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Kamen Rider Geats episode 38 poorly summarized via memes with as little context as possible:
#kamen rider geats#kamen rider geats poorly summarized#kamen rider geats ep 38#the previews hyped up Keiwa's transformation#only to have it completely disappear#funny af#also gunning down the Producer?#honestly didn't expect her to pull out a legit gun but good for her#if Tsumuri can't shoot a man at least Samas can#that episode fr thought I was going to care about his “This isn't Reality Entertainment” speech and feel bad for his death#i am so sorry but i did neither of those things#to those of you who like random snacks man im sorry for your loss#im just standing here like 'there are so many characters and I just want the main four to be plot relevant'#neon come back to us baby#kyuun really walked up to neon with no plan#adds another point to the 'Kyuun is Twelve' conspiracy board#someone said they hope Ace creates a utopia dystopia and I am 1000% for this#let the core four interact again#i am begging#also if you dont see a 37 meme recap#mind your business david#i was too exhausted by Discourse to be funny#anyways hope yall are ready for next week
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omori tslb au comic
started this a while ago when i came up with shattered and scattered au (post omori bad ending where headspce bleeds into faraway and they have to figure out what's going on) remembered and decided to finish it today of all days. now i'm calling it "the shattered light bulb"
i am in no way a fic or comic writer so i doubt i'll ever make this into a full on series but i might post a couple more drabbles/ short out of context comics if i get to it. very welcome to any thoughts or questions ppl have
#kel’s the only one who figured out how sunny ‘disappeared’ but he keeps it quiet#bc they made a pact for everyone to stick together no matter what#and he believes everyone (esp aubrey they have not completely come to terms)#is gonna turn on basil#including basil himself#and he wants to wait a little longer#all in all everyone thinks this hangman game (i have to tell you something) is about themself#omori#omori au#tslb au#my art#vex draws#doodles#omori aubrey#omori basil#omori hero#omori kel
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DAY 16
Happy New Year 🎊
#“WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN????”#i got a calling lmao sorry 😭😭😭#i forgot this isnt like my other accounts where i could just completely disappear for a few days or weeks#“but this is a DAILY account” look when the calling calls sometimes you just have to packnit up and come back another time#anyways I'm taking another few days away for now until the calling to this accohnt comes back. dont expect anything#loce you guysbthank you for the lovely year despite this blog only being 1 month old 🫶🫶🫶#love* god i wisg i could edit these things#moomins#moominvalley#the moomins#snufkin#joxter#<- guest appearance#snufkin met the joxter on the road and couldnt escape father-son new years bondings#they played cards before this
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From a fanfic-writing perspective, One Piece is incredibly frustrating on a few counts.
The first is that... One Piece is actually pretty damn good, as far as stories go. So trying to nudge it into something "better" is pretty much a lost cause overall.
The second is that One Piece has this huge and incredible world that's filled with lots and lots of things... that we never see. As in, outside of the very local environment of the Strawhats, the world is incredibly vast and largely empty.
Basically? Because of OP's good story-telling, it's really difficult to really add someone new to the Strawhat-crew. But because everything outside of the Strawhats are both incredibly unknown (in the Grand Line anything can happen) and incredibly disconnected (the world is too big for people to really stumble into the plot "accidentally" with any frequency)?
Trying to write a non-Strawhat fanfic is a bit like just... inventing an entirely new world of vaguely pirate-themed shenanigans from scratch. It ain't fucking easy, is basically what I'm saying.
#this rant is brought to you by -> me poking at WaifuCollector again. trying to create a character who could do something#interesting SOMEWHERE. and coming up with a really fun power-set and character-quirks that could be really fun#only to realize that part of what makes the power-set and character-quirk so much fun is that they're entirely independent#as in - i effectively gave them a submarine that's going to bitch at them constantly. and superpowers to curb-stomp most things#so they'd be two completely deranged lunatics sailing around in the grand-line underwater - randomly popping up out of nowhere#causing chaos and destruction and confusion about what the fuck their deal is. before disappearing over the horizon again#still bitching at each other about things that makes no sense to anyone else. and might maybe possibly be a sex-thing? maybe?#just... this could be so much fun. please. why do i have to stare out into the infinite void that is OP's non-Strawhat world?#please just write this for me so that i can cackle about it. i don't want to have to try and figure out what they're actually doing.#... actually... maybe if i switch the pov once the initial dynamic and background has been established#switch it to the poor bastards trying to make any kind of sense of what they're doing. possibly including filler-episode Strawhats#where they basically spot Luffy. immediately start to bicker about something. then wade off into the sea like they're trying to swim#to the next island instead of sticking around. just... yes. i think i could maybe do something... hmm...#laughing#one piece#writing#stories
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I tried to make cookies for the birthday boy...
