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wait
since AH is over now, i may be past the point of getting weird, unsolicited asks about whatever goes on with them
which means
#/this/ is the obligatory joke post#now I can make the sporadic posts about rt in general#on my own terms :D#at least until the company dies#not yet praying on their downfall#nor thinking they can shine and prosper#but a secret third thing#(just casually seeing whatever the fuck else they do)
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a little comic about post canon wangxian and coming to terms with some things!
#wangxian#mdzs#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#lan wangji#yiling laozu#hanguang jun#mo dao su zhi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#jessbye#egg#yayyy its finally done :D#YALL i didnt realize drawing in black and white can be so hard!! ><#but anyway it was fun nonetheless#a scenario like this has been in my head for so long now#i did smth .. similar recently where i came to terms w smth and simply admitted it outloud#and i kinda realized how much difference it can make#anyway wangxian deserve to feel at peace and trusted and safe to finally talk abt their trauma#ON THEIR OWN TERMS!! with no outside interference!!
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Will Zoro leave Luffy after they achieve their dreams? Not likely
Saying Zoro's gonna voluntarily leave Luffy at the end of OP so he can "live his own life" (i.e. get married, open a dojo, hang out in bars) is so wild to me. That's like saying Luffy's gonna give up adventuring so he can sit around and gorge himself on meat
First of all, it ignores that Zoro genuinely enjoys traveling with Luffy. Luffy (who's always getting into trouble) gives Zoro the chance to be his best self. And Zoro (who very much wants to be his best self) will always seize that chance with both hands
Second, both characters are like...the poster children of wanting to have their cake and eat it too. If you're Luffy or Zoro, you rarely need to make either/or choices. That's what makes them unique. It's why they've both got conqueror's haki! Basically: If Zoro wants to drink until he blacks out? If he wants to nap all day? Hell, if he wants to get lost in a paper bag?? He is like a big cat. He will do what he wants, wherever he is. He doesn't need to leave Luffy to get those things LOL
Third, Luffy's made it clear the Pirate King needs no less than the Greatest Swordsman by his side. Why would that suddenly stop once they've both achieved their dreams? Is Luffy going to quit being Pirate King? Why would he? Luffy wants to be the most free in the world, so he can live the life he wants...with the people he wants to live it with
In other words, Luffy isn't letting Zoro go without a fight — not unless Luffy genuinely feels he's no longer the type of man Zoro would want to travel with. And wouldn't that be the worst ending for both of them?
#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#one piece#text post#my meta#zolu#tho just kind of??#keep seeing this take on different platforms and I simply do not understand where it comes from#Whyyyyy would Zoro or Luffy want anything else#when they WORK SO HARD to keep everything they need right beside them?#imo it's very telling that Luffy's response to someone potentially getting married is:#“Great! They can bring their spouse on board!”#I imagine he'd feel the same about children or anything else his crew may want.#Nobody needs to go their separate ways to “live their lives”; not unless the characters' priorities fundamentally change#which happens of course; because people change and that's okay too#AT THE SAME TIME it's so hard to imagine this for characters like Luffy and Zoro#who unapologetically live life on their own terms#are very open about what they want as soon as we meet them#and have ONLY gotten to where they're at because they refuse to make compromises about those things.
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I’ve reached the stage of watch dogs brainrot in which I’ve began to headcanon them as secondary school (highschool) students; including deciding on the subjects they’d do, what they get up to, etc.
I’ve spent the entirety of my week doing this so I hope the brainstorming somewhat stays accurate to the characters (if not criticism is accepted!)
