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Love is an Art, part 6
masterpost, part 5
Last time, it was more sculpting class, now there's a painting class. Oh boy, how many college classes will I be able to come up with and write scenes for before I get bored of them? lol
The painting studio was always a little chilly. Kouto set up their easel, bringing their half-finished painting out of their cabinet as the studio became busy with the other students arriving. Professor Kali Vos, a drow, nodded at the students on their way in.
“Morning. I expect you all to stay focused today. I’ll be making my rounds to check your work.” They shuffled a few papers on their desk and hummed quietly to themself. The students set their easels up close to their friends in the class, chatting softly as they worked.
“Hi Kouto.” A red haired gnomish student named Leura set up her easel nearby. “Wow, you did a lot more during open studio hours, huh?” She leaned over to look at their work. Kouto grinned, proudly lifting their chin.
“Oh, it’s only half done,” they said, “but it does look pretty good so far.” Leura nodded. Her own painting was in a similar state of completion.
The assignment was to paint something from mythology, researching the myth as thoroughly as possible for research. Leura’s painting was all shades of brown and grey, muted earthy tones depicting the solemn scene of a legendary gnomish hero at her lowest point. The dark cavern scene would be illuminated with glowing moss and mushrooms, small patches of light leading the hero out. Kouto was impressed with Leura’s ability to use such a limited color palette, bringing out the details by keeping the colors blocked instead of letting them blend.
Kouto’s painting used a much larger color palette, vibrant and varied. They were creating a scene from a story they’d heard as a child, which they’d been very happy to find references for in the campus library. It was a trickster story, about a fox that could change its shape and stole a portion of the gods powers by diving deep into their secret well, taking the shape of a fish. The painting depicted this journey into the well, the fox half transfigured into a fish. Vibrant reds and oranges swirled in the deep blues and greens. Kouto was still working on the sunlight in the top of the scene and the magical glow in the bottom. They planned to add pink cherry blossom petals in the water, just for fun.
“Have you seen Prillen’s piece?” Leura nodded towards a blond hauforc student a little ways away. Kouto leaned over to see their canvas, squinted, and hurriedly pulled their glasses out of their bag. “Ah, yeah, they sure have a cool style.” Kouto’s eyes were finally able to focus on the distant painting, all shades of blue and purple with delicate curling textures. They weren’t sure what it was meant to depict yet, but it reminded them of clouds and ocean waves.
“This is honestly the most fun class I’ve taken here,” Leura continued, “I like painting things I can’t see. Still life and figure painting got a little boring for me.” Kouto nodded in agreement, smiling at the variety of styles and color choices on every canvas.
“I still enjoy figure painting more,” they admitted. Leura laughed.
“Well, of course you do. Oh,” she paused and turned to face them more directly. “That reminds me. Unrelated, but, there’s a party tomorrow night.” Her eyes gleamed. “Miriel’s hosting.” Kouto hummed in interest.
“How bad is the substance use going to get? You know I can’t stick around long if people start smoking indoors.”
“It’s probably just going to be drinks.” Leura waved a dismissive hand. “You always leave early anyway.” She winked and gave Kouto a sly smile.
“I suppose I might join in,” Kouto said with a false tone of reluctance. They turned their focus back to their painting. “Miriel does know a lot of fun people. Might be nice to meet a few new friends.” As the class went on, Kouto and Luera worked mostly in silence, commenting on each other’s paintings, stepping back to stretch and take a fresh look at their own progress, and occasionally having to lean aside as the professor walked by and commented on their techniques and color choices.
After and hour and a half of painting, glancing at each other’s work, taking personal comments from the teacher, and trying not to let their hands get too dirty, everyone sighed in relief when class ended. Kouto waited their turn for the sinks, leaving their painting drying on the easel as they went to clean their brushes. The paints were all water based, and could be renewed even if they dried on the palette, which made clean up easier than it would be for some other paints.
Kouto gently passed by someone else who was leaving the sinks, reaching out to turn the cold water back on, running the paintbrushes under the flow and softly spreading their hairs apart to release the excess pigment. Their hands ached, fingers tense from holding a brush for over an hour. They washed their brushes quickly, tapping them against their palm to shake out the water. Someone else stepped forward as they stepped back, taking over the sink before they had a chance to turn the water off.
