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#i........... i really should start this show YES. You should 1000% watch Succession. So much television nowadays looks gorgeous and well polished, but it covers (increasingly poorly) for bad writing, and even the best actors can only do so much to sell it. I've become really tired of this. The last tv show that met this bar for me was The Terror, and that was only 1 season, so it didn't require the heavy lifting of a multi-season show.
Succession is, in my opinion, one of the best written shows in the modern television era. It's truly a masterclass on how to craft an intertwined ensemble piece, each with their own show-don't-tell backstory, and deliver on subtle yet powerful story arcs every single season, each one building on the previous.
Also ... I will be obsessively watching the fourth (and last) season when it comes out, so you might want to mute my posts starting March 26th ^_^
Adfkjhkfjd! So nice of you to take the time to send an ask!
Okay, so to confess the truth, I did start Succession once, but like the first 8 minutes (there was some team meeting and both Ken and Roman were bringing their A-game) were soooo second-embarrassment heavy for me at that moment that I couldn't go on. (I know some stuff thanks to Tumblr osmosis, and I think I would like it - I do really wanna see Gerri in action, for a silly example.)
(I also wanted to start The Terror, but I'm very-very afraid of that, to tell the truth! I tried to Google it without spoiling everything, but even like that, I'm terrified that Terror'll fuck me up in bad way. đ)
You present a very convincing argument, for real, I also thirst for layered and smart shows, with complex characters. SoâŠ. March 26th, the new season starts⊠So⊠Potentially, if I, say, binged all the three seasons - which I totally have the time for - I could get in on the new action đ? Interesting.
#thank for asking! đ„°#fuck you might just convinced me#we have national holiday tomorrow#i could - potentially - start it#oh no....#im gonna start it aint i?#oh maybe it was more than 8 minutes#i remember logan wandering around#and greg in the costume#point still stands#the meeting was hard to watch#im not god's strongest soldier đ#ask
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Sometimes I forget that not everyone has the same love for music as I do. And man! It pisses me off sometimes.
#okay man fuck you i hope ur night gets worse like actually - me a minute ago#like........... can u admit that they incorporated that song REALLY FUCKING WELL into the show-#(and having varied enough versions of it too so it didnt get TOO stale)#or were u not paying attention. think abt it on more than a surface level for like 10 secs im begging!!#(although i do agree that the ending. couldve been better. their fear of KILLING killing one of main characters def hindered both#the themes of the show and and character. fuck whats the word .. development? like. it just didn't make sense that the other main character#didnt want her Dead dead after all that. he shoudlve killed her like goddamn!! if they had one more episode maybe..? đ€)#(oh and also i dont like how they completely brushed off the comedy relief character's death. like man. she deserved better than that.#u couldve used it to set the tone at least!!!! but noooooooooo we cant do that these days can we)#anyways yeah overall it was really good. WAY better than i was expecting tbh. teared up several times#solid 8/10 methinks .
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ââ desperation. ( psh ) đ
pair: boss!sunghoon ă
employee!f!reader | warnings: smut, secret relationship, age gap (sunghoon is 10 years older), semi-public s.x (?), hoon is a needy boi, coercion, quickies, dirty talk, piv, no lube, no protection (donât be like them!) | words: 1.4k
imagine boss!sunghoon being so needy n desperate for you at all times, he just canât seem to keep his hands off you.. just needs to cop a feel whenever he can bc heâs that obsessed w you ;( heâs also willing to skip important business meetings just so he can bring you into his office when no oneâs around and have you bent over his deskâ loving the way your curves hug the work uniform in all the right places..
this is my very first ever post on enhablr !
⊠. ăâș ă . ⊠. ăâș ă . âŠ
âplease?â sunghoonâs desperation grew as time went on, nothing but lust clouding his judgement. he had you pushed up against his desk, caging his arms around the slope of your waist, hindering you from any retaliation, utterly defenseless in his hold.
âi promise iâll be super quick..!â he pleads even more, pressing wet kisses all over your face, his pouty lips still lingering along the rim of your jaw afterwards. âjust need you, so so sooo bad.â
sunghoon has been ânegotiatingâ with you for the past ten-ish or so minutes, playing every trick in the book he possibly can in getting you to fold like a sunday lawn chair for him. what may have prompted all this you wonder ? well, he simply got hard at the sight of you and now youâre the one in âtroubleâ because he canât function while being bricked up at work. you two had an odd relationship to say the least⊠he was your boss, the man you reported to every day and pick up his morning coffee before he arrives at 8 AM sharp, but you also sleep with him sometimes?? (you thought it would be just a one off occurrence but sunghoon wanted it to be a more frequent, fwb type of deal..)
you were seriously hoping that heâd leave you alone today, you had a lot of work that needed to get done within a short timeframe and distractions werenât going to do you any good, however, you couldnât just say no to park sunghoon. there were dozens of other women whoâd kill to be in your position, they already tried to seduce him one, two many times beforeâ except you of course. you were like the golden employee who always followed orders, listened to directions the first time, and did everything the right way, heâs never really had to reprimand you and even on the rare chances you do mess up, heâd handle it with you in private; just like how heâs doing now.
hell, sunghoon makes it excruciatingly hard to resist him. especially when his breath inched beneath your ear, silky strands of jet black hair tickling your chin as he begs for your touch.
âi told you i was busyâ hoon, s-stopp !â you helplessly whine, your mind kept telling you to refuse but your body was saying a completely different story. he knew exactly where to pull the pin, knew just how to make you give in to his not-so-safe-for-work desires.
âoh are we now ?, too busy for me ? what happened to wanting to get that new promotion, huh ?â he cocks his head to the side, turning arrogant all of a sudden now that he can use something as leverage over you. itâs a shame that he has to stoop to such low levels but heâs willing to try whatever method thatâll get him exactly what he wants.
as he whispers in further detail all the naughty things he wants to do to you, your legs were brought to a tight close, wanting nothing more than to relieve the ache you felt between your plush thighs; you feel dirty, disgusting for wanting your boss to fuck your brains out, itâs unprofessional, you shouldnât be doing thisâ letting him have access to you whenever he wants almost felt dehumanizing.
though, you be lying if you said he didn't strike a bone in your body, maybe 3, or 4.. 10 at most. hell, maybe even all of them. some days you were able to keep your cool and act as though he had zero effect on youâ however, he was just so unable to resist at times. you couldnât help but be attracted to him; even if he was an asshole sometimes, you secretly liked it in a sick, twisted kind of way. if he was going to play this little game then you may as well play right along, plus you weren't gonna just walk around with soggy panties without getting something in return, right ? right.
âoh ? giving in already, guess you really do want it that bad, huh ?â he smirked childishly as you finally cave in, rubbing up against him, spreading and burying his knee between your thighs.
âshut up, do you wanna? or not ?â so over his annoying little antics, you gradually wiggled your hips against his toned, muscular thighs.
âitâs cute when you act all needy for me.â his hands caressed your waist, taking your leg to his hip, in effect your pencil skirt riding up your thigh.
you felt his clothed dick against your core as he pressed his body against you. sloppily taking your tongue against his.
you've always wondered how this man could get you so hot and sweaty all over a few words. then again, as long as youâre pleased; does it really matter ?
âfuck..â you spoke, hand grabbing at his tie, the melody of his luxury belt being unwrathed gave you a tsunami of chills. âquickly, i have a meeting in..â you checked you wrist, reading the analog watch that sat delicately along your veins. â15.â you heaved heavily, he tugged down your tights physically prepping himself with his hand.
âthats enough time to make me bust twice.â he chuckled. his length entered your puffy, dewy pussy.
âquick busser !â you laughed, knowing it'd strike a chord within whenever you tease him.
taking your ass in his hands before he paces himself. âyou love when my dick coats your pussy in a thick coat. so, suck it.â he groaned, kissing onto your collarbone to keep himself quiet.
his office wasn't what people would call sound proof, but at a good distance from the door, nobody could be able to hear you. but keeping you quiet would deem to be the most difficult part.
sunghoon bear hugged you keeping you tight against him, he thought fucking you in your work attire, especially your tights, had to be the sexiest shit to dance on this earth. it's honestly why he's here. the way the thin black fabric wrapped around your thighs, he could just picture your sloppy pussy, wrapping around him. balls deep. and you took him so. so. so. well.
âugh, yesyesyes..â your ragged breathing swam through his ears, giving him an ounce more of stamina. âshit !â your clit throbbed at his lower abdomens slight back to back friction, you grind up onto him, to feel more of that reminiscing release edging you.
he nibbled at your lips before taking them against his. âshut the fuck up. you dontâ hell..wanna get caught do you ?â he swatted your thigh, thrusting himself at a slower, but rougher notion.
âfeâfeel so good, nggh.. hoon..â you whispered, biting at his ear.
your forehead glistened with sweat, the buttons of your shirt leaving your perky breasts opposed and exposed. you threw your head back at the pulsating between the two of you, you could feel him. throbbing, and hardening inside of you, and it turned you way the fuck on. just as your pussy throbbed against his hard.
âc'mon mama.. you wanna drench your bossâs cock? huh ?.. wanna make it all gooey with your cum ?â he pushed you closer and closer with his words, as if him ramming into you wasn't enough.
âyes.. wan' make it gooey, baby !â you whispered under your breath. throwing your head back, leaving your boobs to bounce under the escaping light of his blinds.
âthen cum, be a good girl..â sunghoonâs breath quickened, he was near the edge himself, if not on it.
the two of you, moaning into each other's lusty mouths, aching for more. your groans becoming quickened and hoarse as the burning knot in your stomach leaves you in discomfort. until a strong stroke came to pop that growing bubble inside you, releasing you of all your numbness. you came onto his thickness.
sunghoon, lost it at the feel of you tightening around him, lays you down onto the desk, pushing down on your stomach. he could feel himself through passing through your entrance. just thinking about it, left him blissful.
âfuck, fuck ! 's fuckin' right, squeeze me baby..â he finally broke, leaving all his pellent inside of you, slowly pumping himself a few more times before sliding out. his figure, breathing heavily, leaning onto your heaving chest.
you could hear him chuckling after awhile of comfortable silence. âlooks like you're gonna be late for your meeting miss. y/n.â
âyou so owe me.â you glare up at him as if this was all his fault.
âi do ?â he kissed your tummy.
âyeah, you do actually.â
âand what may that be?â he raises his brow, pushing up his thin framed glasses.
âa real date.â
âcan i take you back to my place after ?â he kissed your tummy through your shirt once more.
âdeal.â you grinned, catching your breath.
you were a dirty mess. a mess that sunghoon, had absolutely no problem with cleaning up.
#enhypen smut#sunghoon smut#sunghoon scenarios#enhypen scenarios#enhypen drabbles#sunghoon drabbles#sunghoon x reader#enhypen x reader
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Platonic ask for gravity falls đ©·
The twins with a mother figure? Those kids are all around saving the world, someone needs to seriously worry about them and make a little fuss lol maybe the mother figure is Stanley or Stanford new wife? I just imagine the twins coming back next summer and boom new mother/aunt
Heartbreak, Heartbreak
Stanford x Reader / Dipper & Mable x Mother!Reader
⊠your stanfords wife whaatt?!
⊠i feel like this is one of my weaker works, i apologize
⊠2,5k words
⊠fem reader
⊠gulp i hope i did ur request justice đ
⊠mable goes "stop fighting!!" at some point
⊠requests r still deliciously open
êŁà§ Coming back to Gravity Falls was a dream come true for the twins. What they werenât expecting was to see their Great Uncle Ford walk in the Mystery Shack hand in hand with you. Mable was the first to bombard you Grunkle with questions; which stemmed from âOh my god, when did you guys meet?â to âOh my god, oh my god, am I going to have Great Cousins? That sounds weird, doesnât it?â Ford had to calm her down before she got too rowdy with their questions and overwhelm you.Â
êŁà§ Once Mable was calm enough to sit down in the same room with you, without bursting in her seat with excitement, was when Ford broke the news. âMable, Dipper. This is my wife,â He said, wrapping his arms around you, his hand moving up and down your arm in a soothing manner. You introduced yourself to the twins who were more than happy to meet you.Â
êŁà§ âDid our Grunkle by some chance, manage to hypnotize you into dating him with a book?â Dipper asked with an analyzing stare. His lips were puckered, pointer finger and thumb on his chin, tapping it curiously. Not expecting a question as absurd as that, you let out a laugh. Shaking your head, you smiled at Dipper. âNot at all,â You respond, taking Fordâs hand with yours, intertwining your fingers together. âHe just won me over with his nerdy charm.â You say, your eyes locked on Ford. A rush of blood swarmed Fordâs cheeks. A chorus of groans echoed in the shack. Stan appears behind the kids, resting his arms on the top of their chairs. âSee, kids,â He motions over to you and Ford with a swipe of his hand. âThis is what I had to deal with while you guys were gone.â With a sympathetic look, Mable rested her hand on his arm, shaking her head sorrowfully. âIâm so sorry, Grunkle Stan.âÂ
êŁà§ After the initial shock wore off, Dipper and Mable began to grew skeptical of you. What if you were one of Billâs goons disguising yourself as a human? And your goal was to take down their Grunkles and start Weirdmageddon 2?! Rushing up to their room in the attic, they pulled out their trusty 8-ball, the one they used the first day they arrived at Gravity Falls and when they were unsure if they were safe to stay with Grunkle Stan. They both sat down on the floor, 8-ball in Dipperâs hand. âOkay, magic 8-ball!â Mable boomed loudly with a weird amalgamation of a British and French accent. âMable, keep it down.â Dipper shushed. âOops,â Mable giggled. âOkay, magic 8-ball,â She whispered, her head uncomfortably close to the 8-ball. âIs Grunkle Fordâs wife evil?â With a rapid shake, Dipper and Mable peered into the ball. A pyramid accompanied with words appeared. âDonât count on it.â The twins read out loud. âHuhâŠâ Mable slowly nodded her head, eyes squinted in thought. âWell,â Dipper tossed the 8-ball behind him. âThe magic 8-ball never lies.âÂ
êŁà§Â Getting along with the twins wasnât hard. All you had to do was grab your car keys from your purse, jingle them as if they were a bell and wait. Few minutes later, youâd hear their feet stomping down the stairs and a flash of colors swarming the living room. âI heard keys jingle, I heard keys jingle!!â Mableâs eyes darted around the room in search of the keys and when her eyes landed on you, her eyes sparkled with joy and anticipation. âAre you taking us somewhere, Great Aunt [Name]?â You smiled, spinning the keys around your finger. âDepends,â You pretended to think for a moment, just to keep them on their toes. âWhere would you guys like to go?â A laugh escapes you as Dipper and Mable attack you with where they want to go. âAlright, let me tell your Grunkle that Iâm taking you guys out.â Digging through your purse, you fish out your phone. You turned it on and went to your contacts. With a tap, you dialed his number. He picked up almost immediately. âYes, dear?â You could hear his pencil scribbling on a piece of paper. âIâm taking Dipper and Mable out for the day.â You tell him, mouthing to the kids to get in the car. They scampered out of the living room and to the hallway. You could hear the door open and their hushed voices as they made a beeline to your car. âOkay, be safe when youâre driving and call me whenever you can, okay?â You hummed in response. âOf course, Iâll keep you updated on the kids.â You say, walking out of the shack and to your car. âI want updates on how you feel too,â You could feel the love dripping from his tone. âI will, my love.â You blow a kiss into the phone, wishing Ford goodbye. He blows one back and the call ends. Entering the car, you look behind you to see the twins all buckled up and ready for their adventure. âYou guys ready?â âYeah!âÂ
êŁà§ âSo, Dipper, whatâs with those dots on your arm?â You point at the four dots on his arm with a fry. Dipper looked down to his arm. His eyebrows rise in shock. âI-I completely forgot I had these,â Dipperâs thumbs the scars, an uneasy look on his face. Your heart stops in your chest. âIâm so sorry, Dipper. I didnât mean to makeââ Dipperâs hands raise up to his chest, waving them side to side, dismissing your concerns. He assured you that your question didnât make him uncomfortable. âNo, no! Itâs justâŠâ He rubs the back of his neck anxiously. âHe got possessed by a demon!â Mable blurts out, stuffing her face with a greasy burger. âMable!â Dipper whines. âIâm sorry! I couldnât handle you beating around the bush any longer.â She says with a mouthful of chewed up food. You leaned yourself back in the booth, trying to assess what Mable just said. âDipper got possessed?â You repeated in a question. âYeah, I kinda did.â Dipper said with a slight voice crack. âCan I know how?â Disbelief was thick in your tone. You didnât know whether to laugh or walk away in shock. They donât look like theyâre telling a joke? The way Dipper has his head slightly hung low and a tiny frown on his face proved that. But Mable seems as jolly as ever. You fight with yourself, trying to make sense of what happened when Dipper spoke up. âHave you heard of the name Bill Cipher?â Shaking your head no, the twins dove straight into a very long story pertaining to Bill Cipher and how he tormented them throughout summer last year and ultimately led to the world almost ending. âWow,â Was all that you could mutter. You never got your question about Dipperâs scar answered that day.Â
êŁà§ Laying in bed, you eyes drifted over to Ford who was brushing his teeth in the bathroom. âYou wanna know something crazy the twins told me earlier today?â Ford spat out the toothpaste into the sink. âWhat did those knuckleheads tell you?â He said, cupping his hand under the running faucet and filling his hand up with water. âIt was this really crazy story,â You started. Ford nodded, dunking the water in his mouth and sloshing it around. âThey told me about this interdimensional demon named Bill Cipher?--â Ford spit out the water in shock, spraying it everywhere on the mirror. You sat up in surprise. âFord?â You pushed the blankets off of you and walked over to Ford, your hand on his shoulder. âYou okay?â With a forced, âmhm,â he wiped the dripping water from his lips with his forearm. âY-yeah, no. Iâm fine.â He waved you off, nodding his head vigorously, almost as if he was convincing himself that everything was fine. âAre you sure?â Concern laced your voice. Someone whoâs fine wouldnât spit out their water like that at the mention ofâŠBill Cipher? Thatâs when it clicked for you. âYou have history with this demon as well, donât you?â Ford groaned, running his hands down his face. âThose kids canât keep their mouths shut, can they?â He mumbled to himself, his head turning to face you. âWhat else did they tell you?â That night, you spent it horrified with the tales he told you regarding the past summer and his time with Bill. âAnd you never told me this, why?â Ford nervously pushed his glasses up, his eyes looking everywhere but you. âBecause IâŠâ He trailed off. âI donât know,â He stops for a moment, inhaling deeply before continuing. âI didnât want to scare you off. My past...isnât something I could easily tell you without having a second thought.â A frown pulls to your lips. âWere you ever going to tell me?â You ask, your voice frail and quiet. âYes?â His tone was full of uncertainty. You didnât know what to think. One side of you wanted to be mad at him for keeping all of this from you, but on the other hand you felt sympathetic. You knew this wasnât an easy topic to discuss normally. And you could tell it took him a lot of courage to admit a side of him that he wasnât fully ready to reveal. But you were deeply hurt that he kept such secrets from you for a long time. And considering how he responded to your question, you werenât even sure he was going to tell you any time soon. âWhat are you thinking about?â Fordâs voice ripped you out from your thoughts, grounding you back to reality. âIâm thinking about how crazy all of this is. I didnât know. The kids went through so much at a young age. A-and you act like it was nothing, they couldâve died Ford.â Your hand rested on the side of your forehead. âYou also made a deal with a demon? IâŠâ You let out a sigh. âI donât know, Stanford.â Ford cringed at the use of his full name. âI can go, if youâd like me to.â You raised your hand up to stop him. âNo, I donât want you to go. I just need time to process this,â You offer him a weak smile. âThatâs all I need right now my love, just time.âÂ
