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(pre-calam) filling the compendium :-)
+ closeup and the aftermath
#i am PRAYING that this posts okay and nothing gets squished or looks ugly. but if it is youcant tell me because ill cry#okay. anyways.#zelink#zelda#link#loz#botw#totk#link botw#zelda botw#loz fanart#for some reason trying to format this became a sisyphean ass task so now i just want to post it and go lie down or something#“why use warm colours if theyre on satori mountain” idk.... i liked how they looked :)#ok what else. ummm. so we KNOW zelda filled the compendium like she was running the navy right#its really funny because i dont even think its ever mentioned other than like. maybeeee one throwaway line from purah?#but there was a fandom osmosis moment bcus everyone Knew she'd be on top of it. and its true. she would be.#my art
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i like that side look eye too much i need to spread this to the world
#which is why i made this blog in the first place tbh#just#hound#hound and houndy act like puppy#hunter puppy#glue a picture of puppy to your face#you can only stop me by directly blacklisting me#my mind is beyond repair they are literally the reason why i draw AT ALL#*smooch their snoot*#i hardly look at them recently i am trapped in d2 onslaught#(and also apex generally has nothing to really motivates me to log in after finishing season pass)#(and having played for 2 years)#(and 2311 hours)#(that's high for a nerd like me)#one of my classmate said if i play houndy then i can't look at them anymore#i mean. yeah but i also wanna hear them okay#also not a lot of people play houndy so there's a huge chance our team won't have a hound at all#(by a lot i mean >99%)#(my standards are high)#anyways i really seldom have pure houndy content now#i used to only draw houndy like ~1.5 years ago#but you will have to delibrately dig those out on the internet because they're so ugly#and generally not really interesting#yes these are not my lower bound#okay if i don't continue drawing i'm gonna sleep soon so that's it for now#apex legends#apex bloodhound#bloodhound#bloodhound apex#my art
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My take on lilith!
Cause my last one was uhhh.... somthing-- i don't think I ever posted it. So ig I'll add it in the one.
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Same reference LMAOOO--
I always try to copy the artstyle the first time I draw them sooo uhhm--
First time is always ugly asffff
But I tryed again and I think it looks alot better. Anyways, you tell me what you think. (Or not you decide it dosnt really affect me so-)
I also made the colors similar instead of grabbing it straight from. The image and s l I g h t l y changing how it looks.
#ibispaintx#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel alastor#lilith#hazbin hotel lilith#jumping between fandoms help#also why is the first time i tryed to draw her so wide??#like it looks like i stretched her out--#maybe i did#i think it was cause of the face?#it was a horrible idea#at least i can sleep at night knowing shes not as ugly.#👍#okay bye now
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Hey! So I don't know if you saw it but I believe it's on caters phone in the new manga chapter drop But he had pulled a picture of Rook without his hat on his phone and endudjeksjus he looks so handsome
YA THIS ONE IT'S HIS ID PICTURE :DD GARGLES SEAFOAM you will never have me KNOW the reason why i fall in love with his eyes the most with how they're just naturally hooded like that when he's relaxed they're just....so dominant to look at...AGWUB+=`=•{~✓¢{~€{(3)15!(@9*9@+@+=|{{JWHFKQNFKANFKANRNWNFKQBR
#customer service#twisted wonderland#twst#pomefiore#rook hunt#okay but like why is tumblr's format like this wtf#NOW I HAVE TO PUT TWO PICTURES BECAUSE ONE LOOKS SO UGLY
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I really hate how my physical body looks so so so much. unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it.
