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Fic: Don’t Leave Me Behind Again

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Chapter 15/15: No Time For Recovery

Huh.

In hindsight, Regulus should’ve seen this coming.

That Sirius wouldn’t always be there to protect him.

And so Regulus should’ve seen that protection goes two ways.

Two. Ways.

But he didn’t realise that.

Until it was too late.

Until Sirius was gone.

Tagging all of my followers pls do i would love to read!! 🫶

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I'm going through the Sinostra chapter right now and I can't stop making theories omg there might be spoilers below so be careful, although I'm just enumerating my questions tbh lol

According to one of Taiga's home screen dialogs, there might be some sort of time loop happening which he's KINDA aware of? Or maybe just aware when triggered somehow.

He said "long time no see! You decide to ditch this future too? Sorry I'm not dead yet" which is INCREDIBLY ooc as to how he behaves during the story which leads me to

His extreme memory loss, which apparently lasts less than 24 hours. Why is that? Did he go through so many time loops that it started affecting his memory? There was one small moment in which he remembered Ritsu because he saw the MC face though...

The Clash. What the fuck was it

What's Taiga relationship to Haru? Haru sounds eerily nonchalant regarding Taiga even though the man keeps on threatening Peekaboo. And aftewards, Rui briefly mentions that Taiga has a "destroying what others hold dear" schtick, which leads me to believe that Taiga is seeking revenge for losing something important maybe???? Is the fanfic brainrot too big rn

WHY DOES HE HATE LIKE DOVES??????? I dont wanna go full romantic mode, but is he just resentful of seeing a bird that is the physical representation of someone else's feelings or something......

The spy. Honestly no idea. There's some theories floating around that Haku is the spy, but I would rather see him during the Hotarubi episode before jumping to conclusions, but it's understandable how people might think that I guess...? He IS very nice and helpful and randomly finding the MC fleeing by train was way too much of a coincidence... he does seem to always tie the MC to Darkwick somehow, firstly by KIDNAPPING her and then by talking her into staying. If the MC is the trigger to a bigger event, then one could see that as suspicious. But I would like a bit more evidence first lol

Back to Taiga, why is he. Like why

Okay no but seriously. If we take the timeloop thing seriously + Haku being a spy, here's the theory:

Taiga knows the MC is the trigger for an awful event and tried killing them back in the Prologue in order to cut the problem on its roots. Haku, if we consider him as the spy, WANTS the event to happen (considering he could also be aware of the loop), which is why he saved us and took us to Darkwick, therefore letting it all play out once again.

If Haku isn't the spy, then we would have to chalk it up as Taiga knowing and trying to kill us, but destiny (???) being a bitch, therefore putting Haku there as a pawn to make things play out again

Maybe the spy can control other ghouls? Who know tbh

Finally, what is going on during the first scene we see in the game? Darkwick on fire and the first character we choose jumping off of the building? I wonder what would happen if we choose Taiga as our first card....... maybe I should create a sub acc

Anyway if anyone has more questions/theories PLEASE SEND THEM MY WAY IM OBSESSED WITH THIS GAME I NEED TO THINK ABT IT

There is also a good theory on reddit made by u/imonlybr16 that states this:

"Before the prologue, when you open the game for the first time, you're greeted with the opening scene involving MC running through the halls of a ruined Darkwick. The question is asked "When the world is collapsing around you, whose hand will you take?"

There you're taken to your character choice screen. The guy you choose is later shown on the railing of a balcony, about to jump off.

Now I think I have a very far fetched and vague idea as to what is going on.

In chapter 2, we learn that the person that Alan killed was Dante or at least he thought he did. But we meet Dante and he's very much alive.

This comes theory number one.

***You can't actually die on campus.***

Note the use of actually here. You can 100% still die, you just end up coming back to life.

If Rui is your home screen he talks about accidentally killing someone else in his dorm and being annoyed with having to lift them back to Obscuary. This struck me as a particularly odd dialogue because Rui's curse causes people to die.

Unless, you can't die on campus.

This would explain Dante pretty much instantly. Yes Alan killed him but yes he's alive.

The campus itself is an anomaly, stopping people from dying doesn't sound too far fetched. I expect this to be revealed with the other two members of Obscuary, as that dorm seems to have a connection to death. One of the things that always pops up is that ghouls aren't immortal, no matter how quickly they heal.

Also explains how Calamari didn't die in chapter 3. Ren ran from the dorm > the caves > the jetty and Calamari was already pretty dehydrated in the beginning.

But OP you might say, aren't all the guys talking like they believe they're going to die.

Luckily, that brings us to vauge and far fetched theory number two.

***The campus is on fire due to a rebellion***

In the very last chapter of the prologue we get to see Kaito's wickhive. There we see three pretty interesting threads.

. There's gonna be an uprising soon

. One of you is a demon

. There's a guy who could see the future

Kaito is surprised at something he sees in this scene but we don't learn what it is. This chapter's 'preview' is one of the scenes we see in the very beginning. Blood and a Lily.

I believe that the first thread is foreshadowing and will . After you meet your chosen guy standing on the railing you get a line of dialogue (or not if you picked Towa) that changes depending on who you picked. Some imply that what they're doing is going to save you(Jiro, Zenji and Sho), some apologize stating that they could protect what they cared about until the very end (Luca,Kaito,Haru and Yuri) but three characters caught my attention

Leo: Life sucks and then you die,right? I just want to make the assholes responsible regret it.

Ren: This is exactly why I didn't to do this! I knew this was how it was going to end.

Subaru: This is all my fault. I don't expect you to forgive me, but this is the least I can do. Please take this as my final act of good faith.

Especially Subaru's and Ren's, that seemingly imply either the MC's (Ren's) or their (Subaru) involvement in the current situation. Now what does this has to do with a potential uprising?

One of the things we learn from the very beginning is the inter-politics of the houses and by extension the ghouls. Especially after the fallout of the clash. Things are pretty tense and an uprising or rebellion seems to be the most likely thing.

As to what happened and why? I have no clue. Though one thing to note is that according to the prophecy, as long as the ghouls are in Darkwick, they prevent a disaster from coming. If Darkwick is destroyed however, the prophecy can't be fulfilled, or can it?"

This is such a good theory too, I really think u/imonlybr16 has probably gotten a lot of things right.

Although it's weird that death is such a big threat to us specifically, but maybe the Academy can't prevent death by curses, much like the Mesmer Matches dont work on someone who's cursed. Hhmm...

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hi hi hi!!! since last time u asked for hcs or ideas, and i couldn't come up with any in the moment, I AM HERE TO SHARE (mine) AND ASK UR OPINIONS ON XIANXUAN (WWX X JZX) NOW... 😩

dont even get me started, personally for me, its HARD TO NOT ship two men who have punched each other for at least once in their life. AND WHEN THEY BOTH ACTUALLY HV CONSIDERATION FOR EO DEEP DOWN LIKE from hating each other's guts to punching each other's face to competing to an extent (over one girl literally) to actually having no hard feelings for each other to having consideration deep down for each other to believing in each other (to love the girl genuinely) to wwx accidentally and unintentionally killing jzx to mourning over his death and blaming himself for all of it to living again and taking care of his child...😩 i...ok half of the grief came bcs of shijie but ONE CAN IMAGINE AAAAH.

im sorry for making this long, help. (honestly ure the first ever acc i have found shipping them in one of ur arts so i HAVE to rant omg)

i love their dynamic sm, somehow i want wwx to top jzx at any fucking cost. WHY ?! because he wanna prove he's better and better and BETTER than this fucking peacock and he wanna crush his attitude so bad like...and jzx just tryna keep up with him and this fucker is back with new tricks to put him where he belongs. then ends up putting him under himself. oMG. help. im crazy. bye.

SJSHSKSK MY GOD. looks like im gonna go on a brainrot.

They were some of the most obvious to me too only to find no one talking about them, I guess the whole WangXian tunnel-vision and Jin Zixuan not having a fandom will do that to a dynamic.

I just hoped in canon they'd have...more. I wanted to see their arc, I wanted them to fight side by side, wanted to see Zixuan defend Wei Wuxian in front of the gossipy pricks and his word mattering to them, wanted to see Wei Wuxian punch someone for Jin Zixuan, instead of punching him for Yanli.

Straight Zixuan is also extremely boring to me and him secretly crushing on the brothers, maybe even popping a boner while wwx gets REAL CLOSE to him during a fight and needing to leave RIGHT NOW... He'll be a good bridge between the two, he's quiet, arrogant and loyal to duty as Jiang Cheng is, but wwx is what he wished he could be like in certain aspects, not to say that with their constant teasing and play-fights, some truths will come out sooner rather than later.

And when it comes to smut I love to imagine that something that starts as a hate fuck with neither backing down but both their inexperience starts showing but unlike jzx who's more honestly embarrassed about it, wwx has this fake confidence and "need-to-take-cate-of" impulse that turn it into something a bit clumsy but respectful and with a genuine goal of the other enjoying it. Maybe wwx can keep it as their secret,as jzx parades himself around like the straight guy people think he is afterwards.

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Beyond Evil Live Blogging

 Starting this instead of uhh doing some homework between my uni classes. I actually probably shouldn’t start this and should just watch something short like She Makes My Heart Flutter instead bc I won’t have the opportunity to watch any eps tmrw and it seems like this show might be difficult to wait to watch but oh well whelp the plans got cancelled due to weather so i suppose i do have time tomorrow

Ep 1: It Appears - 나타나다 (Feb 2)

a rotting corpse (?) in the first minute ah fuck i’m guessing they’re gonna show how we got here

oh 2000? i thought it was present day or is it showing old time after showing future

Dongshik is an older twin of Yoo Yeon by a minute. Is Dongshik a main character ir someone who’s boutta die? it seems like a familiar name in this show’s context

a flip phone

wait is that Lee Do Hyun or just looks like him? okay I checked MDL and it indeed is Do Hyun! ayyy he only seems to appear in like 4 eps but still cool because after being introduced to him in 18 Again, I haven’t wanted to watch anything else he’s been in

damn Dongshik really just called the older girl by name, somehow I’m also irritated on behalf of her lol If my sister calls me by my name during an argument I acc would be flabbergasted

oh Dongshik kinda scary

oh is Yoo Yeon gonna die instead of Dongshik? also they really keep focusing on her red stone ring

girl these viki ads are killing me on my ipad like wtf is 40 second diaper ad and then a 15 sec bedwetting ad

oh the Bang Joo Seon noona that Dongshik was angry at irl also dead and her hands are clutched in the same way as the corpse that we saw at the beginning umm also are her hands missing fingers? i did see a spoiler about there being severed fingers in this show

yep severed fingers akhdjajabs - I realize that was Yeo Yoon’s mother

20 years later October 2020 ah

missing college female student from Munju hmm so not all the bodies were found, is this what they find later on from the beginning scene?

oh omg Yeo Yoon’s family got the fingers but she’s missing whereas we saw Bang Joo Seon’s body with missing fingers and I’m assuming her body was found? and so Yeo Yoon’s brother has been searching for her - if that old man shaving is Dongshik

please not these old ladies fighting and Dongshik in the crossfire

plsss okay I wasn’t expecting it to suddenly become funny but “Dongshik’s gauge has boiled over” so he’s tryna make a case against the women while all the other cops are like let it goooooo and tryna get him to back down and calm the women lmfao

oh lol one of the women did mention that another is married to a sergeant

Lieutenant Han Joo Won - 27 years oldgainst 

Dongshik have something against Joo Won’s dad

Jae Yi so pretty

who is Officier Oh actor he’s cute I like his dimples also he looks slightly familiar

ah it’s hard to remember everyone’s names. the crime squad woman’s name is Ji Hwa or something and the other guy in the room i forgot his name

wait so Dongshik did the case thing so that the women don’t get in trouble with the money or something bc the owner was doing something with him outsiders as well or something idk i only kinda really get it

man this Oh Jihoon character so endearing

did Joo Won do something bad and get sent here as punishment?

lol their first proper encounter and Joo Won very standoffish

(Bromance) lmfao I already get why people are into Dongshik/Joo Won because 1) Dongshik was previously like Joo Won’s not my type 2) Joo Won’s rude to Dongshik and 3) to get over their hatred for each other, they’re forcibly made to team up

fuck I forgot - Dongshik is a sergeant or lietenant? 

so it’s like Dongshik’s “thing” that he has a really good memory, about the law and situations and people

nooooo Joo Seon’s dad is 79 and old and has dementia and is still waiting for her in the reed fields T.T 

It’s interesting to see all the young cops kinda do favours for and want Joo Won’s attention while the two oldest (the Chief and Dongshik) are unimpressed by his status and arrogancy

Ji Hwa’s just got such a cool vibe to her

Dongshik playing a “joke” on Joo Won saying he killed that family’s daughter the maknae but he probably really does feel that?

ohh Joo Won’s got some history of discoveering the dead bodies similar to Joo Seon’s body and also some knowledge of Dongshik

So Joo Won knows: Dongshik was a Lieutenant in Regional Investigation, then got demoted to sergeant after his partner died and he couldn’t explain it, and also was a suspect of  the 2 murders 2 decades ago. So I guess Joo Won took Dongshik’s joke of killing Joo Seon more seriously than he would’ve otherwise - is Joo Won suspicious of Dongshik?

ah Dongshik still has the posters of missing Yoo Yeon put up, though she’d look 2 decades older than her photos now lol

became morning to night in a few minutes drive heh

oh damn we’re getting the very first scene at the end of the first ep; i was wondering if it’d be like Strangers From Hell where we get the first scene in the last ep

Dongshik looking at the hands (with Yoo Yeon’s ring?) and Joo Won looking at Dongshik - gauging his reaction?

oh it’s a different ring that Joo Won knows the owner of

damn Dongshik’s creepy smile - I don’t think Yoo Yeon actually killed her based on his reaction to the corpse and wondering if it’s his sister and also just cuz he’s the main character

Also I avoided nearly all spoilers so far before starting the show except that people love the bromance and it’s about tracking down some serial killer and it’s pretty dark but two mins before I started watching I found out that apparently a father kills his own daughter - that’s scary. also hopefully not too much of a spoiler that gives something away?

Ep 2: To Disappear - 사라지다 (Feb 2)

The bodies have their feet wrapped

There was proof that it was Dongshik who killed Joo Seon at the crime scene? a guitar pick?

(Bromance) “Do you like me that much? You even did a background check on me.”

oh interesting, the Chief’s like Dongshik’s doing all this and giving his testimony now so that later on, when/if they ask him about anything again, he’ll just say he already did it and ask if they have a warrant 

insane scene at the beef broth restaurant - so I guess the general public continue to think Yoo Yeon was killed by her brother? 

when I was reading the ep 1 thoughts on reddit’s on-air thread of ep 1 and 2, someone mentioned they think the supermarket owner did it and had a ton of upvotes - which makes me think it’s true and people upvoted it after it was revealed. but if so, then they made the character who stutters a murderer?

Min Jeong the supermarket owner’s daughter isn’t coming home. based on the spoiler that a father kills his daughter + the theory that the supermarket owner is the murderer... 

Is she the mayor or something? also she reminds me of the mom from Midnight (After looking up on MDL, yes she is. 2 actors I didn’t know were in here but I managed to recognize; her and Lee Do Hyun)

Park Jeong Je - is the this guy from Jae Yi’s restaurant that I couldn’t remember the name or face of? Oh I see, yes it’s him. the chief said he was part of the Munju police and the son of the Munju City councilwoman - so I guess she’s his mom

(Bromance) lmfao wtf this scene where they help the guy in the rain and Joo Won starts being nicer after seeing Dongshik be kind and then this slow-mo of Joo Won staring at smiling Dongshik

I should start tagging things like (Bromance) to find these things again

So Joo Won’s dad was the chief at Manyang 20 years ago and closed this case. lol Joo Won tryna do what idk throw off his dad or something but instead gave him an idea about how to close this case too with the mentions of a copycat. Although, he did know the dead girl, I wonder if some of what he said was true like with the bait and stuff

“The day her identity is revealed, you and I both die” wtf did Joo Won and his dad do/hide? 

(Confusion) Wait, what were the timelines? Bang Joo Seon was killed a year before Yoo Yeon’s disappearance? They seemed from the same night?

The Nam Sang Bae chief currently was the detective of Yoo Yeon’s disappearance case back then

ah yeah, Dongshik’s really feels for people who go ‘missing’ like Joo Seon’s father with dementia and the lost in the rain guy. +Min Jeong who runs away/goes missing occasionally

damn, Dongshik’s father froze to death while waiting for Yoo Yeon to come home

Dongshik’s right upper leg hurts sometimes, is it from when his partner at the Regional Investigation Unit died?

Joo Won was investigating ‘an illegal immigrant who only killed women.’

Wild that Joo Won just knows the identity of the recently found dead body but won’t say so

okay whew Kang Min Jeong isn’t dead (yet?)

omg I recognize 3 people. Min Jeong is True Beauty Im Jugyeong’s short haired friend whose name I can’t remember - not Kang Soo jin. Oh it’s Choi Soo Ah/Sua

ah so the supermarket’s owner was an orphan raised by Dongshik’s parents and also helped him open the supermarket - so that’s why he spoke like that at the hospital calling her Eomma and stuff. Min Jeong is like Dongshik’s niece kinda

wait a minute... okay if the supermarket owner is the killer and his daughter’s mother/woman he loved left 20 years ago... well did he make her disappear?

Dongshik knows Joo Won suspects him of the murder(s) and loves working him up about it and acting as if he did it 

ah fuck okay Min Jeong seemed happy when she saw who it was, so possibly it’s her supermarket owner father? how long ago was she captured and when did everybody gather around for the meat? would there have been enough time/would the show even care about that

insane shot from Min Jeong to the meat cutting

did Dongshik see something? or like what happened? Why is he acting so shaken? Does he just have some instinct that Min Jeong got fucked up?

So did Dongshik take the files of Yoo Yeon/Soo Jeon?

Joo Won isn’t here while they’re having dinner. Min Jeong’s father is though

(Bromance) Joo Won wants to move to the street and neighbourhood as Dongshik because he suspects him lol they keep asking “What is it about me that you like so much?”

wait what, Dongshik placed Min Jeong’s fingers on the stone? Is this his imagination? Also, was he wearing leather shoes when showing this ending scene the way Jeong Je mentioned when he’d gone to his house?

Someone on the on-air thread linked to their twitter thread that Dongshik found the fingers elsewhere and brought them there because he’d be the suspect otherwise - this seems plausible. Another person said he wasn’t the killer 20 years ago but maybe is the copycat killer now to get the attention back on this cast - not impossible but hmm. Someone mentioned the Joo Won might actually be trying to uncover something his father did here rather than only being here for Dongshik, which would make sense because that seems like their dynamic and they allude to them both or the father having done something bad.