Packing their brushes carefully away and closing their palette with a lid, Kouto moved their painting to the storage rack, their tools to their bag, and themself out the door. —
Talib hurried out of the pottery studio, only acknowledging his peers with a short nod of recognition as he walked to the central building on campus. He frowned as his left ankle throbbed, already sore. The soft fabric cover inside his prosthetic foot had grown thin with all the walking he had to do around campus, no longer cushioning the stump of his leg the way it was supposed to. He ignored it and walked on, hoping his limp would go unnoticed.
The central building was always busy, full of students coming to eat, socialize, or talk to staff about their schedules and other important things. Talib kept to the outskirts of the crowds with the walls on his left side, head down and hands in pockets. No one paid him any mind, all chatting with friends or hurrying to their own important appointments and classes.
Passing through the door of the cafeteria, Talib raised his head and looked around, spotting Melachi when she stood and waved at him from the middle of the room. He walked over and sat at her table, stretching his left foot out with a sigh as he set his bag down and collapsed into the chair beside her. Across from him, two gnomish students were talking over their lunches, but they looked over him curiously, making him tense and turn his face so they couldn’t stare at his left eye.
“Talib, how’s your day been?” Melachi scooted a plate over to him with a warm smile. “I know you like the glazed salmon.” Talib sat up and grabbed the plate, mouth watering as the tart smell of blackberries and fish wafted to his nose. He ate a few bites before he answered her, eyeing the gnomes warily as they murmured to each other with mischevious smiles. Their faces were similar, both tan with long black hair and square jaws, snouts scrunching and wiggling in their amusement at their hushed conversation. The one on the left had their hair tied into a soft braid, while the other’s hair was cropped short on the right side.
“I’m doing alright, thanks Mel.” He swallowed another bite of salmon, turning his attention away from the chatting pair and back to his friend. “Figure sculpting is going pretty well so far, actually.” Melachi nodded, resting her hand on her chin. Her own plate was half empty, with the remnants of a steak and salad scattered over it.
“You did a private session yesterday, right? With the model?” Talib nodded, mouth full again as he had taken too large a bite. Melachi laughed apologetically.
“Sorry, I’ll wait. Uh, actually, let me introduce my other friends,” she said, turning to gesture at the gnomes. “Eliwe and Tari. Twins. I’m in an architecture class with them.” The twins sat up straight and glanced over silently, smiling and waving. Talib returned the gesture. Eliwe was the twin with the braid, Tari the one with half cropped hair.
“We were just telling Melachi about a party this weekend,” Eliwe said with a gleam in her eye. “Just for fun, you know. Gotta have a party every couple weeks or we’d die of boredom.” Tari giggled at her sister’s comment.
“It’s not going to be a huge party,” she clarified, “but a lot of popular folks are spreading the word.” Talib nodded. “I’m not into parties,” he said, “but I’m sure it’ll be fun.”
“Ah, I just hope I can meet new people,” Melachi spoke up, fiddling with the end of her beard. “Party friends don’t always last, but it’s still fun to hang out and talk. Maybe that art model of yours will be there, huh? I know I’ve seen them at a party before.” The twins laughed, whispering something to each other behind their hands. Talib ignored them, keeping his attention on Melachi.
“Kouto? Maybe they will be. They didn’t say. I mean, I didn’t ask, but you know,” he shrugged weakly. “They’re a nice person,” he continued, “I’ve actually seen them outside class a few times, talked with them a bit.” He glanced down, smiling. “Didn’t expect to find a friend that way.” Melachi tilted her head and leaned closer to him.
“Really? I only met them once, very briefly. How’d they manage to crack your shell so fast?” She teased, smirking at Talib’s flustered blush.
“Oh, I wonder,” Tari remarked with rolling eyes. “Kouto, stringing someone along? What a mystery.” She and Eliwe laughed again, leaning back in their chairs. “And in a figure art class no less. Careful, Talib.” Melachi shot them a confused glare.
“They didn’t like the awkward silence, modeling for just one person,” Talib explained, bristling at Tari’s comment but refusing to acknowledge her. “So they just talked. And I wasn’t going to respond, because I was working on my sculpture, but I kinda talked back a little. We have a few things in common.” He shifted in his seat, finishing off the last bites of his salmon. Melachi nodded.
“I’m glad you’re making more friends, Talib,” she told him, “I know it’s been hard, so far from your home.” She patted him on the shoulder, offering a warm smile. “If you change your mind about parties, let me know. I’ll gladly bring you along and help you meet people.”
“Thanks, Mel, but I think I’ll just stick to my usual quiet evenings.” He pushed his empty plate aside and picked up his bag. “We’re still going to the workshop, right? I’m hoping we can get more of the metal frame done today, I really want to start on the glass part.” Melachi laughed.
