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Ok so I was thinking about the fact every time the timeline changes Marty has to get to know a new doc bc even the smallest change could've altered him. And the Doc at the beginning of the aka the original is canonicly dead because he never got the latter bc Marty hadn't gone back in time yet. But according to the game at least (some people don't consider it canon but for this post I do) by 1986 they still have the DeLorean so Marty can still time travel by 1986. Just to get this out there I think we can all agree that time travel has not been the best thing in Marty's life, and has probably def taken a toll on his whole mental state. Not to mention even though he has a better life in the alternate timeline (aka his Dad's not a nerd and his mom doesn't drink I don't think) he KNOWS he had a original family that he left behind (lol What I Left Beind reference). So that was all to say at almost any point Marty could take the DeLorean and go back to before that night to try and regain his original life. Obv this isn't a fool proof plan bc he would still have all his memories of everything but just maybe he could get a tiny bit a therapy. But there also happens to be original Marty in this timeline. And while I was thinking abt this whole thing I realized, " wait, what if Marty killed the og version of himself to try and take his place and live a "normal" life?" So yeah that would be cool might write a fic abt it idk >:]
TLDR; What if there was an AU where Marty stole the DeLorean and went back to the original 1985 timeline to kill the og version of himself and take his place in attempt to live his original life again?
#I love writing slighted f-ed up AU 😌#ok there more than slightly but whatever#bttf is such a goofy silly haha movie were nothing bad wver gappens to the main characters#back to the future#bttf#bttf au#maybe I'll finally write a fic#back to the future 1#Marty Mcfly#doc brown
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Been a while since I’ve drawn anything but guess what
A fanart! For the fic “Missing”by @zoiaeras !
Honestly it’s more of how I imagine Peter’s design to be rather than a fanart, cause usually when I do a fanart I either draw a scene or as I’ve lately been doing draw what I imagine the cover would look like (to be fair I kinda drew the breakfast scene? )
So this is more like a very small character sheets?? And the design is wrong a bit (his hair is supposed to be a bit longer but I only ingrained the choppy hair part)
Tried to keep the blue and red of his spidey suit in, but darker and paler to show the effects Gotham had on him
Honestly the fic is amazing! and the pacing is a chef kiss, and the comedy is on point for me and what I love the most about this is that it’s doing other stuff rather than just sticking to the norm of peter - Gotham crossover
Other characters are present, there is a plot being made and the characterization makes sense for the life the characters lived, and we’re even out of Gotham and introducing other superheroes to the plot like Superman and the flash and also villains like lex Luther
And what’s fun about this fic is that currently, the strongest thing Peter have is his brain, but he is still stupid outside of building stuff (I love this adorable bean)
My most favorite thing about it is probably the plot point and that things are actually happening with consequences to them that change the status que of the fic
The fic feels like a never stopping train wreck about to happen and I’m so excited to see just how big the crash will be and how sharp the debris left of it are
Honestly I can go on and on about this fic forever but that’s mean more spoiler which is a big no no
Just know that if you want a dc x peter crossover, with more justice league characters in it, this is the fic for you
#also he has freckles cause what’s better excuse to give him freckles than him being in a slightly different body?#by the way he doesn’t have a camera in the fic I know#but I wanted to have him hold something#and not just stand like a stick#also fun fact#his shoes not only is made of 30% duct tape#it’s also a signal merchandise#I would like to think he likes signal#cause he is the only day time hero in Gotham#and Spider-Man used to be a day time hero too#also nighttime occasionally but whatever#I wonder who’s his favorite bat#Damian is out already lol#but I love the beef peter have with Damian#they already act like siblings now all they need is for Bruce to get the adoption paper out of his pockets already#also did I say how much I loved the falling gun scene in the library?#absolutely hilarious#ok ok no more spoilers#guys you gotta read this#fanart#art#digital art#another fanart#ao3 fanfic#ao3#spider man#peter parker in dc
