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its really awesummmmm to have body image problems in the world that we live in even trying to “eat healthily” always feels like subjecting myself to a disordered form of eating somehow because my palate is so rectricted already but when i just eat normal stuff that i enjoy like fucking TOAST i start feeling like im going to be killed badly and i overthink every meal choice i make and the amount of ambient Food Noise in my brain at all times is so overwhelming it makes me sick esp when all my “body positive” friends and family are always talking about diet this and diet that and protein shakes and what have you because it’s so insanely normal to do so and my algorithm wont stop showing me healthy cooking videos and talking about protein every meal, diet matters more than exercise, carb replacements tofu pancakes shut up SHUT UPPPPP!!!!!!!!! FUCKK
#i gained a lot of weight on my antidepressants and i cant just stop taking them but it is like fucking up my brain soooo bad to exist#like my brain knows its fine and normal but it doesnt even matter like i live with so much cognitive dissonance it’s become unreal#plus im on the Apps so my physical appearance really does have a direct impact on my life so im always thinking about it all the time#and it curtails with me being a picky eater which i feel like is heinous and morally weong on my part and i feel such an immense GUILT#about it while also being aware i cant really do anything about it yayyyyyy#and then even posting about it feels wrong because im like maybe externalizing it is worse blah blah blah#just feels like something is REALLY wrong with how i think about myself but theres no way to deal with it because#having that mindset about your body is literally the normal state of affairs in everyone else like#personal#flumps. i need to go do pilates now. i guess.
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Alice stop thinking about how much better DS9 would be as an immersive hotel you don't have TIME to make a made-up hotel from scratch
#its soooooooooooo easy is the thing. people in star trek actually use data pads#and if something is wrong you could have engineers walking around that you could ask for help from in character#like 'excuse me I'm a starfleet engineer and we got reports of malfunctioning data pads! have you experienced any malfunction of late?'#so easy...#and it could be immersive you could use the app to trade your self-sealing stem bolts#you could have an outdoor pool area and a gym as 'holodeck programs'#all the stores would be functioning and you have plenty of already established places for story moments#omg........ karaoke in vic fontaine's club............#you could even have a panic attack in the jefferies tube! immersive!
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i love how using duol*ngo takes forever to get me anywhere meaningful. 4 facking units of just saying. the man the woman. i am an apple. i drink juice. over and over and over again!!! and then i start another online course [FOR FREE!!] and i learn how to say please and thank you and hello and goodbye within the first 3 lessons. man
#i am NOT paying for the app either btw. and i dont want to!!! it sucks#TEACH ME SOMETHING IMPORTANT!!!!!#it doesn't explain grammar rules either which is so. SO stupid#dont tell me im wrong without explaining WHY im wrong. of course im gonna keep making the same mistake!!! BOOOOO#ofc learninf other important stuff in the course too. with so much more context. its so much more helpful#AND theres still quizzes at the end which is very fun and im Winning
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I mean this with no disrespect but I think you should get on Tinder or Grindr or smth
im not a hook ups person (+ id probably be banned from grindr due to the Way I Appear. Currently.) and am a firm believer of "if you dont like where you live dont date where you live" unfortunately :(
and I won't go into it but dating apps (if the implication wasn't hooking up) are. So difficult for me ! Very against how I think about connecting wit people... i just don't think any of what i seek is in the cards for me ^_^ which would be fine if not for the Hunger LOL
#no dating apps no meeting people irl has always struggled with making friends even online...#yeah i. ive already started leaning into The Reality of Things. dont get me wrong#its just difficult! i wish i couldve experienced any of it at least once. in a meaningful way...#anonymous#skunk mail#you know what i mean#ugh. its been making me so sad. i dont think im meant to have anyone and im trying to accept it but its so difficult#id be fine if they could just hurry up and make something that mimics the touch and love of a real human being ok!!
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everyday i wake up and have to start a new boss challenge called dealing with my mother
#not a single speck of consideration for whether or not i'm busy or tired or sleeping#she doesn't even TRY. the text is too small? ok i'll make it bigger. but wait now she's lazy to read. doesn't even want to try to understan#we had this whole thing yesterday where she was raising her voice at me bc she didn't get that#basically free shipping if products r over $500. our Total (incl. delivery) was $488 and she wanted to add on but i told her no... delivery#is $70. and she wasnt getting me so she was raising her voice like holy shittt not everything has to result in you yelling!!!!#you wake me up when i'm sleeping just to help you. you disturb me when i'm studying omggg girl please....#i remember her [ why does it say– what transaction? i didn't make any transaction ] the text was literally-#[ no current transaction history ] smth like that like MOTHER???????????? and i think she's been telling my sister i'm complaining abt it#should i die. 1 like i'll do it#power outage started so i'm going to stay in my room and nap until lunch fml#but i have to go out and help my mom with an app thing first bc ofc#she admits shes just not bothered to READ. when it comes to emails or ordering food or anything like ohvm mymgodog#and shes so short tempered fuckkk ?!?#AH. EDIT BC I REMEMBERED. when she got an email today.. her application was rejected#for smth smth. anyways it told her she could login to the website using her birth info. (e.g 1870....) and she was like#u typed something wrong bc why does it say 1870... LIKE MOTHER ITS AN EXAMPELREFKWKSABHAHHHHH#THE EXAMPLE DIDNT EVEN HAVE HER NAME?!?£#💭#cw rant#negative
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Hey fellow Tumblr deziens. Is anyones tumblr messages not loading? I dont use it so its not really a big deal but mine keeps saying "something went screwy" when i open the page.
