#ohhh with aelwyn

[lemon-bomb]

They should not have released this while I’m on my period. I genuinely want a teen pregnancy plot line right now.

[smolandweirdwriter]

Ohhh in addition to the "Adaines eyesight going from bad to worse from being the oracle", I always enjoyed the idea that the more she sees into the future the less she can actually see, ergo gradually going blind and the 'future sight' being the only way for her to see

I don't know, it's just macabre and ironic that the one who sees more than everyone else (-> the future) loses the ability to see the present

adaine blinking as she wakes up but she can't see her bedroom, instead she sees the future, death, sacrifice, destruction, triumph, joy, and rather than fading she after a few moments, it is all she can see. the futures fade into different visions, like constantly-shifting images. when people speak, she sees their futures.

aelwyn greets her in the morning and adaine only sees her sister when leviathan is raided, when aelwyn and ayda uncover locked rooms in the back of the library installed by one of ayda's past selves, when she and aelwyn hunt their mother down in sylvaire, when they watch their friends die and cry together, a thousand ways aelwyn might die--

adaine cries out in horror and covers her eyes as though she is seeing anything at all, but the visions sprawl out in her head, endless and horrible.

eventually, she begins to parse through them, begins to figure out how to control them. she can see what people might do seconds before they do it, can see all the different paths the world might take under her feet. but she will never see it in the present again

[sunblazes]

Its getting BAD! (i can recite perfectly scenes of my favourite media)

[jrwiyuri]

ITS IVER ALREADY.. FUCK!!

[grasslandgirl]

kristen being intentionally rude to aelwyn after she moves back in so aelwyn won't be as uncomfortable w everyone being nice and sweet and accommodating with her.... aaugghhhhh..... "nice outfit... clown!" (looking back, is she smiling?) OHHH KRISTEN <333 BIG SISTERS <333

[halevren]

FHJY Spoilers || my live thoughts as I watch episode 10

Happy mid season episode! I am saddened by the fact that I work on Wednesdays because I will be late to watch fhjy until the forseeable future. If anyone cares though I plan on buying the adya statuette next week if my finances allow for it :3 also I am so tired rn but I NEED to watch fhjy

Do you guys think ayda will appear in this episode after her statuette was released last week? (Praying)

tttaking over teenage rebellion!

Lucy Frostblade... You were just a girl. You didn't deserve everything that happened to you

"We're feeling bad. But we're feeling... Hopefully positive."

stress isn't always the bed guy

Aelwyn!

big old burned down house

Cottoncandy Bitchfuck

"I'm.... Bored. That's not true. I'm not bored at all. I'm just tired."

Hindesight is 50/50

"Oh I love this. Tell me all about it."

Siobhan is loving Aelwyn rn

"I do sometimes believe in you"

"So Sentimental"

Aelwyn and Adaine are so important to me their sibling relationship is everything

AELWYN AND ADAINE NOT BEING USED TO NICENESS

"Oh, my sweet little boy is sick!"

"just don't tell fab— don't tell anyone my apartment looks like this"

The Gukgak

I'm the Gukgak guy!

"Oh, Riz, you have to sleep, Kiddo." "I can't, mom, I don't have time." Oh Riz....

Framed?

Riz is so exhausted

It's been an hour and a half and his mom has chips and a drink 😭😭

"Mom, you have to be so careful."

"Keep my name out of your mouth." FIG 😭😭

"it's all good, mom"

yulenear

"Fig has like 3 majors now" "maybe 4, i might take a level of wizard."

"Kristen Applebees, believe it or not." "... huh." HWHHWKWNEB

"You both keep my name out of your mouth."

"It's been our month!"

Lola Embers recommended Gorgug's place??

"Mom I'm going to go to Loam farm."

*shrug* "mom." *shrug*

"We're having a rough one." "GOT 'EM."

"I'll do it." Fig cleric teacher?!?!

TAMAGOTCHI. MaryAnn my beloves

The puppet master!

"Ha Ha! Darling Girl!"

Gilear is king for the day

"My mom called you?"

"I don't need a ride to school anymore"

"I believe she's wanted here."

BUSINESS CLASS FOR CLOACA

"Can I say hi??"