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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#im just a lil fishy owo#this was initially drawn out while i was home for winter break and terrified by the concept of having to go back to work#it wasnt as bad as i imagined but i still feel this. i also feel slightly crunge abt it#but like idk u gotta build up from something so off it goes into the world#which is to say. i drew this bc i wanted to try to work on composition#and some of it is ok but ya kno meh#original#art#fish#i had to post this now bc i feel it more than ever#whatever compulsive force exists within me is trying its hardest to kill me
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horror's jacket fluff has probably accumulated so much DISGUSTINGNESS over 7 years in it that it's managed to acquire it's own signature Dog Smell (TM). however i think this would be a prime opportunity to pet him and then get some of that disgusting smell on you because for some reasons Dog Smell is just unavoidable when you pet a dog with a lot of hair
he'd hate it but awww awww whos a good boy (ノ´∀`*) whos a good boy (*≧∪≦) YOU ARE!!! awww so cute you didn't commit all those murders against innocent people you were innocent ( ̄▽ ̄)/ such a good boy!!!! (gets beheaded) (he got too embarrassed)
#forcing the dog horror agenda down people's throats#CAT DOG RABBIT TRIO I SCREAM INTO THE DISTANCE#cat and dog run circles chasing eachother around the sleeping rabbit (MURDER TIME TRIO REAL TRUST I WAS THE AIR)#THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME. guess where the inspiration came from. THATS RIGHT (triglycercule owns a dog) (for context)#my favorite recurring theme i keep on bringing up 4 some reason is horror not wanting 2 be treated like hes feral or animalistic#he is a rational man. he can think for himself. he isn't a DOG. SO THEN STOP TREATING HIM LIKE HE'S NOTHING MORE THAN SOME CAGED CANINE#(glares at killer and dust. dust simply looks off to the side (not paying attention) and killer slightly smiles bigger (creep))#it would be SO fucking demeaning. something killer does to horror to piss him off EASILY#leave it to killer to find a way to get on horror's nerves all the time. thank god dust is much less pissy than horror 🙏#can just SEE the thought bubble of horror as a dog above dusts head#he wouldn't verbalize it (because why would he need to) but dust can see the dog parallels (truly like me)#maybe he'd say it on an off day when theyre all feeling chill and its dead silent#someone's gotta be the calm one out of the three maniacs and why not let it be the rationally insane one ‼️‼️‼️#and theyre all just like chilling. horror's organizing the pantry. killer's playing a cat game on his phone. dust's reading#and then he just says to nobody in particular. horror reminds me of a dog#it's almost as if nobody reacts when horror turns around flabbergasted??? as if nobody said anything!!!!!#because dust is still reading and killer's still on his phone!!! WHAT!!!! and horror's just like ever so slightly irritated and weirded out#but...... its a good day. its been chill. maybe he just imagined that. and he goes back to his thingy#and dust just ever so slightly smiles. killer's actually been looking at horror ever since dust said that (the blank sockets hide his gayze#and in his head hes like..... damn. dust is right tf i do see it??????#kemonomimi mtt when. when do i get to see them with animal ears and tails that i approve they would fit in????#triglycercule you have to do it yourself.WHAT!!! NO!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO (disintegrates) (imagine that ashy baby photo)#i felt like killer typing out that second paragraph. its like i can hear his voice saying it as i type. its like i can see his smug face#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc#i mean killer and dust are mentioned in tags so its whatever DONT KILL ME DONT GUILLOTINE ME OK SORRY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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the aforementioned bat costume! btw!
