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valgrace except theyāre set in the if we were villains universe. leo is oliver and jason is james and when it all comes down to it, leo will never escape being the one who suffers first in order to save jason from that fate. but it would never be enough because after leo serves his time, he would come to find out that he lost jason anyway.
leo would never regret it either. all heās regretting is losing time he couldāve had if things had gone differently. if the circumstances allowed them to be happy.
#valgrace#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#hoo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#leo valdez#jason grace#would this count as spoilers for people who didnāt read iwwv?#i apologize guys#but um#spoiler warning!!!!#the irony if i write a oneshot of this but instead of shakespearean plays#itās greek myth plays#oh i fear i may have another idea in the works#a thought in process#a tip if u will#oh i fear guys#the voices#i barely started on the fake dating au too#itās okay#i can multitask weāre chilling#im gonna reread iwwv later
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Checking up on his commission
#hate this guy. spoilers under tag cutoff#i fear i may have cooked with the tags. slash jay.#I've always imagined him with Particulars but I keep forgetting to draw them til like now#he speaks in lowercase to me. for reasons#I wanna know more about this untrustworthy bisexual but I also kinda wanna attack him every time he shows up#cant wait for the inevitable boss fight#fun fact: according to the dictionary 'nebulae' can refer to a clouded spot on the cornea that can cause defective vision#a limbus is 'the junction of the cornea and sclera in the eye'#so I think I speak for us all when I say WHAT THE FUCK MAN#what the hell was he on abt with Dante falling from the sky. and by sheep does he mean June 985 or?#if anyone wants to theorise on my post I'm all for it#limbus company#dante lcb#demian lcb#ā°š#unfortunately proud of that caption btw he really is just wanting his comm#HM WAIT BACK AGAIN#is the way the San was on about with leading the fallen nebulae home what causes J985?#as in - it is not people dying but them returning to their rightful place outside the City#with Purgatorio being the war š[i think] mentioned#is the doomsday Dante's head leading to the war? it typically refers to humanity's self destruction#or any globlal catastrophe#oh ok with PM is being sneaky again the Wiki page says it was inaugurated in June and guess when the MDE is#but generally things like nuclear war - AI and climate change are the main factors contributing to it#and we've already faced AI in the prev games via Angie so presumably one of the others will be the main force behind Dante's midnight#i personally like the nuclear angle given how Dante's head is already a clock#*BOMB. THEIR HEAD IS A BOMB THAT CAN BLOW UP#please do not write tags at night this was a bad idea
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction šš#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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i love how illumi and hisoka are freak by nature x freak by act. like hisoka could 100% be a normal person if he chose to be one day but illumi couldn't act normal even if he tried
Hisoka is the guy that makes a conscious effort for people to perceive him as a disgusting freak every single day but Illumi doesnt even have to try. he just is. he exists and people are weirded the fuck out by him. Even hisoka agrees too like šššš
#like hisoka in greed island was the definition of. what if he was a normal guy.#all he ever did was lie and play dating sims and maybe 1 volleyball game. he even said shit like teamwork makes the dreamwork#even gon was like wtf hisoka is so ooc right now HFHDXJHHSJGHS#meanwhile illumis normal is just. nonexistent. because hes not normal.#that time he went ātheyll realize how different are worlds areā oh yeah.#also to be called fucked up by hisoka? illumi won the fucked up hxh bitch title i fear.#hisoillu#hisoka x illumi#illumi#illumi zoldyck#hisoka#hisoka morow#hxh#hunter x hunter#my post
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Aizawa: Ugh, finally, I'm ho- Kaminari? What are you doing here?
Kaminari: Oh, hi Mr Aizawa, uh, Hitoshi wanted to help me get over my fear of cats so he's making me hang out with Present Mewc over here
Aizawa: You're afraid of cats?
Kaminari: Uhhhhhhhhhh, anyways, check out what I did!
Kaminari, holding up a cat treat: Mewc, sit.
Present Mewk: *sits*
Kaminari: Okay, now show off
Present Mewc: *Stands up and walks slowly around in a circle*
Kaminari: Good, now give us a dance
Present Mewc: *Bobs head back and forth for a few seconds*
Kaminari: All riiight, now ELECTROCUTION!
