#im being delusional ignore me
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My prediction for October 19th is this. Dan and Phil holding small pride flags together, FOB and/or MCR playing in the background, and in sync they say, “no but seriously imagine it” before they turn to each other. They smile softly as they giggle together and then lean in until the moment their lips almost touch and the video abruptly ends. They never acknowledge it again and act confused when people bring it up afterwards. Effectively, they take the opportunity to gaslight the hell out of us
#phan#amazingphil#phil lester#dan and phil#dan howell#dip and pip#dnp#daniel howell#im 98% sure nothing will happen but that 2% margin is too much for me#im being delusional ignore me#no but seriously imagine it haunts my dreams at this point#i honestly want it to happen just so we’ve moved on at this point#edit post prophecy day: i fucking called it gosh i love them they are so unserious and funny
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Really really excited for @tollingreminiscentbells ' upcoming radioapple au. Lucipurr is clearly the star of this show
(Some more doodles under the cut)
#radioapple#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#tollingreminiscentbells#my art#im a sucker for human/demon relationships i cant help it#the selfcest is not related to their fic. that’s me being delusional. ignore that.
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i do think that ren was lowkey made to be a character i loved because to start: red black and white is literally my favourite colour combination and joker and the entire games design is primarily those three colours which is GREAT (my wardrobe literally consists of black and red lmao). and we somewhat look the same like he is a fluffy haired bisexual boy who is also kinda transgender and thats so fun we are literally the same person actually and i will not hear any different!
#im being a little delusional and silly ignore me#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#joker persona 5#joker p5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu
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Soo…I Had a sillie lil dream that I was gifted with the same bracelet like in this official art, from genya…..
So I made it-…
#IK IK ITS NOT A CAT CHARM#BUT ITS CLOSE ENOUGH#LET ME BE DELULU#IM NOT TAKING IT OFF‼️🫵#(also please ignore my lil pelitos😔…)#✨mj being delusional again✨#it was a cute dream toooo😞#“IM NO SIMP’’#I say#and here I am doing sillie things like this-
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do you also think about ekky, in his first full game back after rehab, the practise held the day afterwards, when asked how easy it was to play with forsy again going "its like having your own cheat code out there" and "im blessed to be able to play with such an awesome partner" thanks man very nice
#its the witching hour and they consume my thoughts#fork found in kitchen unfortunately#but also thanks jameson for phrasing it as “is it like you never left?” and ekky jumps on that going “yep thats exactly what i wanted”#like thats not gonna fucking haunt me at all#take a swig anytime ekky describes being able to play with forsy as being “blessed”#sumn sumn body like a greek god sumn worship him like one too or other#the religious undertones in sports is impossible to ignore#but also you did describe this man as a greek god#so this really isnt helping that extended metaphor#i also think a lot about ekky saying “gus” because its not very often you hear him first name him#and also him immediately looking over to his stall... okay#i thought he was making eyecontact with the otherside of the media scrum but i watched it whole and its very obvious when he does that#no this bitch is craning his neck to look at forsys stall like a normal person ofc#in my mind forsy is off to the side waiting until his interview wraps up so he can continue dressing down#and ekky going “gus” because jameson said it first is looking over at him to see his reaction#delusional? we move#im sorry i gave an impromtu forsblad primer to a friend while we were on a call and i was pulling up all my clips to cry about#and this one fucking sent me spiraling again#gus... okay yeah#im in my feelings again please look away
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*at Capcom's door*
Mr Capcom I promise you I'm so excited for the anime and seeing Dante but please do not forget about Nero, we just got him back
#Nero being ignored is my one fear#he's important to me#im delusional so i'm gonna hold out hope we get even the smallest of hints about Nero in the new show#like no other DMC media that takes place pre-DMC4 has a mention of Nero#which makes sense but like I need it#Vergil can be doing whatever in Fortuna#even a Fortuna mention will be a win for me#dmc#dmc anime#devil may cry
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so this whole time sky ferreira has been pretending that she is going release her album every year since 2013 as a long con to actually release masochism on the 10 year anniversary of night time my time…. shes a genius
#ignore me its 3am and im being delusional anyway sky ferreira 2023!!!! lets goooooooo delusional girls#she hasnt said this but also i know we speak telepathically she told me
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arakawa's interchangeability between calling sawashiro 'jo' and 'sawashiro' makes me loco cause i cant really discern when he decides to refer to him as one or the other. except i can.