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#if i had not been really busy the week leading up to halloween i would have tried to make ears and a nose#and maybe drape the wings/cape a bit better so that they looked more like traditional bat wings#but that's ok i think it still turned out fun#oh i guess it would be good to note that i did draw a bit of inspiration from tumblr user demondemon and his vampire bat drag look#but his is much cooler than mine#also shout out to my bat belt statement piece of all time i love wearing it#fuck i don't remember my selfie tag. whatever#teeth.txt#also i wore this both nights i went out so the makeup and hair are slightly different lol
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Woah I did it again guys stole this right from the writer's room google drive what do we think
#ok so in my head this scene takes place in a sort of dream episode where vecna has the party trapped in a liminal neon mall#space thats designed to be like a perfect reality that makes them forget about The Plot and thats why Max is here and fine#and why El still has her powers (she has to lose them after defeating vecna thats just my truth) and also why#everyone is so fashionable and cool and happy in this#if you werent before so reread this and imagine everyone wearing really cool slightly anachronistic outfits pls and ty#or continue imagining whatever context you were bc it probably made more sense than this#just know the episode devolves into social chaos as everyone starts doubting reality and trying to kill each other#anyway#scenes from st5#mileven#lucas sinclair#max mayfield#dustin henderson#el hopper#mike wheeler#the gangs all here :^)#stranger things#fanfiction
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life is a psychological thriller where every 2-3 hours after you stop being hungry you start being hungry and have to figure out how to deal with that again
#disordered eating cw#Uhh probably i'm not eating enough at one time is part of the problem?#Eating reasonable meals on a reasonable schedule has been harder than usual recently#Nearly everything makes me queasy and i've been more sensitive to textures#and i'm not sure when to stop eating because my stomach will be like 'Hey chief feels kinda bad'#And im like ok so uhh have we overeaten? Or is this the sensation of being still slightly hungry? Or is this the start of another#'Nauseous for no reason' episode?#I've always had some amount of... uhh.. what's alexithymia but for physical sensations#Whatever that is. Always had some trouble decoding what my stomach is saying but if i get hungry *enough* i'll be like Okay hunger got it#except by that point. im usually so hungry that there starts being Other Problems--#ANYWAY i'm guessing (hoping??) that this is mostly due to switching antidepressants and will settle down in a bit#pleeease#aphelion.txt#vent
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time to watch må music videos and Kurtis Conner to cope
#tilly talks#I shant respond because I am dumb#bruhhhhh#ugh#well I never liked her#I just liked that she liked me#whatever#IM LITERALLY GOING OUT EVERY NIGHT WITH PRETTY GIRLS AT BARS LOOKING AMAZING#I COULD GET ANYONE I WANT#I do not care about some dumbass with short hair#like genuinely#IM ONLY SLIGHTLY MIFFED BECAUSE MY EGOS TAKEN A HIT#AND ITS MORE OVERTHINKING THAN SOMETHING ACTUAKLY HAPPENING#this is why we don’t trust Spotify made love playlists#and we stick to our guitar solo songs and do air guitar in public#this is why people are dumb dumb and I hate them#LIKE#IF SHE SAW THE WAY IVE BEEN LOOKING HERE#ACROSS THE OCEAN#SHE WOULD#IDFK#BUT SHE WOULD LIKE IT#because I’m gonna have a hot girl summer NO MATTER WHAT#and I’m gonna stay up till 5 am just so I can see her texts and ignore them#ok I think I’m channeling some slightly psycho behavior here#I’m just a girl I mean they#anyways enough tags#everything’s fine with her I’m being dramatic
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MOTHERFUCK i did not realize how much those antidepressants made me feel physically psychologically and dare i say spiritually like a peat mummy
literally 2 days off them and i've experienced more joy, lucidity, motivation and general good vibes than i did in the whole 2 months i was on them 😭😭
#now granted i did only sleep for 3 hours#but i felt more refreshed and energized today than i ever did when the pills forced me into 8 hours of pseudo-death a night#MY INTERNAL MONOLOGUE IS BACK TO NEVER SHUTTING TF UP#it was practically bones for so long oml#i'm usually annoyingly verbose but i was only able to say like 5 words at a time before i forgot how to end my sentence#yeah i'm prolly gonna lose the rose tinted glasses in a few days when the novelty wears off but for now#it's so nice to feel like myself and not like a lobotomized skinwalker trying to wear my own mannerisms convincingly#(obvsly they help some ppl or they wouldn't be an option to prescribe but GOD they fit my brain chemistry as well as a fork fits an outlet)#<<<<<<I CAN DO THAT AGAIN!!! I MISSED MY STUPID METAPHORS AND MY BAD PUNS AND MY SLIGHTLY OUT OF POCKET JOKES#i was fucking trying but it fundamentally doesn't work if u Try#yoda moment but whatever#yippeee#god did they fucking '''cure''' my ADHD instead of my depression#ok if this is what some ppl's experience of ADHD meds is like then the 'they made me feel like a robot' thing makes a LOT more sense#personally they just make me feel like. yk that one comic abt ADHD with the dog metaphor#yeah amphetamines my beloved let me hold the leash rather than becoming a human dogsled to the whims of my psyche#actually i think i was rather uncharitable to my current dream mask normal pills#i just happened to get mega bitch burnout for 3 months and then spend 2 in the aforementioned peat bog where souls go to die#when not impeded by outside circumstances i think they actually are completely fine#maybe not QUITE as agressively effective as my previous prescription but the ritalin was str8 up harsh#i tried it again for a week and it made my heart beat like it was being powered by a caffienated hamster#but when i used to take it i was already experiencing Real paranoid gerbil anxiety so it just kinda blended in#i only noticed the Severe Health Issue i got bundled as a side effect#and i keep having to remind myself not to go rose-tinted abt how bad it rlly was in retrospect#do i just need to leave a sticky note on my mirror like 'hey dumbass that was NOT a net positive period of ur life'#lexi stfu challenge
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I was writing a reply earlier, and it made me realize Craig suffers from pretty severe depersonalization, most prominently as a teenager, but it follows him into adulthood, too. I've got some more research to do before I hit him with an actual diagnosis of the triple-D's (Depersonalization-Derealization Disorder), but he is definitely experiencing Symptoms, and they do become debilitating and affect his relationships with other people.
