know the Doctor?” Rose asks again in a much softer tone. You can feel the disappointment in her tone rattling your bones causing you to shiver at the sound of his name. You could distantly remember the sound of his voice calling after you regenerations ago, feel his touch against your skin, feel the way his essence buzzed with pleasure being combined with your own- “No. I
 kept to myself back on Gallifrey,” you lie again. 
“Huh, do you know any other Time Lords?” she peers into the valves at the centre of the console, watching as the flicker between yellow and blue hues like a rampant fire. 
“What is this?- an interrogation Miss. Tyler?” you tease, walking behind the girl to reach the other side of the console as you correct your travel angle to a quarter of the degree, “I’ve met one other one
 but he is long gone now
” your voice trails off as you stare at the specks of dirt on your outfit with utmost intrigue. 
Rose apologizes, “sorry.”
“For breaking and entering? Or for questioning me?” you joke, bumping the bad mood off yourself and into her shoulder as you smile at the girl. 
“May I ask a few questions? Since it seems you’re stuck with me now for the next hour or so,” you look down at your watch before tipping your head in the direction of your kitchen, “tea?”
“Yes please.” 
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Rose tells you all about her travels with the Doctor across the years, you don’t miss the sparkle in her eyes nor the sound of her heart soaring, pupils dilating everytime she brings up his name. You remember being that person, in utter awe of his intelligence, wit and wisdom. Put under a spell of his charm, weak to his touch
 But with every word she adds, every memory that resurfaces, a new pain settles across your skin that you pick at, eyes flashing with a burning pain at the physical proof that he moved on from me
 thought me good as dead
 didn’t think of our bond
  
“Are you alright there?” Rose asks, reaching across the table to hold your hands, “I’m really sorry now. I was not thinking how painful it must have been to be alone for so long
 you don’t have to be alone anymore though, you could take us back to earth after this adventure and I could introduce you to the Doctor and-”
You squeeze her hands in yours, leaning forwards across the table and letting out a long breath to only answer in a whisper, “it’s okay dear. I rather liked being alone
 gives me time to think and after what you’ve told me
 I think I need more time than ever.” 
Rose nods, “Are you sure- I think he’d love to meet- I mean okay! But do let me know if there’s anything I can do.”
“I will,” you nod back before dropping your touch and leaning back in your chair, “now I do believe you had more questions and I have many answers.” 
“I wish for only the truthful ones,” Rose smiles as you mirror hers to hide the guilt gnawing at your hearts. “How old are you?”
Coughing up a part of your tea with the shock of the question, you laugh, “you know it's rather rude to ask a Lady her age,” you tease, “but I’m.. old
 I think I’ve recently reached 900 but I would have to count again. I’ll get back to you on that.” 
Rose nods, “what planet do you like the most?” 
“Earth,” you say instantly. 
“Why?” 
“It's become a second home to me.”
“I’m sorry about what happened to your home planet.”
You look away, remembering the skyscrapers that reached the reddish glow of the homeworld atmosphere. “It was a sad necessity or else the wars never would have stopped,” you explain. 
“Is that what you truly believe?” she whispers, tone anxious, knowing that she really shouldn’t have asked but can’t help but desire to know. You partially admire this trait of hers. 
“It’s what I know,” your head falls, eyes cast to the remaining tea leaves at the bottom of your cup, observing the abstract picture with a frown.
“Lighter question, where are we going?” you shrug, “It didn’t really matter to me then
 but with a human aboard
” you stand, speaking to yourself as you look at the travel log on the console, huh, why Earth?
“Say Rose, does Earth, January 2025 ring a bell?” 
“That's the first time I met the Doctor!” Rose smiles, jumping up from her spot and running down the hall to meet you, eyes cast over your shoulder with intrigue. 
“Great,” you smile tightly before slowly turning back to the screen, cursing your TARDIS.
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You could laugh at yourself, back where you started just a few years behind at some random street corner in Scotland. “Now this is not where we met but the time’s the same,” Rose says, eyes cast over wet cobblestones reflecting the setting sun. You let out a breath in relief. 
The streets were quiet as people prepared themselves for work the next day and you took off down the street, peering into various storefronts and cafes, a whole sleepy city all to ourselves, and to think I doubted you girl. You can hear the TARDIS buzz excitedly before quieting down once more within your head. 
“What’re we doing here exactly?” Rose asks, you turn around and shrug, placing your hands into your pockets. 
“Enjoying the world like we’re the last ones on it,” you reply with a smile before tilting your head, “how does a walk around the park sound?”
“Sounds a bit too easy than what I’m used to,” Rose laughs, looping her arm around your own, “usually when I’m with the Doctor the worlds about it end.”
“Is that so?” you mumble, “and what does he do about it?”
“Well, he saves the day of course!” Rose deadpans, scoffing at your question. 
“Does he shoot them? Kill them? Converse with them? How does he save it?” you keep your stare forwards so that Rose cannot pick up on your minute expressions, I know how he ‘saved the day’ last time
 you think to yourself bitterly. He left you behind, better left for dead, you watched him do so without a second glance back and now he was with the girl on your arm that you walked around with in a barren Scottish park.  
You cursed yourself in this moment for not being able to move on centuries later, for waiting to feel his soul call out to you once more. You could still feel a part of him, maybe it was hope but you thought-no, knew him to be alive after all of these years. You wondered if he still felt you too but then again
 he wouldn’t have gotten with her then
 right? You ask yourself.  
You could remember his smile on your skin on your soul-bonding day, your wedding day where two became one for all time, for all existence, until the very end
 or at least that's what you gave to him, the promise of forever
 but at least he’s happy now
 but that thought almost hurt more knowing what he was happy with someone else, you curse yourself for the selfish thought. 
Rose notices you stopped listening to her as she stops walking, causing you to pause alongside her. She walks in front of you, grabbing your shoulders as you tense in wait, remembering how the morning went. “I’m not gonna shake you for all your worth again, don’t worry about that but what’s going through your head? You stopped listening long ago
”
You stare at her, observing her youthful features, worried smile and kind eyes. You feel a stake driving through your chest, the last strand of your bond wilting away painfully slowly, untying itself from inside you causing you to grip your chest as you heave over your knees, falling to the ground. 
