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(pre-calam) filling the compendium :-)
+ closeup and the aftermath
#i am PRAYING that this posts okay and nothing gets squished or looks ugly. but if it is youcant tell me because ill cry#okay. anyways.#zelink#zelda#link#loz#botw#totk#link botw#zelda botw#loz fanart#for some reason trying to format this became a sisyphean ass task so now i just want to post it and go lie down or something#“why use warm colours if theyre on satori mountain” idk.... i liked how they looked :)#ok what else. ummm. so we KNOW zelda filled the compendium like she was running the navy right#its really funny because i dont even think its ever mentioned other than like. maybeeee one throwaway line from purah?#but there was a fandom osmosis moment bcus everyone Knew she'd be on top of it. and its true. she would be.#my art
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i like that side look eye too much i need to spread this to the world
#which is why i made this blog in the first place tbh#just#hound#hound and houndy act like puppy#hunter puppy#glue a picture of puppy to your face#you can only stop me by directly blacklisting me#my mind is beyond repair they are literally the reason why i draw AT ALL#*smooch their snoot*#i hardly look at them recently i am trapped in d2 onslaught#(and also apex generally has nothing to really motivates me to log in after finishing season pass)#(and having played for 2 years)#(and 2311 hours)#(that's high for a nerd like me)#one of my classmate said if i play houndy then i can't look at them anymore#i mean. yeah but i also wanna hear them okay#also not a lot of people play houndy so there's a huge chance our team won't have a hound at all#(by a lot i mean >99%)#(my standards are high)#anyways i really seldom have pure houndy content now#i used to only draw houndy like ~1.5 years ago#but you will have to delibrately dig those out on the internet because they're so ugly#and generally not really interesting#yes these are not my lower bound#okay if i don't continue drawing i'm gonna sleep soon so that's it for now#apex legends#apex bloodhound#bloodhound#bloodhound apex#my art
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Next time we should just skip over ep 3 and do a chapters 84-87 reread
#Mmmmmmhhhh.#Well. If anything you can always tell when there's a ss/kk episode by the fact that it takes me two hours to watch it lol#What can I say. I'm a compulsive screencap taker#Mmmmmmhhh... I was right it wasn't as bad as I remembered it. Still moderately bad but not all bad.#It's just. I can feel the animators did their best.#I suppose it's just a difficult episode to animate within a short time frame since it's a specifically action packed one.#And the lack of time really shows. Like there *are* some detailed animated passages here and there. But then there's also these long static#shots that stretch on forever that are just... Idk. A little saddening to see I guess? Like the animators really ran out of time for them#There's also a big component of... I just can't vibe with the newfound artstyle. Like it looks soooo much worse than s1 in my opinion#Which you know‚ is only subjective! But eh... The distance between s2ep11 and this feels abyssal.#Everyone looks so ugly oftentimes. Like even in curated shots‚ they're just very rough and ungraceful.#Which like?? How could you look at Harukawa's art and come up with //that//??????? But it's whatever#And the pacing is so so off 😭😭😭 God please to death with 11 episodes long seasons give us filler episodes back. Please!!!!#The pacing is atrocious and it has not even to do with the animation. Even greatly animated episodes suffer from it.#Mmmmhh... I don't particularly like Fukuchi's vacting... He doesn't sound tired enough. Nor as pitiful as much as he should tbh#Among the three I feel like only Uemura really nails the job. I'm so sorry Onoken but I feel like even Akutagawa needs to sound vulnerable–#once in a while‚ you know? Although‚ if he's only going with how Bones depicts him‚ then I get why he would act him out like that 😭😭😭#There were so many reused shots too... The ones from the end of s2ep11... The s3ep12 kokko zessou one... Ss/kk running in the corridors...#Overall. Not as bad as I remembered it. But at the same time I get why I was so distraught because they really wasted the best four–#chapters of the manga just like that.#The “is his life that precious to you” moment was terrible 😭😭😭 Head in hands fr#Oh well. I babble a lot but it was okay. Like at least it wasn't season 3 kind of bad. And definitely wasn't t/pn s2 kind of bad LOL#I just hope ss/kk will be made justice in the future (╥﹏╥)#Especially since their new scenes (current manga events) are possibly going to be adapted in the first episodes of the new season.#If Bones pulls another s5ep3 on them you're going to see me on the news#Then again I have hope the arc finale will be adapted in a movie... Who knows...#Most of all I hope they change art style direction again D:#random rambles#Whaaaa it's so late already!!!#Edit: Oh also to not forget I've made like. One hundred posts. Maybe it's time to unfollow me now if you haven't already D:
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My take on lilith!