êŁà§ âYou what?!â Mable and Dipper both screech at the same time. âYeesh, Ford. And I thought I was a screw-up.â Stan chuckled, elbowing Mable to see if that got a rise from her. It did not. âI thought I was protecting her from all of this madness!â Fordâs elbow rested on the dining room table, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose. âGrunkle Stan tried doing the same thing, did you see how that almost ended for us?â Dipper said. âI know, I know.â Ford weakly muttered out. âThen, why did you keep such important details away from her?â Stan argued. âBecause I was trying to protect her!â Ford yelled, slamming his hands on the table. That seemed to get a rise from Stan. âWell, maybe you werenât trying hard enough! Now, look at what you did. You fucked everything up.â He shouted. âOh!â Ford stood up from his chair. âThatâs hilarious coming from you!â Scrambling up the table, Mable slammed her foot down, gaining the attention from Ford and Stan. âFighting isnât going to fix things, guys.â She said, âFord had his reasons, like how you had your reasons for hiding Grunkle Ford from us, Grunkle Stan.â Ford adjusted his sweater, sitting back down on his chair. âNow, Grunkle Ford. What did she tell you?â She asked, turning over to Ford. âShe told me that she needed time.â Sitting crossed-crossed, she nodded her head intently. âThatâs good, right?â In return was silence. âRight, guys?â Both Dipper and Stan agreed. âGreat! Now while we wait, can we apologize to each other for acting so mean and for swearing.â She directed a look to Stan who scoffed.Â
êŁà§Â And wait they did. After a couple of days, Fordâs phone randomly started ringing. Rushing to pick it up, he lifted his phone to see you calling him. He gulped nervously, suddenly second guessing himself. Should he pick up the phone? If he does, what if itâs you telling him that you want a divorce? Or that you need a break, or thatâ âGrunkle Ford!â Dipper snapped his fingers in front of his face. âAnswer!â He pointed to the phone. âI got it!â Mable sang out, swiping her finger to the right. There was a beat of silence. Mable and Dipper anxiously waited for at least you or him to speak. One of them was about to intrude, no longer able to withstand such silence when you spoke up. âMy love?â Your voice was timid. Fordâs heart lunged to his throat. How he missed your voice. âY-Yes?â He mentally punched himself for stuttering like a complete fool in front of you. âCan you open the door for me? Itâs locked.â Without a second thought, Ford practically ran over to the door and whipped it open for you. The twins watched you and him silently talk to each other from a distance. After a few tearful words and hugs, they recoil in disgust when they see Ford swoop you in for a kiss. âOh my eyes!â Mable dramatically exclaimed. âGross.â Dipper made a face in disgust.Â
êŁà§ âIâm still mad at Ford for roping you kids into all that madness.â You tell the kids, mindlessly scrolling on your phone. âDawww, donât you worry about us.â Mable put a hand to her cheek bashfully. âWe can handle it.â You found that hard to believe. âIs Gravity Falls stillâŠcrazy?â You whisper the last part, in case Bill Cipher is listening. Youâve only heard stories of him, but hearing what he has done rooted a new fear in you. âKind of? Thereâs still weird things that happen here, but not as bad as last summer.â Dipper said, jotting down a few notes in his journal. âHow come Iâve never seen anything weird?â You wondered. âBecause youâre too busy making out with Grunkle Ford to notice anything!â Mable chirped, kicking her feet as she drew on colored piece of paper. That elicited a laugh from Dipper and a âWhat!â Ford walked in with an eyebrow raised and breakfast in hand. âI heard I was mentioned in a conversation. Are you guys talking crap about me?â Ford places his food on the table and pulls back a chair. He sits right next to you and before he dives in on his breakfast, he gives you a quick kiss on the lips. âYou wish!â Mable says, flipping her paper on its backside. âI do not.â Ford said quietly. âSo, kids saving the world, huh? That has to count as some kind of child abuse.â You half said seriously, half said jokingly. Ford rolled his eyes. âWhat? Are you gonna arrest me?â You glared at him. âI mightâŠâÂ
#gravity falls#gravity falls x reader#stanford pines x reader#dipper pines x reader#mable pines x reader#stanford pines#ford pines x reader#ford pines
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keep the nightmares away - percy jackson
Request: nope Pairing:Â Â Percy Jackson x reader Summary:Â Â oh nooo what if there's only one bed........ (im a sucker for this trope and WILL use it whenever I can) Warnings:Â Â mentions of wounds, swearing, nightmares Word count:Â Â 1.5K A/N:Â yall know that audio from the rock "it's about drive it's about power we stay hungry we devour" that's me writing more fics in two days than I have in 6 months. I blame it on my percy jackson hyperfixation. enjoy!
you were so exhausted you could barely keep your eyes open. you'd been sent on another quest and had been chased down by monsters for gods know how many times already.
everyone was tired and just wanted to go to bed. but a prophecy had predicted there would be three demigods and a fourth companion on this quest, so it wasn't easy to leave the monsters behind.
'why did we have to be four?' you say softly as you force yourself to keep on walking. 'it would be way more quiet if there were only three of us.'
percy looks over his shoulder in front of you. 'I don't think quests are ever quiet.' he says with a smile.
'you know what I mean.' you say. 'are we there yet?'
'almost.' says annabeth, who is walking with grover in front of percy, holding the map and leading the way. 'it's just over the ridge.'
'thank the gods.' you mutter.
you know annabeth is going to state the facts rather than make something sound good. and sure enough, when you reach the top of the ridge you can see a dimly lit street in the distance.
you can see the motel you're headed for, a diner, and a gas station with a small store.
you're filled with relief of the thought of finally laying down and resting your feet. you could rewrap your wounds and maybe even take a shower if you're lucky and have the energy for it.
'come on, nearly there.' says percy, reaching out and gently tugging you along by your wrist.
if you weren't so tired you'd be reeling over the fact percy is holding your wrist so gently. but all you can think of is how soft the beds would be.
when you get to the motel you're too tired to speak. you let annabeth do all of the talking.
after a few minutes she returns with two keys.
'these are the only ones they had available.' she says, giving percy one.
'come on.' says percy. 'want me to rewrap your arm?'
you nod. a few hours ago, you got your arm sliced open and had to hastily wrap it. you're not very good at it, as the cut is on the back of your upper arm and you can't see it very well.
'grover and I will check the area quickly and then we can all get some rest.' says annabeth. 'regroup in my room at 8 am tomorrow?'
'sure.' says percy while you and grover nod.
you follow percy as he's searching for the room. eventually he stops and you nearly bump into him.
'sorry.' you mutter.
'it's alright.' says percy as he unlocks the door and lets you enter first.
you stop in the door opening, looking at the room.
'what's wrong?' says percy, looking over your shoulder. 'oh.'
yeah. oh. there's only one bed. not even a sofa.
you enter the room and percy shuts the door behind him. of course there's only one bed. and you're so exhausted. you can tell percy is tired as well. he's just better at hiding it.
'come on, let me take care of your arm.' says percy.
you head into the bathroom while percy rummages around his pack for the medical kit.
'sit on the counter.' he says as he enters the bathroom with the medical kit in his hands.
you do as he instructs and rest the back of your head against the mirror. you close your eyes but open them when percy lightly taps your knee.
'need you awake for this. you can sleep after.' he says softly.
you sigh. 'fine.'
'I know you're exhausted. I'll make it quick.'
'thanks, perce.'
percy ignores the way he feels when you call him that. he wonders if you know you're the only one that ever calls him that.
he washes his hands and then gently unwraps the old bandage around your arm. he carefully cleans the cut and starts on rewrapping it, making sure he's not hurting you.
when he's almost done, he feels a weight on his shoulder. he smiles to himself, letting you doze off on his shoulder. he's nearly done, anyway.
he secures the last bit of the bandage and then nudges you awake.
'sorry.' you say, blinking a few times.
'let's get you to the bed.' says percy, offering his hand so you can hop off the counter. 'you can take the first shift.'
you frown. 'first shift?'
'sleeping in the bed.'
'where will you sleep?'
'on the floor. I'll get the pillows off of the chair.'
you shake your head. 'percy, you're tired as well. you've fought just as much as I have. you'll only make it worse by sleeping on the floor. we can share.' you say.
sharing a bed as friends, that's cool right? not a big deal. at least that's what you tell yourself.
percy studies your face. he probably looks as tired as you do.
'it's big enough for the two of us.' you say, reaching down to take off your boots.
'alright.' says percy.
there's a knock on the door and both you and percy freeze. percy reaches inside of his pocket, ready to take out riptide.
'it's me.' says annabeth on the other side. 'all clear. get some rest.'
'thanks, goodnight annabeth.' says percy, visibly relaxing.
you walk over to the bed and lay down on the left side, leaving enough space for percy.
'if I find you on the floor when I wake up I'll make the rest of the quest even more miserable for you.' you mumble as you close your eyes. 'don't be a gentleman.'
'noted.' says percy with a smile, laying down on the other side of the bed, careful to leave more than enough space between the two of you.
it's cool, this is fine. laying next to you in a bed. nothing that could happen, you're just friends. right?
after a while, he can tell you're asleep by the slow breathing coming from your side of the bed.
he's keeping his distance, even if it means he nearly falls off of the bed. he's mind is spinning in circles about the fact you're laying right next to him.
but eventually, he falls asleep. after all, all four of you were utterly exhausted when you reached the motel earlier in the night.
it feels like way too soon when he's woken up again. he frowns, it's still dark outside. he shifts to get comfortable again. but then he feels something hard poke him in his ribs.
'oof.' he grunts softly, then rolls over to see if you're awake. why would you punch him in the middle of the night?
but when he sees you, he noticed your face is scrunched up in agony and you're mumbling something.
he frowns and watches you move around restlessly, nearly hitting him again.
but his frown disappears soon enough. he knows the feeling all too well.
you're having a nightmare.
a bad one, by the looks of it.
gently, he reaches out and pushes a strand of sweaty hair out of your face, then nudges your shoulder.
'hey, wake up.'
in response, you curl up even more so percy shakes you again, a little harder this time.
you wake up and immediately sit up, eyes wide in panic. your hand is scrambling for you belt, where you keep your knives.
'woah, hey, it's alright you're safe, you're with me.' says percy, holding your shoulders and forcing you to look at him.
his sea-green eyes are familiar and calm you down a little. you're breathing heavily and fully aware of percy holding on to your shoulders. you force yourself to push away from him, creating space between the two of you.
'I'm alright.' you say, closing your eyes and shaking your head slightly. you would not cry over something as stupid as a nightmare.
'want to talk about it?' says percy softly.
'no I'm fine.'
'talking mostly helps me.'
you sigh and start to fidget with your fingers. why does it feel so embarrassing? you're sure lots of demigods have nightmares, given what you go through on a daily basis.
'it was the gods.' you start. 'I'd failed some sort of quest and they let loose their powers on me. camp half-blood got destroyed. I couldn't find annabeth and grover. there was fire everywhere and you... fuck.'
'it's okay.' says percy softly, encouraging you to go on.
'I found you in the rubble of your cabin.' you whisper.
'shit, I'm sorry.'
'it's alright, I'm alright. you're here now.'
'you think you can try going back to sleep again?'
'yeah, I can try.'
the two of you lay down again, this time with a little less space between you.
'percy?' you say, slowly reaching out to him.
'yeah?'
'is it okay if I...?'
wordlessly, percy reaches out and pulls you against him, where you curl up against his side.
'thanks.' you say, feeling yourself relax again.
'I'll keep the nightmares away.' mumbles percy.
you smile to yourself, closing your eyes and letting percy's heartbeat lull you to sleep. you're confident nightmares wouldn't find you again. you're safe now.
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Stepdad Joel Miller x Reader
Rating:Â Explicit (18+ ONLY)
Word Count:Â 5.1k+
Warnings: DDDNE, literally just a fucked up stepdad/mom's bf fantasy, could read "mom" as tess but I don't name her or assign physical features to her or reader, post-outbreak, reader is def over 18 but not by much so yeah age gap, NON-CONSENSUAL, power imbalance, unethical d/s dynamic, slapping, spanking, punishment, orgasm delay/denial, humiliation, degradation, face fucking, anal sex, little to no aftercare
A/N: Category is "That old man would fucking never... but if he did..." Please be mindful of the warnings and don't read if it might trigger you. Sorry, mom. Sorry, God.
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Within the secluded world of your big noise-canceling headphones, you scan through silence on the CB radio, pausing for a few seconds on each channel before moving on to the next.Â
Channel 11: Nothing.Â
Channel 12: Zilch.Â
Channel 13: Nada.Â
When you turn the dial to channel 14, though, you pick up chatter and start transcribing.Â
Channel 14 7/17/22 19:56
âgot a bundle of carrots today. Budaydas, onions, too. Want me to come by tomorrow and make some stew? Over.Â
Got enough for the kids? Over.Â
And leftovers. Over.Â
Iâll be at Margieâs around supper time. Over and out.Â
The air goes silent.
After a minute goes by with no follow up transmissions, you glance at the clock. 7:58. Almost time for check-in.Â
You tune the radio to channel 32 and review your transcription.Â
Many people speak in code, encrypting their messages in seemingly benign conversations. To the untrained ear, theyâre normal exchanges, people making small talk about jobs and rations and kids. Goodnight calls and check-ins that use predictable inquiries to convey messages.Â
âgot a bundle of carrots today. Budaydas, onions, too. Want me to come by tomorrow and make some stew?
Most of it you can translate from memory. The drug traffickers that use channel 14 have frequented the same lingo for years. Likely because of the high turnover rate of personnel. Thereâs less confusion that way. Confusion in communication raises more alarm bells for eavesdroppers than using the same code words across the board.Â
You flip through your cipher for channel 14, searching for budaydas, but find nothing. Scrunching your nose up, you say the word out loud, âBudaydas. Buh-day-das.âÂ
Carrots, onions, budaydas in a stew.Â
âOh,â you nod in understanding, then jot down your translation, muttering under your breath, âFucking Boston accents.âÂ
(Someone) picked up tranquilizers, benzos (budaydas = potatoes), and opioids. The caller wants to meet up and trade as previously agreed.Â
The rest of it is easy enough to interpret without the use of a cipher. You probably donât need to write down the translation, but do it in case your mom or Joel need to reference the notes at a later date.Â
Thereâs enough to distribute product across their network of dealers in Boston QZ, plus more to stockpile. Theyâll meet at their hub in Area 1, Margaret St, at midnight.Â
You exhale through slack lips, glancing at the clock as it ticks over to 8:00, then pick up the microphone and hold down the speak button.Â
âRadio check.âÂ
A few seconds go by before you hear a familiar gruff voice crackle over the radio waves into your ears, âLoud and clear. Over.â
Your nostrils flare when you hear him. Joel Miller. The bane of your existence. Your de facto stepfather, only because you donât really remember life without him by your momâs side.Â
This isnât to say heâs a father figure to you by any means. The two of you never shared the kind of heartwarming paternal bonding moments you read about in books. That would require warmth and vulnerability, which he distinctly lacks.Â
Once, when you were maybe 11 or 12, you made the mistake of calling him Dad. The way he looked at you made you feel like dirt. Fire burning behind his dark eyes, he corrected you with one stern syllable that taught you your place: âJoel.âÂ
You sit up straighter and take a moment to gather yourself before responding.Â
âDid you get your message from Uncle Paul? Over.â
âI did. Over.âÂ
âHowâs the weather in Kansas City? Over.âÂ
âCloudy. Over.âÂ
Fuck.Â
You swallow around nothing, then clear your throat and ask, âAnd Grandma, howâs she? Over.â
âFine, just busy is all.â
You exhale a sigh of relief that melts the tension between your shoulders. Joel continues.Â
âAnything new with you? Over.âÂ
Tapping your fingers on your notes, you answer, âRumor has it the market is gonna be busy tomorrow. Harvesting time, I guess. Other than that, same old same old. What about you? Staying out of trouble? Over.â
It feels strange, having a casual conversation with him like this. Even if itâs just a data exchange dressed up as a casual conversation.Â
Thereâs a long pause, then he says, âFine, yeah. Well. See you soon. Over ânâ out.âÂ
Stiff as a board. Cold as ice. Joel Miller, everyone. Round of applause.Â
You snort, rolling your eyes as you unplug the headphones and toss them on the table. It takes a moment for you to re-acclimate to your surroundings.Â
The dingy two-bedroom apartment is quiet and still. Outside, the setting sun casts the world in a dark golden haze. A FEDRA patrol vehicle roars down the street, broadcasting the curfew alert from a loudspeaker. Faint shouting from a few units down momentarily piques your curiosity before you decide itâs none of your business.Â
You stand from the chair and reach your hands above your head, lungs expanding in a powerful yawn, then take a lap around the apartment to stretch your legs.Â
Something catches your eye when you walk by the entry. A note slipped under the doorframe. On the outer fold, your name is written in a familiar scrawl.Â
Your heart skips a beat.Â
You pick it up and unfold the paper, revealing an invitation.Â
I miss you. Come over when youâre done surfing the airwaves. XO, Bert.Â
Warmth trickles down between your thighs. A smile spreads across your face. You glance up at the door, then to the CB radio and scanner on the desk.Â
Indecision churns in your belly.Â
You are explicitly forbidden from leaving the apartment while your mom and Joel are out on runs. A safety precaution youâve protested dozens of times to no avail. They expect you to stay put and warn them if you notice any signs of potential danger. In return, you receive a cut of the profit and a roof over your head. Security, in short. Which is more than most could say.Â
That being said⊠You break this rule from time to time, when the circumstances allow.Â
Like when the Fireflies and FEDRA have been quiet for weeks and there are no smoke signals in sight. Like when youâre five nights into a seven day seclusion and think you might die of boredom if you donât get the fuck out of here. Like when your boyfriend slips a note under the door and asks you to come over.Â
You look down at the paper in your hands, re-reading the words I miss you.Â
Fuck it, whatâs the worst that could happen?Â
â
Just before midnight, you wander down the hallway to your unit, jelly knees wobbling with each step. As you absentmindedly trace your tingling lips, still puffy from kissing, you unlock the door and push it open, then frown.Â
The lights are on.Â
They were off when you left, youâre sure of it. When you step further into the apartment, your foot catches on something. A backpack. This faint buzzing starts behind your ears as you blink at it, wishing it would go away.