“Oh my god, you’re not okay. Shoot, shoot, shoot! You we’re supposed to tell me if I could help with something! I’m going to call the Doctor, okay? He’ll know what to do with a sick Time Lord better than I will, just gimme a minute okay? Don’t go anywhere,” she warns you like a stern mother, finger in your face as she waits for you to nod. You just stare blankly up at her, a singular tear falling from your eye that opens the floodgates to a waterfall. 
You cry out your pain, knowing this to be how heartbreak feels. You remember reading about the science behind the bonds in your youth, enraptured with them. You would become soulmates with someone from them
 two parts always able to recognize the other no matter what and even after death. And when treated right, the bond could strengthen and so would the couple and when weakened
 so would its parts. 
You felt it vividly. A fire starting up from your feet spreading up to your head as you shook off a sweat in the grass watching as the moon came up from the horizon
 I wonder if he’s looking too, feels this too

─────── · · 
“Doctor!’ Rose yells down the line, eyes watching as you rock yourself back and forth refusing to meet her gaze, actively wincing everytime she tips her head trying to chase your own stare. 
“What? Where are you? I’m waiting outside your flat and your mother keeps staring me through the window like I’m the creep,” the Doctor replies, he feels a pang at his heart as he stares down at his chest, eyebrow raised in question as he touches the hurt gently before hitting his chest with a grunt and standing up straight one more. 
“I’m currently in Scotland-” Rose begins to speak before being cut off by a worried Time Lord. 
“What on Earth are you doing there?! When did this happen?” 
“Well only about two hours or so ago, I met another Time Lord and I kinda became a stow-away, she’s really nice! A bit sassy but I take that’s a part of your species DNA,” Rose rambles, kneeling down by your form, hand outstretched that you flinch away from, she pulls away quickly, feeling guilty for trying in the first place. 
“A what?” the Doctor gasps, vowels open alongside his jaw as he stares at Jackie, not believing a word he hears. 
“A Time Lord, you know console, sonic screwdriver, time travel and all that jazz,” she explains, “and she’s hurt, I don’t know what happened but she looks to be in a lot of pain. Please come quickly
 I'm scared for her, I don’t like the thought of you being the last one left when we could have done something about it.”
“C-can you tell me her name?” the Doctor asks gently, sprinting back to his TARDIS.
Rose pauses, did I really just hear the Doctor stutter? She asks herself before responding, “She said her title was Lady but takes on a human name now-”
“Are you absolutely sure that was her name?” the Doctor asks, a sudden wave of sickness has him crashing into the console, gripping its ledge as he sways side to side, impossible, he thinks to himself. 
“Yeah, I’m sure.”
“I’ll be there soon,” the Doctor says with utter determination, with utter need, he must see this for himself
 see possibly you, “keep your phone on Rose, I’ll track the signal to your location.” 
─────── · · 
You hear as their conversation ends and you stare up at the star filled sky above as the oil lamps flicker on around you both. “If-” you wince at your weak tone, clearing your throat before beginning again, “If he’s coming here then this is where we must part ways
 it was
 nice getting to meet you Rose. Please, treat him well,” you smile softly up at Rose as she stares down at you, shock evident across her features before they are sculpted sharp into a frustrated expression. 
“You lied to me! You told me you didn’t know him, who are you truly?” she demands, watching as you stand with a wobble on your feet. You can hear the Doctor's muffled voice in her pocket, demanding to know what is going on. You look between both voices before turning back and walking towards your red luggage left on the street corner, “Goodbye Rose!” you yell hearing as she chases after you. 
“Please just tell me who you are, please stay, please-”
You fail to turn around, one foot in your TARDIS, the other on the cobbled streets, another play of history about to be written on these very stones. “I’m the Lady, I’m (name, last/name), and I’m leaving behind the past like I should’ve many centuries ago. Live a good life, Rose. The best life, with many walks in the park
 make sure he does the same, okay?” 
Rose stares at you for a long moment, you both look up to watch as a blue box descends from the sky at a rapid speed. “But why can’t you tell me who you are?”
“Let the Doctor tell you whatever he wants you to know
 I don’t want to become between you both,” you smile at her one last time before shutting and locking the door behind yourself and setting a course off somewhere you knew yourself never to be found, at least not for a long time. 
─────── · · 
The Doctor falls out the door, cursing as he sees the red box flicker before disappearing before his very eyes. He chases after the spot in which you last stood, shaking his head in disbelief as he grips his hair before turning towards his companion. “You really weren’t lying, there was another Time Lord here,” he blinks rapidly, hearts squeezing in his chest- impossibly tight as he coughs, feeling his airways somehow becoming affected. 
“Doctor? Are you alright?” Rose races to his side, shocked when he flinches away from her touch as if she burned him. “I’m fine just a little under the weather is all, should be good in a minute or two,” the Doctor rushes out to explain, “and are you positive that was her name?”
“Yes!” Rose replies exasperatedly, “why do you keep asking? Who is she? Why- how do you know each other?” 
The Doctor remains silent, choosing his next words carefully as he slowly walks back to the Blue Box, Rose in tow. “We grew up together
but that's a story for another time.”
“Why another time, why not now? She had the same reaction you're having,” Rose presses, taking a step forwards, cornering the man in between two sets of rails. The Doctor keeps his head low, “Is she your friend, companion, ex?” The Doctor does not even breathe. 
“She’s your ex, huh
 girlfriend? fiancee?... wife?” Rose whispers the last title underneath her breath catching the way the Doctor’s breath hitches as he takes in a sharp breath of air.
“So that’s why you could never call anything official?” Rose questions yet she knows the answer. She blinks rapidly, stepping back as she is confused as to how to feel. She knew him to be a centuries old creature, lived longer and will live longer than she ever could, ever would and yet
 she couldn’t help but feel disturbed knowing that in the few years they shared together
 he hadn’t been entirely truthful. 
“What else are you hiding from me, Doctor?” she whispers underneath her breath. The Doctor remains silent, simply staring down at his converse, gripping the rail behind him with white knuckles. “I thought her to be dead, could feel it up in here,” he points up to his head in explanation.
