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mylittleredgirl · 5 months ago

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well the t key on my ancient macbook has called in dead so place your bets now on whether i will do something about it before i become so fully naturalized to copy-pasting t into words as i type that i go “it’s fine actually i like living this way”

#my oven has been broken for A While #and i included that on a list of non urgent things and someone was like uhhhh some people would consider that urgent? not having an oven?#like is it PREFERRED to have an oven? yes #but like how long did we go in this house when i was young with one stove burner left that you had to turn off and on again every 5 minutes #to keep it going????#i thought we were like really poor but actually just cheap #some combination of depression-descendant ‘we can work with that’ and whatever is wrong with us…#oh shit i guess i get this from my dad #i gotta get the oven fixed #AND MY LAPTOP I GUESS

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art-from-the-juice-box · 6 months ago

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gen loss dump part 2 :]

i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.

#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao #but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify #also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster #but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing #like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get #fucked up besides just his arms #but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didn’t immediately go at ranboo next then maybe that’s still #reasonable idk #generation loss #generation loss fanart #ranboo fanart #continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna #still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second #OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS #I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN #LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE #ITS BAD #and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao #i found mouse trap game board earrings #i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit #the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs #and that shit lasted one (1) episode #also the full color drawing i’m so >:| about it #i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it #i need to slow tf down idk #but thats also from nearly a year ago so

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natjennie · 9 months ago

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anyone else out here a middle child saddled with eldest daughter responsibilities?

#a bumper sticker that says 'middle-child neglect and eldest-child duties'#i want to believe it started when my older sister moved out but. lets be real. it's always been me.#i am genuinely acting care-giver to my chronically ill younger sister while my dad watches basketball on the couch #and my mom doesnt get out of bed.#like. my mom is pretty sick too and works all day and does most of the housekeeping too #so i dont blame her at all.#i mean i guess my dad works all day but. for real king you can't get up off the couch to support your daughter crying and heaving #no that falls to me. yeah yeah I'll get her a drink and make sure she takes her meds.#what's that? yeah I'll rub her back and run a cloth under the sink and bring her something to eat too.#oh? yes fine I wont take a gummy so i wont sleep because she's in a flare up and needs them more than me #to be clear!! I'm not blaming her either like clearly she feels like shit and she feels guilty all the time #i just. some amount of help from anyone else. or at least maybe. idk A DAY I can rest when i feel like shit #but oh- no- she's coughing up bile again. yep I'll come bring a bucket.

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fruitless-vain · 6 months ago

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Can’t be paranoid if you’re too sleep deprived to even hold one coherent thought 🤷‍♀️

#a car rolled by at midnight #slowed right down in front of the house #still moving but hyper slow #then drove on #second night this week that’s happened #nothing sketchy on the walk today though #oh and guess who is still messaging Jack #who refuses to delete and block his number #asking to just know when his mail gets here so he can grab it #she just ignored it #what part of stay 100 miles away from my house don’t you understand #you know what the easier solution to harassing us would have been?#calling the company and asking them to resend to a new address #he’s apparently living in his car now his dad booted him out #trying to get more sympathy and shit #sir my life it at risk right now you think I have any sympathy for you?#hilarious.#how could someone be SO ignorant

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catastrxblues · 1 year ago

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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage #because oh my god??????? weird #(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it)#basically i was coming home from this chem thing right #i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the #new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭#i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of #the station entrance right.#and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭#the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭#and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m #pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did??#i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato #leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop #oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help #except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅#actually had one proper conversation with him ❌#i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me #but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me #she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it #and i just keep thinking about that #funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal #oh you would’ve laugheddd #like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭#i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to #write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO #FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW #i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me #and then i whisked off as if to find that someone #i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons

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ashersbraincell · 13 days ago

