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[liquidstar]

april fools is over so now im going to be slash srs instead of slash j. im going to post a little excerpt from one of the oc writing practices ive been doing :) again im not super experienced for a variety of reasons but im doing my best here.

but im going to try and put my self conciousness to the side (thats probably an important part of the practice too, right?) since this isnt final version either way, i can just say im sharing a WIP! so for now it will go the way of most of my other oc stuff..... under the cut

the only context you need is that this would be the opening scene for the story. if i post others i'll have to give more context bc most of them are taken from the middle of something. anyway here goes:

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“I love you

I've loved you since the beginning

From when you were only stardust

To when you will rejoin the stars

When everyone will be together again

Understand, you don’t simply live in the universe

You are part of it, taking on a form uniquely alive

You are the universe giving love back to itself

I love you so much”

“Wait!!!”

A lone girl jolts awake, crying a plea into the empty air. Tears stream down her cheeks, as she calls for someone she doesn't know. Her heart aches with a nameless yearning that fades with the memory of her dream. Still, against her will, the emotions linger. A profound sense of love consumes her, an agonizing, grieving love, meant for her. She sighs and wipes away her tears. It was an absurd dream, a ridiculous notion.

As her conscious mind clears, she takes in her surroundings; a forest drowned in the pale blue light of dawn. Her sleeping bag, now encased in dew, was laid on the cold grass. She sits for a while, gazing at the faint sliver of the rising sun’s glow with an indistinct expression, and eventually stands up.

The lone girl begins her daily routine by braiding her hair. With a wave of her hand, she freezes dew on a rock, creating herself a mirror. Her fingers carefully weave her brown locks into a braid, now adorned with a snowflake clip and a scarlet ribbon. She throws on a long blue half-skirt over her shorts, matching her shirt. She forces on a pair of black boots and cuffs on her arm. Lastly, she grabs a moon-themed spear, and she's ready for the day.

Before setting off, she made sure to pack all her belongings, including her numerous hand-drawn maps and a compass. However, she also stops to look into the bag deeper, foolishly expecting to find something new. Instead, she only sighs, "Still no food."

She puts on the backpack and trudges forward anyway, ignoring the hunger pains as best she can. She hums to keep herself distracted.

As she walks, the trees tower above her, shrouding the horizon and taunting her. Birds occasionally fly into view, but seem to disappear in an instant. She wonders if her eyes are playing tricks on her.

The lone girl scribbles on her maps, trying to record a labyrinth of identical tree trunks and twisted paths. This proves useless, as this elliptical forest has her going in circles. Exasperated, she fidgets with her compass, only to see the needle is frantically twitching around. She presses it gently to her forehead and quietly complains, “Don't tell me you're broken…”

Her train of thought was cut short by the sudden sound of running water, so loud she can’t fathom how she’s only now begun to hear it. She decided to put off one problem for another. Following the sound through some shrubs, she quickly finds the source.

Her spear at the ready, she approaches the stream. Scanning its depths for signs of fish, she walks cautiously. Her posture was awkward, her expression was uncertain, betraying her lack of experience. She held her spear to her chest with both arms as she encroached the water’s edge.

She inhales in preparation, removes her skirt and boots, and enters the water with slow, careful steps. The very surface of the stream begins to freeze as it makes contact with her skin. Tiny, thin crystals of ice form as she steps further in. Breathing deeper, as she tries to control the frost, she makes her way to the center of the stream. She stands waiting for fish.

Rather than throwing her spear to hunt, like the intended purpose, she stabs at the water. She’s not good at this, however, and only ends up scaring other potential prey away. She makes several attempts at this but is unsuccessful each time. Refusing to quit, her repeated strikes become more desperate and uncoordinated with each failure. Her growing frustration only makes the water freeze deeper, eventually solidifying around her legs. She yelps, now in a panic, and begins to frantically stab at the ice to free herself.

A mess.

Escaping this ordeal, the lone girl abandons any further attempt at fishing. It probably isn't her calling anyway. She trudges on, lost, wet, cold, and hungry.

She looks at her compass again, her face reflecting in its glass. “You're broken,” she tiredly states, as she feels her eyes begin to well with tears.

“No! No no no! Don't cry! Don't cry Polaris,” The lone girl, Polaris, reassures herself, “Last time you cried you froze your eyelids shut, and that really hurt,” She whines aloud.

Polaris takes a deep breath, slaps her cheeks, and swallows her tears. She elects to follow the river, her only hope of escape, pursuing the promise of a village just beyond this enigmatic forest. She daydreams of a warm meal in a cozy restaurant, and maybe a cold desert too. A glimmer of determination returns to her stride, as she continues her hum from before.