Rose strides forwards, painted finger poking at his chest, he swears to feel it underneath his suit, gritting his teeth at the pricking feeling that spreads across his warm chest. “But you failed to listen here, didn’t you?” 
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PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR
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where-does-the-heart-lie · 2 months ago
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You have a talent for drawing an expression that only vaguely resembles a human face and still conveying a deeply recognizable emotion. I felt this one SO MUCH
what an absolutely delightful way of putting it LOL thank you so much its truly an honor to be able to do so
thanks for the ask!
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coffeebeanwriting · 2 years ago
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Crafting a Villain - Some Quick Tips
1) Give them a relationship or connection to your protagonist. Voldemort is quite literally connected to Harry magically. Katniss becomes a symbol of hope, threatening the control Snow has over the Districts.
2) Let them evoke emotion in your reader. Whether it’s anger, laughter, or sadness
 a villain's actions and how they affect your protagonist can warrant an emotional response from the reader. Think about all the times you may have felt anger because the villain gains the upper hand against the protagonist.
3) Make them relatable
 or completely unhinged. The goal of your villain can make them relatable to your readers: are they acting out of revenge, self-hatred, sorrow, revenge, or fear? Humans can relate to all of those feelings. Or... are they just downright evil and otherworldly?
4) Their goal. What does your villain seek to obtain? Just like your protagonist, your villain should want or need something. This is why they exist in the story: to antagonize your protagonist and achieve their diabolical goal. Food for thought: Why do they have to be a 'villain' or 'evil' to obtain it? What made them that way?
4) Make them iconic. Most Disney villains are easily recognizable
 whether it’s their outfit, voice, or personality. Consider giving your villain something that makes them notably unforgettable. A wardrobe, way of speaking, a quirk?
5) Think about the traits of your villain. What labels them as the villain? Selfishness, violence, insecurity, obsession, fear, ego, ignorance, entitlement? Or maybe they're just misunderstood.
6) Their backstory can make them believable. As the author, the more you understand and know about your villain's upbringing, the more convincingly evil or tactical you can write them.
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rottenpumpkin13 · 6 months ago
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Out Of Context Shit Heard On The SOLDIER Floor #7
Genesis: SEPHIROTH, STOP MEOWING AT ME.
Kunsel: Any loser twink can be a fem-boy, but it takes a real badass to be a fem-man.
Sephiroth: Did I "yee-haw" with joy, or did it convey depression?
Zack, holding up Cloud: BEHOLD.
Sephiroth, stealing a fry from Angeal's plate: A most generous offering. You will be spared. Angeal: FROM? Sephiroth: You will be spared.
Genesis, wearing sunglasses and holding a cappuccino: So there I was, gelato on my breasts—
Cloud: Aww, that's such a cute Halloween decoration. *pointing at Genesis sobbing in the corner*
Angeal: Who put a hotdog in the candy bowl?? Zack, in the background: Halloweenie.
Sephiroth: I could've sworn "motherfucker" was a compliment.
Angeal: IF YOU EAT THAT WEEK-OLD SUSHI PLATTER, YOUR INTESTINES WILL BECOME RADIOACTIVE.
Sephiroth: Zack, can I enjoy this steak dinner without you explaining A/B/O to me?
Lazard: I think we ALL need to beat our fathers with shovels, Sephiroth, you're not special.
Zack: NO! THAT'S MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT BANANA!
Genesis: He manspreads to assert dominance, I manspread to create a barrier between myself and heteronormativity. We are not the same.
Sephiroth: I just sent Angeal an email describing my feelings for him. If he doesn't reply, I'll show up at his apartment and superglue myself to the door.
Zack: Give me a pen, paper, and three Adderall, and I'll write something better than Loveless in one hour.
Kunsel: Everyone is subjected to failure, but at least I'm not Roche, who thought the plural of ninja was ninji.
Sephiroth: I have exactly three crayons on my person right now, and they're all stolen from Zack.
Angeal, chewing with his mouth full: Don't make psycho-sexual comments in front of my cheeseburger.
Zack, narrating what he's seeing: đŸŽ¶ Look at Angeal đŸŽ¶ beating Sephiroth with a frozen chicken because he forgot to take it out the freezer. đŸŽ¶
Sephiroth: Please refrain from analyzing my deep-seated fear of abandonment linked to my mother's absence and its impact on my emotional regulation, it's seven in the morning and I still haven't had coffee.
Cloud: I'm about two mental breakdowns away from resorting to gang affiliation.
Genesis: COUNTER SPELL! *flicks his wrist* TRAUMA!
Roche: I often have nightmares about Sephiroth attacking me with a spork.
Sephiroth, in the presence of a spider: I feel anti-at peace.
Zack: Dear diary, today I committed tax evasion, and felt great. Tomorrow I'll try embezzlement and eventually vandalism!
Sephiroth: Can you read this death threat note and check if my handwriting is recognizable?
Zack and Genesis: *Loudly arguing over who gets to be the ring bearer at Sephiroth and Angeal's wedding*
Angeal, laying on the floor: Good luck trying to find my will to live, gang.
Genesis: I'm flashing you a tit to maintain our friendship.
Sephiroth: If I had a gil for every time someone compared me to a cat, I'd have enough to purchase that expensive human cat bed that has been on my wishlist for ages.
Roche: Is my discount wig a joke to you, Zackary?
Cloud, placing an "I miss you" letter from his mother in Sephiroth's line of view: Yeah, that's right. Fuck you.
Lazard: Someone pinned a death threat on my office door written in glitter gel pen.
Genesis, flirting: I own an air-fryer.
Angeal: T-shirt that says "I survived Zack's power point presentation on aliens that included a photo of Sephiroth on the fourth slide"
Roche: Cloud Strife's evil twin
Grass Peace.
Sephiroth: *Showing Zack pictures of baby cows while Zack sobs into his burger*
Genesis: PUT. MASAMUNE. DOWN. No one is stealing your crayons.
Sephiroth: Genesis, I feel inspired to compliment your ass.
Lazard: Take a good, hard look at Sephiroth wearing flip-flops and tell me I shouldn't be stressed.
Sephiroth: A most efficient weapon to add to my arsenal *wielding an entire streetlamp*
Zack, talking to Angeal: My insecure trooper and faceless info guy, versus your 6'7 cat and walking red flag.
