#okay I should stop here lmao
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zosan and lawlu things that makes me so unwell about them (affectionate)
okay I see the usual "zoro resembles yonji" and I agree because they fundamentally share some traits if we throw yonji's cold and emotionless canon behavior straight in the trash but if you draw sanji without his beard + zoro's eyebrows and the imagery of blond zoro looking so freaking pretty is enough to make me scream and cry tbh
law without his beard and sideburns looks like a serious, sleep-deprived luffy
sanji keeping zoro's vivre card because honest to god the rest of the strawhats assigned him to search for the guy whenever he's lost
the collective response of "good luck (both affectionate and sympathy)" when the strawhats and heart pirates found out about lawlu dating
pick your fighter but it's between trafalgar "strawhat-ya I saved your life on a whim but can't wait to meet you again" law and roronoa "I came back from hell to kill you shitty cook but ignore the part that I had to deal with a grim reaper" zoro
law and sanji sharing a look every single time their respective east blue partners cause ruckus
luffy listening while law is calmly yapping and zoro smirking while sanji rants should be a thing explored in fics tbh
#okay I should stop here lmao#one piece#zosan#lawlu#luffy#law#zoro#sanji#mochiajclayne.txt#mochi rambles#tbh I wanna write fics#but I'm still stuck in that phase where I can't write anything unfortunately#ideas are brimming but the execution is lacking#is specifically what the phase entails
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What a perfectly good day to be completely normal
first pic from/for: Aquarium by master_of_records
Second pic from/for: "I do": The long term deal by MoonlightMav and Mind_Me_Not
#im almost lowbattery and theres no electricity huhu#anyways i miss them#okay i should probably stop. drawing them so much#do these fic have tags#uhm#jamiazu#ashenviper#azujami#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#IM SO SCARED TO TAG#ill just leave it here for them to find if they will#im lowbattery now😔#completing making fanart for all the mav fics lmao#just one more fic ig✊
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can't believe a show based on a videogame (usually games adaptations are notoriously bad, which isn't the case here tho) gave me the beauty and the beast/twisted mirrors/enemies to traveling companions/ruthless antihero+optmistic but still badass heroine who takes none of his shit/age gap but make it sexy dynamic of my dreams. as much as i love maximus and i think he deserves the best writing ever because 1. he's a clever deconstruction of the aspiring Knight bro who's actually a bit of a loser and, as much as lucy, sees the world in black&white at first and then doesn't get what he thought he wanted but what he needs (or at least i hope he'll eventually get it), and 2. he's a cutie and i want an epic love story for him too, it's very funny how they tried to give us a puppy kind of romance and the tumblr girlies still fixated on the "toxic ~she bites his finger off and he cuts hers off and sews it on his hand in what we'll pretend it's a symbolic marriage rings exchange or whatever~ asshole who used to be a nice guy/good girl™ with a lot of spunk and hidden anger but unshakeable morals" kind of relationship.
#mind you idt the writers will ever have the guts to go for this pair or anything and i'm perfectly okay with the maximus/lucy romance#but still. they tried to give us the wholesome love story between two cuties with a killer side#and the fandom went ~mmmh we kinda want for that girl and the noseless radioactive ghoul to fuck nasty actually#shhdhdhf i'm sorry but this was so predictable to me. conosco i miei polli#also. i don't fully understand those who see it as a father/daughter thing? just because it worked on tlos#doesn't mean we need the same kind of dynamic here#1. despite him being an actual father (or at least. he was 200+ years ago) i've never seen a less paternal character than the ghoul lmao#2. lucy is an adult woman. young but in her mid twenties i guess? cooper had (and maybe still has) a daughter but the kid was like. 6 or 7?#lucy doesn't need a daddy she's a grown up. stop infantilizing women all the freaking time#let them be fully equals!! let them be bickering road trip companions/a killer squad/tentative allies who eventually form a real bond#i SWEAR if the writers go full parent/child bs with them in s2 because they're more popular#(at least on ao3. i don't expect the same level of insanity from the general audience)#than the canon ship i'll riot. idt they will but still#..... maybe they should go for a hot max/lucy/coop polycule instead. that would be interesting lmao#vaultghoul#fallout#val rambles in the tags#val speaks#txt
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Had a surge of inspiration so enjoy Mineyo’s Completed Timeline!
Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @greenecreek @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @alexxmason @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @a-treides @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel @imogenkol
#oc: mineyo ginnivan#jess talks#personal*#im so bad at writing it’s unreal#the fact I’ve only finished 3 of these proves that lmao#I wish I had more time today cus I would work on asamis too#considering MHA has officially ended#oh FUCK IVE GOT TO UPDATE RINS TOO😭#fuckkkkk fuck fuckedy fuck#welp that’s a problem for another day#not making any decisions until I’ve read the last chapters anyway#I stopped just before bakugo died cus I couldn’t handle it#so now that I can read it in bulk I should be okay#ANYWAY#bby Mineyo has been sitting in my notes for just as long#and I really wanted to get her all sorted#so here she is!#yknow writing for one of my non trauma ocs (which isn’t many) is gonna be so boring#the drama is so fun to write#even if I suck#anywho I hope you like it!!
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finally finished flash rebirth vol 4 after a year+ of stalling and…
myeah that shit was scary. like tearing up, heart drop, pit in my stomach-scary
yes even his pathetic ass line. ESPECIALLY his pathetic ass line
#killing me w the parasocial + stalker combo here#i’ve had nightmares like this#dc#the flash#eobard thawne#barry allen#flash rebirth#panels#‘i was never alone.’ punctuating the running theme of isolation (both external + self-inflicted) made me feel so sick#ive never read any other vol in this run and i rly should#like i started w this one. this was my first dc comic ever lmao what an introduction#and to only finish it a year later#‘why did it take you a year to finish it’ bc i was reading the halbarry chapter over and over every time i picked it back up okay.#i gotta stop reading at random like this im like a grazer but for books
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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)
#volition thoughts. as usual. (sorry im so fucking deadpan all of a sudden hello lmao? probably bc i need to sleep.)#hey. volition ship captain and echem as a siren. what then huh. he's already like an octopus AND its mermay.#(<- will not act on this thought in the slightest but know that i am thinking it in the back of my mind)#i think they're lost at sea and the sirens keep singing and volition's losing more and more crew but he's fuckin volition so of course he's#not falling for it. but its okay in the end the sirens are just leading them back to land because my god give them happy endings. please.#concept and suggest would also be sirens i think. ency and logic are navigators. volta do mar should be here because i say so.#volta and kinetic dressage are little fairies then that help volition with sanity/the ship. who can stop me im not even making this.#anyway VOLITION. i am totally normal about him and 95% of my brainspace is definitely not occupied by thinking about him.#jesus ive been so tired lately (its! the! ✨ chronic fatigue! ✨) i WANT TO DRAW but i am. too tired. writing is easier...#but i want to draw so many volition things. hmgbmbbb... i want him to be loved... which in retrospect is fucking silly he is a character.#okay vision's straight up going unfocused so we're done here goodnight. o7#chemi chats
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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ahah I'm fine I'm cool I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna kill myself
#I HATE YOU#nvm im fine#lmao this is so dumb#no fr im like fine#okay its cool! ahah#lol i am gonna kill myself but like. lmao#its fine theres no need to stress while im still here i just wanna enjoy this summer#im fine 💗#im gonna enjoy myself for six weeks#wait this is so dumb stop#cancel post like who tf cares /gen.#okay nvm nvm not killing myself 💗 at leasg not till my brother does it first lmao#tw vent#tw sui ideation#tw sui#its cool i need to text my bsf. 💗 j need to hug my brother my life is awesome i should chill#fuckin paragraph in these tags im glad i have no followers here#🫧#👤
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i was rereading the start of the 17th for the genderbend AU, and uh. i gotta say. it's kind of funny how surprised i was at how seemingly stable and cheery tesilid is once he got his memories back.
