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wip guessing game how about lack or less
ok this is like. a small snippet of a game/interactive fiction piece that i'm contemplating publishing serially?? BUT it's also part of a larger game i'm trying to get funding for atm and is abt a lot of things but essentially boils down to. jews in space
The secondary reason, I suspect, was the promise of safety, however false that may end up being. I go back and forth on it, myself; previous attempts similar to this have almost always failed in the long run, but even our own texts prescribe us to look forward. We can't discount a future that hasn't happened yet, even if millennia of epigenetic trauma tells us to, but we can't guarantee it either. (Given what I've uncovered these past few years, I'm further soured on this point on principle, though I can't fault my parents nor my people for being compelled by it. But I have reason to believe AQA’s impetus to select the communities they did for the inaugural fleet was less than charitable. More on this later.)
#answers#cedardivine#please please ask me abt this project if anyone's at all interested lol#it's literally been consuming me these past few months and i care abt it so much#one day. it will be made i promise#wip wednesday
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The Tiger (from the poem by Nael, age 6)🐅
#knitting#knitblr#wip#pattern is The Tiger on ravelry🐯#alright alright. i’ve knit whales. lions. fish. frogs. and now tigers! it’s a whole menagerie in here.#anyways. this one had to be knit because when i was knitting the aforementioned lion. i was also compelled by tiger art so i made myself#a promise to follow up on one day and here that day is.#nael age 6 it’s been a pleasure knitting your prose🫡
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Curtwen Week Day 4: Haunted
#fuck yall I really wasn’t sure about this last night but looking at it now I think it’s grown on me#I tried going for a 1960s comic book look#because I really like the vibes of old comics#they’re very cool#honestly this came out very different from what I had planned originally#but then I had this idea and ran with it#also I made the executive decision of doing long hair Curt because A) It’s my drawing and I can do what I want and B) I love the idea that#curt had the long hair like in SAD post fall#whoever originally had that idea is a genius- I wish I could remember who it was#but yeah I love doing stylized stuff like this#I don’t do it as often as I want to#I have another saf idea similar to this that I’ve had on the back burner that I might do soon ish#i suppose we’ll see#I’m not making any promises#but yeah this one is a bit different from the drawings for the other three days#I got a bit of reprieve from all the rendering I’ve been doing#fun fact: palm trees are technically a type of grass#because it doesn’t have bark and it doesn’t have rings to tell how old it is#curtwen week#Curtwen week 2024#Curtwen#spies are forever#tin can bros#tin can brothers#agent Curt mega#curt mega#owen carvour#Joey richter#my art#cw guns
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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loop 63
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#hmswposting#chonny jash#cj soul#cj whole#cccc#cccctober#i saw some1 reblog a post saying that every time i draw soul hes always going through it#and it made me laugh so much because!! yeah!!!!!!!!! he is isnt he!!!!!!!!!!jhuGYKVHDEWBJPBUVYW#SIGHS i love soul i promise he'll catch a break one day . harmonias favorite useless bard
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birthday boy 🎂
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼
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Slaps my lavellan this bad boy can fit so many abandonment issues
edit: uploaded the right picture lol
#dragon age#solas#lavellan#dragon age inquisition#oc: avelea#solavellan#dai#my art#I could not bear to cover up solas’ neck and shoulders#I don’t know how the inquisitor got back to the team#but my hc is that they ended up finding her and helped her back to the palace for treatment#imagine the love of your life broke up with you#promised you answers and then disappeared without a trace#could be dead or alive#you’d feel insane! you’d go crazy#2 years pass and you start to feel normal again#BOOM HE’S BACK#also he still loves you#you changed him#made him hate himself more#and he still won’t choose you#kisses you one last time#implies you’ll never meet again#disappears again#personally I’d explode#but Lea definitely disassociated until the gang showed up
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Danganronpa WLWeek Day 2: Protag/Antag !!! feat. kirizono
I saw this post by @/ministarfruit and it rewired my brain forever thank you for your service
@danggirlronpa
#danganronpa#dr1#trigger happy havoc#kyoko kirigiri#sayaka maizono#kirizono#danganwlweek2023#i feel like i made sayaka look too evil in the first pic just ignore that#i promise its a romantic and loving class trial debate between two girls with opposing perspectives on life <3#i hope the quotes i chose for the second pic come across the way i want them to#i wanted to show off their different mindsets and why it would lead to conflict between them#but i am not good at coming up with dialogue#so i just picked ones from their wikis i thought kinda worked and called it a day haha#artlying#my art
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Wow! Your Ignihyde redesigns are so fucking ugly! So hideous and uninspired, and their ugliness is only amplified by your very poor drawing skills and even uglier art style! And it's laughable how you really believe that you did better than the official designs, never do that again, you can't design or draw for shit.