[killjoy-prince]

Trying on the cosplays imma wear to a con in a month and getting excited that ill be cosplaying said characters in a month

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seeing as december's a day away and that means ~holiday season~- i have a bunch of old binders of various makes & sizes (some idk origin, a few gc2b, anywhere from XS to L?, diff colours/types) that i wld love to give to ppl who need them. i can update this l8r with more details but ig i was wondering if anyone wld be interested or knows anyone in need? id be willing to ship within canada, maybe to the USA for small enough pckg. otherwise i'll just donate to a local binder exchange but i figured this way if anyone is in particular need it's nice to know im directly helping ig!

i also have some rolls of biege kinesiology tape if that's of interest either in itself or in addition.

peace n love on planet earth

[suffarustuffaru]

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What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

MY BAD it has taken me a little while to get to every fic writer question ive been asked pfft but i appreciate all of them and theyre really fun to answer :o and alright ok common things—character psychology is a big thing in all of my work :o aa every time i write a characters pov i try to do at least some research into their personality, backstory, etc etc bc my writing is almost always like?? character study type things?? i Really like delving deep into how characters think!!! :o so a lot of my works are like. you Will hear almost every thought in their head HAH. ive been told i have a very recognizable writing style widndnd but i do try to switch up internal dialogue at least a little bit depending on the pov character. i dont know how effective i am at that but i try HAH plus i think its fun trying to capture how someone thinks in the same way that youd try to capture how they speak in their dialogue. i think the most obvious example is probably my recent reinhard stuff—i tried to sound more formal with him? even with little kid reinhard i wrote his internal dialogue kind of formally because i figured that Might be able to create that bit of Dissonance that reinhard has as a character, you know? hes uncanny.

and uh because i focus on internal dialogue a lot, by the nature of things i kind of Have To slap the unreliable narrator tag on the vast majority of my fics HAH but unreliable narrators are fun and i love playing with them!! and i think its realistic in the sense that even a character thats very fair and just and honest may still have the wrong information at times or have emotion cloud their judgment or be a little unreliable for those reasons. that and i tend to pick the mentally fucked characters (which is pretty easy with the rezero cast HAH) whenever i write Very detailed internal dialogue so!!! unreliable narration and spirals into madness it is!!! i just really like exploring like. the humanity behind each character and all their nuances <3 and i Love having to squint at internal dialogue and add that up with a characters thoughts and actions and figure out who this person Actually Truly Is Like?? its like a puzzle :o !!

as for themes. i went into this a lot in another fic writer ask thingy but Definitely like. when characters change as a result of shit hitting their fan and/or their own choices and now theyre Different from the person they used to be. they came back wrong so now what are they going to do? how are the people around them going to treat them now? how will they treat the people around them? i just really like going into like. identity crisis… and um…. suffering that triggers massive self searching bc. the character changed in some way in order to survive through it physically and/or mentally. like seeing characters change for the worse and seeing them either try to crawl their way out or they. keep going down. it can be hopeful or very tragic!!! (bc i love hurt/comfort and tragedy a lot ajdnd) and complicated relationships are a huge favorite of mine to tackle. fascinating multi-layered stuff that i want to study under a microscope!!! i like when multiple contradictions exist within a dynamic or like. a character and their journey. the complexity feels very real to me and i find it intriguing :o

i also love queer themes but due to um. some of the toxicity in this fandom i do hesitate to do stuff with that in this fandom but i DO love queer themes its just not in most of my work atm but thatll change eventually 👍 ill at least slip in a little bit every chance i get 👍👍 (i have exactly one fic with queer themes atm wjdnd)

motifs/random imagery i use a lot also!!!! mostly bc i find them cool and fun but. yes theyre there for a reason. in my first pride otto fic i used second person pov and avoided using his name at points to emphasize that hes 1. being dehumanized and 2. hes dehumanizing himself too as a result. i uhh have also used star related things for subaru a lot bc Of Course. butterflies and moths for emisuba things…. economics themed titles for my pride otto multichap…. bugs for general pride if things…. comparing the knights uniform to bird wings in my reinhard and heinkel fic… i like to describe outfits in general too (pride otto vs main ottos outfits, also felix not wearing blue in the 2 seconds of screentime he has in my pride if fics atm wkdndn) etc etc :o

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my fellow amerocans. happy saturday im chilling

[orivu]

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[transannabeth]

totally not anna from totally not a frozen au

[delicrieux]