Cause my last one was uhhh.... somthing-- i don't think I ever posted it. So ig I'll add it in the one.
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Same reference LMAOOO--
I always try to copy the artstyle the first time I draw them sooo uhhm--
First time is always ugly asffff
But I tryed again and I think it looks alot better. Anyways, you tell me what you think. (Or not you decide it dosnt really affect me so-)
I also made the colors similar instead of grabbing it straight from. The image and s l I g h t l y changing how it looks.
#ibispaintx#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel alastor#lilith#hazbin hotel lilith#jumping between fandoms help#also why is the first time i tryed to draw her so wide??#like it looks like i stretched her out--#maybe i did#i think it was cause of the face?#it was a horrible idea#at least i can sleep at night knowing shes not as ugly.#👍#okay bye now
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Hey! So I don't know if you saw it but I believe it's on caters phone in the new manga chapter drop But he had pulled a picture of Rook without his hat on his phone and endudjeksjus he looks so handsome
YA THIS ONE IT'S HIS ID PICTURE :DD GARGLES SEAFOAM you will never have me KNOW the reason why i fall in love with his eyes the most with how they're just naturally hooded like that when he's relaxed they're just....so dominant to look at...AGWUB+=`=•{~✓¢{~€{(3)15!(@9*9@+@+=|{{JWHFKQNFKANFKANRNWNFKQBR
#customer service#twisted wonderland#twst#pomefiore#rook hunt#okay but like why is tumblr's format like this wtf#NOW I HAVE TO PUT TWO PICTURES BECAUSE ONE LOOKS SO UGLY
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I really hate how my physical body looks so so so much. unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it.
#ive got fat genetics from both parents families going back generations and ive been trying to lose weight forever#my stupod body likes being fat i can excercise like crazy and eat barely anything and i wont lose anything#i was excercising 2+ hours a day before i got sick and it made me stronger but i.stayed fat. now that im sick im weak and still fat.#and im not the kind of fat anybody can find pretty. if i could somehow not be fat id be decent to look at my face isnt bad#my skin is bad though my skin sucks#in my eyes im disgusting#and its so messed up because i dont think other fat people are gross#but i hate how i look so much that i cant imagine anyone being okay with it#like no matter how kind and understanding and sweet i am to people its never gonna make up for the fact that my body is grossly ugly#and i cant blame anyone for not liking me i get it.#sorry#this is a problem i have#bacause i just usually pretend my body doesnt exist and i wear pretty loose fitting dresses that cover me completely so but#even though i am what i am#sometimes you happen to meet a nice person and they are polite and dont seem disgusted by your existance so then your traitorous brain t#thinks hey maybe this person would be willing to marry us someday if they got to know us. which is so silly becuz theres no way thatd ever#so it makes me sad when i should be happy that a nice person talked to me. yay good job successful friendlyness. but it has to remind me#that i had this expectation from when i was a kid that id marry somone and have at least 3 kids and love my kids and take care of them and#give them everything i needed when i was a kid. and of course that never happened. because i never dated anyone. because people dont just#magically get married out of nowhere. its stupid. so i keep trying to be okay with whatever. but i guess i never stopped wanting a family.#which we know im aroace now so. i need to stop. but my brain is always bothering me about this.#why can't i just accept that no one will ever love me. why cant i be happy that they dont?#ive got cats#someday i will have irl friends again#sorry i think everything would be so much easier if i was just#this isnt a problem with an easy solutiom#i guess im gonna try to do the useless excercises again because at least it will look like im trying even though nothing will change
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dear God i will PAY edgar to get better clothes