too late i'm already planning a heartslabyul redesign lmao
#hate ask 101#darling i think you should stop using the multiple exclamation marks cuz they end up making you look like a cartoon villain and instead#upsetting me you just made me crackle#no one is gonna take your hate serious like that :( you wouldn't want that#also sweetheart why you acting like i killed your family i promise miss yana isn't going to come knocking on the door to thank you for#hard effort#also are you illiterate or did you willingly ignore the part where i wrote 'i don't think the design is bad and i think it's quite stylish'?#i hope you have a good day#disney twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst#riddle rosehearts#heartslabyul#twst fanart#mine#my art#idk fucking seethe ig
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people saying oscar is emotionless obviously haven’t seen this man giggle like a little schoolgirl
#watch literally one video from his prema days i promise you’ll change your mind babe <3#or literally ANY video he’s ever made with lando like have you not seen the zendaya giggle!!#oscar piastri
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jack and ralph’s stupid inside joke (but I animated it)
idea from @jack-merridoomed !! inspired by this post
#hi sorry i literally JUST saw your reply to my ask#please pretend this isn’t five days late🙏😞#lotf#lotf fandom#lord of the flies#lotf fanart#lotf jack#jack merridew#lotf ralph#jack lotf#lotf jalph#jalph lotf#jalph nation rise up#ralph lotf#ok now responding to prev tags:#‘THE mikeru in my asks’ HAHAGD I PROMISE YOU IM NOT THAT SPECIAL#im THE mikeru😎😎😎/j#thank you though that’s very kind😭#oh also I might draw the other hcs#maybe maybe not#they’re all really cute i just made this one quickly so you knew I saw your post lmao#love the idea of Ralph being obsessed with his horses even while on the island
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✦ — BUT DARLING, YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION.
✦ CHARACTER/S︰ijekiel alpheus & lucas from wmmap (who made me a princess).
✦ SYNOPSIS︰love can bloom and burn in any heart at the first sunlit-brindled brief—whether it be bounded by duty, ice, or disbelief; as long as that epitome of affection is you, they suppose they can make an exception and make some space—or in which they fall in-love with you first glance and sight.
✦ CONTENT WARNING/S︰nothing other than one swear word (fuck), & the general fluff and infatuation (from the character/s) + everything is proofread with the wc 200 - 300 each.
✦ A/N︰making my debut as a manhwa writer on main is not the ideal move but idk where to post it okay (side eyes the 2367838 sideblogs under this one/silly (also the title is inspired by "the only exception" by paramore <3 it's bleeping awesome go and give it a listen!!))
IJEKIEL IS NOT ONE TO FALL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, to have his world still for a few seconds while his heart overrides and blood races to the forefront of his cheeks—but dear heavens, were you the only exception to that rule bound by duty and a planned future in his chest. you surely weren’t the epitome of grace or as enchanting as the gods, but to him you were enough—more, than enough, truly.
