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I love immortal/lives way too long characters they can fit so much trauma 🙏✨
#bearz rambling tag#we have witches vampires ghosts demons and all kinds of supernatural stuff#or just the literal sun#or ones stucked in a cycle#I see them slowly goes mad#to the point that they stop caring and start breaking shit#because nothing matters#i should probably go to bed
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Hi,
JIN LING IS NOT HOW AN ABUSED CHILD BEHAVES. He sasses at JC and he KNOWS he's all bark no bite. The instances of JC hitting JL in canon are EXCEPTIONAL. If JC hit JL regularly, he would NOT have said "Not even my uncle hits me!" at WWX. That shit STICKS. You are all stupid
#jc#jiang cheng#jiang cheng positive#jin ling#jl#inspired by a jc anti that crossed my “for you” tab#also personal rant ahead:#my dad hit me TWICE and i only remember one of the times#admittedly i didn't see him regularly#but TWICE. and i only remember one of those instances#my stepdad didn't hit often but he yelled#and guess what?#the instances my dad hit me are insignificant to me#i remember being upset in the moment but barring that. zero. nada. and i love him#the yelling stuck to me like a leech#so yeah. abused kids don't sass at their abuser like that#abused kids don't use “not even my caregiver hits me!” as a gotcha#jl is not the healthiest#but considering all the baggage jgy and jc have#THEY DID A GREAT JOB#AND THEY DID BREAK THE CYCLE#jl bratting off to jc who never knew how to talk to jfm#jl being spoiled by jgy who was loathed by jgs#THEY WERE GOOD PARENTAL FIGURES#jin guangyao
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the amazing devil had no right writing the lines "i wish i'd done things different, i wish that i'd been brave" and singing them with their angelic voices while the soft music is playing because they make me sob every fucking time
#i can count on one hand the times i didn't cry while listening to “ruin”#listening to it while feeling down is probably the reason but still#“tomorrow i'll do things different tomorrow i'll be brave” and then tomorrow never comes and i'm stuck in the neverending cycle#the amazing devil#joey batey#madeline hyland#tad#whining for the sake of whining#personal
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#10!! they are going on a mountain trail PICNIC because i SAID SO!!!!! theyll use the empty basket to collect foraged plants (mushrooms)#i drew jade for one of my twst zine pieces and Also gave him this same hat. idk why it has such a vice grip on my brain for him#it feels right. i hate drawing jade (i love drawing jade) i am conflicted. he is SO cute and i always think it looks good but its tricky#maybe thats why i do the hat. idk. also ponytail silver Real. wait till tomorrow. giggles cutely#unrelated also but im dealing with some. really heavy irl stuff. so sry if i dont rly reply to comments on these posts. i normally try :(#friends can eitherrrr check my twt for what happened or dm on discord but. sighs. im stuck in a cycle not of my own making. hate it here#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#jade leech#suntails
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short passage in “opal” that makes gansey’s minimal appearance in the dreamer trilogy make more sense
#how to hold onto relationships that came to exist in horrible situations#and seem to be stuck there?#how do you move past that with that person?#how can you stop reminding each other of how badly you needed one another?#i cried a lot#trk opal#trk#the raven king#trc#the raven cycle#the raven boys#ronsey#ronan lynch#gansey#td3#the dreamer trilogy#ronsey 4ever
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sorry for the late post! i thought this wouldn't take long but it did whooooooops
a chronicle of the random buff hunter playthrough @koboldwizardstuff and i played yesterday
it. was a fustercluck, let me tell you that..
we technically did complete the hunter campaign! we just didn't know it had a world state similar to expedition mode.
#doodlie!#rain world#rw spoilers#rain world spoilers#rw hunter#hunter rw#rain world hunter#hunter rain world#not tagging the iterators because they dont matter much#from the lynx herself#september 13th#this game was so cursed lol#we suffered a few crashes#a bit of lag#the game freezing up twice#and getting stuck in one of the gates because the steam phase didnt end#and then as one final middle finger to us#the game crashed on hunters final cycle#we called it there but we had a blast
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Actually I really do hope that after we get to know Loki a bit, now that he has been freed, there's a gag about him completely shedding his cruel tough guy exterior, but only when Lola comes up.
Like he's all like "I am Loki, the incarnation of destruction itself, I shall inherit the Sun God's will and paint the world in blood and chao-" and then someone just says the world "Lola" and he just goes "AAAAUUUUUGGHHR......... 🥺🥺🥺🥲😭😭🥺🥺" until he calms down again.
That's probably not the bit Oda is planning for him, but it'd be so funny. Please.
#talltales#one piece#prince loki one piece#loki one piece#charlotte lola#I can also see him bickering with Luffy and matching his immaturity tbh#Luffy and Loki getting stuck on a 'NUH UH' cycle would be funny#I just. hope we get more glimpses of his personality outside of just the Bad Guy bit yknow????
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| "Wake Up" |
2/2(?)
