#or if im just fucking delusional
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Fml is this a crush or do I just wanna be friends with this guy
#ari says shit#i cant tell the difference between platonic and romantic sometimes#especially cuz my prior “partners” were all my friends at some point#I cant tell if i want to be friends with him or if this is attraction#fuck#ughhhh#i hate everything#i hate feelings#i hate questioning if im even alloromantic#or if im just fucking delusional#/nav btw#im just so GRAAHHHH#like i enjoy his company but like..mm as a friend???? or as something elseee????#im gonna cry#omnisexual#pansexual#with a preference#basically#oh fuck wait what if hes straight#OH FUCK WHAT IF HES STRAIGHT#GAHHHHHHHHHH#I FORGOT THAT WAS AN ISSUE FOR ME#FUCKKK
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Mother and Father 🫶
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#arlevie#CANON CANT HURT ME IF IM DELUSIONAL ENOUGH!!!!#I feel like im a peasant who was just struck with the bubonic plague#they're rotting my brain so fucking bad ive yet to have a moment of peace since the animated short dropped#head in hands shaking crying throwing up because Clervie would've been a wonderful mother to the hoth children#the way she would've given them all the genuine affection and care she never received from her own mother#Not to mention she wouldve had arle's curse in check and softened her out around the edges for the children as well
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Dont be nice to me unless you want to get married
#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#coquette#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#grunge#90s#alternative#courtney love#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#alt girl#girl problems#just girly things#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girlhood#crush#lana del slay#delulu#delusional#whats going on#what the fuck#idk what im doing#what am i doing#what am i even doing#situationships
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yes!
#girlhood#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#this is what makes us girls#cinnamon girl#born to die#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#lana is god#im just a girl#bambi girl#girlblog#deergirl#delusional#lana del rey#quotes#girl interrupted#i hate men#honeymoon#hell is a teenage girl#the virgin suicides#girlcore#girl hysteria#female hysteria#norman fucking rockwell#female rage#lust for life#sadgirl#marie antoinette#needy princess#sofia coppola archive#girl tumblr
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youre not strong enough
#idek what im doing w my art anymore LOL im just fucking around atp#hopefully ill improve over the next semester... which starts... soon 💀💀💀 ill still try to post at least once a week (delusional)#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#hidden inventory arc#nanami kento#kento nanami#teen nanami#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#teen gojo#my art#nanago#gonana
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I like your saiteru posts but I can't shake the idea that Teruhashi only loves the idea of Saiki and not actually Saiki, especially since she hated when he gave her a glimpse of himself when he was competitive during their date.
ive seen this take floating around a few times, this whole "teruhashis mental image of saiki is wrong" "teruhashi wouldnt love him if she got to know him" "teruhashi hated any time she saw his REAL personality" and i just dont get it because like...
this scene?? the scene where hes being inconsiderate, rude, not taking her feelings into account, making her play games she doesnt even want to play, acting like a gooner, etc? THIS is the scene you thought was him showing her a glimpse of what hes really like??? where did you get that from?/genq
hes competitive, yeah, but this… isnt being competitive, its just being an asshole. thats not what hes like when hes trying to win. him wanting to win games and show off with his powers is not equivalent to being an inconsiderate tryhard who wants to make everyone do what he wants with no thought to what they want…
but youre ALSOOOOO forgetting that she actually did end up being like… “hehe i still wuv him 😚” after this…
so.. on THAT note, i need everyone to pay really really close attention to what im about to say…
she loves him when hes rude, inconsiderate, pushy, competitive…
she loves him when hes open, popular, kind, powerful, reading her mind…
she loves him when hes gloomy, monotone, boring, quiet…
she loves him when hes a GIRL.
so why is the conclusion here “she wouldnt love him for the real him”? the logical conclusion here seems to be “she would love him no matter what”
WHAT ABOUT THAT DOESNT SCREAM “LOVE”?
