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Sleeping awake.
There were three people who required sleep in Coppelius Station--four if she counted Spot II. Most of the androids had spaces they called their own, but almost none of them had anything resembling a bed. Arcana had helped her set up a room when she got there, and it was a perfectly acceptable, if unfamiliar, bedroom in the end. Spot II had even taken to sleeping on her pillows to make sure they were warm (probably).
The bed was fine, the blankets were fine, the room was removed enough that she could only hear the distant murmurs of all the other androids, but still she couldn't sleep. In fact, the longer she lie there just staring at the ceiling, the more wound up she felt.
Soji pet Spot II to occupy herself. At least, until the synthetic cat grew tired of her keeping it awake and meandered out of the room. At that point, alone and unable to sleep Soji resigned herself to exhaustion, dragged herself out from under the covers, and headed downstairs.
Her aimless wandering eventually carried her to the kitchen and she groggily debated the merits of a midnight snack. She wasn't particularly hungry or anything, but the replicator was right there. Peppermint ice cream wouldn't help her sleep, per se, but it couldn't hurt, so Soji blearily synthesized a bowl of it. She didn't bother turning on the lights once she had her snack, the replicator menu was bright enough to see by. Ice cream in hand, she maneuvered through the room and dropped herself down at the table.
She must have been more than half asleep because the moment she sat down, she drifted. As she sat there, idly prodding her ice cream, her eyelids were impossibly heavy. Blinking became something of an endurance trial. Despite her earlier insomnia, Soji struggled to keep her eyes open and started losing little bits of time in between blinks, with only her ice-cream as reference.
One moment it was all there, a nice little scoop of ice cream, the next there was a bite taken out and it was half melted. Her eyes drooped again as she had another spoonful. They were just closed for a second or two before a clap of thunder snapped her into the moment.
The boom startled her awake so sharply that she dropped her spoon. When she bent to pick it up, she was unexpectedly confronted with a pair of feet and startled again, knocking back into the table as she reeled away.
Had she always been this jumpy?
"Oh my god," Soji breathed and her eyes darted up. The sight of Data's face, even in the half-light of the replicator menu, put her instantly at ease. His pallor in the dim light made him look more than a little like a ghost, but his expression was all polite interest. Soji exhaled a sound like a laugh and leaned back in her seat, spoon forgotten.
"Sorry, I didn't hear you come in," Soji said, despite having the objectively best hearing of anyone in Coppelius. She hadn't heard him because she had been mostly asleep, ready to drop face-first into her melted ice cream.
@my-timing-is-digital
#data and soji#star trek roleplay#star trek rp#I should name the aus to keep track of them#one day but not today#I hope this works for you friend#a short time after the Ganmadan thread#or however long makes sense idk
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not a part 2, but here's a prequel to this sanuso comic I did last month !!! (takes place the night before ,, technically after the first three panels)
#I FORGOR TO MENTION THE FIRST ONE WAS AFTER W7#ok WHATEVER now u know#btw u can read these in any order! ur meant to read the og before the prequel but reading this one first doesnt ruin anything for the og#i think it's funnier to read the first one before this cuz then u read this one knowing what happens later and it's more angsty#LOLL IM MAKING NO SENSE RN SORRY!!!!! PROFESSIONAL YAPPER#op#one piece#sanuso#usosan#sanji#usopp#mintart#black leg sanji#water 7#god usopp#vinsmoke sanji#my art#comic#anygays sorry i took a month to get this out ermm i dont have any plans for a part 2 to the og so interpret it however u want#also sorry it's so CLUNKY i reallyyyy hope it's readable or maybe ive stared at it too long UGHH i hope it's not too boring lol#IDK IM NOT VERY GOOD WITH COMICS but i cant write either so this is the best i can do plus i NEEDED to get this idea out of my head
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euphoria of like,, being able to shave lmao, but also :/// the knowledge that so many customers are gonna call me "miss" or whatever tomorrow :////
the :/// levels are off the charts guys
#..... i feel like the answer may be#well. firstly wait for however fuckin long til i can grow an actual beard rather than. some hairs that show up.#but also learning how to/obtaining a device that will do like. stubbleyness rather than clean-shaven? y'know? blease tell me you know#idk it's midnight im tired my brain isn't making sense any more
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but what abt Lin