Pt 1 | Pt 2
Context:
Bill trapped Ford in a bubble, screwing his view of reality. In order to trick Ford, Bill has repressed his memories and manipulated him into believing that he lives with Bill back in the shack where they're both working to complete the 'portal'. Bill's goal here is to get the equation he desperately needed in order to escape Gravity Falls.
An important thing to note is that whenever Ford remembers, the whole scenario resets.
#and this is part two! this is the last content I've made for this AU since I redesigned my Bill.#i don't know if I'm ever going to make more about this AU#I like to think that they'll both be stuck in the never ending cycling. Maybe it'll end one day? Maybe Bill manage to get the equation.#Or maybe Ford manage to escape Bill's clutches and defeat him#who knows? 🤷🏻♀️#maybe I'll make a few doodles/comics about them one day.#gravity falls#bill cipher#billford#book of bill#the book of bill#stanford pines#endlesspaint#delicioustarong
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I have traveled far beyond the path of reason, take me back to Eden
edit: more context in the tags of the root post
#sleep token#sleep token fanart#levynn tries to draw#so the thought behind this..#there was a lot but in short#the concept is that the moth represents vessel mostly#the masks are the past cycles or states of being#essentially they represent the past selves of the individual#and the moth is chasing those past memories and feelings and familiar things even if they kill it#and Sleep is basically trying to protect them from that#by physically pulling them back#but i wanted to have the tentacles a sort of insect like feel to them#to somewhat evoke a spider in a way so that protection still probably going to harm the moth#and beyond that maybe even play on the idea of it trapping the insect and maybe even consume it up after a period of time#so the moth is both trying to escape that reach but also chasing that pull of the beacon like familiarity of the past#there is no escape#there is no reason left#no options just what is behind and what is in front#stuck between the two#in a way this is an iteration on my idea of the vessel failing and getting lost on the journey at the very end#anyway this was a fun little one day project and i hope you enjoy it at least half as much as i did drawing it
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finally put vega's issues into words that make sense
#my art#doodle#my ocs#one piece ocs#vega#reuben#warubuta pirates#it's fun to have an oc stuck in a self destructive cycle. i don't know what i want to do with the beginning of his story here#do i want to have him fall in the hands of a powerful and cruel crew and make him worse before he gets better#or do i want him to get lucky and find beautiful wonderful weirdos. and feel guilty for being there and run off anyway#he typically gravitates towards people of high social standing as a personal security measure#in his original world rocket arc he decides he wants to be the whisper in the ear on the lap of someone untouchably powerful#and i haven't decided if i really really want to fuck him up by doing that to him in 1pc world too
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#whatever fleeting moment of “I faked it all. I don't need therapy” I had last week.......... that version of me was a fucking liar dalgfdkjg#I.......... I desperately need life to quit being so fucking Much (TM) all the time because boy oh BOY is this a drag#why do the things I love constantly cycle back around to becoming things that upset me and make me feel bad#why do I keep ruining friendships and connections by not being able to reciprocate or reply or stay in touch#why is one task a day seemingly enough to knock me out for a week#why does every decision I make feel like it's the wrong one#in other news: I have still not managed to fucking call the therapy place#and now I'm stuck in the inertia of feeling bad about it but unable to do it#back on my complaining bullshit what's new#simon.out.#I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you. just know I wish I wasn't like that
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Yo wait, has anyone made skyrim dca? As dwemer automations? Hello? That idea has been bouncing around my head for a while... that would be so fun
Gonna try my hand at it actually
They are the fucking DCA Dwemer City Atendant
#like imagine it#you find them in a dwemer ruin full of falmer. they are a city guard#to simulate a day and night cycle the city had not only lights that dimmed in the night time but also enviroments that changed#like the lamps had a sun motive in the say and changes to a moon and stars motive in the night#and so did the guards. they are sun themed in the day cicle and moon themed in the night#most guards have been disabled by the falmer but one is holding on in the inner part of the city.#they keep the lights on there so the light sensetive falmer dont get there#moon has kinda been stuck in attack mode because as soon as its dark the falmer come in#the dragonborn has a lil quest following them throughout the city as the keep changing between sun and moon in the different parts#depending on if the light are on or off#you help them putting all the lights on#and help them fixing moons problem of being stuck in attack mode#they start following you#and boom dca follower
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hi my beloveds <3 i just wanted to say, i feel so bad lately for not being a better friend and mutual, and i'm so incredibly sorry for that :( i haven't been in a great place mentally these past few months, and i feel so guilty for the fact that i struggle to be active and positive on here. i've been really horrible about keeping up with people and messages and fics etc, and even though i know this is just a hobby and just for fun, i do consider many of you my friends <3 i care about you all so very much and i feel so selfish for being so neglectful of everyone. it's just been very hard for me to balance things in my personal life and on here, and i am truly truly sorry i can't be better about it. i love you always, and i hope everyone knows that <3
#i posted something along these lines on my personal but#i know not everyone saw it or doesn't follow that blog so#i just wanted to say something again#bc even though i know this isn't true i've just been feeling a lot like everyone hates me :( or that i don't care about them#when that could not be farther from the truth#i'm planning on archiving or going inactive at the end of the month if i'm not feeling better by then bc#i just feel like i'm very much stuck in a bad cycle rn and i can't keep doing it to myself anymore.#until then i'll pop on and off here as i have been.#but please know i'm thankful for each and every one of you <3#i'm always thinking of you and wishing the best for you
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doomed by the narrative doesn't just mean "being in a narrative". it means that whatever the character is written to do, the narrative in question, the story, makes it so that the result of their actions will be the same, usually negative or unfair. either a conscious choice from the writer, where there is an overarching curse or theme (you know, like greek tragedy?) that puts that character on a set path from the beginning, sometimes before they were even born, and they cannot stray from it no matter how hard they try or how many chances they might have had to free themselves. or a subconscious choice, where you can see that there could have been such a good story to tell about getting away from that narrative, but the author was too set on their initial decisions, or frankly not that good at writing plot, to see it; so there's a story that forces a character into such a path, full on wasted potential, and we could have done without that. and sometimes there's a mix, where say an author is too stuck on their own religious morality or other types of prejudices and makes up a narrative that dooms a character no matter what. it's intentional, and not in the sense of a good story. in the sense that the author couldn't even think past what they would morally condemn. it's a trope that often uses foreshadowing and makes use of narrative devices. it's generally intentional.