he first met you in an arrangement of his father and your parents from your vague childhood—but oh, how he remembers every second of that first meeting. when the doors opened to you bowing in front of him with a barely-hidden smile of excitement curving the tips of your mouth to look at him with big, bright eyes of wonder staring directly at the copy of the sun—not once backing down to blink or burn away from awe and fluster. so ijekiel does that instead. his skin flares with the color of blooming carnations, sunlight-prickled hues wide from childish panic at the sudden increased beating of his heart. was something wrong with him? he felt light-headed and dizzy, stomach twisting, tossing and turning as if he was about to faint from merely seeing you presented before him like the finest muse of a pristine piece of art, incomparable to anything else other than itself. what should he do? should he compliment you? should he act indifferent and use a practiced smile? his mind is trying to adjust to the drastic changes of his swayed heart, but the boy just can’t seem to do just that when he’s faced with a fairytale protagonist right in front of him—and he blinks, catching something from the corner of his eye—and is brought back down to earth when he sees his father’s questioning gaze. then, bows with a smile, greeting you further in to sit down and perhaps enjoy a cup of tea with him? you said yes out of common courtesy, but that only made his smile grow wider.
LUCAS FIRMLY DOES NOT BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, like come on—who believes in love like that these days? naive little kids? newly adolescent noble ladies? men of high and poor status? it’s simply too . . . unlikely to actually happen in his eyes. the butterflies when you meet “the love of your life’s” eyes? could be the early signs of constipation. the flush in your cheeks when there’s too much prolonged eye contact with them and the dizziness of your heart and mind? could be an oncoming migraine, headache, or a sign you're being possessed by some evil spirit, y’know? anyways, enough joking aside—the point is, he finds the subject some far-fetched fairytale that is highly impossible even with the magic he has—that is, until, you waltz into his life. the things he feels when he's around you is something that could be described as a contradiction. the first gazing into your eyes turns the world upside and back again, the first brush against your fingertips suck all the air out of his chest, the first chuckle that he manages to rouse from deep within your giddy joy paints him a shade darker than his eyes from head to toe—holy fuck were there a lot of firsts that made him experience everything and anything all at once; with most he can't even explain properly without sounding so . . lovesick. god do you make him sick to the last bone with whatever sorcery you possess. in short; when in love, lucas is everything that correlates to being stupidly infatuated and is constantly reeling himself in by a hair’s breadth back to the surface when you smile, laugh, or simply exist next to him—like, can you imagine how utterly moronic it is to see how degenerate he’s become from before you?! . . . but, if it makes you happy, he’ll gladly be idiotic for the rest of his life (though, that depends if you're gonna annoy him or not).
✦ — @khasmies 2023.
#― ❛ babbles .ɞ⋆ ˚。૮ ˶•~•˶ ა#this ain't getting any traction i'm calling it now shfhdkhfshskd#but meh i enjoyed writing it#ALSO GO READ WMMAP (who made me a princess)#IT'S GONNA GIVE YOU THE MOST HEART-WRENCHING SECOND MALE LEAD SYNDROME OF UR LIFE I PROMISE#anyways. the tags#ijekiel alpheus#wmmap ijekiel#who made me a princess#wmmap#manhwa x reader#manhwa x you#ijekiel x reader#ijekiel alpheus x reader#wmmap x reader#who made me a princess x reader#lucas x reader#wmmap lucas#suddenly became a princess one day#wmmap athanasia#athanasia de alger obelia#athanasia x reader#manhwa#q#also the queue tag is still the same hjdsjhfd i'm not changing that one#anyways this is scheduled for sunday aug 6 (unless i get it wrong (which i most likely will but hey that's alright methinks))
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telling myself to continue on like normal and write like normal but how am i supposed to do that when i know my world is ending in 24 hours?