We like her because Hot Older Woman is Hot
We do not respect her because ACAB
#for the record I’m mostly joking here#I do like her as a character and find her relationship with her family and the Krew very interesting#she’d probably count among some of my favourite characters. after the RL and Kuvira and Korrasami. of course#and she probably did something to 12 yo Nia’s baby queer brain#but six months ago I was blasted with a full force aroace beam to the face so that barely matters anymore#and also#as the bitter and lonely older sister with a long kept grudge. if I said I didn’t like her I’d be a hypocrite#however. the third eyed freak comment is very 😬#and in general she has been shown to use (or attempt to use) her power as police chief one anyone who has slighted her even a little#therefore. ACAB#idk if this makes sense. I’m slightly feverish again#and when I’m sick I go both incorehent and balls to the wall insane#well. what can you do#:’)#not gonna put this in any tags in case someone decides to come at me or smth
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I'm sorry but I think its good that tom is saying stuff that makes you all uncomfortable. I think everyone is a little too willing to make him the hurt innocent underdog
#not able to articulate it fully which is why its in the tags#but however downtrodden he may appear he's still one of the large club of white men governing the show#and the gay shadowing and his relationship with shiv made him oversympathetic to most of the audience watching#but this man is not a victim like whatsoever 💀 building on that post i reblogged today#the entitlement is something ever present in the way he interacts with shiv#and something interesting i notice is how its only ever with shiv and greg#who are people he can control in a romantic and professional sense#especially because greg is kind of a foil to shiv when it comes to tom#“i will not let go of what is mine” etc etc#and the subservience to shiv only lasts as long as she's his only way into the family#as soon as he has an in with logan (janitors of idaho id say?) most of that stops#even in s1 as soon as the ships scandal comes to his attention he's all too happy to hide it + the ravenhead issue#my point is he's never been a good person and idk why any of you are surprised. especially don't know why the shiv haters have been arguing#what is basically reverse sexism 💀💀#as if it wasn't abundantly clear from s3 that he exercises just as much & more control as her if he wants to#with the period tracking and the baby thing.#idk maybe i will make a better post clearly i have thoughts
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whats nezha and the rest of the celestial realm up to in this au? ghosts? ghost hunters?
ohh that is a fantastic question. it’d probably make sense for them to be ghosts? or no wait actually im a genius. it’s a mixed ghost/human organization that kinda sets and enforces ghost rules & does their best to manage ghost/human relations. like u can’t really fully control a whole population of ghosts, they’ll still cause problems and shenanigans and stuff, but they do generally deal with untangling situations like mk’s.
#ask!!#anon ask!!#world's most haunted guy au#idk if this description makes sense#but like. mk’s situation of being long-term bound to a ghost is very unusual#normally in situations like mk’s the celestials (which is NOT their official name i just don’t know what it would be) would catch it#and undo the ghost-human bond before it sets and becomes a LOT more dangerous to remove#however wukong is kind of a ghost criminal? so he wasn’t exactly thrilled at the idea of going to them#and by the time he stopped putting it off the bond had already become basically permanent#also i’m not 100% sure what nezha is doing other than probably comedically getting his ass kicked on occasion#they also regulate ghost hunters btw#less overtly since a lot of ghost hunters aren’t actually super Aware of the ghosts?#mk and mei could probably get internships or smth if they actually wanted to. which they don’t bc crime is more fun
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i kinda forgot how mochizuki does expressions so well that they speak more than texts in an image
esp for someone like oz who has identity crisis going on for him that he doesn't really care who he is as a person so long as it makes others happy (the way later he could care less if people see him as jack the hero rather than just oz)
but the shock in oz's expression as though he had been read so clearly by sharon's words.
also idk it never crossed my mind while i was rereading, but i love that this is just in chapter 2 -- that things would go bad if oz should ever lose sight of himself
bc that's the gist of oz's whole character arc, inching away from just being whatever people want him to be, shying away from his emotions, and accepting himself and what it means to be himself - emotions and past - alike.