I guess if I end up messaging you just know its some weird tumblr glitch and not me. Mine is not working for me and i dont really use that feature anyways??
Just a psa for y'all....just in case 'cause the vibes are off.
#mrow post#save#just an fyi#may be that the app is shitting itself once again and its nothing im just tryna be proactive here in case something is wrong
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why did barnes and noble absolutely fuck the nook app what do you MEAN you can no longer purchase an ebook direct in the app & you have to add it to your wishlist then purchase it from the website then wait for an email to download it???
#& it immediately locked me out of the account after one wrong password attempt & since ive used the app literally forevwr#its on a shared account w my mom which was never an issue bcus she doesnt read ebooks & would have to go out of her way to check what im#buying & never has/would but now since they changed it its like#'hey do you want us to send the download link to your mom?' so she'll have to forward it to me & absolutely see what im buying??#the one time im buying something id actively not want her to see jnstead of some random scifi novel?#fuck OFF i really had to makr a new account just for this one thing thanks b&n#i should learn how to pirate books it was never worth the effort before but fuck this#texticles
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#i wish i could just have one normal conversation where i say the right correct things that are normal#in the right tone of voice and everything#this isnt about anyone or any friend stuff it's about me getting a phone call for a job interview & fumbling it#like idk what it is but the way i talk and interact with people is always incorrect#im saying this on the verge of tears. i try so. fucking. hard. to interact and be social#and make connections with people and it feels like im a fucking space alien making a fool of myself#i dont belong in any group ive ever been in and i never will#and i can't even answer a phone call about my availability without my brain melting out of my ears so i forget#everything ive been trying so hard to remember and say and do better#..... i wanna feel like an important person in a group#i wanna be part of something and feel important and like im needed#and i would be missed if i was gone#i think i could just quietly delete all my social media apps and disappear from every place ive ever been in#and nobody would even notice. i literally dont add anything#im just gonna be some awkward random freak in whatever job i get too#im not ever gonna be liked or depended upon or needed for anything#every other job ive had ive always just felt in the way and awkward and clueless#nobody ever makes small talk with me or comes up to me or invites me to stuff#am i doing something wrong? was friendship supposed to come out of it? what did i miss?#im so sick of being a fucking failure i just dont wanna talk to anyone ever again i just wanna be alone forever#its impossible everythign is impossible
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Honestly from a writing perspective, I think the Pomefiore house has the best character development so far?? I mean this is probably purely due to luck because their house was right around when the books started getting longer, they play a big part in Ignihyde which is almost comically long, and just had an event themed around one of their dorm members but HOLY SHIT. Even if I don’t always agree with Vil I just respect him as a character because of the whole arc he went through, Rook is always fun to be around, and Epel is out here having like MULTIPLE character arcs, which is way more than I expected. It almost makes me wish the other dorms had stories this long so we could see what this would be like for every dorm, but I don’t want to sound like I’m demanding anything from a team that’s already working hard lmao. Idk I’m rambling but anything involving the Pomefiore members is guaranteed to FUCK (I could write whole paragraphs on Vil and Epel alone)
#I’m gonna be honest I really underestimated twst’s writing when I first downloaded it#like yeah it isn’t perfect and the game has its very obvious flaws#but holy shit some of this is actually like. really REALLY good???#like I literally hope the best for this series I hope it gets a deal for like a remaster with a higher budget or something good like that#because some of this stuff is just too good to be confined to a free gacha game iPhone app#idk I was surprised because every other gacha game I’ve played before had just like. trash writing#like I couldn’t care less about anything that was happening#twst#twisted wonderland#twst vil#twst epel#twst pomefiore#if you read all of this#no- you did not just hear me say I hope twst gets remastered and become like a console game or some shit#god that’s the neediest shit I’ve ever said#made no sense whatsoever but yeah I wish the best for series and hope it continues#twst rook#I SPELLED HIS NAME WRONG THE FIRST TIME AND HAD TO DELETE THE TAG AKSHDGSJA
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why does my friend have a burn book but. for our school
#annie.txt#tecgnically its not a burn book it's a like. notes app list of people who he thinks have done something wrong (tbh a lot of them#are genuinely pretty shitty people)#but still
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Gonna make my stoned rambling short and say Drew isn't a Florida Man doing a southern accent when he forces one, he is a southern man and when a southerner with a more neutral (northern) accent forces a southern one, they really just use their natural accent. He's done it before and sounded like a North Florida swamp person. Source: I'm from North Carolina and sound more Northern, when I force a joking southern accent it's just a North Carolina one.