when it comes to 'professional' matters (i.e. explaining the 'arakawa party' to ichi and explaining the coup against aoki) he refers to him as 'sawashiro'
alternatively, when speaking directly to him and personal matters (i.e. asking ichiban for the two of them to get along) he calls him 'jo' (this literally the same scene as the 'arakawa party' bye you might be able to argue this can be a professional matter too tbh ngl--)
so when arakawa calls sawashiro 'jo' while explaining The Murder to ichi on new years day bitch im going to eat dry wall
#snap chats#damn we're already on the next episode of What Mental Illness Does to a Bitch#most unserious and most unprofessional analytical post ik but. but leave me alone IM DUMB#ignore this post. im being insane.#I KNOW ITS A RUSE AND HE'S LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH BUT STILL...#the emotional distress is real... bro said 'nah i cant use workplace names anymore i smoked an entire pack this morning'#DUDE HAD BOOZE AND CIGS FOR BREAKFAST he on that daigo-y2k diet 😭#like it doesnt matter who killed suzu one of his lovelies is going to jail that day 😭#throwing up sorry.... what does it all mean.... why you calling him jo rn... im delusional sorry...#'snap no shit this is a pretty personal instance' I KNOW BUT THIS IS FRAMED MORE AS A CLAN MATTER THING OPPOSED TO A PERSONAL PROBLEM#YK WHAT I MEAN ?? like emphasis is being put on the downfall of the clan opposed to arakawa's personal feelings about losing jo#or. ''''''''losing jo''''''''''#i need to lay down and be normal for five seconds. thats what this all means.#EW TOMORROWS FRIDAY MY MOMS HOME nvm mental illness is full-speed i need every distraction possible
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My biased, really unpopular take is that I think rit/su/maya is an objectively boring ship.
#just to be clear I don’t hate it there’s absolutely nothing wrong with the ship it’s just such a nothing burger to me#like ok yes without a doubt Maya has a crush on Ritusko absolutely this is backed up by canon material#but from Ritsukos side the most the viewer comes away with is that Ritsuko holds mayas skills in decently high regard#a few moments of friendly chit chat and that’s it#it would be one thing if we actually saw Ritsukos more personal opinions on Maya but we never see that so fandom has to fill in the blanks#and now barring that all aside it’s just a ship dynamic even when fleshed out in fanon that im not intrigued by#in a show where the characters are so messy and terrible the ship feels so out of place#ohhhh Maya could fix Ritsuko NO she could not#the only way I could find the ship interesting is if you get weird with it#like focus on the inherent power imbalance of a boss and an employee how would they deal with that?#how would things change as the show progresses and Maya realizes Rituskos blurred morals#how would the ship work with Gendo in the picture? how would Maya actually help ritusko overcome her issues and deep rooted problems#and even with all that being said it’s just not interesting to me#Maya doesn’t have enough going as a character for me to care to ship her with Ritsuko#this is partly why I like misaritsu so much#you know so much about their individual characters and their dynamics that it’s easy to expand it further into hypothesizing#their relationship in a romantic light#evangelion#like misato and Ritsuko are individually super well written fleshed our characters and on top of that put in moments like the elevator scene#or Ritsukos flashback to talking about when Misato hooked up with Kaji for a week#or just every time Ritsuko looks at Misato if you really want to reach#there so many moments of good characterization between them that it’s so easy to ship them#the point I’ll give to ritsu/Maya is that the one sided crush is 100% intentional and implied in canon#Misato and Ritsukos relationship (as far as I’m aware) was never intended to be romantic or queer coded or anything like that#i’m not delusional#I don’t think anno or sadamoto was writing subtextual nuclear toxic yuri when they were thinking about Misato and ritsukos relationship#no one was in the writing room saying “oh boy I can’t wait to write subtext about how comphet Ritsuko is in unrequited love with Misato”#I’m not that far gone but purely from a potential ship perspective misaritsu has so much more going for it#asu/rei too that’s another super interesting f/f ship that people ignore#asurei isn’t my do or die ship but that’s a ship that’s genuinely super interesting to think about as a potential romantic relationship
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here's the idea.