#'avil why are you reading pandora hearts again' girl's depressed. turns to comfort media.#tbh im kinda surprised though that i can still pick up new stuff with oz bc oz is my big comfort character#however i also feel like i know /enough/ that i didnt think id pick up more#the treasure lies in the little details lol#also yeah im just liveblogging/trying to infodump to cheer myself up lmao#feel free to block the liveblog tag idk how long ill be reading ph today before i switch to things i should probably be working on#anyways#the thing about oz is that hes always rejected himself#you see it in the way he talks to break about himself#or like. he hates himself so much that he rejects alice and gilbert later down the line when he finds out the truth about himself#to lose sight of himself like that means the end#i guess for me his story has always been about growth from that and it feels nice to fall back into that and watch him grow#anyways if i turn into an oz blog. you know lmao#avil reads ph#i always wanted to reread ph again but the starting chapters are kinda too slow for me alksjdfalkh#just throw me straight into the isla yura arc and beyond#you know another thing though. that rejection of oz himself. parallel that with leo's rejection of self later that he hides away and allows#oswald to take over blahblah#*i dont think this makes sense im just blabbing now*
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it sounds so obvious now, but im pretty sure my physical problems rn can all be traced back to the fact that my brain and body has been in a constant hypervigilance and cortisol overload for 3 months straight. the dizziness, the blackouts, the acne, the constant nausea, the giant eyebags and sudden crows feet ?? Like yeah, no shit thats what happens when ur every waking hour is the equivalent of that camille preaker crying gif
#i know the fact that i faint every couple of days and go a little blind sometimes should be priority here#but it REALLY pisses me off how much and how quickly this (?) stress is aging me#id still like to look good even if i feel like shit. sorry#the worst thing is that im doing everything in my power to do all the right things#but since i dont actually KNOW why having sex affected me in such a weird way. I cant really take the proper steps to get over it#like.. i can treat the symptoms best i can but as far as the root of it all. i have no idea whats actually wrong or how to fix it#in some senses it seems pretty cut and dry- i cant remember my childhood. i was neglected. i have a bunch of issues#i have sex for the first time. i stop functioning. i go into a depressive episode. i cant sleep.eat.be around people#i feel paralyzed by fear at the most random of times and have to hide in a small space to feel safe again. i cry so much i pop an eye vesse#like CLEARLY something is wrong. and just in an objective sense it sounds like something bad happened a long time ago associated with sex#however ! life is more complicated than that and i think its unhelpful to make assumptions (yes im aware i might also be in denial lol)#i already know i have trauma so its not weird for me to exhibit trauma responses. and maybe that was triggered bc i wasnt ready to have sex#it doesnt have to have a sinister explanation. it might just be as simple as me not vibing with the guy and regretting it later#idk. obviously my reaction to it is violently out of proportion. but i might just be a sensitive person !#does that sound silly or reasonable? reading it back i still kinda wonder if its just the denial speaking but idk!#i really really wish i just knew what was wrong so that i could actually start to move on#i know im bumming u guys out talking about it but i cant exactly talk to my family and im trying to not unload everything onto my friends :#bc as supportive and wonderful as they are i can tell they feel bad and have no idea what to say#which is fair enough bc its a really weird situation! so i dont want to burden them more than what i have to for my own sanity#tw#?#diary entries
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so proud of myself for putting a big part of my last paycheck in my savings like an adult but now im gonna spend all my savings like an idiot 😵💫
#i mean i am paying cash for my first vehicle which is like...adulting pro level but....at what cost (the price) 😭#also its a very cheap rusty old car tbh but i need a truck for the farm basically#so even tho i could keep driving my dad's car to work since he works from home it makes sense#especially bc its three people sharing that car with me and my brother#and my little brother is a full time student w no job so im the full time employed one so i should be the one to get a car#but i was determined to not take out a loan so its not a super nice car#but i'm buying it from a friend of my mom at a steal basically#like who sells a decent working car for 1500 anymore#but thats literally my entire savings so.... 😬#no car payment tho which will be nice but aaaaaaaaa#and im worried its kind of a junky car and will need tons of repaira all the time and not be reliable#but my commute is really short and i never drive anywhere besides work which is good for an unreliable car#im not convinced its a great investment to put all my savings into an unreliable vehicle but my parents told me its a good investment so#😬👍#adulting yayyyyy#i am getting paid this friday tho so my savings wont be so alarmingly empty for long#but i have other big expenses so im stressed#however it is a nice christmassy red pickup truck which is good for a christmas tree farm#but last payday i was like why do i have so little money in my savings thats dumb and not very grown up im gonna put as much as i can spare#then a week later withdrew almost all of it for the car 🤡#possibly a stupid decision#but maybe a great one idk#and it saves my parents having to buy a trailer for my mom's car for farm stuff so they're gifting me $300 towards it#and it will be satisfying to buy it outright and have no debt on it#but oof it hurts so much to make big purchases#i've never spent this much money except on tuition#i dont know that its specially unreliable i just know its got rust and duct tape and they're selling it bc they'd rather have a car payment#bc they put more money into it than its worth#but its got new tires and brakes and passed inspection somehow with the rust sooo? maybe its not as bad as it looks 😂
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Okay, decision made:
He almost primarily uses his Abyssal abilities, and near exclusively in the way a Cryo Abyss Mage/Cryo Herald would, and had relied upon them alone, up until he was given an Anemo Delusion once he'd become of age.