So ermmmmm here’s the appearances
Clarification; I’ve had to make a couple of almost drastic altercations to Ray’s, Clara’s and Sitara’s designs because of uniform regulations; their canon styles are flashy/unprofessional and wouldn’t exactly be good representation of the school, as well as Ray’s hair possibly being too long/disheveled (because uniform regulations where I live are THAT strict that they dress code hair length on boys as well), so I apologise if there’s any inaccuracies with the characters🤧🤧
Here’s their year and the list of subjects they’d do (just as context before you read the transcript):
Aiden is a lower sixth; on his first year of A levels:
A level - Sociology, IT, Chemistry
GCSEs - IT, Double science, Home Ec & H&S
Ray is an upper sixth; studying A2 level:
A levels - IT, Design and technology, Physics
GCSEs - IT, Physics, History, Chemistry, Design and Technology
Jordi is a lower sixth; studying AS level (most of his GCSE subjects were filler):
A levels - IT, Chemistry, Spanish
GCSEs - IT, double science, Spanish, further math
Clara is a lower sixth, studying AS level:
A levels - Art, IT, sociology
GCSEs - Art, IT, design and technology, double science
Watch dogs 2 dedsec:
Marcus is repeating his first year of GCSEs (partially to get another chance at a better score, another part to stay by his friends):
GCSEs - IT, Media studies, History, Politics, single science
Wrench is repeating his first year of GCSEs (his scores were ridiculous /neg)
GCSEs - IT, Media studies, geography, Double science
Josh is repeating his first year of GCSEs (he’s a perfectionist and as much as resitting exams exist, he insists on staying back 1 year):
GCSEs - IT, Media studies, HE, Double science
Sitara is studying the second half of her GCSEs:
(Chosen) A levels - Art, H&S, Media studies
GCSEs - IT, Art, H&S, single science, further math
Horatio is studying the second half of his GCSEs:
(Chosen) A levels - English language, H&S, IT
GCSEs - IT, H&S, History, double science
Transcript for those who cannot read my handwriting:
(Photo 1)
Aiden
- face is always cold so he wears the mask to keep himself warm (and possibly to accessorise)
- cut thumbholes into his jumper/sweater for comfortability (had to get Clara to stitch it evenly)
- has a natural resting bitch face, makes it almost difficult for him to be read emotionally via expression
- if he isn’t revising for chemistry or doing IT coursework during lunch, he’s hanging in the art rooms with Clara
- low-key has a crush on Clara… (Jordi frequently teases him about it)
- confrontational; if it affects him or the people he knows he WILL stand up for himself/them, even to teachers if he has to
- shares chemistry classes with Jordi (who frequently yaps to him in those classes)
Ray Kenney
- has acne w/ growing beard/stubble
- couldn’t style his hair so he stuck with a mullet
- goes to a different school but turns up for shared education classes
- makes a business of selling his study notes (basically photocopying them then selling them)
- IT prefect
Jordi
- definitely was some form of a greasy kid during his first few years but then had the craziest glowup during sixth form -> no one bullied him because of his tendency to bite back. Hard.
- sells contraband around the school building -> no proof that he does sell it as he’s always subtle with his locations, changing around where he sells and hiding his stock pretty well
- the type of guy to shove you ten times harder in the corridors if you shoved him (intentional nor unintentional, and yes, people shoving people in the corridors is quite common at least in my experience 😭😭)
- can be a class clown but the teachers have no reason to tell him off as he gets work done and has surprisingly good test scores
Clara
- is pretty neutral when it comes to the dress code, even subtly bending the rules to her liking
- busy asf doing art or studying, though does appreciate the company given from time to time whilst she works
- shares sociology classes with Aiden
- organises revision sessions for IT with Aiden (and Jordi; he seems like the type of guy to third wheel for the shits and giggles but also to study too)
(Photo 2)
Josh
- NEVER wears his blazer; finding the material to be too heavy
- always wears his beanie; if told to take it off he’ll proceed to put it back on the next class
- always ends up in the SEN (special educational needs) office frequently due to lack of co-operation
Marcus
- ABSOLUTE hype man during exam season
- Always instigates study sessions with the dedsec group
- mostly because he himself barely studies and usually he’ll sacrifice sleep to study
- Debate club member
Wrench/Reggie
- was able to get privileges to wear his mask
- most of the time gets dress coded for his pins or any other accessory he decides to wear almost on the daily
- decorates his blazer and bag with pins and patches
- when given an assistant under the name of ‘entitlement’ even when he declined, it painted him as an absolute ass due to his aggressive behaviour and lack of co-operation
- same as Josh usually ends up in the SEN office due to lack of co-operation
- draws on arms and hands frequently when bored + to retain attention
Horatio
- Similar to Sitara, is the more studious one of the group and makes sure to remind everyone of homework, school events + staff training days
- school council rep
- same as Marcus; is a debate club member
- Seems like the type of guy who’d know a lot about the teachers and would be able to hang around them due to being on their good side
Sitara
- Similar to Horatio; is the more studious one of the group
- has learned ways with bending the rules of the dress code with subtly hiding highlights, piercings and makeup
- Reminds the group about homework but usually sends the answers if nobody has it done
Some extra headcanons:
- Sitara uses sparkly highlighters when making revision stuff
- Wrench gets agitated with crowds in the cafeteria so Marcus helps get his food
- Jordi partnered with Aiden in chemistry classes primarily because Aiden low-key has leverage over him (by leverage I mean he basically knows the location of his batches of contraband)
- Marcus thrives in English language, especially in speaking exams because of his infectious nature and confidence
- everyone asks Josh for help in IT classes due to how good he is at it (they all share the same IT classes)
- if the WD2 dedsec all in separate classes, they have a collective oneNote document to make shitposts on and contact eachother with
- Wrench goofs off at various instances during revision sessions, even singing brainrot or catchy revision songs that pop into his head
- Marcus is NOT subtle with taking his phone out, that guy’s on it during break where teachers can see
- Ray knows what cars the teachers drive.
