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heart2beom · 2 years

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Could I ask what your bdsm results are, for reasearch purposes🧐

This is the randomest ask I’ve ever gotten but ykw, I got curious too 😭 I haven’t taken this test since highschool I think??

lol i dont think this is too surprising 😵 I think last time I took it I remember I had 99% vanilla so!!! There's a change but not much..😭

#i feel like im the sort of person whose more risky ykw is best kept a fantasy #or more like the fictional things i like #dont translate well in the actual thing #or i find it disgusting irl #its why experimentalist is very low #lol talking about this on this blog specifically is so...out of tune but whatever ig 😭😭

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lgbtlunaverse · 5 months

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Everytime I see discourse about kink or nudity at pride I get reminded of the time I went to pride a few years ago with my mother and my sibling- who was 17 at the time and is somewhere on the ace spectrum- and about halfway through, the march went under a gatehouse. Some inhabitants were sitting in their open windows watching the parade. Right before we crossed under them, one of them decided to just... take her shirt off. She wasn't wearing a bra. And you know what happened? People whooped and cheered, and then kept walking. That's it. And there were kids around!! They didn't care. My sibling didn't care. My mother, a cisgender heterosexual woman in her 50s, did not care.

This stuff stops being such a big deal when you go offline. It was basically the same amount of boob you'd see in any perfume ad. No one was like 'what about the children?' And if you didn't wanna see it and looked down, no one would've called you a puritanical prude for that. And it helps to remind myself of that everytime I see kink at pride discourse getting rehashed because at actual pride, people don't care.

#pride #kink discourse #lgbtqia #lgbtq #kink at pride #something DID make my mom uncomfortable later. and it was a bunch of gay guys in front of us making homophobic jokes at each other #she went 'i know they're gay so it's technically hamless but i just don't think it's right'#so it's not like she's some kind of radical liberated queer activist or anything she's just your average liberal parent #and she did not care about this! at all!#to be clear discomfort with sex in an amatonormative society is perfectly fine and normal #'disgust has no ethical weight' goes both for what triggered the disgust response and for the person having the disgust response #and i think i also want to say to those people who don't want to be labeled 'puritans' but can't help the discomfort #i've found people are generally also a lot more gracious about THAT irl #if they aren't being told 'leave' but 'let's make sure you can ignore this and have a good time'#most people who aren't assholes will be receptive to that #i think maybe queer people could stand to learn from disabled people and the way they deal with conflicting access needs #for example allowing support animals excludes people with allergies #you can't get around that by declaring either of these groups unwelcome you have to find a balance #and try to help as many people as you can while compromising

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lunar-years · 3 months

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One day on the Bridgerton side of twitter has been so unbelievably rank and vile I almost miss Ted Lasso twitter

#I said ALMOST #!!!#but like. the blatant homophobia #fighting to the death over the book versions of characters who are blatantly bad people #ship wars but between entirely different unrelated ships from ppl who do not seem to understand the concept of the show #weird irl shipper territory #body shaming #blatantly calling characters they don’t like ugly ?#as using that as justification for certain seasons worse?#because they personally don’t find the characters as attractive as others?#throwing a hissy fit over like. the existence of all of 4 lgbtq people in Jane Austen roleplay regency era #saying queer women can’t want children WITH THEIR WHOLE CHESTS?#like godddd it’s unbelievably disgusting #I am going to quietly enjoy the first episode of part 2 tonight on my own #and never participate in that fandom ever 💚#Bridgerton

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kavehater · 3 months

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“In general I find the idea of being with a man disgusting but I don’t find it disgusting with him”