#mimin trying to write#i spent too long thinking about tesilid as his most miserable LMAO#what a resilient guy! he was cracking (very lame and flat) jokes and smiling right away#and to think that i was out here going hm i want tesilina to be more miserable. to juxtapose w canon more#me going hm do you think this is obvious enough should i make her more miserable and depressed#like no no girl stop tesilina is miserable enough#pull the brakes it was already very different from canon from the start now its crazy different#whoops#i think i need to throw this in the washing machine for a week or so so that this idea loses its shape#and marinate my brain in canon for a while as i rethink this#bc i want tesilina to be purposefully ooc but not THAT drastically different#i legit forgot that tesilid was mostly okay#which is so funny to say bc i vividly REMEMBER being so miserable that hes so different from how he was in dungeon 300th#i rmb it constantly feeling like he was only half there#quietly shoves tesilina behind my back. nothing to see here
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how to reconcile a lifetime of everyone building you an identity around being “the smart one” with the fact that you’re turning out to be the dysfunctional disappointment of the family
#my 18 year old sibling is an overachiever who’s already experiencing enormous success with their passion#and it genuinely makes me so happy like 99% of the time#but sometimes i can’t help but think about how i was severely depressed at 18 and doing fuckall in comparison#and even though i’m mentally better now im kind of crashing and burning in other ways#both of my siblings (who are younger than me!!) giving my parents more to be proud of than i ever have is just really fucking with me rn#i’m off one of my meds rn and earlier today i considered stopping the other one too just to experiment#but right now is convincing me i should probably keep taking the wellbutrin#anyways#this post is okay to interact with#if u want lmao but idk why anyone would want to#i really try not to make a habit of vent posting on here#sorry this one slipped through the cracks#brewing cider#🪱
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You know, I've only followed you for a little while and I did so because I was interested in your star wars posts but wow!! I was not expecting the misogyny and kinkshaming!
I also noticed that you tend to say that you're autistic when people call you out on things or you go and start talking about how terrible people are for giving you anxiety or making you sick, which is another wow!! Like being autistic or chronically ill doesn't make you mean or disrespectful. That's all you.
And to then use those things as a defense instead of admitting you may have done something wrong?
I don't think I can read or follow someone who refuses to take responsibility for their actions anymore, so bye I guess.
Bruh just tell me you’re too stubborn to understand narrative tone, it’s okay.
I once more. Never said I hated ABO (tho idk how that counts as misogyny lmao) but that I get. Tired. Of 100% sex and sexual expectation. I even said I read those. Because they aren’t bad. But I don’t think I’ve ever liked one if it’s 100% sex. That’s my opinion, not kink shaming. I’m fucking tired of them all being expected to be smut.
Also. I mention I’m autistic because they (most people that come at me) claim I can’t understand neurological disorders. I mention I’m disabled because they claim I don’t understand disability. I mention those, because we all function differently and what is upsetting to someone else might not be to you. What is upsetting to me, might not be to you.
I haven’t done anything wrong :) and I don’t need to justify that at all. I just went over everything I said and I’m fully blameless, even if I spoke about something that probably shouldn’t be in my notes. I stated my boundaries. I stated I don’t like it personally. I never said they were wrong for writing it lmao clearly I read it from time to time. I don’t care what you write I’m just tired of it being 100% about sex.
And not all fics are 100% about sex but boy oh boy the ones that are. Are.
I stated what made me want to write this, is a personal trigger. That’s it. You can scream ‘you said you hated it’ over and over. And I’ll stand by that too. It’s not even bad to hate something. I hate a lot of things while refusing to kinkshame for it because that’s someone else’s right to write it.
But I’m saying, that I can only be pushed so far before I decide to write my own fic. Which is what I did.
Anyways. What about any of that made you think I was personally decrying their right to write that? I didn’t mention another person the whole time. I didn’t actually say people can’t write it or shouldn’t. I said the opposite. I also said that I read one too many of them for my personal tastes and it’s getting to my head.