Motherfuâ
âWhere the fuck have you been?âÂ
Your stomach plummets to the floor when you hear his voice. A thick knot of panic tightens around your windpipe as you look up to find Joel standing just a few paces away in the living room.Â
He stares you down, dark eyes glowing with fury, and questions you again, âWhere were you?âÂ
âN-nowhere.âÂ
The blatant lie sits sour on your tongue. His lips purse, so you fumble out another, âI went for a walk.âÂ
âA walk,â he repeats, tone disbelieving, âYou went on a walk after curfew wearing that?âÂ
You look down at your clothing. A short skirt and tank top. Your throat bobs in a guilty gulp, then you meet his eyes again and nod.Â
âAnd when did you leave on this âwalk?ââ
Your mind whirs as you try to come up with an answer. It feels like a trap. You try to calculate an answer that will provide minimal blowback.Â
âI donât know, maybe twenty minutes ago?âÂ
âTry again.âÂ
The electricity humming through you takes on a red, frustrated edge, and you snip, âI donât fucking know, dude. It was a while ago, I wasnât paying attention. Whereâs my mom?âÂ
âYour mom sent me here to make sure you were alive,â he says pointedly, taking slow, deliberate steps towards you, âWeâve been tryinâa reach you for three hours. I got here an hour ago. Thatâs a helluva lot longer than twenty minutes, ainât it?âÂ
Shrinking into yourself, you search his face. Jaw set, eyes boring into yours. Waves of anger roll off him as he approaches, and you remember all those rumors you heard about him on the radio. The fear you heard in grown menâs voices when they recounted run-ins with that bitch and her guard dog.Â
You remember what Bert said about him: Heâs fucking ruthless.
âYou arenât supposed to leave the apartment when weâre outside the QZ.âÂ
âI know.âÂ
âThen why did you?âÂ
Your heart thuds against your ribcage.Â
Joel has never directed this kind of outright anger towards you. Sternness, sure. Contempt, maybe. But this is different. Youâre in fucking trouble.Â
There has to be a way out of this conversation.
You drop your gaze to the floor and ask, âIs my mom ok? Did something happen to her?â
âDonât change the subject.âÂ
Righteous indignation straightens your spine and wills you to meet his eyes again, âIâm not saying shit until you tell me what happened to her.âÂ
âShe sprained her ankle, but sheâs fine. Sheâs safe,â he tells you, then takes another step forward, âWhy did you leave?âÂ
You respond by rolling your eyes.Â
âAnswer the question.âÂ
With an irritated sigh, you search his face, then tell him, âYou donât know what itâs like to be here. Isolated for days or weeks at a time. I fucking hate it. Itâs so lonely and boring, I feel like Iâm losing my mindââ
âOh, cry me a goddamn river.âÂ
You scowl at him, staring him down, âFuck you.âÂ
âWatch your fucking mouth, you disrespectful little shit.âÂ
Red flashes through your field of vision, hot and angry and defiant. You gather the moisture in your mouth on your tongue and spit at him. It splats on his cheek.Â
His face twists up with fury for one second before he charges, closing the distance between you. The impact pushes your back to the door with a thud.Â
He grabs your jaw, fingers digging hard into the soft flesh of your cheeks. His eyes are hot coals, burning into you. The muscles in his jaw twitch, nostrils flaring, breath shaky.Â
When he speaks, itâs through gritted teeth, âYou donât know what itâs like out there.âÂ
âNo, because you wonât let me fucking leaveââ
âYou should be fucking grateful, you know that? Being here is a fucking cake walk. Your mom ânâ I have seen things, done thingsâhorrible things you couldnât even imagine,â he husks, searching your face, grip tightening so hard it makes you whine. âWe keep you safe, and all we ask is that you stay put and keep a lookout for us when weâre gone.âÂ
Even if you wanted to respond, you canât. The vice grip he has on your face renders your mouth immobile.Â
All you can do is stare back at him, studying his furrowed brow and clenched jaw. Full lips pinched thin as he glowers at you.Â
You notice how close his broad body is to yours. The heat radiating off his tightly-wound muscles onto your skin. His ragged breath scatters across your face and wafts into your open mouth. You taste the bootleg whiskey on his breath and your pulse jumps.Â
Warmth drips down your spine and pools at the center of you, a horrifying sensation that makes you squirm.
âWere you with your little boyfriend? Hmm?â he asks, eyes darting around your face, trailing down to your body for a moment before returning, âThat boy downstairs? Figure you musta been, on account of how youâre dressed.âÂ
You donât say anything. You canât. But it doesnât matter, because itâs not really a question.Â
âAbandoning your post to go out and get fucked, is that it?âÂ
A whimper slips from your throat as heat swells beneath your skin.Â
He wouldnât be treating you like this if your mom was here. He wouldnât say these things or be this close to you. Knowing this, you understand that whatever is happening right now is wrong.Â
You also understand that you like it.Â
You hate that you like it, and hate him for making you like it, but you like it all the same.Â
Letting go of your face, he demands, âAnswer me.âÂ
âFuck you.âÂ
Before you even realize whatâs happening, you feel a sharp, hot sting on your cheek and yelp.
He fucking slapped you.Â
âWrong answer.âÂ
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?â you retort, bringing your hand to the welt forming on your cheek, âIâm gonna tell her.âÂ
âYeah? You gonna tell her I found you sneaking in at midnight, too? That you compromised our safety to go out ânâ get dicked down?âÂ
You harden your gaze on him, lips pressing together with disdain.Â
âShe wouldnât like that, would she?â he asks, the smallest smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, âSheâd probably kick you out on your ass.âÂ
âShe wouldnât. You guys need me.âÂ
âAnd you need us,â he counters, searching your face, âSo what do we do to make sure this doesnât happen again? Hmm?âÂ
A dozen inappropriate images flash through your head, each more lurid than the last. An electric, tingling feeling shoots out from the base of your spine and works through your extremities.Â
You swallow hard and shake your head, âI wonât do it again.âÂ
âIf I donât punish you, you will. Youâre fucking disrespectful. Selfish. You need discipline.âÂ
Again, a flash of frustration taints the world red. Crossing your arms over your chest, you scoff, âJust because youâre fucking my mom doesnât mean youâre my dad. I am an adult and you are not the boss of me.âÂ
He sighs and takes a step back, planting his hands on his hips. His gaze drifts around the empty apartment, jaw gnashing back and forth for a moment before he returns to twist the deadbolt closed and grab your arm.Â
âWhat the fââ you swat at him and dig your heels into the floor, but it does nothing as he drags you by his steel grip, pulling you stumbling along behind him into the living room.Â
He sits on the couch and forces you to lay over his bent knees, one big hand securing your wrists behind your back while the other flattens against the swell of your ass cheek. As soon his touch leaves, it returns, a sharp snap tingling across your skin.Â
Shocked doesnât even begin to describe the chaos throbbing through you.Â
âYouâre right, youâre an adult. And Iâm not your dad,â he asserts, lifting his hand. Your whole body clenches in anticipation. âBut as long as you live here, I am the fucking boss of you,â he slaps your ass again, âDo you understand me?âÂ
It surprises you when you hear yourself sob, âIâm sorryââ
He does it again and again, hissing, âYeah, youâre fucking sorry now, arenât you?âÂ
Each firm slap he lays down is firm, unflinching. Ruthless.Â
It overwhelms your senses and becomes the only thing you feel. The universe world narrows down to just his palm on your skin. The reliable and exquisite pain ringing through you. Smack. Smack. Smack.Â
Every time he draws his hand back, you donât think you can handle it again. But you do.Â
Soon, you start to crave the impact. His skin on your skin. You canât feel the start or end of it. Itâs just him and you. Pain and pleasure. Sobs and moans, all blended together.Â
Far away, you hear him chide you for not wearing underwear beneath your skirt. Then he asks, âAre you fucking enjoying this?âÂ
Too ashamed to admit it, all you do is whimper in response.
Smack.Â
He sucks in breath through his teeth, then grabs the meat of your ass and rumbles, âYou do, donât you?âÂ
When his grasp on your wrists releases, you pull your elbows beneath you and look over your shoulder at him, watching as he spreads your cheeks apart and stares down between your legs. Youâre probably shiny and wet with the evidence of your desire.Â
His lips form an âoâ when he kneads you back together and spreads you apart again. The motion teases all your hungry nerves and makes you moan. It feels so fucking good.Â
You realize then that heâs grown stiff against your belly, hard cock leaving no mistake.Â
âYou fucking like it, too, donât you?â you ask him, your voice breathy and amused, âI can feel how turned on you are.âÂ
Slipping a hand between your bodies, you press against his strained zipper. His cock jumps at the contact, and he groans, dragging his fingers through your slick lips.Â
âOh my god,â you gasp, eyes fluttering closed as you nod in approval. He works your clit in steady, firm circles while you smooth your hand along the big bulge in his pants, letting out a string of whines at the bubbling pleasure inside you.Â
You lose yourselves here, both of you squirming and panting and petting the other. So wrapped up with how fucking good it feels that you forget to feel ashamed.Â
When he smacks your ass now, you croak through clenched teeth, âFuck yes.â
He likes that you like it. You can tell by the way he groans and throbs beneath you. This knowledge inspires your pulse to pound and your muscles to tense.Â
âJoel,â you whimper, opening your eyes to meet his heavy-lidded gaze, âIâm gonna fucking come, donât stopââ
âDid I give you permission to do that?â he asks, slowing his touch to a torturous rhythm, âDid I say you could come?âÂ
You shake your head and whine, âPlease, Joel, pleaseââ
âAre you sorry for what you did?âÂ
âIâm sorryââ
âAre you gonna do it again?â
âNo no no, I wonât, I promise, Iâll be a good girlââ
He groans, tossing his head back as you frantically rub at the bulge in his pants. Your palm chafes against the stiff denim, but you donât stop. You would do this for eternity if it meant heâd let you find your release.Â
âOh yeah, youâll be a good fucking girl for me?â he asks, touching you just soft and slow enough to twist your nerves ragged, but keep your orgasm out of reach.Â
âI will, I promise. Please, Joel,â you whisper, holding his gaze as your face gets all hot, âPlease make me come, please pleaseââ
âShow me you mean it.âÂ
He doesnât need to explain what he means. While he takes off his jeans, you scramble off his lap and kneel between his spread knees. His eyes stay glued to yours as you slide your hands up his thighs.Â
Batting your lashes at him, you wrap your lips around his swollen cock. He fills your mouth. He feels smooth but hard against your tongue. He tastes salty and heady and when you inhale the musk of him, you moan around his girth.Â
Nodding, he anchors his grip behind your head and bucks his hips, forcing his dick down your throat. When you gag, he doesnât let up, but thrusts into the sensation, grunting, âFuck. Yes,â before letting you pull off, gasping for air.
You wrap your hands around him, all shiny and slick with drool, and pump his length for a moment while you catch your breath, then take him in your mouth again.Â
This time, you sit up taller. You relish the stretch of your lips as you bob up and down. Savor the tug of his fingers curled tight in your hair. Memorize the sound of his huffs and grunts as he fucks your face. The wet squelching gurgle of his cock squeezing down your windpipe.Â
âLook at me,â he orders, so you do.Â
Heâs all blurred from your watering eyes, but you can make out the dark irises and stay locked onto them while relaxing the muscles of your throat to take him easier. When you make an enthusiastic humming noise, he groans. Itâs wanton and lusty and lights a fire in your belly.Â
Joel has never treated you this hard or soft. His regard for you has always been callous. Closed-off. Indifferent. With your assistance on the radio, he treated you like a tool for survival. Before that, or even in-between smuggling runs, he treated you like some kind of a household pet he had little regard for. Your momâs responsibility, never his.Â
For years and years, you ached for more.Â
When you were younger, you used to sit up nights and wonder if heâd ever consider you his daughter. He wouldnât, though. He wonât.Â
But this is something.Â
Distinctly, you want to please him. Be the best he ever had. You want to sink your claws into his brain and leave your mark for years to come. You want him to look at you after this and feel a flicker of desire and self-loathing. You want him to think of you when he fucks your mom. You want him to hate how you made him feel.Â
When you pull off him and start to work his soaked length with your hands, you pant, âDoes that feel good? Am I doing a good job sucking your cock?âÂ
âItâs good,â he nods, lets out a groan that pinches his eyes shut, then meets your gaze again, âSo fucking good, Jesus Christ. Is this what you were out doing tonight? Sucking cock?âÂ
âNot tonight.âÂ
âBut he fucked you, didnât he? That boy?âÂ
You nod, stroking him slower. His eyelids flutter.Â
âDid he fuck your pussy or your ass?âÂ
The question sends a jolt through your middle. You recall the sex you had with Bert. Barely an hour has gone by since he pulled out of your cunt to shoot his load on the mattress, but it feels like a lifetime ago.Â
âMy pussy,â you answer, then gather a thick, hot wad of saliva on your tongue and spit on his cock. You spread it with a slow churning motion, watching Joelâs face twist up with pleasure.Â
âWere you beinâ smart about it at least?â he asks, studying you, âWe donât need you getting knocked up.âÂ
âHe pulled out,â you shrug.Â
He grunts in acknowledgment, then sits up and pulls on your arm to join him on the couch, âCâmere.âÂ
You follow his guidance, lying back on the cushions as he strips off his shirt.Â
The only times youâve seen him shirtless were accidental and slightly embarrassing for both of you. But now, you notice how his smooth chest glows in the dim light. Now, when you drink in the sight of his big arms and broad shoulders, heat bubbles up your spine.
While you pull your tank top off over your head, he tugs your skirt down your thighs, asking, âYou ever taken it up the ass?âÂ
You shake your head.Â
His eyebrows jump a little like heâs surprised. A sadistic kind of smirk plays across his lips as he pushes your knees up to your chest, then spreads you apart, the head of him nudging at your backdoor.Â
He doesnât ask for permission. He doesnât ask if you want it this way, or if you want him to be the first. He doesnât even warn you about the initial shock and pain you experience when he rocks his hips forward and breaches the tight hole.Â
You yelp and try to lurch away from the sharp pain, but he grabs you and holds you there.Â
Sitting up on your elbows, you cry, âThat fucking hurts, Joel.â
âWouldnât be much of a punishment if it didnât hurt a little, would it?â he murmurs, disinterested, watching your asshole stretch to accommodate the head of his cock.Â
The sensation is overwhelming. Like being stabbed or split open. At first, you hate it. You sputter and gasp and shake your head as he pushes himself in further and further.Â
Then he pauses the invasion, releasing his steel grip on you to tilt your chin up and meet his gaze, âJust relax.â
His eyes burn into yours, making your pulse jump. You bear witness to his heaving chest and parted lips and feel him twitch inside you. Sparks sizzle across your body, but you still scowl at him.Â
âIt hurts, I donât like it.âÂ
âItâll get better, you just gotta relax,â he coaches.