- spoken by a lesbian

#then I call myself straight yet I find it disgusting in every way LOOLLLL MAYBE IM NOT STRAIGHT AT ALL 😭#except maybe that one hs guy but like #I think I’d be disgusted if I learned more about him #dora daily #though I’m #not gay because I literally have no comment about women they’re just there yk IDK HOE TO EXPLAIN IT #though the reason I’m disgusted is cause there is not a single normal dude I’ve met ever 😭 they’re all grotesque PLS GOD I JUST EANT TO MEET #A NORMAL DUDE NOT FOR ANY REASON APART FROM HAVING HOPE THEY EXIST #I want to prove myself right that they exist LOL #like I have my dad and brother (they’re not the best examples of good dudes) then my little brother (but he’s too young for me to form an #opinion)#Then my cousins … no comment uhm #yeah lowkey weirdos for liking a girl who was in primary school while they were in middle or high school #then there’s the randoms irl who no matter how well things seem to go they always say something weird that makes you go of course he said #that he’s a man 😭#had to take a step back when mashaAllah boy said he sympathises with the dude who killed women because he was a loser who couldn’t get a gf #BRUH #it’s through this that I realise to some extent how bad relationships have a grip on people and just how much I clearly don’t understand #about others. IF I GET HARASSED INTO MARRIAGE PLS I JUST WANT AN AROACE DUDE LIKE LISTEN IF ALHAITHAM WAS IRL I WOULD BE THRIVING CAUSE HES #VERY AROACE IN MY HEART #I just want to co exist with someone like in an ultimate bestie kind of way is that too much to ask 😓

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bichambered-reservoir · 8 months

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I know who you are 👁

Hi then!! hi!!!!

#Though I am curious #IRL or do you just know my main?#I mean I kind of wasn't hiding the fact this was MY sideblog in my bio #and IRL I'm kind of open about this #Either way #Hiiiiii #Do you like the show?#Do you find me Disgusting?#bichambered-reservoir #ask

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satanfemme · 1 year

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I hate social media I hope all social media blows up forever I hope the entire internet gets deleted tomorrow amen

#I am goinggg to kill myself over this panopticon we're trapped in fr #sorry I'm mad because I saw a post hating bi lesbians again. but I'm GOING insane that every time I turn on my computer -#- I'm forced to see 100 takes about how so-and-so group is HARMFUL and full of EVIL FREAKS and I stg it's almost never about -#an actual harmful group its always something like 'lgbt people with an identity I don't understand' or like 'people who I think are weird'#idk I need to find a way to get un-addicted to the internet so I can take a fucking break because this is not healthy for me.#I need to spend a few weeks just hanging out with my irl weirdos and my dog (who's also a weirdo tbh) and that's it.#I want to make bracelets and get high and draw my fursona #and when I *do* pause to think about upsetting things I want those things to be IMPORTANT and MEANINGFUL #and not just discourse as a byproduct of un-analyzed disgust

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oxyfem · 7 months

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I find it funny when bi lesbian supporters are like “go into a lesbian bar and ask them about their attraction and you’ll see how many lesbians there like men!!!” Like first of all the people saying they like men there would be bisexuals . And secondly if you went up to lesbians in real life and asked them how attracted to men they are you would get your shit rocked

#like hmmmm let’s have you examine why you’re SO set on finding this group of imaginary lesbians who are into men #like why don’t you do some self reflection and then come back and talk to me #yeah yeah yada yada some people irl will ofc use the lesbian label instead of bisexual even if they do have attraction to men #and not everyone will use the label the same etc etc #but at the same time I just need y’all terminally online people to realize that trying to rewrite lesbianism to include men is just #disgusting and so lesphobic it’s unreal

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depresseddepot · 2 years

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the way i try so SO hard to gain even a crumb of body neutrality only to then see some shit on twitter that remind me that oh yeah. a distinct portion of the population genuinely believes they are being discriminated against when they have to look at or be within 50 feet of a fat person