and regarding her "only loving his persona the same way people only love teruhashis", i think everything above disproves that anyway but i have to go more into it because not only have you misunderstood me but this also implies you think none of saiki and teruhashis friends truly love them at all 😭
saikis quiet, boring self isnt completely not him. its still him, just a different side of him than you might be used to as a viewer. you guys have to understand that although, yes, he is masking and putting up a front, that doesnt mean EVERY part of him that people see is fake 😭 its the same with teruhashi, she doesnt have a single tangible "true" self entirely on the inside and a single tangible "fake" self entirely on the outside, its NOT completely black and white! PEOPLE arent completely black and white!
youre forgetting that me saying those guys (the kokomins and all those gross ew men) dont love her because they dont know and see her was accompanied by a picture of them literally asking her to continue validating them immediately after she woke up from passing out 😭 they quite literally dont love or care about her, not even about her image, they just like the idea of her image and want her to make them feel good. the whole "nobody sees and knows and loves her" doesnt apply in the same way to yumehara and their other friends, they may not truly see her with the same depth that saiki does but that doesnt mean their care for her is fake, because they DONT care more about her image than just her and being in her company even if they do still see the parts of her that ARE fake.
you cant just take the idea that they fake a lot of themselves around others and morph that into "every single thing people see of them is fake and every single thing they dont see is an accurate representation of their true selves", it just doesnt work like that 😭 regardless of saikis power and silliness and sweetness and competitiveness, hes still a quiet guy with a gloomy face. and regardless of teruhashis cuntiness (lol) and competitiveness and obsessiveness and silliness, shes still a sweet girl who enjoys making people happy. they can be BOTH and thats okay!
this misunderstanding is like youre hearing someones thoughts and thinking "oh what a blunt person" like well... no because not everything in your head defines your personality or is something youd ever want or need to say aloud. everyone thinks crazy things, had wrong initial impressions, etc, do you see my point?? am i getting this across properly??? saiki still enjoys sitting in his house and doing nothing but eating coffee jelly and playing video games and teruhashi still enjoys when she makes people happy, those things arent fake just because they contribute to their fake personas... saiki also would not have been singing and doing standup or whatever the hell people are convinced he wouldve been doing at the mixer with someone hes "more comfortable" with, he doesnt do that shit around anyone 😭 not around his family and not around the psychickers, so im not sure where people got the idea that her thinking he would sit there and do nothing was her not understanding him or that the way he was making the guys act was how he truly wants to act 😭 he can sing and crack jokes but he never has around anyone so we dont know if thats what he wants to do, i dont even remember him making jokes aloud to the psychickers other than being a little sassy ☠️ the most i remember is him making short silly jokes to tease his dad or toritsuka... you guys just assume that hes the type of guy to stand up and sing and yell and make everyone roll over laughing because idk... maybe you cant stand the idea that your fav might not be a sexy loud confident alpha male and might actually be a little guy who loves video games and watching people and being a little brat on occasion ☠️
i feel like this take is just you guys taking both their insecurities SUPER seriously, because what else could be making you think that ANYONE who doesnt know about his powers doesnt truly love or care for saiki??
anyway... it clearly just doesnt matter to her how he acts because she just loves him and enjoys his company no matter what. thats love.