Ep 3: Smile (lit: to laugh) - 웃다 (Feb 3)

Ah everybody in the town sad for Min Jeong

Dongshik doing something to the documents hmmm what and why shouldn’t Jeong Je be there when he does it? Also, Jeong Je also questioning Dongshik - despite the family vibes full of trust, there’s still suspicion from some people

Joo Won’s right that it’s interesting that people cope for Dongshik so hard when he used to be a suspect and is a running thread among many of the murder/disappearances - acting as if they’re a “family” instead of witnesses/suspects/whatever. There’s something fishy about the current chief (past detective on the case) as well

Joo Won a dumbass if he didn’t see Dongshik turning around and providing the same doubts about Joo Won; such as where are his alibis during the time Min Jeong disappeared? He also came around the time the body was found. He’s also a cop and knows things outsiders wouldn’t know. Just like Dongshik, he was there when both the body skeleton (who he knows the identity of) and the fingers were discovered

“Han Joo Won, you act rational and practical yet so emotional and thoughtless. Can’t you tell that psycho is a hundred times more rational than you?” - his dad

Joo Won wants CCTV from in front of the archives basement 

Dongshik putting up a camera in his basement and cleaning it + there being some blood uh

scene at 20mins where 

i’m gonna fucking die why the fucking fuck did my comments of the next 10 mins disappear

(Fave) scene at 20mins where Dongshik’s talking about mistaking someone for Yoo Yeon, her being dead for sure, the fucker not letting anybody find Min Jeong’s body, etc

Jeong Je is a bit suspicious of Dongshik now and Ji Hwa’s wondering if he was suspicious of Dongshik back then. she’s saying she’s never been suspicious of Dongshik

Woman with the ring who was killed was doing something for Joo Won (’go for a massage’) and texted him 1s the the day she died, meaning she met Dongshik 

ah Dongshik did return the two girls’ case files

Jeong Je being accused of being an accomplice of Dongshik - brining back memories of back then when he was Dongshik’s alibi. oh did Jeong Je come forward as the alibi way later after people were convinced Dongshik was the prime suspect? That’s why the detective reacted like that + Ji Hwa asked why it took Jeong Je so long to come

oh damn the detective didn’t have enough evidence back then but literally beat Dongshik to get a confession? Did dongshik confess or was it an attempt?

ah they found the burner phone that the woman with the ring used to text Joo Won 1s but why did it have Min Jeong’s scent

the assistant Kwon guy who hangs off of Joo Won’s father and gave Joo Won some files in ep 1 seems so smarmy

4th person I recognize: Squid Game gangster mans

the DNA of the woman came out in that phone, as expected

I don’t even get what the solo sting that Joo Won was doing is and why the suspect for that was also Dongshik. 

Joo Won’s team was investigating illegal immigrants of massage parlours - ah so it was literally ‘send 1 if dongshik is a customer of a massage’

Also what exactly is the issue with Joo Won’s investigation that he wanted to find something from this solo sting operation and triumph vs why him now apparently knowing her would be such a problem. like is it because he knew she was an illegal immigrant massage giver but didn’t make anybody else aware or whatever?

Joo Won’s seemingly becoming more unstable and losing control of his emotions

so the phone wasn't in the reed fields where her body was found?

on the day that the woman with the ring died and sent 1s after seeing Dongshik, he was seen on the dashcam where near where said phone was found

damn, Joo Won fr just searching Dongshik’s basement and Dongshik can see it because he has a camera there

bruv, what even happened - Ji Hwa’s here to arrest Dongshik for kidnapping and murdering Min Jeong

also lol funny that Joo Won was just breaking into Dongshik’s house but can just get out all casually and leave without raising suspicion among all the cops there (or was he the one who called them in? like how’d they find out?)

I see on reddit that there’s the theory that someone had actually left the fingers on Dongshik’s basement table with the blood and so he set up the cameras etc and other stuff to get people to actually investigate the murder, even if he’s the one who’s seemingly at fault at first? 

I don’t know what exactly is going on but it seems like Dongshik knows something that other people don’t and also that he’s planning something like he literally put up the camera, cleaned but left that specific drop of blood untouched, didn’t stop joo won from investigating his basement, etc

Ep 4: To Cry - 울다 (Feb 3)

Dongshik throwing off his blanket was expected, I’d half expected him to just make a run for it when just one guy was transferring him from the car lol

so it wasn’t blood on Dongshik’s table? or was it that there’s only that speck of blood and absolutely nothing else?

my goodness this ramen talk is killing me

oh so Dongshik went to the mountain just the other day, not around the day of when the woman with the ring was killed - I didn’t catch the date of the video but I certainly should have

Jae Yi’s flashbacks to this butchershop and something about her mother running away? while the cops search and investigate that place currently

bro I hope no Joo Won/Jae Yi romance plot appears - I’m just nervous whenever a woman and man of similar age interact in these shows even though this interaction was full of anger and it didn’t lean towards any romantic angle 

Joo Won funny as hell for acting all “oh you must be living an easy life” with Jae Yi, so it was satisfying to see Joo Won get that thrown back to him with both her and the chief

actually i’m not super against Jae Yi and Oh Jihoon though, they’re cute

damn Jihoon’s “you provoked them” with the harsh expression no smile

Han Jeong Im hmm 52, missing would that be Jae Yi’s mom I don’t know their surnames though

Kwon’s really gonna come to fuck up Joo Won at some crucial time isn’t e lol not that Joo Won really needs help fucking up thus far. He’s got gusto and he’s got connections, so he can get his dad to push for an arrest without his dad, and get Kwon to grant the confiscation warrant; he’s decided the culprit without enough proof and instead of gathering proof himself slowly, he’s escalating everything

(Bromance) lmfao at 28 mins when Joo won goes to Dongshik’s cell and he’s like “왜 이렇게 늦었어? 파트넌데.” straight up reminded me of “Hong Dae Young, 왜 이제 왔어? 기다렸잖아” from 18 Again

ah okay they heavily hinted at this before but I was like hmm what’s he planning but I guess when they said bait, they really did mean Joo Won really did sent the woman with the ring as a bait/trap to see if he’d be killed; specifically whether Dongshik would kill her

Okay if we’re assuming based on spoilers that it really is the supermarket owner Jin Mook who is Min Jeong’s father and adopted brother of Dongshik: does Dongshik suspect him? Know that it’s him? latter probably not but maybe former? He seems suspicious of Jin Mook when he’s around their mother though but he seems touched by the beef now? with Jin Mook visiting him?

Did Park Jeong Je really confess to doing the same thing now as he did 20 years ago? Back then, he’d said he had drunk with Dongshik till dawn and now he’s also saying Dongshik was with him the night Min Jeong went missing 

but this could count for like 20 mins when he was at Dongshik’s home right? so he’s lying this time that he slept at Dongshik’s home... but the next morning Joo Won was there to see Dongshik leave his house, won’t he be like hmm I didn’t see Jeong Je there

So does that mean Jeong Je also lied when he said that he and Dongshik were drinking together that night? And he in fact hadn’t been with Dongshik? these small towns where everybody’s so involved with each other is just wild

why’s all this happening just a few hours before 48, just hold Dongshik for 48 hours and continue on tf - cover the bases in case he’s the culprit but also don’t twist things to keep him after 48 hours

construction company CEO: development might be halted like 20 years ago with these murder cases and he’ll face huge loss; council woman: wants to become mayor and these crimes and possible cancellation of redevelopment hurts her chances; Joo Won’s father: Joo Won’s wrapped up in this murder case with the phone

Joo Won seeing Dongshik and Jeong Je walk off, who he suspected were accomplices; did he hear Dongshik say that Jeong Je lied or was he too far away?

was that Seventeen on Knowing Bros on the TV?

ah the construction ceo really is smearing min jeong on the TV. sucks that people’s sympathy and well wishes for a missing and likely murdered girl goes down if they find out she parties and was possibly a sex worker and that this defamation is a tactic that they can use

Joo Won really isn’t thinking or what? why’d you go in and accuse Dongshik again and also pull out your gun

damn mans is having a panic attack

oh why did Oh Jihoon release the info about the arrest without warrant; is he with or against Dongshik; what did he see the night Min Jeong disappeared because he saw her walking but toward what we can’t see

bro Joo Won is king of escalating things fr - he’s talking to reporters but I guess that’s good? now people will be forced to connect these and less likely to be swayed by “oh the missing girl was a slut and a whore so who cares if she’s dead” and the cops will be forced to investigate rather than just shut them down like they did 20 years ago?

Dongshik is probably glad that the connections of the murders and the case is all known to the public now, right? If his plan had been to draw attention to the whole thing so that it’s forced to be investigated?

“Who killed them? Who are you protecting?” so Joo Won’s suspicion has gone down from Dongshik being the killer to thinking Dongshik knows who did it? 

Ep 5: To Be Deceived - 속다 (Feb 4)

Lee Geum Hwa - name of the woman with the ring that Joo Won sent

I actually hate that Joo Min supermarket owner is most likely the killer because hearing Dongshik’s say “Park Jeong Je” as the person he’s protecting would’ve had my heart racing

Dongshik didn’t say the supermarket owner’s name out of the people he listed to possibly be protecting

lol Joo Won’s father throwing him under the bus during a conference for Joo Won’s hasty/inaccurate but important reveal of the serial killer

Jeong Je’s really obsessed with that deer

aw Jae Yi :<

scene of the supermarket owner watching the news about Joo Won’s interview then his father’s conference and lying down, ignoring the call from the councilwoman

omg 5th person I’ve recognized: the Im Gyu Seok from JSB reporter is the same person as Shinwoo from Light On Me - a BL actor appearance! He’s the one who looks the most different and I was the least certain about recognizing

“It’s because they’re Manyang people. When they’re together, they want to eat each other alive. When an enemy comes from the outside, they band together to work against him”

So Joo Won now thinks it wasn’t Dongshik but rather somebody else from that photo at the dinner that he showed Geum Hwa - the supermarket owner isn’t there though I don’t think

damn they really had the supermarket owner giving a conference in favour of the redevelopment

okay i don’t get why there can’t be redevelopment? like what does this case have to do with building buildings and installing CCTV

“do you want me to kill her?” dongshik my guy you’re giving me a headache

ohh Dongshik told Jeong Je’s mother that it’s not me who’s holding onto Jeong Je but Jeong Je childing to me

this public might kinda dumb lmfao so silly let’s be serious

damn Joo Won’s father is cold toward Joo Won but also so dumb to let Kwon have that much effect over his son “push joo won down so he won’t be able to return for a while” dumbassery

(Bromance) lmfao sorry it kills me that when Joo Won saw Min Jeong and Dongshik interact he was like is she his gf and now that Dongshik’s telling Ji Hwa to not meet her ex-husband construction CEO, Joo Won’s like “are you being jealous?” lmfao and then Ji Hwa being like “you guys are a comedian couple. You should move in together”

Joo Won understanding now that Dongshik doesn’t just lose control and do dumb wild things but rather makes it seem that way to achieve his goals. While Dongshik’s pushing to see if Joo Won would throw away his principles and laws to get to the bottom of this murder case

damn flashbacks to Dongshik’s previous partner who died

is Kwon’s advice right now for Joo Won to fess up about having contact with the woman a bad advice that’s supposed to “keep him down” or whatever

Jeong Je walked Min Jeong home (where her killer supermarket owner father is? oof) that night - as seen by Jihoon... and Jeong Je is also Joo Won’s next target. I wonder what we’ll uncover about him, even if it’s that he killed Min Jeong

plsss seeing Joo Won standing like that beside Dongshik’s house and watching Jihoon leave reminded me so much of Moonjo watching Jongwoo and the new kid while leaning against the wall

damn, someone on reddit was talking about the book where some guy (nearly?) ran over a kid who was wearing deer antlers and this reveal that Jeong Je was an alcoholic (thus why Dongshik was worried about his drinking recently) and was at a psychiatric hospital for 4 years and that he claimed a deer/a human who looked like a deer

(Bromance) Joo Won talking next to Dongshik’s ear - Dongshik says “Dang. I was going to let it go since you’re cute but I guess I can’t”

Joo Won’s running on hunches and keeps accusing Dongshik and Dongshik keeps reminding Joo Won of Geum Hwa and Joo Won’s role in her death

damn, okay so they’re showing us that the supermarket owner father saw Jeong Je meet Min Jeong that night

I saw like 1 second of the next ep preview but it seems like maybe they’ll actually reveal that it was the supermarket owner who killed Min Jeong :0 I hope it’s true, because then I’ll know a spoiler revealed in ep 6 rather than ep 15 or something

Ep 6: To Deceive - 속이다 (Feb 4)

I’m supposed to be studying and doing homework right now but this ep is my reward for going driving I guess 

lol this intense music while the supermarket owner’s preparing kimchi 

Jin Mook going around giving the cops kimchi ah I don’t think I saw the cannibalism tag otherwise I would’ve been like hm is he feeding them his daughter

oh okay so they really do have him just speaking without stuttering and calling people dumbasses and saying “Min Jeong, you’ll have to live with me forever” - so I guess we do know that he killed Min Jeong but we don’t know if he killed the other people or not

Oh we’re gonna see day of Min Jeong’s disappearence - Oct 23

damn Min Jeong really said that her dad gives her the creeps

they showed him faking his shyness and stuttering and his face when Min Jeong’s captured hm ah 

Once again the question remains: does Dongshik know Jin Mook did it? Does he suspect but not know? Is the reason he’s not telling Joo Won because he wants him to be able to figure it out on his own? Because he thinks Joo Won won’t believe him? tbh it could be that Dongshik doesn’t know but just continues making Joo Won think that he does

Also I wanna know when the timeline of everything happens; when did Jin Mook capture Min Jeong? Before or after dinner? Was Dongshik so frazzled because he’d already found the fingers or cuz of his leg pain flaring up again? 

Timeline from Jin Mook’s perspective at 25mins

Jae Yi is so fucking beautiful it’s unbelievable. I don’t really care for her and Joo Won’s future romance maybe that I’ve been kinda sensing since the egg incident but oh well

damn Joo Won’s dad’s threats and comments toward Kwon were insane, compared to how he’d been behaving toward Kwon so far especially

ah I think I need to just watch the show without playing Solitaire on the side because I’ve been doing that this episode and getting confused.

What dashcam footage was the councilwoman talking about 

(Confusion) Girl I’m confused as to what happened with the Chief deleting the footage of Dongshik going to the archives - why’d he do it? did he do something else and use this deletion as an excuse as well? what’s happening like Dongshik was like I didn’t ask you to delete it and then said something about asking him to delete it like huh?

lmfaooo this is actually wild the councilwoman really was like okay lemme do this dashcam footage of Oh Jihoon being seen near Min Jeong’s house but literally his own son was seen with Min Jeong with that dashcam footage (now deleted I suppose) but also Jihoon has seen Jeong Je with her straight up

It’s interesting how entangled all these people are and Joo Won is correct to be worried that they’re protecting each other. like Ji Hwa full on knew that Jihoon saw Min Jeong and also saw her with Jeong Je but since one’s her brother and the other’s her trusted friend, she didn’t tell anybody else even though they’re investigating her murder/disappearence

ahh Ji Hwa being shaky, being upset that she hopes that Jeong Je’s the culprit so that it’s not her brother who is

bruvvvvvvv what the fuck is “appa, let me out” getting texted to Jin Mook’s phone. did he send that to himself? People on reddit pointed out it seems like Dongshik sent that and so after rewatching that part, it does seem like it. Dongshik checks that drawer in the alleyway - Min Jeong’s phone is on - Dongshik returns and Jin Mook checks his phone text - Min Jeong’s phone has been turned off

Ep 7: To Catch - 낚다 (Feb 5)

Can’t quite remember when I finished up ep 6 last night but I think it was 6-8pm and now it’s 4pm so it’s been like 20 hours :0 I lasted not watching this ep longer than expected but I think last ep’s cliffhangers wasn’t too bad for me

Dongshik and his old partner Sang Yeob were staking out on a guy suspected to have killed 3 women and Sang Yeob died after chasing that guy and getting shot

woahh Dongshik getting revenge for Sang Yeob by capturing the guy, almost shooting him, going for the handcuffs instead, fucker gets cocky and says “heh it was self defense” and that’s how he’ll get out of being responsible for Sang Yeob’s death, so Dongshik just bashes the guy’s skull against the concrete over and over till he dies I’m guessing

ah I did notice Dongshik looking at Min Jeong putting in her password 

Day of Min Jeong’s disappearance again - this time I think we’ll get more of Dongshik’s involvement I guess? how he had the fingers and the phone

so at around 8pm - people are at the meat shop, Jin Mook’s subducing Min Jeong, Jihoon is boutta come to the supermarket but Dongshik is there before him to return Min Jeong’s keychain

hmmm Dongshik puts on his hoodie and runs away when seeing that the supermarket was closed hm - oh I see he actually went on a run I guess?

oh fucking fuck okay so Jin Mook had already cut off her fingers (why does he hate those nails so bad - even was like “Wench. and look at those nails”) /probably killed her and hid her body in the time it took for Jihoon to get to the supermarket

 it makes sense that Dongshik was soooo out of it when he went to go get barbeque. he really found Min Jeong’s fingers and found out Jin Mook had done it and also mans was saying that Min Jeong was sleeping like a corpse

also that table... did Dongshik somehow drag it to his house or what

Dongshik found the burner phone Geum Hwa that used to text Joo Won - so Jin Mook def killed more than just Min Jeong - but did he also kill the girls from 20 years ago and was there anybody other than him

ah this compilation of all the missing girls and their family’s suffering because they’re just gone, no trace of them left and so by korea’s law there’s no prosecution because there’s no corpse

Jin Mook must know that somebody fully knows that he’s killed Min Jeong, what with the missing fingers and Dongshik fucking up that whole room while searching for Min Jeong’s body - I assume he has a strong guess that it’s Dongshik?

It’s November 4, so 12 days after Oct 23 Min Jeong’s death

oh Dongshik’s visiting his mother’s room?

no way Jin Mook just was like oh Jae Yi wasn’t there for an hour the night Min Jeong disappeared

...does Jae Yi know it’s Jin Mook 

girl Jeong Je turned himself in?! oh just for seeing Min Jeong last, I see

please why does this show become funny sometimes like the “Fine, thank you다 이 새끼야. Didn’t go to America, what’s with the English?” "If you knew you could’ve told me. It was tiring to me to mix English into my vocabulary.” lol also I though Dongshik knew about the hospitalization from Jeong Je but I guess he knew in a different way or Joo Won really did expose Jeong Je’s hospitalization 

damn Dongshik’s just telling Jeong Je that he sent the text

did Jin Mook find the phone and send a new text to himself? Why does he want the cops to search the reed fields now?

oh, Jae Yi’s the one who got the phone

damn, so Jae Yi had a strong suspicion that it was Jin Mook doing that to everybody... so Jin Mook did make Dongshik’s sister disappear and he knew it this whole time?

nooo I’ll become a villain if anything at all happens to Jae Yi by the way

oof rip Jihoon if he’s saying “Family can’t suspect each other” like you’re correct Jae Yi didn’t kill Min Jeong... but if you’re saying family can’t, then whelp gl when you find out

oof Joo Won just found out that it took a while before Dongshik came to the restaurant the night Min Jeong died

please the construction CEO right when he’s like smh this is why you shouldn’t have kids cuz his partner councilwoman’s son Jeong Je walked into the cell and his partner deputy chief’s son Joo Won is causing a ruckus in general

are these fuckers gonna frame someone as the murderer?

ohhhh confusion clear up. so the CCTV caught Dongshik putting the fingers there but he got the Chief to delete that footage - and when the Chief was talking about ‘covering up’ something by deleting the archive footage, this deletion footage is what he was referring to. but ummm so does the Chief know that Dongshik put the fingers there?