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pairing: corpse husband x f!reader author’s note: for ppl that DONT know what chrollo stan twt is.... i envy u. its EXTREMELY horny lmao. i think u get the picture 🥴 my hcs is that y/n is from brooklyn bcs i like brooklyn ok?? there’s absolutely no other reason. also, part 6 is gonna be long asf but we’ll talk abt it when we get there. corpse rly likes calling her baby huh, wonder where thatll lead...👹 also, regarding pics of y/n... ive already said this is an ask once but there will be sum pics but none that show any defining features such a skin colour/face/hair etc 😌 i hope thats ok!!! if its not then too bad!! i did not spend hours in printerest for u to disagree lol!!! STAN rae she knows smth is up.... 👁👅👁 also yall plz stop simping for syk istg corpse gon be jealous 😫 my biggest fear rn is that i accidentally forgot to tag someone so if i did plz dont be mad at me i am mentally ill. lmk wat u think of this chapter!! 💓✨

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more tags are in the comments bcs tumblr only allows me to tag 50 people max 💙

[swingstep]

ok so

i feel like i should give at least a lil bit of a formal explanation bc ive been. super dead. tldr ive been havin some Real Bad internet issues for a hot minute now so going on tumblr has been Next To Impossible. i dont know when thatll be fixed, but ill try and post art whenever tumblr decides to work with me.

also its prolly all going to be fog art so like. yea kjdfdkjfd im probably gonna stop tagging ch2 content as spoilers because its been a solid couple months since it finished, so keep that in mind if you care about spoilers! though its mostly all "This Is A Character That Exists" and "Character Looks Like This Sometimes" level. warning still stands tho!

anyway thats where im at, feel free to stick around, im gonna draft some stuff o7

[bookandcranny]

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ok so ive been meaning to do one of these but i cant be bothered to put effort into a post all about myself so like

hi! my name’s jessa, they/them, baby of ‘96 and certified monsterfuckerKISSER we’re wholesome here. here being my writing, reading, and oc rambling sideblog.

i write primarily horror and dark fantasy, sometimes a bit o romance or comedy for zest. honestly i like to explore a lot of different genres and tones.

the most consistent elements of most of my writing are altered reality/surrealism, nonhuman characters, and lgbt+ content.

i have a masterpost pinned to the top of my blog with all the writing i’ve posted here so far, updated regularly.

im also an illustrator! and i have a patreon! wow! except i cant link those things here because then tumblr will banish me from the tag so ill link my website in the source thatll take you to all my other content. please consider giving it a click.

here are a couple things i’ve written recently that i’m especially proud of. check em out

Beatrice - gothic romance; a modern, queer re-imagining of “Rappaccini’s Daughter”. the steps it takes for a poison girl to take her story back.

intro post | read here

Shortwave Radio - scifi comedy; a dysfunctional family from the stars embarks on a road trip across the american southwest.

read here

anyway this post is long enough. im forever hungry for communication and engagement so if you vibe with anything ive said so far or if you just wanna say hey, consider giving me a follow 👀

[capriciouschocoberry]

I THINK I AM STARTING TO LIKE HIM

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a list of my entirely way too niche headcanons ive actually implemented for everyones imagination:

name options ive used and refuse to retire: david elizabeth strider (sometimes i dont feel like being a douche to others and saying thats not his name), harley davidson strider, and david james strider for the sake of simplicity

im not gonna tell yall the like. oc exes ive given him bc thatll take eighteen years. 

i dont rlly have an explanation on the ghost thing besides the fact he just can? ive occasionally pulled from family ghost stories and experiences bc i somehow got landed with family members who lived in a haunted house for a decade and enjoy scaring me with all the stories (including the time my cousin literally died on the kitchen floor from a bronchial spasm and one of the friends that was over asked my aunt later what was up with the old man she saw in the corner of the room that night - my cousin is fine btw shes just a huge bitch and a third grade teacher and i dont like her)

whether or not hes done drugs is based on absolutely nothing besides how im feeling in that moment. either hes the designated driver and sober friend forever or he got fired from his job after doing a line at work during graveyard with some random customers theres no inbetween (this absolutely happened @ waho. if dave works at waho hes a mess of a person and thats on the diner itself.)

