#pls let Marius give into his mommy issues

[effyrosemary]

Listen!! What about;

Marius on his knees between Akasha’s legs, while Akasha is sitting on her throne. His face in her chest, and she cradles his head. Feels good to be held like this. And then in a small undefined part of his brain, something snaps. Slowly his mouth finds her nipple and not a second later he is sucking it like a starved child. His mother died when he was born ~he killed her, he thinks, he has lived with that guilt for all his life~ He has never been breastfed- but he has a Mommy now. And he calls her so, and she lets him know he is being cared for, the hand that is cradling his head, does not stop. The faint beginning of tears prickling behind his eyes.

“Mommy”

It’s a foreign word that slips from his mouth, a word his lips had never shaped when he was a child, no matter how desperately he wanted too. “She is not your mother, Marius. Your mother is dead, as you well know. Sit up straight, and let me not hear you again.”

It’s shameful, in the way he says it now; clawing at her chest like this, whimpering, suckling, eyes closed, ah, such bliss.. to be cared for like this

I think this would heal him.