The change is a subtle one that grows steadily worse as time passes, and at first, I would imagine very few people notice it. People don't take notice of the way Craig has become increasingly stiff, monotonous, robotic, and apathetic because... well... that's just Craig. But he stops answering texts from or spending time with even his closest friends because it requires more than the bare minimum of socialization out of him, and he can only manage the automatic and mechanical responses to most people. Going through the motions of life because he has to. Piloting the vessel he somehow came to be in possession of around the world because people would find it more odd if he didn't.
He becomes a much better student, leaning more heavily into his studies, because it allows him to engage in a lot of mindless repetition that comes most easily to him in those days and actually relaxes him in a way that few other things and the expectations that come with them do.
He often thinks about how he doesn't exist and bristles easily when other people speak to him, their perception of him clashing miserably with his own.
His nonexistence is a concern for him, and he is prone to tears when he suddenly awakens back into being and has to confront every feeling at once, although he tries to hide those tears from people and put himself back together as quickly as possible.
He often leaves his concept of personhood wrapped up in other places and things, and at his amusement park job, he finds a sense of being in the rollercoasters he works with, often viewing them as more alive than he is. He intertwines his existence with them and comes to feel that he only exists because they do. And he sees the world of the amusement park as much more real and substantial than the one outside. Whenever he leaves his job in the evenings, his energy rapidly depletes, and he goes back to feeling hollow and like he is navigating the rest of the world through a thick fog.
He is not disconnected from reality, though, and he understands the world outside the amusement park is the real world and that he must at least try to pay attention to it, although he struggles to reconcile his knowledge and his feelings.
Craig is, unfortunately, also resistant to the idea that he is "crazy" after putting up with Tweek for so many years. He feels like the more normal of the two of them and adamantly insists to both himself and others that he is not mentally ill and that everyone must feel as he does sometimes -- never mind that his "sometimes" has lasted multiple years. He tells himself that the agony of getting hollowed out every time he leaves a certain location, the way he blinks and suddenly it's been two months since the last time he texted someone (having a shaky relationship with the concept of time), or how the world seems more desaturated than it reasonably should be with only small pockets of vivid color here are there... are all just... quirky things about himself. The same growing pains that everyone must experience. He'll shake it off eventually, any day now.
He gets better at like... being aware and trying to work past it as an adult, although it is less of an acknowledgment of his mental illness and more of a resolution that he has got to be around for the people he cares about, and he starts working to repair a lot of his neglected friendships. He does, however, still experience periods where he gets "spacey" and seems/feels suddenly empty. He tries to stay in existence for as long as possible, but he still slips out of it now and again.
