#ooc: anon i love you so much

[is-it-cute-gf-au-edition]

You are very cutee heheheheh may you be stuck as a raccoon for lonnmg time heheh cutie feller!! I'm not a cipher loyalist or nuthin I ain't never beeb loyal in me life but you are one cute feller! I hope that drawing made your curse stronger!!! 💕

What am I even supposed to respond to this

[lyfrassir-edda-nmtp200]

magic anons my immortal style of clothes

What

[teddybearspankoffski]

What is the thing you hold dearest? Your prized possession? And not talking about your signed baseball card from 3rd grade, which is a fake by the way (hate to brake it to you). I'm talking about the thing you treasure most in this world.

-Names are a funny business, don't you think, Theodore? Everything someone is, all of their thoughts, their feelings, their hopes and dreams and fears but compressed into a neat little name and some pieces of paper.

... I don't know. God, um. Pete. I don't tell him, but that kid means a lot to me.

[lemonsilly]

waughghh. alpha dave #1 fan here hello hi hi very nice okay thank you

-KD

OVERLOOK

[quackity1999]

[ OOC: ok before i respond to these. i'd like u all to imagine q Hyperventilating. beca. Because . ]

[ask-the-totally-real-peppino]

what if now hear me out tiny clone annons

(Oh fuck, triplets!!! (silly!!!)

Both my anon creatures and clones can change their sizes, but I totally get where you're coming from, we love tiny things jdfkjfd)

[the-tartan-spartan]

That there is for you, lad.

Oooh I tink I ken tha' handsome bastart! Pure dead BRILLIANT it is! Ye lot are so talented an' I do mean it!

[askchilchuck]

is it a crime to like the holiday my birthday falls on? 🤨 https://www.tumblr.com/askchilchuck/765528907668733953/my-bday-is-on-halloween-d?source=share

Aww, did I strike a nerve?

[theangel-aziraphale]

HI SIR I THINK YOUR SECRETARY IS VERY COOL AND FUNNY AND NICE

And another one -

// HI!! THANK YOU!! I'm actually popping into the narrative to stop azi from complimenting me again. dhsgzgxvx, you're all very sweet to us both know that we love you so much!!

We do! As they said, but I've always known my ducklings are lovely since the beginning!

// Aziraphale, you are a sap!! I love you also, but shh, you can't know how not normal i am about you

What was that?

// Nothing!! <333333

[marvin-cohen]

Hiya again. How are you doing? Even if its completely shitty. I wanna hear about how you are, so feel free to use this to vent. You’re actually pretty nice to talk too :) might show up here more tbh if you dont mind ofc!

-🦝 (gasp so unexpected)

Hi again.

You're nice to talk to, too, I'm sorry I'm not gonna be- y'know- very positive.

Everything hurts.

I'm tired all the time. I thought that it was from the drinking and my awful sleep schedule but... I've been passed out the whole time I've been here and I'm still so goddamn tired.

I'm so lonely. I just wanna go home. I can't stop crying- fuck.

It'd be... nice to hear from you more. Maybe you could- visit me sometime? They're starting to get strict on who can and can't come in, it'd be nice to... see someone. Before i can't anymore.

[wallterwall]

HJOLY SHIT THIS ACCOUNTS LORE JS MAKING ME CURL UP AND SOB ((wallmark fans are. Allergic to happiness. Im free)

[ im glad LOL i love being able to share it as much as i do!

about that last part real quick, im actually not a wallmark fan, and im not allergic to happiness. i just believe that wallter and mark just could never realistically be happy with each other unless you completely ignored what's canonically going on with wallter. happy wallmark would just be INCREDIBLY ooc no matter what. and itd be even more impossible with my interpretation of them.

just rambling more on this actually, you guys are a great crowd for my wallter interpretation but admittedly- while it is NO ONES fault it is a bit sucky when my posts are reduced to just shippy wallmark because i really dont make my stuff for people who are looking for that sort of content and actually would rather avoid them because ship content of wallmark actually makes me rather upset and uncomfortable For Many Reasons, but i understand that the majority of you wouldnt know that, if you havent followed me on my main for a while or at all. i am glad that most of you can at least be respectful though. just know that i love wallter and marks relationship in a very different way than all of you and i really dont like it being reduced to ship or angst material. their history has a lot more nuance than whether or not they get married again (which they never should, in my opinion), and i try to make that clear with my posts. ]

[nocityfolk]

HEY! I wanted to pop by and remind you of how awesome you are, if you hadn't heard it enough recently. your writing is fantastic, and it's so clear to see how much love and thought you put into your characterization; I hope you're having an amazing day, because you deserve it!

oh my god??? crying, and crying, and crying some more. HI!!! please know how incredibly sweet this is & how much i appreciate you saying all of it! 🩷 jesse is a character i have so much fun writing and getting into his head, so i am very, very glad you think so (because i love him so dearly)!! i hope you're having a day as lovely as you are, thank you for taking the time to send this, and for thinking of me & being so kind <33

[hawksblooded]

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ooc. oh my god they're color coded!!!

[sunhated-a]

Okay I got more questions…. (hope I’m not annoying you in any way. I’m the same guy who asked the nihilists question.)

This is more directed to muzans canon backstory.