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Mann….out of all the things my brain could of brought up to wallow in RIGHT before going to sleep did it really have to be the realisation that I’m like. Completely alone in the world. I genuinely have no stable, healthy relationship like at all. Not even with myself. I know I don’t deserve nor am capable of forming and maintaining a relationship of any sort but like GOD DAMNNNN

#maybe not totally alone in the world #got my mom and dad but #lets the brutally real for a second #that shit is the most fragile on and off atomic bomb codependency with a side of walking on eggshells and caretaker burnout #i guess i just mean that i dont have any healthy relationship in my life atm #fun.#also getting that middle of the night urge to text my old bsf who basically ghosted me #rationally its not a good idea #which is whats keeping me from doing it #but man do i want to be passive agressive #bitter #fond #well wishing #wanting to start over when we’re older #a mess of all of the above #oh btw moots #im sorry but #as much as I appreciate the lil interactions we have #its hardly comparable to a relationship #perhaps some of us could become friends if it wasnt for the fact that i know full well im not #im not a good person to be friends with trust #especially right now #all you’d be getting would be a clingy mess who cares little about you actually because im selfish lile that #literally all I want to do is play the games i like together and seldom try yours #i think i make for a fun conversation partner but thats about it #and even then i interrupt and butt in all the time #also dealing with my indirect venting through my posts and therefore worryng about me ending my life would also be unhealthy asf #trust me i know i have many times gone through being friends/generally caring and worrying about someone who self harms/wants to die #it is a nightmare to deal with when you genuinely care for them #so please dont get attached like that to me

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ragnars-tooth · 2 months ago

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One of my big compulsions is taking a fuck ton of screenshots Just In Case a piece of information is important in like 4 years and I can't remember it (sometimes the information is an instagram post that I might not remember later and of course needs to be recorded everywhere (I will Not be looking at that again)) so today is my transfer 16000 images off my phone admin day (woo)

Like yeah I never looked at any of them and they were completely irrelevant to my daily life, But what if I need them ✨️ later ✨️ (you'll see that the idea of Later is doing a lot of heavy lifting here) OR what if there's a vital piece of information in the mix somewhere that I'll lose forever if I delete them? So: onto the external hard drive they go

This is one of those cases where. Yeah. Ideally I wouldn't take 16000 screenshots in half a year. And YEAH ideally I'd just delete them and not transfer them somewhere else to never look at again. BUT at least I get a clean slate and I can maybe not mindlessly save everything for 2 seconds. It's like. Small wins? Progress. Yknow.

#rangnar rambles #i also use my tumblr drafts this way which is how i have probably 2000 drafts for this blog that are just? like me saving a post for 'later #and then theres too many in my drafts for me to even find *MY* drafts #i need to just hard reset the draft function bc its literally unusable for me #'matt this is all irrational and weird' by god. my irrational thoughts disorder makes me do weird shit? are you fr rn??? 😨😨#i get so stupidly in my own head and then i dont make progress towards Anything #even like a fun sideblog where i can actually yknow. post that 2k nightmare? i just cringe myself out like a dumbass 😔#i feel like ocd thoughts always sound lame out loud (and in my head to myself too)#like the Urgency doesnt come across #like in the moment i am Completely convinced that my national insurance number and bank deets are in there somewhere #and theres suddenly no way on earth i could ever find them again if i delete the picture. so to the hard drive they go #i Would go through that whole thing if i suddenly needed a screenshot from 2019 btw. like the crazy isnt theoretical #ive hallucinated gas leak smells before and woken up my flatmates bc i couldnt convince myself i was over reacting #its just cus the seasons have changed that everythings ramping up but omg its hard to do anything but spiral nowadays #thats a little dramatic but i am losing like. a quarter of the day to my ocd #its like. not great 😬#im not back to convincing myself i gave my dad cancer but i am not letting myself use half the kitchen again #but eh soo la voo we ball #HAH i checked my drafts after this and i was lowballing so hard #5.7k on this blog. 12k on my main 💀. its not funny but it kind of is #this is why youll never catch me running a queue #this is such a miserable post but i do feel the need to not let it sit in the drafts pile. to prove the point i guess 💀💀💀#'no one gives a shit this is your blog' 'oh my GOD WHAT IF PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT' <- omg shut upppp youre so embarassing 🙄#one more time for the gallery: i am like. aware that these feelings are irrational. like i am fine it just takes time for reality to kick in #ANYWAYS what was that who said that that was so weird im gonna go look at old romantic era paintings now #if tam is a screenshot fiend in the next fic u know what happened