#they're a little.... wonky#only did 5 because I didn't have too much faith in them..#also his bowtie just completely disappeared 😭#dcmk#ramblings
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Y’know all of this made me think of a version of Inanimate Insanity but it’s actually a killing game like Danganronpa instead of a reality show
Like if MePhone4 watched Danganronpa and tried to host one himself and shit. Complete with pretending to be a despair-loving freak and all of that jazz
#attempts at socializing#danganronpa#inanimate insanity#based on II16. you know the one#spoilers for inanimate insanity and Danganronpa v3 beyond this point#I’m imagining that the contestants learn about 4 (who they believe has been infected by a despair loving virus)#they pity the guy who seemed to be a disaster magnet#first the guy has a terrible dad#second guy got infected by that virus#but then it turns out that the virus never existed and 4 was just playing a persona#not only that they learn that they were all created for the killing game#they get angry of course#but then again… the killed get revived someplace else#and the reason why he did that is because he never knew anything else#not even a loving life…#so they deduce that they are being watched#break the cameras#and force 4 to show his true self#and plan to save him from the true mastermind’s hold over him and end the killing game#so yeah you get to team up with knockoff monokuma against the mastermind :3#and yes it ends with all the contestants and shit disappearing#but perhaps at this point they have beaten the shit out of cobs and thus have completed their mission#so it’s time to say goodbye to the only ones who cared for mephone#or maybe they have done their part of the plan to defeat cons#and as say suitcase disappears they tell mephone#‘it’s time for you to break your strings.’#so yeah you get to help knockoff monokuma be the protagonist for once#and save him from Junko’s grasp#even though everything else is gone
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I know the colors are muddy, but I really wanted to try a more realism focused style since I can't really replicate vivinos' art. I actually started this before blink gone, abandoned it, then came back to semi-finish it.
#i hate luka#i say#after spending two hours on this#alnst#alnst luka#alien stage luka#vivinos#alien stage#ill do something with sua later#maybe one with ivan and till#i love miza but when i draw her i just can't capture her#like#sense of self#i think i just dont have a good understanding of her character#she only feels complete when i add sua to the foreground or as the other direct focus#also#light hair is difficult to render#once again i had to do this all with my finger#my stylus is gone#it always disappears for like a month then reappears in the fridge or something#art#fanart#alnst fanart
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#so anyway i’m on a train and this is my quick recap#of what i’ve been up to the last year#firstly i found out i have adhd because i was so burnt out and anxious i was sent to the hospital with a suspected heart attack lol#which they’re currently looking into to see if i have any heart problems or just anxiety 24/7 🙃#either way it’s been a great explanation for why i find everything so difficult everyday when i didn’t even know i was finding it hard 😐#my mum also almost died which was very much not fun and a little traumatising#i also can’t remember if i mentioned this before i disappeared (i must have) but i bought my own flat here in london which was my lifes goal#and i’ve spent the last like 8 months renovating to my own taste#it’s been a crazy and overwhelming experience doing all#of this by myself#but nether the less she persisted !!!!#and i’m finally in!!!#living alone? would highly recommend#and lastly this genocide has broken my heart completely and disrupted my ability to enjoy a lot of things and was why i wouldn’t bring#myself to come on here and talk about things that really didn’t matter in comparison#i have a friend directly effected and i feel v personally effected as someone who is west asian/muslim#so yeah it’s been difficult#and then the liam news hit me like a truck#it’s just been a Time#and the months slipped away from me like water#the only good thing that’s happened i guess is that i discovered sleep token this year and they immediately became my favourite band#i’m seeing them next month and have had them on repeat non stop#so apologies in advance for turning into a sleep token blog lol
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yay a week until my 29th bday ✨🔥😎🔥✨