#it's literally just a new name for a trope as old as time#on god#writing#vampires often are doomed by the narrative#because it's an intentional THEME that they are stuck at the age of their death#and so they repeat the cycles they are stuck in#maeglin is doomed by the narrative (and idgaf what you think about him)#because gondolin ONLY EXISTS FOR ITS FALL#and a many-times-cursed character needs to be the one who causes it#maeglin only exists a posteriori as the traitor of gondolin cursed by his father to die like him#glorfindel dying to cover the people escaping? not a narrative doom#he has a death that religiously uplifts him and turns into a sacrifice#NOT a narrative doom#do you see it
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finished two companion arcs today and um. they are not good lol. like mainly the endings were weird and very unsatisfying. I actually feel like I'm losing my mind the more time I sink into this mess
#im not too deep into dragon age lore but with everything i know about the crows i was cringing at the end of lucanis' questline#becoming first talon was corny asf sorry he doesn't need that#sorry i don't think its a good storyline to have someone stuck in a cycle of abuse to become the abuser#UNLESS its just one of many outcomes to a companions arc.... like literally bg3 for example#so so disappointing#datv spoilers#bioware critical#six speaks
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there’s something i feel i can remember..! i don’t want to forget what’s going on. i don’t want to be trapped like this. and i tried again, and stanley pushed a button. is it over? i’m going back. this is more important than you can ever know. this isn’t a challenge, it’s a tragedy. what else is there? what came before this?i can’t lose myself in the stretch of emptiness between you and me. the end will be here soon. very soon. i can wait. i wish you to feel afraid as i do. i’ll give it all up, i’ll burn my story to the ground! it was the only thing in the world that was mine and you’ve run it into the ground. the end is never the end. i can’t quite recall, but i believe my story took place in an office building… is that correct? do you remember? it’s all determined? why don’t i get to decide? why don’t i get a say in all this? the end is never the end. the story needs this. it’s all out of my control now. just your decision as to exactly when you’re going to make me suffer, to leave me all alone. the end is never the end. i know you too well. i need this. and stanley was happy. i will be laughing at every second of your inevitable life from the moment we fade in, to the moment i say “happily ever after”. and stanley was happy. i wanted us to be happy here. and stanley was happy. the story needs you. it cannot exist without you. and stanley was happy. take as much time as you need. and stanley was happy. this is a very sad story about the death of a man named stanley. and stanley was happy. i did enjoy telling his story. so very much. this is the story of a man named stanley. i hope you like it. i hope you understand it. i hope you set stanley free.
#the stanley parable#tsp#tsp narrator#tspud#the ramblings of a lunatic#guys when they replay the stanley parable after forgetting just how royally fucked up it is#like. nobody i know gets it. nobody REALLY gets it#they don’t know… they don’t know..!!!#becuz DUDE. this game drives me INSANE.#you’re going to forget everything. you don’t want to forget anything.#everything will happen again so you’ll never forget. you will never grow as a person because of this.#THE CYCLE! GUYS! THE FUCKING CYCLEEEE#narrator how does it feel. being the truth. when there is no truth. unreliable but the only reliable source#being in control but not of yourself. living but never remembering.#stuck in your time and your mind no matter what you do no matter what happens you will never remember!!!#you will never be able to learn! you will never be able to change it!#you won’t even remember that you wanted to! you won’t remember that you need to!#you won’t remember what you gained or what you lost!#and you’ll forget your own story one day!#you are a showcase you are a short term memory loop put on display for people to gasp at and play with and make money off of#he knows that too!! but he doesn’t at the same time!!!!#he will remember and then forget over and over and over#but we get to remember everything#and he would never understand any look of pity sent his way#help? i don’t need help. what is there to help me with? i have everything i need here. my story and my protagonist.#but ohhhh… ohhhhh buddy. you will never know#he will literally never know#and it drives me fucking insane.
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