#one of them had mommy issues
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Did anyone else make elaborate warrior cats OC's and inter-clan politics or am I just autistic
#warrior cats#i had a whole 6 book series planned and everything#that cats had elemental powers#one from each clan#and they had to go on a quest together to find an herb that would#heal the clans of a plague or whatever#one of them had mommy issues#another didn't know his mom but she was the clan leader and gave him up for ???reason???#then named him after herself#I had a playlist and everything#text post#autism
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Listen!! What about;
Marius on his knees between Akasha’s legs, while Akasha is sitting on her throne. His face in her chest, and she cradles his head. Feels good to be held like this. And then in a small undefined part of his brain, something snaps. Slowly his mouth finds her nipple and not a second later he is sucking it like a starved child. His mother died when he was born ~he killed her, he thinks, he has lived with that guilt for all his life~ He has never been breastfed- but he has a Mommy now. And he calls her so, and she lets him know he is being cared for, the hand that is cradling his head, does not stop. The faint beginning of tears prickling behind his eyes.
“Mommy”
It’s a foreign word that slips from his mouth, a word his lips had never shaped when he was a child, no matter how desperately he wanted too. “She is not your mother, Marius. Your mother is dead, as you well know. Sit up straight, and let me not hear you again.”
It’s shameful, in the way he says it now; clawing at her chest like this, whimpering, suckling, eyes closed, ah, such bliss.. to be cared for like this
I think this would heal him.
#I mean-#pls let Marius give into his mommy issues#he has them alright#I know he does#and at one point he looks up her Akasha’s unmoving stone cold gaze and is like ‘does she know I’m doing this#no she doesn’t know’#and then he#Is like yes of course she knows Marius!!!!!!!!!?????!!!!!! aaaaaa and he had internal struggle and is tortured because he let himself get l#like this#Marius de Romanus#akasha#queen akasha#tvc#vc#vampire chronicles
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This is a Thanos Rising 2013 by Jason Aaron hate blog every day I'm fuming over the damage he did to Thanos' backstory but ESPECIALLY Sui-San. You don't understand her like I do... Anyway this is old art from 2021(?) that I never posted because uhhh idk why lol.
#Thanos is oozing mommy issues but not the kind that Jason Aaron thinks he has.#thanos#sui-san#eros of titan#mentor#a'lars#cosmic marvel#art#I'll probably draw Sui-San with long hair in the future but her Thanos Rising bisexual bobcut is cute#desperately grasping for anything good about that book lol it's just her hair and Thanos likes to draw :) that's it throw the rest away.#I think about them so much... Sui-San being the only one who might've forgiven Thanos if she didn't die when he blew up Titan...#Sui-San's love for Thanos and how her and Mentor still failed him... Thanos seeking solace in Death... it's all so AUGHHH#Also I don't know how to draw babies I struggled so much with Eros LOL I had to just give up at some point#enjoy<3 I need to draw more...
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Hey man. Can you watch her I need to go run some errands. Make sure she doesn’t get into trouble. Thanks.
#Everyone look at Lucía#if I had motivation I would be spitting out fully colored piece after fully colored piece but I’m so tired lately oops#She has a bow tie and a gun and a grudge against Luke and mommy issues. What more do you want.#Oof I should use her tag. But I’m embarrassed because I still haven’t thought of what her second last name is gonna be#downside of making your character Latino is that you gotta give them like 4 names. Oh well. One last name for now.#Lucia Graye#Professor Layton oc
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Rough sketch in between studying rip
#chia draws#one piece#I will feed myself god be my witness#if baby 5 has no fans then I am six feet under#I just… I just think they’re neat….#baby 5#baby 5 one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgardwaterlaw#“where’s buffalo” (takes sunglasses off) i do not care for him#im sorry buffalo my tolerance for women is higher than men#also his design isn’t appealing. to me.#can’t a girl have favorites. only one of them had mommy issues and it wasn’t him
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✨️WOMAN✨️
#I would do anything she asked#Someone's gotta take one for the team and I volunteer myself for it#I'd fuck her for the betterment of Night City#I just started playing the expansion and I'm in love with her#I didn't realize I had mommy issues until she started bossing me around#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk game#cyberpunk 2077 phantom liberty#cyberpunk 2077: phantom liberty#phantom liberty#president rosalind myers#rosalind myers#Don't @ me for these god forsaken tags xD#I am ashamed of them but fuck it xD#The things I do for comedy
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Why aren't there more fics where Red Son gets adopted?