ok look i hc dave w/schizophrenia besides when i was 14 i had a hyperfixation with learning about it and then at 16 was prescribed a medication and had side effects so wack my therapist genuinely thought 14 yr old me was onto something and its a weird way to cope with the idea that lady put in my head that i might “develop it in my twenties” which i turn 20 this year and i havent been able to stop obsessing and panicking over the prospect so PLEASE dont come in my inbox calling me ableist im not out here all harley quinn in suicide squad with the voices ok hes medicated, he goes to therapy, the hard fast delusion that lil cal was nearly sentient and informed bro of every single thing dave did no matter how asinine it was is no longer a debilitatingly affecting him ANYWAYS

i actually use the chicken/egg farming family pretty often just because its hilarious to me to give dave like. an actual mom and dad. hes literally an uncle to like three different kids he just never visits because they make fun of his skinny jeans and he hates one of his (incredibly bare-bones ocs all of them) brothers who threatened to bash his head in with a little league bat after dave broke his star wars lego set apart on accident (but not rlly) so their parents were like “why dont you stay with your brother in the big city for a lil while champ” and then they just never picked him back up? and thats on favoritism 

the other one is that his name is actually david reed and hes the middle child of a family of three who literally live the standard golden retriever white middle class life only they went to disney land or something equally as dumb one year when dave was like 6 and he wandered off so bro literally just went “huh free game” because frankly he was an idiot who thought maybe i should take this kid home because its real dangerous in parking lots and then it was too late to NOT have it seem like a kidnapping and thats why daves never had a summer job, seen his birth certificate, or gone to school. but vaguely remembers what kindergarten was like and having a pet dog and calling someone mom as a kid. 

im not making a bullet point about his sex life headcanons just use your imagination and acknowledge the fact bro essentially worked within the sex industry and i enjoy putting dave through trauma as a catharsis 

i stopped doing this one usually but if he did go to school hes been in percussion since fifth grade and played the drums in his high schools jazz band as well as various edgy teenager garage bands he likes to pretend dont have a youtube presence and that hes absolutely never been shirtless in front of plenty of his classmates because he wore a hoodie to a show like an idiot. idk occasionally ill put him in an actual band he doesnt hate but keeps separate from his lil turntechGodhead internet persona (which i will ALSO touch upon in a sec) until they wind up getting looped into a tour with some bigger named band that has a show in *insert beta kid here*’s city and hes gotta come clean solely so he can visit his online friend. sorry derseasterous thats the one time weve ever run into each other and i made him have a crush on one of his bandmates i was in my anti-daverose phase where i made dave a hoe and also didnt want to admit i still loved the ship all these years later 

i hate it so much but you know the whole vr loli trap voice shit that was popular a while ago? hes fucking baller at it for some reason. he did it as a joke while talking to bro and they both about shat their pants. if im feeling real ambitious, hes got a separate soundcloud solely dedicated to doing dumbass rap covers or making his own but in the voice under the pseudonym elizabeth “beth” davids that he will never admit is his. well, he will, but hes gonna be really fucking embarrassed about it. irony or not.

talking abt seperate soundclouds and stuff ive always had it where turntechGodhead was his like. essentially internet fucking persona facade shit he used because we all had that phase where we wanted memorable urls and stuff but also didnt want to totally ignore the nagging fear of people finding you in real life, until it turned into real life ppl finding you on the internet. so he also has basically an adjacent set of social media under the same name but its just a boring username i havent decided on so everyone he knows irl doesnt mix up with what hes made for himself as TG and the people he knows as TG dont know what highschool he goes to. (this occasionally comes with the territory of ppl on parp being pissed that daves “lying” or “hiding things” from his friends as if he was doing it out of spite instead of just keeping embarrassing tagged photos and videos from football games or when he ate shit at the skatepark from fucking with his “rap career”)

every once in a while i get on a kick where hes just german. like, i just replace houston texas with hamburg germany and have him apply to a university in whatever state is applicable for whoever im chatting with and it goes from there? sometimes he moved when he was little and went through the whole visa thing, sometimes he didnt go through the visa thing, sometimes hes a dual citizen because of family and shit, its all dependent on what suits the situation best. 

one that ive been fucking with for a while but hardly break out (until recently with like 5 roses in the span of one day hell yeah) is that he has a neighbor at the end of the hall who is like a thousand year old witch lady that hes basically adopted as his mother figure in lieu of not having one and shes totally cool with it, especially bc when she kicks the bucket she fully plans on giving dave all her occult stuff so her figure-skating coach and realtor daughter doesnt sell it at a garage sale and lets it all go to waste. she also once brought rose up by name in a conversation without any prompting of her existence which dave didnt realize for days, and then one time cryptically stopped and stared at an empty space in the wall, went “she has potential, you know.” then looked at him sitting on her kitchen counter with a smile “lots of it” and hes thought about that weekly ever since. (it is important to note one of the occult items he leaves her is literally her own personal book of shadows shes been filling out for decades its like a 600 page leatherbound book dave has no idea what its used for but the sheer amount of homemade spells and etc in it is like. gonna murder rose the second this chick gets her hands on it i promise you.)