#ive got fat genetics from both parents families going back generations and ive been trying to lose weight forever#my stupod body likes being fat i can excercise like crazy and eat barely anything and i wont lose anything#i was excercising 2+ hours a day before i got sick and it made me stronger but i.stayed fat. now that im sick im weak and still fat.#and im not the kind of fat anybody can find pretty. if i could somehow not be fat id be decent to look at my face isnt bad#my skin is bad though my skin sucks#in my eyes im disgusting#and its so messed up because i dont think other fat people are gross#but i hate how i look so much that i cant imagine anyone being okay with it#like no matter how kind and understanding and sweet i am to people its never gonna make up for the fact that my body is grossly ugly#and i cant blame anyone for not liking me i get it.#sorry#this is a problem i have#bacause i just usually pretend my body doesnt exist and i wear pretty loose fitting dresses that cover me completely so but#even though i am what i am#sometimes you happen to meet a nice person and they are polite and dont seem disgusted by your existance so then your traitorous brain t#thinks hey maybe this person would be willing to marry us someday if they got to know us. which is so silly becuz theres no way thatd ever#so it makes me sad when i should be happy that a nice person talked to me. yay good job successful friendlyness. but it has to remind me#that i had this expectation from when i was a kid that id marry somone and have at least 3 kids and love my kids and take care of them and#give them everything i needed when i was a kid. and of course that never happened. because i never dated anyone. because people dont just#magically get married out of nowhere. its stupid. so i keep trying to be okay with whatever. but i guess i never stopped wanting a family.#which we know im aroace now so. i need to stop. but my brain is always bothering me about this.#why can't i just accept that no one will ever love me. why cant i be happy that they dont?#ive got cats#someday i will have irl friends again#sorry i think everything would be so much easier if i was just#this isnt a problem with an easy solutiom#i guess im gonna try to do the useless excercises again because at least it will look like im trying even though nothing will change
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dear God i will PAY edgar to get better clothes
#maris bsd 🗞️#no cuz yr literally a mutli millionaire...WHY are yr clothes raggedy 😭#coattails AND a coat???? of TWO DIFFERENT LENGTHS????#ykw wtv BUT the coattails arent shorter that the coat#entire outfit ruined#and then full length sleeves 😭#3/4 quaters babe THREE QUATERS PLEASEEEE#then he has on like a blazer and then a suit coat???#WAIT NO ITS A CLOAK ???#no wait its a cape#OKAY#so a cape with a blazer with coattails full length sleeves with an unbuttoned suit jacket with a suit and undershirt#with these ugly ass brown pants?????#that are just brown enough to be brown but are black enough to look black???#AND THEN BROWN BROWN BOOTS ??????#WITH BLACK EDGES ????#then the ugly ass lil kitty heel oh yr SICK edgar you can go higher than that#give me at LEAST three inches#actually maybe not ranpo alr is tiny enough compared to you 😭 (im the samw height as ranpo)#okay now for the very very few slays of his outfit#the color palette is salvageable#get rid of the awkward false black for true black and its cute#like the whole outfit is salvageable its just....#um anyways actually mayeb there are no solid slays in this one 🤕���#I dont count Karl as a part of his design bc Karl is Karl not Edgar Allan Poe hope this helps 🫶🏾#Karl is slaying tho. Like genuinely out slaying most of the cast 😭#Edgar doesnt comb his hair but hell be damned if he doesnt groom Karl 🫶🏾🫶🏾 (projecting)#dont get me started on the belt thats why i didnt talk abt it okay.
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‼️ PRSK LEAKS ‼️
Ermm mafuyu's father.. sure does look interesting..?
#project sekai#prsk#proseka#pj sekai#pjsk#pjsk leaks#prsk leaks#niigo#25 ji nightcord de#25ji#mafuyu asahina#mafudad#yeah so uh he looks crusty ngl sorry i just hate mafuyu's parants in general glad she lives with kanade now <3#GOD WHY DO MAFUYU'S PARENTS HAVE TO BE SO UGLY.#yes hes... ugly but it seems that his personality is okay.. he approves of mafuyu living with kanade so far so hes not that bad 🙏
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bad body days like oh great i want to off myself but I won't even be pretty at my funeral
#omg kiera no one cares#'bad body days' isn't that everyday??#i was hungry after work so i ATE and now i want to die because oh my god why do i look like that!!!!#cruelest thing to happen to me is to be hungry like wtf#i just want to be HOT WHEN I DIE MY FUNERAL IS MY BIG DAY#AND I'M SO UGLY I CAN'T EVEN DIE NOW CAUSE I'LL LOOK DISGUSTING#face is okay minus a zit wanting to come on my nose but isn't#you can't tell it just hurts#but the body..... oh the body my biggest enemy but outside and in#anyway gotta go get my hip mole looked at 😔 and be reminded of what i look like
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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again
#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time#i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year#and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot#i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked#but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days#but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them#i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl#mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are#i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie#technically im a hiatus clikkie#and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny#this was in 2017#OH and one more thing#i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion#yknow even harry potter#so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well#so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help#off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol#btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents#okay story times over lol#tøp#nemotakeit
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i need to stop talking abt body image issues with people who don’t have a double chin
#it always just fills me with anger and jealousy and then with guilt and even more self hatred#about to say some truly selfish hateful shit i am aware is wrong and cruel which is why i’m saying it here —>#like oh my godddd im soooo sorry your family told you you needed to be a bit skinnier#you are extremely conventionally attractive and skinny with pretty hair and good clothes#people like you at a glance. people give you the fucking time of day#you have dated multiple people. multiple people have wanted to DATE you#i’m always the fucking outsider in these conversations because they’re always so… personal?#in that like. “oh i know im okay looking but my brain won’t let me think it”#like damn that sucks. i’m actually ugly and nobody will let me fucking forget it#but do tell me more about your pretty partner you love who fell in love with you instantly#i’ll be over here walking behind you realizing i’m twice your width#and wondering if there’s a way to put out a lifetime’s worth of artwork and creation so that i can get this stupid hopeless life over with#i will die unloved. i don’t even fucking care anymore#i just want to make some decent art people might like and be done with it all#chatter#sorry i need to get this off my chest Now so i can push my mood back up and not be snapping at people. im so good im so fine#i hate myself but thats a me issue. time to go have fun
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Trying? Trying??? By learning. By succeeding!