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villalunae · 2 months ago

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crazy that some people can not tell when you are being doing a bad faith argument just for the fuck of it

#personal #its just really funny to me i was talking to my mom earlier #and she was chattin abt facebook and all the halloween parents who were like mad it rained last night lmao and asking if ppl #would do halloween again tonight (LMAO. ROFL EVEN)#which is like whatever lmao like its just rain. get an umbrella. it wasnt a thunderstorm chill omg its okay #but then she was talkin abt some ppl who had bowls out on the porch who had the bowls get stolen and i was like obviously. ofc #100% bad faith like who cares its a bowl! oh no my two dollar halloween candy bowl from target! whatever will i do without it!#some drunk kid took it! some parent took it! oh my god the humanity! lol who cares. its a bowl. get over it. whatever #partly cuz i didnt care for this conversation and partly cuz its kinda funny and i just cant imagine caring about an empty bowl #getting nicked by some 40 yr old in a bee costume with their toddler #but she was so appalled she was like but thats not right! its your property! what if someone took my lawn decorations!#like mom for the record someone DID try to take your flamingo lawn decorations once and dad nearly shot them over it so like. that #clearly this is a sensitive topic for you. but like OBVIOUSLY THATS NOT RIGHT. OBVIOUSLY. WE ALL KNOW THAT #taking a candy bowl is unjust and cruel behavior we can all agree. how is it that you can not read the animated expressions and tone #of your daughter arguing in clearly bad faith she even threw in the ''thats the difference btwn generations i guess ...'' like MOM. OMG #it was so funny im still chuckling over it like mom whats happening to the reading comprehension you used to do this #with me ALL THE TIME and still do and yet you cant TELL !!!!!!! when i do bc when i do it its a stupid argument #and when YOU do it its some racist sexist shit or smth lmao #anyway the jooooooooys of conservaaaaaativeeeeee paaaaaaaarentsssssssss #theyre VERY intelligent :) <3

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toytulini · 7 months ago

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wheres that post about how its hard to have like a fucking depression spiral or whatever while knitting bc lemme tell u im sitting here fighting back tears while actively crocheting and its not fucking working

#toy txt post #depression spiral self worth spiral the world sucks and everything is bad and stupid spiral #whatever you want to call it. im fucking miserable and my eyes keep watering and making it kinda hard to see the fucking stitches #guess thatd be less of an issue if i was doing a standard moss stitch instead if a modified variant w half doubles and working into the #stitch under the space instead of in the chain space which is a little more annoying and fiddly to find than the chain space #whatever. its all the same stupid fucking shit anyway. whatever whatever whatever whatever #nothing matters everything is stupid and sucks and whats the fucking point! god #and then dad will just get home and sternly scold me for not looking for a job anyway #as if i could currently fucking handle being asked what my fucking strengths are or whatever #and i bet fucking period is not fucking helping cos hormone fluctuations do weird shit to emotions i fucking guess. whatever #i feel like my head is going to explode #'just let yourself cry let it out!' no. its fucking inconvenient and doesnt even release all the stupid fucking feelings it just leaves me #exhausted and wasting a bunch of fucking tissues. whatever #im a stupid lazy bitch whatever and im Not. but i am #what does it matter #i cant even deal with the fucking ants in my bedroom im just hiding from them in my brothers empty room #i washed all my bedding but havent remade the bed bc im like oh i should wait for the ants to be gone #cant do anything. cant do fucking anything at all ever #i should get out of the house and touch grass and that would be good for me but like. where #i shouldnt even leave the house bc im not insured and what if i get into a car crash? i hate everything #negative #whining