#maris bsd 🗞️#no cuz yr literally a mutli millionaire...WHY are yr clothes raggedy 😭#coattails AND a coat???? of TWO DIFFERENT LENGTHS????#ykw wtv BUT the coattails arent shorter that the coat#entire outfit ruined#and then full length sleeves 😭#3/4 quaters babe THREE QUATERS PLEASEEEE#then he has on like a blazer and then a suit coat???#WAIT NO ITS A CLOAK ???#no wait its a cape#OKAY#so a cape with a blazer with coattails full length sleeves with an unbuttoned suit jacket with a suit and undershirt#with these ugly ass brown pants?????#that are just brown enough to be brown but are black enough to look black???#AND THEN BROWN BROWN BOOTS ??????#WITH BLACK EDGES ????#then the ugly ass lil kitty heel oh yr SICK edgar you can go higher than that#give me at LEAST three inches#actually maybe not ranpo alr is tiny enough compared to you 😭 (im the samw height as ranpo)#okay now for the very very few slays of his outfit#the color palette is salvageable#get rid of the awkward false black for true black and its cute#like the whole outfit is salvageable its just....#um anyways actually mayeb there are no solid slays in this one 🤕🤕#I dont count Karl as a part of his design bc Karl is Karl not Edgar Allan Poe hope this helps 🫶🏾#Karl is slaying tho. Like genuinely out slaying most of the cast 😭#Edgar doesnt comb his hair but hell be damned if he doesnt groom Karl 🫶🏾🫶🏾 (projecting)#dont get me started on the belt thats why i didnt talk abt it okay.
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‼️ PRSK LEAKS ‼️
Ermm mafuyu's father.. sure does look interesting..?
#project sekai#prsk#proseka#pj sekai#pjsk#pjsk leaks#prsk leaks#niigo#25 ji nightcord de#25ji#mafuyu asahina#mafudad#yeah so uh he looks crusty ngl sorry i just hate mafuyu's parants in general glad she lives with kanade now <3#GOD WHY DO MAFUYU'S PARENTS HAVE TO BE SO UGLY.#yes hes... ugly but it seems that his personality is okay.. he approves of mafuyu living with kanade so far so hes not that bad 🙏
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bad body days like oh great i want to off myself but I won't even be pretty at my funeral
#omg kiera no one cares#'bad body days' isn't that everyday??#i was hungry after work so i ATE and now i want to die because oh my god why do i look like that!!!!#cruelest thing to happen to me is to be hungry like wtf#i just want to be HOT WHEN I DIE MY FUNERAL IS MY BIG DAY#AND I'M SO UGLY I CAN'T EVEN DIE NOW CAUSE I'LL LOOK DISGUSTING#face is okay minus a zit wanting to come on my nose but isn't#you can't tell it just hurts#but the body..... oh the body my biggest enemy but outside and in#anyway gotta go get my hip mole looked at 😔 and be reminded of what i look like
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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again
#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time#i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year#and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot#i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked#but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days#but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them#i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl#mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are#i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie#technically im a hiatus clikkie#and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny#this was in 2017#OH and one more thing#i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion#yknow even harry potter#so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well#so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help#off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol#btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents#okay story times over lol#tøp#nemotakeit
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i need to stop talking abt body image issues with people who don’t have a double chin
#it always just fills me with anger and jealousy and then with guilt and even more self hatred#about to say some truly selfish hateful shit i am aware is wrong and cruel which is why i’m saying it here —>#like oh my godddd im soooo sorry your family told you you needed to be a bit skinnier#you are extremely conventionally attractive and skinny with pretty hair and good clothes#people like you at a glance. people give you the fucking time of day#you have dated multiple people. multiple people have wanted to DATE you#i’m always the fucking outsider in these conversations because they’re always so… personal?#in that like. “oh i know im okay looking but my brain won’t let me think it”#like damn that sucks. i’m actually ugly and nobody will let me fucking forget it#but do tell me more about your pretty partner you love who fell in love with you instantly#i’ll be over here walking behind you realizing i’m twice your width#and wondering if there’s a way to put out a lifetime’s worth of artwork and creation so that i can get this stupid hopeless life over with#i will die unloved. i don’t even fucking care anymore#i just want to make some decent art people might like and be done with it all#chatter#sorry i need to get this off my chest Now so i can push my mood back up and not be snapping at people. im so good im so fine#i hate myself but thats a me issue. time to go have fun
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Trying? Trying??? By learning. By succeeding!