(Confusion) Actually, I still don’t know when exactly Dongshik put the fingers on the supermarket porch. after jeong je left? bc apparently he came to his home wearing leather shoes but he was wearing sneakers when he put the fingers there?

...T.T wtf is that meat and what did Jin Mook put in there/find

oh? is the object Jin Moon found the clip that Jae Yi’s mother is wearing in that photo?

oh my fucking god I was dying that he was gonna try to do something to Jae Yi but Jin Mook fucker left her mom’s clip and also the location of her grave?! Why’s he doing that? Is it because he suspects that she suspects him/knows it’s him? He used the same wording for “please let mom out” as Dongshik used to text him as Min Jeong - does Jin Mook think that Jae Yi did that as well and that’s also why he told Joo Won that Jae Yi wasn’t there for an hour?

anyway pls pls pls I hope Jae Yi takes Dongshik or someone there when she goes to find the body

Dongshik’s breaking expression as Joo Won’s talking about the CCTV and him being the finger returner

brooo Dongshik just tell Joo Won that Jae Yi’s in danger and that he can come too instead of yelling you’re wasting precious seconds!!

pls let those car lights toward Jae Yi be Dongshik

okayyyyy whewww okay so Dongshik took Joo Won to arrest Jin Mook and they caught him redhanded so it’s not like he’s being framed (also I didn’t realize that the room where he’s storing the kimchi and also the bodies was open roof - can see from outside

and Dongshik sent Jeong Je and the cops to find Jae Yi

(Fave) How the last few minutes played out: from the moment Jiin Mook finds something in the meat and Jae Yi’s going through the photo album to Jin Mook came to Jae Yi’s shop to the interweaving of her story of her mom with Joo Won and Dongshik till the end. also the background music here ahh epic

Suchh a good episode but we’re like 44% into the show... 9 eps left... what’s gonna happen omg You know in romance shows, when the couple is together and happy in like ep 9 out of 12, it’s like oh fucking fuck agh something’s gonna go wrong and that’s how it feels for this show. Catching the killer red handed in ep 7 why the fuck? What’s gonna happen for the other 56% of the show?

I hope it reaches new heights and murders my brain and doesn’t become repetitive because unlike Strangers From Hell where the repetitiveness was part of the horror, it’ll just become bland here

Ep 8: To Be Caught - 낚이다 (Feb 5)

pls Not Me ep 12 flashbacks of Sean and Black when Joo Won handcuffs Dongshik and himself together and Dongshik punches him lol

“Nobody’s going to die... from today” well considering we’re on episode 8, I wonder how true that’ll be

ah there are still mysteries such as why did Guem Hwa send those 1s that day. did she really see Dongshik or did she just send that in a panic 

lol Kwon and the audience both grumbling that Joo Won’s father only wants Han Joo Won’s name to be out and public and get special treatment about the arrest (1 joo won name revealed 2 details of case and suspect not revealed 3 lee dongshik’s name not revealed)

bro i’m gonna throw up, Min Jeong was alive when the fucker cut her fingers and put her in the pot

oh my godddd she was alive while Dongshik searched for her above that’s so fucked up that’s so fucked up he dug up the cabbage but not her

oh i’ve never seen a Korean funeral other than like the cremating in Squid Game I guess. I didn’t know this is how their cremation took place; I’m used to seeing Hindu cremations on TV as a child

ah fuck 25 mins getting to see that fucker kill the 4 of them T.T

ah he cut off their fingers because they pointed at him? the first girl, Yoo Yeon. did Min Jeong point her finger?

(Bromance) lol Dongshik disappeared and Joo Won’s on a vacation cut to Dongshik having followed Joo Won as he searches the passage parlours for someone who knows Geum Hwa I’m guessing. And Dongshik figuring out and teasing that Joo Won now has emotions for the people, including Dongshik (that’s why he’s letting Dongshik walk around free with a promise of turning himself in for crimes such as not telling about Jin Mook earlier - even though why would you trust a criminal to turn themselves in etc)

ohhh Joo Won’s looking for Yoon Hye Mi/Mi Hye - Min Jeong’s mother, who Jin Mook was possibly searching for in Busan parlours

ohhhh?! this motherfucker really went through all the women who got caught in the massage parlour bust and killed them all? because he didn’t want them to tell her than he was looking for her because he wanted to kill her my god

oh Hye Mi was going by Cherry and died last year by traffic but I’m assuming that’s not gonna be true?

oh yeah they didn’t talk about finding Jae Yi’s mom so I guess Jin Mook told her to go there and knew that cops would probably go there and not find him digging up Min Jeong’s body or something? 

it’s sooo fucked up that Jin Mook buried the bodies in other people’s backyards and stuff when they got him to do stuff around their house. Jae Yi looking everywhere for her mother but she’s buried right there in the butcher shop backyard

wtf Jin Mook escaped and said “Dongshik-ah, not Yoo Yeon” ? oh just kidding my bad he hung himself I think okay fucker really killed himself tf 

Someone on reddit said Yoo Yeon was the only one who we didn’t see get actually killed - so somebody else killed Yoo Yeon? and did the finger thing? but Jin Mook specifically had the finger thing hm maybe he cut her fingers and kept her alive the same way he did to Min Jeong but she escaped and then was killed like hit by Jeong Je or something or other

omgggggg I nearly spoiled myself very big again because I searched up Beyond Evil on pannchoa and one of the comments had a spoilered comment like “the reveal of where yoo yeon’s body was hidden blah blah” and I nearly read it but thankfully I didn’t. TODO there are two posts’ comments I wanna read on pannchoa after I’ve finished watching

Ep 9: To Float - 떠오르다 (Feb 6)

oh Joo Won confessed his sting with Geum Hwa

damn Dongshik watching videos of his mom and Jin Mook 20 years ago where she mentioned Jin Mook renovating his house and trying to break apart his floor to see if he hid Yoo Yeon there ah

ah ep 9, starting the second half of the story in a callback to the first ep where Dongshik catches the aunties and grandmas gambling

Joo Won looked quite cute and pretty as he appeared for duty again heh

ohh Around the time Kang Jin Mook was discovered to be dead in his cell by suicide, Jae Yi was trying to get to the cell to kill him but couldn’t - she voluntarily tells this to the Munju police because she received an email that a dashcam video will be sent to the cops otherwise

wait omg Joo Won just referred to Jae Yi as noona when talking to his father - I didn’t realize she was his noona but heh that’s nice if they do go in a romantic direction

Joo Won really just went to smile and piss off his father

someone from the cops is working as an informant for councilwoman? agh. is it the chief?

Jae Yi saying nobody knew that she was at the station that night Jin Mook died but the chief seems suspicious... as if he knew... and he’d previously deleted CCTV footage, so did he do the same now about the CCTV near Jin Mook’s cell

heh Ji Hwa, Dongshik, Jeong Je are a fun trio 

ah and so the cops and the councilwoman, construction CEO etc become more entangled. 

also does this mean Dongshik and Jeong Je really were together that night when Yoo Yeon died? I thought there was a strong suggestion that he’d lied

and that place is right beside the deer farm that Jeong Je’s family owns ah

Joo Won looks pretty with his pretty coat and pretty smile

ah Joo Won’s desperate “you promised me that you’d turn yourself in”

ah, I feel like they’d be the roots of a tree or a different corpse? damn Oh Jihoon keeps finding corpses, first Geum Hwa and now this

in the ep 7-8 reddit on-air thread, people mentioned Jeong Je’s family owning a deer farm so I thought maybe Yoo Yeon’d be hidden there but turns out literally wayyyy too many dead bodies are buried there but likely not Yoo Yeon

(Bromance) okay listen, Joo Won and Dongshik had really good interactions and dynamics before this ep but now that the killer had been found and has died, I’m noticing things like oh Joo Won very beautiful and oh the Joo Won/Dongshik dynamics even more delicious than the haha bromance before. like Dongshik coming to Jin Mook’s house and hearing a video of Jin Mook’s voice to Dongshik is eerie and it’s so good to reveal that Joo Won has been listening to those. Joo Won’s arrogance not as pointed toward finding Dongshik suspicious even if it is to annoy Dongshik. Them calling each other cute wtf

jk Joo Won still suspicious of Dongshik - now for killing Jin Mook and not actually trying to find Yoo Yeon

ah so Jin Mook got the autopsy report of Hye Mi’s death so he had no more reason to live 

Jin Mook really fuckin meant it when he said I returned Yoo Yeon to you - she was in the fucking basement furnace walls that Jin Mook put up even though Dongshik’s mom said not to do construction there

right so the chief ha been hiding something because why did he help with Jin Mook’s suicide - what does that fucker know that the chief doesn’t want to get out? did he kill Yoo Yeon? and try to pin it on Dongshik 20 years ago? what is his arrest going to unconver, ah

I don’t get Joo Won (?) inside the office or what’s happening

This is the first episode where I started actually shipping Dongshik and Joo Won beyond just “oh I like these two characters’ dynamic” and more as a “fuck I wish they had a romantic storyline” I even read 2 fics on AO3 released before ep 10 so that I don’t get spoiled oof  kilmer by SerpentineJ is mindboggling i liked the fuckedupness 

Ep 10: To Sink - 가라앉다 (Feb 6)

December 2020 ooh we’re going 2 months back from present - it’s 1 month after Kang Jin Mook’s death

What does it mean that Kwon is using unnie to refer to Jae Yi

Kwon talking about booksmart Joo Won getting used by crazy Dongshik - this was mentioned in the fic kilmer where Joo Won knew he was being used by Dongshik

ohhh that was cool because I’ve been like oh so far it’s like ep 9′s Joo Won who is smiley hasn’t started existing yet because it’s 2 months before ep 9 and it’s true, seems like this is when he decided to be reborn after the convo with Kwon

oh lol there really was an almost reunion of Jae Yi, Chief, and Joo Won at Busan

ah Joo Won found the dashcam footage using a PI

oh did Joo Won not request the arrest without a warrant for Chief? so somebody else knows?

"how many times have people from manyang station been arrested?” no like fr lmfao 

Dongshik’s breakdown as he talks about how he imagined finding Yoo Yeon alive to her body to her skeleton to her ashes and yet not imaging her in his fucking basement and crying 

Chief’s office had the autopsy report and fishing line? damn, that’d just make me think that it’s not him and somebody’s setting him up wtf

naurr Dongshik to Chief “Do I have to see something bad happen to you?”

oh lmfao Joo Won learned from Dongshik to fabricate evidence and even smiled at the CCTV - unlike Dongshik who had the footage deleted with Chief’s help

oh please Joo Won is sooo annoying with his smile and teasing hehe “ah that reminds me! ‘is that it? did you come all the way here because of that?’” throwing Dongshik’s words back at him. oh he’s memorized every fucking thing Dongshik had said to him or what?

Jeong Je’s going through it oof he was the last person to see Yoo Yeon that night and he was also the last person to see Min Jeong that night rip him fr

so Jeong Je’s deers look like people right? Who did that last deer look like? Yoo Yeon?

Dongshik knows Jae Yi saw Chief the night Jin Mook killed himself. ah Chief also knows it’s Joo Won who put him in that cell and Joo Won’s tryna what? bug the Chief’s wallet to be able to overhead convo? track him?

lol the photo taking with the Chief in a cell with a peace sign

bro too much is happening so Dongshik was in front of the what? deer farm thing or what idk and Chief was going there too but saw him and left. Joo Wonwas tailing him there and then to the main office where 2 other people from the substation were there too for some reason and then intercepted by his father and we learn his mother died

Joo Won was at the city as a child and was sent to the Uk at either, I wonder when his mother died? Was it while they were in Manyang? killed by Jin Mook? and then his father sent him away? or is that a coincidence

damn councilwoman wants to tranquilize Jeong Je 

ah so Yoo Yeon really wasn’t killed by Jin Mook but somebody ran her over Multiple times <- Jeong Je? idk

somebody with black gloves killed the chief (the chief also wanted to kill them bc he came here with a gun) - is this the person who helped Jin Mook die?

Joo Won followed the Chief and realized somebody hit him, Dongshik realized something happened by calling the Chief and him finally picking up but just breathing

 oh noooo Joo Won saying the same stuff that Dongshik’s old partner said but he dieddd

my god Dongshik repeatedly telling Joo Won to be careful and Joo Won saying he’ll be waiting. him telling the cops to track joo won and saying he’s his partner

damn bruv okay so Jeong Je and Dongshik got to the scene too late and the chief for sure dead and oof rip

dongshik in joo won’s arms hm

I feel like alksdfj because for multiple eps, since the ep where we saw Jin Mook at the end scene (ep 5) onwards, we’ve been getting answers - whether it be who is the murder, why, how, where the bodies of other victims are, where’s Yoo Yeon, etc. but this ep, we found out a bit like Yoo Yeon wasn’t killed by Jin Mook but by being run over and had a billion questions raised like who killed Yoo Yeon, why? how did Jin Mook get hold of her body? What did Chief know? Who helped Jin Mook die? Who killed Chief? etc

Ep 11: To Tighten - 조이다 (Feb 7)

It’s the break between my Tuesday classes and I’m spending that time starting another episode. I’m not even watching Never Let Me Go episode from today (read a few spoilers about it though) and instead watching this ah, I’m a bad student

Also, I’ve started listening to the OSTs since last night and it’s so good TODO listen to the songs and add some like The Night (+ instrumental) to my spotify

This show really does show everything rather than tell. People have been saying so on the reddit on-air threads for a while but we’re at the 2003 flashback with Chief and yeah, this show is big on just showing what happened and less exposition

Lee Dohyun my loveeee

ah parallels of Chief and Dongshik attending his father’s funeral vs Dongshik and Joo Won attending Chief’s funeral ah

naurr this grief is fucking me up fr like Dongshik going through the chief’s house, the flashback to Chief bringing the jjigae and their chant

Joo Won even drinking from the shared utensils

Joo Won and Jae Yi convo with his apologizing and thanking her hm

okay so i guess Jo Gil Goo and Hwang Gwang Yeong are starting to play more of a role since last ep after having not been there much for the first half of the show. would it really be one of them who killed Chief? they did say Gil Goo knew Chief for 21 years hm that’s when the original deaths happened

It’s curious that Joo Won and Dongshik are telling literally everybody that he saw those two at the Seoul agency - that makes it seem like there’s less weight to the suspicions

please I wish Jae Yi and Jihoon were a thing, her driving with him in the back of the motorcycle <3 i love het couples who are gay4gay

lol I too was thinking Hwang Gwang Yeong would be here to try for some job opportunity, makes sense

Gil Goo called Han Joo Won’s father deputy whatever that night hm

oh Jeong Je throwing away his medication <- the one councilwoman was using tranquilizer in or whatever? so that his visions/flashbacks continue

Gil Goo did something during the Yoo Yeong missing case 21 years ago that he thoughts was the order of the chief back then (ie. current Deputy whatever Joo Won’s father) ahh

and then the Chief came in to see the deputy chief? asking about Jo Gil Goo? omg and analysis report? wtf is happening girl 

anyway i don’t believe for a second that Deputy Chief doesn’t have any idea about what’s going on. he’s the one who closed the case after 4 months back in 2000 after all and he’s shady throughout this whole show. doesn’t know about the analysis report and doesn’t know about what he ordered Gil Goo hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 

Gil Goo visited the chief in the holding cell

ohhh wtf wtf okay so there was a guitar pick beside the body in 2000, Gil Goo gave it to the forensics team and got the analysis report, that report had nothing that there were no prints on the analysis report oof - so it wasn’t actually Dongshik’s guitar pick the way I originally thought it was. I’d thought maybe he left it there when he was visiting her restaurant or whatever

oh the pick was Dongshik’s but there were no fingerprints on it - so I’m guessing there were Dongshik’s and somebody else’s? 

man i should think of guesses right now ig because the reveals might be coming soon but idek like somebody pretended to give orders based on being Chief Han, who could do that? Am I supposed to be suspicious of Ji Hwa’s partner? would it be councilwoman because Jeong Je’s fingerprints would also be on the pick?

ah it’s true i guess that one person really did kill 3 people: yoo yeon, jin mook, chief name sang bae. a serial killer based on hiding yoo yeon’s killer

okay who is this guy again? chief of some other substation? of the violent crimes thing? he’s been at some of the interrogations

oh his name Cheol Moon - didn’t Gil Goo call him too? before calling the deputy chief? i guess it’s because cheol moon had been acting as if chief Han had ordered for the faking and disappearance of the analysis report

ah so Cheol Moon and Chief had gone to Jin Mook’s cell

bruv Jin Mook had ripped off his fingers to write on the wall w blood

ah it’s the construction CEO - somebody had mentioned that in the reddit on-air threads. someone sent him the CCTV from jin mook’s cells hmm also he owns the deer farm where the bodies are found <- will we get to hear more about this? were they killed like Jin Mook’s victims choking? like car accidents?

is CEO construction also faking his physical disability that’s so annoying of this fucking show

is councilwoman’s number the burner phone number than gil goo called?

my goodness 

last 15 min rewatched: still so </3

I feel feral; it’s been a few hours since I watched this (I had to watch the last few minutes on such a time crunch cuz I had to get to my next class and time was running out but I was too close to the end to just stop and watch the rest later lol) and I’m just klajdsf about the ending. so Jeong Je ran over Yoo Yeon (poor girl, she was so happy to see the car lights), then councilwoman and the constructor CEO were also there and probably helped cover it up. does Jeong Je actually know he ran her over or is he so drugged up by his mom that he doesn’t know or that his visions/hallucinations make him think that was not real and he instead hit a deer? poor dongshik who somehow learned jeong je ran over yoo yeon. Also, did Yoo Yeon have her fingers or no? How did she escape Jin Mook? also how is Cheol Moon involved hmm and was it joo won who sent CEO the CCTV clip or someone else? ah fuck i’m mad that I have like 4 more hours of stuff to do before I can watch the next ep

Ep 12: To Loosen - 풀다 (Feb 8)