âWhy canât we just have normal sex?â
He grunts, thinks about it for a moment, then tells you, âFirst off, this is not normal sex,â he points between your chest and his, âThis will not be a normal thing, you understand?âÂ
It stings a little, if youâre being honest. But you nod, âI understand.âÂ
Nodding, he licks his lips. He throbs inside you, hips jerking a little in reaction. This time, the friction feels good enough to make you whimper.Â
âSecond, we donât need another mouth to feed around here,â he says, searching your face, âWeâre stretched thin enough as is. You know what I mean?â
âBut if youââ
âPulling out can still stick. This wayâs tried and true, trust me.âÂ
âTrust you,â you scoff under your breath and roll your eyes.Â
âWhatâs that?âÂ
You meet his hardened gaze, feeling emboldened enough to ask, âDo you fuck my mom in the ass?âÂ
âThatâs none of your business,â he warns.Â
âSo, what, you can interrogate me about my sex life, but I canât do the same?âÂ
âThatâs right,â he barks, âKnow why?âÂ
In response, you glare at him.Â
He takes this moment of bitter silence to drag his knuckles up your slick, swollen lips. The light touch branches out beneath your skin and makes your heart pound. You gasp a little, but try to hide it. He clocks it immediately.Â
âThere we go,â he murmurs under his breath, almost as an aside, smoothing the pad of his thumb in soft circles on your clit. Pleasure churns beneath the touch, hot and hungry for more. When you whimper, Joelâs eyes go wild for a second, then he says, âI am the fucking boss of you, understand?âÂ
You swallow a moan as he arches forward and starts to roll his hips. It feels better now. Good. Fucking amazing, almost. Electric and gooey. He fills you so completely with each thrust, you wonder how you can even breathe.Â
âSo if I tell you to be home, thatâs where youâll be. If I ask you where youâve been, who you were with, what you were doingâyou tell me the truth. Understand?âÂ
Nodding, you gasp, âI understand.âÂ
âYou donât get to ask me about your mom. You donât tell your mom. You donât sneak out to go get fucked by some boy who doesnât even know what to do with youââ
âHoly shit, Joel Iâm gonnaââ you gasp at the pressure building at the base of your spine, spreading thick and hot and delicious across your body.Â
âAnd you donât come without my fucking permission. Understand?âÂ
âI understand I understand,â you cry, literal tears burning behind your eyes at the ache of trying to keep the ecstasy at bay, âPlease can I come, please please pleaseââ
âAre you sorry?âÂ
âIâm sorry, Iâll never do it againââ
âThatâs right, youâll never fucking do it again. Whyâs that?â
âYouâre the boss,â you beg, your voice so raw and pleading it sounds foreign. He pounds into you now, a wet slap that echoes off the apartment walls. It takes all your concentration to keep your pleasure contained, to not spill over the edges, but you hear yourself babble somewhere far away.Â
âYouâre the fucking boss. Iâm sorry Iâm sorry I wonât disobey you again Iâll be a good girl Iâll do anything just please give me permission to come daddy please please pleaseââ
When he moans, loud and depraved, it just about breaks you, but you manage to keep your resolve long enough for him to pant, âGo ahead, let it go.âÂ
With a choked sob, you untether your pleasure and allow it to expand, growing hot and wide and unlike anything youâve ever felt. Every muscle in your body tenses up as the sensation swallows you whole, then spits you back up, sending wave after wave across your body.
âThatâs it, thatâs a good girl,â he grunts, taking his hand from your clit to hold your knees down and fuck your ass hard and fast and ruthless.
It surprises you when heat starts stretching out from the middle of you again. Your heart starts to race as the feeling grows.Â
âFfffuuuuck,â you whimper, âThat feels so fucking goodââ
âI told you, didnât I?âÂ
âYou did you did holy shit,â you meet his eyes and nod frantically, âI love it I love itâplease can you come in my ass?âÂ
âIs that what you want? Want me to come in your tight little asshole?âÂ
A feral noise escapes you, and you sob, âYesââ
âDo you wanna come too?â
âYesâoh my god, yes, please please please daddyââ
âCome with me, baby.â
You let the feeling overtake you again, gasping out, âthank you thank you thank you,â as it takes you strong and fast. Pleasure pulses through your body, causing you to convulse and strain against Joelâs grip spreading you open. He releases a moan from his belly and gives you a hard, deep thrust that he holds for a shuddering moment. After emptying himself inside you, he pulls out, falling back to his seat on the couch.Â
Chest heaving, you prop yourself up on your elbows and study him. He pinches his eyes shut and catches his breath before meeting your gaze again.Â
His expression goes soft long enough for something dangerous to flicker between you.Â
Then he turns away and starts getting dressed.Â
âGet yourself together, Iâm gonna go get your mom.âÂ
As you sit up, you fold your legs into your body and watch him button his shirt.Â
âJoelââ
He looks at you, searching your face expectantly, but your brain goes static and youâre not even sure what you were going to say.Â
âThis stays between us, understand?âÂ
His tone is firm but gentle. You swallow hard and nod, âI understand.âÂ
Nodding, he glances down at your lips, then back to your eyes. He rises to his feet to leave, but before he does, he leans down to press a kiss into your forehead.Â
âGood girl.âÂ
[ NEXT PART ]
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F*cked My Way Up To The Top [Father Charlie Mayhew x reader]
pt.1
Prompts: 2/6/8
Word count: 1457
Warnings: oral! fem receiving, dom! Ish readerâ this ones actually kinda just cute lol
A/n: this one was requested but i changed one of the prompts a tiny bit to fit the scheme better! i hope yall still like it tho hehe :3 and also lets pretend that the whip cuts on his back aren't fresh !!! for Y/ns sheets sake...
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The last time you visited Church, you forgot to leave your number. You were too busy trying to sneak out to your car with no one seeing the priest's cum running down your bare (but marked) legs. Charlie had offered for you to stay the night, but you'd rather die than do the walk of shame out of a church in the daylight. When you found out you had a rare three-day weekend you began your planning. It would be unfair for you to show up and cause chaos on a Sunday... again, which is why you chose to dress your best and show up to church on a Monday.
When you strolled into the church, Father Charlie was deep in a conversation with someone you honestly couldn't get less of a shit about. Taking a seat near the back, you watch as Charlie's eyes rake over your form. You shamelessly stare as he gets visibly more and more nervous under your hungry gaze. What power you had over him, it was pathetic on his part. You loved it. The minutes ticked by agonizingly as you watched him. Nothing about the look in his eyes told you he gave a single shit about the person before him. It was honestly extremely amusing.
It wasn't long before he was making his way over to you. "Y/N, I'm surprised to see you back." He slips into the space beside you. Your head reels as his cologne invades your senses.
"I was just so touched by last week's service I had to pay another visit.â You gesture down to your slightly more church-appropriate outfit, "I even dressed modestly.
He hums, eyes darting right to your stocking-covered thighs and pencil skirt, âAre we sure...â
You follow his eyes and flush, âIt's not my fault it's cold in here..." You defend.
He laughs quietly, "That's true.â He pauses for a moment before leaning closer. "You think I don't know why youâre here?" His breath is hot against your face.
"You think I don't know youâre itching to get your hands on me?" Youâre quick with your response, it shocks him. "You started fidgeting like a schoolboy the moment I walked in.â
You watch as the blood rushes to Charlieâs face, painting the tips of his ears pink. He clears his throat, "Well then, what's your plan?"
"Well, my car is parked out back. So, either we sneak out and go to mine...â you pause in faux contemplation, âor we could risk everyone in this church, hearing us fucking in your office.â
The man before you gasps, you fight to contain your amusement. You try to get up, but he stops you. âWhat if someone sees?"
"We've been friends since high school, Father. This whole town knows we know each other."
The worry in his brow doesnât budge, you sigh- âLook, maybe this was a mistake, we can just forgetââ "No- No itââ he cuts you off, âWell maybe it is but I donât care. I will repent later, go wait and I'll be out in a few minutes.â
oh god not again
"I won't leave you for thirty minutes again, I promise,â He reassures.
âą
Youâre 100% sure you blacked out because now you were pulling into your driveway with Charlie in your passenger seat. âArenât I just such a gentleman?â You tease.
âYeah? In what way?â His voice matches your playful tone.
"I drove you to my house beforeâ ya know...â you put the car in park.
âNo, I don't know, before what?"
"Before fucking your brains out." You shrug nonchalantly as you pull the key out of the ignition.
âIs that what I did? Fucked your brains out?"
"Yup!" You open your car door, stepping one foot out before turning back to him. "And that's what I'm gonna do to you soâ c'mon!â
You skip towards your front door with Charlie right on your trail. It's been a while since you had a man in your house, your body vibrates with anticipation as you unlock your front door.
"You know, one of these days you should let me take you to lunch or something.â
"We'll See," You shrug, shrugging off your jacket. "Behave for me today and I'll let you do whatever you want.â You turn to him, pressing your chest against him, and his hands immediately find their place on your hips.
"I think I like the sound of that~" Charlie leans down, capturing your lips in a gentle kiss. You revel in the taste of his lips on yours. You didn't know what it wasâ but something about Charlie was so intoxicating. He was tall, much taller than youâ and as your torso pressed against his, you realized he was hard in his slacks. "That's," he groans, pressing his visible bulge into your stomach, "that, darling, is what you do to me."
You hum and take him by the hand to lead him through your house and into your bedroom. He looked good-- When did he not look good? Wasting no time you bring Charlie's face back to yours for another searing kiss.
Charlie's hands greedily pull your neatly tucked blouse out from your skirt. You help him lift it over your head, the chill of the room sending goosebumps up your arms. You quickly pull your skirt and tights down, leaving you in just your white ruffle socks and underwear. Charlie quickly mirrors your actions, ridding himself of his shirt and pants quicker than you had expectedâ damn he was hot.
Your padded feet patter across the hardwood as you make your way onto your bed. You beckon Charlie over to you with your finger. His strong body towers over you as your back collides with the headboard behind you. His finger trails down the side of your neck, the marks he had left last week were mostly fadedâ that was no good. His lips greedily work to leave more love bites, you whine.
Raking your manicured nails down his toned chest, he groans against your skin, âfuck.â he sits up to get a better look at you under him, âLet me taste you, baby, please?â
You bring your foot up to his chest, pushing gently to get him on his back, "Beg. Maybe I'll consider." You seductively crawl over to him, sitting on his clothed cock. He revels from underneath you, his hands squeezing at your thighs and ass. You kiss all over his torso as he struggles to form a coherent thoughtâ drunk on you.
âPleaseâ Baby please, I need to taste you.â He slurs, âSit on my faceâ suffocate me I don't care. I'll die a happy man.â
You giggle against his skin, nipping at him with your teeth playfully. âHow did you know flattery works on me~â
âLucky guess,â he chuckles.
Charlie desperately paws at you wordlessly pleading for you to end his suffering. You complyâ removing your underwear. The moment your dripping cunt was close enough his lips were latched onto you. Kissing licking and biting at you like a starved man, he curses against you again.
The grip on your thighs is almost painful, you are certain he would leave crescent moons on them. You loved it. You rut against his nose as his tongue prods at your holeâ you moan theatrically, folding over as the pleasure shoots through your whole body. Charlie sloppily laps at your folds until your legs begin to shake.
Your orgasm takes you by complete and utter surprise. Your vision goes white as Charlie licks up everything gratefully.
âfuck!â you pant, removing yourself from above him to slump onto your mattress. Charlie lay there pantingâ his face and chest kissed in a deep blush. Your eyes trail down his torso and to his boxers, the grey material soiled with a dark spot. You gasp, âdid you?â
âyes,â he shamefully admits, hiding his face behind his arms
âHey hey no it's okay!â you quickly reassure him. You try to pry his arms away from his face. âC'mon lemme see you, baby.â
âIâm embarrassed,â he mumbles.
You laugh lightly, kissing his arms in an attempt to lower his guard. âThat was like the hottest thing I've ever experienced.â
âReally?â he peaks out at you.
âuhâ are you kidding??â you exclaim, he fully puts down his arm and you leave a peck on his lips. âstay? Just for a little?â
He smiles tiredly, âYou're gonna have a hard time getting me to leave.â
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It's a Match! || 141 x Reader
[ Chapter 10 ] || [ Chapter 12 ]
Pairing: 141 x gn!Reader Words: 1.1K~ Summary: While overcoming recent heartbreak, you decide to join Tinder in search of a rebound. Your friends advise to just Swipe Right indiscriminately... What happens when 4 soldiers from the same squad match with you? a/n: i'm in love with gaz
Chapter 11: Excuse me?
A DM suddenly shoots up to the top of the pile in Kyleâs Tinder DM list and his eyebrows raise when he sees your name.
Itâs been a month and a half, maybe longer, since you two last matched and after the brief rejection and you having gotten with Price, his life moved on and he kind of forgot you existed.
But your sudden message whose preview starts with âhey sorry to be botheri-â intrigues him so he presses it.
you: hey sorry to be bothering u but i figured it was safe to dm u about this because between u and johnny u seemed to be the most mature one! is simon okay? he stopped replying to me like a week ago and im concerned
Kyleâs eyebrows shot up on his forehead upon reading the question.
Kyle: heâs been texting u? đ€š you: HI! yeah he has Kyle: excuse me? đ€šđ€š Kyle: like texting texting u. Kyle: as in you text him and he answers and u 2 chat? đ you: yes? đ Kyle: tf kind of witchcraft did u pull on him? đ€š Kyle: he doesnt text. Kyle: not one of us can get more than a thumbs up reaction to our texts in the groupchat. đ you: he texts me! Kyle: đ«?? Kyle: jesus christ. you: you didnt answer is he okay?? đđ
Kyle thought back on a reason why Ghost would suddenly, well, ghost you. But he canât think of any⊠Ghost is a notoriously bad texter, it doesnât surprise him that he went MIAâŠ
And then it hits him.
Itâs 8 A.M. in the rec room of their floor and Ghost was making tea just as Johnny was taking a seat in the couch.
Kyle oofed as Johnny hit him, throwing his legs over Kyleâs lap. âWatch it mate, fuck youâre bloody heavy!â He complained.
âAH, FUCKINâ HELL!â Ghost cursed as he threw his hands up in the air the sound of water dripping on the floor catching his attention.
Kyle looked over to see Ghost had spilled his boiling hot water everywhere on the counter.
âYou alright L.T.?â Soap asked a she lifted his head over the back of the couch to peer at Simon just like Gaz was.
âGreat.â Ghost grunted as he picked up his phone from the counter, which was also dripping in water, while his other hand threw a rag onto the mess of water dripping down from the counter.
âOh fuck⊠âs your phone dead?â Soap asked and Ghost grumbled under his breath, not quite answering the question, as he busied himself soaking up the spilled water.
Just then, Price showed up at the rec room door. âSimon, gear up. Got a briefing for a solo mission in 10.â
âFuckinâ hell, yeah, yeah, I got it.â Ghost grunted as he cleaned the mess and then rushed out the door, leaving his mug of tea in the counter and clutching his now broken phone in his hands.
Kyle: hes fine. Kyle: he spilled water on his phone and killed it I think. Kyle: and he got sent out before he could get it fixed. đ you: oh okay good! you: thanks! you: sorry to have bothered you! đ Kyle: now wait just a minute. đ€ Kyle: u need to explain how in the hell u and ghost talk.đ you: ghost? Kyle: thatâs his work name. đ€·ââïž you: fitting seeing as i thought he ghosted me Kyle: THATâS THE JOKE I MADE JUST NOW TO MYSELF! đ you: were in sync it seems đ Kyle: answer the question tho. you: idk what u want me to answer with Kyle: wdym u dont know??? explain yourself. Kyle: how do you get ghost to text u???? you: idk? im funny ig Kyle: đ you: im sorry if thats not what u want to hear Kyle: wait Kyle: a couple weeks ago he was out all night Kyle: during morning training soap was talking about how he had a date Kyle: was he with u? đđ you: soap? Kyle: johnny. Kyle: keep up cmon now. you: jeez donât patronize me you: yes simon was with me Kyle: đđđ Kyle: i see. Kyle: tell me more. you: theres nothing to tell Kyle: thats a lie and u know it. you: its not!!! Kyle: cmon. Kyle: u cant just meet with a bloke with a skull mask on and then say u dont have anything to tell. đđ you: a skull mask?? Kyle: did he not wear a mask when he was with u? đ€šđ€š you: yes? you: a black one Kyle: with a skull print on it yeah? you: no??? đ you: just black! Kyle: jesus christ. Kyle: and what? what happened? you: nothing?! Kyle: walk me thru it. you: we went out for a drink then came back to mine and watched a movie! Kyle: đ€šđ€š Kyle: and had a shag? you: NO???? Kyle: wdym no? thats what would normally happen with a bloke. you: and???? you: this is simon were talking about kyle you: nothing about him screams normal exactly đ you: hes joked about being able to kill me with his bar ehands you: bare hands* Kyle: fair. Kyle: this raises more questions for me. you: what Kyle: like u would meet with a masked bloke that can kill u with his bare hands alone without protection? đ€š you: i had protection Kyle: not a condom. you: oh đ
you: well we met at a pub soooo Kyle: what did u 2 do then Kyle: other than watch a âmovieâ đ you: played mario kart you: slept Kyle: as in Kyle: you SLEPT? like honk shoo honk mimimimi? you: yesđđ Kyle: im confused. you: ur confused? im fucking confused bro Kyle: wdym u SLEPT TOGETHER? đ Kyle: WHAT KIND OF WITCHCRAFT IS THIS? Kyle: wtf have u done to him Kyle: like ghost doesnt text, he sure as shit doesnt visit people, and he doesnt go on dates, he doesnt sleep next to people, im almost sure the man doesnt have feelings or emotions and only speaks in sarcasm Kyle: how can u get that out of him?? đ€šđ€š Kyle: no one else can! you: well with that mentality you cant you: idk what to tell u you: we hit it off đ Kyle: explain yourself. you: ive been explaining it!!!!! Kyle: no explain it better. Kyle: I think Im having a stroke. you: idk how to make it clearer??? Kyle: thats it. Kyle: are you free rn?? Kyle: I need u to explain urself. đ you: Im at work? Kyle: whens ur lunch break? đ you: in 35 minutes. Kyle: do u like ramen? you: yes? Kyle: whats the closest japanese to ur job? you: Akira Kyle: meet me at Akira for lunch. Kyle: Iâm buying. you: who said i want to meet up with u?? đ€šđ€š Kyle: man just get down there. Kyle: im offering to pay. you: fineeeee đ
Kyle quickly hopped up from his seat at his desk with a start and rushed back to his room to change out of his fatigues.
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drabble #11
summary: you are caught red handed squinting while reading and your coworkers don't let it slide.
w.c: 682
warnings/content: no warnings just fluff and bickering between friends; annoyance towards dirty lenses (based on a personal experience); secret relationship (implied).
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âpretty girl.â
you were writing something down in a post-it note that you thought was relevant for the investigation before derek's voice came out of nowhere, startling you.
you look up at him, frowning, âwhy do you have to sneak up on people like that?â
âwhere are your glasses?â he inquired, narrowing you down with a suspicious look. his arms crossed over his chest as he had the serious stance he usually carried when he was trying to figure someone out. you straightened your back slightly, choosing to go back to your reading since you didn't have a reading speed of 20 000 words per minute and you also didn't want to answer that question.
see, here's the thing. glasses are annoying. dealing with dirty lenses is the worst part of wearing them, because as soon as you clean them up, they get absolutely filthy in the next second. also, you broke your lenses at least three times given your line of work.
so, yes, you purposely forgets them a few days a week to not deal with these issues.
maybe more than just a few days a week.
and your coworkers decided to make a comment or give you a look every time they catch you squinting up at a page.