(about this and my text under the cut)
this is very nice actually thank you so much <3 <3 and like, i probably do need to give myself more credit in general but also i am still very much learning and stumbling and figuring digital art out (and for the most part it is so fun)
I’m gonna ramble about this a bit so bear with me and also i apologize lol, but that art was done after a month of getting increasingly more frustrated with everything turning out so badly and eventually realizing that I was trying to 1. copy a certain look/style that i’ve internalized is what fanart and digital art should look like and is very far away from my style/comfort zone 2. i was trying to do everything digital allows without being comfortable with it or understanding it
so (and this took me a month to realize ? ??) i did what i already knew from doing acrylic and oil painting in the past and could somewhat easily transfer to digital without having to know more than the basics, like i didn’t use a lot of the things digital provides or allows for. i used layers for my own peace of mind but without actually needing them and did some color adjusting (honestly, the color adjusting digital lets you do is such a blessing to me) but the only fancy way i really utilized the medium was making it a gif (which is so fun and a lot easier than i would have thought, like honestly watch me make any future art into gifs too) but there are so many things you can do with the medium with settings/effects, different brushes, tools to use in the process etc that i just do not understand what they are or how to implement them so i am very slowly learning digital art as a whole new medium rather than just being able to use it to adapt what i already know
#sorry you just wanted to say a quick thing and i went on a whole rant (welcome to my blog tbh)#like i'll watch tutorials and they'll be like 'and i just did an overlay and then a multiply layer in a good color (:' and im like ??? wdym#'a good color' what color is a good color? like i can put those effects on my work but that's just me clicking a button without knowing wha#will happen really and like i watch speed paints and see them do stuff and im just ? HUH? what was that and why?#i also do not understand a lot of these concepts with traditional art tbh like people will talk about under paintings and im like yeah sure#i hear you however i also do not- i just place a color where it should be and that's that which i know is why my colors often don't feel#cohesive which is also something i need to learn which is blah- im basically just saying i actually do not know any theory or technique#even with traditional it is all just vibes and hoping for the best which in the long run just makes me very confused about what i am#actually doing and not confident at all i'll be able to do it again so u know#we're out here literally just raw dogging art without any thought#but it's also just i do not need to do all those fancy things but i would like to understand them and i am excited to see my progress now#i just really had a shitty month of making ugly things up until now okay so i was a little fragile when i posted that#but people have been so so nice about it and ive been crying for two days straight#also people have been so lovely about the colors and colors are deadass the hardest part about digital like with paint you often buy a set#that already match and then mix them if needed and they'll look nice together but with digital you're just on your own- no training wheels#ask#anon
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told me parents i started T and the room CLEARED lol. love it here
#my dad left outside in a rage#and then my mom made a nasty comment about how she doesn't want me to get ugly#and then distorted her face to look disgusted and was like 'wait are you gonna grow a beard? ew what's gonna change?#like okay that's a normal thing to say to someone#whatever#i'm not in danger#and i'm out of here as soon as my disability application goes through anyway#pls hurry up government#also YEAH LMAO this shit is why i waited until after starting to tell them#i knew they'd have some horrible reaction and it would eat at me and make me second guess#but now i'm almost two weeks in :) and so so so so happy about this decision#so now i'm just like lol die mad about it i'm so so so excited for me and my future <3
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what if this year i gave up on even gesturing at ""passing"" and instead embraced the world of weird unisex natural-fiber garments available on etsy 🤔