#v; l’innamorato (fatui!kaeya)#hc; kaeya#//Shields and teleporting like a Mage; the rest of his combat style mostly Cryo Herald based#//Or even smth overall v peacock-like I think would suit him well; maybe a fight style reminiscent of She.n of K.FP2 too. LOVE that idea#//Was given a Delusion after his first successful solo mission; after pleading for one so he could be stronger to help the Tsaritsa's goal#//He proved himself quite worthy of it; though not so much to be able to have a seat at the Harbinger table jdfbgfg#//He tends to give off an almost monstrous vibe whenever he's angered; Abyssal-infused cryo and Anemo swirling about him#//I like to think he might eventually get his Cryo Vision proper at some point#//Maybe due to anger over what happened to Signora; manifesting as he'd grown numb in stunned horror; his perfect facade shattering#//Swearing a cruel vengeance upon the Traveler should the opportunity first arrive; even as he does hold affection for them#//Would hate to use the delusion tho. Appreciates the Tsaritsa's grace upon him. However; using it would HURT with his typical abilities#//That; and he'd be reminded of his grudge for the Traveler and his grief over Signora#//Damn that's like a Shig.araki scenario a bit; wait; holy shit. Could work like that; actually. But make it ✨ Yandere ✨#//But yeah; Abyssal ice abilities is his main powerset#//Sidetracking now with ✨ Bonus Hcs ✨#//Might have a bit of an aesthetic like Signora with his eyepatch; likes to remove it before a deathmatch/killing someone#//Says he likes them to 'properly look him in the eyes'; make the kill feel more personal/intimate#//Deffo like to make his kills v up close & personal; jamming an icicle into their heart; or freezing them mid-embrace before pulling away#//So they're left in a stance like they're always reaching for him. Playing up a lover's act to the last moment to keep their expression#//Now that I think of it; him getting a Harbinger promotion would make more sense as him taking Signora's place. But wanting a diff name#//So she can keep her own legacy/part in them; rather than taking it for himself like Arle did#//His outfit...I do like smth remiscient of Sailwind Shadow for him. Crossed with like. Cassim from Aladdin somewhat; maybe. Idk#//Or or maybe Gort.ash's fit from Bg.3; save colored more like Sailwind; and slimmer pants to go with it?#https://64.media.tumblr.com/a91418ea9ac0be44f03e8d8494d6fbfd/f9bb8cfabf66c0a5-d2/s640x960/098025fb2112e76394eff11f69ed59ea818d52e3.pnj#//That one more like I think. Lol; rip mobile users tho mdfjbkdfg#//Do like that one. But idevenk lololol. Do still like the idea of him having an asymmetrical cape#//Or peacock reminiscent tails; for further Sh.en resemblance! For THEATRICS!!! And deffo LOTS of Khaenri'ahn star motifs#//One of his main goals as part of the Fatui is revenge for Khaenri'ah; the part of him stolen by Celestia; that he longs so desperately fo#//Boss fight wise; I like the idea of him having a form that's an unholy amalgam of a Cryo Herald; Foul Legacy; and Aven's boss form
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Kinda disorienting to be old enough to have blogged and posted on forums back before social media was a thing and have familiarity and a surface level understanding of them, but young enough that actually going onto blogging and forum pages and looking at their communities feels like walking into another country and not knowing a single word of its native language
#cookie.txt#since ik tumblr's a microblogging website it's excluded from this#bc i know tumblr like the back of my hand at this point lol#really though i had my own blog as a kid that was supervised by my mom#and i treated deviantart journals like blogs#and though i wasn't an active forum user when i was younger i did use forums#however it was long enough ago and i'm just young enough that like.#the concepts i understand but the act of blogging and forum posting is very foreign to me#i feel like this all sounds very contradictory idk if it makes sense
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also do u think Linebeck is originally from the World of the Ocean King or from the Great Sea?