Present Mewc: *falls over and wiggles around for a few seconds before going still and twitching once*
Kaminari: Good job, Mewc! *gives treat* Isn't it cool, Mr Aizawa?
Aizawa:
Aizawa: What the fuck did you do to my cat
#so much is going on at once that aizawa forgot to question why kami is calling his son by his given name#Hizashi and Eri insisted on the name#present mewc#got the idea because I saw someone name his cat All Meow so i was like fuck it lets do a different hero now#Present Mewc is obviously a yellow tabby#you know the orange cats that are so light they look kinda blonde#that#i got the cat fear idea from a fic i read#it was super cute#i dont remember the name but it was shinkami and Kaminari takes Shinsou to a date at a cat cafe despite being terrified oh sorry ācautiousā#of cats because they tend to freak out when he accidentally shocks them as one would expect#hitoshi shinsou#hizashi yamada#eri#mha#bnha#denki kaminari#why did i tag that onr last wtf#aizawa shouta#eraserhead#present mic#chargebolt#mind eraser#cats#gatto#lil guy#gattito
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I need Vaggie and Husk to be friends SO badly. I just think they have potential like they could possibly be one of the best duos if given a chance. I actually have so many thoughts on this so hear me out:
There's so much potential JUST because of their relationships with Charlie and Angel (Charlie and Angel are siblings but we don't need to get into that right now)
But seriously short grumpy characters with wings and their extroverted beanpole partner is killing me
So basically I can see them both ranting about what their partners are doing on a daily basis but it always ends with "I love them SO much" "Cheers I'll drink to that"
I have a feeling Charlie and Angel are both the kind of people to leave lipstick marks on their partners and just not tell them so Husk and Vaggie have to check each other out real quick before going anywhere. I mean no questions asked just one of them standing in front of the other with their arms and legs spread out until the other one gives them a thumbs up or a rag to clean it off with.
I also think it would be funny if Husk was the first person to know Vaggie was an angel he just didn't mention it. He says so himself that the residents of the hotel will spill their secrets when they get drunk so Vaggie definitely got drunk and let it slip that she was an angel but didn't remember it by morning. Husk's motto is basically "That's none of my business" so he just doesn't say anything.
Also continuing with the "that's none of my business" thing, Vaggie absolutely agrees with that sentiment as long as it doesn't hurt Charlie or the hotel. Neither of them like people digging into their business and having Alastor in their lives means someone is ALWAYS digging so it's nice to be with someone who just does not care.
Oh and they both shit on Alastor 24/7 so good for them
PREENING EACH OTHER!!! By the time Vaggie gets her wings back they're close enough for this. Husk hates his wings and is shit at taking care of them but Vaggie really wants this to happen. She does miss some things about the exorcists and that's one of them. Of course she would never say that out loud but Husk gets it and they do it anyway.
Vaggie would start flying ALL THE TIME after getting her wings like she has so much time to catch up on. Angel knows that her and Husk are good friends and that Husk hates his form so he'll get Vaggie to convince Husk to fly with her. It takes a little bit but they have fun and Charlie is really proud of her so it's worth it.
They can literally sit in comfortable silence for hours and not get bored
They bicker all the time about everything like they'll say the meanest shit but they're besties and they're joking so it's fine
They are so down to kill Valentino at any time. They have multiple plans, they have lists, they're really creative about it too.
They'll just sit, people watch, and judge strangers together
They're so judgemental but also the least judgmental??? They'd be like "Why would you do that you dumbass" but also actually listen to what's being said and try to find a reasonable solution for each other
Double dates that Vaggie and Husk don't actually want to go on but unfortunately Charlie and Angel are convincing (they have a really good time)
They were both stripped from their occupations (overlord/angel). They miss it sometimes and they feel bad about it because they were both terrible people during those times. When they get like this they always seek each other's company. Sometimes they actually talk about it, sometimes they change the subject to something completely different, sometimes they have a drink and sit in silence. Either way they only acknowledge it with each other.