#like. they have unisex wool so-called harem pants!!#(i want to do more reading abt different cultures' versions of men's/unisex drop-crotch pants but a ten-second google was weirdly unhelpful#(actual info drowned out by listicles basically. will have to find some real books or something)#(specifically i like when they're almost a triangle‚ as opposed to like‚ just really full-cut trousers that look more western)#i have gotten so much flack from my family over the years for liking that style of pant#(which like. okay. you think it's ugly. i get that but like. WHY do you think it's ugly.)#(is it perhaps possible yr taste has been shaped by western standards.)#and i stopped wearing the summer-weight pair i used to have when i started vaguely trying to pass#but like. lately my gender feelings are mostly 'i'm an agender gremlin creature and i'm gonna wear some androgynous clothes about it'#which mostly is like. men's joggers with a hoodie if we're being honest#also some baggy cargo pants with a hoodie. every once in a blue moon the hoodie gets swapped out for a baggy wool sweater.#but i gotta say i kind of love the idea of baggy dropcrotch pants (also with hoodie)#and now you tell me i can even get my winter wool freak on about it?? amazing.#anyway we'll see but i'm having fun looking at all the unusual-by-normative-western-standards woolens etsy wants to show me#feels good feels organic etc (but like. in many cases literally lmao)#sartorial#journaling
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i fucking hate beta editor jfc
#ooc.#the only thing i even have to have it on is my inbox#because that automatically changed#but it's the worst#and like apparently even photosets all changed to text things??#i tried to upload something on my rph blog that (because its a new blog) automatically had beta#and it switched it to a text post when i tried to post pics#it was so ugly#why is it even called beta when theyre forcing it on everyone and trying to make it the new thing#if they ever make all blogs switch to it without choice (like old ones i mean - they already force it on new ones)#i might fuck out of here entirely#thats how much i hate it#i hate gif/photosets formatted as text posts#they look ugly on blogs#why is this site trying to reformat everything for mobile viewing#like blogs automatically go to the mobile format now and stuff#i hate it#this rant is sponsored by italics messing up a little bit on the inbox meme i just did and me having to spend two seconds to fix it#i am not a fan of being inconvenienced#thats it okay let me get back to these
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Feeling like a Yuma morii Pokémon card
#talkingcore#got my little book prize and tell me why books are heavy I was surprised with the hellsing manga and now this why are books heavy#don’t get me wrong it’s cool but this thing barely fit into my backpack twas intimidating#oh yeah so excited for next week when everything goes to shit! yay strikes! not good that they have to be striking#but no discussion sections means more brain silly time. we love brain silly time :)#also every day I get more pissed about March madness I am not emotionally invested in basketball but they’re letting the wrong teams win#like last night I’m sorry but you let Michigan state get fucked so another willie the wildcat could win??? fuck Kansas state#msu has like one of the only bearable mascots in the big10 and you let them lose? in overtime too???#Xavier’s still in though I’m holding out for Xavier I love the blue blob I love stupid looking mascots#Western Kentucky? W. Syracuse? W. Pepperdine? W. Mizzou? W. Ohio State? MASSIVE W.#okay like Akron? they got zippy!! he looks a lil stupid but where else do you have a kangaroo!!!#either you’re intimidating ugly cute or silly like I think Arizona state is intimidating silly because it has a sleek sharp design#but also the dude looks a lil dumb#or like penn state is just ugly but berkeley is ugly cute (actually I really don’t like oski but other people do so I shall be less hostile)#and like all those blobs? Xavier western Kentucky Syracuse? cute silly!!#I need to do my little charts again because I got distracted at like Arkansas and frankly a lot of my knowledge is limited geographically#like my state and where I’m at school I’m pretty good with as well as places I know people have gone#but like not many people where I’m at are going to say Tennessee so I’m not as familiar with a bunch of schools there#which I need to fix because there must be so many epic mascots there that I’m clueless about!!!#okay some states like Wyoming I know have like Two Colleges so it’s easier to know things there but like Mississippi? no clue what’s there!!
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