- Jordi never keeps his opinions on everyone and teachers to himself. Bro would not care if the teacher was right behind him. They call him a motor mouth for a reason
- Give Josh a swivel chair in a computer room and he will NOT stop spinning on it unless the teacher is talking
- if there’s a substitute, Marcus and Wrench watch stuff on YouTube during class
- Wrench doodles on textbooks that get reused (on a novel, he leaves comments and small doodles)
- Sitara vandalises science tables
- when Jordi, Clara and Aiden do revision sessions, Jordi tries to tease Aiden’s feelings towards Clara whilst the both of them drown him out; if he’s not doing that he’s studying with them and being the one asking the questions and shooting one or both of them a shit eating grin when they get an answer wrong
- Wrench does exams in a separate venue
- Marcus cannot study by himself unless he’s with the company of his friends, or unless he’s pulling an all nighter for a subject he cares about
- Marcus and Sitara take the same bus and stop at a local shop to buy sweets and snacks for everybody; tldr they are walking food banks
- Aiden is secretly a choir kid
- Jordi the type of guy to steal his friends’ food if he’s too broke to buy any or if he just couldn’t be bothered
#watch dogs#watch dogs 2#fanart#traditional art#watch dogs 2 fanart#watch dogs fanart#Aiden pearce#Jordi chin#Raymond Kenney#Clara Lille#josh sauchak#marcus holloway#wrench wd2#reggie blechman#sitara dhawan#horatio carlin#headcanons#alternate universe#watch dogs au#if anything seems offish in terms of school systems I’d like to clarify I’m from the UK#if anyone from the uk doesn’t see any courses that they do it’s due to the fact that I based this off of the courses my school does#i based Clara’s design from her concept art :3#I STRUGGLED WITH RAYS DESIGN SO I APOLOGISE IF IT DOES NOT SCREAM RAYMOND KENNEY IF HE WAS IN A UK SCHOOL#some of these are based off of my own experiences in school! :D#I HOPE I MANAGED TO STAY IN CHARACTER WITH THESE IF NOT I APOLOGISE#PLEASE CRITICISE ME IM A PERFECTIONIST WITH CHARACTER STUFF#I apologise for any inaccuracies with the characters D;#I would do defalt and lenni but I’m not sure what I can do with them so just assume them as obnoxious school bullies#though if anyone does wanna see defalt and lenni then lmk 👀👀#anyway yap session over
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some doodles of maia and elias from the webcomic solivaga!
characters belong to @bleaksqueak
if you havent read the comic yet i cant recommend it enough! go read it now >:D (its linked in their pinned post i believe!)
#my own art#solivaga#solivaga maia#solivaga elias#if you havent read it yet i mean it go read it neow >:(( lovely art and the characters are wonderful <3#anyway! im sure i missed some details on the uniforms but they were fun to draw regardless >:D#elias was so up my alley in terms of character design#i had to draw him#and any character with circle glasses is an immediate fav in my book#may go back at some point and color the chibis
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Finally decided to make a Welcome Home OC! His name is Pluto Maroon, and he's the groundskeeper of the park at Home (Yes I made it that they have a park X•D). Very serious-looking and enigmatic, but deep-down a fun-loving and playful guy. :•D He's just very awkward and doesn't say much.
