#ok report over

[oh-gh0st]

finally i can prime his stupid body with paint

[chickenoptyrx]

....I just wanted to draw gators :T at this point these 2 are more 'a representation of my last 2 brain cells' then they are actual characters 😅

[hawkeyeslaughter]

hawktrap // “ hands on the wheel “ , willie nelson

[goingferalapparently]

おやすみ、おやすみ Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream

(context: a month ago, this reblog from an earlier post)

[lovesodeepandwideandwell]

Actually it's fine that my academic conference outfits are incredibly shambly (baggy linen overalls and birkenstocks today) because that's the only thing standing between me becoming the besuited asshole guy who bludgeons you into oblivion with the force of his confidence

[real-raincode-takes]

i feel like most of the hate karen gets is solely because of her name like yeah she killed aiko but you'd be hard pressed to find a fan of a kodaka IP that hates a murderer for just murdering. it was obviously a crime of passion that she regrets. it clearly haunts her, from the way yuma describes her. but what can she do at that point? confess? would you do that?

i don't even like her. i'm a hard neutral on her. i just think it's funny how i've seen people actively hate her when the girl didn't do anything especially cruel

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[thecatspasta]

They should invent a kind of paranoia that doesnt sound fucking insane when you tell someone else abt it

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Also i knew Charlotte rang familiar to me for one reason or another

[bumblingbabooshka]

[TUVOKTOBER: Day 9] Ballet with the Captain.

[melrosing]

anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

[punkstylerecovery]

Sometimes I think if I were a better person I wouldn't be suicidal. I feel like it must be a character flaw, like my suicidal urges are only proof that I’m an irredeemable human being, that I’m broken, that I don’t belong here. 

It’s strange because I don’t believe that about other people. I know it’s hypocritical on so many different levels, especially since I know most of the time that my suicidal urges have distinct and obvious causes but even when they don’t, it’s still such bullshit. “You wanna die? It must be because you’re not supposed to exist!” Who gives a fuck if I’m supposed to exist or not? I’m here, it’s my life, that’s all that should matter. 

But funnier still is the fact I’m not sure if I think I’m a worse person because I’m suicidal or just because I exist in general. I know that’s how being suicidal works a lot of the time but it’s actually really hard to talk about. I feel like my existence is a negative addition to the universe, like me shoving my way into a space I shouldn’t be in is disrupting others, like others would be better off if I just...wasn’t. 

But we’re (suicidal ppl) not supposed to talk about that! It makes other people uncomfortable, or panicked, or they feel guilty and that’s not even taking into account it’s really intimate and fucking HARD to put into words. 

To be honest though? I have the words. I just don’t really have the guts to share them. But here I am, sharing. Because what’s more punk than a bit of a fuck you to yourself and societal ideals? 

[catilinas]

gaius matius voice hey marce tulli do you feel like you’re in some sort of narrative rn i am detecting the presence of a narrative and i would like to get out of it please

[peapod20001]

Everytime I see one of those people that keeps remaking / deleting their accounts all I can do is wonder wtf is going on to make them do that over and over

[twpsyn-who]

Excuse you, where is my "Stiles and Isaac has been secretly dating for a year before Scott got bitten" fanfiction? You know, the one were their relationship got challenged when Stiles began lying to Isaac and finding excused to not meet up, all to help his best friend and co. with everything going on? In which Isaac gets into a big fight with Stiles before he gets turned, which makes things ten times worse when Isaac finds out his boyfriend knew about the supernatural and have been lying all this time? You know what I'm talking about.

[crtter]

I think the problem re: Tumblr Blaze is that people VASTLY underestimate how big this website is and how many different people with different interests are here. They think the little communities they’re a part of are much larger and more encompassing than they really are and their posts are going to mostly reach people who share the same interests than they’re going to reach people who don’t care about the subject in the slightest and WILL tell them to jump off a bridge and die as soon as it crosses their dashboards.

[laugtherhyena]

Hmmm Mao story idea,,