leo's wife/lauretta . (gets stabbed to death)
#according to our delusional chat leo's wife is real actually alive and a lesbian#so both her marriage w leo & death was fictive#m2#no idea is fucked up (=interesting) for many reasons but it lives in my head since february#wlw experience w age difference 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#please just ignore me just ignore me#no maybe there wasnt anything between them but every time i think of them i start howling#bc smth that didn't happen also can be interesting#Im turning off rbs + dont u even dare to judge me. it was in my head for too long#im fkin confessing here 😤🤬#i dont like leo but i like his non-existent wife#im tired of playing fool. theyre one step away from being canon to me#“its funny how ur bee sting touch never leaves me whole” “half time vertigo” etc#“just a corner of my bed where u dont belong”#lauretta ghiraldini gets bitchslapped#no she won't tell carlo. probably#dont make noise but ur wife's kissing ur nemesis's wife😭im sorry. im not#yes i know its absolutely delusional but can u imagine the potential n how insane would it be#if it was real#upd. im never talkin bout this again. probably
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very heartbroken right now:((((
#you know that crush i had since april#and it felt like such a dream that we clicked so well#and we are friends obviously but i always wanted it to be more#we saw eachother today after a month or so and it just felt different#like this isnt it anymore#and you know that feeling when you think you mean a lot more to someobe#and you are blinding yourself and being delusional and excusing their every red flag#it just hit me today that if he really wanted something he would show it#and want to spend more time with me#and maybe be different idk#thing is i have hoped for this for so long and now it just feels empty#and i know im gonna get over it and its gonna be fine#but he was the only one on my mind for so long :(((((#fuckdickfickfickfick#i hate this:((((#and i hate that i ignored every sign that this is not it#i feel like crying but he is not fucking worth it#and the worst thing is that we are friends and i cant just stop being that#and it just hurts so fucking much to even think about it#obviously we are gonna hang out#and i will obviously be hung up on him still#but i just uhhhh#dont know what to do#dont know how to hang out with him without being flirty as we have always been#or a complete dick#anyways#i feel like shit#random#crush#fucking hell
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ok fiiiiine i'll say it. i was mad that Last Night in Soho wasn't toxic yuri. you got me.
#yes this was based purely from the trailers#but ooooooo the idea of a current day design student falling in love with a woman from the past that she only sees in her dreams#and at first its just a 'design inspiration' that helps her career/grades#but more and more she becomes obsessed with this woman she is dreaming about. the untold intimacy of seeing the world through her eyes.#shes beautiful. glamorous. fashionable. a smooth talker. singer. dancer. how could a poor overburdened student resist falling a little?#and at times it starts to feel like this woman can see her too#knows somehow that she is being watched#the student starts seeing her when she's not sleeping. during the day. in mirrors.#and grows more and more obsessed.#DO YOU SEE IT DO YOU SEE THE MOVIE I AM WRITING IN MY HEAD#where the student is eventually pressured to let go of the fantasies and live in the Real World. cant you see its tearing you apart???#but in one final dream the woman from the past extends her hand and pulls the student into the past#finally they can really see each other. they can touch.#que shining style fade-in on a picture of them together at a party and newspaper clippings of a verrrry promising new designer in town#whose ideas seems so modern and fresh and new! and she dedicates her success to her muse and partner. a dancer and singer and fashion icon.#ORRRRRR twist and the past woman was trying to possess/take over the student's life and crawl into the future to escape her past!!! yeah!!!#anyways ignore me im being delusional.#if i were a writer id just write this fanfic and be done with it.#but im not so it sits in my head. rent free.
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Vent ig
Fandoms will always be more willing to humanize and excuse the male antagonists but will take any chance to further demonize female antagonists (or just female characters in general lets be honest) and turn them into cartoonishly evil ppl.