(about this and my text under the cut)
this is very nice actually thank you so much <3 <3 and like, i probably do need to give myself more credit in general but also i am still very much learning and stumbling and figuring digital art out (and for the most part it is so fun)
I’m gonna ramble about this a bit so bear with me and also i apologize lol, but that art was done after a month of getting increasingly more frustrated with everything turning out so badly and eventually realizing that I was trying to 1. copy a certain look/style that i’ve internalized is what fanart and digital art should look like and is very far away from my style/comfort zone 2. i was trying to do everything digital allows without being comfortable with it or understanding it
so (and this took me a month to realize ? ??) i did what i already knew from doing acrylic and oil painting in the past and could somewhat easily transfer to digital without having to know more than the basics, like i didn’t use a lot of the things digital provides or allows for. i used layers for my own peace of mind but without actually needing them and did some color adjusting (honestly, the color adjusting digital lets you do is such a blessing to me) but the only fancy way i really utilized the medium was making it a gif (which is so fun and a lot easier than i would have thought, like honestly watch me make any future art into gifs too) but there are so many things you can do with the medium with settings/effects, different brushes, tools to use in the process etc that i just do not understand what they are or how to implement them so i am very slowly learning digital art as a whole new medium rather than just being able to use it to adapt what i already know
#sorry you just wanted to say a quick thing and i went on a whole rant (welcome to my blog tbh)#like i'll watch tutorials and they'll be like 'and i just did an overlay and then a multiply layer in a good color (:' and im like ??? wdym#'a good color' what color is a good color? like i can put those effects on my work but that's just me clicking a button without knowing wha#will happen really and like i watch speed paints and see them do stuff and im just ? HUH? what was that and why?#i also do not understand a lot of these concepts with traditional art tbh like people will talk about under paintings and im like yeah sure#i hear you however i also do not- i just place a color where it should be and that's that which i know is why my colors often don't feel#cohesive which is also something i need to learn which is blah- im basically just saying i actually do not know any theory or technique#even with traditional it is all just vibes and hoping for the best which in the long run just makes me very confused about what i am#actually doing and not confident at all i'll be able to do it again so u know#we're out here literally just raw dogging art without any thought#but it's also just i do not need to do all those fancy things but i would like to understand them and i am excited to see my progress now#i just really had a shitty month of making ugly things up until now okay so i was a little fragile when i posted that#but people have been so so nice about it and ive been crying for two days straight#also people have been so lovely about the colors and colors are deadass the hardest part about digital like with paint you often buy a set#that already match and then mix them if needed and they'll look nice together but with digital you're just on your own- no training wheels#ask#anon
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told me parents i started T and the room CLEARED lol. love it here
#my dad left outside in a rage#and then my mom made a nasty comment about how she doesn't want me to get ugly#and then distorted her face to look disgusted and was like 'wait are you gonna grow a beard? ew what's gonna change?#like okay that's a normal thing to say to someone#whatever#i'm not in danger#and i'm out of here as soon as my disability application goes through anyway#pls hurry up government#also YEAH LMAO this shit is why i waited until after starting to tell them#i knew they'd have some horrible reaction and it would eat at me and make me second guess#but now i'm almost two weeks in :) and so so so so happy about this decision#so now i'm just like lol die mad about it i'm so so so excited for me and my future <3
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what if this year i gave up on even gesturing at ""passing"" and instead embraced the world of weird unisex natural-fiber garments available on etsy 🤔
