#and you know that feeling when you think you mean a lot more to someobe
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very heartbroken right now:((((
#you know that crush i had since april#and it felt like such a dream that we clicked so well#and we are friends obviously but i always wanted it to be more#we saw eachother today after a month or so and it just felt different#like this isnt it anymore#and you know that feeling when you think you mean a lot more to someobe#and you are blinding yourself and being delusional and excusing their every red flag#it just hit me today that if he really wanted something he would show it#and want to spend more time with me#and maybe be different idk#thing is i have hoped for this for so long and now it just feels empty#and i know im gonna get over it and its gonna be fine#but he was the only one on my mind for so long :(((((#fuckdickfickfickfick#i hate this:((((#and i hate that i ignored every sign that this is not it#i feel like crying but he is not fucking worth it#and the worst thing is that we are friends and i cant just stop being that#and it just hurts so fucking much to even think about it#obviously we are gonna hang out#and i will obviously be hung up on him still#but i just uhhhh#dont know what to do#dont know how to hang out with him without being flirty as we have always been#or a complete dick#anyways#i feel like shit#random#crush#fucking hell
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imma finish some SPICEY TIME listening to yandere stalker ASMr bCOZ I LOV THE IFEA OF SOMEOBE BEING LOWKEY OBSESSRD OVER THIS PUSSAY HAGAGA
gotta get me that hawk tuah energy it's been so long!
who in skz would have that possessive energy and would be borderline obsessed/low key stalker like 'I need to be inside of your pussy and heart' all the time kinda ENERGY???
And LOIKE HOW WOUKD THEY SHOW IT?? *kisses*
OKAY WHAT EVEN IS THAT?!?! pls drop the link bc i am so intrigued.
but for your question, my top 3 possessive/obsessive/stalker skz boyfriends are chris, lee know, and i.n. (also changbin in a way but like in a diff way).
chris: he's legit so lowkey about it you probably won't even know. i've talked ab it before, but he's the type to analyze everything you say & plant little seeds in your head. he's possessive to the point that he's trying to manipulate you into also being obsessed with him. like he will absolutely (veryyyyyy subtly and veryyyyy slowly) try to make you feel like he's the only person you need in your life & that you should depend on him for literally anything you could need. that's not to say he doesn't want you to be independent- he does! but he loves to watch it crumble away for him. pls don't shoot the messenger.
lee know: this man is outright possessive and wants you to know that. he's just blunt about it. like yeah, he wants you all to himself. and what's so wrong with that? you're not gonna do that? kind of vibe. he prob wants to know where you are all the time and it wouldn't surprise me if he demanded you turn your phone location on for him or idk puts a damn tracker on your car or some shit. like he literally has to know or he will go fucking crazy. one thing he WON'T do to you is lis about it. you know he's possessive... but you also know he's got you right where he wabts you :((((
innie: baby bread no more. there's just smth ab i.n. these days that is almost like... cocky in a way? not completely, but he's grown now & he knows that & he knows the power he has now. i feel like he's so the type to want to control you & know where you are, it's not even funny. he's in the middle of chris & lee know on how he expresses it. like he probably won't outright say it, but he's wayyyyy more obvious than chris & wayyyyy less obvious than lee know. i think he'd be pretty vocal though ab things like "i don't really want you to go there" or "why is so-and-so there?". like you know he has a lot of opinions ab what he wants from you, but he tries not to be too mean ab it. he's gonna get upset if you don't follow along with it though 😭😂 and probs will show up wherever you are to check in on you if you dob't respond & he's mad 🙃
*bonus*: baby changbin. he's more posessive in like a protective way. he loves and trusts YOU, just not everyone else 😂 so he's probably gonna have your location & shit so that he can come to you when you need it.
#torialefay thoughts#torialefay asks#bang chan#bangchan#stray kids#christopher bang#skz imagines#stray kids imagines#bangchan scenarios#bangchan imagines#skz x reader#stray kids x reader#skz changbin#changbin imagines#lee know#lee know imagines#skz jeongin#jeongin scenarios#jeongin stray kids#jeongin imagines
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like i’m sorry if i was being over emotional but i genuinely wanted your opinion on the topics i brought up sorry if it sounded like generalizing but i was just talking about things i’ve seen personally and i didn’t know it was wrong to say i was hurt when someobe else said they had a a panic attack i realized by saying “y’all” you probably thought i meant you i was just commenting on what i was seeing sorry to that other anon as well but also i wanna thank them for answering my question on why this community is here in the first place i was upset when i sent those but yeah all i wanted was a genuine honest opinion i didn’t think anyone would get mad at me
Ah, this is hard.
I’m going to try to be nice for once because you’re nice and I was mean. Honestly, I don’t do well with emotional people, and you clearly are upset that I’m “mad” at you... but I don’t really understand why. As in why you care. About what I think. Because I’m not mad, per se, I’m just, well, mean. I don’t do well with emotional people, they freak me out. I just don’t understand how people can care so much about what a stranger on the internet thinks.
But yeah, I’m not mad at you. I’m frustrated because you all clearly make your asks when you’re emotional and, as I said, emotional stuff sets me off. I prefer cold stuff. Logical and thought through asks and responses. They’re easier for me to understand and respond to. When you people send me asks while you’re upset you don’t think about your wording and you confuse me. Plus, when people get emotional I get more blunt and therefore more aggressive.
It just benefits all parties when we’re both not emotional, that’s all. And I was getting a lot of emotional asks that just... confused me. So I made that post. That’s all. I really don’t want you to feel bad or apologize or anything because you’re a nice person! And I’m not! So you just shouldn’t care what I think/say because it really shouldn’t matter to you that much.
