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7000f1 · 2 years ago

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I'm so sorry I'm in such art slump and not posting my own content, I actually want to draw but I spend all my days buried with work like

#remember i said i was going to quit my job? well-#i'm battling with that idea again orz #so i am now stressing over work again fellas 👍#but i stay silly :3 #i'm so close to tell everyone to suck my non existent dick really #well- almost everyone.#okay venting aside #reminder that I love BAT very much 🫶💜#ramblings #i might delete this idk i just felt like i needed to say that #yeah i'm alive but also at what cost (?)#btw i'm hungry so maybe this anger will face as soon as i eat don't take it too seriously lol #fade* lol #not yen yen bill i run this city brruh yet guys #gosh i wish

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nightdustfallen · 7 days ago

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#i just.#want the suffering to stop #im always so supportive #being there for people #forgiving so many mistakes and errors other would put a limit at #but when i commit a small mistake #when i get slightly emotional #im given no love #no care #when i most need it #those i consider the closest to me #would rather push me aside than to comfort me at all #and berate me as if me venting to them was wrong #..when im clearly not doing okay #nightly.art

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funkytoesart · 5 months ago

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you can always tell the people who give social media advice who are naturally or conventionally attractive even without even having to look at a photo of them cause they're always the ones that recommend showing your face in reels or videos to promote your art and it's like,,, talk about pretty/skinny privilege lol

#it's one of those days folks #brb going on an extreme diet (jk but not really)#okay but really. all jokes aside Even if I WAS thin or lost a bunch of weight...#I'm still just fundamentally unattractive enough that I think i would lose insta followers if I showed my face in reels or posts 🥲#idk I know it's better for the algorithm but eh. i don't want to subject my subscribers to having to look at me lol #and I would wear makeup but I'm so bad at putting it on that I look worse with it on 😭😂#If i was good at make up i legit wouldn't leave the house without it #that said. i do have decent skin health 🤔 I get like. less than 1 pimple a year IF that. So that's something to be grateful for i suppose #but if a genie offered me a chance to be pretty for ONE day but in exchange I had to give up ALL my talents. interests. personality. etc #and i could never get those aspects of myself back for the rest of my life...#I would 100% take up that opportunity LOL 👍#anyway feel free to ignore me I'm not looking for compliments (I don't think anyone on here even knows what i look like?)#(which is by design lol and trust me. be grateful you don't have to look at my face haha)#I'm just venting into the void bc a mutual on insta did a reel where she showed her face and I was like #*shocked pikachu face* oh she's pretty #oh. oh so THAT's why i never should show my face. I'm pretty toad-like in comparison 😂

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im-still-watching-anime · 6 months ago

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one piece is crazy fr like what do you mean you’re following up Everyone’s Dead™️ with Objectifying Women: The Arc™️

#bruh :/#im bout to vent cause im mad about it rn sorry #op fans there are many good elements to your series outside of this and i love u sorry im about to talk shit about it #pls abandon ship now and stop reading my tags to avoid if you want #anyway #once i put a certain amount of time into something i usually commit to finishing it #but this arc is like 👌 this close to making me abandon the whole series like wtf is this #i know i KNOW sexist shit is like practically unavoidable in anime but this is a LOT jesus christ #i want to punch a WALL #like wtf do you think women ARE #i want to attack and kill #everyone who has ever told me that naruto is worse than one piece about women owes me 500 dollars rn #like it’s BAD and i would have been mad about this either way #but i think im extra salty because ive had SO many people praise one piece women at me #and i was like doubtful cause ya know LOOK at them #but i LISTENED because everyone was so insistent the women are good and it’s not bad with that kinda thing #which was a BETRAYAL because seriously wtf is this😤#ughhhhh i CANT watch this HOW am i supposed to watch this #why do i have to watch the creepy island of women cluelessly mess with unconscious mans dick trope i canttttttttt #the answer is i DONT have to watch it and i want to STOP #how are yall watching this i still havent even forgiven thriller barks invisible man nami bath scene #like yall i canttttttttt #my ‘fiction that treats women like shit’ tolerance is too low for this #ughhh really at a loss here because so much time already committed and i was enjoying it aside from this #but i really CANNOT keep watching if the bar gets any lower and idk if it even CAN get lower #sorry sorry okay vent over this just #REALLY pissed me off #cause it kinda blindsided me i think

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thebisexualtomb · 3 months ago

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So i got my firsr surge of a 9-ish maybe 9.5 pain spikes 🥳🥳🥳 yey yipee

This must be just my brain making shit up tho

Im sure of it

A doc told me afterall 🙃🙃🙃

#tw medical abuse #chronic pain #tw pain #okay jokes aside im fine(ish)#like it still hurts but thankfully it stabilised at a 3-4 after a while #but like #NO WAY #my brains making this up #about me #vent post

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the-acid-pear · 11 months ago

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Did you know? Studies show 90% of abused children quit right before they become the perfect vessel for a child of what they believe their parents will actually love. KEEP DESTROYING WHO YOU ARE FOR A MEANINGLESS CAUSE!