theres the standard strife shit? im not rlly gonna get into those theyre all basically cookie cutter bullshit. its just standard bro and dave abuse talk. i like to inclulde the whole 24hr live cam up in the apartment that definitely watches dave in every room besides his own and the bathroom, but that quickly delves into the prospect of middle-aged men stalking him online and basically sexually harassing him in his own god damn home by talking about how they can see him just trying to take his shoes off in the living room after getting home and frankly? its not one of my best takes! but once you throw it into the headcanon bin, its there forever. 

he actually really does do something with his photography but not enough to warrant anything exciting, but he has his own branding for it and regularly takes pictures of his friends or anything else he thinks is moderately interesting enough to take pictures of, but those are just thrown into shoeboxes under his bed in favor of posting genuine shots because he wants to keep his image intact and blurry photos of jade smiling in the tree they climbed up together while bec paws at the base of it while whining isnt exactly something he wants the whole world to see.

i also pretty often but him into either paleontology OR i put him down as trying to become a mortician because he thinks handing roadkill once he graduated from museum giftshop specimens to doing his own taxidermy on the side has prepared him enough to perform an occasional autopsy and start embalming real human corpses. (sometimes i put my own desires in and make them his bc i have to project at some point and put him through the same EMT course i dropped out of bc it was one semester and he already has pretty decent first aid skills, but he definitely didnt expect it to be as fucking wild at times as it is, but whats he gonna do? get a job back at waffle house? the company hes working for just offered to pay like half his associates in paramedicine tuition and hes already got all his pre-recs done when he started for paleo. at least its a stable job and hes got the ability to be compassionate in the moment) 

im running out of things that ive done to the poor kid. OH 

hes not a virgin he had a girlfriend all four years of high school (shes also one of his optional and designated exes plz keep up) and their relationship ends in one of two ways: she dies in a car accident a week before their high school graduation, or she stops talking to him entirely a week after their high school graduation until a couple years later she gets into (guess what) a car accident with her current wife/girlfriend and dies which leaves behind their daughter. who just so happens to also be daves daughter. her name is hannah and i love her like my own but no one ever likes her and thats on the conditioning of dirk. does dave end up taking her in? yes. shes awesome and the first time he takes her to the park to like run off some fucking steam she disappears for two minutes and dave is moderately terrified until she comes back holding a dead baby squirrel and thats the moment he realizes huh maybe things really do be genetic.

ok at the bottom of the list im gonna add the couple of times hes been a camboy which usually coincides with the live apartment cam thing and the amount of people in his dms calling him hot or whatever, but typically its more of a started the day he turned 18 and basically dipped around 20 in favor of showing up randomly with no warning to complain about a video game dick in hand because it gives him an outlet that wont annoy his friends bc this is the fifteenth time hes had a lot to say this week about a certain boss battle and also the comments fuel his ego and daddy issues.

the last one wasnt the bottom but literally unless its explicitly proven otherwise every time anyone rps with me there is the underlying fact dave strider was a goalie on his high school lacrosse teams all four years and (shocker another one) definitely had the hots for one of his teammates like major hots like first gay experience hots. like it was painfully obvious that teammate also liked him back hots. like one night at a team sleepover one of the other guys was like can yall just makeout and get it over with were fucking tired and dave really had the balls to be offended and ask what the fuck they were talking about while literally sitting halfway in the mans lap bc for some reason they had to share the same chair. 

he is also guilty until proven innocent of being the worlds biggest loner outside of that sports team and even though hes literally a jock he still opts to eat his lunch alone in the hallway or something like that and has a tendency to leave girls on read, but bc hes got an in with the rest of the jocks hes basically drug around to plenty of parties and since hes conventionally attractive enough and popular in the aloof way that he is, hes got plenty of tagged insta posts and twitter directs and snapchat streaks going. 

THESE WERE ALL NO GAME AND DONT INVOLVE SHIPS BC I LIKE TO KEEP MY OPTIONS OPEN AND THEYRE LITERALLY ALL BASED OFF RPS IVE DONE I HOPE YALL JUDGE ME ACCORDINGLY

[jooheonbot]

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Rules: post your own favorite blogs to spread positivity and get your amazing blogger-friends some new followers!

oof ok,,,, i was tagged like a billion years ago but!!! im using this as an uh,,, excuse to make a thank you post for some of the amazing people that follow this dumb lil blog and that have made this year great!!! thank you!!! since im stoopid and write a lot im putting all this under the cut

but! before that! i still want to wish everyone a happy new year!!! thank you for making this dumb fuckin site more bearable and like,,, fun!! every single one of you is so cute and precious uwuwuwu i wish you the best

ok so im gonna go,,, uh,, in alphabetical order lmao??? i have barely truly talked to a couple of u but kshfkjdsf idk, i just felt,,,, like writing stuff,,,, about u bc i secretly love u sjkdkdf 