#hc :: ( craig )#//one cause of depersonalization is prolonged physical abuse / otherwise intensely stressful relationships#//@ tweek YOU DID THIS TO HIM... YYOOOOUUUUU DID THIS TO HIM 🫵#//tweek: ok bitch?? he did stuff to me too??? tf you want me to say#//i hate craig sooo much tho LFKDJSHGKDSJF#//craig: i'm so normal. i'm SO normal. look at tweek. now look at me. i'm so normal#//narrator: he was. in fact. very mentally ill#//the reason i don't hit him with DDD off the bat is bc depersonalization can be a symptom of several other disorders#//i originally had him pegged with depression which depersonalization CAN be a symptom of#//and doctors tend not to diagnose DDD if the symptoms can be explained by Something Else#//i'm leaning towards it tho. i'm thinking it makes a /li'l/ more sense for him than depression#//i think craig would potentially be misdiagnosed with depression if he ever went to see somebody bc of his listlessness/apathy#//but i'm leaning towards... that not being... entirely it#//i liiiike this direction for him slightly better but We'll See#//boy's got something going on with him for SURE tho whatever it is
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reading the end of hiagb made me realize that when following along live i'd read a lot more of it than i thought and it's fun that it's overarchingly how a nut and a bug launched into space b/c of being sick of the world & into a temple at the edge of time & not-actually-infinite versions of themselves re: every [alternate timeline based on different choices/possibilities] can coexist in the same world with every bug tasked w/launching every nut back to the temple for reasons re: maintaining things and all the looping is disrupted by one bug who dated their nut and another bug whose quantum leap error was rectified by being teleported into another nut. the One System Error in an iterative process, one organic Idk Things Just Went Differently This Time As They Always Could've But Maybe Otherwise Virtually Never Did And That's Enough "that's / [one is] all it takes" vs "it's all the same / what's the diff" loops. no rules
#i think the especial endzone / finale aligned w/my being offline for like 5 mo's....#as well as how reading along had made it like ''ok it's been Years so i don't remember all the stuff from having not reread it'' lol#also the bug whose quantum leap error was rectified by their living in another nut's head trying to run interference to keep both alive....#and in the middle a lot of small Episodes. i felt like i got the ending here better than i did re: back lol#it also reminds me that [idk there could be a lot of Layers of larger/smaller worlds within worlds again]#And [weird really specific ass off the shits situations could be literal] as they were here. scratching my head abt the links b/w abigails#slightly scratching my head abt events here too but that's fine. like oh no there could be details better strung together than w/e i manage#my Win while coughing up blood trying to spontaneously speak to kc green was to announce i read ''hiagb'' phonetically. heeyaghbuh.#i mean it was overall fine i'm sure lmao sweating one's like [oh jeez. couldn't play it cool & ''winningest off the cuff exchange w/a rando#that anyone could ever have'' achievement] like ah it's whatevs. awkward being on either side lol we do what we can#i also never decided whether to think of ''crange'' as like hypothetical carefully pronounced ''orange'' or like ''strange''#end up reading it as the latter. never ended up thinking of emerson bartender as a particular gender though i think they're vaguely A Guy#some more uhh grounded panels featured here lmao. not representative of the usual elevation. or is it???#a bit but not in all ways. there are like a half dozen sphincter related points#anyways i'm shouting out the concept of the just one that goes differently. one little glitch in the mundane system (both/all are you)
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i am so used to my pinned post i kinda don't want to change the format but i want to
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#Like. i want it to be more ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 u get me?#it's too small/limiting for me rn ragggghhh ..... will change it soon ^_^ 💖#wow. hard to believe it's already june. 4-5ish months till i'm not a minor anymore and around 2 months till college#happy pride btw :3 Hm. i am still not out to my parents but i am vv comfortable now w who i am.#i know for sure i prefer short hair over long hair and hate when it gets past this certain length that i then need a haircut#and i've actually grown comfortable wearing dresses and skirts! which ngl has been there a bit since i watched hamilton#but only now ?? like. Yeah.#it's funny bcs when i had shorter hair than my short hair rn LMFAO it was shorter than i actually liked#but the perks were my friends telling me You Look Like A Guy Even More and some storeclerk calling me sir#but that was funny bcs i was w my twin. and ok we're identical but maybe not obvious at first bcs i wear glasses and they have slightly more#femme and long hair and her style is diff from mine. colorful or bright or maximalist vs minimalist or dark or max 3 tones same colorsalways#LMFAO. me & my twin r super comfy w each other so sometimes we make Jokes. uh. yeah. HELP?#if u get it than yaaaa B) o/ anyway yeah. also comfortable w small amts of makeup now!#if it looks natural enough i'm cool w it :3 i also like stylistic shit. but haven't tried that stuff yet <3#i just hate makeup in general when it is too much that you don't look like yourself anymore... unless it's Cool#IDK HWO TO EXPLAIN. whatever it's not important. <3#ouuughhh i love my new pompompurin stuffed toy... official from sanrio in japan hehehehehehhe#i like making it do stupid shit like eating my soup or mochi and i like using it to tell my mom stuff like#pompompurin thinks you suck (jokingly. i love my mom she knows how i am!)#so she says back pompomsometbinv tell your amo (owner?) she sucks more LMFAOOO#also. just. fhsbkfjd official merch... >___< we were supposed to head back to our hotelwtvr after gpinf to alihabara#akihabara** but while waiting to reload the card thing. i spotted the official yostar store and :)) YAY#so got a little standee. for arknights. 1 for me 1 for my twin but it's gachafied and the fucking. thing. is.#every chara u cld get was basically a fav of mine ESP. TEQUILA. HOLY FUCK. MY ABSOLUTE JOY SEEING HIM.#but the two we got... were both my my Twin's favs... who i also like but. they are Not my faves. :)#so apparently just in general my gacha luck really sucks.#even w the gbf pins. artemis managed to get BELIAL and then for me uhh. ok we got 1 for a surprise gift for a friend#they r not active on tumblr atm i think so shhh anyway so basically anyway. i cld have gotten sandalphon. or other ppl. and i got two charas#i DO like but... more are arti's favs than mine still..... haha. at least w the ffxiv coasters we had equal luck. Amazing luck.