âhey,â you glared up at derek morgan as he flickered your case file much to your annoyance. âi'm talking to you. where are your glasses? can you even see me right now?â
âshut up, derek.â
âdo I need to get you a new pair to leave it here in the office?â he asked with indignation written all over his face. âthat's the only way you'll wear them!â
âI don't need to wear them.â you practically hissed at him before he broadcasted the conversation into the entire bullpen. âthey're reading glasses, it's not like I need to have them on all the time.â
âthe strength of your glasses recently increased to 2. so you do need to wear them if you don't want it to get worst.â spencer dropped his things on his desk, butting in on the conversation as if he had been invited. you scowled, not the slightest amused. he only shrugged.
âsee what I'm saying, pretty girl?â derek gave you a look. he resigned with a ruffle to your hair then walked away to make some coffee.
you let out a sigh, fixing up your strands in frustration.
âhere.â you looked down at the object placed in your lap. âyou forgot it at my place last night.â you blinked up at him, mouth agape.
âi-what?â
âat the bedside table?â spencer gave you a look. the faint memory of your eyeglasses case on top of his bedside table came to your mind.
which was why you couldn't recall where your glasses were at home. you had been late for work and decided to give up on the search.
but they weren't even at your place.
âI cleaned them up.â he added.
âoh. right.â you took the case from him, a coat of pink painting your cheeks. you hoped he didn't expect you were going to wear them. âthank you.â
âthankfully you didn't purposely forgot it at home, right?â spencer softly teased, poking your hip which earned a kick in his ankle.
âshut up.â
he chuckled, stealthily eyeing the bullpen that was fairly empty because it was still early in the morning. he leaned down and quickly pecked your cheek then the corner of your mouth.
âspencer!â you hissed, a warning in your tone as you looked around for any prying eyes.
grinning cheeky at you, he took a few steps back. probably to go to the kitchen to grab the coffee derek was taking too long to bring. âmovie night at 8 again?â he mouthed.
with a roll of your eyes, you nod âyes.â you mouthed in return, sticking your attention back to the twenty files to be finished at your desk.
âput your glasses on!â he said out loud on purpose, now attracting attention.
you groaned, hiding your face between your hands.
idiot. an absolute idiot.
âââââââââ
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about you
pairing: spiderman!ellie williams x female reader
summary: ellie is living a double life, one of a college student and one of a crime fighting hero. she wants you more than anything but is scared to put you in danger.
content warnings: SMUT 18+ MDNI, oral sex (r!receiving), scissoring, use of alcohol and weed, ellie is kind of a nerdy loser, a little rushed! not proofread
a/n: writing this taught me that i should never try to estimate when iâll finish something because âposting this weekâ quickly turned into âposting sometime this monthââŠ.sorry lmao. also this is inspired by the 1975 song!!
8:30 am
Good morning New Yorkers!
This was Ellieâs favorite part of the day. A bagel in one hand, the newest edition of Savage Starlight in her other, and her phone playing the morning newscast.Â
Today is April 12th and it looks like another beautiful dayâŠ
Moments like these were the only times she felt at ease. Her university classes kept her busy and when she wasnât studying or in class, she was off protecting the city.Â
So, sitting on the rooftop of a building where nobody could bother her was Ellieâs idea of peace.Â
It was easy to lose track of time while in her spot and Ellie always tried to keep an eye on the time, but it seemed to end the same way almost every day.Â
Weâre starting to see some traffic down byâÂ
The reporter was cut off by Ellieâs loud ringtone. She glanced at the caller ID and sighed softly when she saw it was her best friend Jesse calling.Â
âHey man, Iâm kinda busy right nowââ She said as she took a bite of her bagel.Â
âDude where the hell are you? Class started fifteen minutes ago and we have that big lab today!â Jesse whispered-shouted into his phone.Â
âWhat are you talking about? I donât have class on Thursday mornings,â She said.Â
âEllie, itâs Friday, we have class today,â Jesse said sharply, clearly irritated by Ellieâs lack of organization. She couldnât blame himâ he always needed her help during labs, and without her, it was likely heâd get a failing grade.Â
âOh shit!â Ellie groaned and began tossing her things back into her backpack. âIâm on my way right now, I swear.â She stated with her phone pressed against her ear by her shoulder. Stuffing her face with the last of her bagel, Ellie slid her backpack around her shoulders and stood up.Â
The streets were beginning to bustle with activity and the sky was bright, New York was awake and ready for the day. Ellie pulled her mask over her face and jumped off the roof, flying towards her class with the flick of her wrist.Â
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10 pm
Going out was the last thing on your mind. You were still coping after a messy breakup, and partying didnât sound like fun. The only reason you found yourself standing in front of a bustling frat house was because Dina had dragged you here. She had made a variety of arguments as to why you needed to come, mostly consisting of âYouâve been too sad, letâs get you laid!â or âI need you to be my wing-woman, Jesse will be there!â. Despite her nagging and desperation, you somehow ended up following her right to the party.Â
âDee I donât feel great, maybe I should just go back home,â You mumbled and tugged at the skirt you wore. It was Dinaâs and it was far too short for your liking. In the past, you loved partying and going out with friends, but at the moment all you wanted to do was curl up in your bed.Â
âJust stay for a little bit, I promise youâll have fun. It isnât good for you to rot in bed every day anyways,â Dina linked her arm with yours and gave a soft smile. You sighed and nodded, she had a point.Â
You stood in the frat, holding a red solo cup close to you. Dina shifted nervously beside you.Â
âWhat if he changed his mind? Maybe he doesnât want to see me,â She crossed her arms.
âDina, heâll show up, donât worry.â You reassured her. âHave another drink, you need to chill out,â She shrugged and poured herself a drink.Â
âHey, Dina!â A man greeted your friend loudly, a bright smile on his face. Dina grinned and gave him a quick hug.Â
âJesse! Iâm so glad you made it, I was starting to think you werenât going to show,âÂ
âSorry, Ellie was taking forever to get ready, slowed us down,â He laughed and shifted his gaze to you. âIâm Jesse, you must be y/n,âÂ
âYeah, Dinaâs told me a lot about you,â You glanced past him and looked at the girl standing awkwardly behind him. She was staring down at her phone, her lips pursed, clearly not excited to be there.Â
âOh, this is Ellie,â He turned and nudged Ellie with his elbow.
âHi,â She offered an awkward smile and stood a little straighter. âSorry, I donât come to these things very often,â Ellie looked around at the frat, drunk partygoers dancing and screaming, the floor covered in red solo cups and sticky liquids, it wasnât really her scene.Â
âThatâs alright, itâs nice to meet you,â You shook her hand. âIâm going to go out and get some air,â You shouted into Dinaâs ear and she nodded. Waving to Jesse and Ellie, you pushed past the crowds and made your way outside.Â
The cool air against your skin was a relieving change. You leaned against the wall and took a deep breath. It was nice that Dina was looking out for you, but it was honestly overwhelming.Â
âMind if I join you?â You turned to look at Ellie, who stood a few feet away with her hands in her pockets. You simply nodded and tipped your head to the spot next to you. Without all of the flashing lights, you could get a good look at the other girl. A red flannel hung loosely around her frame, her short hair was in a messy half-up half-down style, and her face was covered in light freckles.
Ellieâs eyes lingered on you for a moment before she spoke again. âYou look stressed,âÂ
âI guess thatâs one word for it,â You chuckled. She dug her hand into her back pocket and pulled out a neatly rolled joint.
âJesse gave me this, do you want some?â Your eyes lit up a bit at the sight of the joint and you looked back at her.
âHow could I say no to such an offer?â Taking the joint, you held it between your glossy lips. âYou got a lighter?âÂ
Ellieâs eyes widened slightly as she realized she had been staring at your lips. âAhâ yeah, here,â She took the lighter from her pocket and fumbled with it a few times before she got a steady flame. You leaned in and watched as the end began to burn.Â
âYou donât smoke much, do you?â You giggled softly as your eyes drifted toward her. She watched you intently and shook her head.Â
âNo, not really,â You breathed out the smoke and offered her the joint.Â
âDo you want to try?â Your voice was soft and sweet, Ellie couldnât help but take the joint from your fingers. âJust breathe in slowly and then exhale,â She followed your instructions, still watching you as she took a drag. Coughing, Ellie passed it back.
The two of you passed the joint back and forth in silence, staring up at the night sky until you were able to drown out the loud noise of the party.Â
âJesse and Dina are definitely hooking up right now,â You blurted and started laughing.Â
âOh my god they totally are,â She shook with laughter. As your shoulders touched Ellieâs and you laughed until your cheeks grew tired, you realized that you were actually having fun. You hadnât thought about your ex in hours.Â
Eventually, Ellie offered to walk you back to your dorm, and you accepted gladly.Â
The walk back was full of mindless giggles and seemingly innocent brushes against one anotherâs arms. Ellie leaned against the frame of your door as you fumbled with the key.Â
âDo you want to come inside?â You muttered with a smile once you managed to get the door open. Ellieâs heart pounded at the offer and she could feel heat rush to her cheeks, but she found herself shaking her head no.Â
âIâIâm sorry, I canât,â She bit her lip and looked down at her sneakers. âIâve gotta be up early tomorrow for work, but Iâll see you around, yeah?â You tried not to look disappointed but Ellie could see it on your face almost immediately.Â
âThatâs fine, see ya,â You sighed and closed the door with a small smile.Â
Ellie could feel her heart sinking, and she almost regretted her words. Almost. She knew better than to get involved with someone while in her position, she could put you in a lot of danger, and it was too risky.Â
The next few days were rough. Ellie seemed to be actively avoiding you for some unknown reason and it felt like Dina and Jesse were too wrapped up in one another to even notice you. Every time Jesse came over to see Dina, he used the same excuse to cover for Ellieâs absence. âSheâs busy studying, couldnât make it today.âÂ
âHey, have you seen Ellie lately?â You asked Dina as the two of you walked to class.
âHuh? Oh, no, I havenât, why?â Dina glanced at her phone before looking back at you.
âWell, I thought we kinda hit it off at the party, but I havenât seen her since.â You sighed and trained your eyes on your shoes. âI invited her to come inside our dorm, but she said she had work and bolted,âÂ
Dina looked confused. âThatâs weird, she doesnât work in the mornings,â She shrugged. âI can invite her to come with us to that bar tonight, how about that?â Dina bumped her arm against yours.
âSure, thatâs great,â You smiled, relieved to see your best friend was still looking out for you. Her words stuck with you, why would Ellie lie to you? Maybe she was avoiding you.
That night, Dina got ready with you in your shared dorm.Â
âDid she say she was coming?â You asked nervously as you stared at yourself in the mirror.Â
âShe just liked the message,â Dina snorted and rolled her eyes. âWhat an ass.â
You sighed. âSheâs definitely avoiding me,âÂ
âIâll have Jesse drag her ass down to the bar if she doesnât show, donât worry babe.â Dina pat your shoulder. âAre you ready to go? I think some of the other girls are there already.âÂ
âOh, yeah.â You took one more glance at yourself. You wore a sparkly fitted dress, one that had been growing dusty in your dresser. It was pretty, but a little loud for your taste. âLetâs go before I change my mind,â Dina laughed and nodded.
The bar was busy already, filled with college students and their fake IDs, overpriced drinks in their hands. Dina ordered the two of you some drinks and you stood beside her at the bar.Â
You couldnât help but watch the door as Dina told some exaggerated story. You hated this, the feeling of self-doubt and disappointment that coursed through your body every time a girl let you down. It had only been a few weeks since your last girlfriend dumped you, and yet here you were repeating the same vicious cycle with another girl.Â
Just as you were about to make an excuse to leave, the door to the bar opened and Ellie strolled in. She was by herself, fidgeting with her hands nervously as she looked around the room. Â
You turned back to Dina before you could meet Ellieâs gaze. You had decided that if Ellie wanted to speak, she would have to come to you first.Â
âHey,â Ellie tapped your shoulder and stood beside you at the bar.Â
âHi Ellie,â You gave her a tight-lipped smile and took a sip of your drink. Ellie glanced at her shoes for a moment before speaking again.Â
âCan we talk?â She asked quietly. Was she nervous?
âSure, yeah, outside?â Ellie nodded and followed you out.Â
âOkay, you wanted to talk so letâs talk.â You crossed your arms and faced her once you stood outside.Â
Ellie took a deep breath and stuffed her hands in her pockets. âI know this is kind of forward, but I like you, and I want to get to know you better, butââ
âBut?â
âIâm just,â She sighed, seemingly frustrated. âI canât, I canât be around you,âÂ
âWhat is that supposed to mean?â You scoffed.Â
Ellie pinched the bridge of her nose as she struggled to think of a reply.Â
âItâs not a good idea,â She mumbled.
âYouâre still not making any sense,âÂ
Ellie hesitated. âCan I show you something?âÂ
âSure,âÂ
âYou seriously canât tell anyone about this,â Ellie glanced around. âLike anyone, not a single soul,âÂ
âJesus, I get it, Ellie, Iâll keep whatever secret youâre sharing.â
Ellie nodded and took one more look to make sure nobody was nearby.Â
âIâm, um, kind of like a superhero of sorts, like I fight criminals and protect people sometimes,â Ellieâs cheeks seemed to burn red as she spoke. âI justâ I donât want you to be put in danger because of it,âÂ
You stared at her for a moment before you laughed. âIs this some kind of joke? Thatâs the most ridiculous thing Iâve ever heard! Youâre a superhero? Forget it, Iâm going home, Ellie,â You turned away and began to walk toward the bar.Â
Ellie reached out and grabbed your arm. âNo, I swear Iâm not lying, I can prove it!â She said frantically.Â
âYou can prove it?âÂ
âI can,â She nodded.Â
âOkay, prove it.â Ellie nodded and offered her hand to you.Â
âLetâs go to my dorm, I can show you there,âÂ
âAre you trying to get me to sleep with you?â Ellie rolled her eyes.Â
âNot at the moment, no. Would you just come with me?â
âAlright then, letâs go,âÂ
The walk to Ellieâs dorm wasnât long, but the tension between you and her made it feel insufferable.Â
âHere we are,â She nodded toward the building and unlocked the front door. Ellie led you up a few flights of stairs before finally arriving at her room.Â
Ellieâs dorm room was covered in colorful posters and pictures. A small telescope was leaned against the wall by her window, comic books were stacked high on her nightstand, and some science textbooks were left open on her desk alongside scattered papers and assignments.Â
âThis is cute,â You muttered as you ran a hand along her navy blue bed sheets and looked around the room.
âOh, thanks. You can just make yourself at home,â She smiled and went to open her closet.Â
You sat on her bed and watched her rifle through her clothes. âHow do you plan on proving this?â You asked, slightly amused by this whole situation.Â
âJust wait and see, I donât think youâll find it funny in a minute.â She said, glancing over her shoulder to look at you. Ellie finally pulled out a hanger covered by a black zip-up cover.Â
She held the hanger up and unzipped the cover, letting it fall to the floor. Underneath the cover was a bright red and blue suit.Â
âWhat is that? Some sort of cosplay outfit?â You snorted.
Ellie narrowed her eyes at you. Without a response, Ellie slipped off her flannel and started tugging her shirt off.Â
âWhat are you doing?â You gasped and covered your eyes.Â
âIâm just changing, donât cream your pants.â She said sarcastically. Ellie stepped into the suit and pulled it on.Â
The suit itself seemed good quality, it was a shiny, bright red with black and blue highlights, and it fit her like a second skin. With a closer look, you could see the little details of the suit were designed to resemble a spider web of sorts.Â
âThis is what I wanted to show you,â She said and held out her hands. On each wrist was a complicated gadget that wrapped around her wrist and lay in the palm of her hand.
You reached out to touch the device but Ellie pulled her hands away.Â
âDonât touch them, youâll regret it.â She said with a small smile.Â
âWhat do they do?âÂ
âIâll show you,â She walked across the room to her window and pulled it open. âCâmere,âÂ
You went and stood by her side, an anxious feeling bubbling in your stomach. Ellie reached behind her head and pulled the mask of the suit over her face.Â
âDo you trust me?â She asked, her arm snaking around your waist.Â
âDo I have a choice?â Ellie laughed and pulled you closer to her side.Â
âHold onto me, and uhâ donât look down,â Before you had time to ask her what that meant, Ellie flicked her wrist and sent the two of you swinging out of her window.Â
As you flew through the air, all you could hear was the wind blowing past you and the sound of your screams. It was then that you started to believe that Ellie could be telling the truth.Â
âEllie Williams put me down right now!â You screamed as you watched the buildings fly past you in a blur.Â
âCalm down, weâre almost to my spot.âÂ
Ellie slowed down and stopped on a rooftop. She pulled her mask off. âThis is my favorite spot in the city.â Ellie helped you find your feet and kept a hand on your lower back. From the rooftop, you could see the glittering lights of the city life and the usual noise seemed to be quieter.Â
âThatâs great and all but I think I might vomit,â You let out a shaky breath and sat down. âYou wanna explain what the fuck you just pulled?â You looked up at her.
Ellie grinned and sat next to you. âThe nausea will pass, just take deep breaths. As for that,â Ellie showed you the gadget on her wrist. âTheyâre web shooters, I made them myself. They shoot something similar to spider webs, but much stronger.âÂ
âSo what, youâre like a spider-girl or something?âÂ
âWell, when you say it like that you make it sound childish.â Ellie chuckled.