#the amount of times ive heard my skinny friends call themselves fat and disgusting to my face without considering the implications #i saw some tweet that just like. had a fat person in the video and ALL of the responses were men making fun of her #like. yes i realize my life would be so much better if i was born with a faster metabolism. thank you for reminding me #yes i realize i am not treated seriously because i am fat #that sort of incredulous look skinny people give you when you have the audacity to sit near them on the bus or ask for directions #like they're shocked you weren't some round thing that was in their sights for 2 seconds to make fun but disappeared #i am trying very hard not to let it get to me but when so many people seem to think the same thing it feels stupid #likei know i dont see people the way allosexuals do but are fat people really so disgusting that they feel like they can say shit like that #its so so frustrating #if i am going to die alone because of my own failings i can learn to accept that #but if i die alone because i can't find anybody that doesn't think fat people are worthless then what is the fucking point lmao #''people irl dont actually think that'' i cant count on 1 hand the amount of skinny people who have lamented about their weight to my face #someone brings in cookies to work and as im eating one someone skinny says ''well. i really don't need the extra calories so ill pass''#someone skinny checking out diet/exercise books because they ''REALLY have to lose some weight''#no they aren't talking about me/to me but how detached from your surroundings do you have to be to shit on yourself for your weight #like. even if i was skinny they're still talking about how gross and ugly they are around kids #''love your body and your self!!!1!!1'' okay then stop calling yourself disgusting regardless of how much you weigh.#you can think if if you want but god that 12 year old girl in line behind you is going to remember that forever #she is going to internalize ''oh okay. thats what a disgusting body looks like''#andthen she'll grow up and hate herself and continue the fucking cycle #just stop. stop talking about your weight around kids. i dont need 60 yo women telling me they're gross when they weigh maybe 150 lbs #i know this is super unhealthy but i literally cannot wait until i can move out and isolate myself from society #because every second i try to engage with it is literal torture #yall are so mean for no reason #i dont really have much to live for #but it would be helpful if skinny people didn't constantly reiterate that there's no point to living if you aren't skinny #im so tired #vent

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coldvampire · 1 year

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trying soo hard to be normal and Good At Conversation this time

#i will make at lease One irl friend to hang out with regularly !!!#dont get me wrong taking time off work to do school was a great decision but like. i dont rly talk to anyone anymore #save for the two days per week i have class :/#and it sucks idk.#i havent had a Best Friend TM that i actually get to see more than once every 12 months in years #& im also struggling to control how i usually put more importance onto other people than they do me #like this week in particular im rly feeling the whole experience of labelling someone as a really good friend only to find out that i am #at Best just a pleasant acquaintance #which is fine yk not every relationship has to be something super deep #but still. sucks when it keeps happening.#like id rather the reaction to me almost just be actual disgust bc then thats pretty unambiguous #no room to get hopes up or create a narrative.#anyway i usually go with the strategy of just talking to someone like we're already friends bc ive heard thats the most effective #/least awkward way to get to know people. & im also only focusing on a couple people at a time so i dont get overwhelmed #bc last time I just. yeah it wasn’t the best moment #struggling in general with people and just pacing out of much of Myself is a tolerable dosage #recently I just feel like I’ve green falling onto the ‘over eager and annoying’ cycle :/#been*#I don’t want to be a Chore I guess.#I keep thinking about how nice it would be to not feel that way #like maybe I’m not the most exciting person ever and it takes me a minute to get used to someone but :/ idk I think I’m good company #(god knows I spend enough time around just myself lmao)#usually I can tell when I’m feeling like this again bc I start spending more money on hobbies and Stuff #just to fill time/give myself something to look forward to #but I can’t really do that rn lmao/don’t want to #I’m not rich I can’t just have retail therapy every time I start to feel lonely :/#it’d be nice lmao but no not practical #man I just want to talk to people. have conversations. feel like people are actually Happy that I’m talking to them.#that’s it that’s all #they say never trust your brain after 9pm but what if you’ve been sitting with it for weeks?