Kunsel: Is the cure to male loneliness *incomprehensible screeching* ?
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brujamala-aka-gigi · 6 months ago
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"time will tell" ... but what exactly?
i thought about making this reading because we are living at times when we all know that patience is a virtue, we all know that we should work on said virtue, and so on, yet, things move are always seemingly moving in the fastest chaotic way possible. for some of us, embracing uncertainty and the absurd ways of the universe is hard. so hopefully there's something in here that helps you to have a clearer vision on what is meant to come to you with time and experience.
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before starting with this reading i just want to say that my heart goes to anyone on the united states that feels disappointed and is going through emotionally stressful situations due to the results of the elections. at times like this is important to find empowerment and safety by taking care of our peers and participating our communities, political organization is just as important as caring for one another. having a right wing president who borders fascism is not a great experience, i have my own alt right president here in south america, but surviving these moments is easier when you find strength alongside the people who share your ideals.
we don't owe tolerance to those who are intolerant, our time is always better spent when we are building the future we want or doing our best to face the adversities of the present. please, do not allow others to take away your humanity and your hopes.
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If someone ever told you that your expectations are unrealistic, they are not wrong, but not entirely right either. I think you're someone who unconsciously tries to be aware of every possible outcome and every single detail, it's quite a hyper vigilant way of approaching things and also a quite anxiety inducing one. I wouldn't say your expectations are unrealistic, but I would definitely say they are realistic in the context of the millions of head scenarios you have going on. Some emotions are being limited by logic and some logics are being limited by emotion. There are plenty of experiences that are coming your way in order to give you the opportunity to be more present in the moment instead of experiencing things mostly in your head. You need time to further develop your judgment, as of now it is something that is in an adolescent state, not because of immature or juvenile thinking, but because you are going through a, hopefully, slightly painful phase of your mental growth. Think of it as existential growing pains. You might have too much information, too much to think about and too much to feel about, it's a very difficult moment for you to maintain a self perceived stable or coherent point of view at all times. Take this time to comprehend what's making you feel paralyzed and unable to move forward mentally, and then you can begin doing something about this conjunction of mental and emotional stress.
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What I get from this combination of cards is that you are becoming more aware of the things that are threatening your higher self. From the Queen and the Page I can see that you are usually almost confident enough in what you bring to the table in terms of material achievements that are easily recognizable, although not always perceived or valued enough by yourself or others. I don't think I want to say there's someone or yourself gaslighting you into belittling yourself, but I do want to mention that it's likely that there's a sketchy energy near you or at least the cards are giving a heads up about negative reactions to you doing your thing and, to say simply, slaying it. What it is safe to say tho is that with time you will learn who is worthy of your generosity and your companion. It's key that you understand that any kind of success you achieve is not only valuable because of what you got from it, the value comes from what you did to get said achievements. With this in mind, don't hesitate to avoid others who drain your energy and misuse your time. Your presence by itself it's already enough for others to benefit at your cost. This is not something meant to give you a reason to be overly distrustful, this is to give you reasons to set boundaries, specially for yourself, in order to make sure whoever or whatever brings you down, it's out of your way. If people see the respect you have for yourself, it's more likely they are not even trying to waste your time.
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Being emotionally attached to the person you were in the past is obstructing your path towards further personal and existential growth. I definitely understand that sometimes the only thing that gives us a sense of stability is our own identity, and our power to define ourselves in our own terms. I don’t think you are afraid to grow or to evolve as a person, but I can see that right now you are resisting change by ignoring your intuitive need to expand your limits and find out about all the things, the positive and negative,that you choose to ignore because of old fears and anxieties. It’s very likely you know exactly what to do or what to keep and what to let go off,  you certainly are aware of where to go and how to get there. What's conflicting with your ambitions right now is that you have exhausted yourself by never taking the time to appreciate how far you already are from plenty of situations that have restricted your authentic self. I honestly understand what it's like to make a lot of progress after moving away from tough situations only to realize there is more work to do in order to restore or find an integral state of peace of mind and contempt. In your case, you’re lucky because sooner or later your emotions will lead you to how you can be truthful to yourself and experience life without any of the weight from limiting perceptions that other people have imposed on you. Many things have limited time in our lives, don’t miss out on them.
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Don't force yourself to be the first to do anything or the best at anything if you're comparing yourself to others. It is not fair to set your expectations about yourself by looking at what is supposably perfect or highly desirable, yet not a true reflection of what you as an individual can accomplish in a way that's genuine to your personal journeys. It's necessary that you embrace your experiences, putting yourself and your own ideals as the guide for what it means to advance and grow. Time will show you how to build a stronger confidence in your core beliefs and how to act upon them with the efficiency and courage you might be needing right now. This will develop as you become more comfortable with allowing yourself to fail, and to learn from said failures by setting structures to support the process of becoming more connected to a higher sense of self worth. You are going through a process in which key communicational aspects are at play;  many of your personal achievements will depend on your ability to share your ideas with others before taking any kind of action, as many things you’ll do will have long lasting effects. This is why I would recommend making sure you can really align your actions, your communication and your goals directly to yourself and the roots of your ideals. Don’t hurry up, it takes time to evolve and you will certainly do so by comprehending how equally confused, disoriented and impulsive we all are, and how that’s nothing anyone can ignore for too long.
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Bigger and Better X Men
"Of course, Charles sent his little pet to come stop me. Doesn't he know by now that it doesn't work." Magneto chuckles while using his power to lift Wolverine into the air.
"You can't be stupid enough to think this will work." Wolverine struggles to say.
"Oh I know it will work," Magneto says while patting a large machine in the middle of the room. "Soon every mutant on Earth will have their power enhanced to its highest potential. A mere empath could control the emotions of every pitiful human on this planet. A teleporter could instantly move between planets and even solar systems in the snap of a finger. Mutants will be superior beings they were always meant to be."
Wolverine's expression quickly turns to fear as he realizes the scale of Magneto's attack is much larger than he and Charles had anticipated.
"Oh don't worry little guy," Magneto taunts, "Who knows, you might become strong enough to beat me." He says with a lighthearted chuckle.