âOkay Spider-Woman, why is this stopping you from taking me out?âÂ
âIâm scared,â She sighed. âI already put myself in so much danger by doing this, do you know how much worse it would be if I had to worry about keeping you safe as well? I canât guarantee that youâll be protected from everything I deal with, and I canât even imagine what it would be like for you if I ended up hurt or worse.âÂ
You stared at her for a moment and reached out to rest your hand on top of hers.Â
âYouâre forgetting that Iâm my own person, Ellie, I can make those decisions for myself. You donât have to protect me, I can do that on my own.âÂ
Ellie, careful not to touch the web-shooter on her palm, squeezed your hand gently. âI want you and I want this so bad, you have no idea,âÂ
âShow me,â You murmured as you turned to face her. Ellie let out a shaky breath and leaned in.Â
Your lips tasted exactly how Ellie had imagined they would. They were sweet, presumably from the lipgloss you always used, or maybe you just always tasted like cherries, Ellie couldnât tell, all she knew was that she wanted more.Â
âLetâs go back to my dorm,â She murmured as her lips chased yours.Â
âOkay,â You agreed, every thought in your head was focused on Ellie, and suddenly the only thing you cared about was getting that comic-book-looking costume off of her body.Â
The quick trip back to her dorm wasnât as scary as the first, though you werenât sure if you could ever get used to the way your stomach dropped every time she swung.Â
The moment your feet were on the floor of her dorm, Ellie had you pushed up against the door, her lips traveling down your bare neck. Your hands ran down Ellieâs back in search of a zipper or button to take off the suit, but you grumbled in frustration when you failed to find one.
âHow do you take this fuckinâ thing off?â You muttered while Ellie ran her fingers along the hem of your dress. She laughed softly against your skin.
âThe zipper is right here,â She whispered into your ear, taking your hand and guiding it to the side of her torso. Hidden beneath her arm and within the detailing of the suit was a tiny zipper.Â
Your lips met hers again, and while you slowly dragged the zipper down, you let your other hand slide around her waist.Â
And just before you were able to completely unzip the suit, a loud banging on Ellieâs door startled you both.
âYo, Ellie, you in there?â It was Jesse, and he sounded very drunk. Your eyes widened as you looked at Ellie, waiting for her to say something.Â
Ellie held a finger up to her lips and signaled for you to keep quiet. She was sure that if Jesse assumed she wasnât home, heâd find someone else to bother.Â
Jesse banged on the door a few times and groaned loudly when he realized Ellie wasnât answering. You sighed softly once you heard him shuffle away.Â
âWhere were we?â Ellie smiled and pulled you close to her. Finally, you were able to pull down that zipper and the suit came loose enough for Ellie to pull off.Â
Ellie slid her fingers under the straps of your dress and let them fall down your shoulders. âCan I take this off?â She asked.
You simply nodded.Â
As if trying to tease, Ellie slid one strap down at a time, then moved onto the zipper, which she pulled down as slowly as she possibly could.Â
After what felt like years of waiting, your dress fell to the floor, pooling at your feet.Â
The feeling of Ellieâs skin against your own was everything you needed. She was warm and gentle, even her calloused fingers felt like butter on your skin.Â
Hungry for more of her, you reached out and ran your fingers along the waistband of her black boyshorts. Everything about her drove you insane, the sight of her in the simple black sports bra and boyshorts that she wore was enough to make you go practically feral.Â
Ellie followed your lead and copied your moves, tracing the waistband of your panties, then going further and dipping her fingers inside. Ellie couldâve sworn that the gasp you let out when she brushed against your clit was enough to make her cum, god she was already completely soaked just by standing there with you.Â
âYouâre so wet,â She breathed and her fingers slid against your pussy again.Â
âFuck,â You whined.Â
Ellie pulled her fingers from your underwear and licked them clean.Â
âI gotta have more of you,â Ellie said desperately.
âThen stop talking and do it,â You bit your lip. Your words were the last bit of confirmation she needed. Ellie grabbed your thighs and picked you up with ease.
Just as quickly as you had said those words, Ellie had swept you off your feet and sat you right on her bed. Your legs spread and her head in between them.Â
She didnât waste time taking off your panties, she couldnât stop herself after she had that first taste. Ellieâs lips brushed against your cunt almost hesitantly but soon enough she was diving into you like she was starving. Your hips bucked up against her tongue as you searched desperately for release. Ellieâs hand snaked up around your thighs and held you down, causing you to whine out loudly.Â
âGod, you taste so goodâŠâ She groaned against your cunt.
âIâm getting close,â You gasped as you felt Ellie swirl her tongue around your clit.Â
âWe just started, baby,â Ellie chuckled and ran her tongue up along your slit. âThink you can wait a few more minutes? You just look so pretty like thisâŠâ She squeezed your thigh and looked up at you with a playful smirk.Â
You stared at her, stunned by how she could be so dirty when she was the same girl who had been nervous to talk to you at the bar. How could she look so sexy when her chin and nose were both glistening with your slick and her hair was messy from you pulling on it? Was this the same girl who had choked after taking a drag from a joint?
âPleaseâŠâ You moaned loudly and let your head fall back against the mattress. Ellie pulled away and kissed the inside of your thigh.Â
âFine, but only because you asked so nicely,â She smiled and stood up, pulling her underwear down and straddling your hips. âI wanna cum with youâŠâ She mumbled as she leaned down and kissed you gently.Â
A sharp gasp escaped your lips once you felt Ellie position her cunt against yours. Ellie let out a whiny moan and slowly rolled her hips forward, drawing out a loud sigh from you. Your bodies moved together slowly as if you were performing some heavenly dance.Â
Her wet folds grinding against yours seemed to stop every thought in your head. You couldnât recall the last person who had made you feel nearly this goodâ hell, you could barely form a coherent sentence. You reached out and grabbed Ellieâs hands, intertwining your fingers and squeezing her hands gently.Â
âGod, Ellie I canâtââ You stuttered and squeezed your eyes shut.Â
âI know, me tooâŠme too,â She groaned and tossed her head back. It wasnât hard to tell by the way her thighs were beginning to shake or the loud profanities leaving her mouth that Ellie was just as close to orgasm as you were.Â
It only took a few more moments before you came completely undone. A hot, sudden pleasure overcame you just as Ellie climaxed. As soon as the pleasure lulled, Ellie climbed off you and settled down next to you on the bed.Â
âI didnât want it to be like this,â Ellie whispered and turned to look at you.Â
âWhat?â You giggled.Â
âThis,â She said and slid her arm around your waist. âI wouldâve been moreâŠromantic. Take you out to dinner, maybe show you all my favorite rooftops, I wouldâve made this special.âÂ
You cupped her cheek and ran your thumb along her cheekbone. âI think tonight was pretty special. It was the best night Iâve ever had.âÂ
Ellieâs cheeks flushed slightly and a stupid smile tugged at her lips. âDonât say that, itâll inflate my ego.âÂ
âAlright then,â Â
âHey, promise me you wonât tell anyone about myââ
âYour secret identity? Trust me, Iâll take your secret to the grave.âÂ
âThank you.â Ellie took your hand and placed a gentle kiss on the back. âI just want to keep you safe,â
âI know,â You sighed.Â
On her nightstand, Ellieâs phone buzzed. You passed her the phone without hesitation.Â
âActive robbery occurring atâŠâ The headline flashed across her home screen.Â
You watched as Ellie sat up and started grabbing her clothes off the floor. It had barely been ten minutes since the two of you had finished and she was already getting ready to run off and stop crime.Â
âIâm so sorry, I justââÂ
âYou have to go,â You smiled and watched her slip into the suit.Â
âSorry,â She murmured, leaning down to kiss you before pulling the mask over her face.Â
âGood luck and be safe,â You waved as she leaped out of the window and swung into the darkness of the night.
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maybe getting mad at your boyfriends over something petty wasn't the best idea.
pairing; 95line x fem!reader
genre;Â smut (minors dni)
w/c;Â 2.1k
a/n - based on this request. this is not proofread at all so ignore if any grammatical errors đ it's my first full fic so I'll appreciate any and every feedback!
smut warnings under the cut!
warnings;Â mentions of a creep at a club, poly, established relationship, dom!95line x sub! reader, degradation, petnames (babe, love, princess, cockslut), unprotected sex (don't do this), oral (m. receiving), double penetration, anal, creampie, slight chocking, fluff at the end. lmk if I missed anything!
It's 8pm. You haven't checked your phone all day. you were supposed to be off work 2 hours ago but your boss decided today would be the perfect day to ask you to do their monthly statistics compilation.Â
As you make your way upstairs the tiredness of the long workday finally kicks in. you sigh when you reach the door, wanting nothing more than to be in the comfort of your own home and your three boyfriends.
Hard days like this were guaranteed with a high profile job but you knew no matter what happens youâd always come home to the loves of your life.
As you open the door, the smell of your apartment fills your heart with a fuzzy warmth. You walk in and close the door behind you and it slowly hits you.
It's quiet.
Now living with 3 other people, there was always some form of noise in the house. Whether it be Jeonghan's tv show marathons, Joshua's guitar or Seungcheol listening to music, there was always some sound to fill the empty feeling in your ear.
A look around you can see that no one was at home. At first you assume Seungcheol was finally able to convince Jeonghan and Joshua to join the gym with him. You open your phone to see if any of them texted you their whereabouts.
[5:27]
Seungcheol : babe when are you off work?
Seungcheol : we were thinking of going to a movieÂ
Seungcheol : i know you said you weren't interested in this genre but we really want to watch it
Seungcheol : text us when ur done?
[6:07]
Jeonghan : babeee the movie is at 6:30 youâre supposed to be off work by now where are youuuu
[6:24]
Joshua : hey weâre at the movie okay?
Joshua : we came without you because you said you last week that you werenât that interested in this
Joshua : weâll see you in 3 hours <3
Oh. They went to see a movie. Without you.
Theyâre not wrong, you did say war centric and movies more than 2 hours werenât your thing but, they couldâve waited right? It's not like it's only going to play at the theatre once. They couldâve easily waited for you and asked?
You're not the type of person to get mad about things like this. Usually you'd brush it off and move on but maybe it's the mixed frustration of work and your boss that you decide to make a phone call
âHey are you free clubbing tonight?â
So, this was a really bad idea. It's 9pm, you're at a shady club and your friend ditched you to go hook up with someone. When you initially called chan he was constantly reassuring you that heâll be with you all night because you need it.
His bad jokes and humour for a second did make you feel better but the minute you guys entered the club and he laid his eyes on this girl, it was game over.
You can't blame him, she was pretty as hell. If he wasn't rushing to get alone with her you wouldâve asked her where her eyeshadow was from. Now you're alone at the bar, staring at the drink in your hand. Your phone keeps lighting up with notifications but you don't respond.
[8:50]
Seungcheol : babe where are you?
Seungcheol : we left early because the movie was boring you were right
Seungcheol : please respond to us
Seungcheol : i know you're mad at us im sorry
[2 missed calls from Seungcheol]
[1 missed call from Jeonghan]
[3 missed calls from Joshua]
[1 missed call from Seungcheol]
You feel bad. You should respond, you should let them know youâre safe but for this once you feel like proving something to them. What exactly are you proving? Well, you haven't really figured that out yet.
You're staring at your phone when a voice interrupts your thoughts
âHey, what's someone like you doing here alone?â
You look at your side to see a tall man in all black. He has short bleached hair and a pretty face. You laugh off his comment, not wanting to interact with anyone right now.
âIm mark, i couldn't help but notice how pretty you areâ he smiles and extends his hand which you accept with a smile.Â
A few minutes of talking later, you start getting uncomfortable. Mark keeps trying to get you to leave with him even though you stated you had a boyfriend. He shrugs it off, his hand sliding to your waist and talking to you about how that doesn't matter.
You laugh nervously and excuse yourself to the bathroom, clutching your phone in your hands. You call the first person who shows up and he picks up in half a ring
ây/n? love where are you weâre worried sickâ
âSeungcheolâŠim at levels bar please come pick me up there's someone making me uncomfortableâ
You hear some shuffling in the background and Seungcheol reassures you that they're on their way.Â
About 20 minutes later you get a text from Joshua saying they're outside. You have to convince them not to come into the club, not wanting the situation to escalate or get worse. You successfully sneak out of the club, thanking your luck that Mark was now occupied with some other girl.
As you spot your boyfriends, you see relief wash over them. They bombard you with questions and when you confirm youâre okay, they help you in the car and drive back.Â
The air in the car is a little tense, no one clearly wants to bring up the topic of why you were at a club alone. Seungcheol had a rule you all followed - if there was something to talk about, youâd do it at home.
Once the car is parked, the four of you silently walk to your door. Jeonghan opens the door and lets all of you in. you take off your shoes and go sit on the couch, preparing yourself for whatever theyâd ask you.
âWell? You want us to start?â
âI'm sorryâ you say immediately, looking at the floor beneath you. You hear someone walking towards you.
A soft hand trails your face and lifts your chin to look up. Seungcheol has a small smile playing on his lips when he asks âwhat are you sorry for?â
âFor getting mad at you guys and going to the club. I should've just told you i was mad at youâ Seungcheol gives you a satisfied grin, his hand still forcing you to look at them standing over you
âWe were worried sick, you know? You really almost gave us a heart attackâ Joshua sighs looking at you. You give him a sad smile
âI'll make it up to youâ you say and Jeonghan laughs loud, his voice echoing through the room
âTrust me you willâ he says and walks over to you, his hands cupping your cheeks as he smashes his lips onto yours. He makes you lean back on the couch as he hovers over you, his lips moving in sync with yours as his tongue explores your mouth.
you feel the couch sink beside you and before you can see who it is, Joshua pulls you onto his lap, His firm body pressed on your back. You whimper as you feel his cock straining against his pants on your lower back.Â
It doesn't take long before theyâve helped you out of your clothes and all four of you are naked. Jeonghan goes to the bedroom to grab a bottle of lube.
You turn your face to kiss Joshua, slowly grinding your ass on his cock as Seungcheol sucks on your neck. His hands fondle your breasts, squeezing the pinching your nipple to hear those oh so sweet sounds you make. your moans muffled by Joshua's mouth.
You moan into Joshua's mouth as you feel Seungcheol trail his kisses down to your breasts and suck on them.Â
Jeonghan walks back in and tosses the bottle to Joshua. Joshua pours some on his fingers and circles your rim
âGonna take me properly love?â Joshua whispers in your ear and you nod, unable to form coherent sentences. Joshua slowly aligns his cock with your rim and pushes in. The stretch hurts at first but the pain fuzes into a cloud of pleasure for you.
As Joshua slowly lowers you on him, Seungcheol aligns himself with your cunt. Unlike Joshua, Seungcheol isn't soft in the bedroom.
He knows exactly how to push you far enough for it to feel best, so he waits until you're fully lowered on Joshua's lap and he slams his entire length inside you.Â
His tip his your cervix perfectly, knocking the wind out of your lungs.Â
âF-fuck.. So..fu-fullâ you moan out.
You take a moment to regain your breath, back arched on Joshua as groans in your ear.Â
Jeonghan, clearly feeling a bit left out, tangles his hands in your hair and pulls your face off of Joshua's neck. He slaps his cock against your cheek and lips as he smiles down at you
âOpen upâ he commands.
As you open your mouth and suck Jeonghan's tip, Seungcheol takes the initiative to move. He slowly drags his cock out and thrusts his full length into you again making you moan on Jeonghan. The movement makes Joshua hit deeper in you.Â
Both of them start moving inside you. Seungcheol and him have a mismatched pace making you see stars as you suck Jeonghan harder.Â
Jeonghan holds the back of your neck and thrusts into your mouth, making you take him deeper as tears well in your eyes. He throws his head back and fucks your mouth.
The room is filled with groaning and skin slapping as Jeonghan hits the back of your throat with each move.
âSuch a pretty fucking cockslut. You like us filling you up like this huh?â Seungcheol grunts and moves his hips faster. You try to respond but the cloud of lust fills your mind as you feel yourself reaching your edge.
Joshua, the ever observant slides his hand down to your clit and slowly rubs his thumb against it. The sensation makes you moan against Jeonghans cock, the vibrations making him moan your name.Â
After a few more thrusts you feel his movements stutter as he fucks your face.Â
âWant me to cum in your mouth princess?â he groans as you slip him out of your mouth to answer
âP-please Jeonghan..ne-need itâ
 Your pretty face begging for him is all he needs before he cums in your throat with a final thrust, painting it white. He pulls out and watches you swallow with a satisfied grin before collapsing on the couch next to Joshua.
The other 2 are not too far behind to follow, their movements becoming more erratic as they reach their highs. Joshua cums with a loud groan and throws his head back on the couch.
His hands keep moving on your clit as he comes down his high, his breathing heavy and inconsistent.Â
âGonna fill you up so well you wont even fucking think about pullling this shit againâ Seungcheol curses and his hand wraps around your neck. The slight cut in air with the stimulation on your clit makes you fall off the edge as you cum on Seungcheolâs cock, his orgasm following yours.
Your releases mix together inside you as he rides out his high. You lay back on Joshua as he and Seungcheol slowly pull out. The emptiness and the feeling of their cum spilling out of you makes you whimper. Your thighs sticky with your mixed releases.
You slowly feel yourself coming down from that cloud as Joshua pats your shoulder
âYou okay? Did we go too hard on you love?â he asks with slight concern in his voice but you shake your head no. They could never hurt you.Â
The three of them help you get up and take a shower, laying out clean warm clothes for you and helping you lay on the bed. Jeonghan lays down next to you and pulls you into a warm hug.Â
âDon't do that again okay? You really had us worriedâ he whispers in your hair.
âIm sorry, i shouldn't have disappeared over something so smallâ
you say quietly but the 3 of them hear it, they always do.Â
Seungcheol presses a kiss to your forehead as Joshua rubs your back.
âWe love you, don't forget that okay?â
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Butcher!Simon x gn!reader Part 8 continuation of your little date, I hope you enjoy! Also haven't proofread it because I didn't want to make you all wait another week for it. Sorry. You're welcome to point out errors to me. English words were hard this time, sorry if some of it is redundant. Part 7 | COD Masterlist | Part 9
Simon watches you from the corner of his eyes while you two walk alongside each other through the park. Youâre tossing a ball for Wraith and the guard dog basically turned into an overgrown puppy at the sight of the toy.
Itâs gotten late and after you spent the entire afternoon in the CafĂ© talking, Wraith needed a walk. Instead of saying goodbye you invited Simon to tag along. Thatâs a win, right? Itâs a big step. You voluntarily decided to spend more time with him and Simon can feel himself vibrate with excitement.