What you should have criticized me about???? Why the fuck am I reading abo when it’s clearly a minefield for me??? That part you can yell at me about. But I’m blameless about everything else. It’s not kinkshaming if I state I have a boundary that keeps getting pushed and I’m ranting about it. You could have even asking me to just tone down the rant. But the summary is fine, and maybe the rants in the notes was a bit much. I’m not apologizing for using an actual writing technique to denote the tone of the main characters pov.
#mentioning that I have disabilities too isn’t using them as a defense when the person arguing with me used them to say they’re right#like nah you got disabilities I got them too just admit you have a different opinion than me#tell me where I’m misogynistic bro???? is it the abo thing??? lmao it’s not but okay#also the anxiety attacks. yeah it should really be obvious but here we go#a commenter started insulting me over not wanting specific comments#I told them nah I ain’t changing my mind and so they started attacking me on multiple platforms#so every time they kept messaging me it then gave me a panic attack I think I blocked them in like three places before it stopped#I wrote posts on here. my blog. about this happening. because the first one sent me into a 9 hour spiral#and just them talking to me after that gave me panic attacks#I told tumblr. my blog. where I write things. but I guess that means I’m justifying them attacking me now???? okay
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a poll maybe.
#legitimately want to know but am I bugging people when I get to venting here? ik it’s a personal blog but I also know#after a certain point it’s like ‘god okay we get it’ lmao especially when it probably comes off as self inflicted.#I’m sure it’s probably also negatively contributing to stuff.#but I’m willing/able to take it somewhere else yk#and I’m actually curious bc I feel like I can’t trust my own judgement here.#(when I say somewhere else I don’t mean like djfjfk someone’s dms#one idk who id even do that to two I can find another outlet so fjfkkf)#but yeah idk. I’ve been thinking abt this all day + some other thoughts.#anyway open invite to answer here#edit to add: I don’t know how to interpret likes here hdjfkf#is it agreeing with the sentiment? ‘yes you should stop’? telling me I’m simply acknowledged? I don’t know lol
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what is it in my female genetic code that finds it so sexy when a man gets angry out of passion?
Or is simply just my raging daddy issues? Hmph… well whatever it is I find it fine as hellllll🤭😩
like yes! yell at me daddy, & I’ll do whatever you please😋🫶🏼
CHALLENGERS (2024), dir. Luca Guadagnino
#challengers#mike faist#art donaldson#daddy issues#maybe it’s a sign#of a want/need to be corrupted..?#maybe subconsciously I need a man to yell @ me bc I never had a father figure to discipline or care enough too yell @ me..?#I’ve never had much of a father figure at all so imma bet it’s that lmao#there Sav goes again… putting too much personal info no one asked for on the internet#like girl stop using tumblr tags as a therapist & seek ACTUAL THERAPY like I should be embarrassed but I feel so safe on here so I’m not lo#okay Ive successfully hurt my own feelings AGAIN so I think im done for the night ily 🫶🏼#🫶🏼✨🎀
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#why did i Do That why whywhywhy#i think im actually going to throw up#I JUST WANTNRD TO SAY HI YP MY FROEND BUT NOOO OFC ITS NOT ACTIALLY HER ON WHATS SUPPOSED TO BE H E R FUCKING PAGE#“since you eont syop messaging ny sister” BRO THAT EAS LITERALLY OVER A WEEK AGO WHAT??#and when something happend between her mom and i thats been iver a year oh my god.#i shoulfve fucking known it wasnt her why did it fucking do it#UGDHDHDHSHS#i fucking hate it here#i sent maybe like 5 total meaages but thats bc i had things to say dickhead AMD ALOT OF IT WASNT EVEN ABOUT SPECIFICALLY WJAT HAPPEND WOTH#HER FUCKING MOM AND I LIKE?? IM BEINH CALLED THE FUCKING INSANE ONE WHAT#Thats not continually messaging your sister thats beukg concerned for her asshole and again! LITERALLY. OVER A WEEK AGO.