And I appreciate you being polite and asking genuine questions, and I understand that I should have made myself more clear about how I feel about emotional asks, so it’s really not your fault because it’s kinda a weird thing for me to care about so much. Just next time if you actually want to know something then wait until you’re calm enough to really think your ask through, that’s all I’m asking of your community.
#jason answers asks while zooted#sorry anon i’m just very mean :(#/srs#trying to think of something else to say but i can’t focus rn so#yeah if you have any questions go ahead and ask just don’t be emotional about it#that’s really it#ask#text#the community#not really but whatever
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Hi can i pls have a match up, I'm 5'1" f, i have big almond eyes (black), black hair which is below the shoulder length. I like painting,playing instruments and singing as a hobby. I love helping others as much as I can. People come to me to vent or for comfort most of the time. Others find me intimidating because of my facial features but I'm really not :(( I'm very soft-hearted, when someone yells at me i get sad or cry. I'm usually shy and awkward at first but when i warm up, I'll talk a lot
USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI💖
I think you'll be compatible with shiratorizawa's cannon.
I can imagine you two meeting in the school garden.
Like, you just passed by and saw him staring at the flower bed.
Since you're kinda worried and confused about him, you asked if anything was wrong and if you could help him with something despite you lowkey being shy talking to your school's ace.
"The plants are withering, it seems like they haven't been watered for a while now and that the sun doesn't seem to-"
You were surprised about how he actually ranted about how the plants in flower bed are untaken care of and when you did look at the said plants, it seems like he really knows his stuff.
You suggested that he talk about the botany club since they are the one responsible for the garden, which he took in consideration and gave you his gratitude before leaving for his own club activities
The next day though, you saw him again in the same place but this time with gloves on and a pail of water in hand
"The botany club has disbanded and i volunteered to tend to them instead." he told you when you asked how it went.
Your friendship has started then and bloomed into something more deeper over time.
It was actually the volleyball team who made you two realize about your feelings but it was Ushijima who confronted you about it.
"I think i might've fallen for you." he told you one day when you were helping him water the plants in a weekday.
You started going out after that
And gurl, get ready for Tendou's abnoxious teasing from that point onwards
YOU TWO ARE THE ELEGANT COUPLE😌
Your combination doesn't fail to turn the heads of every students who spots you together.
Who wouldn't? With an ace like Ushijima and a beauty like you?
Your composture can break a brick but the two of you are just a really sweet and soft couple.
As you spend much more time with each other, he was quick to understand you, really.
Like just how much of a soft-hearted person you are, well, he already knew that when you hadn't hesitated to offer a lending hand on your first meeting, but he's seeing a much, much more deeper part of you.
And he's really thankful that you let him in.
Just like you, he also tries his best to let you understand him.
He might not be good at expressing emotions but he would make up for it with his words.
He would be always down to have a chat or conversation with you, just so you wouldn't feel like he's shutting you out
He loves you, deeply, and he wouldn't even think of doing that.
It also helps a lot that he doesn't mind small gestures of affection from time to time, as simple as pinching your cheeks when someobe pointed out how chubby it looks when you pout
But that doesn't mean he likes PDA
He don't mind it as long as it's nothing extreme👀
And you're both really supportive with each others' passion.
You would always be in his matches, cheering for him in your own ways while he would constantly look for you in the crowd and pump a fist up when he spot you.
It's a bonus that you also get along with his team, surprisingly well with Semi with your shared interest in music
It's all fun, being around the man you love and everything he cherish, but you guys also have some troubles
Like how he's still the team captain and ace so matches and practices are still on top of his priorities alongside studies and you, but you understand him completely
You know when's a good time to soend time together and if you two can't, ypu'll still be patient for a next time
and that really makes him much more believe that it was luck and blessing that he got you as his lover
But you tell him that it's not all about that, it's because he's just a really good man
Literally, he's really good at balancing his time anyways so you don't have anything to really complain about.
Also, he's a man of his words😌
When he finds out that you carries such heavenly voice, gurl expect him to lowkey ask you to lull him to sleep.
He also supports your love for art whole-heartedly, and he also enjoys bonding with you by having your own painting sessions in your dorm
Being with you, with soft musics and relaxing strokes of the brush makes him calm and rid of the fatigue or stress he bears.
Over all, your time together mostly consists of quiet, peaceful but treasured moments😌
Out of nowhere, he just enjoys watching you quietly, content by just seeing you smile and chat happily by explaining your art work to him. Sometimes, okay, most of the times, he would just find himself tucking your hair behind you ear and gives you a sweet kiss that definitelt never fails to make you all flustered
It was only you who'll be able to make him snicker, by playfully smacking him for catching you off-guard and snuggling to his chest to hide your blushing face
But of course there are times where you two just cuddle on your bed, letting him engulf you in his arms as you tell him how your day went
It would also turn into you venting out your piled thoughts you're unable to tell others
Normally, you would be the one listening to other people's drama and comfort them
But Ushijima's A REALLY GOOD LISTENER
"-i'm not really mad that she lost my brush but, it seems like my disappointed look somewhat intimidated her and she-"
He hates seeing you in brink of crying so he would grab your head and pull you closer to his chest, muttering genuine words that always makes you feel better in instant.
"You don't need to hide what you really feel, if they misunderstand then let them be." he would say, "It's their loss to miss what a gem you really are if they base your personality in your expressions."
Hearing his words never ceased to make your heart skip a beat, especially when he land a kiss on you forehead and deliver his soft, soft, soft smile.
A smile that's only for you to see.
"I love you," he would mutter, "And you'll always be the most beautiful gem in my life." and bury his face into your hair.
"Thankyou, and you'll always be my ace."
YOU'RE A HAPPY, CONTENT COUPLE😌💖
It took a while, sorry ;((( my brain kinda stopped working but here ya go!!
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