I think he's from the Great Sea. This is mainly just because in-game there isn't a whole lot of evidence to the contrary? (There isn't much evidence that he's from the great sea either but there's more for that than the other thing and I'll take what I can get)
I'll just go ahead and list out my fairly simple reasons why I think this just to streamline this away from being a block of text.
1: In the loz encyclopedia, on page 39, the text associated with the little picture of linebeck (its the one labeled '3') says 'captain linebeck, one of the people lured into the world of the ocean king' and i do not care if that's a mistranslation or whatever but i am taking it and RUNNING WITH IT.
2: unlike in the manga he never wishes to go to link's world, but i imagine he didn't know for sure that he and link were from the same world, but he ends up there anyways good for him
3: when oshus initially introduces that link and tetra (and linebeck) are from a different world he says that the ghost ship will not longer haunt 'your' world, not specifying just link and tetra but possibly also including linebeck in that statement. when everyone talks about the door to the other world opening and all of that shit they never specify that it's just link and tetra's world, they just call it 'your world' and whatever, and when neri talks about being a part of oshus's world, she never explicitly includes linebeck in that grouping, and i would assume that she would know if he's a part of the same world as her or not. she also thanks both link AND linebeck, further suggesting that he's automatically going to be leaving with link. plus, the way the spirits talk to him and say goodbye very heavily imply that he's from the same world as link and will automatically be leaving with him. also i imagine that he shows up out of nowhere with his ship afterwards is possibly because he got lured in through a different method than link and tetra, possibly causing his ship to get dragged in with him, most likely in a way that he didn't actually fully notice.
4: if he's not originally from the great sea why send him there if he doesn't ask to??? you can argue why he'd be tossed out with them but just based on wording in the game and stuff it makes a lot more sense if he was also from the same world as link and co. just got dragged in a different way, at a different point in time. i have a convoluted headcanon all about him getting dragged in and for how long and how and all of that but i'll leave that in the tags.
5: i like him being from the great sea more bc it works for my purposes also i just like it better. that simple.
#asks#anon#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#linebeck#idk it just makes more sense to me for him to be from the great sea too#anyways long fucking headcanon incoming#BASICALLY i think he's been in the world of the ocean king for seven years#he got dragged in by accident. pre ghost ship my idea is that it was soon after shit with bellum went bad so it was kinda#like a bermuda triangle situation where he just was at the wrong place and kinda. fell into the world of the ocean king#that part is not clear for me yet but thats the idea it was an accident and he effectively entirely physically got dragged in#i think link and tetra were also physically dragged in but im not going into the differences#however i do believe that his time in the world of the ocean king is equal to the amount of time he was missing#he was in the world of the ocean king for seven years and during that time seven years passed in the great sea#i imagine oshus has a degree of power over deciding how long someone has been in his domain#link and tetra only got 10 minutes bc they were pulled in by the ghost ship and really couldn't afford to be gone for too long#linebeck gets his seven years because of the differences in how he entered the world and bc tetra and link showing up#lined up really well plus some weird time dilatation shit and also as an extra thanks to linebeck for helping out#this is mostly because the mans been through enough i think he deserves to have had a normal amount of time pass#he gets to leave and interact with the people he used to know normally. seven years passed for them too#plus it makes me feel better.#also the seven years thing IS a hero of time parallel but it was fucking unintentional i swear#i picked seven years because of a number of related headcanons#but now that i have this accidental parallel i will be taking advantage of it for post ph stuff
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the quest for claudia's birthday takes me to strange and unknown places