âSo an ex-soldier. What exactly did you do?â, you ask him while you toss Wraithâs ball for the thousandth time. You turn your pretty face towards him and he meets your eyes, puts his hands into his pockets and slightly shrugs his shoulders.
âSpec Ops.â, is his simple answer and you furrow your brows.
âSpe- what?â The confusion in your voice is adorable and Simon balls his fists, stuffs them deeper into his pockets so he doesnât do something stupid (like pull you in and kiss you breathless).
âSpecial Operations. We werenât really deployed somewhere permanently, instead they sent us wherever we were needed. Lots of stuff I am not allowed to talk about.â, he explains and wonders if youâll be scared of him again.
When he looks at you, your eyes are wide. âOh.â, you mutter and seem to think hard. It grows quiet for a minute and a small smile finds its way onto Simonâs lips. Youâre chewing your lips again, seemingly troubled and who the fuck allowed you to look so adorable doing that.
âWhat is it, sweetheart.â, he asks, his voice warm and soft. He really hopes you canât hear the lovesick undertone.
âI donât know what Iâm allowed to ask.â, you explain and grin self-conscious. He wants to lick the awkwardness off your lips (whoa okay, he really needs to get his thoughts in check).
Instead of doing that like a total creep, he tells you: âYou can ask whatever you want, sweetheart. Weâll see what I can answer.â
You nod and think again. So far you havenât protested his continued use of petnames. He enjoys it, enjoys claiming you with words in a subtle way. The only thing heâd enjoy even more would be you claiming him back. With words, marks, a collar, anything as long as he gets to be yours.
By now youâre walking closely besides him, and every now and then your arms brush against each other. It sends a shock up his arm every time, makes his neck tingle and his jaw clench in an effort to hold back, to not overwhelm you. The last thing he wants is to fuck up with you. As much as he wants to hold you heâd rather endure torture again than make you uncomfortable by coming on too strong.
âWhy did you retire?â, you finally ask. âYou donât have to answer if youâd rather not!â, you immediately add in the same breath and Simon chuckles a bit at that.
The way youâre glancing at him seems nervous. Itâs oddly endearing, like youâre nervous of misstepping with him. He quite enjoys that look on your face. Making you nervous in a way that doesnât stem from fear is weirdly thrilling and he wants to keep doing it (would you be nervous if he pushed you up against a tree? If he used his height to his advantage and had you at his mercy? Would you be nervous if you had him at your mercy? God, he wants to be at your mercy).
ââs alright, sweets. Had a mission that went south, canât really go into details. After that they set us up with a comfortable new life and told us to start over.â He can see the curiousness plain as day in your eyes and he wants to kick the officials whoâre keeping him from just telling you everything.
Maybe someday heâll do it anyway. Fuck if anyone can dictate him what to talk about. Heâll definitely tell you someday. Once heâs yours and sure you wonât run from him for revealing his past.
You cock your head at that. âCan you tell me about your team?â, you ask instead of prying and he could kiss you for that alone (heâs not sure he could have denied you, had you asked with your sweet voice and big curious eyes).
He nods at you and your face practically lights up with a big smile at the opportunity to finally get more info. Heâs tempted to tell you every single confidential thing he knows, just to see you light up like that again.
âThe lads are all in town. Weâre four. Johnny, the fucker, owns a bakery. Flirts with everyone that comes in. People dig the accent.â, he begins and you perk up.
âAccent? Itâs not the Scottish one, is it? What was his nameâŠâ, you seem to wrack your brain for it. âMacâŠ. MacâŠâ
âMacTavish.â, Simon supplies and you beam at him.
âI know that guy! His bread is to die for.â, you claim and Simon canât really tell you that he already knows you frequent his friends bakery (he might have seen you there when he went to visit Johnny at work; might have worked out the times you go to Johnnyâs and visited him more often around that time).
âHe seems really nice butâŠâ, you trail off and when you donât continue Simon gently nudges you with his elbow to go on (you don't seem bothered by the contact, and he's surprised by himself for daring to do that so casually), curious what you might have to say about Johnny. You hesitate.
âGo on, sweetheart.â, he urges gently.
 â⊠he kinda intimidates me.â, you finally admit and suddenly Simon is grinning like the cat that caught the canary. Johnny intimidates you. Who would have ever guessed.
Johnny, who only recently teased him that âthe cutieâ would never warm up to him because of his scary mask, intimidates you. Yet scary Simon is the one youâre taking a stroll in the park with. He desperately wants to rub it in Johnnyâs face.
âDonât tell your friend about it, but I canât ever seem to remember his name. My friends and I refer to him as MacFlurry.â, you add, blushing but grinning mischievously.
Simon stares at you for a second and he can see the smile slowly drop and the apology forming on your lips when he starts laughing. He clutches his ribs, doubling over. Oh heâs gonna have so much fun with this information.
After a few seconds your laughter joins his as youâre helplessly giggling along, his booming laughter infectious.
âThatâŠâ, he laughs. âThatâs great. Fucking MacFlurry.â He practically wheezes in laughter. Shit, he wants to marry you. Right here, right now.
Your giggle is beautiful and slightly bashful. Simon wishes he could catch it in a jar so he might listen to the heavenly sound again and again.
Finally he catches his breath and straightens up a bit, his eyes are twinkling, creases all around them from smiling so widely. He wants to tug you in close and thank you for existing.
âYou know, sweetheart, I could always introduce you to MacFlurry and the others. Weâre meeting up this evening. Wanna tag along?â, he blurts out before he can reconsider and your eyes grow wide and alarmed.
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Can you do something about niamh charles captaining the chelsea game please :)
oh captain - niamh charles
niamh charles x reader
description: in which your girlfriend learns a new fact about you, one she wouldnât let you forget anytime soon
warnings: suggestive
a/n: niamhy has me in a chokehold, thank you so much for the request, captain niamh is mwah, ily and enjoy!!
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you and your girlfriend, niamh, knew everything about each other. it wasnât even an exaggeration, niamh was your lifelong childhood friend that you grew up with.
there wasnât a minute where the two of you werenât glued together and your closeness proved that.
thatâs why it was so shocking for niamh when she figured out your weakness. the armband.
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you and niamh met in school, stuck together from the time you were both 8. you were both relatively quiet and gravitated towards each other to separate from the chaos of everyone else.
it had been like that ever since, even the smallest bit of distance proving difficult for the both of you.
niamh was the one that actually got you into football, you always watched her practice and the girl would beg you to be an attacker just so she could get better.
you both quickly realised you were actually good and when you went to your family saying you were playing football with your best friend, they were pleasantly surprised.
little did everyone know how successful you and that special someone would be in the future.
there was always awareness for the two of you that you liked each other. everyone could feel the undeniable tension when the two of you would shamelessly flirt until you two got too shy and had to stop, only to pick it up a couple minutes later.
and so, at 18, niamh asked you to be her girlfriend during your weekly friday movie night.
âhiyaâ niamh smiles when you open the door, pulling you into a bear hug that nearly had you toppling over. âhi, niamhyâ you giggle, giving her a gentle squeeze before dragging her inside.
âthief, i was looking for this,â niamh laughs, her hand coming up to tug the bottom hem of the hoodie you were wearing, her gaze lingering on your pink cheeks fondly.
âyou left it here, so technically itâs my propertyâ you say cheekily, pulling niamh by the hand to sit beside you on the couch. niamh laughs brightly, shaking her head amusingly as you smirk at her.
you both sit, fluffy blankets immediately envelope you and niamh, thighs brushing together gently as you sat beside her.
âyour name is charles, then? something youâre not telling me?â niamh traces her finger over her last name on your back before she nudges your shoulder with hers, you giggle, nudging her shoulder back,
âhm, maybe weâre secretly related?â you tease, âoh god, i hope notâ she breathes out, looking over at you and patting your thigh so youâd make eye contact.
the way she was looking at you made you feel incredibly nervous, her blue eyes boring into yours.
âwell i was going to ask you to be my girlfriend tonight so not ideal if youâre a family member, gorgeousâ niamh says simply, watching as your eyes widen in shock with a smile playing at your lips.
âwhat?â you try hard not to smile, clearly failing at the bright grin that takes over your features. âdo you see my predicament? i really want to askâ she chuckles, smiling at you gently as you comprehend what was happening.
you take a deep breath, launching forward to pull her into a kiss, she gasps against your mouth, no ounce of hesitation showing as she moves her lips in sync with yours.
you smile against each other during the kiss, niamhâs hands cupping your cheeks while yours rested on the base of her neck, both of you gently running your thumbs over the skin.
niamh pulls away slightly breathless, smiling at you brightly, âis that a yes then?â she mocks, âhard noâ you tease her, making her pull you towards her again for another kiss.
this one was much more passionate than the first. she pulls away again barely, ânow?â the word brushing against your lips, âtry againâ you whisper, she pulls you into another kiss, one that made you feel light headed, feeling like if you stood youâd fall to the ground.
you pull away with a quick peck, âit was a yes the first timeâ you giggle, niamh gives you a firm kiss, âi know, babyâ
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you and niamh both played together at liverpool before the transfer to chelsea, the two of you unstoppable on the pitch. you and niamh expected the best from each other, the two of you asking for constant feedback to push harder.
you and niamh obviously had a lot on your shoulders but the only people you wanted to impress was each other, the giddy feeling of pride for one another feeling like a drug you both couldnât drop.
niamh would be the first one to you when youâd get a goal, sweeping you up in a tight hug and kissing your cheek repeatedly.
âyouâre perfectâ niamh grins, her lips still lingering on your cheek as she pulled you to her, you tuned out everyone else in the group hug, the only arms you felt around you were your girlfriendâs.
whenever niamh would tackle someone well, her eyes would drift to you almost immediately, looking for your little nod or smile of approval, only pushing to get it again. she turned into putty around you, collapsing in your arms after each match with a homely smile.
âyou played so well, my loveâ you grin, giving her a quick kiss before her face tucks into where your shoulder meets your neck. âyou too, baby, almost too goodâ sheâd tease, her arms wrapped tightly around you afraid youâd disappear anytime soon.
it was well known niamh was the clingier one in your relationship. not saying you werenât because you most definitely were addicted to niamh, but this girl had to be touching you whenever she could.
you both got teased about it but it didnât phase you, your solidarity with each other offering comfort that nothing else could.
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you two still had your dedicated fridayâs to your movie nights (like you didnât have one almost every night). you were flat on your back while niamh lay on top of you, melting into your body when your hands raked through her hair, the gentle scratch of your nails against her scalp making it almost impossible to move.
you both had a game tomorrow and niamh insisted that you both had adequate rest before the match tomorrow.
niamh nuzzled into you gently, sighing happily when you placed a gentle kiss on her hairline.
âkill me now and iâd be okay with itâ niamh moves her head to kiss your sternum before moving up slightly so her face could hover above yours.
âwho would help me hide the body?â you smile up at her, tucking her hair behind her ear. niamh thought about it for a moment, almost too seriously, âwell i would do it the best so maybe notâ she teases, kissing you gently, you laugh against her lips.
âyouâre so sillyâ you smile, she playfully bites the side of your neck, âyou love itâ she mocks, her hand running down your arm slowly until her hand interlaced with yours.
she hovers over you when you donât respond, giving you a challenging expression until you laughed, âmhm, i doâ you nod, giving her hand a gentle squeeze as you other one rests on her waist.
âready for tomorrow?â she questions, moving to lay on her side next to you, prompting you to do the same, your hands interlaced in the middle of you.
âitâs just a regular game, just a little nervousâ you shrug, your eyes tracing every detail of her face, making her stomach flip no matter how long youâd been together.
âyouâre not getting lazy are you, baby?â she teases, you roll your eyes fondly, ânever, loveâ you smile, puckering your lips for niamh to give you a kiss that she happily gave you.
you both chatted back and forth with the gentle hum of the movie filling the rest of the air, both of your attention solely focused on each other.
niamh knew she was captain for tomorrow, for the first time ever. she was about to tell you then and there because she received the text when you were in the shower but it slipped her mind once she started kissing you. you were always one to distract her.
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the next day, you were weary of niamhâs sudden excitement, her being the one to drag you out of bed with a bunch of kisses distributed around your face and your lips.
she drove to the stadium excitedly, her hand gently squeezing your thigh every couple of seconds. you were truly confused, this match was important but not one that would have her reacting like this. she was up to something and you were gonna get to the bottom of it.
when you both made it to the change rooms, niamh pushed you towards aggie, making you fall into the blondeâs arms while niamh ran off to her cubby.
you didnât see her hide the armband in her boot, making it look like she was just double checking everything when you looked at her in shock after recovering from falling.
you narrow your eyes at her when she approached, your arms crossed over your chest as you met in the middle.
âhi, gorgeousâ niamh says smugly, holding her arms out to you and frowning when yours stayed crossed. âyouâre up to something and i donât like it, niamhâ
a little pout was evident on your face, your eyebrows furrowed at niamhâs behaviour. âbabyâ niamh sings out, her hands moving to grip your hips as she pulled you a little closer.
âyouâre so lucky i love you, niamh charles, honestlyâ you point out, making the taller girl grin and squeeze your hips gently. âi love you too, beautifulâ she cheeses out, âdonât be madâ she teased, her arms wrapping around you to pull you into a hug.
you really tried to stay firm with her, still not understanding why she was being so secretive but niamh always managed to pull you out of an angry mood. she presses a kiss to your cheek, âyou canât stay mad at me forever, babeâ kissing your cheek again, pulling you closer.
âniamhyâ you groan before you break out into a smile, âstop it, iâm angryâ you attempt to push her away but she only grips you tighter, her lips pressing against yours.
on instinct, your arms wrap around her neck and pull her closer, making her grin against you knowing you cracked, you pull away with a glare, âshut upâ you grit, âokayâ she grins, capturing your lips in another quick kiss before you both began to get ready for the match.
you were ready first, going to the mirror to do your final touches and came back to a sight for sore eyes.
there stood your girlfriend, looking beautiful as usual in her kit but something was different. a neon yellow band hugging her bicep with a big âCâ printed on it.
your breath hitched, you and niamh just looking at each other. your eyes dart around her body, taking in her appearance before settling back on the band. your mouth opened to say something but nothing came out.
niamh had a shit eating grin on her face, trying not to laugh at your reaction. âyou alright?â she laughs, walking a little closer to you. you genuinely felt like you couldnât breathe, not understanding why this was so mind boggling to you.
you werenât sure how it was possible but she was even more attractive, the band giving her a confidence that was incredibly overwhelming and just overall jaw dropping.
you couldnât even look her in the eye, suddenly going shy when she got close to you, seeing the way the band fit so well against her bicep.
âyouâre captain?â you breathe out, eyes still trained on the band. âyes i amâ she grins, her hand gripping your chin and tilting it upwards to meet your gaze.
âwhy are you all shy?â she teases, her other hand resting on your hip. âiâm notâ you scoff, but your pink cheeks said otherwise. âsure youâre not, babyâ she smiles, clearly enjoying this.
feeling a little brave, your hand made its way to her bicep, your thumb brushing over it with wide pupils.
âyou look so goodâ you blurt out, almost regretting it knowing how much it would inflate her ego.
âwho knew youâd like this so muchâ niamh says cheekily, watching as you gripped her bicep tighter. âcalm down, charlseyâ you grin, your free hand moving to the back of her neck to pull her into a kiss.
niamh could tell what you were feeling, the butterflies in your stomach clearly making its way into your kisses because it spread to her. you were both so giddy about this, you loving niamh in it and niamh loving your reaction.
âwe need to line upâ niamh pulls away, âyour captain says soâ she smiles, you couldnât control the little noise that came out from the back of your throat, niamh was riling you up and you knew it.
although, clearly it was working because you couldnât keep your hands off her.
âone moreâ you whine, pulling her into another kiss as you both neared the tunnel, âbaby,â she breathes out against your lips, âtheyâre waitingâ you kiss her again,
âdonât. careâ you say between kisses, your hand planted on niamhâs cheek while the other roamed her left arm, squeezing the yellow cuff sitting there.
she grabs your face in between her hands, kissing you quickly before grabbing your hand and pulling you towards the tunnel. your hand didnât let go of hers when she led you to your spot.
you give her a pleading expression, she shakes her head fondly, a quick peck placed on your lips before she puts some distance between you. she would give into you in a heartbeat and conditions werenât exactly ideal.
âlaterâ she says firmly, squeezing your hand and walking to the front of the line. your heart eyes were evident from your spot, watching niamhâs every move as she talked to her mascot, she was the only one with one and it only made things worse for you. she was killing you. and she knew it. she loved it.
â
the game progresses, both you and niamh playing extremely well, managing to get yourself a goal. and when the celebration came, you smiled brightly at niamh before your eyes fell to the armband.
when she pulled you into a tight hug, she chuckled, kissing your cheek repeatedly with words of praise spilling from her mouth.
you were bright red when she pulled away, watching as she threw you a cheeky wink before she ran back to her position.
after the game was over, you both did your laps of signatures and photos, waiting for niamh as she pulled for interviews.
when she was done, she walked over to you painfully slowly and as soon as she was in reach, you dragged her into the darkness of the tunnel again, your lips finding her in an instant.
âwhy couldnât i be captain earlier? look at youâ she whines, the words quickly cut off with your lips pressed on hers again. you pull away breathlessly, your cheeks pink as you looked at her, feeling like youâve kissed her for the first time.
you pull her down slightly so her ear was next to your mouth, âcan you bring this home?â your hand snapping the band against her skin, making her jolt lightly.
she nods, kissing the tip of your nose with a smile. âi already had a spare one in my bagâ she grins, running off to the showers to get you home as quickly as possible.
letâs just say, that armband has more positives than anything.