Husk teaches Vaggie how to make drinks. It's calming for him (even though it's annoying that he's technically being forced to do it) so he thought she might like it. She does and is actually really good at it. When they get more residents she'll help him out behind the bar.
Sometimes they'll sing together. They sound amazing and their partners love it. Husk also tries to teach Vaggie how to play saxophone it does not go as good as bartending did
They're the only ones in the hotel that can speak Spanish so yes they do use that to their advantage
Are both so tired all the time. They just deserve a stress free nap. They end up curled up together asleep and are found by Angel in the middle of the night. He takes a picture and immediately sends it to Charlie. Charlie and Angel manage to keep the picture but are not allowed to show anyone or ever mention it again.
They would never actually admit to being friends even though they're best friends and one of the few people the other can actually stand being around
JUST HUSK AND VAGGIE BEING BEST FRIENDS YOU GUYS
#oh jeez this is a long one#Hazbin Hotel#huskerdust#charlie hazbin hotel#chaggie#husk hazbin hotel#vaggie hazbin hotel#angel dust hazbin hotel#why isn't there any content of them being friends#I need this so bad#seriously what demon do I have to make a deal with to make this happen#I feel like they interact the least but why#the potential#I'm manifesting so hard vivziepop herself fears my power#I can't be alone in this please guys#what is wrong with me#the Huskerdust fanfic I was reading just updated this is fate#Am I posting too much???#I feel like I'm posting too much
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I think one of the most realistic parts about Baby Reindeer (2024) is how much Donny downplays the abuse he faces
I know everyone wants to hate on him for being āstupidā and blame him for everything that happened because yes from an outsiders perspective he made questionable choices but isnāt that what HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE DO?
I know so many people whoāve āplayed niceā or tried to downplay abusive behavior. You try and tell yourself āIt wasnāt that badā, or that it was just some crazy experience that should be forgotten. It seems so much easier to stay silent and just try to move on.
You donāt wanna start problems
You donāt wanna be mean
You donāt wanna be the bad guy
#they blame him for not just telling her to fuck off every chance#Iāve seen people say he shouldnāt have kept giving her free drinks#or even he shouldāve never given her tea#AS IF SHOWING BASIC KINDNESS WAS THE PROBLEM#people forget that he was still a victim#Donnyās character admits that he messed up in his interactions with Martha but people need to stop and think about the situation#the fear the anxiety everything that comes with being stalked#I know Iāve dealt with creepy guys at work or at school and I didnāt say anything#and so many other people have had the same experiences#itās easy to say oh Iād do this or Iād do that#when itās not happening to you itās easy to assume youād be better and smarter than them#baby reindeer
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Something that is canon in my mind that I forget to tell people:
The reason why Steve canāt get bitches in his Scoops Ahoy era is because thereās a rumor going around that heās gay (probably because someone caught him hooking up with Eddie)
#how else can you explain it???#he is so so babygirl#all the girls would be literally at his feet begging for this man to date them#unlessā¦ they think heās trying to make them his beard#also with the lipgloss and mascaraā¦#it just adds fuel to the fire#and think. if Steve and Eddie were hooking up before scoops in a fwb gone wrong or secret relationship gone wrong type of situationā¦#aka Steve catches feelings and runs because of internalized homophobia and a fear of getting caught#there could be a season three rewrite of Steve catching feelings for Robin because she reminds him of Eddie#and after Robin comes out to him#Steveās like āoh. maybe there are more people like me in Hawkins than I imagined. if she deserves a happy ending with a girl#why canāt I get a happy ending with a guy?#and steve slowly is able to come to terms with his sexuality#meanwhile eddie seeks out Dustin and the kids who steve has ranted and raved about#but he plays it off as him happening to find lost sheep#lots of thoughtsā¦ lots of thoughtsā¦#all thoughts to explain why Steve isnāt able to get bitches#steve harrington#steddie#stranger things#scoops ahoy steve#stranger things headcanons
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oh damen we're really in it now.mp4