@boo-kihyun hannah!!! it’s been great talking to you and freaking out abt joo, that old fool, and mx in general rknjgkjd. it’s great to have someone to just. yell at when you’re dying at 5am or smth dkfjdkjgkjkl. i know you’re not on here that much but i want you to know that i really appreciate you a lot, and our conversations have been rly fun!! i hope youre doing well and i hope the new year treats u damn fuckin well!!! :*

@festiivebebe ahhh nao!!! you’re so nice!! i rly love your blog and your tags!! theyre such A Mood ksdjhfksd. i love how the 🤧 emoji is literally. yours??? whenever i see it on my dash im like,,, that’s nao,, and when it isn’t im liek!!! WHAT. you’re so cute and you seem like a super nice person uwu!!! ((says a fool who should like, talk to u or smth LMAO im sorry im liek this))

@hyungkyun OOF BINCH. the most annoying lil idiot on this site, probably. my obnoxious ass soulmate.  ugh!!!! it’s been a whole fucking year CAN YUO BELIEVE and yet,,, here we are, being annoying as all hell and talking nonstop wow. i love u sm bih ))): you have become such an important person in my life ): i enjoy talking to u even if it’s about,,, fucking clowns or food or literally,,, whatever lmfao. we rly bicker so much why are we like this jdfhsjdk we never shut the fuck up but im!!! so grateful for that!!! you rly mean so much to me :/ . honestly whenever we don’t get to talk it just ??? feels weird??? idk mayhaps,,,, when that happens i miss you,,,,, i miss a furry i cant believe... smh. guess :/// all thats left to say :///// is that ill love u always no matter what ://// u funky lil vampire cowboy ://// gross lol. i rly do love u a whole! fucking! lot!

@joohanis AJ QUEEN OF JOOBEBES. you are rly!! a fucking icon you’re so nice?? and kind??? don’t let me get started on how gorgeous you are every time you post selfies an angel is born (´:. thank you sm for bringing us quality content and the funniest tags ever, and,, overall,,, a rly nice vibe to this hellsite?? you’re so approachable and charismatic you’re really amazing!! thanks queen.

@kihyussy my one and only sun wife!!! miss ria!!! im so happy that we started talking again!!!  we’re both messes answering,, i promise thatll change on 2k19, now youll never get rid of me 😔! djhghj i rly love all ur messages you’re so entertaining and funyn and witty mdfgdhjfg,,, but you’re also the fucking sweetest!!! as a cancer should be ofc, i love ur soft lil heart 💕💕💕. i cant believe you’re really out there saying im gorgeous when no one is as stunning as you, miss ria wtf!!! ugh you’re such a cutie!!!! ily baby!!!

@prinzelee jazz!!! my beautiful coffee goddess gf!! i probably got the order of that wrong oh my god!!! you are SUCH a gorgeous human being, inside and out. i love your cute compliments and nicknames, and i love how much dedication you put to your writing blog. you really have a heart of gold. you are so kind and gentle, you also work so hard... you deserve happiness and everything good in the world!!! i hope 2k19 brings u peace and good vibes!!! 

@wonho-deactivated MDHDFJDH murr. you’re so fucking chaotic and ilysm for that djfhkjsds. ive honestly laughed out loud reading your messages and your tags bc theyre so fuckign funny how do you even think of all that you’re. fucking hilarious. i love your sense of humor and how you rly are out there living your best libra sun sag rising life!!!!! and being a goth!!! you’re truly an icon, even if you deny ur love for mistre fendiman :// i know the truth. smoochies for you and shermy, ily both!!!

[tumorravenus3]

luli @ilulinati tagged me 2 do this!

1.Nicknames:  not gonna say ones thatre related 2 my real name but one of my friends used to call me Lolz and that was truly a #Blessing

2.Gender: Female

3.Star sign: gemini

4.Height: 170somethin cm i think

5.Time: 9:25am when i did this q

6.Birthday: no

7.Favorite band(s): i have a lot of favourites but #1 would have to b Del Amitri

8.Favorite solo artist(s): same abt havin a lotta ones i like but i guess top three is Raleigh Ritchie, Joanna Newsom and Janelle Monáe

9.Song stuck in my head: right this v second its Motions by Raleigh Ritchie but lbr ive had the whole Mind The Gap EP (RR) and the breakdowns in Leaving the City (Joanna Newsom) stuck in my head together for days. Listen To Them

