#or idk maybe i’m overthinking things
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hey. come closer. i have a spoilery question about varric that has tormented me for days.
do you think varric heard the song of the stone as he died?
do you think that for a moment—just a moment—harding felt varric when she reconnected to titan magic with the blade that had been doused with his blood?
#or idk maybe i’m overthinking things#datv#datv spoilers#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard spoilers#varric tethras
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Maybe I’m not interpreting Bakugou’s character right, but isn’t him asking Izuku to join his agency under him, as in an underling, out of character? (I’m not sure if the sidekick aspect is factual)
Hori wrote Katsuki after the war and in the first part of the epilogue eager for Izuku to compete with him again. Wouldn’t working under him go completely against his supposed characterization?
One thing would be opening an agency together, since that puts them at equal grounds in terms of business, and I don’t see why Izuku wouldn’t be able to be considered his own hero since he’s the one who defeated the “big bad.” Basically, both would retain their autonomy. Being an employee is another thing.
Like, I kind of see the call back to when they were children and Katsuki would play about having his agency and the underlings and whatever, but why maintain something indicative of regression instead of moving forward in an epilogue? Especially when it’s been sort of established they were moving on from that childish view of their goals they held on tightly (I still stand their view on hero culture as a whole didn’t change much other than helping each other, and that’s about it).
Obviously, Katsuki hasn’t completely “grown,” he is still abrasive, but when it comes to his motivation, this whole agency thing is so unnecessary. I see the direction of it being an opportunity for Izuku to finally stand his ground, but I think there were other avenues for him to do that (especially society-wise).
But anyway, the story and characters has been dissonant for a great part of the last chapters, but this epilogue served as an even greater setback (in my opinion).
Does anybody else feel this is out of character for Katsuki?
#maybe i’m overthinking this?#they all feel like cardboard characters by the last chapters#but this is so…out of nowhere?#if you’re going to engage don’t use the argument of it being realistic#please#it’s not even an argument#and it starts to beg the question of why certain things can be ‘realistic’ while others can’t#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#bakugou#katsuki#bakudeku#bkdk#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#idk
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do you ever just consistently see someone talking like you and it makes you feel weird 😭 i feel like everyone has their own way of talking and it makes me feel weird when someone is consistently speaking the way i do 👎 like i get picking up things from friends but when it’s every sentence something doesn’t feel right
#there’s been a. few times where i’ve side eyed people for seeming to do things so similarly to how i do but i just brush it off#but sometimes i get shivery#✧ melody posts#maybe i’m overthinking things but i get so chucjekskfejkpwjzheirne when people point things out to me too#like#yeah#idk
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I think I lost a mutual ☹️
#xoxochb#prue speaks ੈ✩‧₊˚#idk I feel like they hate me for some reason#or maybe I’m overthinking things
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There’s too many pictures floating about of Robert kissing men that the lack of one where he is kissing Jimmy comes off as a conscious decision. Like it seems like something that should just exist somewhere even if they hadn’t actually been together at any point so the fact we haven’t seen any feels like it’s because someone doesn’t want us to.
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Good morning my little blog citizens 😚
#riv rambles#do you guys ever get the vibes someone is a bit umm#not nice about other peoples selfships#idk maybe I’m overthinking things 😔#but anyway!#today I’m going to rot in bed and just scroll or write#I’m very excited#it’s been a hectic and very social last 2 weeks#I need to recharge my social battery
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Sometimes I think to advertise/self-announce things I’m up to more often and with more confidence and after seeing others do the same, but then when it’s time to actually do so I just deflate 🤔 artists/fic writers what are your secrets for hyping up your own work because I simply cannot
#might delete?#late night ramblings with Synth#idk I notice people are able to build excitement for their projects#sort of be more ‘involved’ in the community web#I’m not sure if I did something wrong? or?#but I’m noticing a certain exclusion factor#maybe it’s a confidence thing?#most embarrassing thing is when I do self advertise and whatever I’m talking about is cared about LESS#probably overthinking it though
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Augh I feel like I’m doing everything wrong and disappointing people 😭
#I appreciate our bond but I don’t feel comfortable changing my username even if it’s only for a few days#I know it’s a silly thing but hhhh also not having enough energy because of projects and exams#like nothing happened I just don’t want to socialize/talk much#and then me feeling like I forced someone to do something even tho they reassured that wasn’t the case…#idk maybe I’m overthinking everything#I think I just need to put on the mask so I don’t end up disappointing anyone#my posts
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just checked for the first time, somehow, and discovered that the asteroid for my first name and the asteroid for my last name aligned exactly with a difference under one degree in not just longitude, but also speed, latitude, and declination
and smack dab in the middle of my 8th house stellium. like. that's so weird it's borderline dumb. girl (universe) what are you playing at
#mine#authored#asteroids#personal#my chart#like am i crazy? this? is? what????#i’ll get over it and start making gods favorite universe’s special snowflake jokes as normal in an hour or whatever but#in the meantime. what the fuck lmao#like am i crazy? maybe this is more common than i realize?#it doesn’t seem like it should be possible for it to be Normal but i’m really not a fan of like. recognizing that properly#like. it feels like a few minutes after posting someone will strat messaging me like um actually everyone has that#but that shouldn’t be the case? i feel like? obviously? but it doesn’t feel like. it should be a thing idk idk#i’m probably overthinking it it’s just like. that’s my name and the stars wrote it in the sky the moment i was born lmao?