#Pluto Maroon#Welcome Home#Welcome Home Puppet Show#WelcomeH#Welcome Home OC#My OCs#Crabby Pal's Art#Was originally intended to be a puppetsona--but I ended up making him his own thing X•D#He still slightly resembles me in terms of appearance tho (the hair X•D)
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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drew this girlboy like half a year ago but the pose was so awkward i never posted it. the pose is still awkward i didnt change a thing but now its OUT HERE.. FUCKIFM SCARY...
#dark souls 1 was my forst souls game and i went blind into it#and usually wjen i play games first time around i play as naturally as much in charactsr for me as i can#and when i realised this guy is optional i didnt even think twice abojt not killing him#priscilla too. i didnt kill her either#now i get all like...completionist andy an d i NEED to KILL every single BOSS in every sinfle SOULSBORNE game#i saw elden ring challenge videos that were like..#I CAN ONLY LEAVE A REGION WHEN I KILL EVERY BOSS IN IT/COMPELTE EVWRY DUNGEON#thats just how i played that game on my own silly little terms#but ive ran msuelf into a corner i got distracted from playogn elden ring endgame and havent finsihed it#and i dont have any easier bosse sor anythinf to practice before i jump into the main story path#which is fire giant and fucking malenia#orphan of kos was the hardest boss for me ever and hearing from people that malenia is worse... CARTOONISHLY LOUD GULP#but. anywjo. buisness#dark souls#dark souls 1#dark sun gwyndolin#gwyndolin dark souls#art#fanart#digital art#myart
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btw is sylki fic just getting fewer hits these days or is it just that i keep hitting on whatever the exact tag combo the sylki readers just don't want to click on is?
#i 100% understand why people would not want to click on the one where sylvie beats loki with a stick!#but i've still got a significant fall-off in hits terms for the pairing other than that#don't get me wrong i'm willing to write Stuff Nobody Else Wants To Read it's just a noticable drop (and i'm ignoring last year's S2 bump)#idk how to interpret far fewer hits getting me the same or more comments on my sylki fics#but then when everyone else was High On Semi-Popular Fandom i was busy fretting about the silence i was getting on my own efforts#*shrug emoji*#don't worry i'm not leaving if things have just quietened down - no fandom can rid of me THAT easily :D#i *could* just turn stats back on and see how other ppl are doing but there's also a slow-down that means Popular WIPs are always on top#so it'd be too hard to compare in any useful way (and not just get into a spiral about nobody liking me and my mighty arts)
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sometimes it turns out you're not an XS, you're just an XL who happens to be 5'4"
#men's fashion#transmasc#this is a subtweet to men's fashion#cause I just tried on the fucking XL and XXL shirts I bought at the charity shop as sacrifices to sewing shenanigans#cause that's the W I D T H I need for the hips#and they were not nearly as misfitting on me as I expected them to be#like still very much too big but mostly in terms of length and only marginally in shoulders and collar#like shoulders on the XL one are basically the same amount of too big for me as they are on the S I also bought#men's fashion explain yourself#wtf is this#this is after buying L/XL shorts yesterday too for same hip reason albeit with less worry abt other proportions#turns out#only short#men's fashion doesn't give a shit abt how slender some parts of you may be#widest part is all that counts#cause male fashion shape language says to be WIDE#and you gotta lean into it all the way apparently#I feel both pissed off and enlightened abt these recent insights smh#the XL one makes my shoulders look incredible I am severely tempted to just shorten it and fix the sleeves#but I may just trace the pattern and use its structural knowledge on future own projects hmm
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ngl the paranoid idea that a bunch of people i know including my family are now only willing to see me if i get my shit together is pretty strong
as if i should message them with "i swear i won't do insecure rambling in front of you i am somewhat normal my apartment is presentable i have a job please forgive me" (obv won't but a girl has rejection sensitivity but it's unfortunately close to the shit my brain circus says)
#it's FINE#it's just that i spent halloween with a friend who is...not very good at dealing with my more messy/dumb side#and it's totally fine she actually showed affection in her own way by suggesting i look up industrial design w exemples what what i could d#but you know.#being the token fuckup is not cutting it#i did say before that i need friends who don't fit the mold of what is expected by society in terms of like#mental health or job status or income etc etc.#i think coming to terms with the fact that im legally disabled is helpful in contextualizing a lot of how i feel but#man i literally live in a country where the health system is telling me to kill myself if shit's a bit too tough#it feels a bit alienating yfm
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New game: Share your three best fanworks. No thinking, just the three that instinctively occur to you. Then copy-paste this ask to anonymously share with as many people as you want.