NOOOOOOO NOOO SHE HUNG UP BEFORE FABIAN COULD ANSWER

That's so devastating

Coffee all over the DM screen

Yeah they haven't addressed the fact that fig is cursed

Pussy out, tits away

Theres so much going on

ohhh they might be sacrificing the rats

"I'm wearing a sports bra and a G-string, and I want to be closer with all of you."

Fabian with Mazey is so painful. He's so flustered and awkward I love him

MAZEY TRUSTS FABIAN

"I'm here, for you."

"Kristen was in a mood."

NOO DON'T KILL MAZEY SAVE HER FABIAN

Fried rice

SHE LEANS IN TO MAKE OUT

THIS IS SO EMBARRASSIJG

"Wait, they don't like us??"

"When you think about me, why do you always bring up the ball?"

SHE WANTS TO MAKE SURE HE'S OKAY BECAUSE HE'S ALOne

oh Fabian...,...........

"The legend continues."

"I was going to get a tattoo, actually."

"Even if you weren't maximum legend, I would still wanna hang out with you." MAZEEYYYYY 😭😭😭😭

BOGGY

Absence of divinity???

THE GOD'S DOMAIN CHANGED OVER TIME????

RUVINA'S SIBLING??

The gift is only mentioned in old texts??

"Well I guess I'll go to work."

Basrar is dead

"Literally your circus, literally your monkeys."

Tips are bad

RODEO MODE

THE MIDDLE SCHOOL FOR A SPEECH???

NOOO NAT ONE

Check the soil kids

Lydia mention 🔥🔥🔥

Kristen holds so much hostility for Kalina 😭😭

Oh Lydia...

AV club mention

THIRTY ROLL 🔥🔥🔥🔥

The powerhouse of the cell

Aggression and protectiveness

7 becomes a 21?!?!!

?!?!?!?!?! SOMETHING COMING OUT OF HER CHEST???

22 Arcana, 25 religion

Elemental alignment???

Fiendish things going on

Yellow gold

Kinda like the pride of armor and lemon yogurt

PISS CURSE????

Ratgrinders sticker

"I don't get angry, I think I get sad sometimes" me too buddy, me too

Sometimes a spell comes out and obliterates people

Comedy of errors

Autopilot

Bobby Dawn and Pam Dawn

Bobby Dawn coming to Aguefort sounds like a bad thing

"I'll never let you do that."

"Yours only came back once." *middle finger* Kristen Applebees you will always be famous

A+ in paladin classes!

"Sorry! Get away from me"

Reasons he won't divulge???

A+ in all classes!!!

THREE PARAGRAPH ESSAY? NOOO ABOUT SADNESS AND DISAPPOINTMENT NOOOOO

FIG NAT 20 FOR THE INSIGHT 😭

Zara is gorgeous

The days of Goldenhoard is over 😭😭

"MY GOD IS KRISTEN????"

Oh my god I almost prophesied this when I said Kristen would become a cleric/warlock of Fig.... instead Fig is the warlock/paladin of Kristen 😭😭😭

I'm the closest thing to a prophet holy shit

New god, agreement, todo list

Complicated Women: Lucy Frostblade 😭😭

NAT 20 DECEPTION FOR WANDA CHILDA

Oh my god

"Frick. I'm so sorry." "I'm not." Wanda Childa

GET MY ROCKS OFF TO 😭😭

"I'm off the grid that's why I only have an iPod"

God... Wanda Childa

rubby46@sol.com

"Do you want me to get you a phone?"

"I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE"

"I want to do relationships with Riz."

Medal of Wit

LITTLE METAL BRIEFCASE

You absolutely sweetie

29 performance 🔥🔥

GARTY O'BRIEN MENTION 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Naked Kristen. Again.

Oh god Fabian is at 4 at his second roll

"Breaker Breaker, this is Fabian Seacaster, looking for his papa, Bill Seacaster, somewhere out there in the nine hells............"

This is so heartbreaking... Fabian...

Oh Fabian...

His papa.....

He probably feels so lonely

Rage token.....

This rage token is making me take a stress token

Everyone single one has been bad

FABIAN TAKING THE BARDIC FROM FIG

Constitution saving throw???

oh no

oh no

oh no

"I shit myself"

I CAN'T BRWATHE

"I've only been eating leftovers"

UNNAMED BARD STUDENT NO

QUINCY NO

DID QUINCY TAKE A RAGE TOKEN?