I'm so fucking stupid and only watched 1 ep yesterday because last night i was supposed to do some homework then watch ep 12 of beyond evil but i kept procrastinating for hours upon hours, so i only just finished the work at 12:30 and couldn’t watch another ep. ahh it’s even more annoying that i didn’t even procrastinate by watching an episode because i kept thinking i can’t start an 1h ep, i’ll be starting my work in like 5 minutes! 3 hours later i hadn’t started work nor watched an ep

Also I kept having to leave the G/T rated fics I tried reading because I was afraid that I’d get spoiled so I was like well if I read an explicit fic how much can porn really spoil? Well turns out Dongshik goes to prison for a year in the end maybe, it can spoil that

Who is Secretary Jang that Construction CEO Jin Lee is calling

ohhhh so Dongshik didn’t know that Jeong Je hit his sister but that Jeong Je must have recognized councilwoman’s burner phone from Gil Goo’s call log but didn’t mention it

and Jeong Je can’t remember that he actually hit Yoo Yeon that night or what happened that night; though he does know that the number what the burner phone his mom used 20 years ago

As I was about to start the ep, I was like oh it’d be fun if this ep’s title is 풀다 cuz I know that word already and it was :)

(Bromance) “Are you worried about me right now, Lieutenant Han Joo Won?” “Do you think I’m crazy?” lmfaoo

i wish i knew everybody’s names cuz who tf is HKH is this Deputy Chief Han

how much does Deputy Chief CEO Han know ah like he’s been in cahoots with councilwoman and Jin LEe CEO but he claims to not know wtf is going on and also he wasn’t seen in the flashback to the night of Yoo Yeong’s death

pls why are Joo Won and Dongshik so cute >.< Dongshik once again being like “ooh was i there?” and joo won instead of taking it as a confession, he’s like don’t joke about it >:((

okay they quickly learned that Jin Lee was at the restaurant last night

so who sent Jin Lee the CCTV vid hmm it doesn’t seem like Joo Won Dongshik etc I wonder if it could be Gil Goo trying to right his wrongs from before or Park Jeong Je in a similar vein

fuck did I forget something? What was in Chief Nam Sang Bae’s safe? the guitar pick analysis report? did Joo Won take that? or somebody else? also interesting that Gil Goo just straight up knows that councilwoman had a hand in killing Chief and just isn’t saying anything

what did councilwoman use that burner hone for 21 years ago? 

also okay so Yoo Yeon’s body, catatonic Park Jeong Je, his mother councilwoman, and Jin Lee Construction CEO were all gathered there that night and Jin Lee was supposed to take care of Yoo Yeon’s body (he got Jin Mook to cover it up I suppose (in exchange for what? getting to bury people in the deer farm that Jin Lee bought from councilwoman?) and councilwoman tried to cover up everything Jeong Je was involved in (the guitar pick that was found and used for Dongshik’s capture whad Jeong Je’s fingerprints - I feel like that was guessable based on the fact that Jeong and Dongshik were friends and since finding out about councilwoman’s involvement, it’d make sense that she’d get rid of the paper because Jeong Je was her son and she’s protecting him ofc ofc but we still don’t know why the guitar pick was there that day. ig we’ll learn once Jeong Je’s memory comes back) 

ooh Joo Won character growth of not just arresting Jeong Je without a warrant for having killed Yoo Yeon because he learned after doing that stuff to Dongshik 

who is So Nyeo again? this pregnant lady ah her name is familiar but who are you? the forsenics department person? oh she’s telling them how Yoo Yeon probably was hit by the car 

damn girl, Jo Gil Goo’s wife also involved with the councilwoman, Cheol Moon, and construction CEO?

so now Dongshik knows that Do Hae Won has been paying Gil Goo for 20 years because he switched out the guitar pick analysis report and the original fingerprints were Jeong Je’s

no like why are we also being like yesh Jeong Je’s meds hm like just 1 person takes meds and it’s seen as bad thing to cover up bad thing they did like pls this showwwwwww let’s spread a little less ableist ideas

ohh I’d assumed Dongshik had texted Yoo Yeon that night but it was Jeong Je - which makes sense now if we think that that’s her boyfriend

ah fuck was i supposed to fucking remember the burner phone numbers? did jeong je use the same phone to text yoo yeon that his mother later has used as her burner phone number

wait hold on wtf so Yoo Yeon was already fallen on the ground by the time Jeong Je ran over her? but also whoooo are these people like the outfit isn’t the same? or is it? or what’s happening? it wasn’t the outfit of the other girl whose body was near the guitar pick either

oh just kidding Yoo Yeon was indeed wearing that outfit but her yellow jacket was not to be found when Jeong Je ran her over

oh insane I was like Dongshik for sure not killing Jeong Je with that hammer lol but I also didn’t expect him to tell Joo Won of the confession but to aslo let Jeong Je just go home and kinda use him as bait to find out more about his mother councilwoman and also about who’s behind Chief’s murder etc and also I wonder if he realizes that something’s weird about Jeong Je saying Yoo Yeon was already on the ground when he ran over her, because a car hit her on the knees first

oh is this a hint that Han Joo Won’s deputy chief/commisioner father did indeed do something bad all thought years ago - this show keeps making him suspicious and then be like hm no he doesn’t know anything but then suspicious again

ah of course Han Joo Won’s father hit Yoo Yeon first and then just left her there I guess and then drunk out of his mind ran over Jeong Je her fallen body. did dongshik somehow already know of the father’s involvement bc why did he speak to joo won like that about his loyalty to family and whether dongshik can trust him if his father does something bad

Poor Yoo Yeon for real; she escaped the car while Jin Mook was dragging the other girl’s body and still got run over so many times and left for dead

we got a glimpse last episode of Yoo Yeong’s death so I thought we know most of the things but they seem to have endless tricks up their sleeves

When did Jeong’s mother and Jin Lee appear? did he call her? Jeong Je’s guitar pick fell when he went to Yoo Yeon, how come it was near the other girl? 

Ep 13: To Ask - 묻다 (Feb 8)

Oof, no wonder all 3 of the councilwoman, Jin Lee, and Han Chief all ended up seeing Yoo Yeon’s body, they were all together and drinkingright before that. Makes more sense than them all stumbling upon her on their own

so Dongshik did catch the fact that Yoo Yeon can’t have been lying down

ya going back to how Han Gi Hwan closed the case just 4 months after Yoo Yeon’s disappearence

Oh I just realized person and deer are similar in Korean  사슴 사람

Did Jeong Je tell Dongshik abut Jin Lee also being there at the crime site or no because he seems to remember that. oh he did, okay

dang his mother breaking down like you’re not remembering it right because you’re the one who killed Yoo Yeon! when Jeong Je was asking who killed Yoo Yeon

no it’s like crazy that Han Gi Hwan ran over Yoo Yeon and left and then so many people worked to cover up Yoo Yeon’s death cuz of Jeong Je that Han Gi Hwan didn’t even have to do anything except close the case 4 months later and not worry about it for 20 years

lol but also this coverup meant the case been unsolved for 2 decades when, if Jeong Je had been arrested, everybody would’ve thought he killed her by himself and Han Gi Hwan wouldn’t have had to worry at all despite having run her over first 

ohh Han Gi Hwan gave Jin Lee the orders to kill Kang Jin Mook and pulled the CCTV strings (which reminds me - who send Jin Lee the CCTV footage? that’s why he’s been hounding Han Gi Hwan no?) - that was the secret they were hiding (presumably because the two more aboutthe Yoo Yeon incident than councilwoman who only knows about Jeong Je and Jin Lee’s cleanup)

damn Han Gi Hwan and Cheol Moon really just decided to frame Nam Sang Bae “if something goes wrong” but also why did Jin Lee then kill Nam Sang Bae? Han Gi Hwan knew that Nam Sang Bae would visit

“Catch all the rotten bastards” girl Han Gi Hwan talking bout himself or what

ah somebody on reddit on-air said that Jae Yi’s talk about how Jeong Je must receive punishment is also about how he shouldn’t kill himself to escape like Kang Jin Mook

Han Gi Hwan foiling Han Joo Won’s plan about him knowing about bribe-taker Cheol Moon because Joo Won already told his father he’d do something about it if he didn’t deal with Cheol Moon but Cheol Moon has blackmail material on Han Gi Hwan such as him being involved with Kang Jin Mook’s death

girl what the fuck is happeningggggg  okay is this Joo Won and Dongshik’s plan  and that’s why Joo Won decided to come here to this commissioner thing (Kwon saying oh Joo Won you came here for this little thing? talking about the bribery scandal but he’s here to cause an even bigger scandal?) or is Dongshik going fucking balls to the wall wild again ahhhhhhhh scream 

ohh Joo Won didn’t knowwww fuckkkkk what’s going on fucking hell 

Girl I have immense amount of work to do because I’ve been procrastinating too much but... should I just procastinate for another 1.5 hours and watch the next ep wtf

This show has ended up so different from the first half where we had a loose serial killer but now it’s like laws and corrupt officials and bribery but it still keeps my attention and curiosity

Ep 14: To Answer - 답하다 (Feb 8)

nooooooo my poor Joo Won T.T his mom tried to kill herself and his dad sent his mom to a psych ward 

they’re showing the arrest again and now that i’m not sooo focused on the ‘wtf is happening’ i’m like yknow what they both look hot 

ohhh okay good it was in fact Joo Won’s idea whewwwwww 

plsss Dongshik’s faceeee as Joo Won is confessing during the questioning even though Dongshik made him promise that he’ll use his right to remain silent

oh yeah i totally forgot that Han Joo Won had previously confessed and then they’d done nothing about it and he hadn’t been punished despite being wanting it 

ohhh Joo Won being like fuck you for breaking your promise to turn yourself in for not calling as soon as you found out Jin Mook was guilty and we might’ve saved Min Jeong. I’ll thus break my proise to not take the punishment and instead admit my crimes

oh the punishment is just a suspension? or it says ‘until disciplinary meeting’ so maybe something more will come

damn not Kwan getting slapped by Han Gi Hwan and spoken to lowly. i kept thinking he’s gonna betray Joo Won in order to do something for his father but hmmmm I mean he could betray them both lol there’s 3 more hours left

pls not Joo Won appearing to a) lie to his father about not knowing about getting arrested (thus the show about what are you doing rn? during the arrest ig) and b) annoying his father

naur Joo Won’s father telling him to get out and him actually taking it to heart fr this time. it’s okay my guy your father will hopefully be in prison for hit and run soon

oh Kang Jin Mook just found Yoo Yeon, he and Jin Lee weren’t working together. that’s good i don’t think it would’ve made sense if Jin Lee just knew of a serial killer running around lowering their chance of redevelopment and didn’t do anything to stop it

Councilwoman’s secret girl there are so many things it could be about so idek

why is Jin Lee so funny just “if everybody knows it, would it be a secret?” and his heart eyes for Jihwa

aw Jihwa telling Jeong Je “good work” T.T

i love Jae Yi <3 also idk I like when Jae Yi treats Joo Won with the lightest layer of disdain but still is cordial towards him and I’d like it if they were friends but not romantically involved 

ohoho all this talks about not being on the same team, alright guys

yaas Jae Yi chasing Han Gi Hwan

oh i’m a dumbass obviously Cheol Moon sent Jin Lee the CCTV footage

girl i keep getting confused and being like ohh dongshik joo won kiss <3 like wtf do you mean by ‘i promise i’ll contact you’ ‘i’ll be waiting, Han Joo Won’

ah so Han Gi Hwan did get caught by Jin Lee and that’s why it’s so interesting that he was called about the same girl again by the councilwoman 

 oof Joo Won bugged his dad’s car and gets to hear about how his father ordered Jin Lee to kill Jin Mook

I hope Joo Won is recording this he’s getting confessions of Jin Mook and Nam Sang BAe’s murders almost and kinda planning of Cheol Moon’s

not Joo Won’s brain and heart fucking breaking as he gets confirmation that his dad caused the accident that killed Yoo Yeon

naurrr not Dongshik checking his phone like a lover waiting for a text wtf 

ah poor Joo Won at the end, just like the beginning. what’s he gonna do with that golf club in the rain

Ep 15: To Let Go - 놓다 (Feb 9)

noo poor Joo Won learning that not only did his father kill Yoo Yeon but he’s badmouthing Joo Won and didn’t even clearly say he won’t kill his own son

oh yeah it’s interesting how Joo Won came to the town convinved Dongshik killed Geum Hwa and Yoo Yeon but indeed it comes back to Joo Woon and his family

ooh Kang Jin Mook and chairwoman Do Hae Won know the secret mentioned in the last ep but Jin Lee doesn’t know. does Han Gi Hwan?

damn Joo Won being like i’ll set a trap, be the bait, become a monster, and drag Han Gi Hwan into hell with me and that’s how i’ll apologize to you Dongshik

(Fave) D: not the kneeling in front of Dongshik. My bad for reading that post-canon explicit fic that slightly mentioned Dongshik thinking of this moment because now I’m looking at it with that in mind 

(Fave) but kneeling in front of someone and saying “I will go to hell” as you beg them to let you drag your father down for killing their sister is actually such aklsfjalksdfj (Edit: I’m reblogging every single gifset with this scene or with Joo Won/Dongshik hands gifsets where they talk about Joo Won atoning by going to hell ah)

 damn the interaction between Jeong Je and his mom where she’s like... outwardly evil is wild

not them going on a meal date right now 

pls Joo Won being like “sniveling? i never cried” like okay my guy

damn Han Gi Hwan knuckle bloody from punching the phone

ahhh Joo Won being like stop getting stabbed in the back by bastards you need to get rid of and hold my hand, thus using han gi hwan’s own words to point the accomplices as enemies and showing him that joo won can hold out his hand first

 lmfao councilwoman’s approval rating for becoming mayor is last place? girl at least han gi hwan is literally nominated to become commissioner but she’s doing all these insane things for what? esp if she doesn’t even gaf about her son for real

damn Dongshik coming in at the perfect moment to stop Jin Lee from murdering Jeong Cheol Moon in broad daylight 

I love it when I don’t know anything like for the past several episodes, we’ve known more than Dongshik or Joo Won have known but now, I don’t know what they’re planning exactly beyond just taking down Han Gi Hwan, so this is fun

you know Dongshik and Joo Won give me perfect ‘pretend enemies while lovers’ like Pat/Pran

pls Jin Lee being like okay I enjoyed the show, you’re trying to show me that your relationship is pretty bad right now. Am I close? like plssss maybe he’s my favourite character, who knows

ah Jin Lee said that night Han Gi Hwan came just to ask him to reject his wife’s construction company’s bid (a lie bc they were supposed to work together)

oof Jin Lee pointedly brining up the part when commissioner Han Gi Hwan was like a murderer shouldn’t get a mic into his mic

ah Jin Lee working to make it seem like Do Hae Won ran over Yoo Yeon + talking about how the bodies found in the Deer Farm killed by Kang Jin Mook was on his property but it was still Do Hae Won who had access to it and is suggesting she worked with Kan Jin Mook 

tbh we still don’t know why Jeong Je’s guitar pick thing appeared beside the other girl

Park Jeong Je in a mental hospital

Joo Won was expecting his father to do something about Cheol Moon but instead he promoted him right hm

girl what’s happening agh fuck 50m in i can’t rn i have class soon, guess i’ll just have to watch this later T.T

okay time to finish watching the last 15 mins or so

does Prosecutor Kwan now know Lee Dongshik’s number even though he technically doesn’t know whose number it is he can probably guess

Joo Won seeing Jeong Cheol Moon text Dongshik about meeting alone and so taking his phone...

Did Joo Won’s behaviors seem weird to Dongshik - ah he’s realized Joo Won took his phone

girl what the fuckkkkk Joo Won what?!

Is this what Joo Won meant by “I will become a monster” like what’s happening what did Joo Won do? Why did Cheol Moon wanna meet Dongshik? girl there’s 1 ep left wtf???

Ah okay I will have a guess that: Jeong Cheol Moon turning off his lights immediately after going home was strange. Maybe he was waiting for Dongshik in the darkness or maybe somebody else was there and turned it off? acc idek what guess I have beyond I doubt Joo Won actually killed him, thus the ‘it seems like... i killed him’ so either somebody else killed Cheol Moon and was trying to frame Dongshik perhaps. or maybe Joo Won is gonna have Cheol Moon in hiding not dead - that’ll get him out of Han Gi Hwan’s hair for the time being. idkidk Also Joo Won and Dongshik stared at each other for sooo long in that last scene, what were you communicating?! tell meeee

Ep 16: To Catch/Hold - 잡다 (Feb 9)

Badmouthing somebody and then calling them and having the phone ringing from your shower is so horrific lmfao

Whose phones is Jin Lee trying to frame

Okay, I was confused about the timeline of the text but it makes more sense now. Jin Lee texted Dongshik with an unknown number (JCM is used by Jin Lee or the father and that was in the text) before Cheol Moon arrived home and that’s he was killed and Jin Lee put the phone that texted Dongshik on the sink to show that Dongshik was brought there and then killed him. Wonder what the other phone is for though

Dongshik talking about Joo Won like that’s his lover

naurrrr Joo Won’s Lady Macbeth type washing the blood from his hands

“I don’t like other people in my home” “You don’t like other people in your home but you entered mine so boldly?”

So Jin Lee left his cellphone that he used to text Nam Sang Bae, which he also used to text Dongshik to come to JCM’s house, along with Nam Sang Bae’s phone.

ah they’re framing it as Cheol Moon killing Nam Sang Bae and committing suicide and also previously tried to frame it like Dongshik killed Cheol Moon, they’re really tryna get as many birds with one stone huh

6179 was the number of Han Gi Hwan’s cellphone after speaking with Jin Lee, are we supposed to remember it?

girl Jin Lee had a whole wife and kid when he married Ji Hwa?!