"Call me little guy again and I'll rip your throat out!" Wolverine snaps at him.
"Woah, you're a feisty little one."
Magneto walks over to his machine, pauses for a moment, then confidently presses a big red button on the control panel.
The machine wirs to life, shaking the ground more and more as it slowly reaches full strength. It shakes so violently that the foundation of the building starts cracking.
In his distracted state, Magneto lets go of Wolverine. He lands on the ground and immediately starts to sprint to the machine, but stops when a blinding light suddenly bursts out of it. Once his eyes recovered, all he could see was a light blue field surrounding the machine. It looked like a bubble, its edges swaying back and forth like a piece of jello.
At first, it's growing so slowly that Wolverine doesn't even notice it. But after a few moments, the field begins to grow faster and faster in all directions.
"Eric wait!" Wolverine yells as the field approaches Magneto.
"How long will you keep denying your place as a superior being in this world, Logan?" Magneto responds as he lets the field overtake him.
Magneto can't help but smile. All those years of being under the boot of pathetic humans, mutants will finally find their place in this world. But his smile is quickly wiped from his face when a strange sensation grows in his stomach.
He grabs his abs as his stomach gurgles. Then in a split second, his belly surged forward in one swift motion. He stands in shock for a moment, holding his soft and round gut in his hands. Then it happens again. His hips thrust forward as dozens of pounds fill his growing gut, making it spill out of his shirt and over his waistline.
Before he could react to the rapid growth of his waistline, his pecs followed suit. One at a time, one solic pec inflated into a soft pair of man tits, making his chest look extremely disproportional for a moment before his other pec grew to the same size.
Wolverine is too shocked to act as he watches Magneto swell into an overweight blob of a man. His chiselled arms are swallowed by sagging fat, and his muscular legs thicken until his thighs are permanently rubbing together. Even his face was barely recognizable under the fat, his jawline now soft and round, and his once clean shaven face now covered in patchy grey hairs.
In the horror of the transformation, Wolverine noticed something that made a strange situation even stranger. Magneto's face slowly shifted from fear and shock, to comfort and even satisfaction. As his body started ripping through his clothes, he was squeezing his rolls of fat and jiggling his fat tits in satisfaction.
It is horrible to watch, but Logan couldn't turn his eyes away. Soon, no clothes stand a chance against Magneto's obese body and he's left completely naked. Logan was so distracted that he didn't even notice the field growing ever closer to him, not until he was partially inside of it. A strange tingling sensation formed over his hand. Looking down, he realizes it's inside the field. He watches on in horror as his fingers start to grow thicker and longer, looking more like stuffed sausages. And his hand starts to lose its definition as the fat piles in. He tries to pull away, but can't. When he looks up, he sees Magneto once again holding him in place.
"What the fuck are you doin', bub?" Logan growls.
"What's best for you, Logan." He responds.
Logan struggles, uselessly trying to escape Magneto's control. The field grows closer and closer, slowly making its way up his arm and towards his body. His forearm and his bicep rapidly expand with fat as they enter the field, making his right arm look comically small in comparison.
The field finally reaches his body, touching his chest first. He looks down in horror as fat pours into his muscular pecs, with every wave his chest grows softer and larger, sticking further and further in front of him. His white tank top strains against his growing body until the top rips open, letting his hairy moobs hang loose.
His face is soon engulfed by the field. He tries to fight it, but it's futile. His gruff appearance grows less threatening as his features become soft and plump. His face rounds out as a thick double chin forms between his side burns.
It's clear his healing factor is working overtime to reverse the effects, but even that isn't enough to save him. His stubbornness fades away as he starts to accept his situation.
The field starts to reach the rest of his torso, making his stomach gurgle. Suddenly he's hungrier than he's ever been in his life. He lets out a deep groan as his flat stomach swells into a soft pot belly, stretching what's left of his tank top. His belly surges forward again, growing firm and round as it hangs over his belt. One final surge makes his gut grow larger than a beach ball, tearing right through the rest of his shirt and showing off his hairy tank of a gut.
A large bulge grows in Logan's pants as he lustfully watches his gut expand in front of him. The thought of him no longer being able to see his feet causes a pre cum to stain his jeans.
As the field flows through his body, his love handles grow thick and wide as they spill over his jeans. The love handles spread to his lower back where all his defined muscles have been swallowed by rolls of fat. And his other arm finally grows to match, making his body symmetrical again.
Wolverine lets out a deep moan when the field overtakes his dick. Despite being harder than he ever has been, the bulge in his pants starts to shrink. It used to snake down his pant leg, but it recedes so far back that his bulge is now obscured by his overhanging gut. At the same time, a thick fat pad grows over his crotch and engulfs part of his dick, making it look even smaller.
A strong sound of fabric tearing emanates from Logan's jeans as his legs thicken. His thighs become like tree trunks, except soft and jiggly, and his perky ass expands and sags under its own weight. Soon his jeans are on the floor in pieces, letting the cool breeze flow against his furry legs. Even his shoes don't survive as his feet grow at least 6 sizes, disproving the fact that big feet means big dick.
Magneto finally lets Wolverine go, causing him to collapse under his immense weight and fall to the floor.
"It worked better than I could have ever imagined." Magneto says with glee.
"Yeah, bub. Like this is what you wanted." Logan responds while jiggling his gut.
"Don't act like you don't love it." He says as he walks close to Wolverine, close enough for their guts to rub against each other.
"I'll love it more when I'm on top of you, riding that fat ass like a cowboy." Logan growls.
"With this little guy?" Eric once again taunts, reaching around Logan's gut and pinching his dick.
Logan shudders, but tries to act tough. He pulls out his claws, pressing them into Eric's soft chin.
"I'll make do."
In response, Eric simply lifts his belly, revealing his monster 10 inch cock standing straight up. Showing the machine clearly does not affect everyone equally.
"I have a better idea." Eric says with a devilish grin.
He uses his power to drag Logan's hulking body over to the machine, pinning him against it. He walks up behind him, his gut pressing against Logan's back.
"Heal this." Eric whispers into Logan's ear.
He then lifts Logan into the air so his ass can be at the same height as Eric's dick, then shoves his cock up Logan's ass.