That boy needs good parental/familial figures. Stop giving them all to Mk he has enough(jk, he never has enough, gotta catch em all).
Spreading the Red Son adoption agenda.
Anyone will do, just give him a stable and loving family(you can also make his actual parents better than they are, I don't care, i see him with a good family and i start acting like a damn dog)
#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#red son#lego monkie kid red son#lmk red son#lmk red boy#give me more stories like that#its time for red son to start collecting them like pokemons#extra points if he is the baby of the family#more extra points if his new family helps him overcome his trauma#even more extra points if you give him MORE trauma and THEN make his new family help him recover#mix it up#everything is good#just give me my food fanfic writers#so i dont have to do everything myself#why are we giving all the dads to mk when he already had good ones in the first place#when the mommy issue daddy issue disaster is right there#just waiting for adoption
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the fun part about me finally watching yokai gakuen is that when i watched the movie like 3 years ago i joked about jinpei having comphet but guys. i don't think it's a joke anymore
#'the cat has comphet' i say into the mic. the crowd boos me#'i don't know what a comphet is but if it's food i definitely had it at the cafeteria!' standing up. jinpei jiba himself#what do i think about this show now that i'm finally watching it. it's complicated#IT'S EITHER REALLY GOOD OR REALLY BAD. THE ONRYO'S BACKSTORIES ARE REALLY SAD AND I LIKE THEM A LOT#BUT IF I HAVE TO SIT THROUGH ANOTHER CRINGY EPISODE I WILL CRY TILL I RUN OUT OF WATER#goromi is the character ever though. a rude ass cat with a gun. genuinely like her a lot#'but alma you talked about jinpei's backstory and you expressed an attachment to raimu! what do you mean you finally watching it!'#i don't. i don't remember why but i watched the first two eps and i couldn't find the rest so i decided the best course of action was#to watch the last two ones. why? i don't know. lord emma was there. wasn't he ema? i didn't know anything#i mean... i wouldn't have anyway the eps weren't subbed anyway i just saw raimu and went 'i jam with this dude!'#and became inexplicably attached. the catboy romance ever...?#as for jinpei's comphet i just. he said 'i'm into older women!' and i was like 'oh that's not a crush he just has mommy issues'#AND THEN IT TURNS OUT HIS MOM DIED...#he also didn't care at all when fubuki said emma liked him in the movie. he was fully focused on the fact that she became a snake#his uh. love plans (?) for enra are also rather tame. compare with kyubi who i wanna whack in the head with a bat#am i taking this too seriously. yeah probably. but jinpei dressed up as freddy mercury once. that has to mean something#also wild boy is a lesbian. technically that doesn't make any sense but like. the vibes. what are yokai heroes anyways?#are they them? are they a fusion like in dragon ball or steven universe? then why kengo benimaru? he's not like jinpei or bakera AT ALL#this show is so confusing i want out i want out i want out i wa-
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then let my heart be hardened, and never mind how high the cost may grow.