Dongshik telling Do Hae Won about Jeong Je not really being the culprit

no what was councilwoman tryna say about Kang Jin Mook D: 

bruh Dongshik and Joo Won really bet on the fact that Jeong Je would be moved and swooped in to take him away. my cool Jae Yi

okay finally we’re gonna learn bout the location of the guitar pick around Bang Joo Seon

ah Jin Mook put the guitar pick there on purpose to make them think Jeong Je killed both Yoo Yeon and Joo Seon

damn this whole time Ho Dae Won knew that the serial killer was Jin Mook and gave him the deer farm to store his victims ah

damn the Jin Mook and Ho Dae Won convo is wild

oof they left Do HaE Won out and tried to make it seem like she killed Yoo Yeon Jin Mook etc but she came out and said it was the other two oof

damn okay Prosecuter Kwon has been giving sleezy vibes this whole time (budget Kang Jin Mook who just evades some laws instead of a serial murderer) but I guess he listened to what Joo Won said

“Do you only entertain Lee Dongshik’s calls? Are you two dating?” Bro I should drop the (Bromance) and just do (Romance) like wtf

ah so I guess Dongshik got the confession that it was Han Gi Hwan from Jin Lee’s mouth

oh no Joo Won’s mother committed suicide at the hospital and his rascal father said that’s the worst escape a weak person can choose

damn Joo Won learned from Dongshik to do this ‘face the gun’ and taunt type thing but Dongshik knew you wouldn’t fucking kill him Joo Won. your father however...

the way Joo Won went to block Dongshik with his body and keep his eyes lowered is killing me so bad, my beautiful boy I wanna read about you getting [redacted]

I love Dongshik’s face every time Joo Won surprises him, like the gun shooting at the roof

About being arrested by Joo Won for messing with Min Jeong’s murder scene, Dongshik’s like “If you don’t do it, I won’t turn myself in.” like broooo why are they so special to each other ah

Joo Won’s arrest of Dongshik being so different now than previously

Linguistics: The handholding and “Joo Won-ah” and Joo Won’s tears I’m gonna crawl into a hole 

(Fave) Joo Won’s crying on Dongshik’s hands that are in handcuffs while Dongshik smiles on what if I cried and died what would this show do then

yknow I’m used to looking into things like ah yes these girl besties are definitely in love and these guys are litteraly soulmates etc but now... are they tryna tell me these two are in love like idek

girl Feb 5 2021 for a second my heart skipped a beat like oh this is Feb 3 2021 I’m watching it close to the date but like uhhh it’s 2023 get your head on straight miss boy

Joo Won coming to his mother’s grave ah

if this was a BL, the choahamnida by Joo Won after the jjigae would’ve been a moment of “oh? what does he choa? could it be Lee Dongshik?”

the “Joo Won ah” instead of “Liutenant Joo Won” or “Han Joo W on-ssi” from Dongshik kills me so bad. but then Joo Won being like don’t use banmal with me lee dongshik-ssi

Joo Won going around finding people who are lost in mountains and stuff, the way Dongshik did to that girl’s father ah. that’s good but why are you guys walking awayyyyy what do you mean Joo Won didn’t visit him in prison 

I wonder how I would’ve felt if I didn’t know from 2 different Explicit fics that Dongshik was in prison for a year at the end lol

I wish the ending was juuust a bit more drawn out or not given us an ‘1 year later’ because I need either a bit more of all of them together and Dongshik/Joo Won or I need none of it so that I am solely responsible for my imagination. Like to go from such such such deep emotions during Joo Won arresting Dongshik to this casual, almost detached feeling even though they clearly still care for one another is too much for me. 

Overall:

Ah, 17-ish hours passed with this story and characters. 

Interesting how I started the show for one reason (serial killer, who-dun-it) but after Kang Jin Mook’s capture and death, the show seemed to be like a new season but with the same overarching Yoo Yeon plot and became more about politicians and legalities. Yet, it kept me engaged.

The writing of this show was really good, I thought the unravelling was quite good and even when we were a few steps ahead of the main characters as the audience, it didn’t lose the edge and also the characters caught up quickly enough. There may be plot holes but nothing sticks out to me and that’s what’s important. The characters were also really well written and given depth. The acting is great, the directing was soooo good in some places like congrats on this cinematography and directing choices, and the music was good too. 

Also, it’s director and scriptwriter are both women, which is great, especially for this type of series that focuses so much on female victims

I’ve not been feeling romance for the past few weeks but Dongshik/Joo Won did manage to give me intense brain worms. Especially because in the first half, I was more worried about the girls and catching the killer etc and they had an interesting enough dynamic then with the antagonizing but after there wasn’t An Imminent Threat in the 2nd half is when we started getting more of their dynamics and such. They seemed so fucking gay in the text, not subtext, in the last few eps, esp the last episode. I will often look at same gendered friends and be like ah they are madly in love but did this show specifically want me to think of them that way because it sure seemed like it at the end, though I will choose to believe that they will continue to be very close after the show ends and not see each other’s face once a year or something.

Very good, I think I’ll rewatch this sometime and also gonna go read fics. Rewatching will for sure be interesting as I get to see more things, like even at the very first scene, young Kang Jin Mook is seen being asked to move things

Rating: 8/10 

Tiktoks

Joo Won holding Dongshik at Chielf Nam Sang Bae’s body (bg: Chandelier - Sia)

Dongshik Edit (bg: hey mickey you’re so fine)

Min Jeong T.T (bg: Yellow - Coldplay)

Jae Yi <333 

Joo Won “i don’t like touching people’s hands” vs clutching at Dongshik 

Juwoon Dongshik parallels (twt: bfufilm)

[liberty-barnes]

the good think about staying home cause i'm sick is that i can finally watch the afh stream

so yeah, i've been crying for an hour and a half

like first of all this is done amazingly, charlie lightning really smashed it, no lie

hélène is the new love of my life, i just wanna hug the living daylights out of her for everything she's done for louis

the band is fucking amazing and that instrumental solo in fearless sounded like angels coming out of my tv

the crowd looking gayer than a pride parade makes me incredibly proud to know that this is not only thanks to louis, but that he knows we love and support him and that we're as brave and fearless as we are thanks to him

"only you lot can hear [copy³] once and know it that fucking well!" well, we've kinda been streaming it non stop since you first sang it so it's more like hearing it a million times but go off i guess

jho is making me fucking bawl. that song's been saving my life for four years and hearing him perform it will never not make me emotional

to everyone that was there, i'm so happy for you and thank you for letting him know how much we love him and SCREAMING the "come so far from princess park" line

this was supposed to be a short thing, but like all things in my life, it's turning into a running commentary so i'm sorry in advance

CHANGE IS NEXT YAY I ACC HAVEN'T HEARD IT BEFORE

i've been avoiding it like the plague until i had time to watch the livestream so

okay i already love it

the way the arena went quiet cause we know we need a clean version lmaooooooo

OOOOH THAT HIGH NOTE ON "cAAALL ON mEEEE" just about killed me, it was so clean

"if you need you can call on me, i'll be the friend you need, everything's changed outside, but i feel the same inside" PLS CAN YOU SEE MY TEARS

everyone's crying in the audience and looking at him with literal heart eyes and tbh same

those instrumental solos are so fucking good

this song is gonna be perfect for everything, like i can study to it, i can listen to it on the bus, i can scream it at the top of my lungs

"hold it, i'm talking" you're such a DIVA

"i'm looking around and obviously none of you know the words" give it two more listens and we'll be good, don't you worry

DEFENCELESS DEFENCELESS DEFENCELESS

"got so much to ✨lose✨" music asmr for my overworked brain

the "oh oh oh oh oh" with the instruments, and the music, and the audience >>>>> every fucking thing else

he must be having the time of his life on stage i'm so proud of him omg my baby boy i'm having a proud mama moment even though this guy's like 11 years older than me but i don't give a single flying fuck i love him so much

i need a shower to wash the salt off my face, i cried a little too much these last few songs

YAY BEAUTIFUL WAR I LOVE THIS ONE

it took me an embarrassing amount of time to figure out that the reason the drums sounded like they were making different notes is cause there must be someone playing bass but i jusy can't see them cause i'm too focused on louis and Hot Guitar Guys

oh there's the one playing bass

i think

oh give me a break i'm sleep deprived and high on pain meds

idk if i miss his long hair or dig the short hair, but either way he looks gorgeous and i love him and i want that shirt

i should watch this with my louis and play a drinking game

drink everytime he curses

we'll end up smashed but it's worth it

LITTLE BLACK DRESS OH MY GOD

IDK IF I'M FREAKING OUT CAUSE WE'LL GET A LOUIS VERSION OF IT OR IF I'M CRYING CAUSE WE DIDN'T GET A LARRY CATWALK MOMENT BUT EITHER WAY OH MY FUCKING GOD

i wanna kiss and kill whoever thought it'd be a good idea to have these many instrumental solos

kiss them cause they sound amazing

but kill them cause i'm slowly falling in love with Matt The Bassist and i don't have the mental stability to handle yet another crush on a white man but damn if he doesn't look hot with that thing in hand

like between matt dinnadge and victoria de angelis and calum hood i'm really just a hoe for bassists huh

FOR EVERY QUESTION WHY YOU WERE MY BECAUSE

i don't know who the violin girl with shoulder-length hair is but ma'am please marry me

louis taking shots is hilarious PLEASE the cough and immediate drink of water made me laugh so hard

THROUGH THE DARK YAY

even if you screeeeaaaaam and shout *cue video of liam screaming cause louis poured water down the back of his shirt*

*affectionately flips fans off🥰*

he loves us so much and that makes me so happy

this fandom is honestly amazing, from the love we get from him to the love we have for each other. it's like a fucking found family and we all know how much i love those. i love you guys🤍

hélène really wasn't lying when she said he'd sound the best he ever did

this show was 50% louis asking the crowd to sing and i'm not sven mad cause the pure happiness on his face hearing his songs being yelled back at him is too good. it's like he's surprised that we love those songs with all our hearts like of course we do they're fucking masterpieces

this is getting increasingly incoherent but who cares

DON'T KICK THE CAMERA THOSE ARE EXPENSIVE

kmm was the best song to end the show

louis and his band jumping around in happiness >>>>>>

"let's go have a DRINK!!!" god i wish but i'm on antibiotics

"oh fuck me man" i mean i'm sure we can arrange something, i'd have to check if harry's good with it, maybe we'd have to turn it into a threesome but i'm good with that

louis & hélène are my new friendship otp

louis with his family >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

"they're so loud" well i mean we learned from you, Mr Loud Loud Loud

the tommo sisters are eating pizza and now i want some too

i wish i could hug hélène, she's so amazing

"i've got these lot behind me, who the fuck's gonna stop us?" FUCKING NOBODY THAT'S WHO

i'm off to cry now, bye y'all

i'm so glad i have this downloaded cause this is the only thing i'll be watching for the rest of my life

[crowning-art]

TGCF SPOILERS

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Uhhhhh.....UUUHHHHHHHH

My god

Dear lord

Omg

I miss book 1 man. Where's all the cute, fun stuff? Where's Hua Cheung being annoying to Mu Qing and Feng Xen? Where's the idiot trio being idiots and not discussing something important? Where are my super cute and romantic hualian moments?? I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THIS

When Jun Wu said this to Xie Lian:

"You can't save everyone."

Xie Lian slowly straightened up. "Whether I can, I won't know until I've tried. Even if the heavens say I must die, if that sword doesn't pierce my heart and nail me dead to the ground, then I am still alive, and 'til my last breath I will struggle to the end!"

That is some very dreaduk foreshadowing i sense....

Yong'an's drought wasn't the main problem! Just like the family of three, it was basically just a catalyst for Xianle's destruction and whatever the white-clothed calamity had planned djdjdksk Oh how nice would it have been if the only problem was a lack of water...but the problem is just so deep

Lang Ying literally made a deal with devil smh. Someone should have given him a Snickers. He's just not himself when's he hungry lmao

The cute idiot trio moment was so precious, but noooo Lang Ying just HAD to ruin it

I LOVE how excited Xie Lian gets whenever he starts taking about the Martial arts! Makes sense why Hua Cheung wanted to gift him an armoury later on!

Hua Cheung is acc so precious!! Poor boi literally held on so strongly and did everything Xie Lian told him to 😭😭 I'm wondering who those flower demons showed him to seduce him, buut I think I might have a feeling who it is. Poor boi tho, having to listen to Xie Lian literally hurting himself and he can't do anything snsjdkdkd

The strand of hair tied around Hua Cheung's finger by Xie Lian and red string of fate...dare I say...connected?

Omg Qi Rong!!! I literally can't stop laughing at him 😂😂 This guy got kidnapped! Tortured! Injured! And like 2 second into being rescued he starts cussing, and Xie Lian Is just so done with him lol

Next to him, Qi Rong cussed.

"Rubbish! Do you know who cousin Crown Prince is? He's a god of heaven! If he's not right, what, you think you trecherous dogs are in the right?!"

And Xie Lian's just like OMG shut up for one second

Another one of my fave Qi Rong moments lol

Those things crawled and emitted a thick, glue-like body fluid, and So Rong was crying at how disgusting they were. He stomped on the head of one that looked weak and noticed that creature wasn't exactly scary.

He said dejectedly. "So they're not that impressive?"

So I totally forgot about the white-clothed calamity lmaoo but it totally makes sense that he's involved in making Yong'an stronger.

Ugh the torture Xie Lian had to go through in the cave. I felt so bad for him. I was literally like shut up demons, for like 2 seconds skskdkdkkd I was like nooo when Xie Lian stabbed himself but welp, I guess he's fine for now

I love how MXTX wrote that lust and the desire to kill are intertwined. It reminds of how in psychology, we learned that sometimes the body confuses fear, desire and other similar feelings and seeing it applied here is pretty cool

Oh no. The human face disease. Oh no

And that's it for now! Haha...I'm gonna finish book 2 tomm and UGH I cant WAIT to get back to the calmer present tbh

[vergilboyfriend]

You should do all of them questions and 90 is true

I love you!!!!

1. Favorite instrument?

I work at a music store u can’t just ask me this. When my coworkers play it’s the saxophone or the flute, when the boys in the repair shop are testing repairs and they harmonize with each other or try to outplay one another it’s the bassoon or the trombone or whatever they’re fixing at the moment. When I hear 🎺 give his lesson on Wednesday afternoons it’s the trumpet, and when I think about middle school it’s the clarinet, the flute, the French horn. When I hear the nutcracker pas des deux is the oboe and when I hear edith piaf l’accordeoniste it’s the remarkable human voice. Really my favorite instrument is all of them, it just depends.

2. Favorite fic trope? Mutual pining 🥺

3. Sport you played for the longest amount of time? LMAO I wasn’t a sporty kid but I did ballet

4. Shoe size? 10-11

5. Most recent (good) dream? Uhh I had a dream last night about my coworker 🎹 it wasn’t bad though I can’t really remember what it was about

6. Last person in your DMs? smugg

7. Can you do a handstand? Nooo nooo lmaoo nooooo

8. Unpopular food opinion I don’t like oranges or red meat

9. Conspiracy you believe in? There’s some kind of weird weather dome in my hometown around the military base that makes most storms pass around us

10. Is your hair its natural color/style? Most of it is I dyed the bottom layer of my hair tho so it’s blonde rn

11. state a useless fact all that’s coming to mind is outright lies rn hold on. The inventor of pringles is buried in a pringles can that’s so fucking nasty omg

12. most interesting gossip you’ve heard? Idk I don’t really care for gossip uhhhh have u heard tho rin dippindogs is a huge gay hah she uhh she like men AND women lmao gaaay gaaaay

13. Middle name? Carolyn

14. Sexuality? Bisexual

15. Amount of sleep you got last night? Idk actually I think like 9-10 hrs tho I slept in until 11

16. Opinion on ice cream cake? Tasty!!!

17. Opinion on (cup)cake frosting? It’s depends buttercream is usually too sweet for me in large amounts so I prefer whipped cream frosting

18. Last board game you played? Idk??? We played hunt a killer tho last Thursday me n my family I guess that counts kinda

19. Project you want to start? I need ideas first baby

20. Project you’re working on right now? HAHAHAHAHAHA

21. TV show you’re watching? nothing rn I just rewatch bojack a lot if I watch anything

22. Last movie you watched? Lego batman I think

23. Ever left anon hate? Not legit hate

24. Ever left anon love? Yes all the time. Sometimes to strangers it’s my favorite thing to do

25. Best Disney movie? The princess and the frog

26. Best Pixar movie? Soul or Up I can’t decide

27. Best Star Wars? Um. Empire strikes back

28. Last thing you consumed? Fuit gumy

29. NoTP? Idk I don’t really hate ships unless they’re gross like pedophilic gross

30. story behind your (nick)name? When I was a fetus my great grandfather had a dream that my name should be Carolyn Marie but my parents were huge dweebs so they named me Marina after the actress of Deanna Troi in Star Trek. Idk about my nickname ive just always been Rina/Rin as long as I can remember

31. ice cream order? Lately it’s lemon sorbetto I know it’s SO high in sugar but I love it

32. describe your blog in <5 words I love you

33. how many blogs do you follow? 436

34. Describe your voice it depends usually I sound like a sick child but my customer service voice is really pleasant

35. Describe your smile it’s cute :)

36. What is the place you live known for? LMAOOO LMAO we have a military base nearby and like. I could go on abt that one but also like. There’s a lot of gang violence and a lot of the other consequences of poverty. People from the cities around us see us as “””ghetto””” or violent but it’s just. It’s more than that it’s always more than that. And idk what else there’s nothing really particularly special about this town except that we’re all here and not anywhere else

37. What is the place you’re originally from known for? (if they’re different)

38. pronouns? she/any idc

39. Languages you speak? English

40. first friend you made through tumblr? Idk. I probably don’t talk to them anymore :(

41. Person on tumblr you know in real life? my brother

42. First dog breed you think of shih tzu I have 2 next to me rn

43. room wall color? Purble!!!! The paint color is called grape juice that’s why I picked it!!!

44. Song that’s stuck in your head right now? It’s tricky to rock a rhyme to rock a rhyme that’s right on time it’s trickyyyyy

45. Favorite number? 5, 34

46. Color you associate with your name? Red

47. Favorite jolly rancher flavor?watermelon

48. Pets? 2 dogs rocket and groot and 4 cats loki danni who r from the same litter and we raised from kittens, miss kitty who we adopted from a shelter after my boy blue moon passed away and ben (his real name is Kylo Ren thanks to my mom but I refuse to call him that) he is my little baby and he has 7 toes on his front paws

49. Collections? Hot wheels

50. Character outside of your fandom you’d marry? Girl what lmaooo idk

51. Character outside of your fandom you’d kill? That’s mean :(

52. Have you met any celebrities? NO thank god id have to kill on sight

53. Favorite time period in history? Itslian Renaissance & Romantic Era

54. What time is it right now? 2:35 am oops

55. History or future? Future but like . A good one. Or prehistory

56. Space or ocean? Space

57. Fears? Abandonment

58. Command + v and post. It’s this list of questions u don’t want that

59. Favorite season? Spring

60. Describe your aesthetic. Messy just a mess, neon and old buildings and things, antiques, countryside if there weren’t so many trump pence flags still lmaoo give uppp give up, nature just al of nature and space and places humans can’t touch and places they used to touch but can’t anymore

61. MBTI? Infp but I haven’t taken it in a few years

62. What’s your relationship with your family like? Normal.

63. “Biggest fan” in your tumblr activity? I’m in mobile hold on acc to tumblr it’s akky

64. Favorite musical? Sweeney todd

65. Comfort book? Idk how to read 💔💔💔 wuthering heights tho

66. Comfort movie? Whisper of the heart

67. OTP? Girl idk

68. BroTP? Joey and Tristan yugioh

69. AUs or canon compliant? Canon ig idk

70. Opinion on the person who’s sending the ask? It’s an anon!! But I love them

71. FMK + 3 characters anon didnt leave any characters and I was going to say something very bad but I won’t

72. Dream date? I’ve wanted to do this for a while but ideally it would be after we’d been together a while maybe even engaged or whatever, I wanna go to like a Home Depot or a furniture store and pretend to be married and looking for house paints and furniture and plan what our home is going to look like I wanna do that so bad. But idk for a first/early relationship date i really want to go to the zilker botanical garden it’s one of my favorite places, we could also go to the natural gardener which is a plant nursery in Austin I really love it there too and it’s not that far from zilker.