THAT'S IT????

oh my god

[punkbarbarian]

aelwyn visiting penelope's grave..... saying she missed her.... ohhh babygirl

[renegadeontherunn]

ohhh okay the dusk moss is probably how aelwyn and arianwen are talking to/in communication w kalina

[fandom-panda]

Liveblog-ish Dimension 20 Fantasy High S1 Ep12 & 13

(time stamp of slightly after what im talking about) my thoughts/questions/reactions. just so its easier for you to read/know what im talking about

ep 12(10:30) i can’t believe that grogug thought he was his own dad. that really do be a nat 1 result lol

(15:30) idk the names of half of the players are but i love how riz’s player is helping ally with how to play

(22:20) akshdjsh “we think therefore you die”

(1:31:00) omg fabian on his motorcycle gOING UP THE STAIRS

(1:45:30) YES!!! ADAINE PUNCHED AELWIN IN THE FACE!!

(1:57:00) im so proud of adaine 🥰

ep 13 (12:10) ok acab and all that but i love how fast adaine responds with “i feel unsafe”

(27:45) istg that banker guy is a part of the fuckin cult front bank isnt he

(28:30) AKSHDJSJ BILL SEACASTER CALLED THE BANKER DUDE A THIEF. ALARM BELLS ARE GOING OFF IN MY HEAD

(38:20) andbdjdn “fantasy google”

(42:10) OMG SIOBHAN YOURE SO SMART. THE KVX IS KALVAXIS THE GUY WHO DID THE BAD. also omg brennan’s little smile. 😊

(42:30) WTF DOES RIZ’S DAD WORK FOR KVX?!?!? WHY DOES ADAINE KNOW ABOUT RIZ’S DAD?!?!?!?

(52:38) omg i love zelda sm

(56:40) ohhh my god im getting sm second hand embarrassment oh god. its kinda cute but like ack

(58:00) the poor ice elemental always sounds so distraught whenever they ask for something other than ice cream 😭 i wanna give him a hug

(59:10) omg zelda’s ancestors were mainads

(1:08:45) HOLY SHIT THE HARPY WAS THE SHIP OF KALVAXIS?!?!?!?

(1:11:42) omg this is breaking my heart. 🥺 poor fabian

(1:29:30) holy shit. the harpy and the cerulean are the same ship

(1:41:00) omg zelda didnt lie about her family being like mainads

(1:44:45) ohhhhhh shit aelwyn got broken out. jfc

(1:53:28) ohhhhhhh shit biz is a bad guy noooooo

[spindash]

aelwyn trying to protect her baby sister from her parents her whole life even if adaine didnt know and didnt understand like ohhh my god Im going to fucking kill meinself. they are everything to me my poor little terrible teenagers

[cactusnymph]

Prompt fill #1 for @dimension20alphabet:

Alone

Riz knows that he’s a good detective. He has solved many mysteries, big mysteries even. He solved the case of his missing friend Penny, he solved the case of his dad, he solved—or well, helped solve—the puzzle of The Nightmare King. He’s good at his job.

 But there is one mystery Riz has trouble solving, and that is the mystery of himself.

 He’s not good at asking for help even though he’s sure he could need some. Maybe he could talk about this with his mom. The thought of that alone makes him break out in a nervous sweat. It was already kind of the worst to talk to his dad about it. Jawbone is probably good at this, but Jawbone is poly and had sex with many people just like everyone else he knows.

 Everyone else he knows is just so goddamn horny. All the damn time.

 Riz stops pacing in front of his desk and stares out of the window for what feels like two minutes straight but is probably only a millisecond.

 Finally he decides to be brave. He managed to walk through the forest of the nightmare king, this is going to be a piece of cake. No big deal. As easy as stabbing a huge dragon, probably.

 His mom is sitting at the kitchen table buried in a bunch of papers and thick textbooks.

“Hey mom. Can I—uh. Can I ask you something?”

His mom looks up from her work and she seems a little disoriented for a split second until her eyes focus on him and she nods.

 “Sure, sweetie. What’s up?”

 She pushes away a stack of papers from the second chair at the table so he can sit down. Riz feels the need to start biting his nails, so he stuffs his hands into his pockets and sits down on the chair, his leg bouncing and his throat dry.

