#okay i think that's it for now ^^

[chaoticgoodcaptain]

yk what, as i see everyone around me fulfilling their dreams, i might as well do something about mine, so let me just put my bucket list here (or i'll forget to make one at all)

i will pin it and update it as time goes, let's see how far can i get ^^

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things i'd love to do in a future:

▪︎ pass my final exams

▪︎ learn greek at conversational level, travel to greece, see olympus and acropolis and other cool places

▪︎ understand theory of relativity, quantum mechanics and black holes mathematically

▪︎ work in a lab

▪︎ spend more time with my friends

▪︎ have a summer picnic with my friends

▪︎ visit any east asian country, personally experience their culture and society (i've written so much about them in my essays, yet so far i cannot afford to go)

▪︎ write a really cool news article that i can be proud of

▪︎ get the official C1-C2 certificate in english

▪︎ actually get better in german

▪︎ write a scifi short story

▪︎ compose a whole song

▪︎ cook spicy enough curry that will have the right ratio of ingredients, apologize to every indian for my crime against them and the curry goddess

▪︎ tell my soft-power teacher from malta that i succefully finished my studies (she's probably the best teacher i've ever had)

▪︎ be kind

▪︎ love myself a bit more and talk to myself positively

▪︎ stop being afraid and live my life more freely and honestly

▪︎ learn programming and be good at it

▪︎ take up sword fighting or archery

▪︎ cosplay as vash from trigun

▪︎ discover what the one piece is

▪︎ work as an extra on a major film set

▪︎ learn more about people around me

▪︎ dye my hair some brighter color again

▪︎ go to that play arena with trampolines and foam cubes

▪︎ read all the books in my library that i haven't read and rate them on goodreads

▪︎ live in a cool apartment with "fake" first floor (for like a bed or so)

▪︎ be the weird but somehow really stylish grandma, no one knows if she's a mythical being or just owns like five cats and a parrot, but one is sure...she slays

▪︎ apply for med school if i manage to graduate my bachelor's (more for fun but íf somehow happens i get in, i will probably follow through)

[genderkoolaid]

part of the reason i love how bell hooks talks about masculinity is that she shows real compassion towards men suffering from the effects of toxic masculinity. she was conscious of how we need to unlearn the ways we talk about men + masculinity just as much as we need to unlearn the same for women + femininity. so many times ill see someone talking about toxic masculinity like (hyperbolizing here but only slightly) "these FUCKING STUPID BABY BITCHES won't MAN UP and go to a therapist!!!" and like. i get the anger. but you see feminists recreating patriarchal manhood by only promoting good behaviors through patriarchal frameworks. any use of the term "real men" is bad because it reifies the idea that manhood is a special title you must earn, and it is something possible to fail and fake. & as important as it is to promote sexual equality + the pleasure of non-cis-men, lots of people are essentially still working with the idea that men need sexual prowess to have worth but just shifting it slightly so there is more emphasis on women's pleasure. but I want cis men to think about their partners' pleasure because they care about their partners, not because they need to check a box in order to keep their man card. and don't get me started on small dick jokes– and the absolutely pitiful excuse people will use that "well, I don't believe it, but misogynistic men get upset when I say it, so it's okay!"

basically bell hooks is so fucking right. in order to create loving men we need to love men, simply for being alive, whether or not they are performing. as much as we need to actively unlearn misogyny (and we do), it's equally vital we unlearn patriarchal ways of seeing manhood. we can't just assume that taking a feminist perspective automatically means there is no work to be done there.

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

elita pep talk

[eydilily]

would you bite the hand that feeds you?

[mroddmod]

everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

[inkskinned]

having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!

there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.

[bacchuschucklefuck]

typical tavern scene

[starredforlife]

hey you 🫵

make ur personal dashcon for all I care. as many snacks and as much nudity n weed as you want for whichever scenario lol. go nuts show nuts yknow? or whatever we used to say

[hinamie]

in spite of everything, I had fun <3

[3rdsday]

Tommy basically said "the DSMP was good because it was, and still is, loved" and that basically sums up my feelings on the matter too.

[reineydraws]

saw this quote off a v cute ushiten comic first haha check it out

i just drew them over a screenshot of hitsugibune from the back 'cuz i was lazy lol soz

[forgettable-au]

PROLOGUE

FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 1-9)

AND SO IT BEGINS!

[CONTINUE] [MASTERPOST]

[egophiliac]

should've just let Vil be the one to fly, it would've gone SO much easier. 😔

also HEY how are everyone else's pulls going, because I have had the most RIDICULOUS luck, seriously, halloween magic is 100% real

[chiptrillino-art]

(ID in ALT text)

Howl!AU zukka = me going all out with zukos outfit, and shiny silver sokka hair! you perhaps already saw the first part of it in this post here LINK and like past me predicted... the day to post what i have has finally come...

[paintedcrows]

Holiday Classics

Been thinking about Ford watching the 70s Animated Lord of the Rings Movies... (companion comic to this post!)

[chloesimaginationthings]

What if Mike got the bad ending of the FNAF movie..