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im a True Girl at heart (sarcasm) and i looooove buying clothes but i HATE buying clothes. so much. its so disgustingly expensive. save me student discounts save meeeee
#i WANT to go thrifting but unfortunately im fucking tiny and nothing ever fits me#so i usually buy from stores. which is expensive as hell#thetalogs#ive bought a surprising amount of clothes lately tbh#like im usually pretty stingy but i think the spirit of summer joy has captured me or something#money is temporary clothes are. slightly less so <- trying to convince self more than anything else#whatever dude#i just need to go shopping with my mom bc she has no sense of letting me make decisions or develop financial responsibility#bc if i decide buying 3 pieces of clothing is too expensive and i can only buy 2 of them she will just go Ugh OKAY and pay for one of them#without me even asking#like???? ok#the perks of having fairly well-off parents with no sense of consequence i guess!
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Thanks to the asshole who used a bunch of the roll of stick on wallpaper but left just enough to wrap back around the foam so it looked like none had been used then returned it to Lowe’s, who then put it back out onto the floor where I purchased it without knowing I needed to open it up to make sure the entire roll was actually there. Thanks that was a fun little surprise today
#I mean that pack did feel slightly lighter so maybe it’s on me that I didn’t notice right away#but I had a bunch of things in my arms that I was buying that day#and I didn’t want to go get another roll when I didn’t need much more than what I had#also no idea where the receipt is so couldn’t return it or anything#guess I could’ve exchanged it but did not have the capacity for that today#whatever I think it turned out ok#we’ll see#😩😩😩
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I should be allowed as a tiefling to make obvious comments to wyll like ‘woag ur sharper than I am, cool’ and have him be like. I mean. I did. come about it by different means yes. Alas, I’ll just imagine t’evye staying the obvious to his companions and the just sorta blinking to try and figure out if she’s wanting to hear their thoughts or really only just noticing it
#nobody:#me making a character I’m gonna project on: and their gender is so [loud static]#t’ev came from tav but slightly off and I decided they needed a bit more name than that for the replay (bc running through the game is#somehow less intimidating than redoing the final boss fight lmao) and um. sometimes ur a tiefling. wake up a rogue and start barding bc of a#pretty tiefling. (she lives bc I likey her and don’t wanna b sads abt it later lol) and can’t remember shit and go hm. ok yeah my gender is#whatever. we have bigger problems. after it’s all said and done someone is like hey did u ever get a solid answer? bc u said u weren’t sure#and t’evye is like oh would you look at the time I need to go water my pet rock#also I think the game should’ve actually given wyll claws and forked tongue if they were gonna do those lines. but mayb that’s just the#monsterfucker in me. i love when characters fangs u see#bg3 posting#t’ev absolutely asks to feel wyll’s horns. to see if they feel different. sits him and karlach down one night to compare notes nodnod#ALSO#TEV STARTS WITH THE HORNS WITH THE GOLD JEWELRY BUT THEY GROW#and she’s sooooo sad when the gold bits don’t fit the same anymore nodnod#goes ‘it’s fine I’ll get them refitted in baldurs gate!’#and then they reach the city and um. there’s bigger problems lol#what’s a girl supposed to do when he can’t be extra shiny!!!#how’s ve supposed to be all prettyboy if she can’t shiny!!!
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