#caprisun#captive prince#damen#damianos of akielos#damen of akielos#kings rising#prince's gambit#ITS HIM ITS MY GUY#also can i just say#i know i made him blush in the rip pitcher sketch because thats the correct interpretation of that scene. cuz he saw his thighs#but can we all agree that those must be the palest pastiest legs a man has ever put in direct sunlight#diogenes said to plato āthis is a manā about that peeled chicken because he mistook it for Laurent in a chiton#i bet he burns like a lobster#you leave him in direct sunlight for too long and he starts heaving like an office laptop from 2016 booting up Baldurs Gate 3#i am still in the middle of book 3 and when i tell you i am in DIRE NEED OF SOME LAURENT POV DECRIPTIONS OF DAMEN#TELL ME HOW LOVELY HE IS I NEED YOUR PASTY ASS TO SAY IT#I want to hear those rapid fire thoughts because you just know he is extinguishing them like summertime mosquitos#if the govart dies chapter is anything to go by#damen oh damen you really thought ancel was gonna shove that stick up his ass during that one performance. i love you.#you are THE funniest motherfucker in that book and your obsession with that blue eyed featherless biped only adds to it#who drops a pitcher when they see a white boy approach#god out of fear maybe#i would never live it down straight up never#that memory instantly became damen's dark horse in the championships for the most embarrassing shit that he will think about in bed at nigh
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to stay the same sad, sorry mother
#resident evil 7#resident evil 8#mia winters#rosemary winters#eveline re7#rose winters#resident evil#resident evil fanart#blood#do u guys ever think abt how insane the mia development is in such a good way. like being an alone single(ish) mother w a bioweapon baby#who just wants a family. then they kill that kid and they escape just to be doomed to the same life again. i dont think shed EVER view her#life w rose as punishment dont take it like that. but more so her life is a punishment to pay for her sins via the cycle of being given#everything back. just to end up with the same isolating issues she had in re7#her motherhood is so interesting!!! i think shed have a lot of complexities w it.. a balance of unconditional love out of fear of how badly#she messed up the first time. oh my goddd#i love herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr shes my fav re chara ever and like. all time top faves in general. i love her so much GRRRRRRRRRR#idc if this looks kinda ass n rushed but i had to put it down ^.^#a childs loving grip too LOL *goes insane*
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i think you could run a study on the oc-fication of trafficblr artist's etho designs over time
#hermitaday#etho fanart#ethoslab#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#etho#it's so cold today help why is it so cold#i think i transferred some of my energy to him drawing this cus somehow he also looks so so cold to me#maybe it's the jacket i think. i think it's the jacket#i don't think he would like actually wear the rainbow patch btw#not cus he's not gay or homophobic but because i think etho's the type to fear small changes#like he would buy sticker sheets and never peel the stickers type guy#but the canadian flag i usually give him looked lonely#i think etho would own the patch (cleo gave it to him) and he'd be like oh cool thanks and leave it in a drawer#he likes it. but it went into the drawer and that's where it lives now#and now he can't take it out of the drawer because if it's out of the drawer he won't know where it is (because it's not in the drawer)#yeah whatever. ethoslab drawer headcanons good night guys#my art
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The first day of the new school year began much the same as any other; being accosted by the hallway monitor for dawdling, having inappropriate footwear and daring to possess yet another pair of headphones, only for them to remember who he was and abandon any hopes of receiving an explanation, or an excuse.
Robin thought he wouldāve outgrown his selective mutism by now, but apparently, it didnāt work like that. Heād eventually seen a therapist a few years prior, but the poor man didnāt exactly have a handbook for āstrange child who canāt speak sometimes due to other peopleās overwhelming head voices but wonāt/canāt explain himself to anyone other than a ghost whoās stuck in his atticā so, itād fallen a little flat. At least, thatās what he kept telling himself; but the older he got, the more he started to think heād been using his gift as a convenient excuse for some of his issues. Maybe. Possibly.
Much less bombarded than when he was little, Robin could usually tune out the everyday chatter within surrounding minds, though he rarely did. Heād become far too accustomed to being nosy, and at this point it was weirder NOT to hear everyone elseās thoughts. It produced an intense itchy feeling that was almost impossible to ignore, as though heād miss something important the moment he stopped listening.