#like. they have unisex wool so-called harem pants!!#(i want to do more reading abt different cultures' versions of men's/unisex drop-crotch pants but a ten-second google was weirdly unhelpful#(actual info drowned out by listicles basically. will have to find some real books or something)#(specifically i like when they're almost a triangle‚ as opposed to like‚ just really full-cut trousers that look more western)#i have gotten so much flack from my family over the years for liking that style of pant#(which like. okay. you think it's ugly. i get that but like. WHY do you think it's ugly.)#(is it perhaps possible yr taste has been shaped by western standards.)#and i stopped wearing the summer-weight pair i used to have when i started vaguely trying to pass#but like. lately my gender feelings are mostly 'i'm an agender gremlin creature and i'm gonna wear some androgynous clothes about it'#which mostly is like. men's joggers with a hoodie if we're being honest#also some baggy cargo pants with a hoodie. every once in a blue moon the hoodie gets swapped out for a baggy wool sweater.#but i gotta say i kind of love the idea of baggy dropcrotch pants (also with hoodie)#and now you tell me i can even get my winter wool freak on about it?? amazing.#anyway we'll see but i'm having fun looking at all the unusual-by-normative-western-standards woolens etsy wants to show me#feels good feels organic etc (but like. in many cases literally lmao)#sartorial#journaling
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i fucking hate beta editor jfc
#ooc.#the only thing i even have to have it on is my inbox#because that automatically changed#but it's the worst#and like apparently even photosets all changed to text things??#i tried to upload something on my rph blog that (because its a new blog) automatically had beta#and it switched it to a text post when i tried to post pics#it was so ugly#why is it even called beta when theyre forcing it on everyone and trying to make it the new thing#if they ever make all blogs switch to it without choice (like old ones i mean - they already force it on new ones)#i might fuck out of here entirely#thats how much i hate it#i hate gif/photosets formatted as text posts#they look ugly on blogs#why is this site trying to reformat everything for mobile viewing#like blogs automatically go to the mobile format now and stuff#i hate it#this rant is sponsored by italics messing up a little bit on the inbox meme i just did and me having to spend two seconds to fix it#i am not a fan of being inconvenienced#thats it okay let me get back to these
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Feeling like a Yuma morii Pokémon card
#talkingcore#got my little book prize and tell me why books are heavy I was surprised with the hellsing manga and now this why are books heavy#don’t get me wrong it’s cool but this thing barely fit into my backpack twas intimidating#oh yeah so excited for next week when everything goes to shit! yay strikes! not good that they have to be striking#but no discussion sections means more brain silly time. we love brain silly time :)#also every day I get more pissed about March madness I am not emotionally invested in basketball but they’re letting the wrong teams win#like last night I’m sorry but you let Michigan state get fucked so another willie the wildcat could win??? fuck Kansas state#msu has like one of the only bearable mascots in the big10 and you let them lose? in overtime too???#Xavier’s still in though I’m holding out for Xavier I love the blue blob I love stupid looking mascots#Western Kentucky? W. Syracuse? W. Pepperdine? W. Mizzou? W. Ohio State? MASSIVE W.#okay like Akron? they got zippy!! he looks a lil stupid but where else do you have a kangaroo!!!#either you’re intimidating ugly cute or silly like I think Arizona state is intimidating silly because it has a sleek sharp design#but also the dude looks a lil dumb#or like penn state is just ugly but berkeley is ugly cute (actually I really don’t like oski but other people do so I shall be less hostile)#and like all those blobs? Xavier western Kentucky Syracuse? cute silly!!#I need to do my little charts again because I got distracted at like Arkansas and frankly a lot of my knowledge is limited geographically#like my state and where I’m at school I’m pretty good with as well as places I know people have gone#but like not many people where I’m at are going to say Tennessee so I’m not as familiar with a bunch of schools there#which I need to fix because there must be so many epic mascots there that I’m clueless about!!!#okay some states like Wyoming I know have like Two Colleges so it’s easier to know things there but like Mississippi? no clue what’s there!!
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Anything for Jordan Clarkson
i think there is something to be had between a man who bears a slightly unnerving beauty and a man who bears a vastly unnerving boil
jordan and collin remind me of the pretty wide-eyed girl and her ugly friend that follows her around and keeps gross guys at bay. An almost sad one-sided love from the ugly girl but a mandatory relationship for survival. Ugly girl gets a friend (who leaves her everychance she gets to spend time with some shitty guy that hates the ugly friend, but a friend nonetheless). Pretty wide-eyed girl keeps from being in the newspapers.