Okay. A) I love this! Thank you so much, nonnie, for a brilliant idea!
B) Whoof. That's tough 😅
Without thinking:
My very first fic. It is finished, it has pacing, it has an arc, it has an actual story... The prose might need a bit of polishing, but I think it's still some of my best work!
My most artistic fic:
I just... I don't know. I feel like it's very personal and almost has something lyrical about it and I feel very deeply about it, even if it is perhaps a little pretentious.
The third one is hard, though...
I'm very torn between something like A Night at the Opera, which I'm still extremely proud of, In the Palm of his Hand, which I love and hope to finish one day, and even The Cake is a Lie. Though the last two are probably not nearly as good in their current published form as they are in my WIPs, where I have additional material that really adds A Lot to them 😅
But I feel like I also want to put one of my metas here, because I have a bunch of those and they're important to me and feel like they're out of contention for this sort of thing. So here's my probably favourite bit of meta writing:
I love Rios and Agnes! And I find their budding relationship fascinating and gentle and lovely and want to think about it more. And this was such a great way to look at their interactions and psychology, and to explain why I think they make sense together.
(Also: it always reminds me of the incredible "Your Light on Me" by @regionalpancake and the gorgeous Love Comes Softly by @smhalltheurlsaretaken, which is essentially the same argument but as an amazing fic (and gorgeous podfic by @thelaithlyworm). And these kinds of connections always make everything better 🥰)
#lili's writing adventures#thank you for the excuse to indulge in my own writing for a bit :D#i think i'd probably also put 'snow day' up there? but it's too new to know what I'll be thinking about it long-term#i'm always a bit surprised that i have posted more stories (and meta) than i think#but also i clearly have greater fondness for my earlier work. i should probably try and figure out what that's about 😅#but i think i'm slowly starting to enjoy this whole Writing thing again so that's something#anyway#thanks nonnie#this was very nice#star trek picard#star trek la sirena#cristobal rios#agnes jurati#agnebal#(yes i am also shocked there isn't a holo centric fic in this. I think Night at the Opera is a very close contender for my favourite fic#but it's not the one that springs immediately to mind when i think of my 'best' fic)#it might be... but i'm not sure
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amazon is off their shit w the way they put ads in everything i HATE how the new ‘premium model’ is just … without ads. like buy an amazon fire tv & have ads built into ur television. a billboard in ur living room
#stream#ads are fucking EVERYWHERR#like fire sticks have ads#KINDLES have ads#everything has a fucking AD !!!!!!!!!!#like honestly i was going to return the apple tv & just stick w the hdmi cable & my computer connected to it but it’s just#a) not feasible b) investing in the apple tv works bc im always on my fucking phone ALSKALKSLAKSLKSLA#my phone or ipad which r both apple#BUT ALAO THE STEAM DECK FOR APPLE TV#THEN U CAN STREAM UR WINDOWS COMPUTER ON THE TV#so yea there’s that at least#but the cost ….#it was over 200 FUCKIN POINDS#i hate my LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but i use this tv constantly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#& i can just plug it into a separate monitor that i plan on getting at some point in the future !!!!!!!!!!!#bc i do need a separate monitor truthfully i do ive like a 13’’ computer & ive open a billion fuckin things at once#like i use my computer + ipad as 2 different computers but its a PAIN bc i can’t just ‘copy & paste’ over to the OTHER SCREEN#i don’t even LIKE amazon i HATE amazon w a PASSION#i just have to use it here bc the uk has destroyed themselves in terms of the high street#i.e. there are no more ‘business districts’ or liek ‘shopping districts’ bc a) rent too high b) interest rates too high c) nobody has any#fucking money d) amazon’s business model is to undercut EVERYONE to drive them out of business bc AMAZON IS A FUCKING MONOPOLY THAT THE US#ADAMANTLY REFUSES TO BREAK#like if u build & manufacture all ur own shit … in ur own factories … then send it to the customer … through ur OWN mail system … and SELL#it though ur own STORE FRONT ….. & SELL EVERYTHING ELSE THROUGH THE SAME WAY …..#ITS A MONOPOLY#like for example: the apple tv on amazon i got for 20£ less than apple even though they’re both#british#not ‘they’re both british’ i mean the apple tv are uk versions not us versions#apple: undercut. but also apple doesn’t change price per currency. 59$ for whatever is 59£ that’s it lol it’s not less bc $ is weaker
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CJ, beloved mutual and friend of JoffyWorld, talented artist in all that you do
What are your pronouns my friend? I don't wanna accidentally be mean and say the wrong thing, feels like I should probably ask since everyone I meet openly states their preference in their bios
fuckin woke agenda or whatever rah ba ba see how easy that was guys cmon kindness is free just be nice to people
Also HIIIIIIIIIIII love your work hiiiii, bye!