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driftwooddestiel · 1 year

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JUST REMMEBERED MY DREAM LAST NIGHT OH MY GOD

#i was a part of this sports team for something called like. competitive puppeteering?#and youd go and meet up with a bunch of people and try to like. out-puppet eachother with elaborate puppets and performances #it was mainly comedy-based and whoever utilised their puppet best and was funnier won usually #anyway i had this one puppet i always used that i loved a lot. and that puppet. was of the onceler. it was a little mannequin i think?#and in my dream we went to a competitive puppet game or smth and i realised i couldnt find my little onceler puppet #and i was very freaked out scared stressed etc. but figured id probably just left him at home #so i used a sock puppet 😭 but it was literally just a sock. on my hand. no decoration at all. and i had to get the puppet to fake kiss #this random guy i know irl and then act disgusted #i think that was because he was on the same bus as me yesterday and his friend was talking abiut how all his crushes ended up hating him #anyway i did very badly in that puppeteering competition 😔 and rhen there was drama between other members of the puppeteering team i was on #(all people i know irl) (and the ‘coach’ was my irl basketball coach lmao)#then it turned into some weird au deanbenny forest ghost au where i was living in a forest watching events unfold or something it was odd #interesting tho #anyway yeah that was my dream 👍

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butchladymaria · 2 years

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why. why are people like this btw

#i heard there was that new show made about white racist serial killer number 82490 #and like #were people always like this? did people always act like this?#seen people posting how hot they find the racist serial killer from the show #seen people posting about how they wish the racist serial killer on the show had murdered his victims more brutally so they could see #more blood and gore of the racist serial killer’s victims.#who existed irl and whose families are still grieving #were people always like this??? what the Fuck.#well i say ‘people’ its 99% white ppl #but um. yeah wow #the victims families Begged for this show not to be made #and the average tiktok user couldn’t even be Normal about watching it let alone just not watch it.#absolutely disgusting tbh #like. What the fuck #news flash deifying racist white male serial killers with their own netflix shows is uhhhhhhhhh #not normal.#hell world we are jn #mine

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v4nnyzzz · 3 months

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thoughts r being thunked

#thinking about the time i opened tiktok and saw people shittin on objectum folks again #im not personally into objects as far as im aware #but i think object attracted folks are the least of your troubles really #i *know* it's tiktok and it's a lot of young people acting disgusted for yknow all sorts of social stuff #but it rubs me the wrong way iunno #like why are you finding problem w people attracted to objects. if anything #you should be finding problem with idk actual irl offenders or some shit #like cmon now

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angeltism · 1 year

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not 2 keep posting literally Only Vents (and like 1 normal thing once a day) but it's nights like these I reminisce about my abuser and wonder all that "what if"s

all the sui tw/cw tags r because of shit I wrote in the tags

#➳ valentin vents #and yes i am purposefully triggering memories by listening to my playlist of songs i had full blown panic attacks and mental breakdowns to #or would listen to while it manipulated and turned me into his own little puppet while i felt disgust and. so. unsatisfied.#i hate that you all know me as who i am now #i hate that this is the me you have to see #why couldn't you all have met the sweet immature aqua who made sex jokes and who's only worry was petty drama ?#why couldn't you guys have gotten attached to him ? he would have been a better friend and partner than this aqua .#this aqua cries xerself to bed every night even if things are theoretically fine and makes her life miserable for no reason #he's selfish and always demands more and more and then plays the victim about it #she shouldn't exist . this vessel should have died a year ago when it met the person — the monster — who ruined it .#the asshole who killed innocent sonia and left his body to be possessed by the worthless maryne #i should have done it . i should have gone and chugged all those pills instead of just cutting contact . maybe he would have felt remorse #maybe I'd have saved so much money and tears and not have wasted the time of those who got to know this current '' being ''#but I've always been too much of a pussy to do something like that #oh well #i guess I'll just have to wait until the universe decides it's my time since i guess . idk . dad would miss me a lot . maybe some irls woul #too ? and mom and grandma . yeah I'll . uh . not chug an entire bottle of whatever random pills i can find in my cabinet .#i still need to get married some day . and at the very least I'm not dying a virgin lmao #ugh angways aqua stfu time go cry in uur bed like uu always do stop telling people online how uu should have killed uurself a year ago n #sharing tmi about uur trauma !!!!#tw sui mention #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sui talk #cw sui mention #cw sui ideation #cw sui thoughts #yea

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artielotl · 1 year

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fellow aroaces, how do you do it?