 “So. Uh—“

 He searches for the right words. Words are hard and he’s never been very good at them. He knows clues. Feelings are just weird.

 “Have you ever—uh. Did you ever, like—um. Feel. Totally alone about something? Like, something that makes you you?”

 Sklonda blinks for a second and then her gaze softens as she stretches out her hand to reach for his. Riz hopes that she can’t feel how sweaty his palms are as she squeezes his fingers.

 “Honestly? I think that is a very integral part of being a teenager. You think you’re really weird and no one would ever feel the same way and then somewhere along the way you find out that there are actually tons of people who are going through the exact same thing”, she says.

 Riz stares at the only spot on the table that hasn’t been covered with papers or books.

 “So, what you’re saying is... I have to look at the clues again and—and find out who else fits the profile?”

 His mom ruffles his hair and Riz can see her shake her head fondly.

 “I wouldn’t have put it like that, sweetie. But. Sure, yeah. Find another suspect and interrogate them until you find the truth.”

 Riz can work with that.

 “Thanks, mom”, he says and flees from the kitchen to leave Sklonda to her studies. Back in his room he looks at his pin board that, during the last two weeks, has been carefully prepped with Riz’ most difficult case yet—the case of Riz.

 His eyes follow the differently colored threads across pictures of his friends and notes that he took.

 All his friends are on the board and Riz looks at all their picture, one after the other.

 Everyone is horny. Everyone.

 Everyone except—

 Riz grabs his crystal. He knows that, if he thinks about it too much and starts making plans, he is not going to do it because this is scary. And if he learned one thing on their quest for the Nightmare King’s crown, it’s that sometimes scary things are easier if you just rush ahead without a plan.

 “Do you have time to talk?”, he texts.

 Riz chews on his bottom lip without realizing that it started bleeding because his teeth are too sharp. He looks at his crystal and tries to will his beating heart to go slower but he fails miserably and as soon as he sees the three small dots that indicate typing on the other end of the line, he sucks in a breath and stares at the display as if he might will the answer to appear faster.

 “I have free time. Do you want to come over? Is everything alright?”

 Riz sucks the blood off his bottom lip and weighs the options. He loves the manor, but it’s loud and noisy. Noisy in a way that sometimes makes his skin crawl. He swallows, lets his fingers hover over the keyboard for a second.

 If everything goes to shit he can always leave the manor, but it would be awkward to throw a friend out of his office.

 “I’ll come over. Be right there.”

 Riz stuffs his phone into his pocket and rushes out of his room with adrenaline pumping through his veins. Maybe he isn’t such a great detective after all if he never really connected the dots about one of his closest friends.

 He remembers a conversation about “please don’t have sex in our tent when we’re also in there” and “this is too much information and I’m very uncomfortable right now” now that he really thinks about it.

 Adaine isn’t interested in dating anyone. Just like him. Well. No, that’s not correct, Riz thinks, as he rushes down the street to catch the bus. Maybe he would consider dating someone. But sex. Sex seems. Well.

 Maybe Adaine doesn’t want to talk about sex. Maybe she will look at him the same way Aelwyn looks at people sometimes. Riz really doesn’t want to think about Aelwyn, because that makes him think about Fabian and that on the other hand makes him think of them together and how much Riz wishes they weren’t a thing.

 If Riz cannot solve the mystery of Riz, maybe Adaine can help him like when they were investigating her mom’s room back on spring break. He goes through his pinboard in his mind and comes to the conclusion that Adaine is on there, but she has only been connected to Biz by a green threat, meaning one-sided sexual interest.

 He is so occupied by his own oversight that he barely registers getting to the manor. The thought of going through the whole house and potentially risking questions about why he’s visiting makes his skin crawl uncomfortably, so he uses his sword and teleports directly into Adaine’s bedroom. A loud shriek accompanied by the sound of a heavy book dropping to the floor makes him turn his head.

 “Was it really necessary to do this? We have doors”, Adaine says and Riz looks around to find her sitting on the bunkbed she shares with Aelwyn. Thankfully Aelwyn is nowhere to be seen so Riz can freak out in peace about what he’s supposed to talk about.