— azadeh heidari (2/3)
i. just like a woman (2012) dir. rachid bouchareb // ii. anis mojgai // iii. i for iran, dir. sanaz azari // iv. the echo sounder, ada limón // v. listen, newsha tavakolian // vi. glory and gore, lorde // vii. euphoria (2019) 1x07 “the trials and tribulations of trying to pee while depressed” // viii. first fig, edna st. vincent millay // ix. the breadwinner (2017) dir. nora twomey // x. seventeen going under, sam fender // xi. the plagues, ralph fiennes & amick byram
#✷ I WILL GREET THE SUN AGAIN; GREET THE STREAM THAT ONCE FLOWED IN ME — STUDY.#i've had a couple loosely connected ideas for this one and i was having a very hard time. actually connecting them lol#for this installment i wanted to focus on her almost childish rage but also her desire to just be strong?#and to be loved in a way she never was by her own caretakers#also her own anger at god despite her faith!! love that divine rage <3#the next one will also probably include a scene from the breadwinner#which is a very good movie btw!!! they were SNUBBED#i also might make some weaves that are less general and not as broad#like one about her and lakamar's relationship!!#mommy issues are always a fun time#anyway i'm not 100% sure i managed to do what i intended with this it doesn't feel as balanced#but i'm sick of looking at it lmfao
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was watching tiktok and a video had the song michael in the bathroom playing and I was vicerally reminded of being in middle and high school and mom always mentioning how much I looked like my dad (his name is michael) and how I slowly was able to start noticing it too and whenever I sang the song it reminded me of him and I felt like we were overlapping too often felt like id never be anyone but a shadow or his mirror and then i began learning i was trans and now the song makes me think of him even more (he’s not a bad dad he tells me he’s proud of me and stuff there’s just two really big moments he unknowingly failed and one long continuous one but he loves me and he’s proud and he supports me and he didn’t mean it and ive learned to make that enough) and the weird flashback I got when I heard that song and overlapping with his face and how if I transitioned I almost fear I’d be his clone and yeah Anywyas banger song
#the moments were that time he told me how he used to want something to be wrong with him and he’d cut himself to try and prove something was#and he showed me his incredibly faint scars and this was after I told them I was depressed and his solution was to tell me he faked it????#and didn’t even see anything wrong or worrying that he’d cut himself or was self destructive or wished something was wrong so he’d have#something to blame for being the way he was and like DAD THATS DEPRESSION but I was too numb and shocked and felt so so so betrayed becuase#it felt mocking at the time like his way of comforting me. his child. was to fucking show me his scars and be like I faked it so I know#it’s real and sorry I don’t understand WTF DAD#Other time was when he gave me his phone to play Pokémon go and I betrayed his trust (he didn’t like anyone going through his phone) and#went looking through and found Grindr and saw some shirtless photos and people messaging before I left#dad had a shirtlesss photo on there. and I had to pretend everything was fine and erase the evidence and give the phone back and help look#for furniture for our new house and never tell mom cause she’s been through so much already (I really shouldn’t have known I wasn’t her#therapist but this is about daddy issues right now not the mommy ones) so anyways I never told him and years later he told me his friends#signed him up for Grindr as a prank and to make friends and that’s why he thinks someone from his work I pranking him by signing him up#for a gay furry dating site and yet I saw him on his bed sometimes messaging people and yeah#oh and the long continous one was not divorcing mom and defending her saying she loves us when she rejected me and my sister for being trans#and being gone for most of my childhood working and never understanding the fucked up dynamic of home that took place and resenting him for#ruining the perfect routine (sharp words scary feelings always wanting to cry)#anyways michael in the bathroom always gives me weird feelings#cause I hate and love my dad and I looked up to him so much and loooking like him would’ve been a dream but sometiems the wrongs he did#come back haunt my thoughts and I want to scratch and tear apart every feature that makes me look like him. I look nothing like my mom so#there’s nothing physical to tear apart (I just act like her sometimes and have to force myself not the throw up and attack myself from the#disgust)
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I have never been fond of m/m/f trios even as child, ever since i have been a child i preferred making m/f/f trios, equal m/f ratio or even all female or all males groups if i felt a female character wasn't needed there, even when i tried to give a team a token girl i never... really did it, and had other female characters also interact with the team (...for better or worse); like i don't dislike the token girl but i really hate the token girl trope
#i still remember when i was in a really dark place in 2015 and coped with weird mental fanfiction about touhou#where i made a bunch of male OCs that were besties with my favorite character and HATED the ones i didn't like#and also had crazy mommy issues#in general my weird mental fanfic based on majo shojos esque IP were weird as fuck. but still i felt like cooking#i really liked putting more mature ideas in these stories and half of the time i wasn't even bad at it i took them very seriously#and put a lot of effort in it trying to not just copy other shows i was watching#this was kind of rambling but i had a blast from the past#my post
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Read the new sekai story. Not ok.