As a result, Robin struggled to live in the moment, and for himself; constantly juggling other peopleās thoughts and emotions as well as his own. Sometimes he wondered if heād understand his brain better if it belonged to someone else, like if he could observe it from a distance as with everyone else, itād make more sense-.. or maybe paying more attention in Mr Fitzherbertās biology classes would help. He supposed he was still overwhelmed after all, just better at hiding it.
Either way, he wasnāt about to admit to all this nonsense out loud, especially not if it landed him in Doctor Abbottās office again. The last thing he wanted was for anyone to find out how weird he actually was, least of all a psychologist. Think of all the experiments theyād want to do, all the prodding and poking-.. or worse. Robin shuddered at the thought. No, thank you!
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#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#robin finch#lil robin update i suppose#ā_ā#it's giving 'oh hi thanks for checking in i'm still a piece of garbage' vibes lmao#skdjsk#maybe he's starting to resent his selective mutism a lil u kno#i wanted to remind us all he still very much suffers from it#cos we mostly see him with the ppl he CAN talk to so it's easy to forget#š©#i also wanted to touch on some of the fears he has around being found out#like.. he's not just worried about people thinking he's weird af or avoiding him#he's kinda scared that if a medical professional or smth similar knew.. that they'd wanna figure out wtf was going on u kno#like pls don't experiment on my lil guy š±#stay away from him GET A JOB
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The families have never been more found!!!
#oh how my life is about to be changed and my brain chemistry altered forever#MY POOKIIIIIIIIEESSS ARE BAAAAACK HOLY SHIIIIIT LOOK AT BENNNNNN LOOK AT FIVEE LOOK AT EVERYONEEEE#What if this is my last straw you guys what then#wait why not much Lila content on that trailer I fear for the worst#oh the dance scene was teased oh you guys what am I gonna do oh#the umbrella academy#tua
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You thought it was over? It's not. I'm not done yet, understood. (Imagine Endo saying this like aaaaaaaa)
i think i have a type nom nom men with tattoo sleeves. APPRECIATING ENDO'S ARMS BECAUSE HE DESERVES IT. also adding my other man jeon jungkook because why not (ā ļ½”ā ļ½„ā Ļā ļ½„ā ļ½”ā )ā ļ¾ā ā”
LOOK AT THOSE MUSCLES LOOK AT HIM OH MY GAWD IM IN THE OUTER SPACE SCREAMING HIS NAME UNTIL MY VOICE REACHES ANOTHER GALAXY, ANOTHER DIMENSION, ANOTHER MULTIVERSE.
#ā§* ź kiki's rambling#ā§* ź endo yamato#FINALLY MAKING ENDO'S OWN TAG OH MY NSKSKSK#GUYS HIM AND CHIKA ARE MY FAVS ACTUALLY#IM NOT SANE GUYS IM šÆš»š®šŖš“š#satoru nii knows what is he doing#HE KNOWS#ENDO DESERVES SO MUCH LOVE SO SO SO MUCH AND I WILL GIVE IT TO HIM#I CAN BE CRAZY TOO SO HE BETTER BE OBSESSED WITH ME#im not leaving that man until i kiss him all over his body with my red lipstick that will leave marks on his tattoos#HIS FACE WILL BE SMUDGED WITH KISSES#I LOVE ENDO#having endo brainrot rn#DONT BE SURPRISED IF I POST THINGS WITH ONLY CHIKA AND YAMATO#yamato ... his lovely name#EDNO ARMS ARE SOOOOO NOM NOM#IF HE FLEXES THEM OH MY GODDDDDDDD#FLEX ME INSTEAD#ENDO AND JUNGKOOK MATCHING#don't get me started on jungkook because once i start i won't stop#I DECLARE THIS AS ENDO NATIONAL ANTHEM#I took my drugs and took my lovin' when I left out the spot#I left the party with a Barbie markin' X on the dot#She calls my phone up but I told her āI'm a lonerā#But she likes my watch and my droptop and my persona#We hit the highway 1-5-5 with my whole foot on the dash#She's in my ear she's got no fear she could care less if we crash#wind breaker#endo yamato#endo x reader
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the crane wives are once again inspiring me. higher ground is SO mudpawcoded
#rye.txt#'the corvids are calling // warning a forest of predators approaching // am i in danger or am i the threat?'#<- DUDE.#the uncertainty of the future. the fear of change. hiding truth. it's like it was made in a lab for him#mudpaw#also! still taking time away from online stuff/content creation#but I'm feeling better these days#my grandma's memorial service is gonna be next week#hoping that will help with closure and everything#i still find myself doing things for her#like thinking 'oh someone needs to stay home to watch over her' or 'better stay quiet to not wake her up' that sort of thing#and then I remember and it hits me all over again#but I'm doing better :)#thank you guys for all the well wishes
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dumping more of my stancest feels here because i cannot NOT think of them. i read journal 3 for the first time this week and its great because Ford acts like stanley's biggest hater which is pretty fking funny (if not absolutely infuriating at times because omfg stfu you smug prick)
but the moments like this get to me
Ford being blinded by his quest of grandeur, accolades and praise for world changing discoveries, so obsessed with greatness, being the first name people remember, and all the other things his npd-isms tells him he wants.