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theblankest123 · 3 months ago

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Quick quastion:

#trans #nonbinary #haircut #whatever #transgender #weh #take a guess what im scared of. that good ol ~social judgement~#which im realising is more and more and more just.......stupid. i dont wanna be shackled by that...#im just.... scared of everyones reacrion and everyone judging me #but they most likely are not like. gonna do shit to me #oh no they are going to be weirded out? uncomfortable? make mean comments? snide remarks?#cool. they are most likely not gonna like. hurt me phisically. im not gonna get disowned my parents would not do that.#they might be shocked or dissapointed or whatever. upset maybe. angry maybe. but they are not going to disown me for something like this.#dad might take it worse but. i really dont want to sacrifice myself completely just to keep him happy.#it can be a take it or leave it kind of situation for others #im not gonna get fucking murdered for having a fucking haircut.#maybe i might become more likely to be a target of aggression but as long as im careful its. hopefully unlikely as hell to happen #i might get some snide remarks from old fucks but like. im progressively just in general giving a bit less and less of a shit about that #aaaaaaaaand im rabling here #well whatever. take it or leave it i guess heh #*rambling #well thats a ton of typos. neat #im a damn adult i need to learn how to break out and be me and make my own choices and all that. even if it is scary as hell. to me.

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born-to-lose · 5 months ago

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After the two concerts in September I'll decide if this is my villain era, my nun era or my groupie era

#why can i never even hook up with musicians 🙄 why does it always stop at flirting and why did i only get to kiss one so far #why was the only one who wanted something from me for real older than my dad 💀#oh well. there's hope i guess #let's be real i'll still consider it my groupie era like i'm still young what am i worrying about #if i'm gonna get treated like shit at least let it be a long haired musician #mel talks

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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is there anyone you ship ichi with? 👀

dragon quest collection for the nintendo switch 🥰🥰

#snap chats #its so he can play dq on the go !!!!!!! switch runs like piss but its ok the latest console in the 2000s was the ps2 #plus it just the first three games ported he'll love it #OH BUT REAL TALK ?? yeah no one i guess #idk i just cant see ichi with anyone #Believe It Or Not i really dont ship characters on that note #'snap youre the biggest goddamn fucking liar' OK LET ME ELABORATE #I Really Dont Ship Characters BUT when i do I Fucking Do And I'm Incredibly Annoying About It #i cant tell you what'll get me to ship something it'll just happen. like i can list every ship i like on my fingers from every franchise #maybe on one hand even #like there's shit i'll go 'oh thats cute' to but very rarely something i'll have a rubix cube in my dome about #it's like me getting a favorite character i dont expect it to happen but next thing i know im rotating them in my brain like an SSBB trophy #sorry i suck #speaking of tho i gotta be annoying bout my fave dads BYE

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p2iimon · 8 months ago

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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me

#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy #then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so #its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black #already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu #shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason #everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at #withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind #like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not #here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking #no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i #he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t #him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself #ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so #like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is #nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too #anyway.....#simons spouting #simons fnaf au #OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial #relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess #michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being #annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective #if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a #a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.

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orcelito · 6 months ago

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Gonna also get my license soon. This time for real.

Need to find that sheet of the driving times... hmmm

#speculation nation #gonna get some more practice to increase my comfort but im generally a good driver already regardless #i just need to have the damn driving log sheet #which ive never actually filled out but certainly i have enough experience #(never recorded anything bc my dad told me from the start aka fresh 16 year old that he cared more about ability than experience #so even if i didnt log as many hours as required if he felt like i was ready then he'd have me take the test.#this makes more sense when U know he was a UPS driver so he was all about driving safety above all else.)#so. im just gonna make some shit up. but i need the sheet to do so lol.#if i cant find it maybe i'll go on campus and print one out. i think i can still do that even tho im in an online class rn #worth a try at least. if not then Uhhhh i guess i could try to buy a printer lol. probably would be good for me to have one #and they cant be That expensive can they...??#oh well i'll try the school first. if i cant locate it in my apartment that is. idk i'll just have to see.#either way im gonna get my license soon bc i dont wanna be stuck without easy transportation again #now that i no longer have a girlfriend to drive me places :p ya kno #i want the freedom. and this time for sure im gonna actually do it.