73. Relationship status? Single

74. Ever dyed your hair? Do you plan to? Yes and perhaps. Maybe

75. Dream job/career? Idk anymore I used to have big girl goals and I haven’t had any in a while. But when I was younger I wanted to be a game warden

76. Favorite band/singer? Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

77. Something that makes you soft/that you find adorable? My cats

78. The first thing you would do if you won the lottery? Buy a house

79. Are you superstitious? Yes

80. Character you project onto? Shizuku tsukishima

81. Fictional character you’ve had a crush on? Vergil devil may cry. Forever husband

82. Celebrity crush? LMAO

83. Person on here you’d date? my mutuals

84. Person on here you’d marry? 🥺 my mutuals

85. Person on here you’d throw into the void? Smugg

86. Other social media you have? I’ve got a photography insta that I barely use and a Twitter that’s just nintendo switch screenies that’s it

87. Finish the sentence: Due to personal reasons, ___________i will be passing away

88. Bad habit? I find it rlly hard to say no or like to say when and why I’m upset I don’t feel like for the latter I don’t feel like I should bring something that’s upsetting me up because I know I’ll get over it on my own and I don’t really trust myself to be upset about rational things. Idk I’m working on it

89. Three things you like about yourself? I’m hot, I’m kind, I’m resilient

90. Ily and you deserve the world I love you!!!!! YOU deserve it too!!!

[killinbills]

OK i absolutely LOVE the idea of nate and izzy and riley having a like,,, almost competition on the kim k game? like who’s reached the a list first, etc. i love them so much omg

oh my god YES!!! it takes place like over the summer and they text each other like “im a c lister now!!!!!” and like nate is acc killing it,,, he’s like convinced one day he’ll become kim k’s actual best friend,,, riley sneaks up and beats him to a list,,, izzy gives up once riley gets to that and goes on a personal quest of befriending willow even though the game doesn’t let you,,, like it is such a chaotic shit show and the only evidence now that it ever happened (bc ofc they had to delete it the game was Too Much) is their text messages properly THRASHING each other like izzy goes “gUESS WHO GOT FULL STARS AT THE PHOTOSOOT? not NATE because he FELL ASLEEP like a CHUMP”

[georgefancys]

Degüello Thoughts - spoilers holy crap spoilers!!!!

- HERE WE GO LADS

- i definitely know that guy

- omg i was watching misfits before and was wondering where i recognised this guy from, he plays jago

- i want to make a whole post about win bc i love her but i will just say that i respect her so goddamn much

- when does max ever not say two o'clock for the post mortem

- nice to know you can borrow p*rn from the bodleian

- OH MY GOD THEY REALLY DID THAT NOT HALF AN HOUR IN

- social commentary on the grenfell tower disaster anyone?

- everyone looking to bright for what to do is fucking amazing thank you

- box loosing his nerve is perfection, max yelling 'put that bloody cigarette out' is greater than perfection

- i don't need these bright feels in the middle of all this else thanks

- jago is accelerating up my list of favourite characters

- you ever just get the urge to hug morse and tell him everything's going to be all right

- oh good, the ACC is as corrupt as acc deare was. fantabulous. who saw that one coming amirite

- sod off bottoms i wanna know what happened to fancy and nero

- can bright please just go off once. i'm begging

- 'we are not friends, nor, am i very happy to say, are we ever likely to be' OH I'LL TAKE THAT AS GOING OFF

- wow they gave miss frazil more than one scene this episode

- if box killed george i'm gonna

- 'where've you been?' 'oh nearly getting in an impromptu shovel fight'

- morse straight up telling thursday he can't trust him hurts me

- okay thursday got his conscience back, that's good.

- they better had outright say 'X killed Fancy' bc i don't want there to be any ambiguity. i want to know who killed my boy.

- THEY FULLY SHOWED THE MASONIC LODGE. THEORIES ARE BEING CONFIRNED AS WE SPEAK. THIS IS NOT A DRILL

- the fucking? lodge master is that stone guy who threatened morse? i guess he's a mason in more ways than one 👈👈

- THANK GOD FOR THE PELICAN. I LEGIT NEARLY HAD A HEART ATTACK THEN.

- i want to cry honestly. thursday having to either risk getting arrested for assisting in fraud, or sell morse out to either his death or getting the shit beaten out of him and having his resolve finally broken. shit's hard to watch man. seeing thursday finally punch box though. 10/10.

- a) MORSE JUST CALLED MAX MAX

- b) don't fucking hurt max you bitches. at least we know he doesn't die i guess. we gonna get morse cradling him in his arms?

- the fact that we have fifteen minutes left to resolve everything is concerning me

- forget that earlier remark about me liking jago thanks. he killed my boy

- so everything's resolved! the heroin thing. the nero conspiracy thing. even the masonic lodge thing from season bloody two. bright's been promoted. MORSE IS IN THE HOUSE HE LIVES IN FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE. the Thursdays are happy. my concern: how the hell do we get to inspector morse stage where thursday and bright are gone?

- SEASON 7 BABEY

[riskeith]

i couldn’t stop smiling reading your last message i’m literally so happy atm. you’re so cute and i’m SO happy. i reread it three times and giggled so loud my brother asked why i was laughing... 🥺 he’s in the next freaking room 🥺

sappiness aside: YES!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE? i wish i could give my luck to you as you deserve it much more ): it’s true but it’s still important if you wanna do well in combat sadly haha dhdydbjdnd like you said it’s very inconvenient to have a unbalanced team but i decided that i’m just gonna switch around with the characters i have when it’s needed yk? they’re all mostly around the same levels so it works fine rn.. or it will until i have to focus on who i want to focus on ascending when i get to higher levels bc payments and materials and all.. sigh there’s so much to think about with too many cute characters... anyway how many rolls have you done since you started playing? do you remember?

OH???? is it easier on pc? i’ve always enjoyed smaller consoles tbh (like switch or even phone) bc it’s easier to focus so it wasn’t that difficult for me. but like you said it might just be a ‘getting used to it’ thing. also now that you’ve seen both; which differences are there in the game? are you gonna have two different accs?

i did restart it from the first ep!!! i figured i might as well get the ~full~ experience. it’s been a while too so it’s like a new experience but not rly? it’s like traveling back to your home country and you’re like wow... i belong here even if i’m not here all the time dhsjsjdhfh bad example but you know what i mean?i’ll keep you updated! rn i’m at training camp part of s1 and it’s great!!! just having a blast tbh. needed this especially now that school is back... :(

i guess we are talking about voltron in 20fucking21. i don’t know if i love that for us or not.... (our honeymoon can be whenever you want babe pick a date and i’m There 😏)

pls unrequited love is soo good. it hurts but it’s good too? haha, maybe if one has experiences with it it just hits different yk? but i’m with you—watching voltron i always always had the headcanon that keith first started to feel smth for lance in the ‘we did it’ scene and actually thought ‘i’m in love’ during the black lion scene. like the proof is all there... s8 and the sunset scene just proves his longlasting feelings nobody can tell me otherwise. keith is the type to cherish the people he loves a lot because he barely has anyone and that means putting their happiness above anything else and lance’s happiness was allura for a while and he just... accepted that despite yearning . god . i always think about is bittersweet smile while having his speech. it’s like; i know that you’re great and you should know that you’re great too and if she can’t see it she doesn’t deserve you.

you freaking out over the leave the math to pidge scene... losing my fucking mind. girl they’re literally in love fuckinf crying 😭😭😭😭😭 they depend on each other SO much like the show runners always push the ‘hunk and lance bffs’ agenda ok sure but in the show hunk was never there for lance the same way keith was. they just eased each other’s anxieties without having any expectations on each other at all? yet they surpassed all of them. the other was just.. there. always. remember the ‘we all miss shiro’ scene too???? the entire team looked at lance and wanted him to step up!!!!!! like HELLO??????? and the second lance spoke keith just calmed down... kill me now. if that doesn’t show much trust and appriciation and respect there was between them idk what does. and the fact that the others know that despite their differences they still need each other just..... yeah. *cries*

YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD. i get you tho klance is just... comfort ship but the ship that leaves you depressed too. i’m sure you could still write them perfectly but i’m absolutely in no way pressuring you at all you truly don’t have to if you can’t. i know how hard it can be to write when the motivation is just not there... :/ anyway idk what i’d prompt i just love your fics babe hsjdhdjdjdk. that’s so boring of me to say help but everything you write i love so.. surprise me? i can’t believe you have a final klance fic tho that sounds so sad.... ): i’m curious what it’s about but maybe it’s better to keep it hush hush.. hm?

i hope you’ve slept well!! you make me so happy!! kisses! xxxxxx

FHSJFKDS that makes /me/ so happy to hear!!! i was sitting on my bed smiling like a FOOL reading this ahahahaha. and soz to your brother but what can i say 🤪🤪

nooooo im so glad you got a 5 star already pls it’s fine im just gonna use all my primogems on xiao banner and it’ll end up okay fhskjdfds. yeah just switching charas in when needed totally works too! it’s just annoying when you accidentally get caught up in combat and it’s just ‘oop im level 1 against level 50′ AHAH. (tho i guess you won’t run into that issue yet?) honestly yeah there’s so much to do with the characters like ascending, constellations, talents, weapons, it’s just like.. what do i do first.... and who..... afhdskjfhsjf sometimes i just want to use character bc pretty and that should be enough 😔

hmmmm for the character event banner I believe i’m at 60 or 70 rn? so i’m reaaaally close to pity which is why when xiao comes 🙏🙏🙏 and for the standard banner i have no idea, maybe 40? so yeahhhh LOL... i keep saying this (and i better not be jinxing it BUT) im hoping it’ll all pay off...... i hope it’s all been building up for xiao... c6 xiao.. come home FHDKSJHDS

i definitely prefer it on PC! controls aside i just like the bigger screen tbh (my laptop is 15″). mostly the differences are the controls/buttons! since you can’t hold down multiple buttons at once on mobile, they’ve got more to cover all the functions (pc doesn’t have an extra dash button, we just right click or press shift; if we’re in the air i think one of the buttons turns into the drop down/plunge, rather than showing like 3 on mobile? i can’t remember precisely but yeahhh; there’s also the joystick on the left side of the screen on mobile that obviously isn’t there on pc bc we have the keyboard. it’s also harder to move the camera around whilst doing things on mobile i feel?) 

and nah i don’t think i’ll make another acc, esp since i’ve gotten so far into game already but i did definitely think about it as a possibility ahahah (bc of my bad luck... i was wondering if i did a reroll (second) acc i might be able to get diluc FJKHSKDFS)

omg it feels like coming home what a good description 😩😩 haikyuu is just such a fun warm experience! legit so comforting and light-hearted but also get deep when it needs to be. oh yes training camp <33 gosh they were so young then :’) HAHAAH. and noooooo school has started up for you again? rip i wish you the best of luck 😔💪

maybe 2k21 is the year of revisiting old things...... god voltron ended in 2018 can you BELIEVE that (😏😏😏 i was gonna mention playing genshin co-op together (even back when you first started) HAAHAH but i assume you play in europe server? im asia rip 😥)

WE DID IT WE ARE A GOOD TEAM!! THE FUCKING PURPLE AROUND THEM!!!! THE SMILEEEE OH MY GOD THE BONDING MOMENT THE. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk every time you mentioned a single line or scene im just. all the memories come flooding back fhdsfkhsdjf. hang on a second.. they are red and blue.... the scene was purple... surely i knew this back then but im thinking about it now and?????/ oh my god

the sunset scene!!!!!!!!!! that is Peak pining keith unrequited love and pain scene... my goodness. “that means putting their happiness above anything else” NOOOOOOOOOOO you are so right tho 😭😭😭😭😭 please keith deserves the univerise <333 :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( the fact that lance seeked him out for that too.. just like old times.. “you can sure be a hard guy to find when you wanna be huh” the way i still remember that ugh they really were my everything 😔

YES!! like they pushed the whole lance+hunk+pidge thing but then in the actual show had hunk+pidge treat lance like shit and belittle him so often?? like ?????????? (once again where fanon saves us 😩) and oh my god yeah.. when everyone turned to him and lance like walked up to keith and then said all that.. we actually had so many moments?? god. *cries with you*

speaking of shiro.. s06e05 the black paladins!!! “shiro.. please.. you’re my brother.. i love you..” “just let go, keith” 😭😭 keith suffered so much AND FOR WHAT my god i miss him so much oh no

FSHFKJDS “surprise me” the only reason im asking is bc i have no ideas!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 but i shall think.. (and if you want to think and help me out too.. 👐) & i’ve actually posted about that final fic a lot! LMAO that’s how you know i know i’m never gonna finish fdskhfksjd but in case you do wanna see, here are some links: one, two, three

thank you!! i stayed up to 4am like an idiot LOL but i swear today.... and same 😭 im so so happy to have met you 🥰❣ muah! xoxoxox

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 17.11.17 lb

ugh this stupidass convo again. CAN WE JUST GET IT OVER WITH LORD ABOVE, PLEAAAAAAAASE

ok there’s no need to look sooooo fucking devastated over an IMAGINARY FETUS… like, get a hold of yourselves you shitty buddhe.

my god these people are determined to hearrrrrrrrrr in detail about their sex life. WHY ARE YOU PPL LIKE THIS?!?!?!  I CAN’T WATCH, I’M CRINGING SO FUCKING HARD

BLOODY DINKY, COULD YOU GO BACK TO LONDON ALREADY. SAARE FASAAD KI JADD TUM HI HO

oh godddddddddddddd I CAN’T WATCH THIS I AM DYING OF MICHMICHI YOU GUYS I FUCKING AMMMMMM I AM IN ACTUAL PHYSICAL PAINN FROM THE EMBARRASSMENT OF IT ALL

i am fwding. i’ll read the written update. i just… can’t. 

fwd fwd fwd seeing a lotta weird faces and embarrassment and lord people in this fam really need to learn boundaries. like, there’s a limit to how much you let the family into your lives. 

guessing shivaay told them and hence these faces: 

yeah trust me, you guys, we’re just as disappointed as you ppl are.��

ok dinky needs to fucking slowwwww her rolllll. what kamiiii???? when they just told you that they haven’t had sex, how the f do you expect her to get pregnant?????? honestly. 

TELL HER SHIVAAAAAY!!!!! 

“meri anika mein koi kami nahi hai. she’s perfect.”

ok sweeet and all, but i wish this issue wasn’t being framed as a “kami”???? like… different people have different health issues. shivaay himself has a pretty serious heart problem. if THAT isn’t being showcased as a “shortcoming” then why should any reproductive issues that anika has be framed like this????? bloody misogynist nonsense. 

ok pinkyyyy, “KYUN?”??? REALLY? THEY WERE THIS CLOSE TO DOING IT WHEN YOU THREW YOUR WRENCH INTO THE WORKS???? YOU SAW THEM GETTING IT ON IN THE POOL AND PLAYED YOUR HAND???? LIKE…. TUM TOH CHUP HI RAHO PLZ. 

ok shivaay giving lecture on shaadi ka rishta and what it means and blah blah blah i don’t care i am fwding coz honestly this conversation is the most awkward bullshit i have ever had to encounter in this damn show. AND THIS SHOW ONCE SHOWED ME A SON NABBING HIS OWN DAD’S MISTRESS OK??????? 

musings while fwding: 

guessing shivaay brought up pinky’s fuckery coz i see her looking awk 

shivaay seems to be saying something heartfelt to anika but i couldn’t be arsed rn i just need this scene to be over. 

andddddddd he’s taking her and leaving. thank goddddddddd.

DINKY NEEDS TO MIND HER OWN DAMN BUSINESS.

and now omRu are going to meddle and get all up in bhaiyya’s sex life. MAN, YOU PPL JUST HAVE WAAAAY TOO MUCH TIME ON YOUR HANDS. JUST GET A DAMN JOB ALREADY LIKE THE REST OF US?????? 

i think this outfit always makes surbhi very conscious? i’ve noticed she holds her hand in front of her like this kinda awkwardly a lot when she’s in this awful shirt. 

why are these two apologizing to each other???? neither of you did anything wrong. THE WHOLE FAULT IS DINKY MAASI’S. COULD SHIVAAY JUST SHIP HER OFF BACK TO LONDON ALREADY???

why are these two standing there and saying all the “polite words” they know at each other like a buncha kindergartners? 

“tumhe milne se pehle, meri zindagi bhi adhoori thi anika.”

“sachchi??”

“hmmm.” 

ugh tooo cute for words! 😍😍😍😍

ooooh i love thissss audio cassette analogy. #80sand90sKidsUnite

“iska matlab…. tum ready ho?”

lol of course she didn’t get what he meant. 

aaaaaaaaaand she’s acting like a shy turtle again. oh anika. 

actually galti shivaay ki hai. DO IT, instead of TALKING about it, idiot. 

“bano na tum bhi besharam, yaaar!” 

lol poor billu. 😆😆😆😆

god he’s gonna go all SSO on this. ouffffffffffffff. why is this guy so damn extra with the plan making???? have any of your plans everrrr worked out? EVER? the three suhaag raats you planned before this? the saying “i love you” the first time round???? JUST STOP PLANNING SHIT. PLEASE. 

god these idiots. can they focus on their own damn relationships and issues???? unka woh aapas mein sultaaa lenge. 

for the first time in this episode, someone is talking sense. thank you lord for omkara singh oberoi. YES. GIVE THEM SPACE. LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE. 

oh shit it got awkward with bulbul bringing up his past. yiiiiiiiikes. looks like you guys need to have A TALK. 

obligatory “omkara’s reactions to rudra’s BS” screenshots of the day:

UGH ROYAL ROMANCE KIT SOUNDS WEIRD AND CHEESY AND PLEASE NO

OH GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS SHIVAAY ORDERING WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS FAMILY LIKE THIS??????????/ HAVE YOU PPL EVER MET A HUMAN WOMAN BEFORE? 

OMKARA IS ME. I AM OMKARA. 

“... jis se har dude ka mood ban jaaye!”

the dude is already in the mood. it’s the girl you need to focus on. i pity all the girls who’ve hooked up with rudra so far. he seems like a hella bad lover. 

looks like bhavya knows shivaay bhaiyya more. GOOD. LISTEN TO HER PLS. 