#terusai haters stay delusional#not you anons you were pretty polite im just using this as an opportunity to talk about a lot of stuff#thank you for the asks#im just assuming you both got this from a certain highly delusional source#ive said this before but the most 'true' that we see saiki in my opinion was the horse race episode#the way he is with akechi encompasses a lot of the true elements of himself#and guess what??? its extremely similar to him when he was playing video games with kaido kuboyasu and nendo#that to me is what you get when you simply take away most of the faked parts of saiki. the person he is around others doesnt just go away.#theres just more to it is all#sorry this post is so long im fucking crazy#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#teruhashi kokomi#terusai#saiteru#meows post#meownalysis#<- sorta
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thinking abt canpru dumbshit again
#sighhh canpru is like really funny to me#my most delusional ship#i used to not even like them#i kinda like all the basic shit now hu🤔🤔#i cant even act like its original cuz prucan is that one ship everyone scratches their head about like… where did this come from.#and forever im like… i used to be a hater but then i thought abt them differently and started giving a fuck💔💔💔#ok actual tags now cuz tagging is important to me#hws canada#canada hetalia#prussia hetalia#canpru#prucan#like this is just a sketch but ☝️🤓 i like when people tag their stuff cuz i really relly on tumblrs tag filtering system and somone might b#relying on it too for the shit im posting#ok have a good day to whoever reads these❤️❤️❤️#my art
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a man and his bestie
[they just killed a man]
#FUCK I HAD SO MUCH FUN DRAWING HIS HAIR??!!!!#only 5 episodes in i’m LOSING IT ALREWADY#JOHN I LOVE YOU????????? HES SO COOL???????????#IM FUCKING DELUSIONAL HES NOT EVEN LIKE. HUMAN. HES JUST SHADOW#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#malevolent
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guh just finished playing dsaf 3 i am. mentally unwell
#LIKE WHAT THE FUCK MAN YOU CANT JUST DO THAT#i fucking cried only one game has ever made me cry and that was when i was like seven and first beat minecraft#i still gotta do the evil route but omy god#hey guys what if. what if fredbear lets jack move on and we dont see it. thats what happened actually#<-(delusional)#that said though i do love it its bittersweet and so fuckinf sad but really good#one minute im buying cocaine froma horde of angry toddlers and rhe next im SOBBING about these purple and orange WORMS therse FREAKS i HATE#THEM#my art#dave miller#dayshift at freddys#dsaf#dsaf fanart#i dont really know what this art is i was just sad and making drawing and the ueh#dsaf blackjack
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My prediction for October 19th is this. Dan and Phil holding small pride flags together, FOB and/or MCR playing in the background, and in sync they say, “no but seriously imagine it” before they turn to each other. They smile softly as they giggle together and then lean in until the moment their lips almost touch and the video abruptly ends. They never acknowledge it again and act confused when people bring it up afterwards. Effectively, they take the opportunity to gaslight the hell out of us
#phan#amazingphil#phil lester#dan and phil#dan howell#dip and pip#dnp#daniel howell#im 98% sure nothing will happen but that 2% margin is too much for me#im being delusional ignore me#no but seriously imagine it haunts my dreams at this point#i honestly want it to happen just so we’ve moved on at this point#edit post prophecy day: i fucking called it gosh i love them they are so unserious and funny
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fun little jayvik tidbits from (pre-retcon) league lore for arcane-onlys!
jayce always viewed viktor with rose-tinted glasses. that isn't an arcane-only change they made.
jayce's account of them working together in their academy days:
vs viktor's account:
even in their divorce era, jayce still saw viktor with emotions that he has long since discarded.
jayce's account from the fight:
vs viktor's account:
and finally, in the aftermath:
jayce's account:
and viktor's:
viktor truly won the idgaf wars when it came to jayce in league canon
#its so funny to me how jayce was like “thats the one guy who could stand me” and you cut to viktor and he's like “he's fucking insufferable”#jayce giopara may be gone now but he will never be forgotten by me#he was an insufferable asshat but i still love him dearly#anyways dont let anyone (read: linke) tell yall you're just delusional about jayvik bc the signs were always there#arcane just amplified it by a thousand and actually made them close in their academy days#and made jayce talis an absolute sweetheart in comparison to jayce giopara#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#or more accurately#jayce giopara#viktor arcane#viktor league of legends#league of legends#jayce talis would fucking HATE jayce giopara#im of the opinion that s2 jayce talis would bring down the hammer on jayce giopara with no hesitation#bc giopara will say one wrong thing to arcane viktor and talis will just go “ok thats enough out of you. begone”#sef rambles