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heartshattering · 8 months ago

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Feeling like I want to give up again...

#now it's my dad who's deciding to be a jerk towards me because he's mad at my mom #okay that's cool I guess #I haven't been feeling well at all today #I can't even distract myself #my dad's being so dramatic too like it's not my fault he's on a break from work but still doing stuff he could probably get out of doing #but he wants to be away from me and my mom so. I get it #he's never at home even when he's supposedly on a break from his job lol #this is how my mom and I know he's lying about retiring #because he's always putting it off #he was supposed to retire this year but nope #if he doesn't have his job he has no excuse to get out of the house and he hates being around us #Goddddd #he is such a fucking hypocrite #getting mad at me over something he has also done before and then saying it was fine when HE did it because it was 'months ago already'#(dropping something except in his case he actually SHATTERED it lmao)#but yeah... me dropping something without breaking it is WORSE than him dropping and actually breaking it...#wow #amazing logic #then my dad keeps complaining about how we don't care. when he's the one who proves over and over again that he's the one who doesn't care #I forget what they're called but he's the parent type who doesn't get involved in anything #he's never stood up for me and he's watching me rot and hurt myself and he's just like 'oh okay as long as it doesn't involve me idc'#he's not fucking stupid like he can tell there's shit clinically wrong with me but not once has he acted like an actual parent towards me #and yeah I'm an adult now but it's still fucked me up so badly #he is such a fucking coward #and selfish #if he could drop me and my mom somehow I know he would at the drop of the hat #but remember he's a coward so. I know he fucking won't #God this is making my urges get bad again #I'm crying 'cause I'm just so fucking pathetic :')

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melissa-titanium · 1 year ago

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GOD therseomuch shit to do i thought id have time today to DO stuff. its the fucking weekend why do ihave to do 2 classes and go outside and literally do something for school . the weekDAYS are always busy i havent had a free moment since i fucking joined

#mel roars #and i forgot to clean cicis fucking litter #like forgot as in for nearly a week #everyone always asks why im never getting another fucking pet THAT is why #because if i cant take care of it then all thats gonna happen is its going to suffer under my care #i have so much fucking due art SO many people messaging me i was LITERALLY going to delete my toyhouse account 2 days ago just to fucking #have a moment of relief #ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD ACTUALLY. this ius normal for so many people to balance their social lives and school and work and shit but i CANT #i cant adhere to a schedule ill lose my fucking mind #i was miserable at my dads but god if it wasnt awesome to Have Free Time #i guess not talking to human beings or going outside for 2 straight years had its Perks #im so fucking sorry to everyone who has to deal with me i am SINCERELY so fucking sorry #i want to do so much stuff with so many people but its always Oh sorry i had to do something :( Sorry i cant do it today Sorry im not free #Sorry sorry sorry SORRY FUCKKKKKKK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WHY CANT I ACTUALLY JUST DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE #ITS ALWAYS APOLOGIES AND YET??? NOTHING EVER CHANGES???????#and everyone knows this. every single person i have ever spoken to knos im a fucking shit at keeping promises or apologies and it SUCKS it #fucking sucks. can some one take me into their garage and put me down Please #pleas eplease pleasePLEAePLEASAE PLEASE i cant take it anymore fucking help me #i just need SOME one to tell me Directly that i am doing things wrong that im UPSETTING them because i KNOW I AM but i also DONT #unless i recieve it directly from them. god . pleasae. can someone just tell me to shut the fuck up alreasdy

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