#rat rambles#sekai posting#I have my complaints but. not with the writing like holy shit#this was the most uncomfortable and scary sekai event Ive read and thats a high bar#its litterally so well written and also hply fuck is it physically painful to read#mafuyu's mom is so. slimy. and creepy. and manipulative. I fucking hate her. Im so scared for mafuyu#obviously theyll be ok eventually this is sekai but. things are probably abt to get rapidly worse for mafuyu#this is the breaking point Ive been waiting for. right now the cracks are simply expanding but soon things might get Rough#the wall mafuyu built between their two lives is wearing so thin and its fucking terrifying#its been literally so painful watching mafuyu trying to stop it and now having to face the incoming collapse when shes not ready#but she never will be ready. not as long as she still holds onto the desperate belief that her mother cares. that her mother loves her.#mafuyu is so fucking terrified rn its horrible to watch. I legitimately felt like crying. holy shit this event#now I will say. this was a great mafuyu event. why are they the fucking 2 star hello#I have mixed feelings on this as a kanade banner but even asside from that why the fuck is mafuyu the 2 star like wtf??#was it rly that important to have mizuki be one of the 4 stars??? did they rly need to be one of them????#like mizuki should have been the 2 star imo#if I had it my way itd be kanade mafuyu and kaito as the 4 stars ena as the 3 star and mizuki as the 2 star#ena and kaito could be swapped but since its kaitos intro I think he deserved it more#speaking of ena taking that 'the only one who can protect you is yourself' and running with it babeyyyyyy#adds that to my ena mommy issues arsonal (thats literally the only thing I have in there rip)#also the way you can feel everyone's development so strongly in this event#they still have a long way to go as individuals and a unit but theyve come so far from the start#mafuyu is in fact now most due for 25ji I think so. time to mentally prepare myself for the storm to come#I wont lie tho I am losing my mind over this event as a mafuyu fan but I am also disapointed in it as a kanade one#like dont get me wrong kanade has some rly good moments but. this does not sooth my worries abt the direction shes going#I just dont like that this was a kanade event about mafuyu. from the kanade fan perspective this was like one of the worst case scenarios#kanade desperately needs more stuff actually about her. Im scared she just straight up wont get it :(#so yeah. mixed feelings on this event from a kanade perspective but dear god is it good otherwise
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I love that song SO much but my earliest memory with it is singing it in the car with my mom when she’d drive me to school in the mornings so I’m just….
#she had cds burned with all her faves and I can recite every single one of them#sunday morning & im reflecting on my major mommy issues insert the ‘girl did you even try to have a good day’ post#mine
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What do you think Alison Weird's personal ranking of the Six Wives is?
God, I hope that's not a typo 😂
This sounds familiar, have I answered this before...? Maybe I need to make a FAQ page.
Can say with fair confidence, because I've read many of her interviews, because apparently I am a masochist that likes to give myself rage headaches, her ranking (from favorite to least is): COA, JS, CParr, Anna of Cleves, KH, and AB.