tw for tags: i accidentally rambled on and aired out all my grief for my dog
#ive known since the moment we got the cancer diagnosis id be losing him#it doesnt make it easier#tw pet loss#ive experienced a dog dying unexpectedly and now a planned death#i have decided there is no death thats easy. you'll always wish it went the other way.#in 24 hours ill be loading him into my car one last time#ill be joking about how heavy he is as i lift my 'heavy baby' into the backseat#i'll be babytalking him the entire drive and nearly dislocating my arm just to pet him at the red lights for the last time#i bought him reese's peanut butter cups. because he loves peanut butter and deserves to taste chocolate before he goes#i got him all his favorite treats. been feeding him all the meals he'd beg for that id say 'dogs cant have'#i just. this is hard. im losing my baby. my best friend.#the 'aggressive' boy no one wanted for 2 years until i came upon him and said 'hes coming home with me'#people keep telling me i dont have to be in the room when it happens but how could i do that?#how could i leave him alone this last time (arguably the most important time) when the day i brought him home#i made the promise that he'd never be alone again?#how could i do that when every time hes sick he wants me near him? puts his head in my lap?#how could i when during my roughest times he protected me so fiercely?#the only time he's been anything but a gentle giant has always been when he protects me#how could i not protect HIM one last time?#im sorry. im in my feels. this fucking sucks.
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Two-Bit: Which one of you was going to tell me that tea tastes different if you put it in hot water? Ponyboy: Y-You were putting it in cold water???? Darry: Keith. Answer the question, Keith. Two-Bit: Yeah??? I thought for like five years that people just put it in hot water to speed up the tea-ification process. Didn't realize there was an actual reason. Dally: You don't have the patience to microwave water for three minutes??? Sodapop: Why... are you putting it in the microwave to boil it? Dally: Do you think I have the patience to boil water on the stove? Sodapop: It takes less than a minute. Steve: Soda, is your stovetop powered by the fucking sun? Sodapop: How long does it take you to boil a cup of water on the stove? Dally: Like seven minutes. Sodapop: Just stick the mug on top of the stove on medium heat and it boils in like two minutes, less than that if you use a saucepan. Johnny: Crying, you're putting the whole mug on the stove??? On medium heat??? Your stove is enchanted. Darry: Every single person in this gang is a fucking lunatic.
#presenting the silliest gang ever#pony and darry have witnessed soda sticking a mug on the stove it's canon#they made a silent pact to not say anything#the hyperfixation is going wild tbh#i promise the brainrot will settle one day#incorrect quotes#the outsiders incorrect quotes#the outsiders#two-bit matthews#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#sodapop curtis#steve randle#johnny cade
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Another day, another cursed doodle 😭🙏💀
#auguste de marmont#napoleonic era#napoleon#marmont#napoleonic wars#im losing my damn mind#history memes#memes#my art#marmont shitposting#whats wrong with me#i was just doodling#and MADE THIS MONSTROSITY 😭😭😭😭#RIZZMONT#i promise that one day u will draw something 💀#I PROMISE ONE DAY I WILL HAVE ACTUAL CONTENT 😭😭😭😭#im a professional marmont shitposter 😔🙏#napoleonic memes#😭😭😭😭#I SHOULD REALLY STOP 👹👹👹👹#did he rizz you up? 😳
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What is the pomni drawing your most proud of?
oooo interesting question that is honestly. a bit hard to answer at the moment... i've been prioritizing having fun instead of putting full effort into everything due to like, time constraints and such soooo i wouldn't consider most of what i've posted to be "full pieces"
that aside, probably the mirror room piece? it's a bit complicated ... while i'm still very proud of it there was actually a lot more to the drawing than i posted, but it was just too hard for me to pull off in full?
i didn't plan well enough and in the end i had to take the coward's way out by cropping out the bits i was having trouble with. whoops ^-^;
i'm not too torn up about that though, it was experimental in the first place and i learned from it so all is well
alternate options would probably be either the bone comic [i might be biased due to its success, but i was pretty happy with the general flow of it and my expression work there] orrrr this sketchy animation that i'm still working on which isn't a masterpiece or anything, i just get really giddy over making pictures move
here's a sneak peek... you might be able to guess the full contents if you think back a bit
#animation is so fun it's like wtf... i made that thing move??? AWESOME#why don't i do it more often you ask#short attention span means i usually lose steam if it takes any longer than a few days. which. because it's animation it always does. whoop#only reason i didn't drop this one is because#i kind of made a promise#ask response
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