 “Yes. Sorry, uh—I thought maybe I might meet Kristen or—or Jawbone or. Someone else. And then they might look at me and ask questions or maybe Kristen would joke about something sex related and then I might have to vomit all over the stairs and—“

 “Riz, slow down. Do you want to hold Boggy?”, Adaine asks and scoots over on her bed to make space for him. Riz doesn’t really feel like sitting down so he starts pacing instead but he does take Boggy into his hands. His brain has gone into overdrive, he knows it as soon as it supplies him with the question of whether or not frogs feel conflicted about sex.

 “What’s wrong?”, Adaine asks, her pale blue eyes following him as he walks through the room as if the movement could calm his nerves.

 “So—uh. You know. I was wondering if maybe... I could talk to you about. You know. Sexandstuff.”

 “Sorry, about what?”

 “Sex. And... stuff”, Riz repeats and he can feel his face burning as he stares down at Boggy so he doesn’t have to look at Adaine’s face.

 “Oh, um. Well, I’m not sure if I’m the best person for that—“

 “I know! That’s why—that’s why I wanted to talk to you. Because. Like. You know. You think it’s icky when Kristen talks about sixtynine and stuff.”

 Riz takes a quick glance at Adaine and is relieved to find that she doesn’t look at him the same way that Ragh looked at him the first time they met each other. That is certainly encouraging. She actually looks a little thoughtful. Maybe even understanding. Maybe he’s reading her all wrong. Maybe she’s about to punch him out of the window because he mentioned Kristen and sixtynine and—

 “You mean because I’m probably asexual.”

 “Yeah, you’re—what?”

 “Asexual. And aromantic, but I suppose this is about the sex part, not the romance part.”

 “You’re. Wait. Ohhh—“

 Adaine pulls up her shoulders and gestures to the free space on the bed beside her. Riz’ brain has frozen over because he’s heard a term he hasn’t heard before and now he wants to find out what it means.

 The truth is that he considered searching for stuff like this on the crystalweb, but the thought of typing anything sex related into a search engine had him almost vomiting all over his office floor because it made him feel so terribly embarrassed and nervous that he quickly put the thought aside.

 “So—uh. What’s... that?”

 “Well, I talked about it to Jawbone and he gave me some things to read and I’ve been doing some research, because... you know, everyone is going on dates and talks about kisses or masturbation and all that and—um. Well. This stuff mostly just always makes me uncomfortable. And I thought, you know. It’s maybe because elves are a bit prudish, but Aelwyn is certainly not like that and she talks about sex like it’s no big deal, so I... I wanted to figure out what it means.”

 Boggy makes a sound like a squeaky toy as Riz accidentally squishes him a little too hard in his sudden excitement in the face of new clues and he quickly hands him back to Adaine.

 “So. You’re saying that—that it’s like... normal?”

 Adaine shrugs.

 “Probably not normal, if you’re going by the textbook definition of normal. But not normal doesn’t equal bad, you know. Just how being poly isn’t necessarily normal but that doesn’t mean it’s inferior to monogamy. It’s just a thing that some people are.”

 “So. So, uh—can I read that stuff? That you read?”, he asks, trying very hard not to keep chewing on his bottom lip again.

 Adaine gives him a smile that makes warmth spread all through his body.

 “Sure. I can lend you the book”, Adaine says and gets up from the bed, hands Boggy back to Riz and goes over to one of her numerous bookshelves to pull a small, purple book out from the top row.

 “It’s really interesting, from a strictly scientific standpoint, you know”, she says as she hands it to him. Riz looks down at the book. A whole book. Just about feeling weird about dating and sex. His mom was right after all.

 “Thanks”, he croaks and blinks rapidly.

 “I’m really glad there’s at least one other person who isn’t so terribly horny all the time”, Adaine says and Riz looks up at her, his heart twice its normal size.

 “Yeah. Me too.”

[dykerory]

fantasy high or ds9 for the ask meme!

Thanks so much!!! I’ll do fantasy high

Favorite character: oh that’s do tough since all the kids are SO good but I think I have to choose gorgug. He is SUCH a baby boy <3

Least Favorite character: I’ll say that there’s not a character I’m supposed to like that I don’t. A villain that I will personally skewer is captain James. Fuck that guy.

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): fabriz, gorgug x ragh, Kristen x tracker, ayda x fig, and then I’ll say jawbone x Sandra Lynn

Character I find most attractive: preface that I’m not attracted to any of the characters but ayda looks cool as HELL and I’m obsessed with her. Ohhh maybe shadowcat too.