#its not like i messaged anyone else either like. i did last year WHICH STILL WASNT ABOUT THE THING I (ADMITTEDLY STUPIDLY#bc iy was smth else i was mad ad-) GOT MAD AT HER MOM ABOUT LIKE.#im just really concerned for my friend and im supposed to stop caring like that?#idk ehy i did that. ofc it was her mom on her fucking page.#I EVEN GOT TOLD TO LEAVE HER ALONE?? AS IF IVE BEEN MESSAGING CONSTANTLY OH MY GODDD#“drama stirrer” my fucking ass i was just hoping one of you was actually a fucking decent person so my friend can get the proper help she#should have#i did have a inking that ofc it wasnt myfriend on there so i did send a message saying how sad it was for other people to be on someones pag#page acting as them i didnt say anything hateful or anything either and yet i get told “friend showed me this and basically you can fuck of”#and a whole rant from her sibling. acting as if i messaged them specifically again. lmao okay then#IF THRY DONT WANT HER BEING FRIENDS WITH ME SO BAD WHEN ITS BAD ENOYGH IM LITERALLY IN THE SAME FUCKING AREA AS HER#THEN JUST FUCKING BLOCK ME?? ATLEAST I WOULFNT BE GOING IN HOPIMG IT WAS ACTUALLY MY FRIEND THIS TIME.
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Please, I've been on my knees, change the prophecy. Don't want money, just someone who wants
✨ MY COMPANY ✨
#the prophecy#Taylor Swift#theres not a day this song isn't relatable#i should stop listening to it when I'm in a low mood but#oh well#here we go again#the voices in his head#called the rain to end our days of wild#lmao#this makes no sense but#i look unstable gathered with a coven round a sorcerer's table#a greater woman has faith#BUT EVEN STATUES CRUMBLE IF THEY'RE MADE TO WAIT IM SO AFRAID#I SEALED MY FATE#no sign of soulmates#IM JUST A PAPERWEIGHT IN SHADES PF GREIGE#spending my last coin so someone will tell me IT'LL BE OKAY#.... hm i might be having a crisis lmao
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the adrenaline rush after talking to someone who gives you severe anxiety but the conversation went super well and was super helpful: unparalleled
#yes this is about my grad advisor#yes I knew he gave me anxiety before I joined his program#yes he has given me a huge number of stress dreams since taking ecology lab with him in undergrad#it's okay!!!! it's totally fine and facing your fears by forcing yourself to be in proximity to the stressful thing is like healthy and shit#right????#(he isn't creepy or whatever he just constantly seems disappointed in you lmao and it freaks me out 😅😂)#anyway I have been super worried about figuring out my grad project/thesis#and he basically just told me I don't even need a direction to head yet#I have time to figure it out. around august I need to have some idea of like lakes or rivers or streams#maybe an idea of if i want to do some kind of management or conservation question#what I'd like to work with. historical data. ecological catastrophe data. habitat data. how are invasive species affecting communities data.#and so on and so forth and then we can develop a question together that I can work on for the next two years#he just wants me to learn right now and he thinks by next year he wants me running LTEF which would be cool as fuck#and I am so here for#ANYWAY I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER#I actually was unable to sleep last night because I was so worried about this#was going 'maybe I should quit now cause I don't know anything and I will never know anything and idk what I'm doing'#and like 'this was a mistake and I'm letting everyone and myself down and I can't undo it and I moved and everything'#'and now I'm going to completely bomb and drop out and never get another job and I'll have to go live in the woods'#'and never speak to anyone ever again because I'm a failure'#BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT#YAYYYYYYYYYY#anxiety can eat my ass!!!! I can conquer any problem!!!!! nothing can stop me!!!!#(also the fact I held a whole conversation with him by myself with no one else around is something I am proud of)#(and by the end my heart wasn't even pounding or anything 😌)
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