OH SHUT THE FUCK UP RUDRA

um. he just ordered a ROYAL BENGAL TIGER?????????? YOU CAN JUST…. ORDER A TIGER ONLINE? LIKE A BOOK OR SOME SHIT? WOW, I REALLY UNDERESTIMATED THE ECOMMERCE SCENE IN INDIA. 

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand this billu has dressed room up again. for god knows the how many’th time. just… give up with this stupidass plan, shivaay? just get her into the pool and work your magic like last time. 

omg no what the hell is this huge picture of them????? ITS SO WEIRD AND AWKWARD WHO THE HELL IS SO SELF OBSESSED THAT LOOKING AT THIS WOULD PUT THEM “IN THE MOOD”

shivaay. that’s who. the narcissist. 

ok the word TONIGHT on the bed seems more like a sinister threat than anything else. 

JESUS CHRIST. like, idk what anika’s into, but this would kill my lady boner asap, coz i’d be laughing too hard at how stoooopid he looks. 

oh. that’s a nice dress, i guess. let’s see how it looks on. 

i can feeeeeel anika’s embarrassment at shivaay’s hella cheesy moves THROUGHHHH THE SCREEEEN 

… why does “secure” = “ready for sex” acc to shivaay??? 

lol of course khanna is calling now. guess the tiger is here. 

OK YOU KNOW WHAT, I AM NOT HERE FOR THIS BS. I AM NOT. I JUST…. CAN’T OK. I AM FWDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

you know, there are times when i reallyyyyyy question my decisions in life and how the fuck i got to this point that i’m at rn…. THIS IS ONE OF THEM. 

okay someone fucking slaaaaaaaaaaaap rudra, coz his stupidity is just too much for me to take today. 

thanks om. 

this is really reminding me of this scene in om shanti om. 

i’m the rando in the crowd, monotonously going “waah, kya acting kar raha hai. waaah kya tiger hai.” @ the cast and the vfx team.

majaaal hai ki shivaay stop correcting everyone that ki “yeh sher nahi hai; IT’S A TIGER” 

gauriiiii and her shraddha are on a whole other trip altogether. lorddd. 

“AYE PAKAD APNI BIWI KO!”

lmaooooooooo 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

god why am i watching this fucking show even?????? 

ooooooooh svetlana and abhay! thank god! 

svetlana’s clearing stuff up: don’t go getting ideas like she’s interested in you or anything. all she wants is a murder partner. don’t get it twisted, abhay; you ain’t shit. besides, your broke ass wouldn’t interest her anyway. 

god back to this garbage mansion. 

UM MAYBE YOU AUTHORITIES SHOULD MAKE SURE THAT THE PUBLIC ISN’T ABLE TO JUST ORDER A FUCKING TIGER ONLINE???? YOU’LL BLOCK TORRENT SITES, BUT OH, FLIPKART IS JUST ALLOWED TO LIST AN ENDANGERED SPECIES AS SOMETHING THEY CAN SELL HUH?????????????????

oh the flowers are finally here!

lol shivaay awkwardly directing bhavya to give them to anika and him whispering “yeh…. tumhaare liye.” so doggone stupidly cute. 

OUFF FWDING THE REST OF THIS RUDRA GARBAGE

ooooh. anika’s deciding to take the lead. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS THIS IS WHAT I WAAAANTED. 

but god, she’s gonna do equally atrangi. i just know it. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

ohhhhhh boy anika has some MOVIE to watch on recommendation from chanda. and it’s called PREM KI DEVI. which sounds like some c grade bhojpuri soft porn movie. 

OH GOD GAURI HAS SOME DESI VERSION OF VIAGRA SHE WANTS TO SLIP THEM 

I AM OMKARA. OMKARA IS ME. 

LMAO WOW SEEMS EVEN GAURI HAS SOME DISCLOSING ABOUT *HER* PAST TO DO!!!!!!!!!

[mysmeshc]

Hiyaaa!~ can you do RFA+V+searan (if ur comfortable) reaction when MC is really bubbly and talkative in the groupchat but irl she's awkward and shy lololol (lowkey me but oh well) also really didn't wanna use this acc of mine to request but goddamn I'm tempted PS: LOVE UR ACC

OMG YESYESYES

MC Who is Bubbly in the Chats but Shy IRL

For the sakeof making this easy we’re just gonna pretend MC is meeting them for the firsttime IRL at the party

Yoosung

·     Youwere an absolute joy to have in the chat!!

·     Literallyeverything you did made him smile.

·     Hewas so happy you were bubbly just like him!

·     Comethe day of the party, he’s practically bouncing around in his shoes, glancingevery which way in order to see the unfamiliar face he was hoping to be yours.

·     Asudden tap on his shoulders stopped him though.

·     “Hithere can I help-“ He looked down at you.

·     “H-Hi!I-I‘m, uh… I’m MC!” Your eye contact was wary, barely glancing up once tomeet his own.

·     Waitwat

·     Whereis “OMG HI YOOSUNG!!! WANNA PLAY LOLOL?” MC?

·     “M-MC?Wow! Uh… It’s amazing to finally meet you.” He grasped your hand in his, asweet smile meeting your face.

·     Youimmediately felt guilty, knowing exactly what he was thinking.

·     “Hey,listen, I’m sorry if I’m not as talkative as I usually seem. It’s a lot easierto be outgoing when there’s a screen in between, you know?” You laughedawkwardly.

·     Yoosungblushed, rubbing the back of his neck.

·     “Y-Youknow, I’m the last person who could make fun of you for being shy or awkwardbecause I’m not exactly to confident myself…” Now it was HIS turn to avoideye contact.

·     Youlooked up and gripped his hand, forcing his eyes to meet yours once again.

·     “Thankyou Yoosung. W-Would you, uh… I mean, you don’t have to if you don’t wantto! But the music is nice and-“

·     “D-Doyou want to dance, MC?”

·     “. .. Yes please.”

Zen

·     Yourbubbliness helped offset the sour mood he sometimes received from a certainsomeone *coughcoughJumincoughcough*

·     So come arrival time to the party, he has alreadypracticed the pick up lines he felt would get the cutest laugh out of you.

·     He was talking with Jaehee when he saw her turn.“Oh, MC! Please, come here.”

·     You were walking over and as soon as he laid eyes onyou he forgot every word in the English language except for hi.

·     You looked amazing.

·     “Hi, Zen, I’m MC.” You stuck out your hand, and thatwas what brought him back to earth.

·     He grabbed your hand and bent over, placing a kisson your knuckles.

·     “I guess I’ve got some competition for being thebest looking in the room.” He winked.

·     Oh ya that’ll get u

·     Exceptyou didn’t laugh and respond playfully as you normally would have.

·     Yourface went red and the only thing you could make eye contact with was the floor.

·     “T-Thankyou, Zen.” You muttered, gently rubbing your knuckles where he had kissed you.

·     Ohno

·     Hehad done an uh oh

·     “Whoa,I’m sorry MC. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable, it’s just-

·     “It’sokay Zen, you didn’t make me uncomfortable.” You took a deep breath, finallymaking eye contact.

·     “I’mactually very shy. Over the chat, it’s easy to be fun and outgoing, but inperson, it’s much scarier. Not that you’re scary! You’re gorgeous! I MEAN-”Zen’s laughter cut you off.

·     “MC,don’t worry. I like you just the way you are.” He gave your shoulder acomforting squeeze.

·     Yourface heated up at the compliment, but you smiled nonetheless.

·     Hemade you feel safe.

Jaehee

·     Despitehaving not met you, she already felt closer to you than she had initiallyexpected.

·     Itwas amazing to finally get a chance to meet you in person!

·     Onceyou showed up, tho, she was taken away.

·     Youlooked amazing

·     You twomade eye contact the both of you smiled.

·     “HiJaehee,”

·     Waita secarooni

·     Wasthat a BLUSH?

·     OnMC’S FACE?!!

·     Butshe was usually so bold in the chat…

·     “HiMC! It’s so lovely to meet you.” You two shook hands, and she introduced you tothe rest of the RFA.

·     Theyall had the same reactions of “r u sure this is the right MC.”

·     Shecould tell you were upset by it.

·     “MC,what’s wrong?” She asked once you two are alone.

·     “Ijust, I feel like such a disappointment, you know? It’s easy to be fun andbright when it’s over the phone, but now that it’s face to face it’s muchharder.”

·     Urpout was killing baehee

·     “Noneof us are disappointed to meet you! We all think you’re fantastic just the wayyou are.” Her fingers pet through your hair, a comforting movement she used tolove.

·     “Evenyou?” MC looked up, eyes big.

·     Jaeheelaughed, “Especially me.”

Jumin

·     Juminwas the most surprised by your personality change.

·     Heexpected you to come bounding through the doors with endless energy

·     Maybejump into his arms, as you had joked about on the chat

·     Zendid not approve.

·     Sowhen you arrived without him noticing he was perplexed to say the least.

·     Itwas halfway through the party when he found Jaehee conversing with you.

·     Okit time less go

·     “AssistandKang, it’s a pleasure to see you.” He played like he didn’t see you at first

·     don’twanna seem desperate lolol

·     “HelloMr. Han, this is MC, MC, this is Mr.-“

·     “Jumin.It’s a pleasure to meet you.” He shook your hand firmly, a warm smile gracinghis otherwise stoic features.

·     “I’ll,uh, I’ll leave you two to talk.” Jaehee gone yall

·     “HiJumin! It’s… It’s wonderful to finally meet you. I-I’ve really enjoyed ourconversations in the chat.” You blushed, eyes struggling to make contact withhis own.

·     Lordhave mercy on him

·     Youwere so cute

·     Ofcourse he loved your bubbly persona, but this

·     THIS

·     Hehadn’t realized he was just staring at you until you spoke again.

·     “Jumin?Are you okay?” no he wasn’t MC-

·     “Yes,of course, I’m just… very happy to finally meet you.”

·     Awehow cute

·     Yousmiled at him, looking around him to the dance floor and shuffling your feet.

·     “Wouldyou, uh, would you wanna-“

·     “Iwould be honored to join you in a dance.” His hand grabbed yours, leading youonto the floor.

Seven

·     OkayYEAH he did a background check but background checks don’t give awaypersonality types.

·     Hewas just as shocked as the rest of the RFA upon meeting you.

·     “MC!Hey! God 707 has finally gotten the chance to bless your life.” He jumped outin front of you, but instead of a quick witted response, you just… staredat him.

·     “I-I.. . uh…”

·     “Hellooooo!Earth to MC!! It’s me, Seven!” He pretended to knock on your head.

·     “Iknow who you are! I-I just don’t know what to say.” You admitted sheepishly,and he cought on pretty quickly to what your problem was.

·     “OhI get it! You’re shy! Well, don’t worry, I have enough outgoingness for theboth of us.” He winked, weaving his arm around yours.

·     707got u

·     nothinggets past this guy

·     okaya few things get past this guy

·     mostthings

·     nvm…

·     Hewas by your side the entire night, helping you deal with guests and such so youwouldn’t be so anxious.

·     He almostfollowed u into the bathroom this angel

·     “sevenI need to pee”

·     “butwhat if another guest tries to talk to you?”

·     “sevenOH MY GOD-“

·     Youfound you were beginning to act like the person they talked to in the chat moreand more

·     And thatwasn’t too bad.

[hockeyytrash]

Alaska - Chapter One

(it’s rough at first but pls be patient)

-2068 words-

Friday. Usually, I’m excited for Fridays because they signal the start of the weekend. However, now that I’m in Toronto, I have nothing to look forward to on the weekends except for the occasional wander around the city – alone.

I have some friends at my new school, but I’m not super close to most of them except for Carly. Carly was the first person I met at my new high school and we hit it off immediately. She was the one who introduced me to my other friends. I’ve hung out with them a few times, but I mostly keep to myself.

Outside of school, my life is even more boring. My mother’s new husband Tom is the reason we moved to Toronto. He works in the city as a high-end investment banker and business owner, so you can imagine how much money he makes. I never knew how well off Tom was until we moved into his house located just beyond downtown. It’s ridiculously huge and flashy. And now that I’ve gotten to know Tom, he’s the same way: flashy and slightly arrogant about his status. 

My mom loves it, though. She eats it all up. The expensive clothes, the trips, the house, the cars. She absolutely loves it. I like it to, but I don’t get caught up in the all materialistic things Tom has. Instead, I judge him based off his character which as of now, scores him solid C-.

“Hey, are you doing anything tonight?” Carly asks, jogging over to me in the parking lot. School has just ended, meaning I can finally go home and do absolutely nothing. However, I do have one obligation.

“My mom and Tom are making me go out to dinner with them,” I tell her with a frown. 

“That sucks. Are you sure you can’t get out of it? Karina is having a party at her house and I really want you to come,” she says sadly. As much as I’d actually like to go to the party, I know I won’t be able to get out of dinner.

“Yeah, they’re sticklers for these kinds of things,” I say, continuing toward my car.

“Alright. Well, if you get out of dinner early, you should drop by! She lives on Maple street. You’ll know which house,” she says, stopping next to her car. 

“Sounds good. See you later,” I say, climbing into my black Jeep, courtesy of Tom. Carly smiles and waves before shutting her door and driving off. I do the same, driving the route to Tom’s house I’ve grown accustomed to. 

After parking my car in the driveway, I enter the house through the side door. The house was quiet other than the quiet hum of warm air circulating through vents, heating the house. I make my way to the kitchen where I grab a water from the fridge. I twist the bottle open and take a sip, looking around the oversized room. No one needs this much counter space. 

Speaking of counters, my eyes land on a pink slip of paper resting on the far end of the marble. I walk over and begin to scan over the words.

Alaska-

I went to get my nails done and do a bit of shopping. I should be back around 6 and Tom should be home from work around then as well. Remember, family dinner at 7! Please dress nicely.

xo- Mom

I roll my eyes at the note. I don’t know why she even bothers to leave these anymore. I assume every time she’s gone, she’s either shopping, getting a spa treatment, or pampering herself in some other way.

I toss the note in the garbage and jog up the staircase, down the hall, and into my room. I must say, it is gorgeous. I hate that it’s exactly how I pictured my dream room. 

I kick off my shoes and dump my backpack on the floor by the door. I have two hours to kill until I have to get ready for dinner and see as though napping is the best way to kill time, I flop onto my bed, pull a blanket over my body, and shut my eyes. 

Roughly two hours later, the sound of rain pounding on my windows wakes me, much to my dismay. I debate whether I should roll back over and sleep for thirty more minutes, but I know that I wouldn’t have time to get ready if I did. 

I throw the blanket off of me quickly and stand up so there is no chance I will fall back asleep. I shuffle over to my closet and scan the racks for something to wear. My mom said to “dress nicely” in her note which translates to “we are going somewhere fancy, so you better not dress like a bum.” All I want to do is change into sweatpants, eat, then go back to bed, but no. I have to get all dressed up and have awkward conversation with my mom and Tom over under portioned, expensive meals. 

Sighing, I grab a plain gray t-shirt dress and black bomber jacket off one of the racks and slip them on. Because it’s cold as shit here in Canada, I slide on black boots that come over the knee. I don’t bother touching the makeup I put on for school this morning, seeing as though the only people I’ll be interacting with are my mom, Tom, and our waiter. However, I do pull my long, blonde hair into a high ponytail to eliminate the possibility of it getting frizzy from the weather.

“Alaska!!” my mom hollers up the stairs. I grab my phone and walk out of my room.

“Coming!” I yell back, quickly making my way down the stairs, arriving in front of my mother and Tom who were waiting for me by the front door. 

“You ready to go?” my mom asks me with a small smile. I nod and follow the pair out the door and into Tom’s shiny black Mercedes. Tom takes his place in the driver’s seat, starting the car then pulling out onto the road. He and my mother talk about random things like what my mom bought and what Tom did at work. I zone out, staring through the window and getting lost in my own thoughts.

A few more minutes of staring occur until the sound of car doors opening pulls me from my thoughts. I exit the car as well, following Tom and my mother through the entrance of a fancy restaurant and across the room to our table. I take a seat across from the two of them and begin searching the menu for something to eat. I didn’t even realize I was hungry until I smelled food in the restaurant. 

Our waiter comes over to take our drink orders: a whiskey for Tom, margarita for my mother, and a water for me. Maybe I’ll be the one driving us home tonight. The three of us continue to scan the menu even though there are only a few options. The waiter returns with our drinks then writes down our orders for food. I decided on the steak and side salad, not in the mood to branch out and try something new. 

After placing our orders, we make small talk about our days and plans we have coming up. Tom tells us that he has to go to Melbourne for business and offers for us to go with him.

“Oh, we’d love to! Right, Alaska?” my mother exclaims. I suppress a groan and look back to Tom.

“How long would we be gone?” I ask him.

“Well, we would leave on Monday night and return next Sunday sometime in the afternoon,” he explains. My eyes light up at the thought of being away from my mother and Tom for an entire week. That would be amazing!

“I would love to, but I really don’t want to miss that much school considering it’s my senior year,” I say politely. Tom and my mother grin, probably hoping I’d say that.

“That’s quite alright. Are you comfortable staying home by yourself while we’re away?” Tom asks. I have to force myself not to laugh. I’m 17, almost 18. I definitely don’t need a babysitter.

“Yes, I’ll be fine,” I say with a smile. 

“Great! I guess we’ll have to get packing when we get home,” my mom says to Tom, giving him a kiss while giggling. I look away, not interested in seeing them make out. Our waiter brings out our food, setting the various plates down on the table. I dig in immediately, savoring every bite.

Once we’ve all finished our meals, and the waiter has gone to finish up the bill. Tom and my mother turn their attention to me with excited looks on their faces.

“What?” I ask, wondering why they were acting weird all of a sudden. Tom clears his throat before speaking.

“As you said earlier, you’re a senior in high school now. Your mother and I know how hard you’ve been working in school to get good grades. Plus, coming to a new school in a new country is never easy. So, we decided to get you a little something to commend you on your hard work,” Tom says, handing me some folded papers. I furrow my brows in confusion and unfold the pieces of paper revealing two tickets to the Maple Leafs-Penguins game tomorrow night at the ACC.

My eyes light up and a huge smile breaks out on my face.

“Thank you so much, guys!!” I exclaim, giving both Tom and my mother hugs across the table. I can’t believe I’m going to the game! I guess I’ll be calling Carly later…

“You’re very welcome. But we’re not done,” Tom says, pulling two badges out of his suit pocket and handing them over to me.

“In an effort to convert you to into a Leafs fan, you’ll be meeting the guys after the game,” Tom says with a big smile. I gawk at him in disbelief. I would much rather meet the Penguins, my favorite team, but I guess at least Carly will enjoy meeting the Leafs.

“How did you get these?” I ask Tom. Meet and greet passes aren’t usually for sale when it comes to hockey teams, so I’m confused how Tom managed to snag these.