“Yeah, let’s go while we still have time.” She stood up and turned to the twins. “I’ll see you two at the party, alright?” They replied with eager nods.
“Can’t wait,” Eliwe said, “Ruven’s coming too, you know him? He’s in the archery club. You’ll like him, I know it.” Melachi shook her head.
“Every time you two try to introduce me to a guy, it’s just because you’re trying to hook me up. I told you, if I want a hookup, I'll find one myself. Leave it alone.” She rolled her eyes with a soft laugh. “Come on Talib, let’s go.” She took him by the arm and pulled him out of the cafeteria, leaving the giggling twins far behind. —
“I want to know more,” Melachi said as she and Talib walked to the workshop. “About Kouto. I’ve heard gossip left and right, not all of it nice.” She frowned, glancing back at the central building. “Tari got turned down by them once and she’s still pretty annoyed about it, if you couldn’t tell.” Talib frowned, scrunching his nose in disgust. “So they’re not even her ex? She’s just annoyed that she got rejected?” Melachi nodded.
“I didn’t think she’d still be so bothered about it. Hope that doesn’t create any drama at the party.”
“Yeah, no kidding.” Talib opened the workshop door and let Melachi in ahead of him. “I’m not sure I want to know all the gossip you’ve heard about Kouto. They’ve been very nice to me so far. Like you said, they’ve cracked my shell. I don’t know if that’s just their charisma or if I’m getting better at being open with people.” He smiled sheepishly, dropping his bag on the shelf near the door and following Melachi to collect their metal bars from the stone closet. “I didn’t like that comment about their modeling work. Made it sound like they’re only doing it to seduce people. That’s so disrespectful. I wanted to tell her off, but they both made me so uncomfortable.” He cast a worried look at Melachi. “Are all your friends like that?”
“Well. Maybe friends was a poor choice of words.” Melachi grimaced, lifting a few metal bars out on her own. “We're not that close. They’re alright during class, but they're still in that early adult rebellion phase, know what I mean?” Talib carried the rest of the metal bars behind her to a work space.
“Do you suppose Kouto will be there? Hope they don’t have to deal with more rude comments from those two.”
“I’m pretty sure they’ll be at the party. Just from what I’ve heard about them,” Melachi explained, “they get around, you know, lots of dates, lots of parties, lots of hookups. Real popular sort. So I expect they’ll show up. And they’ll probably either avoid Tari and Eliwe, or try to be polite and keep things civil. If it gets messy, I’ll leave.”
“Kouto is studying goblin art history,” Talib remarked, turning the conversation aside, “and they’ve got a big family.” He flexed his hands after setting down the metal bars, sitting back on a stool while Melachi opened the forge. “Didn’t say an exact number, but they’ve got, um,” he looked up at the ceiling and chewed his lip for a moment. “One older sibling. At least three younger siblings. All adopted but the youngest.” He dropped his gaze back to Melachi at the forge. “And the youngest likes bugs and spiders.”
“That’s cute,” Melachi laughed. “I think I’d heard about the big family before. Oh, what’s their last name?” She lifted a heated bar with the heavy tongs and brought it over to the anvil. “Loryck! That’s right. Yeah, I don’t live in the same town as them, but they’re a pretty well known family around here.” She pounded the metal into shape with her hammer, turning it one way and another, bending it over the side of the anvil. Talib’s eyes went wide and his ear perked up.
“Loryck? Wait, Kouto is part of the Loryck family?” He stood up from his stool. “As in Ronan Loryck?” Melachi looked startled, pausing in her work.
“Yeah, Ronan’s the grandfather I think. He’s a metalsmith, like me.” “And one of the modern pioneers in advanced prosthetics!” Talib held up his hands, flaring his jointed wood and metal fingers. “These were made with techniques he helped invent.” He grinned. “I knew he lived in this country; that’s half the reason I picked this school. But I didn’t know his own grandkid was going to be one of my classmates. That’s amazing.”
“Your fingers are Ronan’s work? I didn’t know that.” Melachi set down her hammer and walked over to Talib, looking closer at his hands. “He’s more focused on machines and tools than art, but I’ve always admired his ideas and his style.”
“Well, he didn’t personally make my fingers. But he did help invent the methods to make them. I wouldn’t be able to use my hands very well with the older styles of prosthetics.” Talib glanced down at his left foot. It was an older style. Cheaper material, easier to put together, and far less functional. He hadn’t cared enough to get a better one. His hands were more important.