i think collin has always had a little crush on clarkson and clarkson has either noticed or not noticed... if he noticed then he's either stringing sexton along sometimes for the fun of it or the supportive self esteem it brings whenever he tosses collin his breadcrumbs of affection... OR he could be nicer and just be ignorant to it. See it as some bro thing maybe? Doesn't notice how collin seems so fascinated by his fashion or his painted nails. Likes his awe because it's better than the regular 'ew girly' guy reaction he gets from most. A little surprised by mister 'stay on the grind, feel no pain, eat the pain, bite the pain, get those gains' macho man Maniac himself being not only so 'cool' with it but wanting it almost as well. Clarkson paints collin's nails slumberparty hangout when???
their relationship feels very hmmm slowburn switch between ignorance and want? like collin is constantly intrigued by Jordan's kind of intangible warmth that's akin to that one high guy at a party you end up talking to in a corner the whole night because he's just so laid back and willing to chat without being pushy, judgemental, or annoying. a surprisingly great listener who laughs at your jokes and plays off them or calls back to them when you least expect it. and collin values that more than he thinks he does because he can be his usual in your face but also kind of awkward when he can't be sexton who gets judged for being too 'much' sometimes. so he really secretly not so secretly admires Jordan and constantly wants to be around him and his 'approval' because it makes him feel like he's right in his way of acting/just being. Doesn't know if he wants Jordan or just wants to be Jordan
And Jordan is always surprised, when he notices it, by collin's attention. Because he's just being himself tbh, nothing he does is particularly special or different to him. He's just him! Sure some might think it weird, but that's because they're not used to him. But collin is, he should be anyways. They were teammates on the cavs before. Collin seems to think about that more positively than jordan..
There was an interview of Jordan's trade from the cavs and kpj was very business about it but collin was more emotional. Kept on commenting about how great jordan is not only as a player but as a person. 'He always played some music, always danced, had a good time'
I think hmmm collin is one of those super athletes who's a super athlete because they're not well-rounded. They're called a super athlete not only for being a great athlete, but an obsessive one. They spend more time practicing than not only a normal player would but even a varsity player. They put all their eggs in one basket when they Could put maybe just one into another but that would require a shift of focus and They Can't Have That. They're Obsessed. Even at like five or whatever age he was when he asked for an alarm clock for Christmas instead of a toy like most kids would, sexton was Obsessed. His nickname 'Young Bull' basically describes him to a T. He keeps working, he's a gym rat. He runs to the narrow red and doesn't stop.
Because hes tied to a scope, he's very interested in those beyond it who are literally just regular people but not to him. But because he's tied to such a scope, it's harder for him to relate and be related to. Maybe that's why he clings to clarkson? Clarkson is supposed to be 'the weird one'.. he wears unique fashion, styles himself uniquely, has big unique eyes. He's a unique person and player. He's rounded yet not bland. He's still Different but.. relatable? Collin likes that a lot. Wants that a lot. Secretly not so secretly.
But Collin is actually... a lot weirder than clarkson. Hate to phrase it that way but it's literally like... collin just admiring clarkson for being a normal human being. 'woah... he loves to dance and sing thats so cool!!' ....he has ..hobbies? outside basketball? ..omg. no way. WHAT 🙀⁉️⁉️ HOW?????? IMPOSSIBLE‼️‼️ collin. Baby. Sweaty. Honey. People can... people can do that. They like to. It's. It's common.
I like them... i think they're a little ill and that's OK 😭 we love them
Hes a little head over heels for him a tad unnaturally.. jordan might be a little ignorant to the fact or a little entertained... who knows. Eitherway... gay
#jordan might be a little 'hmmm who is this weird little goblin and why does he follow me so#i kind of like it though 🤔 the feeling anyways not him'#OR he could just be oblivious#both choices he doesnt rlly understand sexton#no one does because he is an insatiable little creature#it's okay i love him tho even if he is ugly#he is not ugly... hes just. unique#i love them theyre a little sad and i think thats why i like them LMAO#bBUT they can be cute if u want them to be <3#no angst needed!!!#but for me... wanted 😈#i think they can be rlly cute once they dont let their differences define their relationship#clarkson doing collins nails like that one image of the lesbians doing each others makeup#collin holding up his nails: woa!!! awesome!!!! now my teammates can see me frantically calling for the ball better like a red flag!#clarkson looking at collins tiny little studs for nails bcs he constantly chews them off to keep them short for bball: ok .#again i love them theyre unhinged theyre unwell theyre mine#collin: jordan is so cool and weird i want him#jordan: *is just some guy who paints his nails sometimes*#wait until collin sees jalen#jordan is Filipino too i didnt know that!#ted asks#ted longer#sexton#clarkson#sex...son#LMAO#ted rare
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