10.Last movie I watched: don’t remember

11.Last show I watched: brooklyn nine nine!! i love

12.When did I make my blog: like the 28th of August or somethin in 2015 i tried to look it up last night when i tried to do this the first run and it rekt my computer so im not gonna again

13.What do I post: uhh danphan b99 and self-loathing i think? n like cool posts

14.last thing i googled: janelle monáe bc i have keyboards installed for 11 different languages and let me tell u i could not figure out on any of them how to get the a w an acute accent instead of grave. i want 2 get her name right gdi

15.Do I have any other blogs: my main, the previous tumorravs and fandom blog thatll be up n running next year i guess? if i can

16. Do I get asks: occasionally

17. Why did I chose this url: pronunciation of tomorrow in varieties of aussie englishes + venus bc i called someone that in an anon message around when i made the account i think? 3 bc tumblr kicked me outta the other ones :/

18.Following: 81

19.Followers: 81 also. tumb says theyre both 81 but im not sure if the latter includes all the pbots i have blocked

21. Average Hours of Sleep: iunno like 7-6 these days. i miss 8

22.Lucky number: i like 3, 5 & 9

23.Instruments: none

24.What am I wearing: me pyjamas

26.Dream job: i dont know i have a lotta stories in my head though

27.Dream trip: hmmm id love 2 go to italy n the uk n japan, even though jpn is my Literal Hell

28.Favorite food: i like a lotta food i cant pick. god i love fruit though. n mochi

29.Nationality: australian and hopefully italian if citizenship goes through?

30.Favourite season: late spring n summer when It’s Not The Hottest . weve been averaging 2 days of 40+℃ a week where i live I’m Dying

People to tag: damn man i dont know who its ok to? ill tag @catsi if its ok but like. do it only if u want nw

if anyone wantsta do this but noones tagged u in one say i did n tag me!

[freckleslester]

ahh @amazingisnotme tagged me omg thanks!! RULES: answer 20 questions then tag 20 of your followers that you would like to know better name? -leonie nickname? -leo or sometimes lelo (but ill kill you if you call me lelo seriously im cringing) zodiac sign? -libra but it doesnt fit my personality like,, at all? height? -ugh fucking 5'2 yeS I KNOW IM SMALL SHUT UP nationality? -german hEiL HiTl- NONONO OK SORRY sexual orientation? -IM BI AND FUCKING PROUD (also i could be ace but i still dont know (ive been wondering for about half a year now oops)) favourite fruit? -uhm idk,, starwberries? raspberries? never thought of it favourite season? -autumn for thE WIN FITE ME BITCHEZ favourite flower? -roses are nice :) (yeah i know its fucking cliché but i dont giva a single fuck) favourite scent? -i haVE NO FUCKING CLUE I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT! definitely something sweet but still fruity? but vanillas nice too lol favourite book? -series? harry potter. single book? denton littles deathdate. GO READ IT ITS AMAZING I READ IT IN A DAY BC IT WAS SO THRILLING. SERIOUSLY THIS BOOK IS FUCKING AMAZING, IT HAS FUNNY JOKES, A GOOD STORY AND LOVELY CHARACTERS AND LITERALLY EVERYTHING favourite animal? -anything thats cute :) (for some reason i just thought of a baby bear? idk) coffee, tea or hot chocolate? -coffee tastES LIKE SHIT SO ILL GO WITH TEA (i mean hot chocolate is cool too but you get even more thirsty from it smh) average hours of sleep? -when school starts again thatll be four :)))) but when i dont have school abt 10? lol cats or dogs? -dogS DONT GET ME STARTED number of blankets you sleep with? -um one? but i sleep with 4 pillows lol dream trip? -god i never thought about that either.. probs doing a world trip with friends? or goinG TO JAPAN LOL blog created? -like 5 months ago? idk and YES ITS NOT LONG IK number of followers? -13 oops I TAG EVERYONE WHO FOLLOWS ME (THATS NOT EVEN 20 PPL IDC), ESPECIALLY @levisduster U LITTLE BISCH have a nice day guys :)

[lesbianakaashi-archived]

a while back i said i was going to write out all the reasons i don't like melanie martinez and her music. well, here it is. everything is under the cut, but beware, this includes ableism along with abuse, suicide, and csa/rape mentions. also, uncensored slurs. be safe!

ill be going by songs, starting w the crybaby album, because i don't have much to say about melly herself. thatll be at the end. this is HEAVILY opinion based, so take it all w a grain of salt. 

- crybaby is ok to me, nothing super terrible. 

- dollhouse is the first song i don't like; it presents nothing new, because the whole "abuse/other bad things wrapped in a cute package" thing isn't a new concept. i also don't like the line "i see things that nobody else sees" because yes, while crybaby is a character, shes not said to be psychotic or have hallucinations, and i feel like that line was just thrown in to make her sound "crazy".