A mix between a growl and a moan comes from Logan's mouth as Eric's dick sinks into his asshole.
Instead of fighting, Logan just reaches around his belly and pinches his dick between two fat fingers. Pre-cum is leaking out of his dick faster and faster as Eric gets more aggressive. His thrusts become faster and harder as his gut slaps against Logan's hairy back.
Both men's grunts grow louder and louder as they gasp for air, too out of shape for exercise this intense. Eric grabs Logan's shoulder with one hand while slapping his ass with the other, and Logan's got his free hand squeezing his sensitive nipples.
Despite being topped, Wolverine's moans are gruff and animalistic. His fur is drenched in sweat and pre-cum as his legs start to give in.
In unison, Wolverine shoots a load all over the machine as Eric sends ropes and ropes of cum inside of him.
Logan growls as the warm liquid fills his insides, making his gut protrude even further. He caresses his bloated gut as he tries to catch his breath.
Eric drops Logan, letting out a thunderous thud as he lands.
"I'm starving, I'm gonna grab some leftovers in the fridge." Eric says casually while walking to his kitchen.
"I'll grab the beer." Logan says while struggling to get to his feet.
Meanwhile at Professor X school for gifted youngsters...
"Scott!" Jean yells as she wakes from a bad dream. She can't quite remember what it was about, but something bad happened to Scott. She looks over to the other side of her bed, hoping to get comfort in knowing Scott is asleep beside her, but he's not.
Jean starts to get worried as she hears a ruckus coming from downstairs. She quickly gets up and walks down to the origin of the sound. Walking down the main hallway of the school, she realizes the noise is coming from the kitchen. It gives her some peace knowing that her husband is most likely making a midnight snack, though he is definitely not doing it quietly.
She turns the corner to the kitchen, ready to scold Scott about being too loud, when her heart sinks. At first she only sees Beast, or at who she's assuming to be Beast. He's got a big blue ball belly hanging out of his lab coat, and his pants are gone leaving his 12 inch cock hanging out for everyone to see.
"What's going on here?!" Jean says, completely shocked.
Beast looks up from a chicken leg he was devouring. Even through his thick layer of fur, it's obvious his face has filled out.
"Oh Miss Grey. I'm so sorry you had to see us in this state. We just got so hungry all of a sudden. Not to mention the severe and rapid weight gain, something strange seems to be occurring." Beast says, slightly embarrassed before returning to his meal.
"Who do you mean we?" Jean questions.
She answers her own question when she turns her head to see her husband, Scott, facing away from her. He appears to be eating something as well.
"Scott, what's going o-" Jean stops mid sentence when Scott turns around, letting Jean see his bloated body. "Oh Scott, what happened." She asks while prodding his enormous gut.
"I don't know, but this feels amazing. You should try having sex when you're this fat, it's so much better." Scott responds in a jolly voice.
"Honey, we haven't had sex since you got this fat."
"I wasn't talking about you, Beast really knows his way around a fat guy like me." Scott says casually while stroking his shriveled cock.
"What!?" Jean doesn't even know what to say.
"It's true Miss Grey." Beast interrupts. "You missed out on a great time. It also serves as good data for my research into our sudden weight gain. Our condition seems to have also resulted in severe increase in libido along with a change in sexual preference, potentially caused by a change in hormones. But I will have to research further into this topic to know for sure, of course."
"Well you should hurry up on that research because I can't wait for this to go back to normal." Jean says, annoyed.
"You misunderstand me Miss Grey, I don't want to revert this, I want to replicate it." Beast responds with a curiosity in his voice.
"Why would you want to do that?"
"Scott and I have never felt better in our lives, the rest of the world deserves to feel the same."
"By the same, do you mean obese like you two." Jean starts to get impatient.
"Don't judge a book by its cover Miss Grey, I have already observed many benefits of our rapid weight gain, such as-"
"I don't want to know." Jean interrupts, "the professor will know how to deal with this." She whispers to herself as she makes her way to Charles' office.
She opens the door without knocking.
"Professor I..." She pauses when she sees the professor just as fat as Scott and Beast.
His hairless gut is sitting on his lap and his love handles are spilling out the sides of his wheelchair. It seems his suit did not survive the transformation, leaving his man tits exposed for everyone to see. His thick thighs are squeezed together, pushing up his 10 inch cock into clear view.
"Ah, Jean. So glad you have come to see me. Watch this." Charles says as he turns on the news.
"Many men across the world are spontaneously becoming obese as a mysterious light blue sphere engulfs the planet. Reports are coming in of many mutants falling victim to this transformation, leading experts to believe this only affects men with the X gene." The reporter says through the tv.
"Victims they call us. But I like to see this another way. This is a gift given to mutants." Charles says.
"Wait, you want this. Why would you want to be obese." Jean vents her frustrations.
"We don't speak with such hatred here Jean. You of all people should know that."
"But this is different Professor." Jean pleads.
"As far as I can tell, every mutant who has grown like I have, has never been happier in their lives. I can feel it everywhere around me. So no, Jean, I don't believe this is different."
Jean just stutters for a moment before storming out of the office.
- Epilogue -
2 months later...
The bed groans as Logan sits on his side of the bed. Eric rolls to face him, sending another creaking sound through the poor bed.
"What's wrong babe?" Eric says as he rubs Logan's back.
"I have something to show you." Logan's voice is deep and serious.
He turns and pulls out a pregnancy test, it's positive.
"How?" Eric questions.
"Must have been when you fucked my guts out by the machine."
"But men can't ge-"
"They can now." Logan says as a slight smile breaks through his tough guy look.
"Were... We're gonna be dad's" Eric cheered.
"I know." Logan smiled as he gave his boyfriend a bear hug, a rare show of affection for him.
"I can't wait to see how big you get." Eric grabs Logan's gut and kisses it. "Though I hope our kid doesn't get their height from you."
"Shut up."
Meanwhile, at the school for gifted youngsters.
"Our male students have started to become obese. It's happened to three of them so far, all around their 25 birthdays. It seems that as soon as their brains fully develop, the energy that was going into the development instead goes into storing fat. We need to stop this before it happens to anyone else." Jean pleads with Charles.