Funnily enough, I think AB fell and JS rose in her estimation in the last decade or so, in older interviews she really seemed to have more disdain for the latter ( "I wrote a biography of Jane Seymour myself in the 80s, but it wasn’t very long [...] What more is there to say or know about her? I don’t find her a very sympathetic character.") Not to say views can't change, but it's weird in some sense because it seems like her newfound appreciation is not really based on any...new appraisal of evidence? And the same for her newfound disdain (Anne 'loved Elizabeth intensely' --> 'Anne had gender disappointment syndrome', which seems nastily specific, like, even if she did come across contemporary accounts that make it seem like Anne 'fades' a bit after Elizabeth's birth which, it doesn't seem she did, why that in particular and not like, postpartum depression, instead...?)
#i don't think she likes~ kh and similary she seems to intensely dislike both of them on some level for being 'mean' to henry (spare me)#but i mean....she did give her a much more peaceful death than she did anne . like i can't walk away from that thinking anything other#than that she REALLY intensely hates anne#if one had to guess i would say that she has more antipathy reserved for AB > KH as 'heroines' because AB supplanted HER heroine#not to speak of the (transphobic) dead or whatever but i do wonder almost if it's a similar think to mantel...#which was that somehow her hostile perspective on AB got tied up in her mommy issues#just bcus the way she hates anne it's like she reminds her of someone or like anne is someone she knows personally even...#*similarly#*in weir's series of six wives novels. a curse upon whoever gave her than book deal fr and im so serious#i want to go to the sliding doors where that series does not exist almost as much as i want to go to the one without covid#*similar thing#anon#*that#*ill of the#maybe i need to stop trying to elaborate in tags. lordt
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the myy oc is simultaneously the one to make obnoxious little squeeing noises whenever megumi does literally anything and make tsumiki bring along disposable cameras on vacation because it's the only way to get her to admit what she's *actually* looking at, and the one to literally puke in the bushes or hide against a wall when Satoru does something that gives them secondhand embarrassment
literally the can't take it but can dish it out guardian XD
#like they're good at making sure not to hurt satoru's feelings lol because sometimes he does incredibly cringey things on purpose#and sometimes he just does things and they accidentally don't turn out well haha#megumi just grits his teeth and bears it#i wish i had more time in which to flesh out tsumiki's character and relationship with this oc tbh#i think they're dynamic would be so objectively bizarre#bc tsumiki is a people pleaser who's secretly resentful/dissatisfied#(like people forget she's also an abandoned child. whose mom ran off with effing toji of all people. she absolutely has mommy issues)#vs the myy oc who is attempting to be a recovering people pleaser and is also secretly kind of disappointed in the world lol#so it's the two of them giving each other stepford smiles while also legitimately trying to bond#this is myy oc's opportunity to attempt doing normal people activities and trying to find out of any of them are actually fun XD#with tsumiki who is also trying to find out if any normal people activities are actually fun#and tsumiki probably realizing she has depression one day rip because none of these activities bring her even a spark of joy or curiosity#she's just anxious the whole time because she's silently calculating how much money the outing is costing#even when she knows she won't be paying#and myy oc is anxious because they have no idea if this is the “type of thing girls this age are supposed to do”#the irony is if myy.oc actually took tsumiki to do something a little degenerate/delinquent like take her to a shooting range#she'd have a ball alkjsaf#ooh a rage room and then piano lessons and maybe one of those trampoline/gymnastics places#tsumiki's ideal day she didn't know she needed#io.myy#jjk#fushiguro tsumiki#from the margins
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why is the first thing that pops up when i search for asexual sites an article about dating? maybe ace people just want to find their peeps. to forge friendships with people like themselves. people who understand their feelings and what it's like to live in a world that constantly forces the idea of sex/romance down our throat
(but yes, i did click the link. just in case i need to find some nice ace partner in a different country so i can gtfo of america if things start getting dire under the trump presidency)
#i'm going to be upfront about it. not try to trick people#like i'll put a line in my bio or something#idk how dating sites work#tried one meant for aces a long time ago and got an online stalker#who turned out to not even be ace himself he just wanted to date women who were bc he thought that made them more 'pure'#bc you know. equating chastity with purity has never had any negative side effects#also he had some weird mommy issues thing#the thing being i think he wanted to fuck his mom
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