And I wish he'd talk like that more.
#the nc accent is more throaty#it's been described as talking like you have something stuck in your throat and it feels like it too imo#so its easier for me to just not#Florida doesnt come across southern bc of the south part of Florida#it's a unique state where the more north you go the more southern it is#might be wrong idk#also he pronounces app like a hick hes one of us ONE OF US ONE OF US ONE OF US
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Frog!! :D
#went over my gran's and finally got to see one of the frogs#there's been frogs there for years but ive never seen them#idk what's wrong with that last pic it looks like a painting for some reason#not sure if my camera app did something or what#i promise it's not ai generated its very much a real frog
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something i’ve seen frequently in football circles especially with the rise of social media (where ppl engage with the sport in absolutely bizarre ways but that’s another topic for another day) is this longstanding obsession with ‘(winning) mentality.’ how is it quantified? how do you prove its existence? how consistent must it be for a club to acquire this ‘mentality?’ it’s just bonkers to me because you’d assume that every club and every fanbase would want to win, just some a) have better resources to do so or b) some overperform/underperform as is the case with any sport which leads to drawing some kind of conclusions about this ‘mentality’ or c) some fanbases just have a better time rationalising a potential loss within the external factors which of course also leads to drawing conclusions about this ‘mentality.’ i guess my problem with it is just that it’s become such a buzzword where teams get either praised or insulted for their mentality when it’s so subjective and influenced by other factors too (doing well, doing badly, general trajectory of the club, personal satisfaction with individual achievements, media opinion, etc).
#was looking at absolutely ludicrous exchanges on the bird app and it’s just like ?#for example woolwich fans (and henry) saying tottenham fans have a weak mentality for being satisfied with a draw#which a) is not true and b) one could point to their team being on top of the league all season and croaking during the run in#is that winning mentality? but then again you could argue that they had a young squad that overperformed massively#and even then you would be ignoring external factors in all of these situations which for spurs’ case would be#having a fresh starting xi most of whom are young and haven’t played for the team/pl (on this level) before#and that historically tottenham have had an abysmal record at the emirates so a draw and positive footy are taken as a good result#and for woolwich (calling them this bc i don’t want fights lol) you’ve also got to see that#the season had a full wc in the middle and many many other top 4-6 teams underperformed#i just feel like this buzzword that we’ve got now this mentality is disguising#discussions abt the core issues of a team or even halfway intellectual discussions abt football#and it’s a bit discouraging like you want to talk abt a club struggling or doing well and it’s like it’s the mentality harhar#mentality at its essence is important don’t get me wrong you’re more likely to play better for a team if you believe you can do well#but every fan can point to times of good and bad mentality. what’s more important is that the captains get up and the whole squad believes#in itself and whatever it is that is binding them together and just have faith#that’s what makes the winning so special. not so much the mentality and the potential pressure it puts on a player and club to perform#but that belief in something beyond just winning that is what makes it consistent#in a perfect world anyway in reality the richest clubs win that’s just the way things go
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Bro the way its so fucking obvious which users came from Twitter and which ones have been here for a while
#Stfu about your “drama” and what not.#2 wrongs don't make a right#And stop asking if its okay to tell people to kys on this app the answer is no and if your asking that question in the first place#Go get some fucking help.#Yall need to chill tf out and stop LOOKING for things that make you mad#Its very hard to find it on here because most of mind our own damn business#And if we see something we don't like?#Scroll.#I might need to put these tags in a reboot
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bad mental health shitposting cw
VENT APP DELETES POSTS CONTAINING SUICIDAL IDEATION TUMBLR VENTPOSTING IS BACK IN THE MENU
#suicidal ideation#flashing images#Dev Talks#👆👆👆👆 only talks of it; im fine im prommy. just had like. a moment that i had to get it out (and process/reflect for a bit)#turns out vent app considers any mentions of suicide a no no? (like not talking about committing the act but Literally any mentions of it)#woudl delete it but ..... still waiting on that export download + its the only place i can vent w/out worrying abt ppl who know me seeing#them :\ which.... makes it annoying when have to further abstractify those thoughts just so it could go through a filter as if its tiktok#(which defeats the purpose of the app the the features inside....)#anyways.... i over share too much#there is something very very very wrong with me
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weird i tried to set the option to make that other post non-rebloggable through the mobile app but it was letting me reblog until i specifically edited it on the web browser...
#idk if i just did something wrong when posting it originally that caused the setting for no reblogs to not go through or#if its just the app being weird but like why does the toggle seem to not do anything on mobile
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