#ooooh. anxiety

[mysticalcats]

fellas. my friends said they ACTUALLY want to watch cats 2019 with me and i was SHOCKED because like. who would. want to do that. i am delighted. HOWEVER it will take everything in me to not pause it and clarify every five minutes about my opinions on the movie

[vynnyal]

This is a pretty good point in the wip to share this, methinks :]

Map part for the hole dwelling map, starring... Not my ocs! I wanted to use ocs, but I don't have any-- so I just used the characters from a fic I was reading at the time 😂

Turns out, the symbolism was so much fun to twist into the 11 seconds I had to work with, I ended up going way more complex than I meant to. If you wanna read the fic this was based on, please do!! And tell the author I said hi! :D

[naomiknight-17]

Just sent an email I'd been meaning to write for like a week and a half. It took all of two minutes. And it's been hanging over my head that whole time

I hate when my brain does that

[gigantomachylesbian]

Guys. I did not know before now that writing could be painfully millennial in a full prose book but the pho*nix ke*per has proven me wrong and I have to complain about it in the tags

[saintedbythestorm]

Survived the call... did struggle a lot... had a cry cause fuck if it ain't hard to talk about how all these gender problems have affected me 🫠🫠🫠

But at least the test is done and now we just hope I'll get accept for the wait list at the gender clinic...

Now if y'all excuse me I'm gonna go crash somewhere. 💀

[twodragonsinatrenchcoat]

girl it's literally interacting with people who want to interact with you. friends even. why the hell are you so anxious 🫠

[kyliafanfiction]

Padme didn’t just “lose the Will to Live” because Anakin fell.

She was witness to three years of horrible war, while she constantly and desperately tried to hold a government she loved and had dedicated her life to defending together, in the face of creeping autocracy and systems breakdown. She endured the stress of maintaining a secret relationship, hiding it from friends and family and all the people in her life.

She then not only saw the man she loved turn to fascism, but murder hundreds, thousands of people, including people she knew, and watched the Senate fucking applaud the death of liberty and the rise of the Empire - organized by a man who, whatever their political disagreements, had once been a treasured mentor and even probably a friend once.

She watched her life’s work burn, and then - and THEN her husband, the man she loved, not only turned on her, but tried to fucking choke her to death and nearly succeeded. THEN after all that, she gave birth in what appears to have been a particularly difficult birth (I can’t imagine nearly dying helped), and the compound psychological and physical stresses killed her.

It’s really not fucking hard. 

But no. It’s just ‘George Lucas is baffled by the Uterus’. Because it’s so much easier to say that than to engage your brain for five seconds.

[jorrated]

TURNS OUT ONE OF THE WITHDRAWN SIDE EFFECTS OF MY MEDICATION IS HAVING HALLUCINATIONS........

[puddingvalkyrie]

The reason I forgot to do my homework is because I had a haircut today.

Sounds ridiculous, but bear with me.

See, I haven't had my hair cut since 2022. When I was still living in the UK.

The main issue that kept me putting it off was cost. I haven't been able to work much while I've been in school. But also. You know. The Ordeal of Having To Do A Thing in the foreign language for the first time.

So my appointment was in the early afternoon and for the first half of the day, my mental state was something like this:

Me: Okay, haircut in a few hours. Hair is washed and dry, plenty of time.

Brain: What's that? We have to talk to people in Norwegian outside of school?

Me: Yeah. It's no big deal.

Brain: We have to get up on stage in front of millions, you say?

Me: It's just a hair cut.

Brain: Fate of the world you say?

Me: I SAID A HAIRCUT.

Brain: No, no, no, we can't manage that with our Norwegian.

Me: We are B1, you ridiculous fool, and even if we weren't, they'll speak English. Even if they don't, we can use a translator. We've been to the DENTIST -TWICE- with A2 Norwegian, what is your problem?!

Brain: NEW EXPERIENCE BAD!!!

So by the time the PERFECTLY NORMAL HAIRCUT during which I chatted almost entirely in Norwegian (used one phrase I absolutely didn't know, accidentally said lykkelig when I meant heldigvis, clarified both words in English, laughed about it) was over, I was totally exhausted from arguing with my stupid anxiety and just. Fell to bits a little on the couch for the rest of the day.

Did not forget about the rest of my to-do list, but ferociously ignored it, forgetting I had that one 'do it by midnight' thing on there.

[tumbleweedstillhaspanic]

lol another morning where I wake hyperventilating from intense anxiety

[vestiges-of-sleep]

If I think too much today I think I might vomit and die

[grinchwrapsupreme]

season 8 is kind of weird so far but the basic concepts it's coming up with are really interesting like "psychiatrist who targets trauma victims and turns them into serial killers" and "Serial Killer Social Sphere" and "Vince Masuka character development"

[rememberthelaughtermp3]

remembering why i stopped logging in to my main

[gentleroads]

lord give me the strength to send these long overdue emails

[unboundwanderers]

How can you tell if you're shadowbanned

[ech0light]

anxiety attack at four in the morning this is not the vibes