#about myself#heldig life stories#birthday#it's hard to believe that a year ago in that same period of time i wrote my last will haha#the only reason i didn't make an attempt on myself was my hyper responsibility 'cause i wanted a notary to approve my last will#so my beloved ones would have no problems with my property and my corpse after i die#but i had no time to do so and then my husband led me to psychiatrist and she confirmed i'm having a suicidal depression all my life#after i described my habitual living she was shocked that i managed to go so long without any medication just on my inner will itself#just because i constantly pushed myself forward from 'you need to go everyone counts on you'#but then it was awfully worsened by my long term burnout due to constant work crunches to the point when my inner will became not enough#and i stopped functioning like a normal person completely: not eating not getting up from the bed not wanting anything except disappearing#now i'm on antidepressants and it feels like i'm awake from a living time nightmare#it would have been so much easier if someone gave me antidepressants back then when i was 14 and tried to take my own life for the 1st time#fortunately unsuccessfully#so it will be another happy birthday to me that i wasn't supposed to live haha#don't be like me pls don't ignore yourselves and your condition and instead take care of yourselves dudes <3#go to the doctor if you need to it's neither scary nor shameful - it can literally save your life#hug you all tightly
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An underrated sashannarcy dynamic is them starting as a V-shaped relationship and the hinge realizing the other two are also in love and trying to set them up. I wanna see Marcy playing matchmaker for her two girlfriends who hate each other and also love each other but they also hate each other and
#sashannarcy#my posts#Anne and Sasha having a really big fight and being in super bad terms and only putting up with each other for Marcy. do you see the vision#trying to get along to spend her birthday with her (they planned for two very different things and refused to coordinate or communicate)#dropping Marcy off at each other's places with smiles that disappear as soon as Marcy turns around#things like that#they want each other so bad it makes them look stupid#one of the most ridiculous reasons why they won't make a move is because they don't wanna cheat. on marcy#their shared girlfriend#also ☝️ the potential for marcy angst... neither of the three families get it#her family thinks it's childish and ridiculous and that she can't ''string them along'' forever. she needs to settle down and have#a ''real relationship'' eventually. the Boonchuys would be more accepting if they didn't see Anne angsting about it all the time#(she doesn't have a problem with the arrangement. she just thinks sasha is an annoying piece of shit)#they don't get involved but they kinda judge her in silence while misunderstanding the situation#the waybrights just think she's cheating on her daughter in broad daylight and humilliating her completely#defending her is probably the only thing that gets anne and sasha to agree on something these days
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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you guys ever go thru a stage in art where it feels like everything u draw is solely for socmed and that ur interest in something is not genuine and ur just overall burnt out in art and draw like once a month. lol lmao xd
#i keep looking at old art and going wow#im so washed. LOL#i had like . a mindset back then where i Needed to have a hyperfixation and run that interest to the ground#until my brain was sick of it fr#and its like. that just completely disappeared at one point? the drive to discover and learn and create just disappeared#and like im . a giga Casual enjoyer of things now and like i guess i can think deeper of the Themes now. woah. media literacy unlocked#but im never really hooked on things like i used to be. idk if this is what being normally interested in things is like or#or if its not normal. idk#trying to forcefeed myself interests and hope thag its normal hahaha#my rationality tells me i cant possibly be the only one dealing with this but like idk. i just never see it#i think ive vented about this before but i may have deleted#who knows. this is just a moment of weakness u guys shouldnt have to see this again . just going to be real
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week 4 / small commitments challenge
I read a tumblr post talking about how our experiences in young adulthood are so varied that while we aren't alone in those experiences, we are actually so alone...Maybe that's why I sometimes find myself thinking of the future more than the present because surely by that stage, I won't be so alone in that sense anymore. I felt that way in high school about university and I feel that way now in undergrad about whatever lies ahead. But what if I just took time to enjoy what there is to enjoy in my current category of experience? Stopped thinking happiness and belonging of that type lies never now but at some future destination? Perhaps I will stop feeling so behind in life because I've stopped thinking there is only one right path to follow to live a life that is satisfying to me. Perhaps I will feel less alone.
🪴 tomato garden (50/10): M: no timer today bc it's annoying to keep pausing and unpausing whenever smth happens irl that doesn't neatly fit the timer T: better to get as much sh*t done as i can than to have the pressure of a timer (never enough time 😭) burning a hole in the back of my mind 😪 W: 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅+(1/2 🍅) (felt better today, hence the "tomato planting") Th: 🍅🍅🍅+(1/2 🍅) F: 🍅🍅🍅🍅 I also studied on Saturday (😭) and tried and failed to on Sunday (couldn't bring myself to focus...felt so drained 😪😭) but saw no point in tracking my time. I get things done when I get them done regardless. Sometimes a timer is just discouraging.