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I’ve just watched Hellraiser and it was so cool you know? I’ve already added Pinhead to my mental list of ‘people who are I think are cool and who I think I’d have a crush on if I wasn’t ace (it’s like I subconsciously identify them as people to have a crush on but my brain never gets any further except a vague sense of cool-ness but its different to the normal way of thinking a person is cool)’.
After this I’ve definitely identified what horror films I like - more sci fi or fantasy films with lots and lots of practical effects, fake blood and just lots of gunge. There’s a reason why I watched The Thing and it went straight up to one of my favourite films ever, and Hellraiser looks set to follow. I really want to watch The Fly, because if I’m not mistaken that’ll give me plenty of fun practical effects and alien slime.
#I guess another way to put the crush-not-crush thing is that they’re very easy on the eyes#there’s no desire or anything there#but I could spend a long time just looking at them#horror films with a strong sci fi or fantasy theme are#so much more interesting to me than just another serial killer#I’m probably overthinking this because lots of people enjoy horror#but I worry about displaying how much I liked watching Hellraiser. I don’t want to come off too enthusiastic about the gore#plus Ive always been the person who enjoyed dissections the most in class#idk. it’s probably nothing#(Insert witty comment about autism and low empathy)#(just wanna stress. real actual pain is horrible and terrible. I don’t think I could inflict it knowingly on anything. and I suck at coping#with it myself. I guess low empathy but very high sympathy?)#can’t go a single post without over sharing can I?#anyway if you’re interested the other people on the crush-not-crush list are#Albert Wesker. Jareth from Labyrinth. Fox Mulder. Andrew Eldritch (but like. as of 1987). Neo (he’s a weird one. when I first watched#the matrix I wanted to be him so badly. not the OP hacker powers either. just to look and be that cool. I don’t know if he should be here)#and now Pinhead#I reckon there’s loads of R34 of pinhead and I want to see exactly none of it#I guess I’ll just have to rewatch the film? (sarcasm)#anyway. I don’t know why I made this post#maybe I should get an actual diary or something so I don’t keep just spilling my soul onto the internet#also The Thing contains everything a good horror film needs imo. big scary monster? suspense as the crew turn against each other?#big explosions? an ever expanding threat? everything covered in blood and alien gunge?#it’s great
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ok so i was over at sam’s place again for dinner and was introduced to tico (random faggy blonde dude of italian descent) but somehow just dodged roommate and they came down later for a sec while patd was playing lol and made a comment just sorta to themself abt the album cover vs brendon just standing there on the tv pic and i was like yeah heinous um anyway and then when they came back down they were kind of awkward but friendly but just yeah sort of awkward and on their phone only sorta following the convo while we’re yapping but then they stepped in to have me comment on some dudes response to a pic they posted with tico and i was like yas ok handsome squidward and then once again i’m being rather chatty w sam and tico and lydia and don’t find my moment to be like ‘hi i’m -‘ try as i might and then they’re heading out and we didn’t get an introduction but they paused and like waved a playful little goodbye with a little smile. in their stupid little skeleton fingerless gloves. yeah my type is turning out to be weird little scemo dudes. anyway so is this sufficient enough an acknowledgement for two sort of odd off putting people for me to ahead and follow them and try the social media game and see how it goes perhaps shoot my shot or do i stay chill and mysterious and wait till next time and try to officially introduce us and go from there
#i mean like don’t wanna be weird and desperate but also hashtag embrace being an earnest loser right like idk i just think ur cool#or whatever…#and like we’re now at a point where we’ve sort of. acknowledged chatted with each other#made eye contact etc huge things. but also i could chill out idk#but also gotta be bold. but also like girl… the history…#u cannot do film girl pt 2. but it might be different but they could be a loser but i’m overthinking it’s chill it’s literally whatever#maybe we could just make out or whatever or NOTHING! whatever…#abby talks
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kinda got the #random urge to sabotage this before it’s even begun