#luly talks #you know its fucked when you make a post thinking of yourself AND harry osborn #that's worse than harry dubois tags for me #anyway my beautiful step son aside uh. yeah 1) this is ok to rb but 2) this is actually a bit of a vent #because obviously me before but also bc talking w my therapist recently she was like... trying to get me to think of positives of my mother #so i'd consider reconnecting w her #and its so mental?#like woman i had to be kicked out of that house because even when i was about to kill myself to escape i wasnt willing to leave #nothing will fade the scars that my gripping claws left on that house as i was dragged away #i spent the last FOUR FUCKING YEARS trying to recover and come to terms with the fact my mother will never love me #and that there's nothing i can do to make her change #(which is what i tried to do for the previous 16 years of my life)#only for you to be like okay but what if she did like you this time?#WOMAN I HAVE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BE FOR FUCKING REAL NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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monkee-mobile · 7 months ago

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guys :3

i saw friends

#i also had a panic attack at work but we’re not gonna talk about that aside from the fact that the phone started ringing as i was panicking #and my boss was on a DIFFERENT phone talking to her girlfriend and so i had to answer it and couldn’t talk #it’s definitely not healthy #but i saw friends !!#and nobody cares but we went on a drive and saw this amazing moon at the beach !#and then i saw a racoon while driving home !!#people exist guys !! people are real and they like me !!!!!#sorry #i just like these friends a lot #i didn’t think these would be the friends i’d have but sometimes life just works out like that and i love them #and i love that im in the monkees community and have friends on here too it’s so hard for me to make friends in real life and online #but i’m here and im fine !#this summer has been a lot what with family stuff but i’m here and i can drive my car to walmart and my friend wants to come to the #bookstore and see me tomorrow !!#okay goodnight goodnight i’m sorry if u read through all of this i just need to vent a bit because im feeling still all woozy but i know #there’s good stuff going for me #like the mike nesmith CDs in my car hehehe

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moopermoment · 7 months ago

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oopsy doopsy, i just dropped a huge chunk of the #cool people's art posts into the trash, oh well 🤷

#not art #okay but joking aside. some bad shit went down tonight about someone so i had to do some blog cleaning #not going to go into detail about this because headass. i don't use tumblr to vent about stuff like this in any huge detail #but if you wonder where the hell a bunch of the art in those tags went. that's what happened #if you really really want to know the tldr. idk ask me via private messages or something #oh yeah. there's also more posts on my blog about this guy. but they're drawing requests i can't exact detatch his name from w/o deleting #and i don't want to get rid of a bunch of my own art. so yeah there's that #okay. enough ranting. also no reblogging you sillyheads.

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fruityfroggy · 9 months ago

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For fuck’s sake I can finally watch the 1.9 stream vod after all that I’ve been through today

Timezones’ a fckin bitch sometimes I am this close

I am THIS FUCKING CLOSE TO HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN RN

#slight vent #(?)#no but seriously #like seriously #my emotional wellbeing is dying in a ditch rn #i feel dead #shrivelled up even #keep me sane y’all pls pls pls pls pls #do something #do anything I’m not okay #like jokes aside #I might need to just bawl for a moment #give me sec #just me and my brain juices

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somelazyassartist · 2 years ago

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#need to take a breather from bluey for a sec #uh. yeah #don't know if the writers are implying what i think they're implying but either way um. that moment in 'The Show' was a lot. for me #so um. yeah gotta take a breather for a sec #don't know why I'm writing this on Tumblr and I'll probably end up deleting this really quick #i just don't really have anybody irl to talk to about this stuff aside from one person who's not available atm #so um. i don't know i just need to like write out something to get these feelings out and once I'm chill again I'll delete this #just have to get this pit in my stomach out somehow and i can't do it irl so I'm just writing this for a second and then deleting it #but uh yeah. uh #yeah #my heart fucking dropped dude like i still feel like my blood ran cold. i gotta fucking lay down #the thing that happened in the show was like Not A Big Thing don't get me wrong okay #it's just like. a very very very very very very very very personal thing for me specifically it's just this one specific anxiety trigger #usually I'm fine it's just this one thing that gets me really I'll be fine i just didn't expect that to happen like that and it got to me #i feel a little better writing my feelings out but i still gotta lie down I'm feeling kinda sick from it #vent

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yourlocalmissingtexture · 1 year ago

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The feminine urge to beat hollow objects with a stick. I mean really whack ‘em. Like, the neighbors are a bit concerned with how hard you’re swinging that stick around.

#I’d like to go to one of those rage rooms where you can pay to just break shit #I’ll be okay #just Going Through It rn #I’m not a bad person #emotional rollercoaster #vent kinda?#catharsis aside #being allowed to break stuff would be fun I imagine #zerstören by Rammstein type vibes

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phantoids · 1 year ago

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love when i leave the house without saying anything and nobody even texts me to ask where i am.

#void echos #vent #they don't have to but it really just feels like they don't care whether or not i'm fucking okay #like maybe the person with a depressive disorder and a history of suicidal thoughts might not be okay when leaving the house alone after #having just said 'i'm having a really bad depressive episode' yk.#just maybe it feels nice to have someone show fucking concern over my wellbeing other than friends on discord #just maybe i want to feel like someone gives a shit whether or not i'm alive aside from the money they get for me living here!!!!

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lovinglin · 1 year ago

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SORRY UH, thoughts are thoughting /lh

#🌸 lin speaks!!#/slightttllyyy neg?#tw vent #jic for those who don't wanna see. be warned I'm gonna be a little. eugh abt the next tags #I don't usually like posting my negative thoughts here but!!! this one Hit Like a Truck and just need a safe space to talk abt it #I'm just as excited as the next person for a new f//nf update but #there's a part of me that makes me feel Dread and Scared for it bc I might encounter more P1co self shippers #and we all know I'm uncomfortable sharing the guy....#I mean!!!! don't get me wrong!!!! they can ship with him yk!!!! nobody can stop that and I can't either #but it's just. a sinking feeling in my chest that drops to my stomach that I Don't Like #I'd rather keep my distance. I'd rather Not Think that there are other p1co self shippers bc my ship with him is so dear to me #and!!! okay yeah it does feel a little bit like cheating okay. don't look at me I'm going thru it rn #I'M JUST. AUGH.....#idk idk sometimes I think abt this and I get scared #I'll just try to push it aside and not think too much abt it if I can

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