Charles, now in a much larger wheelchair, gives a disapproving look. It was hard to take him seriously, though, because his suit was riding up his gut. He constantly ordered new suits, and has needed to replace his wheelchair twice since his transformation. His lack of exercise, even compared to the other men in the house, as well as his immense appetite seems to have skyrocketed his waistline. It was that time of the week that Charles outgrows his current suit and waits far too long to replace it.
"Are any of these students in distress about their condition?" Charles asks, crossing his arms over his gut.
Jean pauses, her eyes drifting down. She can't help but stare at the bear skin peeking under his skin tight suit, and the uncomfortably large bulge snaking down the side of his leg. A bulge his too small dress pants do nothing to conceal.
"No, but-" She tries to respond.
"Then there is no problem. I do not want to hear of this childish endeavor of yours anymore. Is that clear?"
"Yes sir." Jean says with desperation in her voice.
She once again storms out of his office and makes her way to the lab. Maybe if she can manage to convince Beast, then she can reverse the widespread obesity.
On her way down, she runs into Scott, who also seems to be growing bigger everyday. A sore reminder of Jean's failure to remedy her situation.
He refuses to wear shirts nowadays, as do many of the men in the school. A light sprinkling of brown hair covers his firm gut as it hangs over his 50 inch waistline shorts. Shorts that are sorely lacking the impressive bulge that the professor sports. Jean doesn't even know whether to be sad about that or not.
"On your way to see the professor... again." Jean says bitterly.
"Yup." He responds as he finishes a family size bag of milk chocolates. A bag he most likely started mere minutes earlier.
Jean finds his sudden craving for chocolates odd, as he never cared for them before about a month ago, but she has more pressing things to think about.
"You know, you seem eager to fuck every man who comes your way, including the professor, but refuse to even sleep in the same bed as your wife."
"We're only married because you refuse to sign the divorce papers. Besides, you're not my type anymore. I like my partner's big like me." He smiles while slapping his gut. "And don't count the professor out just because he's in a wheelchair, that man can be nasty when he wants to."
"Whatever." Jean continues to the lab and finds Beast.
"Good, you're here."
Beast gets up and turns to greet her, still wearing as little clothing as he was the day he transformed.
"Ah, Miss Grey. I have amazing news." He says with excitement.
"What?" Jean asks, genuinely curious.
"I have synthesized an airborne chemical that can replicate the weight gain effects seen in male mutants, except it works on everyone over the age of 25 including humans and female mutants."
"Wait what!?" Jean stands still, shocked that every hope she had of having her life back have been ruined.
"Isn't it amazing, I just tested it on this human volunteer" Beast points to an obese man sitting across the room, who seems to be adjusting to his newfound girth. "The chemical should be circulating through the air conditioning any minute now."
Jean's heart skips a beat when she feels her stomach gurgle.
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rattrodent · 4 months ago
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- when unfocused or having intense emotions the face can become blurred/shadowed. This is because the face takes the most focus to keep recognizable. This is why Dream wears his mask.
- They need DNA(usually blood) to transform into an species/form. (Forms can include animals)
- Can only transform once, after, they can only make little changes to their form. (Ears, horns, claws, and tails)
- Example, if one bites an human(gets DNA) they can transform into a human, but can no longer change into another species like an avian, satyr, animal, etc.
- Keeping special features such as horns and ears is also is energy consuming (hence why Dream doesn’t have any of his special features in the prison comic) Their bodies naturally want to regress into their featureless original form.
- They strongly bond with 1-2 people, the loss of such person is extremely detrimental.
- It can cause a lost sense of self, dulled/numb emotions, becoming cold, distant, and un-empathetic. They also will exhibit destructive behaviors/lack of care for themselves and others. This can be dangerous to the people around them.
- 2 forms of bonds they can create,
First.) Parental -this is an intensional bond created when young to ensure the mimics survival.
Second.) Companion - created for social and emotional needs of the mimic. Though the parental bond can also fulfill this role.
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nadas-dirthalen · 1 month ago
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some people like heinrix van calox for his icy voice, his smooth lilt, his tall frame and sweeping dark hair
but ME? i like the ice man for his dedicated effort to smooth out his skin to pass as recognizably human. his absolutely atrocious amount of em dashes breaking up his sentences. the way he seems to just lose his vision whenever experiencing a Big Emotion. the way that after a certain threshold of biomancy morphing shenanigans, he crosses the line toward theoretical monsterfucking—
anyway that man is unwell. but — and this is important — so am i
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literaryvein-reblogs · 3 months ago
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Writing Notes: Classical Music Eras
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Classical Music - describes orchestral music, chamber music, choral music, and solo performance pieces, yet within this broad genre, several distinct periods exist. Each classical era has its own characteristics that distinguish it from classical music at large.
Eras of Classical Music
Musicologists divide classical music into historical eras and stylistic subgenres. One way to examine classical music history is to divide it into 7 periods:
Medieval period (1150 to 1400): Music has existed since the dawn of human civilization, but most music historians begin cataloging classical music in the Medieval era. Medieval music is known for monophonic chant—sometimes called Gregorian chant due to its use by Gregorian monks. In addition to singing, Medieval musicians played instrumental music on instruments like the lute, the flute, the recorder, and select string instruments.
Renaissance period (1400 to 1600): Renaissance-era music introduced polyphonic music to wide audiences, particularly via choral music, which was performed in liturgical settings. In addition to the lute, Renaissance musicians played viol, rebec, lyre, and guitar among other string instruments. Brass instruments like the sackbut and cornet also emerged during this era. Perhaps the most notable Renaissance composers were Giovanni Pierluigi da Palestrina, John Dowland, and Thomas Tallis.
Baroque period (1600 to 1750): During the Baroque era, classical music surged forward in its complexity. The Baroque era saw a full embrace of tonal music—music based on major scales and minor scales rather than modes—and it maintained the polyphony of the Renaissance era. Many of the instruments used by today's orchestras were common in Baroque music, including violin, viola, cello, contrabass (double bass), bassoon, and oboe. Harpsichord was the dominant keyboard instrument, although the piano first emerged during this era. The most renowned composers of the early Baroque era include Alessandro Scarlatti and Henry Purcell. By the late Baroque period, composers like Antonio Vivaldi, Dominico Scarlatti, George Frideric Handel, and Georg Philipp Telemann achieved massive popularity. The most influential composer to come from the Baroque era is Johann Sebastian Bach, who composed extensive preludes, fugues, cantatas, and organ music.