I hate making everything about RQ but Elara is what sparked this from me, or at least something I remembered pushed me to want to vent about this. It kills me that ppl in this fandom will sit and make excuses day in and day out about how Maven actually isn't to blame for any of it and how it actually isn't that bad that Maven killed thousands of ppl and physically and mentally abused Mare and Iris (and hell maybe even Evangeline who knows at this point) but will then turn around and exaggerate what Elara did to the absolute extreme. I am NOT saying that Elara didn't do anything wrong or should be excused cause I don't think that! What I am saying is, I loathe when ppl will talk about her and erase parts of her character in order to turn her into a cartoonishly evil stepmother. You don't have to like her, you don't have to think she had anything but bad intent, but don't talk about her if ur just gonna ignore or change part of her character because for some reason u can't fathom her not being 100% rubbing her hands together maniacally laughing evil. (Especially considering Elara barely has any character so like how r u just missing shit that easily?) And it doesn't just stop with her. It happens with characters in every media! Alicent Hightower gets half her character IGNORED because god forbid she not be 100% evil and u feel anything but hatred for her! Sansa gets demonized for shit she did at like 11 like come on. I mean hell, even characters from children's media get demonized for existing (like I'll never forget hearing that ppl HATED Mable Pines for being what? an annoying 12 year old?)
Ppl also love to claim they stan or love female characters but in reality they only love that character in relation to their male love interest. If she ever goes against her male love interest then it turns into "she's such a bitch" or "she's so selfish" like I mean thats literally what happened to Mikasa the moment she "turned" on Eren.
Idk im so tired of ppl stanning and loving evil male characters and finding every which way to justify their actions but then going out of their way to make female characters WORSE than they actually are.
#once again u don't have to like any female antagonists u can hate them idgaf#but don't include them in shit if ur just gonna mischaracterize them to such an extreme that they become ur OC wearing the characters skin#I feel like such an idiot talking about this with a character like Elara because I know that to an extent I turn her into an OC#And my only defense for that is I try to base all my assumptions about off of lines in the text and notes from the author#it just drives me crazy the way ppl will ignore certain things in the text that humanize her even just a little bit because it's like they#can't fathom her not being this purely evil stepmother figure#she's not a good person she's not even an ok person but she also isn't the caricature y'all make her out to be#don't ask me to link anything of like where I've seen the mischaracterizations cause idk I was thinking and remembered stuff I saw a while#ago and got upset lol#also idk don't comment on this being like “actually ur wrong blah blah” I literally dgaf im venting leave me alone#either agree or keep scrolling like I don't need to hear that im actually being stupid and delusional#it sucks so bad liking a character like Elara because I feel like a dumbass defending her cause she is pos but don't make her even more of#pos than she already is it isn't rocket science!!#vent i guess
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I think I can bag kylian mbappe
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I'm writing something cute while completely ignoring the disasters going on the manga 😋
#doa3 n reader sleeping together#lets ignore that fedya stabbed sig and that sig probably cant stand being so close to kolya#let me be delusional im happy that way (>﹏<)#🧋— being silly! ₊˚⊹⋆
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My effort felt for nothing. The first person was difficult to talk to because I was being talked to by the others and grabby hands everywhere, the person felt like a machine and I got scared so hung up. Then, trying again, talked to someone who just didn't get my situation, or at least doesn't understand where I'm coming from and how serious it is to me. And so much for support with suicide, like I get I cannot kill my body, but I definitely was unlucky earlier when I failed in what I did, despite being so close to success.
#okay. so i get in this moment i may be delusional. so why are people so bad at talking to me in this situation#and then there were problems because i was being told to do something i couldnt physically so#do* and thats why i had to have support with these things#and reaching out im talking to strangers who can see my notes and make nonsensical conclusions ignoring what i am trying to say#like just dont hang yourself again. sure. but i have to. to keep people here safe. to keep mother safe. so i can be happy and go home#they say theyll call back later but i domt think there can be any help in this situation#i am truely alone in this because of fucking delusions which i believe so much i would hang myself. deny water and sleep. and maybe drown?#drowning would close off my chapter on earth perfectly#and i am slipping out of the body#so it is working#i can see the universe grow and it is beautiful#sometimes it is terrifying. but thats because im still seeing partly in a human way#but infinity calls and the universe is beautiful. but most of all i want to go home and be with mother again#i miss mother so much#but i cant even hint as to where they are because it will kill them given the chance#it hates me so much#and the next however long it takes to get free is going to be a battle for sure#tw suicide#im so fed up but i have to hope maybe later something good cohld come of it
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