“Maybe you better keep up that friendship then, huh?” Melachi winked. “Maybe Kouto will introduce you to old Ronan.”
“I can’t take advantage of a friendship like that,” Talib protested, “that’s rude.” But he did like the idea, meeting up with the man who had been such a positive force in prosthetics engineering. Maybe asking Ronan to touch up his fingers. “I won’t ask about it,” he told Melachi with a stern look. “But. If Kouto brings it up first. I suppose I wouldn’t turn them down.”
“Good. Now, come on, hold this thing steady for me so I can turn it into a leaf before it gets too cold.” Melachi turned back to the anvil and gestured Talib over. He held the metal bars steady, one by one, as she hammered them into shape. Broad curved leaves and a curling stem. The hammer marks would be smoothed out later, the pieces heated up near to the point of melting so they could be attached to each other. Talib looked longingly towards the glass work side of the studio, thinking ahead to the colors he could use to make the blossoming flower come to life.
His thoughts wandered in the repetition of the work. Colored glass turned to colored cloth, the elegant clothing Kouto always seemed to wear. It suited the image of someone who liked parties. Their carefree mannerisms, happily social even while posing naked in an empty room. Talib couldn’t bring himself to be that confident, especially not while he was still so surrounded by unfamiliar people. He hadn’t been that confident around his childhood friends. If Kouto still felt any insecurity over their myriad scars, they hid it well. Talib looked over his own scars again as he turned another metal bar over for Melachi. He could learn a thing or two from Kouto, he thought.
#writeblr#winks writing#love is an art#romance writing#so much of this story is improvised#so if details get a bit redundant#or make no sense#i am very very sorry#all the side characters are just pulled out of thin air#the only characters that matter are talib kouto and melachi
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it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this
#making this at 2 am was like top 10 autism moment for me#this is helping me make sense of so many things hopefully it helps someone else too idk#user macdenlover drops badly drawn infographic media literacy rates skyrocket theres world peace#anyways#for sunny 1.5 is the sweet spot for me. a sexy medium rare if u will#but it completely depends on the piece of media#with supernatural i was a 2.5 on a good day.
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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Clan head!Gojo
#gojo x you#gojo x reader#gojo smut#gojo satoru#jjk fanart#english is not my first language if anything sounds weird im sorry pls pretend it makes sense#gojo satoru smut
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If a felon is president, every felon needs to be able to vote immediately from this moment forward
#laurelcore#it’s infuriating#me rn#make that make sense#wait you can’t because it doesn’t and it never will
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Felt a need to draw hugs (thinking about sea grunks has made me extra emotional :’))
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#my art#sea grunks#sketches#comic#stan pines#ford pines#I saw a video on instagram with the concept of the under circle hug? i guess it would be?#and instantly had to do it with the boys#mabel 100% taught that to stan as in case ford got sad so make him feel better tactic#i also like to think they can sense when the other is feeling down#so initiate make your twin feel better is a-go#oooough they make me emotional 😭
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submissive in the way a livestock guardian dog is submissive to the sheep it kills wolves for
#Does this make any sense. gay people in my phone please understand me#my posts#puppy sub#<- funniest tag i could think to file this under
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#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#laios touden#the canaries#cithis ofri#pattadol of the house of vari#fleki dungeon meshi#lycion dungeon meshi#otta dungeon meshi#this makes no sense but#whatever man
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the extent that i would be at emo night at sneaky dees every single weekend is crazy. you would think i was canadian.
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the youtube "stop drawing like this" community doesn't want you to know this but you can shade however you want forever btw. it doesn't have to make sense in fact you should actively be pissing people off with how inaccurate your light source is
#fawfposting#anyway. shade with black. shade with colors that make no fucking sense#do whatever you want forever
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is it really true that the average person's pain level is a 0?
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i went to get my t-shot yesterday and it took me an hour and a half to get to the clinic and as soon as i got on the bed the nurse dropped my t-shot and it broke and now they're trying to make me pay for the replacement. i think the fuck not lmao
#why should i have to pay money because SOMEONE ELSE dropped my medication!!! make it make sense#also they kept referring to 'the medicine that got broken' please drop that youtuber apology line and lose the passive voice#it did not 'get broken' YOU BROKE IT#madness. utter madness.
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resurrection is sort of romantic, isnt it
#farcille#falin touden#farlyn thorden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#my art#Linktoo art#lets get that yuri on the road. who has a good analysis of these two. they have a lot of symbolism but I want to see like#someone get into the feelings they have for each other about how they see each other romantically. if that makes sense#tw blood
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