Classical period (1750 to 1820): Within the broad genre of classical music exists the Classical period. This era of music marked the first time that the symphony, the instrumental concerto (which highlights virtuoso soloists), and the sonata form were brought to wide audiences. Chamber music for trio and string quartet was also popular during the Classical era. The signature classical composer is Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, although he was far from the only star of the classical era. Joseph Haydn, Franz Schubert, and J.S. Bach's sons J.C. Bach and C.P.E. Bach were also star composers during this period. Opera composers like Mozart and Christoph Willibald Gluck developed the operatic form into a style that remains recognizable today. Ludwig van Beethoven began his career during the Classical era, but his own innovations helped usher in the next musical era.
Romantic period (1820 to 1900): Exemplified by late-period Beethoven, the Romantic era introduced emotion and drama to the platonic beauty of Classical period music. Early Romantic works like Beethoven's Symphony No. 9 set a template for nearly all nineteenth-century music that followed. Many of the composers who dominate today's symphonic repertoires composed during the Romantic era, including Frederic Chopin, Franz Liszt, Felix Mendelssohn, Hector Berlioz, Robert Schumann, Johannes Brahms, Anton Bruckner, Gustav Mahler, Peter Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Richard Strauss, Jean Sibelius, and Sergei Rachmaninoff. Opera composers like Richard Wagner, Giuseppe Verdi, and Giacomo Puccini used Romanticism's emotional power to create beautiful melodic lines sung in Italian and German. The Romantic era also saw the creation of a new instrument in the woodwind family, the saxophone, which would gain special prominence in the century to come.
Modern period (1900 to 1930): The Modern era of art and music came about in the early twentieth century. Classical composers of the early twentieth century reveled in breaking the harmonic and structural rules that had governed previous forms of classical music. Igor Stravinsky defiantly stretched instruments to their natural limits, embraced mixed meter, and challenged traditional notions of tonality in works like The Rite of Spring. French composers like Claude Debussy and Maurice Ravel led a subgenre of twentieth-century music called Impressionism. Others like Dimitri Shostakovich, Paul Hindemith, and Béla Bartók stuck with classical forms like the piano concerto and the sonata, but challenged harmonic traditions. Perhaps most radical was the German composer Arnold Schoenberg who, along with disciples like Alban Berg and Anton Webern, disposed of tonality altogether and embraced serial (or 12-tone) music.
Postmodern period (1930 to today): The art music of the twentieth century shifted starting in the 1930s and continuing into the post-World War II era, ushering in a style of music that is sometimes called postmodern or contemporary. Early purveyors of postmodern music include Olivier Messiaen, who combined classical forms with new instruments like the ondes martenot. Postmodern and contemporary composers like Pierre Boulez, Witold Lutoslawski, Krzysztof Penderecki, Henryk GĂłrecki, György Ligeti, Philip Glass, Steve Reich, John Adams, and Christopher Rouse have blended the lines between tonal and atonal music, and they’ve blurred the lines between classical music and other forms like rock and jazz.
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instantbee · 11 months ago
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I had a friend ask if Solas knew what he was doing to Lavellan when he offered to take her Valaslin away. For context my Lavellan is a Mage. She’s her clan’s First, and I think that *significantly* alters the way the scene reads
In short, absolutely not. He did not know or consider the impact this could have on her.
I think he panicked, realizing he could not bring himself to confess everything to her he reached for the first thing he could think of. Because he was staring at her face when he did it, the Vallaslin was what he landed on. Because seeing someone he loves so much covered in (what are to him) slave markings dedicated to a horrifyingly abusive master is viscerally disturbing and makes him so sad.
Solas generally has a hard time understanding or grasping how things have changed, so he underestimated what the Valaslin could mean to a Dalish elf. And especially a Dalish First. Someone who is so wholly invested in rediscovering and preserving the history and values of her people. And he takes something that is viewed as a defiant reclamation of identity, and a refusal to assimilate to a dominant culture. He takes that and turns a thousand years of that tradition and meaning on its head and says “no, this thing you thought was defiance is emblematic only of subservience” it is a soul crushing revelation. Which was absolutely not his intention at the time
She accepts having her Valaslin taken in an emotionally fraught moment before she can really fully think about it. Emotions are incredibly high, and she makes a fast possibly rash decision because she trusts the person taking it. Because she’s come to love and respect him. She maybe regrets it afterwards. Possibly would have done so regardless of if he broke up with her immediately following it.
Is she still a Dalish First if she’s Valaslin-less? It’s a marking that she earned and she’s thrown it away. In some ways she no longer belongs to and with her people because of its loss.
And then on top of that he leaves her with no explanation beyond “I have distracted you from your duty.” Duty to what? To whom? To her people? She just abandoned a marker of that duty by giving up her Valaslin. Is that what he meant? Was it a test? Did she fail? Why did he take her there and tell her that only to leave her all alone. To take her from her people and then leave her entirely alone.
She’s now stranded amongst Andrastians and Chantry soldiers. A little Dalish girl with no Valaslin. Nothing there to differentiate her from the city born elf servants that actually run Skyhold except the clothing that the Chantry’s inquisition has *deigned* to give her.
She’s alone, she’s surrounded by a religion that hates and persecutes her people, she’s been stripped of everything recognizably Dalish about her and plastered in Andrastean clothing and symbolism and held up as a herald of a religion she doesn’t belong to. Is she even *her* anymore?
Or have all the rough edges of Elfness been shaved and sanded off her and made acceptable to the chantry and the humans? She’s been stripped of identity and cast in a role that will be discarded once she is no longer useful. Then her history will be rewritten, just as the first Elven Inquisitor was (thank you Jaws of Hakkon DLC for THAT) and nothing will remain of the Dalish Elf she was
And Solas helps with that. Facilitates that crisis of identity that was already brewing. He doesn’t mean to, but when has Solas’ intentions ever stopped him from fucking up?
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