So a observation, since one of narcissisms root causes is also being emotionally neglected as a child, i think that muzan was never giving enough emotional attention by his parents or anyone really.

But did he ever think about his past and know that he was abused in someway? Or did he just surpass everything about his times as a human that aren’t useful? Or did he just ignore it since it was a long time ago and he thinks it doesn’t really matter at this point?.. or does he not care about it?

Hello anon, I'm glad to see you back! And please, don't worry about annoying me with questions like these, I adore them. They are a huge reason why I made this blog so feel free to come and ask anything whenever.

NOW! To answer your question. For canon Muzan? I absolutely think you're onto something there. I don't know about diagnosing him with Narcissism as a personality disorder. NPD is a very complicated and extremely misunderstood disorder that should be approached with empathy and care. However! He does display some of the traits of what we colloquially call narcissism.

I think Muzan deludes himself into thinking that perfection is his own escape from his past. The way it reminds him of weakness, but the way that he forcibly makes his demons dependent on him does indicate a need to be needed, and his demands to be worshiped by them definitely comes across as someone who deeply craves attention, love and respect. To be seen as perfect in their eyes and nothing less. The way that lack of control over a situation or one of his demons will lead him into a rage, to the point that he is exacting and utterly merciless.

It all leads me to believe that he is deeply affected by his human life.

I went back to the extended flashback scene that we were given in the anime recently. And while Muzan did live in lavish conditions (especially for the time) and was surrounded by servants, we never actually saw any of his family members. We never really saw a scene between himself and his mother or father, or his siblings, or much of a relationship between him any anyone really. So it's not too much of a reach to say that he did suffer from emotional neglect, or some sort of abandonment. Which would explain his resentful and hateful feelings towards much of the world.

Now why he seemed to face this abandonment-- if at all-- is still up in the air. Maybe his parents just weren't sure how long he'd be alive for, maybe they didn't want to get attached, maybe they sucked, maybe they're dead. It could be a lot of factors there.

I think that while canon Muzan remembers his past with stunning clarity, he engages with it with the same cold logic he does with everything else. If he has some resentment towards his family, he doesn't seem to show it. Didn't even mention them whenever he narrated his own story.

I, however, think Muzan's past affects him deeply still. He just doesn't show it. Or at the very least, in an outward way. He's far too fixated on his future to really think back on his past, and the person that he once was. Maybe he isn't even aware of how neglect and abandonment has affected him because he shows a lack of introspection throughout the series, especially when it comes to his relationships to others.

But we do see him display a deep fear of abandonment at the end of the manga, which I won't get into detail to avoid specific spoilers, but if you know you know.

But it lends credence to the idea that Muzan never had any substantial relationships.

[quackity1999]

[✉️ MAINTENANCE REPORT

FROM: [REDACTED]+mt@lnv.com

TO: cslime@lnv.com

cc: Foolish, Quackity, Sam

Attachment: 1 file]

Howdydoo, Mr. Slimecicle! Got another memo to pass it up the rung with ya, along with an apology 'bout the informality again 'cause the usual guy's out cold from another incident down in the Casino! Clumsy old dogs, safety last, reckon the team's due for another of Mr. Foolish's trainin' on workplace safety.

'thout further ado, here's the stuff we've been fiddlin' with and hammerin' back to shape:

- Cleaned up some blood and bullet holes in a Strip alleyway, some odd fellows were dukin' it out with flintlocks I heard.

- Some crook tried to run off with an ATM with a truck and a dream, but chickened out midway and the poor thing was layin' there all undignified in 8th St! We got it all covered, but I'm forwardin' a request to update the ATM security cams plus one unit repair order since the poor thing looks all sad and beat-up mucho-thank-you.

- It's gift-givin' season! Well, not really, but a quick little reminder from the postal office that there's a few packages out for Mr. President for when he's back from the business trip. And a few for the staff!

- Patched out some worryin' loose windows up in the Needle, reimbursement request for some glass windows up and attached in the email, if you'd kindly check 'em out.

- Order to re-tarmac the outer highways are done and out, but folks on the field would like to report that there's an odd tall fellow always poppin' by for a bother, if Security would kindly check that out.

Thats all for now!

Best regards,

[REDACTED], Maintenance Supervisor

TO: [REDACTED]+mt@lnv.com

CC: Foolish, Sam, Purpled, President Quackity

FROM: cslime@lnv.com

SUBJECT: Re: Maintenance Report

Howdy, Main-man!

I can ........ forward this to @ourpl3d from Las Nevadas! For the fancy shmancy security stuff. He does it super well. I have always loved his talent. Wow. :D

CHRISTMAS IS REALLY COMING! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT. I think Christmas is amazing. There's all these big decorations around Las Nevadas now, to hide all the dishonesty and tax fraud and the really unreliable ways in which this nation works, because all Quackity from Las Nevadas knows how to do is hide from what haunts him! Haha. I LOVE BAUBLES.

Sam from Las Nevadas might be sad about his ATM. I like sticking my arms in them. What a pity! I hope it can get fixed.

You are amazing at emails, too. I think you and I are best friends now.

Love ya! (In a professional way as always!)

Charlie Slimecicle, Also Known As Gunker 90000000000000. Crazy, right? Haha! When do I stop typi

[grimowled]

Grimm being more active again:

takes a most theatrically majestic bow