- sippy cup is like dollhouses terrible older sibling tbh. within the first verse, we have an ableist slur and plastic surgery shaming. real nice. also "silly girl, with silly boys" just rubs me The Wrong Way(tm). then theres what sounds like romantiziation of eating disorders, which as far as I know, mel doesnt suffer from (if youve heard otherwise, please send me an ask abt it!) sippy cup is basically saying "bad is still bad even if its presented in a good way!!!!" and its just...not good. 

- i don't have any strong feelings about carousel. tbh, it has a nice tune and its actually one of the few decent songs on crybaby. 

- confession time: i LOVE alphabet boy. if i had to pick a melanie song to listen to, itd be alphabet boy. its really catchy and fun to sing (plus im a slut for alliteration,) and i don't have many personal complaints. though i do detest the whole "baby" theme she has, esp in this song. 

- soap is just...eh to me. i really don't like the causal suicide line as someone whos attempted So Many times, and the whole fake-deep thing just amounts to "i fucked up, i feel terrible". 

- training wheels is a CLUSTERFUCK. as i said, i hate the "baby" theme, when mixed with adult stuff. this song is undoubtably about sex and relationships, but shes using things kids can relate to and its just...feels bad, scoob. "i love everything you do, when you call me fucking dumb for the stupid shit i do" is a one-two punch of emotional abuse implications and a slur. its just...all around bad. 

- pity party is...decent. the "im laughing, im crying, it feels like im dying" lines are suspect to me, because they sound very bpd-ish and idk how i feel abt that. 

- tag youre it is just. BAD. mel herself had the ADACITY to say its supposed to be ~whimiscal~, such with crybaby being kidnapped by the "big bad wolf". that may be the story, but putting a song about your childlike character being kidnapped and implied to be raped? is so fucked up.

- milk and cookies is also fucking terrible. "im fucking crazy, need my perscription filled" nice job implying all csa survivors are crazy, melly babe. gg. 

- i dont have strong feelings abt pacify her. just that its some infantilizing bs as usual.

- mrs potato head is somewhat decent? i dont have strong feelings about it either 

- mad hatter, and i know everyone and their mom have said this, is an ableism filled fucker. from the first lines, when i first heard it, i thought it was a harmless alice in wonderland inspired song. cute! and then the next lines played. im gonna go line by line and say what implications/statements bother me. "now i'm peeling the skin off my face" as someone who has pretty severe skin picking issues, this rubs me the wrong way. its basically just there to make crybaby ~weird~ "'cause i really hate being safe" oh, bc safe is SUCH a bad thing to be? this is just a bad line. "the normal, they make me afraid, the crazies, they make me feel sane" holy ableism batman! the normal? like psychotic people arent ~normal~? also, i love (sarcasm) how she says "the crazies". mel, honey, you have no grounds to say that. "i'm nuts, baby, i'm mad / craziest friend that you've ever had / you think i'm psycho, you think i'm gone / tell the psychiatrist something is wrong" do you think mel even thought about how fucking assholeish and downright insensitive she sounds abt mental illness right here? because she sounds like she did one (1) google search about psychosis and wrote down everything she could. "oh, off the bend, entirely bonkers / you like me best when i'm off my rocker / tell you a secret, i'm not alarmed / do what if i'm crazy? the best people are" okay, so, im 99% sure mel is NOT psychotic in the fucking slightest. hey babe, youre not ~crazy~ and you dont get to appropriate our oft reclaimed slurs. this is just. so insensitive and fucked up. 

- cake isn't that bad. i find myself humming it a lot. 

- teddy bear is decent as well, kinda edgy tho. 

- now for the only one of her unreleased songs that bothers me: a million men. (major csa tw for that song) she wrote it after watching a documentuary about sex trafficking and csa, and while its not bad lyrically and a few lines are relatable to my csa survivor ass, but shes not a csa survivor, and i don't feel like she should have written and sang it. 

- my personal problem with melanie is that she has her "crybaby" image all the time. shes tweeted saying she broke her nail trying to open her sippy cup, she poses half naked in bibs with a pacifier, etc. it just feels wrong to me, as i had my childhood and innocence and childhood things torn from me and sexualized very early on in life. 

- so thats all! i may or may not update this if anything else comes up. thank you for reading this far. 

(please be aware that i do not hate melanie as a person, and that i don't wish her any ill will. i just have problems with things shes done. and i am not saying you need to drop her music completely; just be critical and use your brains. and be respectful if someone says it bothers them!)