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current fallen london fandom experience feels like im standing at the corner of a party holding a sippy cup going. i thought firmament has been pretty fun and intriguing so far
#it wasn't THAT hard to understand what was going on#obtuse and chaotic and full of weird backwards imagery? yes but honestly at this point it's a feature#pretty much the only chapter so far where i didnt have at least a vague mental outline of the ongoing plot is chapter 1#and honestly that's probably owed to the fact it hits you with lots of shit right off the bat that doesnt really. like#Become Clearer until i'd say just now when chapter 3 has released#but like. there's a clear plotted course from A to B here? LOTS of bewildering stuff sandwiched between it all#but the core plot has been pretty concrete. there's a weird fire dream. we're following it. fanfiction writers are fucking with us.#there's a divorced angel now.#not like it's any more or less batshit than usual FL lore offerings#yin-thoughts#fallen london#idk maybe im just delusional#fallen london spoilers#firmament spoilers
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Tiny gf struggles
#genshin impact#clorinde#lynette#clorinette#LOOKING FOR REFERENCES OF CLORINDE'S BACK WITHOUT HER FUCK ASS CAPE THING WAS A TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE#LITERALLY HAD TO MOD MY GAME JUST SO I CAN HAVE SOME DECENT REFERENCES#anyways after seeing their canon height difference in-game i havent been the same since#they look so good together in my delusional brain im chewing the walls like a rat as we speak
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I'm back pushing my terricky agenda onto you all- what do you know about them? what do you knOW about thEM?? anyway i love them with all my heart and here's my design notes on this -
so this is pre-betrayal. don't ask me the timeline, I may have the timeline but I'm not placing this anywhere First and foremost, on the left- it's not coloured and wont be because I'm lazy but Nicky is wearing Terry's purple sweater, and Terry is wearing a Glenn Close Trio shirt that Nicky has had for years at this point On one of Nicky's many necklaces is a guitar pick, one of the first ones Glenn gave him after he remembered both timelines. He turned it into a necklace to always keep on him, even when they fight and argue. Terry is wearing one of those tight-knit fishnet undershirts with an open chest (saw an image on Pinterest of it and went with it) with one of those sheer mesh cropped shirts over top. His big ass goth ass coat is lacking details again bc lazy but it definitely has a lot more pockets and buckles on it. And yes, Goth Terry is Canon to Me and he absolutely would do some really cool ass punk inspired makeup on Nicky or try out different trad goth makeup ideas on him for fun. Nicky, in turn, paints his nails. Typically they were always black, but occasionally they'd be red or purple or what have you if they felt a lil spicy. Terry also only wears upside down cross jewelry so that normal cross necklaces don't bother Nicky, because you know,,, demon
Also Nicky's tail is wrapped around Terry's leg because he's fruity I stand on the fact that Nicky crushed and fell first and Terry did not realize for a Very Long time because he's a fucking Dumbass and I love him for it
thank you for coming to my Ted (Terricky) Talk, I'll see you again another time when I crawl from the void
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads s2#dndads s1#terrick#terry jr#dndaddies#nicholas foster#nick close#i have so many thoughts#terricky#im a terrick girlie all the way#terrick is my favorite of all time they make me fucking ILL <33#terry jr stampler#Goth Terry#Goth terry jr#terry being goth is the realest thing around#just like terricky#they're friends to enemies to lovers your honor#well#friends (with feelings theyre just too dumb to realize) to enemies (though one is just his own enemy) to lovers (they can work through it)#but like same thing#these crazy kids can make it work#im delusional but it's okay they're amazing and I love them#i will spread my propaganda of them#i know people love nark but please give them a c h a n c e#pandarts
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how i live knowing nothing and nobody is real
#cutest horrors 🪦ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི#creepy cute#creepy girl#creepycore#creepy doll#cute gore#cutegore#cutecore#g0re lover#g0recore#g0r3c0r3#g0rewh0re#yandere gf#kawai girl#im just a girl#needy girl overdose#needy streamer overload#kangel#kawaii#ame chan#mentally fucked#monika ddlc#yuri ddlc#dollblr#dollcore#delulu#ddlc#delusional#doki doki literature club#female manipulator
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201 DAYS UNTIL MY DAD AND I SEE THE BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED GERARD WAY, MIKEY WAY, RAY TORO, AND FRANK IERO ON STAGE AT METLIFE STADIUM ‼️
I'm so fucking excited!
#metlife stadium#mcr#my chemical fucking romance#mikey way#gerard way#frank iero#ray toro#long live the black parade#lltbp#hoping they announce mcr5 there#i think im just delusional
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