#I am so insanely lonely and I'm trying dating apps and just trying to push the aroace aside #Because I dont have a family and all my friends irl are in relationships so I see them like 3 times a year max #And it feels like the only way I can find irl companionship is with a romantic partner #But i feel nothing and it just feels like a lie when i talk to people on dating apps #no matter how hard i try theres just nothing. if anything its just disgust and discomfort.#how do you accept youre gonna be alone forever?#because i cannot cope with that reality #but the alternative feels so awful too

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heybobbygirl · 1 year

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I remember one time Youtube recommended me actual South Park yaoi. Like the real thing. You could tell from the thumbnail. I remember getting the most intense feeling of disbelief when I saw it and the best way I can describe it is as if I was a concerned mother walking in on her children doing the most fucked up shit in their room like

"..boys???? what are you doing 😰😰"

#bobble says shit on the internet again #will she get arrested this time??#maybe i should've kept this one to myself #because it was like actually disgusting #but i really wanted to explain the feeling #and if i said this to anyone irl i have a feeling i would get kicked out of my house and lose all my friends #please find the humor in this #south park

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aajjks · 1 month

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every hour, every minute. (m)

synopsis. jungkook can be an animal when it comes to fucking you sensless.

warnings. 18+ explicit s-x, k-ssing , unpr-tected s-x [BE SMART IRL AND WRAP IT!] b-iting , obsessed jk, he is so lovesick :((, but he’s very horny, rough s-x, he fucks you between a door n him, strong jk, borderline yandere jk 😵‍💫🫡

note. hihi ! Plz send asks because I love you all also warning, this is messy n cringe. PLZ SEND THIRST ASKS ANYTIME OR JUST ASKS TALK TO MEEEEE! share feedback!

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Jungkook has no self control when it comes to you.

You are irresistible to him, he is so helpless when it comes to you. What is it about that gets him so hot and bothered, just one look at you? He’s hard.

You get him so horny without doing anything at all, you’re washing dishes? He’s mesmerised by you, with the way your hands work, the way you’re so focused on doing them.

All of it gets to him. He feels so dumb, he should feel disgusting at himself for being so horny about the most normal things you do.

It’s disgusting, but he can’t control it. You’d be so embarrassed if you could hear his thoughts, you’d leave him.

He’s so addicted to fucking you, feeling you in the deepest and most intimate way he can, your lips, your nose, your damn e/c eyes, that seductive gaze you give him.

You’re the most sexiest woman he’s ever laid his eyes on,

If only people knew just how much of a whore Jungkook is for his woman. They’d find him pathetic. He doesn’t give a single fuck though.

You are his. He could fuck you forever and he wouldn’t get tired. God, he loves you so much.

Jungkook isn’t good with words or let alone expressing his feelings out loud, he is obsessed with you, he’s so crazy for you but he is unable to express it.

Unless it’s through intimacy.

So that’s why he’s pounding into you like a dog in heat, breathing so loudly into your ear as you yelp, breathless, his large palm holding the back of your neck so you’re looking straight into his wild brown eyes, clouded with love.

“Fuck— love you s’much princess!” Jungkook confesses into the shell of your ear, his voice rough and husky, you can’t respond because the high of the pleasure is too much for you to handle. He knows your body so well.

He knows your spots.

Your man knows how to fuck you so good, you whimper, your nails scratching on his skin, he’s so strong, holding your legs effortlessly when you lose yourself into him.

He feels so good inside you. You’re sure you see stars right now.

He pounds into that spot once again and you moan out loud, digging your nails once again into his flesh. Jungkook grunts, it spurs him on more, the man is a stallion, holding you in place while rutting into you feverishly.

“S-So good, kookie!” You praise your husband. Jungkook bites your nipple and gives it a gentle pinch, driving you insane.

“My baby, fuck… love you so fucking much.” He presses his lips impatiently to yours, his kiss is passionate, swallowing your breath.

“‘m gonna fuck you so good because you deserve it baby, I love you so much.”

He is so passionate, so gentle yet rough. You could never get used to his touch truly, it still makes your skin ignite, just one touch and your body’s on fire.

“My princess.” He finally stops kissing you. “Hope you have the energy because we’re not going to sleep tonight.”

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