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you know the drill, just pretend itâs you xx
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desitel feelings / love timeline (2 me)
DEAN:
immediate attraction in s4 (hello he has eyes!)
s4 - 5, going from allies to friends, crushing hard and shooting his shot / flirting, but all of it goes over cas's head
s6 betrayal / cas's s7 death: when he starts realizing that the way he feels abt cas is Different and More than just a crush / friendship. bobby and sam not reacting the same way to cas's betrayal and death really starts to get the gears turning. then when bobby dies, dean also realizes his grief over cas is different from his grief over bobby. (also the keeping his coat, carrying it with them in every new car all throughout s7. like that man was in Love-love.)
s8: purgatory solidifies dean's feelings. all dean can think about for a year is finding cas, saving cas. he prays to him every night. his mind is just a skipping record of cas, cas, cas. i think by this point he's accepted his romantic feelings for cas. and by the end of s8 he was ready to tell cas how he felt in the crypt. he changes "love" to "need" (which imo is MORE insane and vulnerable actually) and then dean perceives cas's actions after the crypt as a rejection of dean's feelings). meanwhile, cas has not yet even realized his own feelings for dean are romantic love yet, more on that in a minute.
s9 - s12 imo are dean grappling with the fact that his love is unrequited and trying to live with that and maybe move on (drowley summer of love).
s13 -s14 : first the widowers arc of it all. dean realizing no matter what, cas was IT for him. there's never going to be anyone else for him. he doesn't want anyone else. dean accepting that cas is effectively his life partner and he's fine with them staying platonic (bc he still thinks cas doesn't feel the same way). dean stops hooking up. dean is content with the family unit they have made for themselves.
s15: dean grappling with the knowledge of chuck's manipulation over the years. dean questioning what's even real ("is his love for cas even real?") cas asserting that they are real. divorce arc. destiel miscommunication at its finest. dean once again thinking cas doesn't care for him the way he cares for cas. dean nearly losing cas again in purgatory and deciding to put his heart on the line (was going to confess before cas cut him off). then---cas's "i love you." dean overwhelmed in the moment. dean still not sure what cas's words mean until cas is taken by the empty and he processes the speech and declaration. and then he realizes--cas was in love with him. it was mutual. they could've had it. they could've been together for years. the one thing they both wanted---
CAS
immediate attraction in s4 (hello he has eyes! many eyes in fact!)
s4 - 5: going from allies to friends. cas remembering what it's like to FEEL again ("for the first time") after his millionth lobotomy. dean re-awakening those feelings, both for humanity at large and for dean specifically. but cas doesn't have a name for these feelings yet. he attributes them to his bond with dean / assumes most people feel like this about dean.
s6 - 8: cas largely still attributing his feeling for dean to their unique bond. cas putting the mission first. cas also dealing with his own guilt over his failures. not a lot of time for him to process his feelings for dean.
s9: cas has his italicized "oh" moment. i think it's a combination of being human and for the first time all the angel stuff isn't there, he can't attribute his feelings to their "bond." he's rooted in his body for the first time, really in-tune with his physical reactions too. i think early s9 is when he starts to realize his feelings for dean are different but he's still not quite putting a name to them. then metatron calls him out on those feelings (his snarky knowing "he's in love...with humanity") and then dean dying really solidify cas's feelings. he is now aware.
aaaaaand then s10 - 12 is him grappling with those feelings at the same time that dean is really starting to accept that cas doesn't feel the same and is trying to accept that they'll be nothing but platonic and move on. so that's why you get stuff like dean calling cas their "brother" (he's trying to be ok with this) while cas looks sick to his stomach bc he is just now really accepting and processing the fact that he's in romantic love with dean. gotta love that classic destiel miscommunication, never being on the same page at the same time.
by s13 he's accepted he's in love and is now thinking it's one sided and this is all they'll ever be. he's also still kinda avoiding it all throughout the later seasons, putting the Mission first again, leaving more often, focusing on jack stuff. really just putting his feelings on the back burner.
then s15. just like i said in the dean bullet point, the divorce arc stuff is more classic miscommunication. cas so badly wants dean to ask him to stay. dean so badly wants cas to stop leaving. they both need to just have one good conversation about all of this. anyways, the "i love you." truly i think mr. avoidant cas would have continued to keep his feelings for dean to himself perhaps forever, had it not been a life or death situation where he realized telling dean his feelings would trigger the empty deal. but he does tell him. and my personal headcanon is that when he does tell him he gets hit with a wave of feeling from dean (along with the love in his eyes) that basically confirms to cas that dean actually has felt the same way all this time. and also, i think cas has partially known for a while but let his own self doubt and insecurities convince him that dean couldn't possibly feel the same.
Additionally: i do enjoy another late seasons variation, where BOTH of them have a mutual awareness of each other's feelings, but they both let insecurities and circumstances convince them it's not the right time, or they don't deserve to have this. they keep putting off talking abt this thing between them because there's always another apocalypse or big bad. because saving the world always comes before their own personal desires and happiness. so they keep putting it off until it's too late, until there's no time left. by s15 they're both feeling desperate. it's the end. they both feel they need to say something. dean tries in The Trap. cas finally does in Despair. and then there's just no time left. it's over. they never got to have it. (YET. because their story ain't over!)
anyways, i'm multitudes girlie and can enjoy many different interpretations, esp in fics, but this is my main destiel + feelings interpretation for when i'm watching the show and engaging with canon.
TLDR: they both start Feeling things for each other immediately. dean realizes these feelings are romantic love and puts that name to them first around late s6/s7. dean Accepts these feeling around s8. while cas has his realization that these intense feelings are romantic love around s9. and accepts them at some point between s10 - 12ish.
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Something More [than an extra]
Katsuki Bakugo x gn afab reader
MDNI
Setting: fuckboy!Bakugo, mid-time skip, Senior Year of College. Reader did not attend UA high, just joined for university. Enemies to lovers (with a lot in between.)
Warnings, etc: sex (multiple positions mentioned, slightly intoxicated sex), drinking, swearing, angst if you squint. This is the smuttiest one of the series :)
part 1Â -Â part 2Â -Â part 3Â -Â part 4 Â -Â part 5 Â - Â this is part 6Â - Â part 7 - part 8
You and Mina sit at the window watching Kirishima and Sato spend over an hour clearing the snow from around the building before Todoroki rolled out of bed at 11am and finished the job in 10 seconds flat. You haven't told her what happened last night, but the way she keeps looking at you tells you she somehow already knows.
âSoo are you going to tell me about your night??â
âMy night?â you ask, as innocently as you can.
âYeah, I was in Kiriâs room,â she states simply, before making it more clear: âthey're neighbors.â
âI- Oh,â thereâs no use denying it. You make a mental note to ask her about her own night being in a boys room that late, but you know she wonât let you dodge the question.
âI'm still not sure how I feel about it,â you rub where he bit the back of your shoulder while staring out the window. âIt was fun and I guess it's good to let off some steam. But it's weird. Last week I hated him,â you laugh.Â
âThings change!â Mina smiles, âno one said you had to hate him forever. And if he makes you happy, I'm glad you're enjoying it.â
âIt was fun but knowing him, it's not happening again. I don't think he does that sort of thing. Besides, I thought you called him a red flag? When did that change?â
âFor most people, he is. Donât tell Jiro I said this, but I think you guys would be really cute together!â her cheerfulness giving you unwanted twinges of hope.
âItâs really not like that,â you assure her, mostly reminding yourself.
A one time thing.
32 Days Later
A one time thing? Yeah, right. you laugh thinking back on the last month.Â
Itâs mid-February and you find yourself in that same corner of the common room on a late Saturday morning. Your friends are both absent - youâd helped them pick outfits for their dates last night so you know theyâre both in their rooms getting ready. Mina and Kirishima had been dating for a month (or longer? None of you were quite sure when that started and they wouldn't explicitly say.) Kaminari had only worked up the courage to ask Jiro on a date two days ago. Youâre excited for them both and also happy for the morning to quietly reflect on life: something you havenât had time for recently.
Taking a sip of coffee, you think of when you told Mina about Katsuki Bakugo the first time. It feels strange now, knowing youâve spent more nights with him than not since then. At this point, it's almost a routine.Â
It always starts the same.
Sometime between 8 and 10pm, he texts you. âHey.â âYou up?â Once he just texted âđ?â, heâs lucky that one made you laugh.Â
Rain or shine, any time of the month - it didnât matter. Like clockwork, youâd almost come to expect it. At this point, youâve stopped changing into your pajamas, knowing thereâs no point when you will most likely be changing back into clothes to walk across the building in anyways.Â
Usually, you go to his room. Occasionally, heâll come to yours.Â
Sometimes the two of you will pretend to watch a movie or other things friends do together, but you always know where itâll lead.Â
Within twenty minutes, heâs grabbing your hair with his tongue buried in your mouth. Shortly after that, whether you're standing or on the bed, he's pressing into you from behind - one hand wrapped around you, the other still tangled in your hair.Â
Your phone vibrates in front of you, some social media notification. Pulling it up, your whole feed is pink and full of hearts.Â
Only now did you realize itâs Valentineâs day. How had that not come up at all while helping your friends pick outfits?
Maybe it did, you've always blocked this stupid holiday out.Â
Doesn't matter, you think to yourself. Not like you're spending it with anyone. It'll be just another day, with any luck a quiet one.Â
And it is.Â
You spend the next six hours in your usual spot, working your way through a book. At some point, you realize you'd been trying to read the same paragraph for twenty minutes but your mind keeps drifting off.Â
Back to him.
Always back to him.Â
Privately, he's not as explosive as you'd known him before. That's not to say he's particularly gentle either.Â
The way his hands grip your hips, pulling you into him while he pounds you from behind. You're almost always covered in slight bruises but you notice he's careful to avoid grasping the darker ones.
How his teeth find your lips in every kiss. At first you found this weird, now you've come to expect it. Feeling a rush seeing him grin in public, knowing exactly what those teeth do to you.Â
How hard (and often) he makes you cum. You've spent hours in his room where he'd fuck you until you could barely stand - your body convulsing under his touch, pressed tightly against him. His hands holding you from collapsing into a puddle on the floor.Â
All that, then you'd leave. Not that you always wanted to. Sometimes you wonder what it would be like to fall asleep with him, his strong arms wrapped around you as he breathes gently into the back of your neck.Â
Of course, heâd never explicitly asked you to leave, but you understand the situation well enough to know when itâs time to go. So does he.
Maybe it's the lingering cold weather making you want for more coziness or maybe this stupid holiday got to you. Today, you find yourself wanting more than what it is.Â
Eventually, you go back to your dorm room. Still thinking about him.Â
You know Bakugo isnât busy on a date, he doesnât do stuff like that (plus, you spent most of the day in the common space watching everyone come and go so youâre almost certain he didnât leave his room today.) Your expectations for hearing from him are low though - you also understand that he probably doesnât want to text his fuck buddy to come over on a romantic holiday and give the wrong impression. The clock strikes ten and you change into sweatpants to get ready for bed.
KNOCK KNOCK.
Rushing to the door, you hope itâs not one of your friends after a bad date. To your surprise itâs-Â
âBakugo, hi?â your voice is tentative and a bit confused. To be honest, you don't mind seeing him at your door on Valentine's day you just didn't expect to.Â
âHey Backfire, I figured youâd be awake. You always stay up way too late,â he grumbles before glancing down at the open bottles of champagne in his hands. They're two different brands. âUh, my friends opened these with their dates before they left and dropped off the leftovers outside my door.â He presses the more full bottle into your hands before taking a swig off the other, âdrink it, Iâm not finishing these on my own.â
You laugh, gesturing him in.Â
He isn't quite drunk but his cheeks are more flushed than usual, making the scar under his eye stand out. It's cute, in a rough way. Like him.Â
Taking a sip, you check out the label. Itâs fancy, pink, and tastes sweet. You would guess Kirishima bought this one to impress Mina.
Bakugo is working through a bottle of Cooks; that has Kaminari written all over it.Â
Curiously, you tell him your guesses.Â
âThat is correct,â he lays on your bed, one foot folded over his knee with the hand holding the bottle resting over the edge. âSoy Sauce Face left some too but I finished that one before I walked over.â
âWait, Sero is on a date?â you canât help but laugh a bit, heâs nice but you can't really picture it.
âYeah, all those dumbasses were really excited for this stupid holiday,â he mumbles, rolling his eyes.Â
âThatâs fine - free champagne for us,â you say, trying to steer the conversation out of the awkward direction you could see it heading. Sitting on the bed beside him, you bring the bottle back to your lips.Â
There's a momentary pause, but that's okay with him. He's just quiet sometimes. It's funny, you weren't really sure when you even became friends but now you know all of his little conversational habits.Â
âYeah, idiots.â he says finally.Â
The conversation flowed easier from there. Both of you agreeing it's a bad excuse for a holiday (although, you are excited for day-after candy sales.) You talk about school and the classes you're each taking. He tells you about his hero work. Before you know it, you're sharing childhood stories. The two of you end up talking about life for what feels like twenty minutes, but the clock on your desk indicates it's well past midnight.Â
Bakugo is quiet again. There's nothing but the sound of people giggling outside in the distance and your favorite band playing at a low volume. It's comfortable. He's scrunched up on your bed, head resting on on his arm while he gazes out the window. The dim light from your small lamp illuminates his face perfectly. His resting face looks angelic, a fact that used to make you cringe but now it gives you other ideas.Â
Leaning over, you tip his jaw towards you to press your lips onto his. He tastes sweet. Kissing him gently, you wish you could stay like this all night but you aren't sure if that would be okay in your arrangement. So, you push for more. You climb over his lap to straddle him. Normally, he's the one in charge but he doesn't seem to mind this. His big ruby eyes peering up at you, slightly glazed over from the champagne.Â
This time feels different. The way he kisses you is less frantic. Still passionate, but not as rushed as usual.Â
Rolling your hips into him, his hands slide down your back to press you down harder. You let out a soft moan into his mouth, grinding into him with all of your weight. He arches his hips into you, still gripping your lower back.Â
God, his eyes are so fucking beautiful when he looks up at you like that.Â
His hands glide up your back, taking your shirt with them. You do the same, pulling off his hoodie and tank top like you've wanted to most of the night. The skin to skin contact feels warm as he drags you back down to keep making out with him.Â
Eventually, he rolls you onto your bed and sits back on his legs. Your fingers trace his now apparent bulge, his cock painfully straining to be released from the sweatpants and boxer briefs confining it. He removes both. You follow suit, throwing your own clothes over the edge of the bed.Â
Normally, he'd prep you with his fingers but you've been grinding against him for half an hour now and you're desperate for release.Â
Crawling over your bed, you reach into your bedside table for a condom. Bakugo is already behind you, continuing the friction you'd built up all night.Â
His hand reaches to take it from you but you're feeling bold. There's something you've always wanted to try.Â
Ripping the wrapper off, you put the latex to your mouth - sucking the tip in. It doesn't taste great but is so worth the mild aversion to see the look on his face when you wrap your lips around his dick and slide the condom over his length. Jaw still slack, he stares down at you in amazement before letting out a half laugh. The subtle light glints on the tips of his teeth.Â
Regaining composure, he shoves you back onto your bed. The sheets feel cool in contrast to his warm body climbing over you.Â
âYou sure you're ready,â he murmurs into your ear, âI can-â
âNeed you in me now,â you whisper back, lining him up with you.Â
He nods.Â
With a grunt, he shifts closer and presses into you. You feel yourself expand, clenching around him while he begins to move.Â
He stays close. Arms wrapping around yours, caging you to the bed while the skin of his stomach softly grazes yours. Your hands find his back, scratching lines over his scars to pull him closer. You want to last longer but the build up is too much.Â
Pleasure surges through your body; you feel it rush all the way down to your toes. You're riding it out, gasping into his chest while you feel yourself fluttering around him. He follows quickly, throwing his face into your shoulder.Â
His voice is breathy as he presses his lips into your neck.
â[y/n]â
part 7
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wonât have a ride for about an hour or so, but Iâm really thinking of going to urgent care and begging for klonopin or something similar. Just a few to make sure I donât lose my shit in the next few hours. Do you think that would work? Just straight up âIâm in the middle of an extended panic thatâs gone on for about 12+ hours now. Please give me a script for half a dozen benzos.â (Half a dozen sounds like so much. Itâs just 6.) I mean, with more details. I donât know. In my head, I always think âjust be straightforward and say what you want, no joking or subterfuge,â but Iâm 100% paranoid that this wouldnât work or even backfire. Hell, if it was bad, I wouldnât be so clear with my needs, Iâd be over emotional. Right? No? I wish being honest about your needs was more acceptable, but noooo, everything is all irony poisoned. Or whatever. I donât know what Iâm saying. Word salad. Now Iâm torn on if I should take a shower and clean up (I stink!), would that show Iâm a nice, clean cut dude, or would that seem like Iâm faking it bc I was able to wash myself and therefore am not truly falling apart? Anyway.. so now Iâve got this semi-hopeful plan and thatâll keep me going another hour until I can maybe go. Will it work? I donât know, but itâll get me out of the apartment for a bit, distract me some, which isnât nothing. God, Iâm so tired. I feel like I could fall asleep any moment, but as soon as I close my eyes, lean my head back, I start panicking.
Oh no, now Iâm looking and Iâm worried that, if I do get a prescription, the pharmacies I use will be closed. God, Iâm fucked.
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#sorry wanted to freak out some more#text#now Iâm worried about timing#maybe getting to leave in 40 minutes. pharmacies close in an hour and a half#factor in having to wait to see a doctor. then convince them to give me meds. then sending them in. then filling them. fuck.#it doesnt seem doable#all pharmacies close by 8 at the latest#which is bullshit#I might have to go to the ER for a couple#which is⊠listen⊠if they can guarantee a few pills if I sit in the ER for a long time then Iâll do that#Iâd rather be sitting around panicking waiting for meds than sitting around panicking for no reason#I need to eat. I need to get cleaned up a little. but Iâm just ⊠my brain is buzzing AND foggy.#like âLetâs do this!â oh? do what brain? âI donât know! nothing!â#im not gonna make the time limit tonight am I?#all else fails I guess the final plan is stay awake forever until it doesnât matter how anxious I am and I pass out#I hate this#itâs not even just âoh Iâm really sleepyâ#itâs my brain isnât working. Iâm tired. Iâm scared. Iâm suffocating. Iâm hungry but food sounds gross. getting clean is too much work.#this is so unflattering#oh well. I have felt uhhh flattering in a long time#fuck flattering. I donât care how dumb this all is. I just want to get past it.#pwease đ«Ł#this is too much#you can ignore this
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