#i need to like nap or something#i’m just so weird about good things happening#i can’t comprehend that maybe i do deserve them#and yeah maybe someone actually does like me and isn’t hardcore pranking me#and i don’t need to ruin things for no reason#but it wouldn’t the the first time someone showed interest and i completely fucked things when i didn’t even need to#just bc i got scared#idk i’m definitely thinking too far ahead and also massively overthinking literally everything#i don’t know why i can’t just enjoy things#anyways whatever i needed to vent#might delete later
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Awake with my terrible internet waiting for my stupid mobile game worrying about the racial dynamics of the Christmas special/if I’m over thinking it
#I’m sorry I just having her black mother no longer be a kinda foster mother and only in it for the money if she never encountered the lily#white rubybuhhhh doesn’t sit to well with me#that’s such a bad stereotype thing to do#idk#like I get they were going for like ruby brought a lot of joy to their lives and let them like truly understand the joy of fostering#but like was she their first foster kid? if not what was different about her from the toners seeing as she was a literal baby#idk maybe I’m overthinking I just worry it’s like not damming of the episode who thing just something I’m taking note of#bc doctor who is notoriously bad on race so. jsut trying to feel out how bad this new seasons gonna be especially with a black doctor#dw
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I know Aziraphale is indoctrinated and traumatized and in an abusive relationship with the Upstairs, but nothing kills me more than seeing him so close to coming into his own—actually hearing him say the words “I don’t want to go back to heaven” only to be caught and dragged back in like a fish on a hook by being offered the very thing he already has: Crowley.
He steadies his resolve in the end, (to Crowley, to himself too probably) by saying he can do good. I think he really believes that. But it also wasn’t really until Metatron brought Crowley into the picture that he seemed genuinely excited about the prospect of returning. (Maybe because that’s where he last saw Crowley so happy and the thought of Crowley’s happiness makes him happy, maybe because doing good, making things better, going against the grain, has been consistently an act of partnership and he doesn’t see why this would be any different). But I feel like perhaps a crucial point that convinced Aziraphale that returning to heaven might be worth it was just the general concept of Crowley being accepted back in Heaven (especially by someone as high up as Metatron). It would make it easier for Aziraphale to rationalize his belief that he could make the changes he wanted, if a demon could be accepted back into the fold again—if that’s possible, what else is? And so even when Crowley says no, he goes along with Metatron anyway.
#good omens season two#idk#maybe I’m overthinking it#but while Aziraphale does have a long way to go#he’s also come a long way#I’ve seen some things about how he could have gone back anyway because Metatron is basically love bombing him#and Aziraphale craves the approval and affection of Heaven and god and the other angels#and he DOES#like that’s not wrong#but he’s also built something for himself#built it with Crowley#and he’s finally starting to acknowledge that#and I feel like it’s a disservice not to acknowledge that while Aziraphale did return in the end#he wouldn’t have if Metatron hadn’t used Crowley as a bargaining chip of hope#like I don’t get the impression he was truly considering returning before that moment#Anyway I’m distraught and this is how I cope so don’t mind me
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Once I figure out how to make the Dabi soulmate au I’ve always wanted to write work it’s OVER!!!!
#I overthink soulmate aus a lot#they are like some of my fav things ever tho#I just think it would be very difficult w him#and idk if I could do it in canon#maybe I could#it would be soooo angsty tho#possibly no happy ending and idk idk!!!!#idk if I want thaaaaat#we will see#I don’t even have a Single idea so#but it is something I’ve always wanted to try w himmmmm#just got out of class am thinking am thinkinggggg#I shouldn’t be thinking of other wips when I have bkg to work on!!!!#(who btw would be amazing in a soulmate au)#anyways#I’m gonna go get a little drink<3#ghost thoughts
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think i’m losing her
#vari posting#she’s just. not coming to me anymore#avoiding hanging out#it’s not just dry texting because i do that when i feel like shit i get it#she just. doesn’t talk to me anymore#unless she wants approval on something#idk#maybe i’m overthinking#she’s kind of the only piece of who i was before high school i have left#the only thing that’s never changed#i don’t want to lose her too#sigh#haaaaaaaappy birthday to meeeeeee
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