Character I would marry: sklonda, in a heartbeat

Character I would be best friends with: I want to say Fig but in my heart I know it would be Riz

a random thought: riz absolutely has ongoing files on all his friends

An unpopular opinion: I’m not plugged in enough to the fandom to know or care what are unpopular opinions. Fig is trans. Idk.

my canon OTP: probably Kristen and Tracker

Non-canon OTP: fabrizzz baby

most badass character: ayda

pairing I am not a fan of: Fabian and aelwyn probably

character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): it’s kind of hard to critique that when the only “writer” is Brennan and everyone else is just doing improv. I’m sure there is valid critique to be made but in terms of character development I’m drawing a blank

favourite friendship: after I watched pirate brawl I’m obsessed with the chaos that is Kristen and riz.

character I want to adopt or be adopted by: if adaine didn’t already have very many adopted parents I would adopt her myself because she is so good and sweet

Fandom Ask Game

[killerboyratzmp3]

that last post reminds me of when aelwyn was explaining how she knew that adaine was the most prodigious divination wizard of the elves and she responded "i love you too"...... ohhh it makes me weepy

[grasslandgirl]

hi sav!!! congrats on the np editing!!! any fun things that leapt out to you or surprised you during the editing that you can non-spoilery tell us about? any things that were challenges you overcame and wanna chat about? and, vital question: any fun architectural or setting details you can spill? (for me, lover of mapping out things and doing Fun Architectural Mind Maps)

AHHH THANK UU JADE <3333 ohhh I love u sm for this I'm holding your hand so tight rn <33

np editing has been going well !! I'm currently working through chapter eleven (out of 25 lmao) and I read through and worked on an aelwyn pov chap the other day and was reminded of just how much I enjoy that chapter- its one of my favorites I've written and I really enjoyed writing aelwyn's perspective in this fic !!! I think I found a fun balance between her canon dynamic with adaine and the circumstances/context of this au specifically!!! it's also been fun to read through and find a handful of standout lines/metaphors that I don't remember writing but hit really effectively!! like. damn bravo past sav<3 you did a good job<3 and it's always fun to find bc they're like little treats for me to enjoy hidden amongst the editing work lmao

as for challenges, this fic is huge and I'm consistently finding the scope of it really daunting; before np the longest fic i'd written and finished was like somewhere in the 20-30k words iirc?? and by comparison the first draft of np clocked in at around 150k and as i'm editing, the chapters are all growing by a couple hundred to a thousand words each lmao, so i'm sure the final draft is going to be a lot longer- and editing a fic so long and so complicated with so many details and character arcs and world developments and etc has been really complicated and unfamiliar for me, i've got like three or four different documents with things I need to solve or consolidate or mention or elaborate or make consistent- it took me a little less than four years to finish the first draft of np, with long hiatuses of not working on it at all during that time, so there are details that contradict each other between different chapters, and it's a little daunting to try and find and correct and maintain a sense of consistency across the whole fic lmao

as for architectural and setting details, not much comes to mind? I don't have a lot of knowledge about architecture myself, and while i've got a loose mental vision for a handful of really vital room/house/setting layouts, not a lot of details come to mind? I (infamously) drew a map of the np kingdoms/continent a few years back that I've been using to track travel routes and towns and borders and etc, but if you're interested in setting and world building and architecture, I'd love to dm and pick your brain about noble pining if you'd be interested !!!!

xoxoxoxoxo thank u again forever one million for this ask, I love getting asks about and talking about noble pining SO MUCH and things like this mean the world to me!!! xooxoxo

[grasslandgirl]

which character was/is your favorite to write in noble pining?

OHHH BEV THIS IS SO HARD. there are only two aelwyn chaps in the fic but. ohhhgg my God they were some of my favorite to write out of the whole thing. and I also think they were some of the strongest chapters on their own out of the whole fic. aaaaa

i also love love loved writing fig and ayda scenes from either povs !!! my darlings <33

[you didn't ask this also but riz was and is the hardest for me to write, closely followed by kristen pov. I think its cause I don't really write their perspectives in my other fics but it was really hard to feel like I got their voices and perspectives right in np so. fingers crossed I did them justice <3]