Hello hello!! That is a valid question, and here is my answer: I'm pretty much good with any pronouns, I don't feel very strongly about my own pronouns personally so I'm good with whatever honestly :D
(And I do appreciate you asking, very lovely of ya)
Also thank you!! It makes me happy to hear that folks like my work it makes me happy :D
#cj the random artist says words#yea i dont feel particularly strongly about my own pronouns. like i dont really mind how people refer to me or perceive me gender wise??#like i would describe myself as agender and very gender apathetic. based on my experience and my understanding of those terms#so hopefully that's helpful but yea. any pronouns sounds good to me :D
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things that make me wanna do beautiful conceptual illustrations of melliwyk's party's bard's dad
#KADE HEARTWOOD THE MAN THAT YOU ARE.... OOOOUUGGHH#also: thing that makes me realize that kade being Like That was possibly not a coincidence and reaffirms how cool our DM is#my biggest regret in mel's campaign is not dancing with kade during the fancy ball infiltration session and getting to talk to him#because 1) only quinton knew that was his dad and was not on good terms with him-- in-character mel didn't know who he was#and 2) both melliwyk and I in real life got too caught up in 'oh I know EXACTLY which of these people is our mysterious contact'#'haHAA I have Solved Your Puzzle I don't NEED to talk to quinton's dad cause I already know it's not him :D'#[me rattling the bars to my own past] noooo jaaay that's why you talk to EVERYONE ELSE IN THE ROOM FIRST! JAAAY!! LIKE VIDEO GAMES!!! JAAAA#and then later quinton accidentally got him banished back to the afterlife (where he was supposed to have been the whole time)#before we got a chance to MEET HIM AND TALK TO HIM once we KNEW MORE OF HIS SECRETS RAAAAGGGHHH#.... tl;dr kade had been a champion of the raven queen thousands of years ago and we found his dead body sealed in a hidden vault#the kade who fathered quinton was breaking the rules to send his soul out into the world as a living thing (for Reasons)#the risk of which was that his body was Pure Soul-- if he'd died like that it would have destroyed his soul permanently#ANYWAY THIS IS VERY FUNNY TO ME BECAUSE I'M MAKING MYSELF CRY IMAGINING THE ART I WANNA MAKE ABOUT KADE#BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT ACTUAL PC QUINTON AT ALL AND FRANKLY HE OFTEN PISSES ME OFF LMAO#melliwyk's DM is one of my favorite DMs and also fellow players because he's Really Fucking Good At This ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#about me
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My f/o making a soft comfy spot for me on the floor in the living room for me to pass out onto is self care.
Imagining my f/o coming with me to the bathroom so I can squeeze their hand when I'm in pain and then reassuring me and not being grossed out is self care.
My f/o reminding me to drink a lot of water so it flushes out those nasty little bacterias is self care.
My f/o helping and reminding me to take my antibiotics in the morning and before bed is self care.
My f/o comforting and reassuring me when I'm having a break down because I'm so sick of this constant state of my body shutting down or having something wrong with it is self care...
I just want to be better.. :c
#I didn't sleep well last night. the urgency to pee thanks to this stupid UTI kept me up almost all night.#I am t i r e d and I don't own a bed so the next best thing is to sprawl out on the floor with my squishmallows and blankets/pillows#💤 very tired 😴#I just want to sleeeeeeep but its hard to do rn :c#Want my f/o to tell me its just another bump in the road and I'll be okay soon... This has been the sickest ive ever been in my entire life#in terms of things ohysically going wrong with my body. cold/extreme salmonella poisoning/covid/and now this damn UTI.#im frustrated. im trying whatever i can to be healthier... i cut back drinking a lot and ive quit smoking#I make sure to shower when i can even tho its hard. I try to do exercises in the mornins now.....#im just so tired of my body not being well#vent.tw
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