And then there's "reminds me of camping with my brother. i wonder what he's up to..."
i mentioned in my previous post that stan acts quite a lot like the anchor to ford's boat, keeping him grounded and most importantly, safe from both the bitter and the sweet kinds of evils. but he also represents something so much simpler to ford too: the simple desires he represses so much because its not "good enough" for someone special like him.
he resents stan so much because he represents a "block" against that percieved good enough success he wants, the obstacle that made it impossible to get in a fancy college, become the world renowed researcher, the one who wanted to destroy his journal's and lifes work (even though it was the better, safer option if Bill really WAS that dangerous, which he was) that could still make him famous. because if ford's not "praised and weird" then he's just "weird" and being "weird" was nothing but a pain his whole life that kept him rejected and isolated from the masses. and stan prevented him from that.
(btw "maybe he can prove himself to me" is nasty work my god ford is a douche lmao)
a lot of his projections of something greater comes through with how he treated dipper in the show (his whole spiel in damvtf) and fiddleford in journal 3 where he looks down on the happy life that fiddleford had with his wife and child and saying he was "wasting his talents" making computers. and like, we all know by the way he takes them on high stakes adventures they're not as prepared for compared to him (and end up causing more trouble than not by doing so), he's trying to fill a gaping hole left by someone else. we all know this obviously, we all know what we ship here, but what i came to appreciate the most about it is how much that gaping hole exists in the low stakes
everytime ford is thinking during the "down time" moments, his thoughts always drift back to his childhood, and one person who represents it.
childhood memories, making fun of stans favorite snack, scribbling out a design of the stan o war, whenever Ford lets his mind wander it expresses such an intense yearning for the past before he became obsessed with wanting something more. these are his most utmost and most unfiltered thoughts, which is why he scribles them away or and writes in code. and the fact that he directly says they are about NOT getting married, followed with "wondering what he's doing right now", painting the picture of what his most ideal idylic life is. wanting a return of something lost. wanting Stan back more than anything.
he finally accepts that his dream never really changed, just the same as stan's and so they saild off together for the rest of their days, in ford's own words (which ironically sounds like a marriage to me either way so tough shit ford)
#Stancest#because having ford be like āromance? pfff who needs ROMANCE and SETTLING DOWN when i could be a BIG SHOTā#then writing āwonder what my estranged brother who i refuse to talk to or contact in years and i totally hate rn is doing rn...ā#is well#what can i say other than the implications is the implications (highly doubt its on purpose but lmao)#ford writing ā(hopefully that hes not doing anything like settling down or anything after i just mentioned that for myself)ā#is in the next page hashtag trust me guys#āi prefer the road less traveled anywayā oh my god we get it youre WEIRD omfggg riverdale jughead ass#with repressed incestious desire we get it#jokes and shipping aside i think this is one of the stan twins vs dipper/mabel parallels thats VERY very well done#mabel and stan as their counterparts theter to reality and gets them to stop filtering their fears and desires through other peoples desires#and have them see things clearly for their own#is pretty good
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