“I know the manager Lou Lamoriello and the head coach Mike Babcock. I explained the situation and they were more than happy to support my endeavors in making you a Leafs fan. I smile and nod, not surprised he’s friends with the two. 

I thank Tom again for the tickets and passes before I go to my room when we get home. He just smiles, knowing that he’s made my day. Once I’m upstairs, I change into comfy clothes and wash my face then hop onto my bed.

I grab my phone and begin texting Carly about the tickets.

GUESS WHAT I GOT FOR US

Carly: WHAT

Tickets to the Leafs game tomorrow night!!!

Carly: OMG YAY

And it gets better…

Carly: How the hell could that get any better??

Maybe if I told you that I have passes to meet the Leafs after the game!!

Carly: GET OUT

Carly: YOU CANNOT BE SERIOUS

Carly: TELL ME YOU’RE NOT SERIOUS

Then I’d be lying :)

Carly: THIS IS AMAZING! I CAN’T WAIT!

Me neither!!!

Carly: You better not ruin it with your Penguin loving self!

No promises :)

Carly: Ugh fine. What’s the plan?

How about you come over to my house around 5, so we have time to get ready, eat, then head over to the ACC

Carly: Perf! I’ll see you then!

Cya!

I shut off my phone and roll over in bed with a smile. Only a couple hours until I get to see the Pens play! Just wish it was at PPG and that my dad was there with me. Back home, we used to go to games whenever we could. We would be the loudest ones there, constantly commenting on every call, play, and goal. 

I make a mental note to text my dad as soon as I wake up about how I was going to the game then I drift off to sleep.

[thetruthinlies]

[SUPPORT MEEME YOU KNEW IT WAS COMING] C B A... and S!?!? //ZOOMS IN// will Mukun become king of Daein? Omg//hit ((S only if you want LOL))

|| Send “C, B, A or S” + a character and I will write the corresponding support between our muses || ASK || 

( Were we both waiting for this? lol. Poe doesn’t smile enough, so Juujuube it is. )( So, because I only know Micaiah as the leader of the Dawn Brigade, this is going to take the Radiant Dawn setting rather than Fates, where Micaiah is leading the Daein Liberation Army, saving the prisoners of the said nation, working alongside Prince Pelleas. Mukkun is one of those prisoners because of being a threat, rather than being a laguz, only released because they need more soldiers that are not 8 people. …Okay, it’s by the goodness of Micaiah’s heart, as any lord of FE lol. )( He’s a dark mage/sage, not common in RD somehow, maybe that’s why he sounds threatening. Actually, in between writing the A support, I made him Branded because of his right eye. )

( readmore because three + one? Oh, and no text-size formatting under the cut because. )

- C support -

*Micaiah was checking on each soldier on a one-on-one basis because there weren’t a lot, and she needed to confirm their conditions in any which case they may go out in another fight*

Micaiah: Um.. Mukuro, are you there?Mukuro: Well if it isn’t the Silver haired maiden herself on patrol. What’s the occasion?Micaiah: Please just Micaiah is fine.Are you well? I’ve heard from the guards that you’ve been secluding yourself in here for a long time.*Micaiah glances around the room*Micaiah: Although your room doesn’t seem in disarray.*Mukuro just smiled at her, receiving a look of question from Micaiah*Mukuro: I must say I’m astonished on many occurrences here.First off, for a Kingdom, there are so little in security, leaing the premise to a softed prince, and a few pieces of dirt.And second, that His Royal subject coming directly conducted meager inquiry. Shouldn’t you be waiting to send us off?Micaiah: ?Why in Goddess Ashera’s name would I dare think of..? *Mukuro brought a hand up dangerously near her face, clenching his dry nailed hand*Mukuro: I can assure you that any closer you were, I could’ve killed you on this spot without standing. You soft pieces of Royalty always exposing yourself to danger wider than your dinner plates without ever knowing..~Micaiah: ..Mukuro: Even if that bodyguard of yours came in, it would’ve been too late.*Micaiah then lightly took his hand, clasping them with both of hers*Mukuro: You could’ve experienced death by a soldier without a second thought, but you still ask for their well-being. Ridiculous.Why don’t you force them to their knees and beg for forgiveness..?Micaiah: Your well-being matters to me. I have no knowledge on why they had incarcerated you.. It must’ve been hard on you.Looking at this hand alone, I could tell it was a period of high suffering. Left alone, it could drive anyone out of their mind.Mukuro: Surely I hope that is not out of pity you are..*He looked to the side as he heard a soldier call as he looked for Micaiah*Mukuro: Kufufu..~ your duty calls.*Micaiah sighed, moving back*Micaiah: Forgive me. can we speak another time?Mukuro: If survival is guaranteed, we may meet again, who knows!

*Mukuro shrugged as Micaiah nodded, leaving*

- B support -

Micaiah: Hm? Oh it’s Mukuro.

*Micaiah saw Mukuro speaking with someone, she stepped out of the way to keep them uninterrupted. It seemed like a civil conversation, as the soldier and Mukuro spoke with smiles, agreeing with one another. It also seemed as though he noticed her, smiling in her direction. The soldier left in a few minutes*

Mukuro: I suppose even a busy woman of war can have the traits of a rat.A rather beautiful silver rat, embellished.Micaiah: I suppose I cannot walk in the same hallway to my room.*she giggled*Mukuro: Oh, pardon me then.Micaiah: You’re pardoned.. Ah, I had almost forgotten, Mukuro, actually, please come with me. I think this is something you need to see.Mukuro: Whatever it would be..*he trailed off to himself as she led him to one of the rooms where they were sceduling burials of soldiers and people of the kingdom*Micaiah: You must’ve known this man..*she pointed at one of the cloth covered people, allowing Mukuro to move it only to toss it back on with a grimace*Mukuro: The Warden..He sure saw that coming. It’s only too bad.. I didn’t get to deal the final blow.*He was smiling, but Micaiah noticed the unsettlement in ihs breathing*Micaiah: That’s a lie isn’t it? Reports about this Warden said that he was surprisingly soft, compared to the other ones who were patrolling your cell.This is your handwriting tooMukuro: ….Micaiah: Mukuro. With all these soldiers deceased, I’m going to avenge him.Mukuro: The plan was perfect.Micaiah: ..Mukuro: Perfect possession of that blasted city, and now they tell me that the Warden just up-ed his way and gotten himself killed.Micaiah: You were the one who devised that..Mukuro: Mm. I suppose I could tell you a little. I devised a plan to overthrow the Prince, until it turned into a seige of smaller cities of Begnion.It granted us more resources. I must add.Micaiah: It was well-crafted.*Mukuro ignored that, walking up at the Warden’s corpse again, muttering as she saw him use his hands to close the corpse’s eyes*Micaiah: …Mukuro: Who told you to leave..Micaiah: I’ll leave–Mukuro: No, it’s fine.I guess I could hope to stay in this army for a long time.Micaiah: You could stay for as long as you want. This is your decision as a child whose free from his binds.*Micaiah smiles at him*You’re free, Mukuro. Ever since you were brought out of that cell, you were allowed to speak for yourself.*Mukuro then smiles at her, moving a bit ahead of her*Mukuro: Yeah.. I’m free.Well, as an action of exercising my freedom, I intend to stay within this army and keep bothering you. Killing those who I want.Micaiah: That’s fine, as long as you don’t kill a comrade.

- A support -

*Mukuro looked as though he was reading something extensive, a bunch of scrools half-way open, sliding on the floor, and a lot of crossed out text on other papers that were left astray*

Micaiah: ?All these.. paper. What’s going on in here?*she saw Mukuro smile, muttering inaudible things, seeing his gaze shifted from the the pen in hand to the open scrolls on the ground*Micaiah: ( ‘is he.. chanting?’ )*the scrolls beside her started to move upward, purple-like colour was beginning to surround the room*Micaiah: Mukuro..!*it was hard to say it was out of instinct, as she saw the potentially dangerous power that was being emitted around the room, the reason why she waved her light magic to combat it*Micaiah: Mukuro stop it!Mukuro: ??*it seemed as though he didn’t notice her, the reason why the light magic was caught by surprise*Micaiah: …..*A little time later, he regained consciousness*Micaiah: Mukuro, I’m sorry about that. I shouldn’t intrude into personal matters, but what were you doing?Mukuro: nnngh. Oh that.. You were so fixated with that Prince and that blood pact..Micaiah: You know about it..?Mukuro: Begnion are dastardly as always..I was coming with something that could pull it off with a small blood sample instead of his life.I discovered something more interesting.Micaiah: ..Instead of a life..Mukuro: Our beautiful silver commander is Branded.Micaiah: !!How do you..Mukuro: that’s because.. even I am one*he moved his bangs showing an eye red with a marking*Mukuro: we’re in the same boat eh.Micaiah: …!!Mukuro: We’re both ugly pieces of society.This is precisely why they had me in prison cells.Micaiah: How long did you know about it..Mukuro: Not too long ago. A little after we acquainted.*Micaiah moved one of her gloves off, revealing her brand. Mukuro began to trace it, smiling rather lightly*Mukuro: It’s a beautiful one..~Micaiah: You think so? Your eye is very pretty too.Mukuro: Is that so..?Micaiah: Mm.. Though Mukuro, why were you taking matters into your hands with King Pelleas?Mukuro: Oh.. You could say I don’t want to see you cry now. Micaiah: …?Mukuro: You who belong in the field of innocence.Micaiah: Ahh Mukuro.. you don’t need to concern about it.Mukuro: Oh? and why not?Micaiah: You’ve been nothing but kind to me. You’ve never left despite the hardship we’ve stepped foot upon, you never once denied an order of ours.Sothe may not look like it, but even he trusts you greatly.*Mukuro just smiled again*Micaiah: If you want me to stop having a frown, then take care of yourself better. That spell could’ve killed you.Mukuro: ( ‘lovely’ ) could it?Micaiah: Mhm. We’ll.. work it out together, hm?*Mukuro put a few fingers near her lower eye-lid*Micaiah: It’s frightening.. It’s truly frightening to carry a life in your hand, and so cruel for them to implant such atrocities.This is my reason to fight, to save a kind soul who shares my dream. ( ‘even though I never wanted this position..’ )Mukuro: Yeah? ( ‘It’s only too bad, I’m the same as them’ )*he lowered his glance, still mellow*It surely is, truly. War takes away so much of you. What belongs to youMicaiah: It does..Mukuro, I hope you never think of leaving.*her eyes were closed*Mukuro: Yeah.. the same to you.

- S support -

*Sothe was speaking to Micaiah earlier, checking on any wounds and all. Mukuro walked in a little casually, with the help of a guard before perching himself on the table. Sothe smiled at the two before going to his post.*

Micaiah: Oh Mukuro..~ thanks for today. Mukuro: Heheh, yeah.Micaiah: Tomorrow we are not scheduled to anything, would you like to spend a day off somewhere?Mukuro: Without any guards? Without any surveillance of magicians?Micaiah: ..What do you mean?Mukuro: A figure of speech.*he laughed*Micaiah: Is someone watching you?Mukuro: No, just reminiscent.Micaiah: I see.. Then there will be none of it. Would you like to accompany tomorrow as we are today? You could use some sunlight. Your room is darker than the late King Pelleas’ dark circles.Mukuro: Divinate me.*he laughed, covering his mouth as she smiled back*Mukuro: Please do not contemplate it.Micaiah: Whatever you say.. Mukuroon.Mukuro: Mu..*laughing again, he poked her forehead*Mukuro: Seems as though the Silver haired Maiden, Micaiah, is quite naughty.*Micaiah giggled, then walked out of the room with him*Micaiah: For the first time in so long, it feels wonderful to be able to breathe air that is not full of tears. Just simple air.. the sun out.. Such peace in a small limited time..*Mukuro glanced up, pressing his hood closer to his head, Micaiah noticed this, giggling as she proceeded to pull it away from his head*Mukuro: hey..!!Micaiah: I did say, you could use some sunlight, and it’s not that bright!Mukuro: tch.*Micaiah did notice some of the people who walked by greeted the two, speaking kindly with Mukuro as well*Micaiah: I’m genuinely happy.. even they trust you more than you believe. You finally look a little more light-hearted too. A beautiful rhythm.Mukuro: ( ‘and you’re to blame’ ) Yeah.. Guess the day really is nice.*he was smiling calmly once more*Micaiah: Yeah?Mukuro: Mhm.You have something more to say, I presume?Micaiah: You noticed..~I do, and it may be a sudden one. ( ‘or not, because we’ve been interacting for so long..’ )My Mukuroon is more adorable than he thinks.Mukuro: Your Mukuroon?Micaiah: Mhm. Is the clever mad-man in a state of surprise? That is a shock.Mukuro: Think what you want, it was rather sudden.But I am not against it. You see..~ I had thought of something similar.*Micaiah smiled, pulling his cheek*Mukuro: That was not in mind. Though, I must admit, I am bewildered of the power of a broken soul who by chance shares similarity to my own.I intended to capture you in a trap of my own, but it seems as though I fell for yours. In an embrace so soft yet powerful, I find no merit in running away. ( lol I can’t write Awakening/Fates confession scenes )Micaiah: Shhh. Perhaps I am not as chaotic as you are, but I feel the same. the moment I’ve ordered your release, I knew there was going to be a connection so powerful..*she interlinked her hand with his*Micaiah: Then I knew.. That my mind wanted more simply keeping you as part of the sortie. More than a brethren.I love you, Muku.Mukuro: A wonderful doll who chains the master, such is the Silver-haired maiden, no.. such is amore. I could say I am out of my mind to say this, but.. I love you too.*he glanced at their hands, clenching on it with a smile*Micaiah: Heehee! I’ll have one thing clear; I’ve always been your Master, but you’re my motivation, the strength who keeps me going, to keep fighting.This is why I wanted you to keep living, and I still do. Stay by my side, even if you refuse to take the Throne.Mukuro: It doesn’t sound bad.. Not bad at all.*Micaiah stepped on her tip-toes to give him a light peck on his forehead, he laughed a bit at that*Micaiah: Then let us end this skirmish to let it happen.Mukuro: Yes yes..~Interesting isn’t it? Two monsters of society together, leading those to your ideal of peace.Micaiah: Indeed..~ But as long as I am with you, it’ll be like the beautiful breeze we are having outside.

[chill-that-ur-inmyhead]

I’m probs sick oh well #1

1 - Who was the last person you texted?

Holly

2 - When is your birthday?

10/02 - get me loads of gifts plz 

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

Taylor Swift omg yasssss or maybe chilling with J since we never get to 

4 - What sports do you play?

NETBALL!... badminton, tennis (sometimes), that reminds me I should really practice netball!

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

Aaron! (uni american flatmate)

6 - What is your favourite song as of the moment?

DELICATE - T SWIFT

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

Taylor Swift we need some one to one time I feel or someone who can acc get me off the island right!

8 - What do you feel right now?

So chill a little anxious for this essay I gotta write for Sunday

9 - What chocolate is your favourite?

Guylians (belgian shell chocolate!)

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you?

5 

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

My horoscope told me to 

12 - Who is your favourite blogger?

Me ofc

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

Wouldn’t mind being on a sunny island somewhere not having to worry about this essay (not too hot an island tho I don’t want to melt)

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

Happy

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

When I went to see my family back home I always get so emotional 

16 - Are you happy?

Not much to complain about I guess

17 - Who do you miss?

I miss Charlie and the juiciest js

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

I can’t be playing God that’s not me, he gave me this life and I am blessed in many ways

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

My friends got me a princess cut pandora ring for my 17th and it shocked me majorly I was so happy 

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

Mother

21 - What is your favourite dish?

Chicken chow mein probs

22 - Who is your best friend?

Charlie (I have many close friends but I’ll always call him first)

23 - What is your biggest regret?

Jump into relationships because I don’t wanna be alone

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah yeah, not my proudest moment

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

All kinds of people!

26 - Name someone pretty.

Liv ( I met her yesterday she seems pretty cool)

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

John

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

EVERYTHING rn always taylor swift 

29 - Are you over your past?

Only way is up!

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

Victoria

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

Someone with a great sense of humour just like mine

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

Sometimes if there is something on my mind

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

Holly

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

Jeans

35 - How’s your heart?

Confused

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

Well I have a J rn but whether he’ll be my boyf or just something casual who knows

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

Yes

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

You’re great

39 - Do you have any phobias?

Probs being forgotten

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

Yes ofc 

41 - What’s the nicest thing someone has said to you?

When I first met one of my ex boyfs we were messing around and I forbid him to talk so I said to him his first words had to be legendary and he said “You’re so cool” and it had me shook I acc blushed

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

No, too many things have changed I’m different

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

Neutral

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

God

45 - Describe your dream date.

Spending time with someone who I’m comfortable with and makes me laugh

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

White and gold and expensive and big and full of sunflowers because they’re so pretty

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

None v day is not the one 

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

Yeah

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

Like 6 months

50 - Do you regret your past?

I regret moments but I gotta keep learning and moving forward

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

Yes

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

UM YES

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

Sure

54 - Are you a crybaby?

When it comes to certain things yes

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

Sometimes

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

YEA

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

Yeha

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

I am my own worst enemy so maybe

59 - Does anyone hate you?

Probably

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

Nah not about that violent life

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

BLONDE FOREVER

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

I wanna be able to speak loads of different languages

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

Yes

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

ooooo deep but no 

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

Nah

66 - Can you live without internet?

Not whilst I’m studying but other than that sure

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Delicate - Taylor Swift

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

I TRY but sometimes that just leak

69 - Are you cynical ?

Depends on my mood tbh

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

I feel like I have

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

Yea super kawaii

72 - Do you study hard?

I wish

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

Noting comes to mind, I’m still young tho

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

Nooo I want to

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

Yep

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

Nah

77 - What kind of person are you?

Act like I’m tough but I’m so weak on the inside!!!!!1!!!!!1!!!11!!!!!!!!!!

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

Nope

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

HAHAHAHAHAHA ME? JEALOUS? FUCKING ALWAYS RAH

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

Running away from them pretending I don’t think about them 24/7.... yeah that’s normal right

81 - What are you thinking right now?

The amount of work I have to do 

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

One of my exes

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

YES 

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

Yeahhhhh

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

Probs

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

YEAH alla time

87 - Do you have trust issues?

I might do but what do I have to entrust anyone with I got no secrets open book most of the time

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

Always

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

Charlie

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

Good question I’m going to say yes

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

NO GO GET WHAT YOU WANT try your hardest and if it doesn’t workout re evaluate 

92 - Who do you want to marry?

Prince Harry but he’s got Megan so I’m screwed!

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

Ah nah

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

Ah nah

95 - How do you look right now?

Like a bee

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

Mmmmmm if its true love then no it will never die

97 - Have you found your true love?

Eh nah

98 - What should you be doing right now?

Writing my essay

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

Shijo 

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

Ha ha end on a deep question why don’t ya... but yes ofc