😎 side quests: 🐸 yoga: 🧘🏻♀️🧘🏻♀️🧘🏻♀️🧘🏻♀️ (fell off the bandwagon with this, but oh well) 📝 journalling: 🖋️🖋️🖋️🖋️🖋️🖋️🖋️(this REALLY saves my gears from spinning too much late into the night when i'm anxious. also serves as my main and important form of catharsis during the struggle towards semester's end ❤️🩹 i can't wait to feel alive again)
#i have a really bad habit of romanticizing the future - careers relationships my personality...EVERYTHING!#i think it hurts more than helps me#bc then i get soooo disillusioned#every time i have romanticized the future and then LIVED that future it has been like that#nothing is ever all it's cracked up to be and that's just a fact of life and it can be very sobering#and life is already quite sober#all i have to completely truly appreciate (not the same as romanticizing) is the present#i want to work on that bc the way i see it the only way to lighten the solemnity of life is to#use all my senses to be fully appreciative of the present moment#my ability to do that just seems to disappear (or at best diminish) during the busy stressful days#where all i can think about is how tired i am#and how much work there is still to do#and how much or little i have done#if i keep on like that i will be very sad or burn out sooner bc i know that i'll have to work very hard for the future i want...#as Lena said “STEM is hard as hell!”#studyblr#digital diary#chemblr#100dop#100 days of productivity#100 days of studying#100 days of self discipline#studyspo#stemblr#astudentslifebuoy#heydilli#heyfrithams#stu(dying)#study motivation#introspection
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Are we honestly really truly doing "stupid anarkiddies think they can literally make INSULIN in BATHTUBS!" discourse again. I love you all but so many of you are pulling strawmen of anarchists out of your asses that have never even come close to existing in real life
#'anarchists will literally say they think disabled people should just die lol' where. who are you talking about#why should i even pretend that you're being intellectually honest when you say shit like that#open mick night#i'm trying not to post about this bc i value my happiness but why do so many supposed 'communists' act like#literally all infrastructure would magically disappear after The Revolution#and that the only way to distribute medication without the iron fist of the state is interpersonally among close friends#'so you're saying RAPISTS and MURDERERS deserve to NOT HAVE INSULIN since NO ONE LIKES THEM?' why have you decided#completely within your own mind that anarchists' views of 'post-revolution' society#is like little bunny rabbits in fields of wildflowers bringing only their closest friends antipsychotics. why do i need to entertain that
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mostly-finished the dlc last night which really made me realize how many npc quests i fucked up or locked myself out of despite trying to be really careful to avoid that lmfao
#[spoilers in the tags]#the only one i DIDNT fuck up was ymir’s and even then i missed a chunk of dialogue and almost missed the spirit ash sisters thing#and i got igon’s quest done#but#i completely locked myself out of freyja’s#i missed a big chunk of stuff from thiollier’s#and thus the dragon priestess’s#i missed a chunk of stuff from ansbach’s which led to fucking over freyja#i think hornsent’s quest fucked ITSELF up because he despawned while invading#i definitely missed some things about leda#and i’m pretty sure i missed some stuff with moore too#i MIGHT have gotten all of dane’s stuff but if so it means all he did was fight me once then get summoned for a boss then fight me again#this is still the most frustrating part of elden ring as a whole to me#i missed ALL the foreshadowing for the final boss because i fucked up freyja’s quest because ansbach just disappeared#lmfao#don’t go to the shadow keep too early kids! it looks like the path you’re supposed to take but it’ll fuck everything up!#speaketh
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#Heres the thing#Nick and i obviously care about each other#Forever probably#He understands me too well and i think i sometimes understand him#But while he is great in a crisis and there whenever i Need need him#At any other point he is capable of disappearing completely#I called him the morning after my hospital visit and i could already feel him pulling away and saying goodbye without saying goodbye#It will probably be months before i hear from him again#Which i know is enough for him#Hes a strong person very independent never needs anybody i get that#But im not like that i do have a tendency to wanting the people in my life to be IN my life#Anyway im just sad#And grateful obviously because him specifically telling me exactly what to do was probably the only reason my illness didnt get worse 🤣#Anyone else telling me to do the same things i find much easier to ignore lol
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