#sriracha.txt#the original way i understood the timeline allowed for a much Slower building of events#there were originally 5 years after claudia's death + 7 years of agu living in hiding after cesare's death#but if she dies at 12 that means a whole 12 years has passed. so she'd be 24 in the modern day.. roughly wyll's age#it simply couldn't work.. wyll is Older. he's like the super cool cousin she orbited around at social gatherings until he disappeared#and then. well </3#i don't know if the satie-gortie-augie hellabonanza trip will stick but i think the accelerated timeline Will#because now it's 3 years between claudia's death and the start of the game. which imo makes more sense.. the grief and longing agu would#feel for his departed daughter would be MUCH stronger in that time frame + thus make him easier to manipulate via the dream guardian#i never thought about it being a 12 year gap before but now that i do.. idk i think he would simply live w the grief and be immediately#suspicious of the emperor instead ykwim#this is fun as well bc WHAT effect does this have on the agu-ketheric beef... before it was him being pissed that ketheric wrought so much#suffering because he lost isobel. but now??#unsure. HOWEVER it's funny that he gets ketheric's netherstone on account of ALSO being a father who does some Higher Being's bidding with#the promise of getting their daughter back. and it ends well for Neither of Them </3#bg3 spoilers
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hey i don't go here but i see walten files on the dash a lot so. why's that one dude's face so elongated constantly
#pk;m electrochemistry🔴#genuine question.#if there's lore reasons bls feel free 2 infodump#we tried to get into the thing once but couldn't . it just did not stick in oue brain but#the fanart looks cool However the dude's face is always Long . like. physically.#and idk what to look up for answers abt it.#does any of this make sense. it's late and the tiredsleepy.#im talking aby the guy in the suit idk his name btw. he's constantly smiling. what's his deal#is that Mr Walten Files.#i have many a question. apologies for that
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i’ll say it, i’m a tiny dog lover. min pins. chihuahuas. rat terriers. they are all my friends and brothers
#marc.txt#i am however a ‘tiny dogs with long hair and smushed faces’ hater#just remembered the time my grandma had me take her shih tzu on a walk and i was like. idk maybe 8. i was not a large child.#anyway. dog had one of those very long retractable leads and i didn’t know how to lock it#it ran under the fence at my parents’ house and pulled me along with it until I had to let go of the leash in order to get over the fence#this stupid little dog decided to run at one of the horses and freaked it out#and it managed to get the leash tangled around the horse’s leg#and it just got dragged around the pasture for A While before i was able to get to it#it had what was functionally like. carpet burn. but it was otherwise fine#the thing that is standing out to me most in this though is that like.#i remember being laughed at when i brought the dog up to the house? and being told they could see me running around trying to catch the dog#which was i guess better than getting in trouble#but i had very much been expecting to get in trouble and i had been very scared for the dog#and im pretty sure i’d been screaming for help????#anyway in retrospect i feel like i was getting laughed at for being emotional#because Nobody Cared About The Dog Being Hurt besides me#i don’t know if this makes sense im very high and it took 12 minutes to type out
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I'm seeing that regular users are finally getting the new Discord username system I think I'm gonna be nauseoussssss..
#ramblings#emetophobia#<- just in case#theyre also adding a pronoun field which. idk i hate to be the guy but thats such a nothing update#you can already put that shit in the bios they put out however long ago now and servers have given pronoun roles for years#im sure its a good update to some thats why im not calling it a bad update#i just think that im gonna see a lot more bad come out of this (people putting nor/mal thinking theyre comedy-#-geniuses for one) than good so its like. no thanks.#anyways once i get my new username im going to be mourning my old tag.... i will miss you 9002 i wish discord wasnt fucking stupid#have genuinely thought of making a gilded acct to see if it sticks to the old discord aesthetics but idk how viable thatd even be#discord is massive at this point which is why its pushing to do the `all social medias look the same` updates. yk. does that make sense#sorry im just peeved and need to get it out of my system. im sure ill acclimate to all these changes its just. god
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